You describe me quite well too. I also isolate. I've barely left my room for the past three weeks, to a month. I sleep for 5 hours in the day and stay awake all night. I eat to cover up the pain, and it just ends up making me feel worse. I lost one of my jobs, the better paying one, because of depression. It's evil.
I wish more people understood what we go through. It's very very scary. I'm 17 years old and I feel like I'm so old, and tired, already. I can totally understand feeling insignificant, and people don't help it with their ignorance. It's a horrible illness and I'm terrified that I'm never going to get better.
Hey Man, Thanks for taking the time to describe this disorder. Despite how much of it I go through I always find it difficult to describe the experience. I find it a lonely, incapacitating, soul destroying way to live. It's impossible to understand what chronic depression is until you live with it. No book, web page or lecturer who does not have it can fully get the picture.
You describe me quite well too. I also isolate. I've barely left my room for the past three weeks, to a month. I sleep for 5 hours in the day and stay awake all night. I eat to cover up the pain, and it just ends up making me feel worse. I lost one of my jobs, the better paying one, because of depression. It's evil.
middy444 1 year ago
I wish more people understood what we go through. It's very very scary. I'm 17 years old and I feel like I'm so old, and tired, already. I can totally understand feeling insignificant, and people don't help it with their ignorance. It's a horrible illness and I'm terrified that I'm never going to get better.
middy444 1 year ago
Thanks for the video.
nomadak47 1 year ago
Hey Man, Thanks for taking the time to describe this disorder. Despite how much of it I go through I always find it difficult to describe the experience. I find it a lonely, incapacitating, soul destroying way to live. It's impossible to understand what chronic depression is until you live with it. No book, web page or lecturer who does not have it can fully get the picture.
Best Wishes for some Peace and Recovery.
pmannion02 2 years ago
what's the difference between depression and just being a nihilist?
GuyaRicanMC 3 years ago