this is a sad story:/ im glad that you dont want to continue your disorder. i think that even when you though you were fat you were beautiful! and i have one question what are stones?
Well people say U can't just wake up one day and decide ur going to be Anorexic. U can. And how long does it take until u get that little voice in ur head???
@KodochaCrazy4255 Only from personal experience I didn't just wake up one day. You can't decide to be anorexic, though you can decide to behave like one. I've had low self esteem for many many years, I started starving myself years ago. But honestly, if you can DO NOT try it! It's devastating x
One of the best vids on this topic I've ever seen (and I've seen a lot!) I love your honesty and the fact that you show the self injury pics, lots of people might shy away from showing that but it's a harsh reality that needs to be realized. Keep hanging on, it's hard I know. <3
I am only 10 years old.... and I'm anorexic. I got some comments on my old YouTube account, saying I was fat. I took this very seriously but told nobody. I deleted the account, but I still remembered the words. Since then, I have stopped eating. I do not cut myself, but I do tell myself horrible things.When I look at myself in the mirror, I tell myself "It's not working, you lard! You're still fat!" But I am not anorexic anymore. You are very cute, chubby or not.
I'm 16 though. I've been self harming since I was 11, hospitalized for it 4 times. I was diagnosed with BPD in May 2011... My last hospitalization I swore off of SH for good, but I've just been doing drugs instead, and smoking weed. I take laxatives and starve, and my weight keeps getting lower. I don't really know what else to do.
Thank you to all your lovely comments. When I made this video I had reached 7stone2 from 10stone9...I have dropped to 6stone4 but have made it back up to 7stone. Still battling but forever trying! Keep strong and many Christmas wishes xx
A beautiful body is a natural body--not one scraped together because every thought you have is devoted to forgetting what you used to weight, hating what you now weigh, and planning to lose weight. When these are your thoughts you are living not in the past, the present, or the future, but in a nightmare. Anorexia gives you the thinness you want but takes everything else away when youre not looking. Please keep fighting and listen to your heart not anna. I send you lots of love <3
YOU are a gorgeous, brave girl who must ignore some of the nasty comments on here. When I saw the word 'fat' on your leg my heart went out to you, I did exactly the same thing. I was a big self harmer and suffered from anorexia for 12/13 years and I am well on my way to recovery. It is possible, don't lose hope or motivation. Keep going sweetheart x x x x
heres my thoughts: You look great now i think you looked fine before but im a very unique person and i really dont care about looks and thats truthfully compared to what alot of these assholes can say here.
the world wont exactly be nice to you if your fat but you look great now in the common eye and now that your thin you can go about your life happier at least you look great now dont deceive yourself you dont have to be thinner.
life isnt gonna be easy even thinner not at all, good luck.
at least you became thin and prettier in the end, i think the pain was well worth it? and honestly inside dont you? i dont know why you cut yourself but how the hell was that helping?
Gahh, you were so so Beautiful at 11 stone. Im sorry you are struggling so much. Please take care of yourself, you are so Beautiful now, you just dont look so happy xxxxxxx
Hey there sweetheart. I know what your going through. I'm struggling too. I'm trying to lose five stone too. I just want to let you know that you are really important to me. Even though we barely know each other, you are truly beautiful. I'm here if you want to talk. I love you and I cannot bear to see you go through this anymore. Here is my number: 206-949-0506. Text me. Remember, you are incredibly dazzling and beautiful. I love you.
Hey there sweetheart. I know what your going through. I'm trying to lose three stone too. I'm fifteen btw, and my name is Emily phelps. I'm here if you need anything. Here is my cell phone number: 206-949-0506. Don't go. I love you and your important to me. Text me.
i hope you get better. you are a beautiful girl! i also have problems with self harm. im working on mine as well. if you ever wanna talk to someone who knows what that is like, feel free to message me
I hope you can get better soon and start really believing YOU ARE WORTH IT, because you are- theres no reason why you don't deserve the right to live and be happy like everyone else. it's in your power to make it happen. decide what you want out of life and go for it, in a positive and healthy way this time..nothing happens overnight you have to be patient and keep trying! make sure you get enough B12, it might help you with the motivation, depression ..have green juice ect to keep you balanced
@jessicalovestheused thats what she done? she wanted to be thin and took the steps to get there extreme and wrong as they were.
just because you've decided what you want it doesnt mean you can just make it happen, the economy is shit the corporate rich and evil are controlling the government to keep their money and screw the middle class and poor there are billions of people out of jobs you think shes gonna get one?
stop talking shit its wrong to sugar coat it for her your just lying.
@triniunispy hmm its honest but, and alot of people would be saying "sure your beautiful get better" HERE but irl do you really think guys would lining up to go out with her IRL? nope but when she got thinner she was VERY pretty, i dont see what the point in the self harming was or the laxatives, but she's thin now and now out the hospital and all that craps behind her and u know what i bet now that its all over she wouldnt change it if she had to go back to her old body, and she knows it.
You're beautiful.
alaynabonana 2 weeks ago
i really hope you're feeling better now :) ps. you looked beautiful at prom.
ShahanaWhite 2 weeks ago
is that marijuana in the plastic bag at 1:35? lol
corncake3000 3 weeks ago
@corncake3000 Erm no! a bag of diet pills.
ImmyTheNerd 3 weeks ago
this is a sad story:/ im glad that you dont want to continue your disorder. i think that even when you though you were fat you were beautiful! and i have one question what are stones?
cesiecutie 1 month ago
@cesiecutie Just a measurement of weight, like KG and LBS.
ImmyTheNerd 3 weeks ago
Poor girl hang in there
cutiepiemorihotmail 1 month ago
Your so pretty ;) Good luck!
MrLollypoplulu 1 month ago
i had the samee problem with cutting myself and i know.. if i can control myself you can too(: good luckk
aleia100001 1 month ago
:)
talhotbrunnette123 1 month ago
Stay Strong girl!!
And has anyone told you, you look like Rebecca Black? ;p
ForeveLovatic 1 month ago
you're honestly so beautiful.
Flabbywhalex3 1 month ago
Well people say U can't just wake up one day and decide ur going to be Anorexic. U can. And how long does it take until u get that little voice in ur head???
KodochaCrazy4255 1 month ago
@KodochaCrazy4255 Only from personal experience I didn't just wake up one day. You can't decide to be anorexic, though you can decide to behave like one. I've had low self esteem for many many years, I started starving myself years ago. But honestly, if you can DO NOT try it! It's devastating x
ImmyTheNerd 3 weeks ago
Hay If I could ask U some questions I would really appreciate it. And it's great u have the courage to tell the world this.
KodochaCrazy4255 1 month ago
@KodochaCrazy4255 What would it be regarding? and thank you! x
ImmyTheNerd 1 month ago
your'e so beautiful!
PLCGirl101 1 month ago
The pictures of your scars made me want to cry. Get better girl <3
AGFashionAcademy 1 month ago
You look like rebecca black
puppiesshimmerandfun 1 month ago
don't ever give up.
PrettyBedofGreen 1 month ago
you look gorgeous in the picture of your prom night ! <3 keep strong :)
laurawilson100 1 month ago
You have such a lovely face, I hope you will recover soon...
Keep fighting, you can do it!
Suckingone 1 month ago
One of the best vids on this topic I've ever seen (and I've seen a lot!) I love your honesty and the fact that you show the self injury pics, lots of people might shy away from showing that but it's a harsh reality that needs to be realized. Keep hanging on, it's hard I know. <3
katenotkatie87 1 month ago
Honey, can I tell you something?
I am only 10 years old.... and I'm anorexic. I got some comments on my old YouTube account, saying I was fat. I took this very seriously but told nobody. I deleted the account, but I still remembered the words. Since then, I have stopped eating. I do not cut myself, but I do tell myself horrible things.When I look at myself in the mirror, I tell myself "It's not working, you lard! You're still fat!" But I am not anorexic anymore. You are very cute, chubby or not.
SmilyLove101 2 months ago
You are... Me.
I'm 16 though. I've been self harming since I was 11, hospitalized for it 4 times. I was diagnosed with BPD in May 2011... My last hospitalization I swore off of SH for good, but I've just been doing drugs instead, and smoking weed. I take laxatives and starve, and my weight keeps getting lower. I don't really know what else to do.
You are so beautiful, and strong. Good luck (;
SkyeGirl2014 2 months ago
i really hope your okay, seeing those cuts , made me wanna cry . i feel terrible for you. Stay strong.
EscapeTheFateFreek 2 months ago
I no wht anorexia is but what's bPD?
OcVolleyball98 2 months ago
Thank you to all your lovely comments. When I made this video I had reached 7stone2 from 10stone9...I have dropped to 6stone4 but have made it back up to 7stone. Still battling but forever trying! Keep strong and many Christmas wishes xx
ImmyTheNerd 2 months ago
you are just adorable. plz eat, you dont need to do this to urself.
pawpads3000 2 months ago
But.
But you so pretty!!
Y u no eat good food??:0
45thn7th 2 months ago
I'm crying my eyes out because I never went that way, but I wasn't far from it. You're lovely. xoxo <3
Verity1l1l 2 months ago
stay strong. Take a look at my video if you have time. love gil x
gillyana 3 months ago
I hope you recover safely and do your best to be fully recovered!
hilariousviolence 3 months ago
I admire you, i have od-ed alot and ended up in hospital, it was awful! And you cant be BPD can you? ( I have traits)
littlesercet 3 months ago
@littlesercet I was diagnosed with BPD only a few months ago... :/ not sure if it still stands but I do have many traits. Hope you are okay <3
ImmyTheNerd 2 months ago
@ImmyTheNerd Aww, I really dont like BPD on a whole, even though I 'had traits' I am doing ok, plodding along. I hope your doing okay <3
littlesercet 1 month ago
A beautiful body is a natural body--not one scraped together because every thought you have is devoted to forgetting what you used to weight, hating what you now weigh, and planning to lose weight. When these are your thoughts you are living not in the past, the present, or the future, but in a nightmare. Anorexia gives you the thinness you want but takes everything else away when youre not looking. Please keep fighting and listen to your heart not anna. I send you lots of love <3
majentaable 3 months ago
You are so pretty and keep fighting with your anorexia beat the battle
loka95838 3 months ago
YOU are a gorgeous, brave girl who must ignore some of the nasty comments on here. When I saw the word 'fat' on your leg my heart went out to you, I did exactly the same thing. I was a big self harmer and suffered from anorexia for 12/13 years and I am well on my way to recovery. It is possible, don't lose hope or motivation. Keep going sweetheart x x x x
AnorexiaRecovery 3 months ago
you are so pretty :) hang in there. God loves you
pawpads3000 3 months ago
heres my thoughts: You look great now i think you looked fine before but im a very unique person and i really dont care about looks and thats truthfully compared to what alot of these assholes can say here.
the world wont exactly be nice to you if your fat but you look great now in the common eye and now that your thin you can go about your life happier at least you look great now dont deceive yourself you dont have to be thinner.
life isnt gonna be easy even thinner not at all, good luck.
Terra1311 4 months ago
at least you became thin and prettier in the end, i think the pain was well worth it? and honestly inside dont you? i dont know why you cut yourself but how the hell was that helping?
Terra1311 4 months ago
your parents shouldnt have fed you so much as a child and this never woulda happend.
Terra1311 4 months ago
Gahh, you were so so Beautiful at 11 stone. Im sorry you are struggling so much. Please take care of yourself, you are so Beautiful now, you just dont look so happy xxxxxxx
ambida 4 months ago
Your so Beautiful.
xMOOIMMAFISHx 4 months ago
I hope you will fully recover.
xxmoonflamexx 4 months ago
Hey there sweetheart. I know what your going through. I'm struggling too. I'm trying to lose five stone too. I just want to let you know that you are really important to me. Even though we barely know each other, you are truly beautiful. I'm here if you want to talk. I love you and I cannot bear to see you go through this anymore. Here is my number: 206-949-0506. Text me. Remember, you are incredibly dazzling and beautiful. I love you.
Pianoroxable 4 months ago
Hey there sweetheart. I know what your going through. I'm trying to lose three stone too. I'm fifteen btw, and my name is Emily phelps. I'm here if you need anything. Here is my cell phone number: 206-949-0506. Don't go. I love you and your important to me. Text me.
Pianoroxable 4 months ago
You are so pretty!
bekababy941 4 months ago
Thank you to all of your lovely comments <3
I'm trying very hard to beat this...
I'm 5'3, currently just under 7stone.
Giving you all my love xxx
ImmyTheNerd 4 months ago
*___* This should be thinspiration, you look gorgeous!!
Fashionshoper 4 months ago
You are beautiful the way you are sweetie, don't stop trying to get better!
xGeneviievex 4 months ago
I am sorry that you had to go through this, but how is everything going for you so far? Also how tall are you?
ritsukaxkelly 4 months ago
i hope you get better. you are a beautiful girl! i also have problems with self harm. im working on mine as well. if you ever wanna talk to someone who knows what that is like, feel free to message me
CrazyLife92287 5 months ago
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CrazyLife92287 5 months ago
I hope you can get better soon and start really believing YOU ARE WORTH IT, because you are- theres no reason why you don't deserve the right to live and be happy like everyone else. it's in your power to make it happen. decide what you want out of life and go for it, in a positive and healthy way this time..nothing happens overnight you have to be patient and keep trying! make sure you get enough B12, it might help you with the motivation, depression ..have green juice ect to keep you balanced
jessicalovestheused 5 months ago
@jessicalovestheused thats what she done? she wanted to be thin and took the steps to get there extreme and wrong as they were.
just because you've decided what you want it doesnt mean you can just make it happen, the economy is shit the corporate rich and evil are controlling the government to keep their money and screw the middle class and poor there are billions of people out of jobs you think shes gonna get one?
stop talking shit its wrong to sugar coat it for her your just lying.
Terra1311 4 months ago
Please don't stop trying to get better!! *hugs*
madricka 5 months ago
U look prettier skinny
Iamevil93 5 months ago
@Iamevil93 you such an ass. The girl is sick and trying to get better and that is the type shit you would say. steups.
triniunispy 5 months ago 6
@triniunispy it's true though. and i do hope she gets better, but she looks prettier skinnier. i think we all do. so shut up
Iamevil93 5 months ago
@triniunispy hmm its honest but, and alot of people would be saying "sure your beautiful get better" HERE but irl do you really think guys would lining up to go out with her IRL? nope but when she got thinner she was VERY pretty, i dont see what the point in the self harming was or the laxatives, but she's thin now and now out the hospital and all that craps behind her and u know what i bet now that its all over she wouldnt change it if she had to go back to her old body, and she knows it.
Terra1311 4 months ago
oh kimmy, i hate how your going through all this, i wish i could take it away from you :( (its bethany btw, from bebo and fb) :P xxxx
littlefcukup 6 months ago
ur realy beautiful and sorry to hear that u were going through such a hard time hope ur better or getting there at least
1995savannahiloveyou 6 months ago 18