@jennalette123 I am not sure what you are calling heaven. The universe is very expansive. You will be in "the universe" where the other souls or spirits are. There are some really cool places in this universe. You can do anything, and be able to see anyone. If you want to see the "spirits" of your family, they will be there.
hey kelli have you ever tried going on that tv show ( I Survived Beyond and Back ) if you havent i think you should so that many more people may know your story about your return from death:)
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Interesting! This is a subject I've always found fascinating. It's a very universal experience. What do you make of christians saying they "died" (actually came near death) were trapped in hell, mauled by demons & saved by the J man? I know without a doubt that isn't reality which makes me wonder if our brains, due to the process of shutting down, perhaps are producing this experience which seems real to the individual based on their prior beliefs / perspective....
I'm confused. When you left your body how could you forget your life on earth yet at the same time have all the knowledge of the universe? And why did the blue being say it was your time to go if you could choose to return to your body?
Hi Kelli. I love your channel. I am glued to it for 2 days lol. Your near death experience is VERY similar to those on the tv show "I survived beyond and back". Not sure if you've seen it but it's an awesome show. From my observation, though each experience on the show is unique in its own way.. the majority have a common denominator that matches yours.
What I've noticed is that even though everyone might encounter a different entity, or prophet, or even loved one in the light all felt their soul was GOING HOME like you said and the indescribable love that enfolding you was beyond words. For me what I have found the most fascinating is hearing a pattern of NOT WANTING TO GO BACK INTO YOUR BODY.People need to realize that our higher self (soul) wants desperately to Go Home & DOESNT WANT TO RETURN! It makes sense too if you really think about it.
@KelliInTheRaw Why do you(and everyone else) keep calling it "Near Death Experience" when in fact you EXPERIENCED death? Shouldn't it be called "After Death Experience"? :)
up to the place where the sky was open. I heard the voice say "Not so bad, go back." I knew I had been judged, but I did not change my ways b/c of what the voice said.
The second time I died I was revived by a being I never say, but heard him telling me in a loving voice "breath, breath, breath."
Are you aware of the many stories who dies and meet their loved ones right away after they leave this earth?
Hi Kelly..I've been dead 2Xs. I knew I was going to die, so just as I fell on the bed I prayed "GOD don't let me die like this." When I regained my senses, I was in a room in the sky about 6'X4' with six PPL facing each other but I could not see their faces or the PPL next to me, we were warning white robes with hoods. We were all sitting down, and I heard a voice say "next", and the guy next to me moved up automatically, I saw them fall into the sky. I heard a voice say "next" and I moved
people who dont beleive in ur spirit comes out ur body when u die have a big surprise when it happens to them ive heard a bunch of stories about nde and obe's .But i have a close friend who i grew up with and he had a profound exp wide awake his story blew me away.And i had a dream about a white dove that landed on the side of my face and spoke into my ear that of a males voice very very lound into my brain that woke me up instantly.
Survival of consciousness after death is scientifically impossible. There is nothing waiting for us after we die other than an infinite and eternal void of nothingness.
@youngdones Sorry to pop your bubble, but most of the other people in the comments know that to be false. But thanks for posting. You'll have a good laugh about writing this comment after you die.
@youngdones An unconscious body does not see the world from other perspectives outside itself. NDEs do all the time, often verifiable. It is clear that consciousness is not located in the brain, we only inhabit the brain/body to experience it. The brain is only a conduit / antenna for the interaction of the body with "spirit".
@youngdones Read the work of cardiologist Dr. Pim Von Lommel to find out the results of his research on consciousness. He has come to the conclusion that consciousness is not a product of the brain but comes from outside of it. The brain seems to function more as a receiver than a generator.
@KelliInTheRaw Great story. I've been reading about NDEs lately and it has been absolutely fascinating - to the point of really questioning some things I formerly believed or thought. It sounds as though salvation is rather universal (as opposed to the Bible verse that talks about entering by the narrow gate and that there are few that do, most enter by the broad gate that leads to destruction). But the consistency of NDE stories has really caught my attention. Thanks for post.
@youngdones What science? Science as MAN knows it?Mankind is not the repository for all knowledge in the Universe. Mans ego is very large and prevents you from knowing this.
@youngdones You're absolutely right. Just like love is also an impossibility because you can't scientifically measure love. I mean, symptoms maybe, but they could be caused my anything. So yeah, love totally doesn't exist because science can't prove it. Just like an eternal consciousness is impossible. Whoever came up with that rubbish eh? I'm glad you and I know better!
@youngdones The word 'nothingness' is a one-word oxymora, you cannot conceptualize that which is not and therefore to even imagine 'nothing' you make it 'something.' Quite like the term 'came from nothing' which assigns 'nothing' a state of being from which you can come and were formally IN before coming out of it. Think about your words before you say them, eternal void? If there is an absolute nature to being void how can it hold the intrinsic quality of being eternal?
@youngdones Our reality is perceived by the brain, after brain death, consciousness stops and you simply no longer exist. Can you remember the state you were in before you were born? That's exactly the kind of "structureless void" I'm talking about. This is what happens to us after we die.
@youngdones The notion that our consciousness and psyche continue to exist after physical death holds about as much scientific validity as Santa Claus.
@youngdones Hey thanks for that message. And you are right to some extent. Science is the study of this 3D world. Your spirit exists in other dimensions. So just by the definition of science, the "spirit" cannot be proven to exist. You will have a good laugh about this after you die though. Sorry you feel that way right now about your experience on this planet. You must be miserable thinking that this Gawd awful planet is all that exists. I would be mad all the time if I thought that way. Peace
Hi Kelli., I REALLY enjoyed your account of your NDE! I have been fascinated with this topic for over 10 years now and even attend my local chapter of Iands.org. You mentioned you didn't see hell when you were there. I agree. Out of the many, many experiencers I've listened to live and read their books, not ONE of them ever saw the dreaded hell and the lake of fire, Satan, etc. the Bible speaks soooo much of. I have concluded that the ONLY true religion on Earth....is no religion at all! :o)
@millionpianos Greetings! While IANDS may not be an encouraged platform for Hellish experiences, there are many accounts of such experiences. If you choose to have that as part of your life experience, you can. The Biblical story of being there forever and ever is not right. Very often, it is those who see others going to Hell and believe that, who are most likely to experience one. Kind of Ironic, I would think. ;)
I have heard of very scary experiences encountered by NDE'rs. I'm not disputing that. Who's to say that is hell though and by who's definition? Are you the inventor of Hell and wrote the book? Someone can have a scary freightening experience and it may or may not be hell. What I said was I have never heard the BIBLE's account of hell being described by an experiencer. Everybody still riding this planet wants to be an expert on what hell is.
watch, I survived beyond and back. I don't watch it that much anymore because the experiences are all the same (well the people that go to heaven). the experience you described greatly matches theirs. I want to tell you everything that is similar and what the people said that went to "hell" but I dont have enough room
ooohh, myyy, goshhh, this is just amazing, honestly, i LOVEEEEEEEE, your personality, . . .
like seriously, i think your greatt suuuperrrrrrrr,,
and the amazing thing about it is, theres just somthing about the way you talk you remind me of MYself sooooooooooooooo muuuuchhhh
and keep in mind i DO NOT, say that about just anyone, in fact to date ii've only found one, whitch im very strong in acknowlegding, and for you, i would say is fairly close to the same thing.
@Teammamba4life lol Natural question to ask. When you are made of pure energy, you have no genitals. But you feel better than after you have an orgasm all the time. Great trade off. Actually it's a better trade off.
Kelli, I bet there is an astrological correlation with the date and time that you experienced this phenomena. Welcome back to the land of the living!
I am SOOO happy that you shared your experience. I'm writing a story and a part of it has to deal with the death of some people and where they go and what they see. Honestly I've never taken the time to actually listen to other people's near death experiences. But this is very helpful. I'm happy that I'm not very religious at all.
But I wonder how it is for people that are not good or evil. You seem like a very good person.
PS: I agree w/U; I was more alive, more awake, more alert than I have ever been; I KNEW that I was with The One who loved me more than ANYone ever could; that where He desired for me to eventually go was where I had always wanted to go; that that place was my HOME. Everything I could ever long for, EXCEPT MY LIVING FAMILY, was there waiting for me. I often say to myself that "I want to go Home." Seems like life has gotten MUCH harder 4 me since; that I am under almost constant spiritual attack.
2Kel, (last post of 3): When I came back it was instant w/o sense of traveling the way I had traveled out. Woke up in back of ambulance on way to hospital. U might xpect me2have been otherwise, but was VERY angry person for long time afterwards; still am sometimes. So angry that humanity can be SO mean, so cruel & so selfish w/each other; that many of us refuse to acknowledge that there IS a Creator. How can ppl claim2B so smart, yet not see only way we&ALL that is could only B created by HIM?
2Kel, (cont from prev post): As soon as I saw Him, I knew this was The Creator. Though a hard worker who loved my kids & wife, I had lived a very rebellious life; didn't attend church though I prayed often. I saw "the heavenly city" over his shoulder in the distance as I stood before Him. I knew EVERYTHING or had access to it all; most love, most peace; where I had always wanted 2 B but didn't know it. I wanted 2 stay but chose without being asked to come back because I knew my family needed me.
Kel, I'm 58; about 30 yrs ago I was working too long hours, too hard, not eating right; came home, got very sick, taken to emergency clinic, & while there slipped out of my body, went up to ceiling, could see and hear doctors and nurses working on my body on the floor. Starting flying out through space like on Star Trek; saw light of increasing brightness off in distance & knew Who it was and that He knew all about me but loved me anyway. Closer I got, the greater the sense of peace and love.
is there anything more that you can share about your purpose and what you need to do, i would guess i have something i have to do also being as i am on earth but i dont know what it is and maby knowing ur purpose would hint toward mine. if not i would love to hear more of what you do remember while leaving and meeting your tour guide, thank you for sharing
we can experience this loving energy without leaving the body - total self acceptance, including body.. alignment and vibrational shifting through self remembrance and evolution.
yoga can open up the energy body for increased awareness while in body here.
What a wonderful story. Thank you for sharing it! My mother and my aunt both witnessed a graceful being in a long white gown with flowing golden hair walk into my room when I was a baby. I had been crying and after the being entered my room I stopped. I'd like to believe this is my guardian angel, and I am interested to meet her one day. I've always felt there is someone with me that watches over me and loves me. Not quite as amazing as your story, but still something to hold onto.
A real creepy vidio was just posted on my vidio link, I did not post that; I don't know who did, but that wasn't mine. I'm trying to post the link to the movie they live on my link but its not going on for some reason. That is one of my favorite Sci-Fi Movies. If you get a chance to watch it please do. Who ever made that movie was in the know. I really loved the underground Church in the movie; they were some cool people. Reminds me of the 1960/1970 era.
Kelly: I would like to give my full testamony to anyone who might listen, but It is really heavy. I mean heavy. You will really have to be prepared for what I will tell you. Not onlt that my life if full of so many mysteries; Its like a riddle I'm still trying to figure out. I have taken so much abuse but I am still a loving person. I don't hate anybody. I have forgiven all those people who have ever hurt me. I'm not an angry person. I believe that Love rules supreme above all.
I was thinking about giving my full testamony, But after careful thought I have decided not to: so I retract my decision to give the full account. There were things people did to me when I was a kid that I do not think you will be able to handle.Its better for you not to know. I think I will just leave my testamony up, Then remove it in about 2 or three weeks. Each person will have to develope their own way of serving God. That is all I can reveal to you for now.
@Lovefeasto1 You don't need to remove it unless you really want to. You never know who will read it a year from now and be encouraged. But it's up to you. It's your testimony. I appreciate you sharing it with everyone! Peace!
@KelliInTheRaw Thank you kelly for your response, since its your page I will leave it up only if you want me to. I swear upon my life and before God that my testamony is the truth. I know there are people out there who might be reading that and are probably thinking oh this guy looks like hes got a big head; or oh how arrogant! I'm not like that. I believe in treating other people the way I want to be treated. And I raised my son and daughter to do good to other people and help people.
I also would like you to understand this: That When I told God to show me the truth, and He led me to the Children of God, The truth was not in the Children of God; The truth was in him. He is the one, Not any group, Church, or Ism. Its only Jesus. When I started thinking is was the COG, God really dealt with me about it. We need to take our eyes off all the worldly things and Look unto him. Look up and live. Look upon the Heavenly not the earthly things. Jesus is above all.
I forgot to mention in my testamony that although my Daughter was born dead the doctors did revive her; She is now 22 years old. Another very weird thing about the birth of my Daughter was that the total Hospital bill came out to exactly 1260 dollars, not a penny over. This number may not mean anything to antbody, but it is found in Revelation 11: 3, & 12:6. Alot of people say thats just a coincidence. But that is quite a coincidence. But anyway Look up and live.
I am going to post an account on my link where I had a terrifying vision when I was about 5 years old. In this vision I had a face to face encounter with a firebreathing beast, which I believe may have been a firebreathing Dragon. My brother and I also found the door or vortex to another demension where we believe these terrifying supernatural beasts were coming from. They are Interdementional Beasts; and they are terrifying.
One last thing, I wanted to let you know I read the King James Version of the Bible, Latin Vulgate and any original text. All these modern translations of the Bible deserve to be thrown in the trash basket. Come on now think about it. Why did the Illuminati make them translate the bible for when it wasn't necessary? They did it to water the word of God down so it don't mean nothing. Its just like reading all the rest of the Novels in the book stores. Its been weakened
Don't go to Church its a waste of time and God is not in those Dead Brick buildings (Acts 7:48 -50, Acts 17:24, Jerimiah 7:4, & Hosea 8: 14) Your body is the true and living temple of God ( 1 Corinthians 3: 16 & 17) where you worship God in Spirit and in truth (John 4: 23 - 24 & John 1: 17) Also the word defile in 1 Cor 3: 17 means the very thing written in John 15: 6. You defile the temple of your body by forsaking the very one who redeemed you. The essence of Life.
So if you try to keep the Old Testament Law after you have accepted Jesus Christ as your Saviour you will be damned by your own goody toe shoes works and Self Righteous attitude (Galatians 5:4) DO NOT TRY AND KEEP THE OLD TESTAMENT LAW AFTER YOU ARE BORN AGAIN< YOU WILL FAIL!!!. Remember its all by grace. You can still have a couple of glasses of wine ( 1 Timothy 5: 23), and you can even enjoy sex (See Songs of Solomon) Dont get Selfrighteous, God hates it (Isaiah 65: 50. Dont go to church.
So in other words, its not what you do that counts as much as what you don't do. When we fail to love one another that counts against us in some way. God is not concerned about you getting drunk last saturday night. He's more concerned about what you do for him and others. You see its all by grace and not by the Works of the O.T. Law (Ephesians 2: 8 & 9, Romans 8: 1- 7) See the word flesh used here from greek Means old testament Law, the flesh is the O.T. Law.
The following prayer changed my life in 1972; Lord God: I ask you to come into my life, and send your Son Jesus Christ into my heart. Forgive me for my Sins, give me eternal life in Paradise; and fill me with your Holy spirit. In the name of Jesus Christ, who is my God and my saviour I ask you to do all these things for me, Amen. Now I'm going to explain this prayer, First of all the word Sin as is used in the bible means missing the mark. Not what you do wrong.
This is the last comment I'm makking, and I'll leave it like that. I'm not unique or special in any way. Anyone of you could Obtain you crown if you really want to: But in order to do that you have to want it with all your mind heart and soul. what are you willing to do in order to get it, what would you be willing to give up to get it? You don't get something for nothing. Salvation is free but you have to earn your crown. What are you willing to do to get it. You earn Money, why not a crown?
Thetruth of the matter, is that Love is the Answer to all our problems. If we could just learn to love one another that would solve most of our problems. But as long as People continue to yeild to Selfish greed, Arrogence, and all the rest of the vice which is present in this wicked world things will never get better; only worse.
@Lovefeasto1 I really appreciate you taking the time to share that with everyone. I hope others also get something out of it. Thank you so much for opening up. Maybe other people will have the courage to share their experience too. This is a great place to be able to talk about these things in a safe environment.
@KelliInTheRaw Thank you kelly for your response, You are so sweet; we need more people like you. your husband is really fortunate to have such a jewel as you in his life, and I'm sure you bring each other such happiness. I'm going to post one more thing on this site in order to make my testamony complete. You are a virtuous soul, keep up the good work. I will post the last within the hour. Thank you for your comment.
I Know this is not your typical near death experience, because this testimony spans a period of 39 years. If you are disappointed I'm sorry for that. But This is my testamony and I can't water it down or back down from it because I'm only telling the truth here.
Then she woke up on the Hospital Operating table. It seemed like I had alot of Authority there and I was in the know. But I know I'm no better than anybody else and I don't try to be. But this is the short version of my testamony. I wrote a longer version I named the testamony of Enoch. I hope you enjoyed my testamony; if you want the longer version I could send it when I get my scanner fixed. Thanks for your time. My eyes are tired, I need to sleep, Good night.
After I hugged her she became very sad, and said I'm not going to make it am I? I told her there was a chance she could still get into the Heavenly Jerusalem. Then she ask me, and what's going to happen to me if I don't make it inside the Heavenly Jerusalem? I told her not to worry, if she didn't make it, she would be like all the rest of the people living outside the walls of the H.J. But she would still be happy.
Everyone in the line was waiting to go before some kind of Judgement to see if they were worthy to be admitted into the Heavenly Jerusalem. I was there in Paradise already, but I didn't have to wait in line. She also said people's clothes in paradise were made of some material like gossimer that glittered when you walk. She was talking to some one in line, when I came out of the heavenly Jerusalem and walked up to her and gave her a big hug.
All of a sudden she found herself waiting in line in this beautiful paradise, where there were all kinds of exotic animals including the Pagasus. She saw the heavenly jerusalem floating in the air high above the lush green vally. The light from inside the heavenly Jerusalem was being cut by the crystal walls and was being thrown out into the green valley as beautiful rainbow colors. My exwife said it was so breath taking she could not stop looking at the splindor of it.
When they revived my wife she couldn't breath, but she grabbed my arm and said I have to tell you something while trying to catch her breath, she was also blind, the blindness lasted 3 weeks. When the Doctors and Nurses left the room she started telling me what happened to her.
The following is her account of her death experience. She saw herself floating above the operating room, watching the doctors and nurses trying to revive her with electric shock.
Acclampsia is certain death for a pregnant woman. They had to rush my wife into the emergency room to do a C- section. I was very worried about my wife and daughter. I stayed up until 3 am and passed out in the Waiting room. Somewhere around 3:45 am a nurse woke me up, and told me We had a baby girl and asked if I wanted to see her, I jumpedup and said where is she? She took me to the operating room where I saw the lifeless form of my new born daughter.
The last and final way God confirmed the vision to me was the following. When my wife was 8 months pregnant with my daughter Naomi, She developed Toxemia. She began to suffer so bad we had no choice but to take he to the hospital. At the Hospital the Doctors tried to induce labor (I guess you say it like that) but my daughter would not come out. Not only that things went from bad to worse when my wife at that time developed acclampsia.
When I told every one about it, I felt like nobody was recieving my message. The leader of the group was looking at me with so much envy and so was everybody else. I felt strange and I asked did I do something wrong? but the leader of the group changed the subject, we went outside where he jumped in my shit and told me he never wanted to hear anything like that again in one of his prayer meetings, I said ok no problem. So I left El Paso Texas.
During the prayer This vision appeared to me. In the Vision I saw a man wearing what I thought to be a white shirt and white pants which looked like the people wear in India or the middle east. He was turned toward me with his head bowed in a way that his chin was pushed into his chest. His arms were streached out toward me. And in both of his hands was the most beautiful Crown of Crystal Gold I ever saw, so beautiful and so radient like the sun. After The prayer I told everyone what I saw.
God told me several things through this man but I can remember everything. I remember he said that because I loved God so much that God was going to give me back double of what I gave up for him. After I left this man's house I went back down to El Paso Texas where I ran into the Children of God again. They invited me to pray with them, so I accepted the invitation. As we were Praying God gave me another vision.
This was in the year 1981. One day before I left He called a prayer meeting in his house and invited me. This guy was very spiritual sensative. I really didn't want to attend because it seemed a little religious. But I went anyway. During the prayer meeting he kept saying praise God, Then he shouted out something I wasn't expecting.He said Bob has pleased God. I know I didn't tell him anything; but this wasthe Holy Spirit speaking through him. This really blew me away.
One year after I had the vision I was out witnessing for Christ in a parking lot, when I met a Christian businessman who needed help with his business. He agreed to let me stay at his house in exchange for my help while I was in town. While I was helping him I was sharing things with him about what I knew of the Illuminati. He became very interested, and asked me to keep him informed as he was very interested in knowing everything about them.
He was glad I continued even in the face of adversity. The vision faded but I was totally shocked. I was thinking, did this just happen? I asked God that if the vision he Just gave me was true that he would confirm it to me. He did not confirm it until one year after I had the vision, and then 8 years later when my exwife had her death experience. That was when my daughter Naomi was born. My exwife died and my daughterwas born dead.
A few days later I was out walking, and I wasn't expecting this, but God gave me a vision. I saw God sitting on his throne, and Jesus Christ was sitting right next to him on his right hand side. God was laughing like he thought something was funny. He looked at me. And he leaned over to Jesus, pointed right at me; And said, This one;He hath pleased me. Upon this Jesus Looked toward me with the most loving smile of approval and nodded his head, like he was glad I did not give up on him.
Because I had gone through so many trials and tribulation with the Cog, my Job on this earth was finished. I got a job at a restrurant. And one day when I was working The Holy Spirit Spoke to me, The voice was feminine; She said, you have done well. i said what, looked around nobody was there, The next day The Holy spirit spoke and said you have done well. Then again on another day she spoke again, you have done well. I must have passes 3 test to be addressed 3 times.
That the black cloud that left my mind was the dark forces of the Devil which control the religious system. This was what was keeping me decieved for 16 years of my life. But now if was a new day, and my mind would no longer be controlled by the dark cloud of religion, but now My mind and heart would be illuminated by the light of his love. For the first time in my life I felt so renewed and energetic. I stayed with the COG for 7 years, at the end of this 7 year period, God gave me a vision.
Before I joined the COG, I asked God, is this the way you want me to go, and God confirmed to me several times that thatswhat he wanted me to do. Before I joined They had me repeat a prayer with them to accept Jesus Christ as my Saviour, and Also to recieve the Holy Spirit and I did. As I was praying I saw a black cloud move out of my mind, and I saw The sun above me Illuminating my mind with its golden rays of light. This vision troubled me. So I asked God what it meant. He told me:
Well anyway three days exactly after I challenged God, I ran into a group (The Children of God) They started telling me all this really cool stuff, but it confused me, because it was so differnt than the things I was hearing from the religious system. Now I'm not promoting them, I'm only giving my testamony, that the Churches refuse to accept because it doesn't go according to their (Brainwash) religious indoctrination. But anyway I Joined the Children of God.
Well anyway I saw so much hypocrisy in Religion that everything just came to a head, This was at the end of 1972, I was 16 years old. I was so disgusted with religion, but I wasn't ready to give up on God yet, but I would if he didn't show me what the truth was. One day I was so disgusted and angry; I just told God. God if you don't show me what the truth is in 3 days I'm going to abandon you and become a Sorcerer. I challenged God, because I had it with The Baptist Church.
I'm going to try to make this as short as possible. I was brought up Southern Baptist. I was an extremely Religious person. I knew that God was not pleased with the way I was living my life; and oftentimes God would try and talk to me, But I was so blind and religious that I would blow his still small loving voice off; and pass God off as the Devil. I could feel God's displeasure with me and I would pray and God would block my Prayers because of my Hypocrisy. My beliefs were very wrong.
My exwife also had a death experirence when my daughter was born, where she went to a beautiful paradise and met me there, I'm still alive; Lol. If you are interested in hearing it I can be reached at MagiforChrist@yahoo.com. Not enough space here to tell you. But your testamony was so lish, and God will bless you for sharing it. Thank you so much. Sincerely Bob
@Lovefeasto1 Please try to tell me. I have written people a message that took 5 e-mails. Just take your message and send it in sections. Don't worry. I don't mind. It's easier to answer those e-mails that way. There is so much information you can't respond in one e-mail anyway.
@KelliInTheRaw Alot of people are trying to make this a religious thing when religion has nothing to do with it. Its a spiritual thing. Religion is a manmade false pretense, It has nothing to do with God or Jesus. The Bible is a spiritual book, It can only be read with a Spiritual mind. That is why religion was created because these Losers take it the wrong way and create horrible Phoney balony religions from spiritual teachings.
@ilovesmiling777 I understand how you feel. It can be so lonely sometimes. That's why I'm making these videos. There is so much that people are experiencing that brings them stress. It shouldn't. I want to let those people like you know that you are not alone in this. You are not the only one who has gone through it, and has to deal with this planet again. We are here to create a space to be yourself. I block the people who put up harmful comments to create a safe place here on this channel! ;)
I am now 55 years old, but God has been dealing with me through the years and showing me so many things. Since this has been going on for most of my life: its probably going to take a long time to finish. I have not had a death experience yet but my exwife did. But her death experience confirmed everything God has shown me before. I used to be extremely Religious, and I believed stuff like this was of the Devil. But now I realize its not of the Devil.
Now THAT was a very interesting story you just shared. One of the most thoroughly-described "near death" experiences I've heard. I know no earthly terms can explain with 100% certainty what one witnesses in the spiritual world, but you did a very good job of bringing it home. Thank you so much for sharing, KelliInTheRaw.
@KelliInTheRaw I am very happy you shared this, it made me feel calm just listening to your story. Also thank you very much for the seeing entities video! I really want to try but I am a little afraid to...
@xx13angelina13xx I am glad you found comfort in my experience. I will keep making videos on the subject. And don't be afraid. The entities were there before you saw them! They are there whether you can see them or not. So always think positive thoughts and keep the "good" entities around you at all times. They will help you.
Wow! Im elated by your story! Now Im not afraid of death... What part of the country are you in? You should be a therapist. I get the feeling you work in the medical field? Thanks!
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Hey Kelli. Just a quick response. I was born and raised in a Christian family, but my parents have degrees in theology and when I was 15 I decided that Christianity was right for me (as in it wasn't just something my parents believed in anymore).
Now you've got a bit of background I'd just like to say that there is nothing in what you've said in this video that conflicts with what I believe and I honestly have no idea why anyone would feel like it does. Every religion has some form of afterlif
Thank you sooooo much for your courage in sharing your experience! You are an inspiration / loveful being to many of us. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. <3
why would a being say, "it's your time" if it isn't actually your time? if it's your time to go, surely you should have no choice in the matter. does free will enter in to it? if so, why wouldn't the being let you know you can go back to your body OR continue to go floating off in to "the great beyond" in stead of saying it's your time to go? and what would happen if you decided to keep going when you clearly had the choice of going back to your body? confusing stuff.
Some experiencers have been given the option of either staying or going back into their bodies (children in particular). If the point of no return hadn't yet been reached, they're usually urged to go back.
@qwyzl No its not confusing, Really when it comes down to it God leaves a lot up to us. It is free choice. When I saw the vision God told me in such of a way that I finished my Job in this life. He indicated that I could go back to be with him if I wanted to. But at that point I remember how Joshuah and Kalib after they took the Promised land away from the Giants they took a handful of Chosen few and went on to Conquer the Mountains
Thats how I felt, I wasn't satisfied with what I was given, I wanted to take the Mountains Like Joshuah and Kalib. That is why I stayed here all this time so I could add new stars to the Crown I was given.And we do that by winning souls to Christ and by loving others. And treating other people the way we would like to be treated.
what an amazing story. thanks for sharing it. i'm so sorry to hear you were hurt by some people who didn't know what to do with this information. hugs
just out of curiousity have you seen other peoples testimonies on nde? a few of them had similar experiences with the light but were told to come with them and they were going to take them to hell.not all of them are the same,some people went straight to hell but some of them were in heaven first.I am a christian and I was just curious?I dont doubt you at all, I was just confused cause the bible is clear about believing in Jesus.
i knew, like before that death is as important as birth but i really feel you, the most important thing was that you mentioned that inteligence of theirs it's so perfect it's everything, black holes you mean like a galaxy of energies right? i see them when i look at stars, i love you because you learned me so much, thank you, and you made me realise that the collors are all mine and just exactly how i understand them, i would never think of learning this on fucking youtube, i love your words k!
Interesting clip, liked it. But... the bible is clear about heaven and hell. So, the fact that you saw light that is great, but yet you didn't have fullness of near death experience like others had where they had review of their lives. How do you explain those that had near death experiences going to hell? Perhaps yours was a short near death experience because you saw just light and that person rather than scenery of flowers etc etc (or people from the other side, like some others saw)
Thats the problem they didn't believe but i honestly do i think christians just want people to think they know the truth but i think that their God sounds a lot like others
I would just like to tell you that the light you saw was probably the other half of the Spirit or the primal source of all energy in the universe.The Spirit is omnipresent it is everything and yet nothing it is both light and darkness,the creatrix and the destroyer
Actually we are living within God's spiritual presence(suspended in His body). In Jn 1:18 "No man has seen God at any time, the only begotten Son, which is in the bosom of the Father, he has declared him." describes God. God was born to be Christ in Jesus to be worshipped as eternal king.
Hi Kelly, thanks for sharing. I am totally confused with these experiences and what the bible teaches. Before the NDE, did you consider yourself "saved" or just a normal good hearthed person? Do you pray? Believe in God or Jesus? Sorry for all the questions, but I'm just curious. Thanks.
@basicman101 Thank you for asking. I am going to start a video series soon where I will explain all of that. I will be posting it on this channel, and on my other one, Kelli In The Raw TV/Fearless Indigo. I hope to answer a lot of your questions. It has taken a year for me to find the human words to tell you what I know. I hope I can explain things well.
@kikiguthrie4 :::John 1:18 "No man hath seen God at any time." God is everywhere present and has no form that you can see. There are a lot of angels up there.
Thank you so much for responding. Also thank you for not pulling any punches in your response. We may disagree on points, but I love your transparency. Your strength of character assures stability in conversation with those of different opinions, and while you obviously have this gift, I'm sure you've discovered it is rare. Anyway, will keep you in prayer. Be blessed Keliln. You most definitely gave it to me raw, and I and many others appreciate that.
Because you are not "born again", it is actually a good thing that you did not take the invitation of this "light being". It could have been an invitation to hell. The Bible tells us that Satan disguiises himself as an angel of light, so this in fact could have been a demonic experience! Please forgive me, but I do want to incourage you to look at this from a biblical perspective. May each day bring better clarity.
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radkaism 3 days ago
glad your back....:).....something for us to look foward too.....the light!
peace in our hearts...
pirreli5 1 week ago
Thank You So Much For Sharing Your Storie It Has Touched Me THANKS!!!!
twainey11 1 week ago
If you started to forgot about the world, you'd forget about your family wouldn't you..?
2GuysThatPlayGames 1 week ago
@2GuysThatPlayGames If you mean your "family" in this video game called Earth, then yes. I forgot about them in about 1 second of human time.
KelliInTheRaw 1 week ago
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I don't understand. You forgot about them in a video game?
Was this even real or a video game?
2GuysThatPlayGames 1 week ago
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And how do you know you will see your family in heaven?
I watched this video this women was doing and she said the world is in terrible danger.
2GuysThatPlayGames 1 week ago
I really don't want to forget my family.
2GuysThatPlayGames 1 week ago
Do you think I'll stay with my family when I go to heaven ? I'd like that .
jennalette123 1 week ago
@jennalette123 I am not sure what you are calling heaven. The universe is very expansive. You will be in "the universe" where the other souls or spirits are. There are some really cool places in this universe. You can do anything, and be able to see anyone. If you want to see the "spirits" of your family, they will be there.
KelliInTheRaw 1 week ago
hey kelli have you ever tried going on that tv show ( I Survived Beyond and Back ) if you havent i think you should so that many more people may know your story about your return from death:)
ps. looove ur videos keep'em coming:)
envision1991 2 weeks ago
This blew my mind +_+
I am so happy that I'm religious right now!
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HeartNancyWilsonFan 2 weeks ago
This was such a wonderful story...I FELT everything you were talking about,really enjoyed it! love you and your channel :)
TheNin0007 3 weeks ago
@icemanbx I think we're coming into that ability
mark32811 3 weeks ago
@jonahbert111 I agree. We're VERY far from the Source, the core of the cosmos. We've done a very masterful and noble thing coming here.
mark32811 3 weeks ago
Interesting! This is a subject I've always found fascinating. It's a very universal experience. What do you make of christians saying they "died" (actually came near death) were trapped in hell, mauled by demons & saved by the J man? I know without a doubt that isn't reality which makes me wonder if our brains, due to the process of shutting down, perhaps are producing this experience which seems real to the individual based on their prior beliefs / perspective....
BornInTzyon 3 weeks ago
I'm confused. When you left your body how could you forget your life on earth yet at the same time have all the knowledge of the universe? And why did the blue being say it was your time to go if you could choose to return to your body?
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Hi Kelli. I love your channel. I am glued to it for 2 days lol. Your near death experience is VERY similar to those on the tv show "I survived beyond and back". Not sure if you've seen it but it's an awesome show. From my observation, though each experience on the show is unique in its own way.. the majority have a common denominator that matches yours.
bina143 1 month ago
@bina143 Hey cool! Thanks for letting me know that.
KelliInTheRaw 1 month ago
What I've noticed is that even though everyone might encounter a different entity, or prophet, or even loved one in the light all felt their soul was GOING HOME like you said and the indescribable love that enfolding you was beyond words. For me what I have found the most fascinating is hearing a pattern of NOT WANTING TO GO BACK INTO YOUR BODY.People need to realize that our higher self (soul) wants desperately to Go Home & DOESNT WANT TO RETURN! It makes sense too if you really think about it.
bina143 1 month ago
@bina143 Exactly! We are part of that Light. We are the light. We are home.
jonahbert111 1 month ago
@KelliInTheRaw Why do you(and everyone else) keep calling it "Near Death Experience" when in fact you EXPERIENCED death? Shouldn't it be called "After Death Experience"? :)
icemanbx 1 month ago 2
up to the place where the sky was open. I heard the voice say "Not so bad, go back." I knew I had been judged, but I did not change my ways b/c of what the voice said.
The second time I died I was revived by a being I never say, but heard him telling me in a loving voice "breath, breath, breath."
Are you aware of the many stories who dies and meet their loved ones right away after they leave this earth?
Thanks..Scott REV 18
goscott4 1 month ago
Hi Kelly..I've been dead 2Xs. I knew I was going to die, so just as I fell on the bed I prayed "GOD don't let me die like this." When I regained my senses, I was in a room in the sky about 6'X4' with six PPL facing each other but I could not see their faces or the PPL next to me, we were warning white robes with hoods. We were all sitting down, and I heard a voice say "next", and the guy next to me moved up automatically, I saw them fall into the sky. I heard a voice say "next" and I moved
goscott4 1 month ago
Thanks!
REV 18
goscott4 1 month ago
people who dont beleive in ur spirit comes out ur body when u die have a big surprise when it happens to them ive heard a bunch of stories about nde and obe's .But i have a close friend who i grew up with and he had a profound exp wide awake his story blew me away.And i had a dream about a white dove that landed on the side of my face and spoke into my ear that of a males voice very very lound into my brain that woke me up instantly.
miami2930 1 month ago
You somewhat remind me of the wife on King of Queens
NeilJunior12 1 month ago
@NeilJunior12 haha yeah
11stem11 1 month ago
Survival of consciousness after death is scientifically impossible. There is nothing waiting for us after we die other than an infinite and eternal void of nothingness.
youngdones 1 month ago
@youngdones Sorry to pop your bubble, but most of the other people in the comments know that to be false. But thanks for posting. You'll have a good laugh about writing this comment after you die.
KelliInTheRaw 1 month ago 12
@KelliInTheRaw Consciousness requires a brain, god doesn't exist, death is final.
youngdones 1 month ago
@youngdones An unconscious body does not see the world from other perspectives outside itself. NDEs do all the time, often verifiable. It is clear that consciousness is not located in the brain, we only inhabit the brain/body to experience it. The brain is only a conduit / antenna for the interaction of the body with "spirit".
jonahbert111 1 month ago
@youngdones Read the work of cardiologist Dr. Pim Von Lommel to find out the results of his research on consciousness. He has come to the conclusion that consciousness is not a product of the brain but comes from outside of it. The brain seems to function more as a receiver than a generator.
mearokus 1 month ago
@KelliInTheRaw Great story. I've been reading about NDEs lately and it has been absolutely fascinating - to the point of really questioning some things I formerly believed or thought. It sounds as though salvation is rather universal (as opposed to the Bible verse that talks about entering by the narrow gate and that there are few that do, most enter by the broad gate that leads to destruction). But the consistency of NDE stories has really caught my attention. Thanks for post.
mearokus 1 month ago
@youngdones What science? Science as MAN knows it?Mankind is not the repository for all knowledge in the Universe. Mans ego is very large and prevents you from knowing this.
LadyStonecut 1 month ago
@youngdones You're absolutely right. Just like love is also an impossibility because you can't scientifically measure love. I mean, symptoms maybe, but they could be caused my anything. So yeah, love totally doesn't exist because science can't prove it. Just like an eternal consciousness is impossible. Whoever came up with that rubbish eh? I'm glad you and I know better!
icemanbx 1 month ago
@youngdones The word 'nothingness' is a one-word oxymora, you cannot conceptualize that which is not and therefore to even imagine 'nothing' you make it 'something.' Quite like the term 'came from nothing' which assigns 'nothing' a state of being from which you can come and were formally IN before coming out of it. Think about your words before you say them, eternal void? If there is an absolute nature to being void how can it hold the intrinsic quality of being eternal?
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Politicious 1 month ago
@youngdones Our reality is perceived by the brain, after brain death, consciousness stops and you simply no longer exist. Can you remember the state you were in before you were born? That's exactly the kind of "structureless void" I'm talking about. This is what happens to us after we die.
youngdones 1 month ago
@youngdones The notion that our consciousness and psyche continue to exist after physical death holds about as much scientific validity as Santa Claus.
youngdones 1 month ago
@youngdones Hey thanks for that message. And you are right to some extent. Science is the study of this 3D world. Your spirit exists in other dimensions. So just by the definition of science, the "spirit" cannot be proven to exist. You will have a good laugh about this after you die though. Sorry you feel that way right now about your experience on this planet. You must be miserable thinking that this Gawd awful planet is all that exists. I would be mad all the time if I thought that way. Peace
KelliInTheRaw 1 month ago
Hi Kelli., I REALLY enjoyed your account of your NDE! I have been fascinated with this topic for over 10 years now and even attend my local chapter of Iands.org. You mentioned you didn't see hell when you were there. I agree. Out of the many, many experiencers I've listened to live and read their books, not ONE of them ever saw the dreaded hell and the lake of fire, Satan, etc. the Bible speaks soooo much of. I have concluded that the ONLY true religion on Earth....is no religion at all! :o)
millionpianos 1 month ago
@millionpianos Greetings! While IANDS may not be an encouraged platform for Hellish experiences, there are many accounts of such experiences. If you choose to have that as part of your life experience, you can. The Biblical story of being there forever and ever is not right. Very often, it is those who see others going to Hell and believe that, who are most likely to experience one. Kind of Ironic, I would think. ;)
jonahbert111 1 month ago
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I have heard of very scary experiences encountered by NDE'rs. I'm not disputing that. Who's to say that is hell though and by who's definition? Are you the inventor of Hell and wrote the book? Someone can have a scary freightening experience and it may or may not be hell. What I said was I have never heard the BIBLE's account of hell being described by an experiencer. Everybody still riding this planet wants to be an expert on what hell is.
millionpianos 1 month ago
Can anyone help me become spiritually awakened without meditation is there anything I can do
TheCutestPetsEvar 1 month ago
Wow... That's amazing! I'm sorry that you had to go through all of that pain but at least you gained the experience!
joshuamyler 1 month ago
@joshuamyler Thank you. Yes, it changed my life.
KelliInTheRaw 1 month ago
Read about the spiritual molecule to understand the truth.
jonas47901 1 month ago
watch, I survived beyond and back. I don't watch it that much anymore because the experiences are all the same (well the people that go to heaven). the experience you described greatly matches theirs. I want to tell you everything that is similar and what the people said that went to "hell" but I dont have enough room
GoofyGoobrGy 2 months ago
are you christian?
xxoogossipgirl 2 months ago
@xxoogossipgirl I do not follow any one religion or deity.
KelliInTheRaw 2 months ago
ooohh, myyy, goshhh, this is just amazing, honestly, i LOVEEEEEEEE, your personality, . . .
like seriously, i think your greatt suuuperrrrrrrr,,
and the amazing thing about it is, theres just somthing about the way you talk you remind me of MYself sooooooooooooooo muuuuchhhh
and keep in mind i DO NOT, say that about just anyone, in fact to date ii've only found one, whitch im very strong in acknowlegding, and for you, i would say is fairly close to the same thing.
AaliyahSerenity 2 months ago
@AaliyahSerenity Too awesome! I love your channel! Glad you found something you liked in my videos! I'll keep putting out more! Love you guys!
KelliInTheRaw 2 months ago
i know there is life after life the only part that scares me is the dieing part and i hope i can still have sex when im in heaven
Teammamba4life 2 months ago
@Teammamba4life lol Natural question to ask. When you are made of pure energy, you have no genitals. But you feel better than after you have an orgasm all the time. Great trade off. Actually it's a better trade off.
KelliInTheRaw 2 months ago
Kelli, I bet there is an astrological correlation with the date and time that you experienced this phenomena. Welcome back to the land of the living!
kareemhadee 2 months ago
DMT <3
yui 2 months ago
I am SOOO happy that you shared your experience. I'm writing a story and a part of it has to deal with the death of some people and where they go and what they see. Honestly I've never taken the time to actually listen to other people's near death experiences. But this is very helpful. I'm happy that I'm not very religious at all.
But I wonder how it is for people that are not good or evil. You seem like a very good person.
ReeseCupASJ14 2 months ago
PS: I agree w/U; I was more alive, more awake, more alert than I have ever been; I KNEW that I was with The One who loved me more than ANYone ever could; that where He desired for me to eventually go was where I had always wanted to go; that that place was my HOME. Everything I could ever long for, EXCEPT MY LIVING FAMILY, was there waiting for me. I often say to myself that "I want to go Home." Seems like life has gotten MUCH harder 4 me since; that I am under almost constant spiritual attack.
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2Kel, (last post of 3): When I came back it was instant w/o sense of traveling the way I had traveled out. Woke up in back of ambulance on way to hospital. U might xpect me2have been otherwise, but was VERY angry person for long time afterwards; still am sometimes. So angry that humanity can be SO mean, so cruel & so selfish w/each other; that many of us refuse to acknowledge that there IS a Creator. How can ppl claim2B so smart, yet not see only way we&ALL that is could only B created by HIM?
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2Kel, (cont from prev post): As soon as I saw Him, I knew this was The Creator. Though a hard worker who loved my kids & wife, I had lived a very rebellious life; didn't attend church though I prayed often. I saw "the heavenly city" over his shoulder in the distance as I stood before Him. I knew EVERYTHING or had access to it all; most love, most peace; where I had always wanted 2 B but didn't know it. I wanted 2 stay but chose without being asked to come back because I knew my family needed me.
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Kel, I'm 58; about 30 yrs ago I was working too long hours, too hard, not eating right; came home, got very sick, taken to emergency clinic, & while there slipped out of my body, went up to ceiling, could see and hear doctors and nurses working on my body on the floor. Starting flying out through space like on Star Trek; saw light of increasing brightness off in distance & knew Who it was and that He knew all about me but loved me anyway. Closer I got, the greater the sense of peace and love.
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Have you ever heard or ever Astral Projected??
zlatosky 2 months ago
I have seen the light too :)
Can't wait to go back home.
goodvibes37 2 months ago 4
@goodvibes37 Me too!
KelliInTheRaw 2 months ago
is there anything more that you can share about your purpose and what you need to do, i would guess i have something i have to do also being as i am on earth but i dont know what it is and maby knowing ur purpose would hint toward mine. if not i would love to hear more of what you do remember while leaving and meeting your tour guide, thank you for sharing
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I got hit by a car going like 40, I probly died and came back haha
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Thank you for sharing. You appear beautiful inside and out.
Rescuebroke 2 months ago
@Rescuebroke Thank you. So do you!
KelliInTheRaw 2 months ago
we can experience this loving energy without leaving the body - total self acceptance, including body.. alignment and vibrational shifting through self remembrance and evolution.
yoga can open up the energy body for increased awareness while in body here.
thanks for sharing and being you.
neekos72 2 months ago
@neekos72 You are welcome. Thank you for explaining it that way!
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if you know who you are , then who are you and who are most of us?
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What a wonderful story. Thank you for sharing it! My mother and my aunt both witnessed a graceful being in a long white gown with flowing golden hair walk into my room when I was a baby. I had been crying and after the being entered my room I stopped. I'd like to believe this is my guardian angel, and I am interested to meet her one day. I've always felt there is someone with me that watches over me and loves me. Not quite as amazing as your story, but still something to hold onto.
Starshine1396 3 months ago
YAY!!!! Soooo... who are you really?
superdonkeyballs 3 months ago
I don't like using the name Church because its too religious, Maybe the word Underground group is better.
Lovefeasto1 4 months ago
A real creepy vidio was just posted on my vidio link, I did not post that; I don't know who did, but that wasn't mine. I'm trying to post the link to the movie they live on my link but its not going on for some reason. That is one of my favorite Sci-Fi Movies. If you get a chance to watch it please do. Who ever made that movie was in the know. I really loved the underground Church in the movie; they were some cool people. Reminds me of the 1960/1970 era.
Lovefeasto1 4 months ago
Kelly: I would like to give my full testamony to anyone who might listen, but It is really heavy. I mean heavy. You will really have to be prepared for what I will tell you. Not onlt that my life if full of so many mysteries; Its like a riddle I'm still trying to figure out. I have taken so much abuse but I am still a loving person. I don't hate anybody. I have forgiven all those people who have ever hurt me. I'm not an angry person. I believe that Love rules supreme above all.
Lovefeasto1 4 months ago
I was thinking about giving my full testamony, But after careful thought I have decided not to: so I retract my decision to give the full account. There were things people did to me when I was a kid that I do not think you will be able to handle.Its better for you not to know. I think I will just leave my testamony up, Then remove it in about 2 or three weeks. Each person will have to develope their own way of serving God. That is all I can reveal to you for now.
Lovefeasto1 4 months ago
@Lovefeasto1 You don't need to remove it unless you really want to. You never know who will read it a year from now and be encouraged. But it's up to you. It's your testimony. I appreciate you sharing it with everyone! Peace!
KelliInTheRaw 4 months ago
@KelliInTheRaw Thank you kelly for your response, since its your page I will leave it up only if you want me to. I swear upon my life and before God that my testamony is the truth. I know there are people out there who might be reading that and are probably thinking oh this guy looks like hes got a big head; or oh how arrogant! I'm not like that. I believe in treating other people the way I want to be treated. And I raised my son and daughter to do good to other people and help people.
Lovefeasto1 4 months ago
I also would like you to understand this: That When I told God to show me the truth, and He led me to the Children of God, The truth was not in the Children of God; The truth was in him. He is the one, Not any group, Church, or Ism. Its only Jesus. When I started thinking is was the COG, God really dealt with me about it. We need to take our eyes off all the worldly things and Look unto him. Look up and live. Look upon the Heavenly not the earthly things. Jesus is above all.
Lovefeasto1 4 months ago
I forgot to mention in my testamony that although my Daughter was born dead the doctors did revive her; She is now 22 years old. Another very weird thing about the birth of my Daughter was that the total Hospital bill came out to exactly 1260 dollars, not a penny over. This number may not mean anything to antbody, but it is found in Revelation 11: 3, & 12:6. Alot of people say thats just a coincidence. But that is quite a coincidence. But anyway Look up and live.
Lovefeasto1 4 months ago
I am going to post an account on my link where I had a terrifying vision when I was about 5 years old. In this vision I had a face to face encounter with a firebreathing beast, which I believe may have been a firebreathing Dragon. My brother and I also found the door or vortex to another demension where we believe these terrifying supernatural beasts were coming from. They are Interdementional Beasts; and they are terrifying.
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I don't think you died. I think that you ALMOST died. That is why it is called a NEAR death experience. If you had continued, you would have died.
RenaeLottie 4 months ago
@RenaeLottie I died, but I chose to come back.
KelliInTheRaw 4 months ago 7
One last thing, I wanted to let you know I read the King James Version of the Bible, Latin Vulgate and any original text. All these modern translations of the Bible deserve to be thrown in the trash basket. Come on now think about it. Why did the Illuminati make them translate the bible for when it wasn't necessary? They did it to water the word of God down so it don't mean nothing. Its just like reading all the rest of the Novels in the book stores. Its been weakened
Lovefeasto1 4 months ago
Don't go to Church its a waste of time and God is not in those Dead Brick buildings (Acts 7:48 -50, Acts 17:24, Jerimiah 7:4, & Hosea 8: 14) Your body is the true and living temple of God ( 1 Corinthians 3: 16 & 17) where you worship God in Spirit and in truth (John 4: 23 - 24 & John 1: 17) Also the word defile in 1 Cor 3: 17 means the very thing written in John 15: 6. You defile the temple of your body by forsaking the very one who redeemed you. The essence of Life.
Lovefeasto1 4 months ago
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So if you try to keep the Old Testament Law after you have accepted Jesus Christ as your Saviour you will be damned by your own goody toe shoes works and Self Righteous attitude (Galatians 5:4) DO NOT TRY AND KEEP THE OLD TESTAMENT LAW AFTER YOU ARE BORN AGAIN< YOU WILL FAIL!!!. Remember its all by grace. You can still have a couple of glasses of wine ( 1 Timothy 5: 23), and you can even enjoy sex (See Songs of Solomon) Dont get Selfrighteous, God hates it (Isaiah 65: 50. Dont go to church.
Lovefeasto1 4 months ago
So in other words, its not what you do that counts as much as what you don't do. When we fail to love one another that counts against us in some way. God is not concerned about you getting drunk last saturday night. He's more concerned about what you do for him and others. You see its all by grace and not by the Works of the O.T. Law (Ephesians 2: 8 & 9, Romans 8: 1- 7) See the word flesh used here from greek Means old testament Law, the flesh is the O.T. Law.
Lovefeasto1 4 months ago
The following prayer changed my life in 1972; Lord God: I ask you to come into my life, and send your Son Jesus Christ into my heart. Forgive me for my Sins, give me eternal life in Paradise; and fill me with your Holy spirit. In the name of Jesus Christ, who is my God and my saviour I ask you to do all these things for me, Amen. Now I'm going to explain this prayer, First of all the word Sin as is used in the bible means missing the mark. Not what you do wrong.
Lovefeasto1 4 months ago
This is the last comment I'm makking, and I'll leave it like that. I'm not unique or special in any way. Anyone of you could Obtain you crown if you really want to: But in order to do that you have to want it with all your mind heart and soul. what are you willing to do in order to get it, what would you be willing to give up to get it? You don't get something for nothing. Salvation is free but you have to earn your crown. What are you willing to do to get it. You earn Money, why not a crown?
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Thetruth of the matter, is that Love is the Answer to all our problems. If we could just learn to love one another that would solve most of our problems. But as long as People continue to yeild to Selfish greed, Arrogence, and all the rest of the vice which is present in this wicked world things will never get better; only worse.
Lovefeasto1 4 months ago
@Lovefeasto1 I really appreciate you taking the time to share that with everyone. I hope others also get something out of it. Thank you so much for opening up. Maybe other people will have the courage to share their experience too. This is a great place to be able to talk about these things in a safe environment.
Peace! :)
KelliInTheRaw 4 months ago
@KelliInTheRaw Thank you kelly for your response, You are so sweet; we need more people like you. your husband is really fortunate to have such a jewel as you in his life, and I'm sure you bring each other such happiness. I'm going to post one more thing on this site in order to make my testamony complete. You are a virtuous soul, keep up the good work. I will post the last within the hour. Thank you for your comment.
Lovefeasto1 4 months ago
I Know this is not your typical near death experience, because this testimony spans a period of 39 years. If you are disappointed I'm sorry for that. But This is my testamony and I can't water it down or back down from it because I'm only telling the truth here.
Lovefeasto1 4 months ago
Then she woke up on the Hospital Operating table. It seemed like I had alot of Authority there and I was in the know. But I know I'm no better than anybody else and I don't try to be. But this is the short version of my testamony. I wrote a longer version I named the testamony of Enoch. I hope you enjoyed my testamony; if you want the longer version I could send it when I get my scanner fixed. Thanks for your time. My eyes are tired, I need to sleep, Good night.
Lovefeasto1 4 months ago
After I hugged her she became very sad, and said I'm not going to make it am I? I told her there was a chance she could still get into the Heavenly Jerusalem. Then she ask me, and what's going to happen to me if I don't make it inside the Heavenly Jerusalem? I told her not to worry, if she didn't make it, she would be like all the rest of the people living outside the walls of the H.J. But she would still be happy.
Lovefeasto1 4 months ago
Everyone in the line was waiting to go before some kind of Judgement to see if they were worthy to be admitted into the Heavenly Jerusalem. I was there in Paradise already, but I didn't have to wait in line. She also said people's clothes in paradise were made of some material like gossimer that glittered when you walk. She was talking to some one in line, when I came out of the heavenly Jerusalem and walked up to her and gave her a big hug.
Lovefeasto1 4 months ago
All of a sudden she found herself waiting in line in this beautiful paradise, where there were all kinds of exotic animals including the Pagasus. She saw the heavenly jerusalem floating in the air high above the lush green vally. The light from inside the heavenly Jerusalem was being cut by the crystal walls and was being thrown out into the green valley as beautiful rainbow colors. My exwife said it was so breath taking she could not stop looking at the splindor of it.
Lovefeasto1 4 months ago
When they revived my wife she couldn't breath, but she grabbed my arm and said I have to tell you something while trying to catch her breath, she was also blind, the blindness lasted 3 weeks. When the Doctors and Nurses left the room she started telling me what happened to her.
The following is her account of her death experience. She saw herself floating above the operating room, watching the doctors and nurses trying to revive her with electric shock.
Lovefeasto1 4 months ago
Acclampsia is certain death for a pregnant woman. They had to rush my wife into the emergency room to do a C- section. I was very worried about my wife and daughter. I stayed up until 3 am and passed out in the Waiting room. Somewhere around 3:45 am a nurse woke me up, and told me We had a baby girl and asked if I wanted to see her, I jumpedup and said where is she? She took me to the operating room where I saw the lifeless form of my new born daughter.
Lovefeasto1 4 months ago
The last and final way God confirmed the vision to me was the following. When my wife was 8 months pregnant with my daughter Naomi, She developed Toxemia. She began to suffer so bad we had no choice but to take he to the hospital. At the Hospital the Doctors tried to induce labor (I guess you say it like that) but my daughter would not come out. Not only that things went from bad to worse when my wife at that time developed acclampsia.
Lovefeasto1 4 months ago
When I told every one about it, I felt like nobody was recieving my message. The leader of the group was looking at me with so much envy and so was everybody else. I felt strange and I asked did I do something wrong? but the leader of the group changed the subject, we went outside where he jumped in my shit and told me he never wanted to hear anything like that again in one of his prayer meetings, I said ok no problem. So I left El Paso Texas.
Lovefeasto1 4 months ago
During the prayer This vision appeared to me. In the Vision I saw a man wearing what I thought to be a white shirt and white pants which looked like the people wear in India or the middle east. He was turned toward me with his head bowed in a way that his chin was pushed into his chest. His arms were streached out toward me. And in both of his hands was the most beautiful Crown of Crystal Gold I ever saw, so beautiful and so radient like the sun. After The prayer I told everyone what I saw.
Lovefeasto1 4 months ago
God told me several things through this man but I can remember everything. I remember he said that because I loved God so much that God was going to give me back double of what I gave up for him. After I left this man's house I went back down to El Paso Texas where I ran into the Children of God again. They invited me to pray with them, so I accepted the invitation. As we were Praying God gave me another vision.
Lovefeasto1 4 months ago
This was in the year 1981. One day before I left He called a prayer meeting in his house and invited me. This guy was very spiritual sensative. I really didn't want to attend because it seemed a little religious. But I went anyway. During the prayer meeting he kept saying praise God, Then he shouted out something I wasn't expecting.He said Bob has pleased God. I know I didn't tell him anything; but this wasthe Holy Spirit speaking through him. This really blew me away.
Lovefeasto1 4 months ago
One year after I had the vision I was out witnessing for Christ in a parking lot, when I met a Christian businessman who needed help with his business. He agreed to let me stay at his house in exchange for my help while I was in town. While I was helping him I was sharing things with him about what I knew of the Illuminati. He became very interested, and asked me to keep him informed as he was very interested in knowing everything about them.
Lovefeasto1 4 months ago
He was glad I continued even in the face of adversity. The vision faded but I was totally shocked. I was thinking, did this just happen? I asked God that if the vision he Just gave me was true that he would confirm it to me. He did not confirm it until one year after I had the vision, and then 8 years later when my exwife had her death experience. That was when my daughter Naomi was born. My exwife died and my daughterwas born dead.
Lovefeasto1 4 months ago
A few days later I was out walking, and I wasn't expecting this, but God gave me a vision. I saw God sitting on his throne, and Jesus Christ was sitting right next to him on his right hand side. God was laughing like he thought something was funny. He looked at me. And he leaned over to Jesus, pointed right at me; And said, This one;He hath pleased me. Upon this Jesus Looked toward me with the most loving smile of approval and nodded his head, like he was glad I did not give up on him.
Lovefeasto1 4 months ago
Because I had gone through so many trials and tribulation with the Cog, my Job on this earth was finished. I got a job at a restrurant. And one day when I was working The Holy Spirit Spoke to me, The voice was feminine; She said, you have done well. i said what, looked around nobody was there, The next day The Holy spirit spoke and said you have done well. Then again on another day she spoke again, you have done well. I must have passes 3 test to be addressed 3 times.
Lovefeasto1 4 months ago
That the black cloud that left my mind was the dark forces of the Devil which control the religious system. This was what was keeping me decieved for 16 years of my life. But now if was a new day, and my mind would no longer be controlled by the dark cloud of religion, but now My mind and heart would be illuminated by the light of his love. For the first time in my life I felt so renewed and energetic. I stayed with the COG for 7 years, at the end of this 7 year period, God gave me a vision.
Lovefeasto1 4 months ago
Before I joined the COG, I asked God, is this the way you want me to go, and God confirmed to me several times that thatswhat he wanted me to do. Before I joined They had me repeat a prayer with them to accept Jesus Christ as my Saviour, and Also to recieve the Holy Spirit and I did. As I was praying I saw a black cloud move out of my mind, and I saw The sun above me Illuminating my mind with its golden rays of light. This vision troubled me. So I asked God what it meant. He told me:
Lovefeasto1 4 months ago
Well anyway three days exactly after I challenged God, I ran into a group (The Children of God) They started telling me all this really cool stuff, but it confused me, because it was so differnt than the things I was hearing from the religious system. Now I'm not promoting them, I'm only giving my testamony, that the Churches refuse to accept because it doesn't go according to their (Brainwash) religious indoctrination. But anyway I Joined the Children of God.
Lovefeasto1 4 months ago
Well anyway I saw so much hypocrisy in Religion that everything just came to a head, This was at the end of 1972, I was 16 years old. I was so disgusted with religion, but I wasn't ready to give up on God yet, but I would if he didn't show me what the truth was. One day I was so disgusted and angry; I just told God. God if you don't show me what the truth is in 3 days I'm going to abandon you and become a Sorcerer. I challenged God, because I had it with The Baptist Church.
Lovefeasto1 4 months ago
I'm going to try to make this as short as possible. I was brought up Southern Baptist. I was an extremely Religious person. I knew that God was not pleased with the way I was living my life; and oftentimes God would try and talk to me, But I was so blind and religious that I would blow his still small loving voice off; and pass God off as the Devil. I could feel God's displeasure with me and I would pray and God would block my Prayers because of my Hypocrisy. My beliefs were very wrong.
Lovefeasto1 4 months ago
My exwife also had a death experirence when my daughter was born, where she went to a beautiful paradise and met me there, I'm still alive; Lol. If you are interested in hearing it I can be reached at MagiforChrist@yahoo.com. Not enough space here to tell you. But your testamony was so lish, and God will bless you for sharing it. Thank you so much. Sincerely Bob
Lovefeasto1 4 months ago
@Lovefeasto1 Please try to tell me. I have written people a message that took 5 e-mails. Just take your message and send it in sections. Don't worry. I don't mind. It's easier to answer those e-mails that way. There is so much information you can't respond in one e-mail anyway.
KelliInTheRaw 4 months ago
@KelliInTheRaw Alot of people are trying to make this a religious thing when religion has nothing to do with it. Its a spiritual thing. Religion is a manmade false pretense, It has nothing to do with God or Jesus. The Bible is a spiritual book, It can only be read with a Spiritual mind. That is why religion was created because these Losers take it the wrong way and create horrible Phoney balony religions from spiritual teachings.
Lovefeasto1 4 months ago
I know what your talking about because that happened to me before ... I remember it a little bit but I was 2 and know one believes me :(
ilovesmiling777 4 months ago
@ilovesmiling777 I understand how you feel. It can be so lonely sometimes. That's why I'm making these videos. There is so much that people are experiencing that brings them stress. It shouldn't. I want to let those people like you know that you are not alone in this. You are not the only one who has gone through it, and has to deal with this planet again. We are here to create a space to be yourself. I block the people who put up harmful comments to create a safe place here on this channel! ;)
KelliInTheRaw 4 months ago
@KelliInTheRaw Cool :)
ilovesmiling777 4 months ago
I am now 55 years old, but God has been dealing with me through the years and showing me so many things. Since this has been going on for most of my life: its probably going to take a long time to finish. I have not had a death experience yet but my exwife did. But her death experience confirmed everything God has shown me before. I used to be extremely Religious, and I believed stuff like this was of the Devil. But now I realize its not of the Devil.
Lovefeasto1 4 months ago
Now THAT was a very interesting story you just shared. One of the most thoroughly-described "near death" experiences I've heard. I know no earthly terms can explain with 100% certainty what one witnesses in the spiritual world, but you did a very good job of bringing it home. Thank you so much for sharing, KelliInTheRaw.
1CandyGirl 4 months ago
thank you for sharing your experience!
Bubblestar88888 5 months ago
Thank you very much for sharing your experience!!
xx13angelina13xx 5 months ago
@xx13angelina13xx <3 You are welcome. It was my pleasure.
KelliInTheRaw 5 months ago
@KelliInTheRaw I am very happy you shared this, it made me feel calm just listening to your story. Also thank you very much for the seeing entities video! I really want to try but I am a little afraid to...
xx13angelina13xx 5 months ago
@xx13angelina13xx I am glad you found comfort in my experience. I will keep making videos on the subject. And don't be afraid. The entities were there before you saw them! They are there whether you can see them or not. So always think positive thoughts and keep the "good" entities around you at all times. They will help you.
KelliInTheRaw 5 months ago
Wow! Im elated by your story! Now Im not afraid of death... What part of the country are you in? You should be a therapist. I get the feeling you work in the medical field? Thanks!
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sjagain 5 months ago
Hey Kelli. Just a quick response. I was born and raised in a Christian family, but my parents have degrees in theology and when I was 15 I decided that Christianity was right for me (as in it wasn't just something my parents believed in anymore).
Now you've got a bit of background I'd just like to say that there is nothing in what you've said in this video that conflicts with what I believe and I honestly have no idea why anyone would feel like it does. Every religion has some form of afterlif
WulfenLooseInLondon 5 months ago
You saw jesus
KayBayBoo3 5 months ago
ummm are you sure you werent dreaming?
KayBayBoo3 5 months ago
Thank you sooooo much for your courage in sharing your experience! You are an inspiration / loveful being to many of us. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. <3
txt8182705887 5 months ago
The Light that you saw was Jesus.
AbrilJoshua12283 5 months ago
why would a being say, "it's your time" if it isn't actually your time? if it's your time to go, surely you should have no choice in the matter. does free will enter in to it? if so, why wouldn't the being let you know you can go back to your body OR continue to go floating off in to "the great beyond" in stead of saying it's your time to go? and what would happen if you decided to keep going when you clearly had the choice of going back to your body? confusing stuff.
qwyzl 5 months ago
@qwyzl
Some experiencers have been given the option of either staying or going back into their bodies (children in particular). If the point of no return hadn't yet been reached, they're usually urged to go back.
bearpaw72 5 months ago
@qwyzl No its not confusing, Really when it comes down to it God leaves a lot up to us. It is free choice. When I saw the vision God told me in such of a way that I finished my Job in this life. He indicated that I could go back to be with him if I wanted to. But at that point I remember how Joshuah and Kalib after they took the Promised land away from the Giants they took a handful of Chosen few and went on to Conquer the Mountains
Lovefeasto1 4 months ago
Thats how I felt, I wasn't satisfied with what I was given, I wanted to take the Mountains Like Joshuah and Kalib. That is why I stayed here all this time so I could add new stars to the Crown I was given.And we do that by winning souls to Christ and by loving others. And treating other people the way we would like to be treated.
Lovefeasto1 4 months ago
it was yahweh the person in blue was angel raphael
mikecjj 5 months ago
it was yahweh
mikecjj 5 months ago
what an amazing story. thanks for sharing it. i'm so sorry to hear you were hurt by some people who didn't know what to do with this information. hugs
reikiwithmelanie 5 months ago
This was a beautiful story!!! Brought me close to tears it was very touching!!!
AFabulousFeelin 6 months ago
I don't understand, if the place was so full of love and this bliss...why did you want to come back to earth? Why didn't you want to say there?
1smokeNMirrors 6 months ago
im sorry .....i am genuinely interested in this but kellin your friggin gorgeous like WHOA! lol
kamdawg00 6 months ago
just out of curiousity have you seen other peoples testimonies on nde? a few of them had similar experiences with the light but were told to come with them and they were going to take them to hell.not all of them are the same,some people went straight to hell but some of them were in heaven first.I am a christian and I was just curious?I dont doubt you at all, I was just confused cause the bible is clear about believing in Jesus.
alpacoify 6 months ago
i knew, like before that death is as important as birth but i really feel you, the most important thing was that you mentioned that inteligence of theirs it's so perfect it's everything, black holes you mean like a galaxy of energies right? i see them when i look at stars, i love you because you learned me so much, thank you, and you made me realise that the collors are all mine and just exactly how i understand them, i would never think of learning this on fucking youtube, i love your words k!
0NILEELIN 6 months ago
@0NILEELIN Thank you. I'm glad the videos were helpful. I am going to put out more psychic videos next week!
KelliInTheRaw 6 months ago
11:13 That's why babies cry when they are born
And let me tell u i always watch this video. Just cant get enough of all your spiritual videos and good-advice-videos! <3
kosselammm 6 months ago
thank you thank you thank you!!! i will never be afraid of death again
breakdancefreak100 6 months ago
Thanks for sharing kelli!
JoEEll2233 6 months ago
You're very pretty
Islandboyy02 7 months ago
Interesting clip, liked it. But... the bible is clear about heaven and hell. So, the fact that you saw light that is great, but yet you didn't have fullness of near death experience like others had where they had review of their lives. How do you explain those that had near death experiences going to hell? Perhaps yours was a short near death experience because you saw just light and that person rather than scenery of flowers etc etc (or people from the other side, like some others saw)
floare79 7 months ago
Thats the problem they didn't believe but i honestly do i think christians just want people to think they know the truth but i think that their God sounds a lot like others
Tyler64381 7 months ago
I would just like to tell you that the light you saw was probably the other half of the Spirit or the primal source of all energy in the universe.The Spirit is omnipresent it is everything and yet nothing it is both light and darkness,the creatrix and the destroyer
Tyler64381 7 months ago
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Actually we are living within God's spiritual presence(suspended in His body). In Jn 1:18 "No man has seen God at any time, the only begotten Son, which is in the bosom of the Father, he has declared him." describes God. God was born to be Christ in Jesus to be worshipped as eternal king.
1983xita 7 months ago
Hi Kelly, thanks for sharing. I am totally confused with these experiences and what the bible teaches. Before the NDE, did you consider yourself "saved" or just a normal good hearthed person? Do you pray? Believe in God or Jesus? Sorry for all the questions, but I'm just curious. Thanks.
basicman101 7 months ago
@basicman101 Thank you for asking. I am going to start a video series soon where I will explain all of that. I will be posting it on this channel, and on my other one, Kelli In The Raw TV/Fearless Indigo. I hope to answer a lot of your questions. It has taken a year for me to find the human words to tell you what I know. I hope I can explain things well.
Peace
KelliInTheRaw 7 months ago
@basicman101 SHE SAW GOD
kikiguthrie4 6 months ago
@kikiguthrie4 :::John 1:18 "No man hath seen God at any time." God is everywhere present and has no form that you can see. There are a lot of angels up there.
k0smon 5 months ago
Respond to this video... YOU SAY YOU NOT CHRISTAIN BUT THATS A GOD THING BLISS LIGHT GOD
kikiguthrie4 6 months ago
Thank you so much for responding. Also thank you for not pulling any punches in your response. We may disagree on points, but I love your transparency. Your strength of character assures stability in conversation with those of different opinions, and while you obviously have this gift, I'm sure you've discovered it is rare. Anyway, will keep you in prayer. Be blessed Keliln. You most definitely gave it to me raw, and I and many others appreciate that.
247chapel 7 months ago
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Because you are not "born again", it is actually a good thing that you did not take the invitation of this "light being". It could have been an invitation to hell. The Bible tells us that Satan disguiises himself as an angel of light, so this in fact could have been a demonic experience! Please forgive me, but I do want to incourage you to look at this from a biblical perspective. May each day bring better clarity.
247chapel 7 months ago