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  • I don't like charles cross. Read four of his books, two about Kurt, and they are all lies and bashing him only focusing on the bad things he has done. He should not be associated with Kurt Cobain.

  • @GibsonYui i don't like this limey narrator. she's totally out of place 4 an american rock band

  • @GibsonYui Charles R Cross, what a biased liar, his books are made up of theories and lies.

  • @ZeldaFoxEars Don't you mean Ian Halperin?

  • @TestMeatDollSteak ha ha good point. To be honest, I haven't read his book. I'm guessing it's full of shit...

  • @ZeldaFoxEars I think that a fair interpretation of Halperin's book would be that it's about as "fair and accurate" as Cross's book, lol, except biased to the opposing view, if that makes any sense. Objectively though, all of the Cobain/Nirvana books have their strengths and weaknesses (with regards to the bias of the author), but the book that seemed the most grounded in reality, to me, was Everett True's book.

  • Listen guy,don't feel guilty for reading the journals. There prolly just a fragment of what his family and friends own

  • I'm a cult Nirvana fan. I have the Nirvana logo tattooed on my arm, but I haven't read "Journals". I have made a conscious decision not to, because i want to respect Kurt's memory, unlike that greedy, self-centered asshole Courtney Love.

  • okay yes I agree, Kurt was a very angry and depressed person but I hate how everytim they talk about him and his success they only look into how sad and depressed he was and yada yada yadda Kurt was a happy person too,he loved his wife and daughter very much and mention that "its the happiest I've been in my life"

  • thanks for putting this up :D

  • Kurt Cobain in a way was a hipocrite because he wanted to be successfull Rockstar but yet censored or blasted other bands for its commercial success :\

  • @xtremerockomaniac Although I love Nirvana, your right, that's probably a reason as to why he hated himself.

  • An old bf gave me a copy of Kurt's journals for my 20th birthday. I was in a REALLY bad place at the time, and reading his journals was like reading my own. Now, I'm, in a much better place in my life. It's sad that Kurt died... He did some amazing shit, no doubt, but I feel that, had he lived, he could have brought about an even stronger change in music then he did. But who knows? It's still sad to have lost a legend, almost 20 years after his death.

  • presenter has a really dry, shitty, spiritless voice. Not fitting at all

  • Michael Azerrad > Charles Cross

  • so kurt wrote 666 on your forhead and ranaway and the video stopped nice, 666 , 999 bill just sayin lol

  • Writes 666 on my forehead then takes the pen and runs away.... LOL! Gotta' love Kurt

  • I read Kurt 's diaries because, being obsessed with him, I just couldn't stop myself from doing this...but while reading I felt deeply ashamed. Inside of me I am convinced that publish those diaries is something very wrong and disrespectful! Nobody in the world but his family should have the right to know his private thoughts. It 'really another umpteenth violence against the person of Kurt!

  • @xxAnne81 I agree and disagree. The privacy thing i agree with, but being a fan, i find them fascinating. I'm sure if Courtney didn't want them out there, she wouldn't have let them.

  • @PAULisDEADMANnumber9 I don't give a shit about what Courtney wants .. I'm sure she would give away anything for money. It's only towards Kurt that I feel guilty.

  • @xxAnne81 Was what I felt when I started reading Franz Kafka, who's dying wish was that all of his books were to be destroyed and never published under any circumstance.

  • @xxAnne81 omg that's also what i felt... i couldnt agree more with you. amen to that sister!

  • @xxAnne81 I felt that way too...Glad im not the only one.

  • HOLYSHUT

    Dutch subtitles!!?

    OH IM IN HEAVEN !

  • Looks like Henry Rollins in Black Flag.

  • That Charles Cross is such a...ugh!

  • @ZeldaFoxEars lets take him out in the woods and be done with him

  • gangsta rap fan NWA lol now nirvanas really my favorite rock band

  • i thought kurt cobain was a southpaw because the way he played guitar he used his left hand while he used his right hand through writing.

  • this motherfucker is the reason real talent such as Steve Vai doesn't get his recognition. Ever since the Grunge invasion of 1992, rock has never been the same, comprised of bullshit Alternative rock. After Nirvana ended their reign they were succeeded by just as shitty no talent acts such as Radiohead, Foo Fighters, Dave Matthews, 3 Doors Down, Train and other flunkies.

  • the original jackass member

  • I read the whole thing, only book I ve ever finished.

  • the first "jackass" lol

  • This documentary is the biggest bullshit ever, I hate it, but I will watch all parts.

  • He said that the local radio only broadcasted top 40 music, but that's what they still do..

  • NICE! Dutch Subtitles :D

  • Eventhough im a wannabe grunge historian, it just seems so wrong to read whats in his jourals...

  • @maxmatt4

    Enlightenment.

  • How the hell can you publish somebodys fucking private journals?

  • @11reeses

    How can people buy it??

  • So good to finally see an official Nirvana documentary that features their music.

  • This was the documentary that got me into Nirvana. When You Know You're Right came out Nirvana blew up all over again. God bless those boys

  • the mothafucking greatest music genius to ever walk this planet begging record labels to hear his demo....W-H-A-T-----T--H--E---­--F-------U-------C-------K!!!­!!

  • come on then, i know theres at least one elite nirvana fan out there, known about these for years, always thought they were cool but never bothered frequenting them, so they're still fresh....tell me where to start documentary and intro wise, then album and archive wise...ly

  • what's up with the subtitles in a different language? lol

  • da journals showed how much he was really involved in things behind his band, and pays respect and shows how artistic he really was..how passionate he really was..all in my opinion; it did nothing to hurt him, although a lot of people dis-agree with it, i think in many ways, kurt would have wanted that..as a true artist, he wanted all aspects of his art and work showed to the world..and it can maybe do sum good, definatly artistically..but even things he wrote about addiction, it can help people

  • @umhi21 I feel very similarly to you about his Journals. As a long time fan, the things that I have been most fascinated and curious about were Cobain's own insights into his Art and Music. I always poured over interviews with him for little nuggets about the songs, his inspirations for writing them, and just where he was coming from as an artist, in general. He always seemed very genuine and passionate about the creative process, and his creativity was the engine that drove that band...

  • Courtney Love published his diary. what a bitch

  • @bornaleo86 i have to say, i love it... and it did NOTHING to take away from him, in any way... as an artist, as a man, as a father; in no way did it hurt him, dis-respect him, expose him in a negative way, or take his dignity... if u get into it, and love the artistic side of things, it turns u on to Kurt and Nirvana even more... shows u the things behind the scenes, real feelings, the drawings and artwork for albums(he did himself mostly, awesome), his song origins, lyrics..

  • He was into NWA cool!

  • R.I.P. Kurt.

  • Kurt was never living on the street...don't listen to the corporate fucks...he just didn't live with his parents.

  • happy birthday kurt...

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  • IMANEGATYVCRYP

  • haha kurt "goodbye papa it's time to die" he had such a good sense of humour

  • @0GrandTheft0 he said ''goodbye papa it's hard to die''

  • Courtney Love murdered Cobain, the evidence says it all. Kurt had taken 3 times the normal amount of heroin and Pills before the so-called "suicide" after so much heroin and drugs he wouldnnt be able to even pick up a shot-gun. Also the shotgun had no fingerprints, which would be impossible to do when he was already DEAD.

  • @MrRocketJones Shut up

    No one cares.

    HES DEAD. LEAVE IT AT THAT !!!

  • @MrRocketJones "I'm gonna be a superstar musician, kill myself and go..." Kurdt Cobain

  • Picture at 0:13 is impossible to find

  • @RichMtl514 What do you mean? It's in his journals.

  • @NirvanaFinland Thanx 4 this

  • @RichMtl514 yep, old school smells like teen spirit llyrics are impossible to find.

  • everyone in his inner circle killed him, who cares if he was drug addict, they wanted him to get clean so he could make more money for everyone else.

  • Niggaz With Attitude Bitches get off his nuts fags

  • dude charles cross has been obsessed with kurt for like 15 year damn GET OFF HIS DICK

  • whats the song in 0:14

  • @derrecklytle you know your right

  • where can i find the gangsta rap part?

  • rip kurt.his music will always be apart of my life

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  • charles cross is tool. hate him

  • @tomtrish98 Yes, absolutely, a really disgusting fuck.

  • What song is he playing at 6:31? any idea?

  • @jongib369 That´s the end of show destruction at the Live & Loud show, 12/13/1993.

  • goddamnit....youd think a guy as cool as kurt wouldve been an atheist....."man of faith"....shit....whatever.. he was still my childhood idle. Awesome guy

  • I've been looking for this like two years now hear on youtube, thanks for posting.

  • Kurt was sick with acid reflux. The medicine the doctors gave him didn't help and no one ever told him how a healthy diet could have cured him. As he was trying to find a cure, managment and the record company made him go on tour. That's when he lost it. I can relate. I was really sick until I found a hollistic doctor in Phoenix. Look at Daniel Johns of Silverchair. He almost died of reactive arthitis until he went to L.A. to see a natural doctor. Now, he is in the best shape of his life.

  • @prizefighterstar I dont know if he had acid reflux. Had to be something else. The guy never complained about heartburn or throat problems. Mostly off stomach pains. If it was reflux...terrible...they have a surgery that cures it now...and i guess they didnt have ppi's back then. I falsly diagnosed with it ...thats all I know

  • @arfx3

    It was a pinched nerve, not acid refluc. He was being treated and finaly found relief.

  • 7:20 the subtittle says Kunt

  • @RedHotChiliPrimus

    it's a dutch conjugation for the dutch verb kunnen (can)

    "je kunt"

    "you can"

    but yeah, it's probably funny when you're english :-p

  • @WwotEvarr my friend is dutch,i wonder if he knows that

  • @RedHotChiliPrimus

    if he's dutch, it would be weird if he didn't know that :-p

  • @WwotEvarr he is dutch,he didnt know it meant that but he likes "kunt"

  • 4:41. What's name of that song? Thanks :D

  • whats the first song before teen spirit?

  • this was mtv?

  • Niin,ja tuo courtney on aika Sika mun mielestä monista syystä..

  • @dueliman Et ole kyllä läheskään ainoa, joka on tuota mieltä. Meitä löytyy miljoonia :D

  • hyvää työtä ite oon kans nirvana fani hyvä et täältä suomestaki löytyy faneja ;=)

  • @dueliman Hienoa. Se on tosiaan hyvä, että täältä löytyy vielä ihmisiä, jotka kuuntelee oikeeta musiikkia eikä mitään nykypäivän voice/mtv skeidaa. Keep up the good work!

  • do you hate Charles Cross as much as I do?

  • @oldhacks

    i do. he pretends to be his therapist or w/e

  • @oldhacks YES I DO ... He is in every single Nirvana documentary ever made posing as Kurt Cobain's biographer and Nirvana expert. Charles Cross never even met Kurt, yet he is doing all he can to profit from his death and make a name for himself. If Kurt knew what this little twit of an ambulance chaser was up to he would punch him right in the face.

  • @5B4Funky he'd probably do more than just punch him in the face. remember what he did to that huge ass mothefr fucker in texas?? Guitar butt to the Head, over and Over! cheers.

  • @oldhacks why do you hate him? i reckon the biography he wrote is pretty good....

  • @oldhacks

    I mean, he's kind of a tool, but I don't get why you guys hate him so much. He's a biographer, it's his job to look through peoples shit. If you're going to hate anyone, hate Courtney Love for being so greedy that she would give him her own husbands private journals.

  • @VegitoVai90 he should do something for himself. Not live off the of the work of others and pretend to be an important part of it. He's a fucking VULTURE.

  • @oldhacks

    It's his job, he happens to enjoy learning and writing about famous people. A lot of people do. I don't know whether or not he thinks he was actually relevant to Cobain himself (that would be a little delusional), and he is an attention whore (he's almost omnipresent in Cobain documentaries) but he's really not as bad as everyone says. There are worse people affiliated with Kurt.

  • @VegitoVai90 I have more respect for garbagemen. plus, "heavier than heaven' has a Million factual errors. I proof read the thing, theirs all kinds of important shit missing and parts where he basically just completely Made shit up.

  • 8:50

  • C.Cross is fucking annoying-like he`s some kind of secretary of Kurt, he`s speaking like he has talked to him...

  • defining contradiction? that was his humour he is being goofy, he didnt mean that seriously...people fail.

  • should it not be the rise and fall ? 

  • WHAT KURT LIKED GANGSTER RAP!!!! LISTEND TO NWA!!!! WHAT NOW HES REALLY MY HERO WHAT WHAT!!

  • i bought a copy of the journals at the book store. so worth it

  • What page on the journals is the "I cant handle the success!" at 0:30?

  • @DrumGuitarDude Page 185

  • min 9:23 check out his sketches for concert t shirts...an arrow with "Dont buy this one" on the faces t-shirt. XD!!!

  • @derrecklytle "You Know You're Right"

  • well he started grunge which last until today

  • nice hair...

  • if your watching this,

    if you try to figure out the meaning of kurts lyrics, or

    if you believe anything that any one of the people in this is saying than you are one of the fans that kurt never wanted.

  • Agreed!

  • @MrSecondhorseman If you think you know exactly how Kurt thinks just from some interviews and his writings, then your ignorant. Only kurt knew who he liked and what was true or not.

  • Happy birthday Kurt :]

  • heavier than heaven is courtney´s version of history.everett true quote..Love väittää myöskin kirjottaneensa osan pennyroyal tea:sta.vaikkakin ok hotel keikalla(91) ne lyriikat on ihan samat ku in uterol..ainaki melkee muistaakseni.THX 4 the uploaddddd

  • If you read "heavier than heaven" you would know that Charles cross is actually a really good writer

  • Yeah, but too bad that so many things he writes in that book is wrong. For example, does he mention in the book that Kurt & Courtney were about to divorce? I haven't read that book so I'm not completely sure.

  • @NirvanaFinland yes he actually did say that in the book.

  • actually he does he talks about how kurt was going to divorce courtney and how he was sick of the band. The book makes Kurt seem a lot more depressing than he really was, but it's good nonetheless and it actually gets a lot right, it's just when it comes to kurt's emotional side the book makes him seem like some pathetic depressing piece of shit when he wasn't.

  • Kiitos, Nirvanafinland!

  • You're welcome =)

  • man its wierd to see what his journals actually looked like after ive read so muchg about them. Oh and you know you're right is probably the most underrated nirvana song there is

  • I miss you kurt...

  • all his journal stufff..most of them were sarcatic,man. he hated most record companies

  • what was the melvins song 4:43

  • Courtney love has such a nasty sounding old hag cigarette voice she sounds like some 90 year old chain smoking old lady, and she looks like a dude dressed up like a woman, i cant stand her bitch ass

  • he a very clever man

  • As a fan i would love to read some of the things he wrote and his thoughts but would feel guilty doing so. They were meant to be private afterall.

  • Kurt reminds me of a lot of the stoners I've known in my life...except that he was hugely talented.

  • ignorant comment

  • I bet none of you idiots would have the guts to kill yourself.

  • When someone chooses to kill themselves like Kurt did, it has nothing to do with bravery. It's emotional and physical numbness. And it's not about anyone else in the world. People say it's "selfish", but when someone decides to take their life, it has nothing to do with anyone or anything worldly. It's a sad state of affairs, but IMO no one has a right to comment on another person choosing to die.

  • The thing is: The media, including both musicians, the news, actors, etc. have all turned suicide into this terrible thing and so many people get the completely wrong impression of it. A lot of people who say committing suicide is selfish or it makes you a pussy or w/e have never gotten to that point in their lives. Because like you said, it's not about yourself in most cases it's actually for others because you find yourself not worthy of living or you think it'd be better to be gone and in

  • other cases it's because as you said, it's general numbness your body and mind get to the point where you can't handle it so instead of choosing to suffer more, you become numb much like kurt was towards the end of his life, and to live like that is just terrible and it really sucks. So then people kill themselves, it has nothing to do with courage or selfishness it's just how a particular person's frame of mind is and unfortunately it does permanent damage to everyone around them.

  • @SwapMeetFlea that is if he killed himself. Which I very strongly doubt. Courtney made people think hes suicidal. I think people should read "Love and Death: The murder of Kurt Cobain" (a gold mine of evidence and hints at murder) before they just conclude he killed himself and we should all feel sorry for his "saddening life".

  • @SwapMeetFlea I agree totally.

  • @SwapMeetFlea when someone takes their life it is appearent that someone konws that the pain of life is worse then the pain of taking your life and worse then the pain of knowing people are grieving

  • @SwapMeetFlea Yeah i don't believe it was suicide i believe it were murder but whatever, anyway suicide isn't nice i know but some people just can never recover from depression and it just doesn't seem that bad to them it's like a drug they get a buzz from it then eventually they cannot stop and do actually end up killing themselves in the end. :(

  • @SwapMeetFlea

    Kurt didn't kill himself. The spent shell was found on the wrong side of the body. The level of heroin would have caused him to go unconscious within seconds. The suicie note is in dispute. Kurt died in the process of drawing up a will excluding Courtney Love. If the divorce was finalized Courtney would have walked away with only a meager portion of Kurt's wealth. Since he died, she got everything. The SPD fracked up the investigation.

  • @SwapMeetFlea

    Also, It's not a "cosnpiracy theory". This sorta thing happens all the time, it's just that in this case it was a rockstar. Also, there are other similar cases where the police frack up investigations and then refuse to admit they make mitakes. I could give you tons of these cases as well. Go to the websites justiceforkurt and cobaincase for more info. Check out the books, Who killed Kurt Cobain & Love & Death. There's a lot the media didn't report that would shock you.

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  • most unique artist ever, see you in heaven kurt!

  • I live in india..and i have that diary !!!

  • lol

  • i fuckin love you kurt

  • hahaha it makes me laugh how stupid and gullible these presenters/interviewers are. they read his journal, listen to what he says and they take it so literally. half the time, kurt was joking. its call sarcasm dickheads. god..they over - emphasise everything to make it a huge stereotype. its pathetic.

  • agreed

  • has this dickhead read girls diaries? sure when i was younger i would be like "dear diary, today i did bla bla .. but of course when girls get older they change, and yes, we have feelings, we feel hate, anxiety, happiness. we dont fucking write about ponies and broken nails. at least not since we were younger.

  • Right I found some journals from when I was younger and I was laughing at how stupid the crap I wrote about was.

  • agreed!

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  • You're sexy when you're angry.

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  • I wrote horror stories in my diary. They are very scary. That man knows nothing of what girls are capable of I I think he should shut his mouth. Anyone want to read the story I wrote about a creepy old lady that killed her husband and buried him in her cellar as a burglar watched?

  • No one wants to hear your dumbass stories so shut the hell up.

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  • No one cares about your shitty songs, so again, shut up you narcissistic cunt.

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  • STFU U FUCKING RETARD

  • get back in the kitchen and make me a sandwhich

  • I hate that people are so close minded man I listen Rap, Rock ,Pop sometimes even techno Good music is good music

  • I'm blessed enough to be born in '91 and be even if i never got to meet him but i was around on this earth with that creative juggernaut....