right. it's one of a million of reasons. maybe i won't be the girl that i dream, maybe i'll never feel thin, but i have to try, i have to say: i've tried. maybe i'll never stop to do it.
"I've been in treatment 4 times." Guess why? You don't know? I do. And i can tell you - no one else but yourself can help you overcome anorexia and eat normally. It's all in your head. Other people can't "cure" you of anorexia, only you can. Other people can force you to eat and gain weight, but anorexia isn't about food, nor eating, now is it, dear? No. As long as you haven't dealt with the things behind your anorexia, youll be going to treatment many, many more times, and still not get better
and I think there's no reason why I shouldn't. You can pretend you know what anorexia is, but the truth is, that no matter how much the doctors classify and categorise it, the truth remains: you only know your anorexia. Anorexia can be very different for different people, because the reasons behind it are different with each person. But hey, if anorexic means a person like you, suicidally depressed and wanting professional help to overcome anorexia, then granted, you're the anorexic, and
Not true. I've been an anorexic, "recovered" (well, not really, I just started binging and got fatter) and now I'm losing weight again, wit Ana. I could say quite the opposite actually - REAL anorexics don't WANT to get better, the moment you stop controlling yourself and want to get better, the moment you stop being anorexic. How does that sound for a definition? Branding someone a "wannabe" based solely on their disposition is just... LOL. Primitive. I never wanted to be "the only one",
although I did always want to be the thinnest, and I never ran out of goals, there was always someone thinner, and although it felt excruciatingly painful to see how much thinner "everyone else" was than me, I was also grateful for those other anorexics, cos their mere excistance forced me to never give up, and always aim lower. I still actually regret that something happened that made me lose control and drink and use drugs and eat like hell and gain weight like hell (I gained over lb
*over 30lb in a year, so that I was normal weight :s =fat, in my books ). Anyhow, I regret losing control, losing Ana, because despite of the sleepless nights and mood swings and short temper and coldness, Ana gave my life structure, helped me accomplish things in my life I wouldn't have otherwise accomplished. Now I'm not even depressed, everything's well in my life, and yet I'm going back towards anorexia (my diet is already anorexic, that is those days I even eat, which isn't that often)
It isn't a joke, it isn't funny. God, IT'S NOT FUNNY.
I had been suffering anorexia since i was 13een and I've been in treatment 2 times. Now the doctors say: "She suffers of anorexia-bulimia nervosa". I'm 17 and i can't image my life without this problem. Maybe it's strange, but anorexia for me is all i have.
-cerca di trovare prima dentro di te la cura. Hai 22 anni, non sei più una ragazzina, comprendi che la vita degli adulti è fatta di ideali concreti. La malattia, questo stato, è ora, per te, un'abitudine, so che è difficile cambiare. Ma pensa alle cose concrete, definisci in te questo proposito e poi parla con persone che ne sono uscite o aiuta quelle che stanno peggio di te. La chiave è sentirsi realizzati per altro, non per i digiuni, così potrai crescere ed essere contenta.
17 anni..Neanche, ancora da compiere. Ma si è vero, tante cose le ho capite. E non sono arrogante, dico questo con tanto dolore.
Il digiuno, ma più che altro dieta rigida è l'unica cosa che mi fa andare avanti assieme ad altre poche cose. E' l'unica cosa che mi da forza, autostima, che mi fa sentire piu bella.
E no, non riesco a smettere. Un giorno forse, adesso col morale che ho proprio no.
Sn sicuro ke anke altre cose nella vita sn in grado di darti forza, autostima...Così ti potrai precludere la possibilità d'avere figli, potrai avere osteoporosi, avrai 1durata della vita ridotta d'almeno 20anni, prima cerki di smettere meno danni fisici avrai.Credi troppo poco in te e devi far qst x sentirti parte di 1 gruppo di persone forti...è simile al xkè 1 si rivolge a partiti politici estremi o sette ke annullano l'individualità; L'esito è sempre 1:distruzione.Salvati,nn ucciderti.
E' impossibile che tu stia bene in tale condizione d'incoerenza e sofferenza...son certo che dentro di te c'è il proposito d'uscirne, ma è sopraffatto da voci dentro di te che ti dicono metallicamente di continuare. Fai 2 cose:
-non mettere in rete tali video, perchè nemmeno tu in fondo vorresti vedere altre ragazze vivere quel che stai passando...ciò non potrà darti realmente sollievo. Forse solo all'inizio, ma ti farà peggiorare col senno di poi e pentirti.
quando ho letto il tuo blog mi stavo quasi commovendo ma dopo aver visto il video e sentito le parole della canzone ti dico seriamente che ti dovresti vergognare!Vuoi guarire o portare nel baratro con te ragazzine sane?Ma che hai in testa!La magrezza non è stata mai sinonimo di bellezza ma soprattutto butti via la tua vita per cosa?E quando non ci sei piú???Non ci pensi alla gente che ti vuole bene???
Non so chi sei e per questo non so se sto parlando con una persona che vive quello che passo io.. Ma sai, il problema è che tutto ciò ti porta alla pazzia. Un momento pensi di voler guarire e il secondo dopo ti ritrovi a voler dimagrire, a non mangiare, a non cedere al cibo. Non sono coerente. Lo so. Ma è da due anni che ci sono dentro e non ho la forza ancora di dire basta. Ma questo non tutti lo possono capire.
This song brings back so many bad memories.
gurruto 6 days ago
I play this twice to do my jumping jacks and each time I do it without stopping :) its great! Even if the singing is silly.
DyingForMyBeauty 2 months ago
1:29 Singing FAIL :D
But anyway, love this song :)
MonsterThin 10 months ago
Epic Video!
I looooove, I really love it!
GeriThin 11 months ago
I cant find this song on iTunes!!
ferrahlilly 1 year ago
This song is my fucking anthem.
joefXckingavalon 1 year ago 4
who the hhell is ana?
exoticvibe7 1 year ago
@exoticvibe7
Ana= Anorexia
zarate760 1 year ago
omg. i cant help myself.
but this song is just funny haha
xLeiin 1 year ago
ana buddy?
message me for email/cell #
PinkDirtyP0P 1 year ago
@PinkDirtyP0P
ana buddy ! :)
xcassieablex 1 year ago
@PinkDirtyP0P I need one tooo!
kolkomolesuka 1 year ago
I <3 <3 <3 this song, awesome job on the vid aswell :)
iCANFEELYOUHERE 1 year ago
omg this video is fucking awesome!!!
xArmyxFiancex1990 1 year ago
Sorry if this has been mentioned before, but it's
"Never gonna eat my techno beat
is all I need"
"hear my plea" - not plead
touch, not
Mycenaea 1 year ago
Great thinspo!!!! Love this song, too; it's, like, THE BEST thinspo music out there!
"Show your body!
Who's the boss?"
<3
freakgirlXP 1 year ago
Questo video mi carica in una maniera assurda ^^ è meraviglioso!
LadyHelyon 2 years ago
Whats the songs name?? pls need to know xD Love the video!!! ;D
VivaLaDiva15 2 years ago
@VivaLaDiva15
The same name
Pro Ana Party Slamma - Kitty On The Catwalk
irene1292 2 years ago
@VivaLaDiva15 Pro ana party slamma by kitty on the catwalk
Archaelia009 2 years ago
i almost died WHRN Ana was with me...but i now just one truth:
I M NOT THE GIRL I WANTED TO BE
I M FEEL THE SAME WAY when MY CLASS MATES,ALL PRETTY GIRLS,SAID: WHY DON`T YOU GO ON A DIET? YOU FATTY LITTLE STUPID..
belen2000 2 years ago
@belen2000
right. it's one of a million of reasons. maybe i won't be the girl that i dream, maybe i'll never feel thin, but i have to try, i have to say: i've tried. maybe i'll never stop to do it.
irene1292 2 years ago
"I've been in treatment 4 times." Guess why? You don't know? I do. And i can tell you - no one else but yourself can help you overcome anorexia and eat normally. It's all in your head. Other people can't "cure" you of anorexia, only you can. Other people can force you to eat and gain weight, but anorexia isn't about food, nor eating, now is it, dear? No. As long as you haven't dealt with the things behind your anorexia, youll be going to treatment many, many more times, and still not get better
ohLovemeAna 2 years ago
and I think there's no reason why I shouldn't. You can pretend you know what anorexia is, but the truth is, that no matter how much the doctors classify and categorise it, the truth remains: you only know your anorexia. Anorexia can be very different for different people, because the reasons behind it are different with each person. But hey, if anorexic means a person like you, suicidally depressed and wanting professional help to overcome anorexia, then granted, you're the anorexic, and
ohLovemeAna 2 years ago 2
we're not. Lol
ohLovemeAna 2 years ago
Not true. I've been an anorexic, "recovered" (well, not really, I just started binging and got fatter) and now I'm losing weight again, wit Ana. I could say quite the opposite actually - REAL anorexics don't WANT to get better, the moment you stop controlling yourself and want to get better, the moment you stop being anorexic. How does that sound for a definition? Branding someone a "wannabe" based solely on their disposition is just... LOL. Primitive. I never wanted to be "the only one",
ohLovemeAna 2 years ago
although I did always want to be the thinnest, and I never ran out of goals, there was always someone thinner, and although it felt excruciatingly painful to see how much thinner "everyone else" was than me, I was also grateful for those other anorexics, cos their mere excistance forced me to never give up, and always aim lower. I still actually regret that something happened that made me lose control and drink and use drugs and eat like hell and gain weight like hell (I gained over lb
ohLovemeAna 2 years ago
*over 30lb in a year, so that I was normal weight :s =fat, in my books ). Anyhow, I regret losing control, losing Ana, because despite of the sleepless nights and mood swings and short temper and coldness, Ana gave my life structure, helped me accomplish things in my life I wouldn't have otherwise accomplished. Now I'm not even depressed, everything's well in my life, and yet I'm going back towards anorexia (my diet is already anorexic, that is those days I even eat, which isn't that often)
ohLovemeAna 2 years ago
This rocks.
Emmaxia 2 years ago
Its "Never gonna eat, my techno beat". As in "Never gonna eat. My techno beat is all I need".
Mycenaea 2 years ago
this is really the best video ever
YellowLaLas 2 years ago
waaaaaaaaaauuuuuuuuuuu
i love this thinspo
this is going on my ipod
i really really really really love it
don't listen to the haters...they're to lazy/weak to make changes to themselves and they try to discourage u...
stay strong
goal100to95to90 2 years ago 11
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most stupid video ever.
anorexiaishappiness 2 years ago
LMFAO wtf was that mess?
ellyaway 2 years ago
This was really... errr. strange. I couldn't stop laughing at the part
"being by yourself and touching your bones then all of a sudden your doctor calls"
im sorry but thats fucking hilarious. Anyway, I just find this whole song quite amusing and I can't believe it's serious...
i have suffered from anorexia for over a year, its a living hell. some people just think its so glamerous and fun, it is not
anaelisebeth 2 years ago 2
@anaelisebeth
It isn't a joke, it isn't funny. God, IT'S NOT FUNNY.
I had been suffering anorexia since i was 13een and I've been in treatment 2 times. Now the doctors say: "She suffers of anorexia-bulimia nervosa". I'm 17 and i can't image my life without this problem. Maybe it's strange, but anorexia for me is all i have.
irene1292 2 years ago
I did, still funny though
leeleewood 2 years ago
god i hope this is a joke
leeleewood 2 years ago
read the other comments! thanks
irene1292 2 years ago
Is this song serious or mimicking pro anas?
anaelisebeth 2 years ago
Serious
irene1292 2 years ago
possibly the funniest thing I've ever seen.
elysehpie 2 years ago
Don't worry.. You can laugh..
But I don't think that it's funny..
irene1292 2 years ago
no, it's not serious.
damnhypocrite 2 years ago
BEST.EVER LMFAO
venomfairy 2 years ago
My reaction to this video:
LOL LOL LOL! Wait, what?! WTF is this shit?! LMAO LOL Seriously, wtf?! LOL! LOL! LOL! *rage* LOL! LMAO! LOL! LOL!
I feel sad for whoever decides to actually use this as their ~thinspo~. I'm fairly certain that this song is meant to be satirical.
kyuuketsuki5 2 years ago
No it isn't. It's everything real!
But I'M NOT PRO ANA!
I've just had (and still now) problem with anorexia and bulimia
irene1292 2 years ago
~*TOUCH THE SKY!!11!!1*~*~
theteethcollector 2 years ago
LOL. oh my god.
theteethcollector 2 years ago
HAHAHA
cutekittygirl 2 years ago
@cutekittygirl
is it funny? i don't think so
irene1292 2 years ago
I want to wash my brain out right now.
themightybarb 2 years ago
lollllllll what??
ChickHabitHolly 2 years ago
Fucking hell, this has to be a pisstake. If anyone is taking this seriously, get thee to a hospital.
spacecat81 2 years ago
Go to hell.
jadedpapercuts 2 years ago
WHAT THE FUCK! WHY ISNT THIS IN LIKE ZEH CHART DIS SONG RAWKS MEH ANA SOZKS OFF! whoooo! praise anarzh she makethmeh thinnnnnnnnnnn!
goumeimeifan666 2 years ago 8
bahahah yesssss my thoughts exactly.
this is hysterical!
my favourite part of the song is probably the attempted harmony at the end...oh man...
dramaqueen3119 2 years ago
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if you eat you actually turn up healthy AND full!
PurpleCottonMouth 2 years ago
bellissimo questo video e anche la canzone.. t ho aggiunta su msn..passamelo x favore *-*
MomiSweetGbr 2 years ago
Where can I download this song ?
Emmawannabe1988 2 years ago 3
this song is horribly done. but i like the lyrics.
GiaMarieCarangi 2 years ago
lo voglio avere anche io sul mio computer questo video!
Didi33374 2 years ago
Aggiungimi su msn e te lo passo:)
irene1292 2 years ago
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u are fkn sick
xTHEGLAMOROUSx 2 years ago
LOVE IT!
xochinitaox911 2 years ago 2
seriously.
do you really need to harm her feelings anymore? she´s fuckin dead anyhow. so why cant you just leave her sadness to herself.fucking retarded.
noreturnbackK 2 years ago
AWSOME VIDEO!! WOW!
0caloriegirl 2 years ago
-cerca di trovare prima dentro di te la cura. Hai 22 anni, non sei più una ragazzina, comprendi che la vita degli adulti è fatta di ideali concreti. La malattia, questo stato, è ora, per te, un'abitudine, so che è difficile cambiare. Ma pensa alle cose concrete, definisci in te questo proposito e poi parla con persone che ne sono uscite o aiuta quelle che stanno peggio di te. La chiave è sentirsi realizzati per altro, non per i digiuni, così potrai crescere ed essere contenta.
Danielcap89 2 years ago
17 anni..Neanche, ancora da compiere. Ma si è vero, tante cose le ho capite. E non sono arrogante, dico questo con tanto dolore.
Il digiuno, ma più che altro dieta rigida è l'unica cosa che mi fa andare avanti assieme ad altre poche cose. E' l'unica cosa che mi da forza, autostima, che mi fa sentire piu bella.
E no, non riesco a smettere. Un giorno forse, adesso col morale che ho proprio no.
irene1292 2 years ago
Sn sicuro ke anke altre cose nella vita sn in grado di darti forza, autostima...Così ti potrai precludere la possibilità d'avere figli, potrai avere osteoporosi, avrai 1durata della vita ridotta d'almeno 20anni, prima cerki di smettere meno danni fisici avrai.Credi troppo poco in te e devi far qst x sentirti parte di 1 gruppo di persone forti...è simile al xkè 1 si rivolge a partiti politici estremi o sette ke annullano l'individualità; L'esito è sempre 1:distruzione.Salvati,nn ucciderti.
Danielcap89 2 years ago
E' impossibile che tu stia bene in tale condizione d'incoerenza e sofferenza...son certo che dentro di te c'è il proposito d'uscirne, ma è sopraffatto da voci dentro di te che ti dicono metallicamente di continuare. Fai 2 cose:
-non mettere in rete tali video, perchè nemmeno tu in fondo vorresti vedere altre ragazze vivere quel che stai passando...ciò non potrà darti realmente sollievo. Forse solo all'inizio, ma ti farà peggiorare col senno di poi e pentirti.
Danielcap89 2 years ago
cara Irene,
quando ho letto il tuo blog mi stavo quasi commovendo ma dopo aver visto il video e sentito le parole della canzone ti dico seriamente che ti dovresti vergognare!Vuoi guarire o portare nel baratro con te ragazzine sane?Ma che hai in testa!La magrezza non è stata mai sinonimo di bellezza ma soprattutto butti via la tua vita per cosa?E quando non ci sei piú???Non ci pensi alla gente che ti vuole bene???
Natjalove 3 years ago
Non so chi sei e per questo non so se sto parlando con una persona che vive quello che passo io.. Ma sai, il problema è che tutto ciò ti porta alla pazzia. Un momento pensi di voler guarire e il secondo dopo ti ritrovi a voler dimagrire, a non mangiare, a non cedere al cibo. Non sono coerente. Lo so. Ma è da due anni che ci sono dentro e non ho la forza ancora di dire basta. Ma questo non tutti lo possono capire.
irene1292 3 years ago
This video is huge, and best song !! I love all your thinspo !
lola13nat 3 years ago
Thanks so much (L)
irene1292 3 years ago
this is one of the best videos iv seen (: real upbeat
and people who leave stupid comments, stop watching the videos if you have a problem with it (:
CuppcakeBABES 3 years ago
I think it so. It isn't for all people.
Stay
Kiss (L)
irene1292 3 years ago
I totaly agree with U !!
lola13nat 3 years ago
this is dangerous, what you're doing here. It's not a game. As a recoverer, take it from me. I've seen both sides.
Gamecocklady87 3 years ago
OMFG! The best video & song ;)
pokrecona666 3 years ago 2
are you encoraging people to do thiss ??
you sooo totally shouldnt!!
hemelgirlie 3 years ago
I don't think it so..I have some problems with food! And i can't stop to do it.
It's only for girls like me!
irene1292 3 years ago
Love this song!
FatLunaNeedsThin 3 years ago
OMG amazing.....this really is a good video and song...it makes me wanna work out straight ahead !!!!
sammiemuts 3 years ago
wow love the song ! relli well made thanks x
buxshorty1 3 years ago
oh yeah and really well made :)
ohLovemeAna 3 years ago
Thaaanks!
Right..Fantastic song♥♥
irene1292 3 years ago
hehe i didnt know such a song existed x) nice
ohLovemeAna 3 years ago
I like it!! I love this music !!!
Huriael 3 years ago
hello0 georgeous, love ur vid , and i love that song too!! it is such a good thinspo ...... keep it strong!!!!
DalastStroke 3 years ago