My mother died 10/12/11, 4 days ago. I know of that awful wave of grief that comes over you and grips and takes you hostage of about 10 to 20 minutes. It is like a sickness. I'm so so broken. She died in my arms and I feel so empty and alone. I'm 41 and I feel like a baby that has been left out in the cold. In a dark , lonely place left to fend for myself and to find my way back home. Everything feels, smells, tastes, looks and sounds different. It's like everything is in slow motion, painful.
It is very very hard to accept at the beginning, and still is, but I have definitely moved past my painful stage. I have felt my mother's presence and know now that she wants me to be happy and this has helped me to move past the traumatic stages. My thoughts and prayers are with you.
My mother just passed away two days ago... and now i'm lost beyond all signs of finding the path I walked. Now i'm completely lost in a conundrum of pain and suffering that I know not if i'll ever return.
It's interesting that I come to this video the day that we did that memorial service together. My hope for you is that the beautiful memories of your mother will continue to overtake the feelings of loss. I kick myself now as I realize I did not say my mother's name during the service today...but there's always the future.
Hello my friend. Did you notice your video going out of focus at 5.05 when you say that your mother was not around to 'see' the beautiful weather? Its not because you moved slightly, you move at other times during the vid too but it stays in focus. There is a reason for it!
I know exactly how you feel, my mother died suddenly on march 23rd, easter sunday 2008 .
The pain is somethingelse ,my mother was 75
and died suddenly she was shopping for a weekly shop on thursday 20th march .And on the 22nd march she was taken by ambulance in severe pain and was dead by the next night @ 10pm . But the pain and sickness you describe comes in waves and consumes you . Night time is the worst ,alone with your thoughts.Our mothers are in our hearts forever though.
Thanks so much, Ravensinger, and I have actually felt her presence many times. It's just more telepathic communication. I know she's with me though, she has told me so. I appreciate your support as always! And I'll take those hugs!!
Thinking about you very much at this time dear friend and even though I have not lost a parent know that I am always here to listen and offer hugs. My hope is that your mom will communicate with you somehow and that you will feel her presence. (((HUGS)))
My mother died 10/12/11, 4 days ago. I know of that awful wave of grief that comes over you and grips and takes you hostage of about 10 to 20 minutes. It is like a sickness. I'm so so broken. She died in my arms and I feel so empty and alone. I'm 41 and I feel like a baby that has been left out in the cold. In a dark , lonely place left to fend for myself and to find my way back home. Everything feels, smells, tastes, looks and sounds different. It's like everything is in slow motion, painful.
Istarz 4 months ago
It is very very hard to accept at the beginning, and still is, but I have definitely moved past my painful stage. I have felt my mother's presence and know now that she wants me to be happy and this has helped me to move past the traumatic stages. My thoughts and prayers are with you.
Mooncelt 1 year ago
My mother just passed away two days ago... and now i'm lost beyond all signs of finding the path I walked. Now i'm completely lost in a conundrum of pain and suffering that I know not if i'll ever return.
JranimatorAlexander 1 year ago
Hi,
I lost my mother in December 20 2009. She died of lupus. She meant a lot to me. I am her only son too.
reulcat 1 year ago
The most devastating death we've experienced is my daughter's dad-my husband-being brutally murdered in Tower 1 of the World Trade Center.
We never get to live it down. Everywhere we go, we're forced into remembering and not in a good way.
They could have done something in 1993, but they refused to place all the security measures of today into effect then.
IMO there's no excuse for them, and they waited too long to act like they care about it.
Obviously all I feel is anger.
vickiormindyb 2 years ago
sorry for your loss, even with a sad face you are very beautiful.... wish u all the best...
YouTabacco 3 years ago
It's interesting that I come to this video the day that we did that memorial service together. My hope for you is that the beautiful memories of your mother will continue to overtake the feelings of loss. I kick myself now as I realize I did not say my mother's name during the service today...but there's always the future.
(((((((hugs)))))))
inrharmony 3 years ago
Hello my friend. Did you notice your video going out of focus at 5.05 when you say that your mother was not around to 'see' the beautiful weather? Its not because you moved slightly, you move at other times during the vid too but it stays in focus. There is a reason for it!
Love,Light & Healing to you, Stu.
spiritualstu 3 years ago
That is interesting. I had not noticed that. How observant. . . thanks for pointing that out.
Mooncelt 3 years ago
I am so sorry you're going through this. *hugs*
TarotSkye 3 years ago
I know exactly how you feel, my mother died suddenly on march 23rd, easter sunday 2008 .
The pain is somethingelse ,my mother was 75
and died suddenly she was shopping for a weekly shop on thursday 20th march .And on the 22nd march she was taken by ambulance in severe pain and was dead by the next night @ 10pm . But the pain and sickness you describe comes in waves and consumes you . Night time is the worst ,alone with your thoughts.Our mothers are in our hearts forever though.
Marino2k08 3 years ago
Thanks so much, Ravensinger, and I have actually felt her presence many times. It's just more telepathic communication. I know she's with me though, she has told me so. I appreciate your support as always! And I'll take those hugs!!
Mooncelt 4 years ago
Thinking about you very much at this time dear friend and even though I have not lost a parent know that I am always here to listen and offer hugs. My hope is that your mom will communicate with you somehow and that you will feel her presence. (((HUGS)))
Ravensinger 4 years ago