no matter what , how will her LO ever understand??? he just wont, he is so cute and adorable and that should of been enough to get through the darkest days, and i know that sounds black and white but its the black and white truth, god it makes me feel sick how heartbreaking why didnt she just seek help, then maybe her poor little boy will not have to live the rest of his life facing the pain :( RIP Cortnie, you silly girl!!! that was your telling off but god u was so pretty and what a waste :( X
RIP girl it really breaks my heart. you can see the love between them. :[ You really were cared for i wish you could have seen that. It took me a long time to realize who really cares for me and the dark place is just a dark place. Wish i could have gotten to know you :[
these videos are just too hard to watch, im trying to understand that she was in such a dark place that she honestly thought he was better off without her, but he needs him more than she ever knew.. this is so devastating and my heart breaks for Lucas and what he's most likely going to go through in life without her... I hope she found the peace she was looking for and I hope he grows up knowing how much she really did love him
This is SO Heartbreaking! I cannot even imagine how alone she must of have felt to think that her son would be better off without her. Look how much he loved her! So sad I hope he understands later on in life that she really did love him.
Im just sobbing right now seeing such a precious bond between her and her sweet baby boy, how wonderful and inlove she looked...im just so sad she felt she had to leave and im even more sad because her pain in everyday life must have been so overwhelming for her. I just wish she had gotten help, i hope her son realizes when he sees these she loved him more than words can say, but depression is so crippling sometimes.
This is so unfortunate. Look how much Lucas loves her. My heart is breaking for him, I can't help but cry when I think about what he thinks when weeks and months go by and no mommy. He adored her as much as she adored him - I can tell. Poor little bug. RIP Cortnie
RIP pretty girl! I don't know you, but you lived in the same area as I do! I hope you found peace <3
TenaciousC21 4 months ago
rip cortnie
jennifer4911744 8 months ago
no matter what , how will her LO ever understand??? he just wont, he is so cute and adorable and that should of been enough to get through the darkest days, and i know that sounds black and white but its the black and white truth, god it makes me feel sick how heartbreaking why didnt she just seek help, then maybe her poor little boy will not have to live the rest of his life facing the pain :( RIP Cortnie, you silly girl!!! that was your telling off but god u was so pretty and what a waste :( X
samuella1985 8 months ago
Im gonna miss u so much porky rose...
benjaminvos42 8 months ago
RIP girl it really breaks my heart. you can see the love between them. :[ You really were cared for i wish you could have seen that. It took me a long time to realize who really cares for me and the dark place is just a dark place. Wish i could have gotten to know you :[
Adenzmomma90 8 months ago
these videos are just too hard to watch, im trying to understand that she was in such a dark place that she honestly thought he was better off without her, but he needs him more than she ever knew.. this is so devastating and my heart breaks for Lucas and what he's most likely going to go through in life without her... I hope she found the peace she was looking for and I hope he grows up knowing how much she really did love him
autumnjoy727 8 months ago
i didn't know you but you seem like you were a sweetheart. i hope you're in a better place and i hope you LO understands
teamoevenilson 8 months ago
RIP
AmberNicoleMakeup 8 months ago
Rest in Peace Cortnie :(
xpoeticxtragedyx 8 months ago
:(
eleven1five 8 months ago
This is SO Heartbreaking! I cannot even imagine how alone she must of have felt to think that her son would be better off without her. Look how much he loved her! So sad I hope he understands later on in life that she really did love him.
sgiggly86 8 months ago
Im just sobbing right now seeing such a precious bond between her and her sweet baby boy, how wonderful and inlove she looked...im just so sad she felt she had to leave and im even more sad because her pain in everyday life must have been so overwhelming for her. I just wish she had gotten help, i hope her son realizes when he sees these she loved him more than words can say, but depression is so crippling sometimes.
babyphatgurlee 8 months ago 2
Rip cortnie, so sad :-( xx
umbumgo 8 months ago
Rest in peace, Cortnie <3
aprilc0t 8 months ago
R.I.P. my prayers goes out to the fam and her son
ALB4EVER05 8 months ago
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ RIP Cortnie Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ this is heartbreaking =( my prayers go out to her precious son, her family & all who loved her her...
STARANN14 8 months ago
RIP Cortnie, And Prayers for the family..
mariahemmett 8 months ago
I hope her family keeps these videos for him to see how he spent time with his mama
creamsodaistasty 8 months ago
This is so unfortunate. Look how much Lucas loves her. My heart is breaking for him, I can't help but cry when I think about what he thinks when weeks and months go by and no mommy. He adored her as much as she adored him - I can tell. Poor little bug. RIP Cortnie
MandieRenee07 8 months ago
This is such a huge huge loss... that precious little boy SO loves his mama.. Rest in peace Cortnie.. whatever pain you were in is over now X
babymac004 8 months ago
In tears for this sweet baby boy! My heart breaks for her son, family, & friends:(
mrsmommy81 8 months ago
why did she kill herself? whatr happened? omg this is so tragic....:(
paprichaat5 8 months ago
Watching this now just breaks my heart. She looks so happy.
Rest in peace, Cortnie.
DevinandErica 8 months ago
Rest in peace beautiful mama, stay strong through the years little lucas!
KanadianKrysanne 8 months ago
RIP Cortnie You will be miss.. Lucas will always be in my heart!
TheOrtonsLife 8 months ago
rip
NicNacPTac01 8 months ago
Your son is so beautiful.
you were a great mommy.
RIP cortnie.
Mommatofourx 8 months ago
no i dont but you can find me on facebook just type in bumblebabybee
Brunewicz 8 months ago
he is adorablle
Brunewicz 8 months ago
@Brunewicz Thanks girl, are you still on BG?
one800lilmisscortnie 8 months ago
So adorable! He is getting sooo big!! :D
mina247 8 months ago
@mina247 Thank you, he's almost half my size already! LOL
one800lilmisscortnie 8 months ago
Man oh man Cortnie! Lucas is getti so big!
nikasade 8 months ago
@nikasade I know it's crazy!! That's why you need to hurry up and visit before he's graduating!! :P
one800lilmisscortnie 8 months ago
He is SO cute!!
alandamandamama 8 months ago
@alandamandamama Thank you, he is so funny! Makes life so much more fun!
one800lilmisscortnie 8 months ago
Cute!
taylorandlydias 8 months ago
@taylorandlydias Thank you!
one800lilmisscortnie 8 months ago