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  • I have a question, my boyfriend is taking Testosterone for a while now, he had top surgery and stuff. but he's been moody and a friend told us it was because he hasnt got the hysterectomy and that the hormones are kinda struggling with each other, and Also that if he doesnt get that done it could be a risk for cancer. Is that real?

  • @Danielaway Yes, that can happen. A hysto is generally recommended by the 5th year on T.

  • Ughh I'm jealous that girls transition better and faster then guys do.

  • @SitarKnight - Not nessessarily... The penis usually comes out very small and I've heard that it just doesn't feel real enough because it won't get very big. With mtf I can absolutely understand with the whole body build and everything but with mtf you don't have to create something to hang off of you. I think it's pretty even on how... annoying it is... And somewhat unsatisfying but to feel nearly right none the less.

  • I just started my 3rd week of T and I cannot wait to get to the point of facial hair and after a year or two top surgery. I hate the acne though. look great bro'

  • I'd love to be a guy...

  • WOW you're born male and look better than me... I get bullied all the time because i'm so skinny. I try to gain weight and go to the gym but nothing works =[

  • @MrDroopdog1 Have you tried supplements and vitamins?

  • @ManyLemons2 yes I have, it doesn't work.

  • Already looked like a dude really . Normally that's a huge diss being female but who gives a fuck, your a bro!! BROFIST!!

  • youre SO handsome!

  • my gosh your hot 2:37

    and Im a gay boy

  • LoL

  • While looking at your face even pre-T, it's kinda hard to believe you were born female. Damn. You lucky, lucky bastard. ;) You look better than most of the guys I know.

  • You know, in the last 2 years or so, I have probably watched this vid 5 or 6 times. More than anything I want you to know how much your journey has been such an influence on my own. Your journey has been an inspiration for me in many ways. I started on T on 2-16-11. I look on the outside how I feel on the inside now. It was you and others just like you that gave me the courage to begin transition. I can never thank you enough for being yourself, for sharing yourself. Thank you Aaron...

    Jay

  • amazing transformation! how has it affected your voice?

  • Congrats! And quite a handsome man you are. :)

  • You are stunning. What a beautifull man. <3

  • Congrats! :-)

  • You already looked like a guy at age 24... And before that

  • Your a work of art! I thank you for sharing your exp. And posting it for all to enjoy your transformation!..

  • Thie is Amazing! wow i am so happy for you

  • 2 things:

    you look amazing, goodluck with your life man, btw, 30STM-The kill is awesome~

  • so.. beatiful .... in the 2 parts

  • I'd hit it.

  • if i had a choice i would choose to be angel and if i got transformed to a woman i would do it for these reasons becase women get more attention and i need t but i still dont agree and i dont want to agree if god let me choose ill be an angel angels dont have sex the aren females or males however many of them look manly and girly they face shape and i already look girly so if i go to heaven ill be a girly angels believe me my thoughts are crazy but thats how i got out of this situation

  • I thought about this very much i think i want to be a woman because i dont like very much being a man but i wont do it i dont want to lose family or friends by the way i think my tendency to change sex is just self esteem problem and negativity that i gained through my life i dont want to be something im not if im a man then let it be im not satisified but i dont care if i had a choice id want to die and be an angel cause angels have no sex in other words i wouldnt want to live in this world

  • You look good man, congrats

  • Dude... you're a pretty hot dude. :O

  • You look like you were born to be a man :) I love that in each progressive photo you look happier than the last. Congrats, man

  • You look so much happier. Congratulations. :)

  • hey you always looked like a dude anyway. i wonder if you were androgenous to begin with, like not 100% female anyway?

  • Wow, You look very very handsome....

  • You can be fucking pride of yourself! You are an amazing person.

  • Nice video! Awesome body hair! I'm so jealous. You look great, thanks for sharing.

  • Brilliant Aaron. Thanks so much for sharing your awesome journey with us all. Peace. :)

  • I would like to turn biologicaly into a boy. But I believe in God and I don't want to offrend him and go to hell. But I want this so bad, and I am not a bad person, I don't support war, or materialism/consumism. I don't steal or kill people.

    I'm confused, I need help.

  • @anaco654 If you believe in God than you believe he doesn't make mistakes. That means he makes us the way they are, even gay and transgender people. Regardless of your beliefs, most mainstream Christians will not be supportive despite the fact that according to their religion only God is allowed to judge. Frankly most LGBT people break away from mainstream religion for this and many other reasons. Personally, I think its a load of BS in the first place.

  • @anaco654 YOUR god will love you no matter what. Don't let anyone tell you what your god does or does not love. They're not your god, their god is not your god. They are not the voice of god.

  • @anaco654 : I believe in God too and I think you need to examine two questions: 1. Does God disapprove of you going through a gender transition? 2. If so, will He send you to hell if you go through with it? You would probably benefit from discussing this with other believers. My personal take is: 1. probably not, if you feel strongly about it; 2. No, God is merciful. Please take the time to study and discuss this with others. Take care.

  • @anaco654 I'm an atheist but let me point out the obvious: If God didn't want you to go out and change the world for the better, he wouldn't want missionaries. It seems to me that if God exists, he has on purpose created a deeply flawed world because part of our "duty" is to make things better. And I think that includes ourselves. That said, God's not real.

  • @anaco654 - If you feel like God would hate you for the way he created you then God himself has serious problems! Not that the God of the bible doesn't have serious childish tendencies anyway but this is just one of them. Don't ever be afraid of hell when you can't see it, or of the devil when you can't see him either. If you do then... You are probably going to be stuck emotionally distraught and God will not care...

  • I think you're awesome! I wish you the best and I think you look HOT!

  • Actually you look very handsome ! Congratulations for your courage, and for your transformation ! Hope you'll be happy :)

  • Wow aaron! You look fantastic! Stay beautiful :]]

  • i'm gay.. i love man with beard (bears) and you are so sexy!

  • Transition documentation is very good...Wish all the best for you Aaron!

  • so do u have a penis,balls and sperm? just curious

  • @1212naked Testosterone use alone causes the clitoris to grow into a neo penis, and the clitoral bulbs to grow much more prominent, giving a suggestion of testicles. Surgery of many types can also be had to create both penis and testicles (implants). An FTM can not produce sperm. Though some intersexed (hermaphroditic) people can.

  • @aaronftm

    "clitoral bulbs to grow much more prominent, giving a suggestion of testicles": I think you mean the vulva? The female vulva is the analog of the male scrotum, in utero.

  • first of all it looked like a lesbian tattoo so calm ur ass down , second i support gays lesbians and transgender people so im not a biggot. i wasnt questioning anything else but the tattoo no need to be rude

  • @zombietts712 Your comment was entirely rude and ignorant. It's not my problem that you don't know what symbols mean what. And FYI... Many FTM's come from the lesbian community so its also not uncommon for many folks to have queer or lesbian related tatttoos. Think a little bit.

  • @zombietts712 By the way... Do you think comments like that are supportive in the slightest? Do you really not understand that as an "lgbt supporter" you shouldn't be making comments to purposely try to "other" someone just because YOU don't fully understand them?

  • why do u have same sex tattoos if ur transgender that makes no sence,so u are saying u are a female that is sexually attracted to other females ? either your a lesbian or u didnt know what u were doing

  • @zombietts712 I don't have same sex tattoos... I have a transgender tattoo, and an LGBT flag tattoo... Guess what letter transgender is... Either you are a complete bigoted retard or... no wait... you're just a complete bigoted retard. Get a clue dumbass!

  • @zombietts712 u know what im not going to argue with you anymore, i watched ur video to see ur transition, u found your self im glad u did . and that is all . have a good life

  • ass long as u happy!!!! im seching for mine, i dont want to be another gender, i dont want to be, im living trugh my computer, im an avatar if u like.............. im not happy abaout it, but what to do when i dont stand human contact..... send me ideas to MyLeon chanal new chanal im going to post videos in a bit, i dont have a camra 4 now, im on the hunt 4 1 now

  • just follow the link under my coment

  • =).... Happy For You <3

  • you really loock like a real men also so much many genetic mens

  • I love your beard ;)

  • I LOVE the song you chose to share your transfirmation :) omFg you are SEXY as FCUK...MALE oh babe to the core (core??)

  • what will happen if you stop at 12months?

  • you look awesome :) and i love your tattoos =D

  • You look absolutely amazing, congrats on a great transition.

  • While I'm super happy for you and all that, as someone who's on the mtf spectrum, this flash forward of the effects of testosterone scares me. I've really got to get off the stuff.

  • dude the question is... whats it like down there?

  • Your video - and others like it - really make me think about how different all of our life journeys are. You are helping to shed light on a subject that so many of us find hard to understand and accept. So... keep going...

  • Fabulous video. Well documented. Congratulations.

  • You are a Gorgeous man!

  • awesome,,, u r soo great man,, im gay,, if i dont know as a transgender,, i will folling in love with u babe,, u r soo cute,, and damn hot.. but i proud of u...

  • awesome beard line dude!!!

  • Very attractive! It took alot to get where you are and I love you for that! Its a hard choice in life, pysical and mental! But you're definately a hero to alot of young people + you are very cute LOL (coming from a gay male haha) <3 keep up the post you are awesome!

  • on my opinion you've allway been a handsome dude

  • This transition is amazing! You got hair all over, wow! And you look good, man!

  • fuck this! you're burlier than me and im a born bro lol!

  • 2:18 "this is who i really am inside". nice song choice. (:

    love 30stm, love your video. <3

  • wonderfull man!!!

  • Thank you. I am (F to M) myself. You rock!

  • You look great! I'd totally date u! (I'm a straight female) LOL

  • Beautiful beard, bro.

  • wow... beautiful and dramatic transition. By the way can anyone tell me what "hysto" stands for?

  • @MrCircusfreak123 Hysterectomy, to remove the uterus.

  • im a gay male and i think ur a hotttt guy :) lookin good 

  • omg you are so cute! I would totally date you! I love this video!!

  • This is a really great slideshow!(:

  • lol did you ever predict you'd get so hairy? xD

  • Wow! Wow! Successful or what. Lady Vixion is a lucky girl, and one of my favorite people.

  • geeesh!... im mtf and i could fall in love with u... handsome! :)

  • you are so lucky to be able to do that... :-(

  • Sweet beard bro.

  • Wow! What an amazing transition!! (also, your 19-year-old picture is adorable.)

  • I'd go straight for that.

  • LOVED the tatoos!

  • Still even without testorone..my body kinda look like a guy's but I am a girl! =o which I am happy about it!! Keep it up man!! =DDD

  • Dude, looking GOOD!

  • Remarkable transformation. I know you have to be so much happier now.

    I am a big admirer of your partner JayEVElyn. You two are an amazing couple. I wish you both the best for the future.

  • well... just a regular guy

  • HOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

  • You are extremelyy handsome! ^_^

  • You look very good, dude. Cute!

  • you look so handsome! i'm happy for you.

  • I keep watching this video over and over again... I think you chose the right song and I think if all FTMs saw this video they would be inspired. I know of a GP here locally who will prescribe T without a note, I am setting an appointment up this week. YES!!!

  • ok 2 questions. 1) i heard tht before you can start T or anything you have to have therapy, what is that about? 2) What advice would you give to a teenage ftm?

  • Holy shit, would never have guessed you were born a chick even after the first picture of you on testosterone! That's amazing, I wish I could do that, but I've still got to wait until my hormones balance out from puberty. ARGH

  • it's incredible how quickly you started getting facial hair, a lot of the transguys i follow are around 7-8 months on T and still hav little to no facial hair

  • you were a very pretty girl but i understand your need for the transition and you look excellent now as a man.

  • awesome transformation vid :) thanks! and i LOVE this song <3

  • Wow - you definitely looked like a guy before the T. Nice facial hair afterwards. Good luck to you!

  • I guess being tranny is good in the sense that you know what you are and what you should be exactly...being gay is more difficult in this regard....

  • hi aaron,u look hot :D

  • You are mighty handsome :)

  • Even before your transgender you were more man than woman.

    You looke GREAT after your surgury!!

    I think you are verry masculine

    Greetings from the Netherlands!!

  • Aaron are you attracted exclusively to girls only?

  • HI!!! your video is gr8!!! i'm Also an FTM!!! congrats for everything!!!! :)

  • You are quite handsome :)

  • Wow! You're gorgeous! Congratulations, boy! And please keep making videos!! Your hysto scar looks like a smile! I bet there's a canary in there:)

  • u look kind of like Emmet from twilight lol

  • I like the shots with the glasses and the goti, that looks best I think.

    Erin

  • Sweet beard, I'm a beardy also; they rock!! :D

    Amazing story thanks for sharing; what a journey, all the best for the future!

    

  • Awesome vid man, did you always know you wanted to be a guy? I feel like I should be a guy a lot, but it's only been a recent thing.

  • I love your tattoos :) Awesome video, man. Thank you!

  • This is awesome!!! wow... you look great. and you're look absolutely %100 male. wow..

    that's beautiful... !! <3

  • O.o wowwwwwwwwwwwwwww!!  great video, you're very handsome!! :D

  • Wow, this is amazing!

  • aaron you are a very handsome man, have you found that special some one yet ? I'm not looking for anyone right now, but i loved the pictures of you with your curlyish hair ontop. i think around 16 mons. love your tattoos too

  • why are FTM transitions always so good -_-

  • @Aaron: Wow bro, I am amazed. We humans are really limitless. If there wasn't hate doctrine cultures in Earth we would have been way more advanced as species.

    No one should have their lives prescribed by the shape of their genitals. "Man" & "Woman" gender roles were made by sexist complained old people, whom then taught their offspring to hates those who did not comply. Such limited way of thinking must end.

    Thankfully its happening & hopefully we all will be happy regardless of our outside.

  • dude, this takes balls man. I would never show my pretrans self!

  • awww you look really cute as a kid!

  • wow

  • Amazing story! I love it! Great job!!

  • that was an awesome vid ... just wow....

  • Amazing video watching you morph from what was to who now is. No doubt reading your gender correctly. Congratulations and thank you for sharing. Mom of 37-year-old ftm

  • you are hot!!!! :)

  • beautiful very attractive -x-

  • Very natural looking. :D

  • A very handsome man!!

  • I'm so glad that I saw this. I'm 17 and have been questioning if I'm really trans for the past 3 or 4 years now. And this just really hit home for me. Now I know that I do want facial hair and more muscle definiton and that I want a flat chest. Btw I was glad to see in the pix of the top surgery that the scars do heal :) But the only thing that makes me feel like I'm not 100% sure if I'm trans is that I'm not a stereotypical guy and that I still have a feminine side. Is that normal or weird?

  • @LupinaLycan That's very normal. If you keep looking around, you'll find trans guys of all shapes and sizes, so to speak, here on youtube. There are feminine trans guys, gay trans guys, genderqueer people, genderfluid people.. There are super macho guys and guys who can't wait to be able to pass (after T) with long hair and eye-liner, but feel they can't express themselves that way now because then all people will see is "girl".

  • @viewhue Thanks. I still plan to rock the eyeliner and black nail polish once I fully transition. And I want my hair to be even longer once I'm a guy lol. But thank you so much for that.

  • @LupinaLycan It's fine. Lots of trans people are like that. :)

  • First real FTM transition video that i watched, made me realize that you guys have it alot harder than trans-girls. You look amazing don't let anyone tell you differently.

  • Hi, Congrats for the great transition from Erin to Aaron! I'm just starting the HRT for FTM. How much was the mastectomy/chest surgery? Do you have an idea about how much is it now? thanks!

  • Hey I think thats cool. I like the music. I'm trans all so.

  • Great Vid.. Startin my FTM transition :)

  • that was a really amazing video! i've been having these informative discussions with my sister-in-law (who is in med school) regarding transitioning and i've been surprised at what the hetero community doesn't understand or even consider about it. i feel like this video touches on the physical aspects VERY well. loved it!

  • Omg. It's so amazing how good you turned into a male.

  • Just curious..but how does the balding process go in FTM? Does it usually happen later to guys who were born in a guy's body to begin with (cause of later expose to testosteron and DHT) or sooner...or ?

  • @PowerRedBull No one really knows. It happens to men (cis and ftm) at all different ages, in varying degrees, for various reasons. Generally its by genetic predisposition.

  • @PowerRedBull There is a drug called Propecia in case someone is afraid of going bald to prevent that process.

  • @jcac1023 Finasteride has so many nasty effects that its use for a purely cosmetic condition is not merited. We're talking permanent sexual dysfunction, male breast cancer, severe birth defects if handled by women. I'd just as soon go bald, thank you.

  • @hibob841 what about minoxidil? I know you have to be continuous with the usage.

  • You look so much better and happier now :)

  • What about your female chromosomes? How do you get rid of them?

  • @shanana000

    If you mean HORMONES trans people take hormone replacement therapy...

    Your chromosomes do not change. But you can not always assume everyone is XX or XY... There are a LOT of people that have xxy and other combinations. There are a LOT of intersex conditions that have nothing to do with the appearance of your external genitals, so it is not always diagnosed until later in life (say when someone tries to get pregnant etc).

  • @aaronftm how long was yo on t b4 you started growing a beard

  • @realrock1012 It started filling in around 7 months, but wasn't a full beard until around 3 years. These things take time and are mostly based on genetic predisposition.

  • @aaronftm So So So true i wish more people realized that then they would know attraction is not always about the male / female sex but how we correspond to one another both mentally physically internally and externally. Attraction has nothing to do with assumed sex but how we respond to each others differences. Not all assumed men necessary are men vice versa not all assumed woman are necessarily women sex is to complicated to put it in a box with genes chromosomes etc etc.

  • @aaronftm interesting.. I did not know this... like then would that mean that they are both? or at least that they identify with both sexes?

  • @Aleksei5055 In some cases yes, in some cases no... To date science has been more concerned with trying to "fix" intersex type "conditions" in order to "normalize" the patient. They still don't really know what causes any of this, and have been blatantly wrong about a great deal of things.

  • Wow. Amazing. I was looking for videos such as this, and I must say, throughout your life you have been very attractive. If it's not too personal to ask...how did you hide your breasts before they were removed?

  • @Fluffymonkeyem

    I used a chest binder. Most people prefer T-kingdom or Underworks these days. I am 4 yrs post chest surgery so it's been a while since i've really looked around at them or anything.

  • @aaronftm Thanks so much! :)

  • damn good job bro!

  • Good music, good photos. Nice journey.

  • aaron, you're so courageous. thanks for posting!

  • truly an amazing story. So many people never find out who they are. I salute you for wanting to be who you are.

  • AAron i must say your transition to become the inner you is remarkable and i say congratulations

  • Aaron has always been my fav FTM....he's cute as hell and I wish I had the chance to meet and date him....

  • I keep watching ftm vids and realizing that I like the way a lot of guys look part-way through the transition. I can understand how hard it would be to maintain an intergender identity though, only because of the constant confusion it would cause, and how stressful it would be dealing with that bullshit on a daily basis.

  • Violent attack against a trans FTM student at Cal State Long Beach that happened Thursday night. The student was attacked on his way to the bathroom. The attackers beat him, ripped off his clothes and carved the word "IT" into his chest." Attackers not caught, story not picked up by the media, so please COPY & PASTE