hi nayomee, i had excruciating social anxiety my whole life till july 2011. this lady helped me. her work is free and there is no money exchange. her name is byron katie and her website is thework [dot] com. i hope you check it out and if not now, i hope you find reliefe from the website (or somewhere) soon. i lived the helll of s.a. for my whole life. you cant tell by looking at me cuz i am friendly and successful. but deep inside my hell knew no boundaries. peace and merry xmas.
man i used to be extremely depressed as well, so much so that it changed the way i interact with people for ever. i really feel sorry for people that are depressed, i wish i could give them all a hug.
Naomi i know your not accepting friend requests and i did try sending you a message, but it wouldn't allow me to. i'm hoping you read one of the messages i've sent you as i'm pretty much in the same situation as you. i've watched all your video's and your the only person i feel i can connect with, i feel lost and like there is no hope, i'm gay too which is bad enough with all my baggage. i've lost all friends and family aren't there for me. i recently got my bpd diagnosis and waiting for therapy
As a guy I could never date a girl who uploads lots of videos of herself crying about her baggage it is a huge turn off. Even if you were the most beautiful woman in the world I still wouldn't date you.
@ANOTHERHOLEINYOHEAD :) I'm sure most girls wouldn't wanna date u either with an attitude like that. No matter how good lookin u may be.. ur a dick :)
@ANOTHERHOLEINYOHEAD :) I'm sure most girls wouldn't wanna date u either with an attitude like that. No matter how good lookin u may be.. ur a dick :)
@nayomee77 U look alot better off here. The change is quite dramatic and if this more or less still reflects your situation now, I'm happy for you. My ex got a divorce from a real fucker she was with after me for 5 years or so who was sexually exploitative, unfaithful and physically abusive. She's moved on and gotten her phd and is teaching now. She and I do not get along, but she's alot better off herself now and was very helpful to me when my mom died last summer.
@breaks0 I have various issues myself but being in the shit health care system in the USA., I can't afford health care, but I'm too well off to qualify for the govt programs we have here. I would not touch medication if I could afford it, but whatever works for you, I guess keep it up. I wish you success and happiness in all you do. Regards from NYC.
@ANOTHERHOLEINYOHEAD That's not cool man, people go through hard times and her expressing on that on youtube may have been a good way for her to vent... maybe she didn't have any friends to talk to... in those times it is difficult to reach out for help... at least you can do is try to be understanding instead of so harsh and critical.
funny in all your other vids you look all gacked out on the shit, then in this 1 you look healthy, My volume is on mute so I didnt hear a word you said on any of your vids but I think if you stay clean, you will be happier and have a better life, maby not right away but you will and if you where upset ofer some dude?, well he was probly tweekin too so your better off with out him, like I said idk, but I do know you look like a million bux in this vid and a dirty penny in the other vids
well there is a good reason for you to fear people, because people are evil and aggressive, violent and sadistic, pervert and dirty, and they love to crush your ego the first chance they get without feeling any guilt or remorse, in fact they blame all of their shitty behaviors on you who is shy and hates her own self. so dont be shy and self-loathing with such evil pervert creatures called "humans".
Hi everyone, Life is a deception and you cannot get all the happiness in this world.
I would recommend you to find out about Islam by typing in "what is Islam by Khalid yasin" on youtube or listening to the Quran, I could not paste the link here as it does not allow me to
I feel sorry for all your story and pay sympathy and would like to invite you towards peace, pls take this serious, just take a moment of your life out and find out more, I am sure you won't regret to know who your creator is.
Hey. I've been watching a lot of your videos. I just wanna say I hope you get through all of this. I've got bipolar disorder (maniac depression), BPD, anxiety, OCD (obesessive compulsive disorder), and a few more... I'm only fifteen and I was diagnosed with it all last year after I attempted suicide for the third time. I've lost count of how many times I've been in and out of hospital. I'm fifteen. I hope everything goes well. I'll keep watching. Much love, now and always xx.
I think your wicked....And want to thank you for all your vids....If you dont know know or do know...You make a difference being so real about real life stuff....I think your amazing, As hard as it is for you ,I hope you continue to be on here and keeping it real.....KEEP ON ,KEEPING ON GULR !!!!!
i know you wrote that you wouldnt be reading your inbox but i cant help but write you. Your description of yourself sounds like me( you probably hear that all the time so it doesnt mean anything to you) Just wanted to let you know that allthough i dont know you, i feel somewhat connected to you because we share the same problems. I hope that you get better and return to youtube.You are a really sweet girl. Just remember that you are not alone.
i read your about me and i felt like ur about me is my about me .. i feel sad and tear and anything like you .. i try to be good .. i try to be ok .. but i feel sad .. i don't know .. have to live life ..
I just want to say thank you. I was feeling pretty depressed, pretty suicidal actually, and watching your videos helped me. You are dealing with alot of the same issues that I am and, though I know you probably think you are weak, your strength has come through the videos and been a support.
Hi Nayomee, Practice makes a woman perfect too. Try to be happy and in Nirvana for 1 second a day and grudually expand time to 2, 3, 4.... seconds as per your convinient.....it will work, (remember just 1 second). anybody handle 1 second.
hello nayomee i understand ur depression and what ur going through so dont feel like ur alone cause ur not!i think ur a very pretty girl and have ur whole life ahead of u cheer up please....i am male 29 from ny usa hope u feel better bye.
Hey Naomi, I've watched a lot of your videos and they break my heart. I have social anxiety disorder too. I really wanna head an update from you. Take care of yourself, and I hope you have a really happy life :) you deserve better
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nothing is wrong with you, just take it fucking easy...u should be glad to look like you do.. there are so many people that are uglier than you and live a normal life and ur not even ugly.. u aint fat u aint skinny.. JUST CHILL NO1 CARES!! NO1
hope things are going well for you. i was with my ex for 7 yrs. and it took me a good almost 2 years to get over him. it's been almost 4 years now and i realize that i was much better off without him and that he didnt deserve me. so keep your head up.
Hope all is well and that things are falling into order for u to be happy again.
Your a very beautiful woman and I believe u will find that special someone who loves u unconditionally and will be there to support u thru these problems instead of being heartless and leaving.Good luck and hope u see an update soon.LOVE the Zeke vids.
Hey Naomi. I'm just checking in again to see if you might have a new update. You know. maybe let us know how you are doing and Zeke too. I hope to hear somthing soon. Or maybe you might message me. Like a lot of people on youtube I'm very interested to hear how you\re doing
P.S. sorry if this is rambling but I haven't had much sleep, Take care of yourself
Hi Nayomee. I wrote a letter to you, but it says only friends can write to you. I sent you a friend invitation then.If you accept it, it will be nice!:)
And you can send message to me by facebook.etc...My name is Shoichi Machino. I'm a Japanese guy[23 y.o.].
Trust me...I will reply all letter I receive with sincere way.[if it is not cheating one]. Usually,I don't receive any letter from friends,and feel lonely. So I'm happy someone talk to me, or I can feel someone need my response...
So you are welcome to send me message, if you want^^ And as I'm Japanese, maybe, I can advise in different view from western people..
Me too often attacked by depression..i don't cut my list etc,but often I lose power to do something, and cry...
It's good you seemed to overcome,at least better condition than before..:）
Do you join facebook? There is a group people help/support each other to prevent depression,suicide,etc...The name of the group...[Four guys, one destination, one mission :Suicide Prevention]
You can get hope from the page. You can visit it^^
Hey Naomi hope you feeling ok. Youre on the right track with the meditation girl,That really helped me alot i realised a lot of my negative thought6s came from an absence of stillness in mind, ie I contstantly had to worry bout something. My counsellor told me to accept things more, but its not like you go around saying i accept that a stranger stepped on my toe lol, but like when youre late for work, i accept i wont be there on time, im sure you know how this relates to meditation.ok latas
Hi just wondering if you had read any of the Claire Weekes books (she's also Australian) they really helped me a lot. At the time there was no way I could read anything because I couldn't seem to concentrate and kept getting those horrible Derealization feelings. From the first page I couldn't put this book down, it's written for people like us by someone who really understands, it showed me the way forward. Anyway just thought it might help.
Hey Naomi, just stoppin' by again to see how you're doing. I'm not going to give up or forget about you. I subscribed to you a some time ago. I have similar issues going on. I'm not putting any pressure on you but I As well as others really would like an update. We do care about you a lot. If you need a friendly/sympathetic person to talk to send me a private message and we can work somthing out. Stay strong and remember I do care
sorry i ran out of room. i think 4 what i have ceen u r doing well and all the support from the viewers. i think has helped in my opion. i can t spell worth crap, but an intellagent woman like your self will have no issues with my spelling latter alagater
listen too u,{intimate}. i find this all intriguing. i found that i had to start an account. too leave u a comment. i do have a question?.do u bring the u tube into your sessions, and disscuss it in group. and i probaly have not ceen all of your vids. but whom's idea was this.ummmm, i would like to c the new update of your life. im thinken this is the most recent ?. how ever i can talk for ever.i will continue to look for more recents.
You know, I only stumbled upon the wedding video of this user and 2 minutes into it, I knew that the marriage won't last more than a few years. My only error was that I assumed it would go on for roughly 5 years before someone gets stabbed in the eyes. Of course, it only survived for 2 or less years due to the poster's psychological issues. I can't even comprehend her accent.
Been looking at ur videos feel really sorry for u, i too suffer from depression, anxiety, self harming and social phobia im alot better now but its still really hard and still have to see counciler etc, i have to say that u seem so much healthier looking in this video maybe uve been eating better or something but u look alot better now and i hope everything works out for u!
good for you. you're definitely on the road to progress. it takes a lot of time-- i've been to DBT and lotsa therapy, groups & meds, but trust me it does work out, but it does take time. just stick with therapy and you'll see, eventually...sometimes it takes years, but that's ok, you're young. i'm so happy now in my 30's but it took years of therapy, started when I was 18 in fact. but you get healthier and healthier, trust me.
You look so much better and together than in your last video. Good for you. I am off work with clinical depression and nowhere near where you are now. I am struggling to keep it together and take some inspiration from you. Thank you.
Hey Naomi, just checking in again. I hope you're taking of yourself, and maybe you could do an update vid soon. There are a lot of people out here that do care. Hope to see you soon. Take care
so... let me get this straight. your husband ran out on you, and you were diagnosed with BPD..
ever wonder if it wasn't his fault the relationship went to shit? ...
just my 2 cents. in a relationship there's supposed to be 2 people working at it, but if someone is making it impossible to live with the other, it's obvious and expected that the other party is gonna run out, IF they don't get what they signed up for.
Take care Naomi, many of us out there in the world all have problems with bpd i was diagnoised in 1998, and i hope that you find a good support group either online or in you area. take care and I added you on my subscription list to keep tabs with you for future reference and keeping up with yoour progress with BPD. Take care and I will keep you in my prayers and hope that you keep up with the videos. Peace
Hey Naomi, I keep checking your channel to see if you're taking emails or friends, please add me when your ready, I would really like to talk with you. You really do make a difference. Thank you
Just watched ur other videos....it sounds like you need a friend you can relate to...I don't know why you can't seem to find anybody?? Talk to me if you want!
I'm going through depression as well. It hurts, it burns brighter than any truth or anything else for that matter out there for those of us who have it. I was sad when i saw your video because you are so beautiful, great figure, hair, etc. and there is absolutely NO REASON you can't find somone! It's ntohing to do with you! what you need is someone who you can really connect with, be deep with and makes you FEEL WORTHY. Im kind of rambling i apologize but ill end this message
You have such nice hair, jealous! Do you use a special shampoo or something? I like watching your videos they are very helpful and encouraging! Keep up the great work you are beautiful o an I saw your dancing video it was very good.
I will tell you something: most problems come from karma either from a past life or from this one. This also includes relationships with others. And there are things that keep repeating in life because of that. You may believe it or not. Do a search on the violet flame. You also have the option to ignore it of course. Wish you well.
Look up assertiveness its a real skill that separates agreesion from standing up for yourself and putting your self first. If youd like to chat anytime id like that Naomi.
Hey Sweetie..keep up the good work. You look awesome. Indulge yourself in the positivity of things. You're a beauty in and out and its a shame for the world to not see you. I will pray for you all the time. Keep the chin up..Try to stay happy and healthy..
You look so much healthier than the videos of when you were breaking up with husband. Keep up the hard work. The world needs you. Thanks for making these videos. Feeling compassion for you helps me feel it for myself.
Just a quick message, to offer my support, you are a truly brave individual, particularly dealing with this shit so publically.
I have been there, maybe not to the level that you have to contend with, but believe me there is always a way out, it's just a matter of finding the opening.
YOU WILL GET THERE!!!
I see you as someone who has so much to offer others who maybe in similar situations.
Your beautiful but you have heard that before. It's the mud underneath that no one sees that makes us pain.
I have the same problem. I love to laugh but I am crying or shout in silence underneath that no one hears that is the real me. I just keep a good face and die inside. Depressing, not. Just life lived.
Your on the other side of the globe but we share the same pains. Go figure.
I am still trying to understand what it's like to be you. I applaud you for sharing with me. I truly hope that you're improving. Know that I am thinking about you.
everyone has problems and no one is above anyone else so no one can pass judgement on you unless they walk 1 million miles in your shoes and feel the difficulty and hard time that you have felt and experience what you have experienced. Anyway I aint this gloomy half the time so mad props to you girl and if you wanna chat id be more then glad to.
Hi im 30 from New Zealand I have suffered a lot with social anxiety especially the last 5 years ive put myself away from others,feeling empty inside its a terrible feeling. Just like to say you are not alone and that I truely pray that you get better Naomi forget about other people and the pressures they may put on you concentrate on what will make you better and feel better...
some advice for you, we were born happy and carefree as children go back to your earlisest memory take notice of any negative events that may have shaped your thinking on anything be it men, abandonement, loneliness whatever get in touch with how it made you feel, how it formed your view on life make peace with that event and advise yourself like a mother would on how to move on from it. Thats just something that helped me and hope it gives you something to think about.
Hi Naomi just wanna say thank you for sharing your videos and your honesty . Youve really helped me see how serious this thing is and how it can affect anyone. I myself have had low self esteem my whole life middle child was different from my siblings as I was a nerd and sensitive turned out for the last 9 years ive had social phobia im now 30 and through help counselling drugs also the help support of family i am seeing things differently, there is truly hope for you naomi god bless. xxx00xx
I admire you so much for putting these videos up. You are so brave to be facing your fears and problems head on. I hope you know people can relate and don't think your weird. Hope you're doing well! I'll check out emma's page. Take care. i wish you all the best in life and hope the treatments work.
I admire you so much for putting these videos up. You are so brave to be facing your fears and problems head on. I hope you know people can relate and don't think your weird. Hope you're doing well! I'll check out emma's page. Take care. i wish you all the best in life and hope the treatments work.
omg. Hunny!! I watched your videos!!! Iam sooo sorry for what you are going through. Look at it this way sweet heart!!!! It can only get better from here. You are a beautiful inteligent woman!!! And i know that there is someone out there for you. That will treat you the way that you deserve. keep your head up baby girl!!!!!!! and just remember that you are loved, and things will get better eventually.
Hey Naomi I also saw a few of your videos, and I want to say that I'm really sorry with what you have and had to go through. I know that in the future things will get a lot better, because your a beautiful person who deserves a lot more than this. I hope everything works out for you
these videos obviously aren't helping you, there an extra responsibility that add stress to your life. The true happiness you seek is out in the world, go explore and meet people. Shut off the computer and go out and make friends. We are tired of seeing you in this cycle. Go to the beach, meet a guy and shake off the cobwebs!
Ps. when you meet him, don't tell him about the depression. allow yourself to change.
i wish you could get out.. u know.. just run off.. forget it all. could you just move from australia? i dunno. move to the bahamas or somewhere.
move away! go somewhere simple. very simple. cheap. get a job. live on some countryside somewhere in the caribbean, near the ocean. it will heal your broken heart. i think you will get better. find love. happiness and companionship. find friends. i dunno.. CHANGE?
i dunno.. i'm sorry if i upset u but.. u need to be happy
I am 11 months into conversational model therapy for BPD and severe depression. If you really want to make it work, and to change, it is very much possible.
Also, I have left arm scaring issues from self harm. I havent harmed in about a year and the little ones have faded and are not too obvious, but some of the deeper keliod ones never might. I plan to get full sleeves of tattoos over them once I have finished therapy and am off the anti-depressents. Bio oil helps fade them too.
I'm not being flippant. Sometimes I just don't want to get out of bed and I feel that maybe I'll just sleep my life away and soon enough it will just be over. Then sometimes I think about being hacked into bits by machetes in Riwanda or having my lungs set on fire while my skin and flesh are being scorched off my bones from an Israeli white phosphorus bomb. So I muster the courage to leave my house and buy groceries at the local market, thinking to myself that life could be much worse I guess
So I've watched a few of your videos about your social anxiety/ agrophobia.
I find this all really moving, and I would like to help you.
I went through the exact same things as a side effect from excessive drug use.
I didn't want to leave my house in fear of social embarrassment, and as a result of being in contact with the outside world, I would have constant panic attacks. It got so bad that I refused to leave my house.
I didn't know where to turn and was suicidal for a long time.
l found you WOW its been a long bloody time lm on a emotional rollercoaster so ya l got al teary eyed watching this video,
gosh babe its really good seeing you again just happy your still here on earth and lm REALLY glad you get to see zeke often gosh babes you look good but then you always did please stay intouch love tara xoxoxoxox
Hello nayomee77, I was seeing your videos and I'm very happy for you to see your last video you see much better than in the others, more conected with reality, I had my own emotional experiences with same emotional problems like yours,but I learned to accept certain things in my life, besides I embraced sports to make my brain pump adrenalin and make it work in another level, it helped me a lot, but also I used to pray all the time for strenght,just a little comment,p.s.youlook prettier now.
I am having a bad day as I've broken up from my partner. I have been getting really, really low time since. I have found EFT and immersed myself in it. It's not always a quick fix but does help if you totally go with it. However I wish you all the best and really wish you can find your way clear again. Best wishes from England
I've been watching your videos today, putting together your story. Nayomee, I don't know if anyone tells you this, but you are beautiful, and I know you hurt, I know how you hurt. I hurt like that.
You aren't alone, i know sometimes the sun never looks like its going to rise in our lives, but I promise you, the sun *will* rise again for you.
Hi there. My heart goes out to you, I have gone through a divorce myself and a recent breakup and it is all the more difficult when you suffer from anxiety disorder. At least I know there is someone in the same boat out there. Keep strong sweetie! Things will get better, that's what I keep telling myself anyway!
i know whatever ppl say doesnt make it better and could just wish u could snap out of it! but i promise you, you just have to try,step over that fear and everything will be ok! your young beautiful, leave your life to the fullest, it could only be our one chance.i know its easy to say, i dont know when but it will be ok.leave the life u have imagined as a lil girl.get out there do things that u always wanted to do, dont let anything stop u! tought times dont last, tought ppl do! - know that!
well, thanx heaps! i just came across nayomee's vids just by acident...and my heart goes out to people like that...so an ispirational quote is all i can do and i hope it helps.
I have very similar condition. Seeing your vids makes me feel a little better, knowing that I'm not alone. You have a lot of work ahead of you with recovery. I wish you all my best and hope that you can find some peace in your heart. We all need that from time to time.
I've just been diagnosed with social phobia and moderate depression--I can relate to some aspects of how you feel. I do think its great that you can go through with these videos!...I couldn't....I wish you the best with the treatments
Hi Nayomee, I have had social anxiety and deppression too. Its very hard sometimes and sometimes I would like to die, but so far I have kept going. I feel like I have things to learn and things to offer in this world and that i'll be glad that I stayed.I was lead to your videos by searching for social anxiety and I've watched quite a few and think its great ur doing them and find them very helpful. I just want to let you know that I love you and am thinking of you. You are great,I believe in you
Just wanted to tell you that I enjoy your videos and can relate to a lot of things you speak about. If you ever want to talk....feel free to message me. Oh....hope this brightens your day....I think you are absolutely gorgeous!....but Im sure you get that all the time.
i was with a guy 9yrs. I was attacked by a girl I called a friend thats what started my panic anxiety. every1 tells me I need 2forget it that its been almost 10yrs now its hard 2forget when its caused me 2have this everyday. I take xanax 4my anxiety Im always anxious or worrying about somethin Im 27 yrs old I live in Pensacola Fl. actually came across ur videos by accident but can relate know how u feel I cry almost on a daily basis Im so tired of being sick tired & alone. Would like to talk 2u
You know we're all pulling for you, right? And that by pulling for you we're also boosting ourselves? Just watching your videos gives a lot of us hope and perspective.
Seriously. My demons hate it when you make a video. They feel unloved because I'm focusing on yours. :)
Have you considered Taijin Kyofusho (TKS). While it is rare in the west, it is common (Among) phobia in Japan. It is based on the fear of offending others with a body part, body language, or body odor. Fear of eye-to-eye contact.
Keep your head up beautiful :)
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hi nayomee, i had excruciating social anxiety my whole life till july 2011. this lady helped me. her work is free and there is no money exchange. her name is byron katie and her website is thework [dot] com. i hope you check it out and if not now, i hope you find reliefe from the website (or somewhere) soon. i lived the helll of s.a. for my whole life. you cant tell by looking at me cuz i am friendly and successful. but deep inside my hell knew no boundaries. peace and merry xmas.
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man i used to be extremely depressed as well, so much so that it changed the way i interact with people for ever. i really feel sorry for people that are depressed, i wish i could give them all a hug.
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Naomi i know your not accepting friend requests and i did try sending you a message, but it wouldn't allow me to. i'm hoping you read one of the messages i've sent you as i'm pretty much in the same situation as you. i've watched all your video's and your the only person i feel i can connect with, i feel lost and like there is no hope, i'm gay too which is bad enough with all my baggage. i've lost all friends and family aren't there for me. i recently got my bpd diagnosis and waiting for therapy
Audiboyuk 5 months ago
As a guy I could never date a girl who uploads lots of videos of herself crying about her baggage it is a huge turn off. Even if you were the most beautiful woman in the world I still wouldn't date you.
ANOTHERHOLEINYOHEAD 8 months ago
@ANOTHERHOLEINYOHEAD :) I'm sure most girls wouldn't wanna date u either with an attitude like that. No matter how good lookin u may be.. ur a dick :)
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@nayomee77 would have to agree there.!!
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@ANOTHERHOLEINYOHEAD :) I'm sure most girls wouldn't wanna date u either with an attitude like that. No matter how good lookin u may be.. ur a dick :)
nayomee77 7 months ago
@nayomee77 U look alot better off here. The change is quite dramatic and if this more or less still reflects your situation now, I'm happy for you. My ex got a divorce from a real fucker she was with after me for 5 years or so who was sexually exploitative, unfaithful and physically abusive. She's moved on and gotten her phd and is teaching now. She and I do not get along, but she's alot better off herself now and was very helpful to me when my mom died last summer.
breaks0 2 months ago
@breaks0 I have various issues myself but being in the shit health care system in the USA., I can't afford health care, but I'm too well off to qualify for the govt programs we have here. I would not touch medication if I could afford it, but whatever works for you, I guess keep it up. I wish you success and happiness in all you do. Regards from NYC.
breaks0 2 months ago
@ANOTHERHOLEINYOHEAD That's not cool man, people go through hard times and her expressing on that on youtube may have been a good way for her to vent... maybe she didn't have any friends to talk to... in those times it is difficult to reach out for help... at least you can do is try to be understanding instead of so harsh and critical.
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@ANOTHERHOLEINYOHEAD @ANOTHERHOLEINYOHEAD That's real mature asswipe , if you don't like it have the freakin decency to just move on man.
Sorry Nayomee I couldn't hold that one back.
allulost 1 week ago
funny in all your other vids you look all gacked out on the shit, then in this 1 you look healthy, My volume is on mute so I didnt hear a word you said on any of your vids but I think if you stay clean, you will be happier and have a better life, maby not right away but you will and if you where upset ofer some dude?, well he was probly tweekin too so your better off with out him, like I said idk, but I do know you look like a million bux in this vid and a dirty penny in the other vids
whiteboypatrickkelly 10 months ago
7:51 to 8:05, I saw your gorgeous profile and your exceptionally beautiful arms.
sevenonpaper1 11 months ago
she has an australian accent
kallo1234 11 months ago
you dont need all these drugs.. it seems you just need someone that loves you for you..
jarvis612 11 months ago
Nay! Nay! It's Mina! I'm here for ya gawjuz girl!! Xx
teaze2pleaze 1 year ago
i hope you don't mind me saying but i think you look quite cute :)
sharky1105 1 year ago
well there is a good reason for you to fear people, because people are evil and aggressive, violent and sadistic, pervert and dirty, and they love to crush your ego the first chance they get without feeling any guilt or remorse, in fact they blame all of their shitty behaviors on you who is shy and hates her own self. so dont be shy and self-loathing with such evil pervert creatures called "humans".
utbord 1 year ago 5
@utbord so we are angels :D
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Hang in there, Naomi. I love ya! Jeremy
Blueraptor2012 1 year ago
Hi everyone, Life is a deception and you cannot get all the happiness in this world.
I would recommend you to find out about Islam by typing in "what is Islam by Khalid yasin" on youtube or listening to the Quran, I could not paste the link here as it does not allow me to
befair4all 1 year ago
@befair4all yeah sure, give me a sec lol
FantastyckplastycK 1 year ago
I feel sorry for all your story and pay sympathy and would like to invite you towards peace, pls take this serious, just take a moment of your life out and find out more, I am sure you won't regret to know who your creator is.
befair4all 1 year ago
I support all of you. Just hold on.
fadsantos01 1 year ago
Hey. I've been watching a lot of your videos. I just wanna say I hope you get through all of this. I've got bipolar disorder (maniac depression), BPD, anxiety, OCD (obesessive compulsive disorder), and a few more... I'm only fifteen and I was diagnosed with it all last year after I attempted suicide for the third time. I've lost count of how many times I've been in and out of hospital. I'm fifteen. I hope everything goes well. I'll keep watching. Much love, now and always xx.
BabaeSexaeKelz11 1 year ago
@NancyLee53 She will never do well soon. I've quietly watched this girl for years. She doesn't give a damn about anything except her own misery.
TheAdultChild101 1 year ago
I think your wicked....And want to thank you for all your vids....If you dont know know or do know...You make a difference being so real about real life stuff....I think your amazing, As hard as it is for you ,I hope you continue to be on here and keeping it real.....KEEP ON ,KEEPING ON GULR !!!!!
sinner1973 1 year ago
Hi.
i know you wrote that you wouldnt be reading your inbox but i cant help but write you. Your description of yourself sounds like me( you probably hear that all the time so it doesnt mean anything to you) Just wanted to let you know that allthough i dont know you, i feel somewhat connected to you because we share the same problems. I hope that you get better and return to youtube.You are a really sweet girl. Just remember that you are not alone.
Sincerly .
Mick
Mickayish 1 year ago
i read your about me and i felt like ur about me is my about me .. i feel sad and tear and anything like you .. i try to be good .. i try to be ok .. but i feel sad .. i don't know .. have to live life ..
duangjan2007 1 year ago
buy a juice extractor and start drinking RAW veg and fruit juices DAILY youll be amazed how much just doing that lifts your depression
ZEITGEISTism 2 years ago
Has your husband come back yet? Loneliness is the worst form of depression.
Terminator860 2 years ago
I just want to say thank you. I was feeling pretty depressed, pretty suicidal actually, and watching your videos helped me. You are dealing with alot of the same issues that I am and, though I know you probably think you are weak, your strength has come through the videos and been a support.
Thank you, stay strong, and God bless you.
capierce 2 years ago
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you should have killed urself like you wanted to in ur last video where you look just as great as you do now :)
Darkninga1 2 years ago
@Darkninga1 Mate, haven't you got anything better to do with your time?
agwoodliffe 1 year ago
Hi Nayomee, Practice makes a woman perfect too. Try to be happy and in Nirvana for 1 second a day and grudually expand time to 2, 3, 4.... seconds as per your convinient.....it will work, (remember just 1 second). anybody handle 1 second.
sunilviolin11 2 years ago
hello nayomee i understand ur depression and what ur going through so dont feel like ur alone cause ur not!i think ur a very pretty girl and have ur whole life ahead of u cheer up please....i am male 29 from ny usa hope u feel better bye.
venom2006 2 years ago
aw parece como si se hubiera enterado de que mannydinzan solo la utilizó por entretenimiento aw que pendeja... digo... que triste jajaja!
GREGSONHARRY 2 years ago
Hi Naomi! Im Really Sorry You Are Doing Though All This.
I Get Abused All The Time And it Really Hurt My Feelings
Here Are A Couple:
1.How the fuck did this get 4 Stars? It doesn't even deserve it!
2.Not nearly as good as I expected... 2/5
3.Epic Fail......
4.you suck at pivot
5.lame>> Most Of These Are From My (Very) Popular Video "WHAT THE FU-BOOM"
niceonegunit 2 years ago
A person like mannydinzan? Who is he?
Suffering?... You haven't seen anything yet!
GREGSONHARRY 2 years ago
I want you to add me as a friend nayomee, i tried to mail you a message
juhanssson 2 years ago
what is mannydinzan?
GREGSONHARRY 2 years ago
Hey Naomi, I've watched a lot of your videos and they break my heart. I have social anxiety disorder too. I really wanna head an update from you. Take care of yourself, and I hope you have a really happy life :) you deserve better
1234yayman 2 years ago
Hey nayomee i sent you a friend request
Bestrong4 2 years ago
Hi Naomi, would love to hear an update on how you are going - I know it stresses you, so no pressure, just keen to hear how you are. Take care.
gnomie49 2 years ago
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nothing is wrong with you, just take it fucking easy...u should be glad to look like you do.. there are so many people that are uglier than you and live a normal life and ur not even ugly.. u aint fat u aint skinny.. JUST CHILL NO1 CARES!! NO1
copperhead88 2 years ago
hope things are going well for you. i was with my ex for 7 yrs. and it took me a good almost 2 years to get over him. it's been almost 4 years now and i realize that i was much better off without him and that he didnt deserve me. so keep your head up.
kailey1001 2 years ago
du armes kleines mädchen,
ich denke du brauchst hilfe.
Segler133 2 years ago
you seem to be doing well now. keep it up
killer2611 2 years ago
Would be great to know how your doing!
Hope all is well and that things are falling into order for u to be happy again.
Your a very beautiful woman and I believe u will find that special someone who loves u unconditionally and will be there to support u thru these problems instead of being heartless and leaving.Good luck and hope u see an update soon.LOVE the Zeke vids.
akgothbitch81 2 years ago
Hi Naomi, please make another video, i'm curious how things ar going. i hope everything is okay!!!
dirtypaper 2 years ago
I hope your life becomes full like it was before the divorce.
My heart goes out to you and I've been through something very similar.
I can only tell you that it will eventually get better when YOU decide to start on the path.
I made the mistake of hoping and hoping and lost many years because of it.
I'm happily married now for 13 years with another and I couldn't be happier.
goodguy309 2 years ago
Hey Naomi. I'm just checking in again to see if you might have a new update. You know. maybe let us know how you are doing and Zeke too. I hope to hear somthing soon. Or maybe you might message me. Like a lot of people on youtube I'm very interested to hear how you\re doing
P.S. sorry if this is rambling but I haven't had much sleep, Take care of yourself
<3ss
napgit 2 years ago
hi nayomee,
hope u read my comment on your "sorry its been so long" video.
well, based on this video rightnow, i believe you're doing good. keep it up.
Xoxo misaki
misakiinocian 2 years ago
You look much much much better. Glad to see you are doing well now. Just keep moving forward. Take care always.
Korbamite 2 years ago
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have a look at my video its very interesting and helps! its about the link between social anxiety and body language.
MRah92 2 years ago
Hi Nayomee. I wrote a letter to you, but it says only friends can write to you. I sent you a friend invitation then.If you accept it, it will be nice!:)
Hugs!
SmukkeCarol 2 years ago
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And you can send message to me by facebook.etc...My name is Shoichi Machino. I'm a Japanese guy[23 y.o.].
Trust me...I will reply all letter I receive with sincere way.[if it is not cheating one]. Usually,I don't receive any letter from friends,and feel lonely. So I'm happy someone talk to me, or I can feel someone need my response...
So you are welcome to send me message, if you want^^ And as I'm Japanese, maybe, I can advise in different view from western people..
machino111 2 years ago
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machino111 2 years ago
Hi,Naomi! I checked your videos today...
Me too often attacked by depression..i don't cut my list etc,but often I lose power to do something, and cry...
It's good you seemed to overcome,at least better condition than before..:）
Do you join facebook? There is a group people help/support each other to prevent depression,suicide,etc...The name of the group...[Four guys, one destination, one mission :Suicide Prevention]
You can get hope from the page. You can visit it^^
Good luck for you!
machino111 2 years ago
Hey Naomi hope you feeling ok. Youre on the right track with the meditation girl,That really helped me alot i realised a lot of my negative thought6s came from an absence of stillness in mind, ie I contstantly had to worry bout something. My counsellor told me to accept things more, but its not like you go around saying i accept that a stranger stepped on my toe lol, but like when youre late for work, i accept i wont be there on time, im sure you know how this relates to meditation.ok latas
thecontender09 2 years ago
Hi just wondering if you had read any of the Claire Weekes books (she's also Australian) they really helped me a lot. At the time there was no way I could read anything because I couldn't seem to concentrate and kept getting those horrible Derealization feelings. From the first page I couldn't put this book down, it's written for people like us by someone who really understands, it showed me the way forward. Anyway just thought it might help.
Self Help for Your Nerves by Claire Weekes
rapidachris 2 years ago
wish all the best !!!!!!!!
asteraki23 2 years ago
how did you resolved your depression?
what medications do you take?
i have a resistable depression...
errewalla 2 years ago
Hey Naomi, just stoppin' by again to see how you're doing. I'm not going to give up or forget about you. I subscribed to you a some time ago. I have similar issues going on. I'm not putting any pressure on you but I As well as others really would like an update. We do care about you a lot. If you need a friendly/sympathetic person to talk to send me a private message and we can work somthing out. Stay strong and remember I do care
napgit 2 years ago
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your a lesbian and i hate u!!!!!!!!
cyberduhh 2 years ago
You are beautiful. I like you so much despite your problems. I love your voice too I think its sexy.
Trying2HelpUs 2 years ago
You are so beautiful. I would be your boyfriend if I knew you.
SocalDNM 2 years ago
sorry i ran out of room. i think 4 what i have ceen u r doing well and all the support from the viewers. i think has helped in my opion. i can t spell worth crap, but an intellagent woman like your self will have no issues with my spelling latter alagater
blackquiver 2 years ago
i have been on the pc for about 3hours
listen too u,{intimate}. i find this all intriguing. i found that i had to start an account. too leave u a comment. i do have a question?.do u bring the u tube into your sessions, and disscuss it in group. and i probaly have not ceen all of your vids. but whom's idea was this.ummmm, i would like to c the new update of your life. im thinken this is the most recent ?. how ever i can talk for ever.i will continue to look for more recents.
blackquiver 2 years ago
You know, I only stumbled upon the wedding video of this user and 2 minutes into it, I knew that the marriage won't last more than a few years. My only error was that I assumed it would go on for roughly 5 years before someone gets stabbed in the eyes. Of course, it only survived for 2 or less years due to the poster's psychological issues. I can't even comprehend her accent.
inlukh 2 years ago
Hello Naomi! I was going to send you a message, but it was disabled.. :/
Is there any way I send you the message in private?
Kitsunechan4 2 years ago
Been looking at ur videos feel really sorry for u, i too suffer from depression, anxiety, self harming and social phobia im alot better now but its still really hard and still have to see counciler etc, i have to say that u seem so much healthier looking in this video maybe uve been eating better or something but u look alot better now and i hope everything works out for u!
BrainlessMind 2 years ago
Hey girly,
I know i haven't heard from you in a while. I thought you frogot about youtube there.
Love yah stay strong!
materialrainbow 2 years ago
oh one last thing -- that guy was stupid to leave you...probably a lot people here think so.
red12512 2 years ago
good for you. you're definitely on the road to progress. it takes a lot of time-- i've been to DBT and lotsa therapy, groups & meds, but trust me it does work out, but it does take time. just stick with therapy and you'll see, eventually...sometimes it takes years, but that's ok, you're young. i'm so happy now in my 30's but it took years of therapy, started when I was 18 in fact. but you get healthier and healthier, trust me.
red12512 2 years ago
You look so much better and together than in your last video. Good for you. I am off work with clinical depression and nowhere near where you are now. I am struggling to keep it together and take some inspiration from you. Thank you.
MIKE1238673 2 years ago
I saw your lonely and depressed video and felt for you. I am glad to see that you are taking control of your life. Good luck and best wishes.
RACorelli 2 years ago
You are suffering from borderline personality disorder - read up on it and become an expert on it.
granzo55 2 years ago
Hey Naomi, just checking in again. I hope you're taking of yourself, and maybe you could do an update vid soon. There are a lot of people out here that do care. Hope to see you soon. Take care
napgit 2 years ago
Get yourself together...Blah BlahBlah it's called life!So it didn't work out,get over it!
doormatt2000 2 years ago
Get YOURSELF together, if you need to insult people. It's very sad.
red12512 2 years ago
do it on your leg, at the top. try meditation, that helped me a lot. Good luck. XXXX
alanna4858 2 years ago
you look more relaxed than last vid
... ummm......
hey ! on the bright side you are real pretty.
if u think male company *raises eyebrows* could cheer u up then just call :o)
sweetypie000 2 years ago
Are you okay???
Nonekason 2 years ago
cocoa butter lotion should help with scaring, some pregnant women use it for strech marks, I used some for a scar can hardly tell its there anymore
mizzsaylor 2 years ago
put concealer on your arms. I hope you feel better soon. hugs.
justme10111 2 years ago
so... let me get this straight. your husband ran out on you, and you were diagnosed with BPD..
ever wonder if it wasn't his fault the relationship went to shit? ...
just my 2 cents. in a relationship there's supposed to be 2 people working at it, but if someone is making it impossible to live with the other, it's obvious and expected that the other party is gonna run out, IF they don't get what they signed up for.
metallifreak101 2 years ago
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crazyjenny1 2 years ago
Take care Naomi, many of us out there in the world all have problems with bpd i was diagnoised in 1998, and i hope that you find a good support group either online or in you area. take care and I added you on my subscription list to keep tabs with you for future reference and keeping up with yoour progress with BPD. Take care and I will keep you in my prayers and hope that you keep up with the videos. Peace
rezman85247 2 years ago
Hey Naomi, I keep checking your channel to see if you're taking emails or friends, please add me when your ready, I would really like to talk with you. You really do make a difference. Thank you
napgit 2 years ago
Just watched ur other videos....it sounds like you need a friend you can relate to...I don't know why you can't seem to find anybody?? Talk to me if you want!
seed419 2 years ago
I like u lots and can relate to u lots. Would love to talk to u more, so maybe you should add me :)
seed419 2 years ago
if you add me as a friend...I think I can email you.....my name is aaron
CanadaGuy80 2 years ago
hey nayomee,
I tried to email you but I got a message saying something about an ennabled friend lock?
CanadaGuy80 2 years ago
Give us more update soon again on youtube.
wavedude83 2 years ago
yes you are beautiful and u have a very nice personnality
God bless ya
ctony17 2 years ago
Hi Nayomee,
i just wanted to say i am really glad you are seeking the help your receiving and you look so much better.
Wishing you the best in life.
TONY
ps, i think you are so beautiful that i myself blush everytime i see your pic.
Take care hun.
Hope i hear from you, Cheers!
altern80s 2 years ago
:O!
SOCK69666 2 years ago
I'm going through depression as well. It hurts, it burns brighter than any truth or anything else for that matter out there for those of us who have it. I was sad when i saw your video because you are so beautiful, great figure, hair, etc. and there is absolutely NO REASON you can't find somone! It's ntohing to do with you! what you need is someone who you can really connect with, be deep with and makes you FEEL WORTHY. Im kind of rambling i apologize but ill end this message
rocketman38888 2 years ago
Put down the drugs, whining is not an illness. I would have left too.
VISI0NBIRD 2 years ago
Dear Nayomee, I hope you are keeping well and looking after yourself, with very best wishes from U.K .
deedee1067 2 years ago
P.S I too think that you are beautiful.
deedee1067 2 years ago
You have such nice hair, jealous! Do you use a special shampoo or something? I like watching your videos they are very helpful and encouraging! Keep up the great work you are beautiful o an I saw your dancing video it was very good.
heatherlycke 2 years ago
Hi how are you doing Naomi? Hope you are doing well
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snoopy22121984 2 years ago
hi iam on a-d since 4.5 years and also on diazepam. i see youre video from a year and now; and i have too say u r better now. keep the mood up girl
mattbe1980 2 years ago
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snoopy22121984 2 years ago
Keep your chin up sweetie! You are never alone, people watch this and think of you.
The0Black0Lodge 2 years ago
I will tell you something: most problems come from karma either from a past life or from this one. This also includes relationships with others. And there are things that keep repeating in life because of that. You may believe it or not. Do a search on the violet flame. You also have the option to ignore it of course. Wish you well.
crakri 2 years ago
oh just get over it. you're beautiful and will have no trouble finding a man.
chadonayneedsalife 2 years ago
your videos are really helpful. hope you feel better
notoriouschio 2 years ago 2
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orrrrrrrrrrrr poor u!!!!. Get over urself missy, husbands leave every day......get on with it.....
Aussieman333 2 years ago
Look up assertiveness its a real skill that separates agreesion from standing up for yourself and putting your self first. If youd like to chat anytime id like that Naomi.
thecontender09 2 years ago
Hey Sweetie..keep up the good work. You look awesome. Indulge yourself in the positivity of things. You're a beauty in and out and its a shame for the world to not see you. I will pray for you all the time. Keep the chin up..Try to stay happy and healthy..
mycreed13 2 years ago
You look so much healthier than the videos of when you were breaking up with husband. Keep up the hard work. The world needs you. Thanks for making these videos. Feeling compassion for you helps me feel it for myself.
LizKrydova 2 years ago
would like to hear you sing sometime.
dangerclose439 2 years ago
Hi Nayomee
Just a quick message, to offer my support, you are a truly brave individual, particularly dealing with this shit so publically.
I have been there, maybe not to the level that you have to contend with, but believe me there is always a way out, it's just a matter of finding the opening.
YOU WILL GET THERE!!!
I see you as someone who has so much to offer others who maybe in similar situations.
Hang in there mate.
Dargo25 2 years ago 2
You need to know.
Life sucks but we still have to live it.
I have allot of issues too.
You are not alone.
Your beautiful but you have heard that before. It's the mud underneath that no one sees that makes us pain.
I have the same problem. I love to laugh but I am crying or shout in silence underneath that no one hears that is the real me. I just keep a good face and die inside. Depressing, not. Just life lived.
Your on the other side of the globe but we share the same pains. Go figure.
DonWillBite 2 years ago
You are going to make it.
P&L2U
BTPossum 2 years ago
I still want to make you a painting of Zeke.
bpriley77 2 years ago
Please make another update vid soon. We need you.
bpriley77 2 years ago 3
I am still trying to understand what it's like to be you. I applaud you for sharing with me. I truly hope that you're improving. Know that I am thinking about you.
Thank you.
Sturdyhart 2 years ago
Naomee, I just wanted you to know that I'm praying for you. I've struggled with severe depression for many years. Just hang in there, ok?
tmarnt 2 years ago
everyone has problems and no one is above anyone else so no one can pass judgement on you unless they walk 1 million miles in your shoes and feel the difficulty and hard time that you have felt and experience what you have experienced. Anyway I aint this gloomy half the time so mad props to you girl and if you wanna chat id be more then glad to.
thecontender09 2 years ago
Hi im 30 from New Zealand I have suffered a lot with social anxiety especially the last 5 years ive put myself away from others,feeling empty inside its a terrible feeling. Just like to say you are not alone and that I truely pray that you get better Naomi forget about other people and the pressures they may put on you concentrate on what will make you better and feel better...
thecontender09 2 years ago
some advice for you, we were born happy and carefree as children go back to your earlisest memory take notice of any negative events that may have shaped your thinking on anything be it men, abandonement, loneliness whatever get in touch with how it made you feel, how it formed your view on life make peace with that event and advise yourself like a mother would on how to move on from it. Thats just something that helped me and hope it gives you something to think about.
thecontender09 2 years ago
Hi Naomi just wanna say thank you for sharing your videos and your honesty . Youve really helped me see how serious this thing is and how it can affect anyone. I myself have had low self esteem my whole life middle child was different from my siblings as I was a nerd and sensitive turned out for the last 9 years ive had social phobia im now 30 and through help counselling drugs also the help support of family i am seeing things differently, there is truly hope for you naomi god bless. xxx00xx
thecontender09 2 years ago
hi i was just checkin out your vids. just wanted to say you seem like a sweet heart! i'm anxious and panicy all the time too
gofindyoursaint 2 years ago
I had to put this here cause it wouldnt let me send a private message:
how about you do me a favor and stay out of it. me and merinda have written each other now and i already apologized for jumping to a judgement
baby13threligion 2 years ago
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I admire you so much for putting these videos up. You are so brave to be facing your fears and problems head on. I hope you know people can relate and don't think your weird. Hope you're doing well! I'll check out emma's page. Take care. i wish you all the best in life and hope the treatments work.
greenhameatnmoose 2 years ago
I admire you so much for putting these videos up. You are so brave to be facing your fears and problems head on. I hope you know people can relate and don't think your weird. Hope you're doing well! I'll check out emma's page. Take care. i wish you all the best in life and hope the treatments work.
greenhameatnmoose 2 years ago
i hope your ok get better soon.
wavedude83 2 years ago
omg. Hunny!! I watched your videos!!! Iam sooo sorry for what you are going through. Look at it this way sweet heart!!!! It can only get better from here. You are a beautiful inteligent woman!!! And i know that there is someone out there for you. That will treat you the way that you deserve. keep your head up baby girl!!!!!!! and just remember that you are loved, and things will get better eventually.
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LordKarmaUSA 2 years ago
Hey Naomi I also saw a few of your videos, and I want to say that I'm really sorry with what you have and had to go through. I know that in the future things will get a lot better, because your a beautiful person who deserves a lot more than this. I hope everything works out for you
Tony
TTBurger88 2 years ago
Hiya Naomi, just stopping by to quickly leave u a big hug and to see how you are doing! x x Emma x x
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BorisBarak 3 years ago
these videos obviously aren't helping you, there an extra responsibility that add stress to your life. The true happiness you seek is out in the world, go explore and meet people. Shut off the computer and go out and make friends. We are tired of seeing you in this cycle. Go to the beach, meet a guy and shake off the cobwebs!
Ps. when you meet him, don't tell him about the depression. allow yourself to change.
thelaughingmonkey 3 years ago 2
in there looks dark. very.
i wish you could get out.. u know.. just run off.. forget it all. could you just move from australia? i dunno. move to the bahamas or somewhere.
move away! go somewhere simple. very simple. cheap. get a job. live on some countryside somewhere in the caribbean, near the ocean. it will heal your broken heart. i think you will get better. find love. happiness and companionship. find friends. i dunno.. CHANGE?
i dunno.. i'm sorry if i upset u but.. u need to be happy
DaniaVlogMania 3 years ago
I am 11 months into conversational model therapy for BPD and severe depression. If you really want to make it work, and to change, it is very much possible.
Also, I have left arm scaring issues from self harm. I havent harmed in about a year and the little ones have faded and are not too obvious, but some of the deeper keliod ones never might. I plan to get full sleeves of tattoos over them once I have finished therapy and am off the anti-depressents. Bio oil helps fade them too.
melanieanneveritt 3 years ago
I'm not being flippant. Sometimes I just don't want to get out of bed and I feel that maybe I'll just sleep my life away and soon enough it will just be over. Then sometimes I think about being hacked into bits by machetes in Riwanda or having my lungs set on fire while my skin and flesh are being scorched off my bones from an Israeli white phosphorus bomb. So I muster the courage to leave my house and buy groceries at the local market, thinking to myself that life could be much worse I guess
hellomynameistravis 3 years ago
hey nayomee add me as a friend if u want u seem like a really nice girl mike27 perth wa:)
mike90199 3 years ago
So just google:
Cognitive Behavioural Therapy for Dummies (For Dummies (Psychology & Self Help)
I would love to hear from you, and please know that you are not alone :)
(I would have messaged you this, but I had to be your friend first. And I thought it pretty important that you read this now)
lilyblueheart 3 years ago
All your psychological problems are curable, regardless of what doctors may tell you.
Drugs are not the answer, they just worsen the problem.
Don't you want to live your life instead of just trying to exist?
I can see that a few people have already suggested certain methods and programs, however the cost of these programs can be rather pricey.
I bought this book in the U.K. for like £10, and I am still alive because of it.
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lilyblueheart 3 years ago
My doctor prescribed me anti-anxiety pills, and a shrink.
The pills were awful, they numbed all my senses, I was very slow in forming my thoughts.
And most important of all, I was never happy.
So I bought this book, referred to me by my cousin, called:
Cognitive Behavioural Therapy for Dummies (For Dummies (Psychology & Self Help)
And I can honestly say that it saved my life.
You become your own anti-depressant and you fight your own demons.
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lilyblueheart 3 years ago
So I've watched a few of your videos about your social anxiety/ agrophobia.
I find this all really moving, and I would like to help you.
I went through the exact same things as a side effect from excessive drug use.
I didn't want to leave my house in fear of social embarrassment, and as a result of being in contact with the outside world, I would have constant panic attacks. It got so bad that I refused to leave my house.
I didn't know where to turn and was suicidal for a long time.
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lilyblueheart 3 years ago
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lilyblueheart 3 years ago
l found you WOW its been a long bloody time lm on a emotional rollercoaster so ya l got al teary eyed watching this video,
gosh babe its really good seeing you again just happy your still here on earth and lm REALLY glad you get to see zeke often gosh babes you look good but then you always did please stay intouch love tara xoxoxoxox
Playgirl2day 3 years ago
Nice!
paparotzie 3 years ago
Hello nayomee77, I was seeing your videos and I'm very happy for you to see your last video you see much better than in the others, more conected with reality, I had my own emotional experiences with same emotional problems like yours,but I learned to accept certain things in my life, besides I embraced sports to make my brain pump adrenalin and make it work in another level, it helped me a lot, but also I used to pray all the time for strenght,just a little comment,p.s.youlook prettier now.
pmagdiel 3 years ago
I am having a bad day as I've broken up from my partner. I have been getting really, really low time since. I have found EFT and immersed myself in it. It's not always a quick fix but does help if you totally go with it. However I wish you all the best and really wish you can find your way clear again. Best wishes from England
DAH210774 3 years ago
Have just been diagnosed with bpd. Wish you all the best sweetheart
Alandiggers79 3 years ago
I've been watching your videos today, putting together your story. Nayomee, I don't know if anyone tells you this, but you are beautiful, and I know you hurt, I know how you hurt. I hurt like that.
You aren't alone, i know sometimes the sun never looks like its going to rise in our lives, but I promise you, the sun *will* rise again for you.
RedCrayonFace 3 years ago
It has to. You are too beautiful inside for the night to claim you. Keep fighting this, you can do it.
You will see a brighter day. You will beat this.
Keep at it, dove.
RedCrayonFace 3 years ago
Hi there. My heart goes out to you, I have gone through a divorce myself and a recent breakup and it is all the more difficult when you suffer from anxiety disorder. At least I know there is someone in the same boat out there. Keep strong sweetie! Things will get better, that's what I keep telling myself anyway!
Thank you for your videos!
arcticjem 3 years ago
i know whatever ppl say doesnt make it better and could just wish u could snap out of it! but i promise you, you just have to try,step over that fear and everything will be ok! your young beautiful, leave your life to the fullest, it could only be our one chance.i know its easy to say, i dont know when but it will be ok.leave the life u have imagined as a lil girl.get out there do things that u always wanted to do, dont let anything stop u! tought times dont last, tought ppl do! - know that!
guccielle 3 years ago
I like your last quote: "Tough times don't last, tough people do!" That's really inspirational.
Luv4Learning 3 years ago
I meant this comment to be for Gucciele :-P
Luv4Learning 3 years ago
well, thanx heaps! i just came across nayomee's vids just by acident...and my heart goes out to people like that...so an ispirational quote is all i can do and i hope it helps.
guccielle 3 years ago
You are too good and beautiful to be going through this. You deserve the best.
trustful88 3 years ago
I have very similar condition. Seeing your vids makes me feel a little better, knowing that I'm not alone. You have a lot of work ahead of you with recovery. I wish you all my best and hope that you can find some peace in your heart. We all need that from time to time.
Added you as a friend!
leesosad 3 years ago
i have to agree, i have similar issues, you are definately not alone, Stilnox is bad stuff
morpheuss17 3 years ago
I've just been diagnosed with social phobia and moderate depression--I can relate to some aspects of how you feel. I do think its great that you can go through with these videos!...I couldn't....I wish you the best with the treatments
1jjc2 3 years ago
Hi Nayomee, I have had social anxiety and deppression too. Its very hard sometimes and sometimes I would like to die, but so far I have kept going. I feel like I have things to learn and things to offer in this world and that i'll be glad that I stayed.I was lead to your videos by searching for social anxiety and I've watched quite a few and think its great ur doing them and find them very helpful. I just want to let you know that I love you and am thinking of you. You are great,I believe in you
oziedis 3 years ago
Hey Nayomee,
Just wanted to tell you that I enjoy your videos and can relate to a lot of things you speak about. If you ever want to talk....feel free to message me. Oh....hope this brightens your day....I think you are absolutely gorgeous!....but Im sure you get that all the time.
PS. I added you as a friend
CanadaGuy80 3 years ago
i was with a guy 9yrs. I was attacked by a girl I called a friend thats what started my panic anxiety. every1 tells me I need 2forget it that its been almost 10yrs now its hard 2forget when its caused me 2have this everyday. I take xanax 4my anxiety Im always anxious or worrying about somethin Im 27 yrs old I live in Pensacola Fl. actually came across ur videos by accident but can relate know how u feel I cry almost on a daily basis Im so tired of being sick tired & alone. Would like to talk 2u
semperfibabe222 3 years ago
8 months and still as beautiful as ever.
:-)
saw your vids thru jules, mirinda and ozziebasterd prolly 18 months ago. well, you look good, all i wanted to say.
FlaviusTheGreat 3 years ago
I wish you the best. Stay strong and know we're rooting you here.
cheapcheapcheapcom 3 years ago
You know we're all pulling for you, right? And that by pulling for you we're also boosting ourselves? Just watching your videos gives a lot of us hope and perspective.
Seriously. My demons hate it when you make a video. They feel unloved because I'm focusing on yours. :)
TormentedByDemons 3 years ago
I`m bleeding because I cut my self, praise god I`m going to die tonite, I fucked up.
bw666d 3 years ago
Have you considered Taijin Kyofusho (TKS). While it is rare in the west, it is common (Among) phobia in Japan. It is based on the fear of offending others with a body part, body language, or body odor. Fear of eye-to-eye contact.
TimothyPhillips 3 years ago