Back to the Start || SPN .:. Dean & Castiel (Warning: S7 Spoilers)

[FightYourDestiny]

So i was fine - enjoying the video a bit sad but i have learned to deal with the fact that Cas is gone. And then "Don't Ever Change" I started to tear up. Beautiful!

[SebastianEduardoLeto]

what happened to Castiel?! :o

[Eyeshiner22]

supernatural news saids Misha is listed for season 7 ep 17 so far..misha confirmed

[az5714]

Please song?^ 0:17

[alydog13]

Now that "Don't ever change" scene means so much more!!!! And it tears my heart to shreds!

[tya4life17]

wow. Beautiful video! made me tear up as I watched it! Excellent job you did with this! =D

[Austral13]

I probably already commented but rewatching this, man I thought I was finally moving on. Got all teary eyed again. 

[lightsallfading]

Gah! I swear I commented on this but my comment disappeared! This is so devastatingly beautiful and you are a genius ;) Excellent work.

[AndyAckles]

OMG, this was so sad :(

I loved it <3

Amazing video :D

[fluffyANDclover]

goDDAMNIT I'M CRYING AGAIN

[WorldClassTimeWaster]

Oh Dear, I just broke down again, I think i've re started the stages of greif... ah screw it, I haven't got past denyal, I haven't got past denyal that Gabriel is dead. It'll take a lot to convince me Cas is dead!

But in all seriousness this was beautiful, brought me to tears, but it was amazing. Real well done! :D

[Jessispy]

dammit...

my heart is totally broken now.

Bobby... dont you dare say 'rest in peace' because he aint resting because he aint dead. Dont make me come over there and kick your ass idget

[teleaula]

YOU ARE A MONSTER!!! D<

I even had forgoten about some of those scenes! "Don't ever change"...

oh my god... ARGGGGG

[wewerefatedtopretend]

that soundtrack from the movie is enough to make me cry by itself, but with dean/cas it's just... GROSS SOBBING

[PurpLePrinCes5]

THIS CAN NOT BE THE END OF CAS! :(

[SupernaturalBabe369]

AW :'( I LOVE YOUR VIDEO, It made me sad :'( Can't Belive Cas has gone! I FREEKING LOVE THIS VIDEOS, HANDS DOWN, in my opinion, THIS IS THE BEST DEAN&CAS VID!!! It SO SAD!!! :'( I LOVE YOUR VOICEOVERS!!! Thats what makes this videos even more awesome Not awesome a better word than awesome more awesom-er (?) than awesome!

[mintdeer]

I totally thought of BBM during this scene too!!! ( the trench coat/ the shirt) Oh so sad!!!!! Great vid, and wonderful music to accompany it! 

[xMikanNamix]

......*BAWL*

[CaptainRoxasChan]

I'm crying so hard right now ;__; I think I'm going to drown in my tears Dx

Such a brilliant and awesome video! T__T *sniff*

[tatisakura81]

I'm so sad!!! This video is so heartbreaking!!! Beautiful ^_^

[gaarasuri]

T-T Damn, Castiel better come back! If he is gone for good they should have let him go with something bigger than just that! T-T man I was watching last night after taking some nyquil and I fell asleep right after the show was over. 0-0 I had the wackiest dream with dean, sam, bobby, and cass in it. I don't even have the space here to explain it but I ended up waking up right when cass miraculously showed back up and I stepped towards him. I tried like hell to get back to sleep but I couldn't.

[Jessispy]

If castiel doesnt come back, im not watching the show anymore (alright, maybe i will. but ill be crying the whole way through cause hes not in it)

[cougarsassy]

*bawls* Was going to be brave while watching your vid...failed MISERABLY!!

[supernatch]

Awww so sad and sweet. Amazing job!

[kasienkanikki]

Music from Brokeback mountain? Really? Really??? Are you trying to kill me Anna.

That was so amazing!

[oywidapoodles]

Beautiful. ;_______________;

[nikifinley1120]

*Sobbing again*

This was so beautiful, just PERFECT <3

[johnnydeppaddict12]

Anna this is beautiful.... tear my heart into pieces again why don't you!! lol. Love it though. Love this song from Brokeback Mountain always gets me.

[Faefolk]

I love you. this is exactly what I was thinking. and this is amazing.

[jorgecremexicano92]

i love this video its the first video about dean and castiel that i saw and is the first video about dean and castiel seems not gay this video its not look gay like others or sick

[oywidapoodles]

@jorgecremexicano92 Oh lord, this comment is ironic.

[constan1678]

OMG OMG AGAIN YOU DID IT AGAIN T_T WHY WHY? Oh wait I remember XP your awesome thats why XD!!

[SuperJellyBelly13]

Ohmyfucking god.

HE CANNOT BE DEAD! Absolutely not. I refuse.

And Dean was just like he was with Sammy... Denial, Anger, Hopelessness, then Forgiveness. He was in Anger in the first one then once he thought Cas was dead then he kinda forgave him.

HE IS AN HONORARY WINCHESTER AND I DON'T CARE WHETHER YOU SHIP DESTIEL OR SASTIEL (I don't) THEIR RELATIONSHIPS ARE THE SHIT AND FOR ME ALMOST AS AWESOMELY BROMANTIC AS SAM AND DEAN.

So if he's really dead (HE WON'T BE) someone is going to pay.

[lucidiquedreams]

ouch my broken heart... </3

[linkinchester95]

awweee this is sooo cute :')

[lacountess]

I'm poop. I can't take it anymore. My heart literally squeezed in my chest watching this. I know he's alive. There's no way that was his send off. Destiel will live on.

Best video I've seen of this episode.

[MsLyraGW]

Oh, okay, go on and insist on crushing the little bits left of my heart after this episode! :p

You are cruel. CRUEL.

...

But this is beautiful. :)

[LightNeverFades]

@MsLyraGW D'aww bb! <3333 TwT Thank you! <33333 I couldn't stop myself, Cas deserved a memorial tribute (even if he may or may not come back!)

[xXUntilTheEndXx]

Why would you do that?T_T I'll just lock myself in the bathroom and cry now.

Beautiful vid. I miss my angel oAo

[LightNeverFades]

@xXUntilTheEndXx Awwww noooo! *rips out door and hugs you* <333 Don't cry! I think he'll be back! xP The way he 'died' is very suspicious, lol. :P Anyways, thank you so much for watching! <3

[Celumee]

omg my creys are everywhere ;__; so beautiful!

[LightNeverFades]

@Celumee Awww! *hugs you* Thank you so much! <333 TwT

[poophorsie]

HE'S NOT DEAD. I REFUSE TO BELIEVE THIS SHIT. *goes to tumblr to whine about it..*

[lucaszd88]

great tribute!! Is cas really dead? .. I'm afraid , he really is this time!!! =((

Please somebody answer me!!? ='(

[soupshop]

sweet jesus. better than the actual episode.

[LightNeverFades]

@soupshop Oh my god, that means the universe to me, especially because I harbor a secret crush on you and everything that you make! O_O <3 Thank you so much for making my night! xD *hugs*

[visionoftomorrow]

Dude a trench coat make me cry xD

[ToruFinalFantasy]

omg Anna...ç__ç at first when the music start i thought it was a "funny video" but then.....*raining on my face* every scene of them, the first time they meet and everything, and the end "don't ever change"..it was so sad and beautiful <3 ç_____________________________­____ç

i still won't believe he is gone for good........i hate everything...TT-TT (but i love you and this video!!!)

[WeirdIsUs]

DO YOU ENJOY BREAKING OUR HEARTS EVEN MORE, ANNA?

[LightNeverFades]

@WeirdIsUs MWAHAHAHA I BREAK HEARTS AND MAKE HEART JAM <3 ... okay that sounded way more creepier than it sounded in my head, lol! *__*;; I didn't mean to break your heart bb!<333 TWT *huggles* <333 Forgivemeeeeee! xP

[fedupwithusernames]

this makes me so sad, and i've never even watched a single episode of this show. maybe i should start watching it though. :'(

[LightNeverFades]

@fedupwithusernames Oooh, it's a great show although it tends to give you happiness in one scene and then tragedy in another! TwT

[FromUnderYourBed]

fucking crying ugh

[EtTaRi]

It's heartbreaking.

:( It is always so hard to believe that a favourite character has died because you never know if he's gone for sure, and now with Cass 'dying' or 'disappearing' like that it's like... :'(

This video is beautiful, an other masterpiece made by you.

I really love your videos, so keep doing them and... don't ever change (that)!

[LightNeverFades]

@EtTaRi Oooh thank you so much! I have a feeling Cas will be back, just not quite his normal self. Or if Cas did die, his angelic ghost is wandering around trying to find the boys. o_O; (severe mental denial alert)

[SaraXSohma]

@LightNeverFades I'm in denial as well. I refuse to think that Cas is dead. D:

[EtTaRi]

@LightNeverFades I've already thought about what if Cas comes back but in a different vessel? For me, it wouldn't be the same, because I'm so used to Misha, his way of acting and playing him, his face expressions as cas, the sound of his voice, just everything Castiel literally is.

But yeah, I have this feeling as well but with supernatural... I'm just not so sure because you can never know!

I suppose that's one of the main reasons why i love this show so much :)

[JessAwards]

To think that finding a trench coat on the water could bring me to tears!!  Touching and beautiful video!

[LightNeverFades]

@JessAwards Aww thank you so much! TWT <3

[ostormbringero]

those basatrd writers if they think for one moment that I will take Cas's and Bobby's death sitting down FUCCCCCKKKK!!!!!!!

[endbutterfly]

This is beautiful and very well done with the emotion. Still, when Brokeback Mountain came on I lost it with laughter. Oh our poor shipper hearts.

[LightNeverFades]

@endbutterfly LOL I actually intended it to be deadly serious but now I realize this could also be really hilarious, lmfao! XD <3 Thank you so much for watching! x)

[melie12doctorwho]

absolutely fantastic. Thanks for this video =) But I'm sure Castiel still alive. Maybe only in human but he can't be dead :o

[Pyrox1]

awesome vid, but I must say...Cas is STILL ALIVE! like leviathan said..his body was burning up and couldn't handle it all so he has to be floating around up there! 

[doode25]

*SOBS* AKDFLJGA I KNEW YOU WOULD DO THIS TO ME. *CURLS INTO A BALL AND ROCKS BACK AND FORTH SLOWLY* I LOVE YOU. I LOVE YOUR VIDEOS, I LOVE THAT YOU MADE THIS EPISODE INTO SOMETHING AS EPIC AS THIS FOR THE DEAN/CAS FANS. AKLDFJKAG I ADORE YOU!!

[LightNeverFades]

@doode25 SDGKDF+LGKD+FLGK <3333 TWT Oh my GOD C'MERE LEMME HUGGLE YOU AND JOIN YOUR HUGGLE HUNGLE<333333333333! Thank you SO MUCH! *sobs* <333 I couldn't help myself, I tried doing something hilarious but this damn tune wouldn't freakin' stop rewinding endlessly in my head for hours, lol! XD Maybe it was a sign or some sort by Cas? o___O lol! XD I LOVE YOU TO PIECEEESSSS!!! *hugs* (not literally of course, I love you as a whole XD! <3)

[Paintmare06]

My heart. It's so broken. Our poor boys, THEY'RE so broken. </3

[kasumi1985]

This is officially my favorite vid of destiel. I can cry watching it all day. My hearts aches just by remembering it. My god this is so beautiful.

[knwngthwrds]

That was so beautiful. And breathtaking! I'm glad you let the scenes ride out and didn't do many effects. It was perfect just remembering those good times... I have tears in my eyes, I can' t believe he's gone!

[craigyismybaby]

I seriously don't believe he is dead. I just can't. he is at least half the reason i watch this show. if they confirm his death, i most likely will break down. i miss him already.

[findmeharry2]

That did cheer me up a little, but it also made me sad! I favorited... it kind of just summed them up, and it was nice.

[TheLastBishop]

*Weeps uncontrollably.*

[puzare2p3]

WHY WOULD YOU MAKE THIS.

[LoveMetal5233]

i can't see through my tears

[thinkingorplotting]

WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA­AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH­HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH­HHHHHHHHHHH. I DON'T GIVE A FUCK, JUST BRING MY BABY BACK. DO IT NOW, WRITERS. FUCK YOU ALL I WANT HIM BACK WAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

[Blink182Fan16]

"dont ever change' gah. okay, this is beautiful, with the brokeback theme, lovely job. <3

[winnconway]

oh my god the brokeback music. the accuracy. the sadness. the beauty. i have so many feelings <3

[mrsavo69]

ONLY FAV!!

[LadyMagiccc]

oh my ... *speechless*

[BellaKitSE]

annndd I'm crying

[kissmrule]

i so love thi svido tioc ool and so sweet and sad to

[Austral13]

Houston, we got tears. I'm jumping on that boat of hope in that Cas is coming back. This is Supernatural.

[XPinkSunnyShadesX]

Oh my god. I cried. I've been a die-hard Cas fan since the beginning of s4...they can't kill him off that easily..

[TheRealBellaSwan85]

So Sad :(

[BetaArtemis]

I HATE SPN FOR DOING THIS TO ME! I WANT MY ANGEL BACK PRONTO! I don't like waiting! I want Cas back!

[ziplorence]

oh god i'm crying. like for real.. this is so unusul to me. but this is just so beautifull and heartbreaking

[Nyah86Production]

Farewell Cas! We're all gonna miss you so much... *sniff*

So... who wants to drive to Vancouver with me and slap Sera Gamble in the face?

[TancerkazVegas]

god, my heart...and this ending...no, seriously, it's too much.

[SthichWTF]

OMG!! I freaking love it! So beautiful but sad D: <33

[castleoblivion13]

omg this brought me to tears ;___; so beautiful. dammit cas why did you have to die?

[tess4x]

Cas IS perfect...

[xHeartxFreakx]

O so emotionallly ... just watched the Episode ! Just want Cas back :/

[Lupusanghren]

Anna... This is... This is absolutely beautiful... *_* You made me cry so much... This is a perfect job, like always... <3 One of my favourite SPN video <3

[LightNeverFades]

@Lupusanghren Aww thank you so much! <333 x)

[iRockYurSockss]

:'( tears for days and days and days.

[spacedoutagain]

Everything hurts . Anna you are a beautiful soul.

[LightNeverFades]

@spacedoutagain Wow, thank you very much! <3 x) You are so sweet and kind, thank you! *hugs*

[lilKate1515]

so freakin wesooome *-* i hate the way that he dies! D;

[joannablhani]

THIS IS SO BEAUTIFUL AND PAINFUL I CAN'T HANDLE IT

[FairyKingdom86]

Loved this! And great music choice. I don't think Castiel is really gone---the writer's gave him too easy an end and I really feel like there's something more to come. Hopefully...haha!

[quixoticelo]

OH GOD THIS SONG WHY :'( I enjoyed ep 2 so much, despite this "death" since I'm convinced Cas is not gone for long but now I'm sad again. But beautiful vid :)

[spiritrainrox]

Gross sobbing.

I can't with this anymore D:

bb come back.

[MichiyoUzumaki]

:(

[DeNiSaY60]

ohA GFOD i am legitimately sobbing and the fact that you used the song frrom brokeback mountain and the dont evre change in the end and im sorry im a mess rihgtn ow

[bluebox0013]

He's not gone I think he's the new boss of the Leviathan's!!!! But beautiful editing Anna ;)

[TheSoulUnder]

BROKEBACK DESTIEL.

[LightNeverFades]

@TheSoulUnder "I wish I knew how to quit you!" - Dean

"Then don't." - Castiel

[EndlesslyDreaming]

quietly sobbing my heart out :( gahh this is beautiful Anna. I have faith that Cas isnt really gone yet (or maybe im just in denial IDK,but no he's not gone...HE'S NOT).

[VanillaPopTarts]

sobbing. S O B B I NG. 

[lollypop2414]

This is so beautiful!! What a touching tribute to Cas!! I truly hope he's not gone for good!

[belongtobill]

:'( my heart! YOU HEARTBREAKER!

I'm kidding!

this vidoe is perfect!

[thinktwice1997]

*SOBS!* Oh my god...the coat scene...and all of their best moments...and then you just HAD TO PUT "Don't ever change"?!?! *crawls under desk and sobs eyes out*

[00shelly77]

I'M CRYING! God, and THIS SONG! I didn't think of Brokeback Mountain when I first saw the seen, but now... Wow!

And the "don't ever change" at the end... :'(

Beautiful video, I love it. Faved!

*goes off and cries again*

[TearaPhoenix]

OOOH!

THIS IS A F***N' CRUEL WORLD!!!!

beautiful video, hun!

I'm gonna cry all night long T___T

[LightNeverFades]

@TearaPhoenix OH NO! *hugggle tackles you* <3333333 Don't cryyyyyy! Thank you so much Lisa! xD <3 Here, gave my demon tattoo handkerchief! <3

[NichoFranco]

OMG THIS SONG!

you raped my heart

[eveninrose]

I laughed so hard when the song started, because the trenchcoat made me think of the coat scene from Brokeback. I can't take the song seriously anymore now that I've seen like hundreds of spoof videos using that song, like harry potter and brokeback mountain. Oh man, good times. And now, SPN has it's own (albeit serious) one, wheee. 8D Much more like the actual movie in the heartbreak arena though. ;___;

I like the closing quote you chose for Dean and Cas and then the "Don't ever change". D=

[justAngi]

omg Anna, this is beautiful...ripping my heart out, but love it <3

[LightNeverFades]

@justAngi *HUGGLES* I'm sorry I'm ripping your heart out (I must be a ripper like Stefan o_O;;)! Thank you so much for your sweet comment though, it means so much to me! x) <333

[ElisaMelodyx]

CAS DIDN'T DIE :) <3

beautiful video !

[lilliwinchester]

I was in tears last night when Cas died just look at deans face! and when bobby said "you just lost the best friend you ever had" Oh my goodness

[FrozenHonors]

great job anna. :)

[FrozenHonors]

AWESOME!