ed: struggling more than i thought...

[bernieowen2]

Hi you gotta shat working at recovery and reducimg that toxic shite they are pumping into you,I recovered from schizophrenia,Tried suiside at least 8 times.Better times ahead when you look to recovery

[AVALONFANINVA]

how are you doing?? need to talk? email me im in recovery!

[ohyou86]

I hope you get better:) you can get through this!

[Aicila25]

hey i hope that everything starts to look up..that is the cutest dog..what type of dog is that??

[26mae1987]

hi im catt i reallly really know how you feel i said that to my shrink she didnt like it i told one of my doctors and im going into a unit in feb but i cant be left alone at all...be safe huni if you wanna message me you can you deserve to be well take care xoox catt

[rowalyrow]

xo. sending you a big hug gorgeous friend. my heart hurts for you right now, bc i know how sadly all these things can make a person feel. i really want things to get better for you bc you deserve it. you do. hope you're doing ok today xoxoxox

[hope164]

Merry Christmas Lauren!

I'm so sorry your struggleing right now,,only thing I can think to say is your not alone and take one day at a time..Dont be afride to reach out for help..we all care about you! I totally believe in you!

love ya

[flyaway3860]

you can do this sweety!!!!! i know that it's tough right now but you just have to pull through and look towards better days. love you doll.

happy holidays!!!!! xoxoxo

[LindziiW85]

Hey sweets, I'm sorry things are so hard right now, seems like its been rough for a lot of us. I hope you'll be able to enjoy your christmas because you do deserve it. Thinking about you, I'm always a msg away.

[Sia118]

My comment got lost... :( I am hurting here right now for you, I am so sorry this is so hard. Huge gugs, and a PM your way xoxo

[Stetthat]

Is there any chance your mother would talk to your therapist? She needs to realize how much support you really need, and not do stupid things like not invite you for Xmas. She can't just abandon you like that.

I'm sorry things are hard. Please find someone to surround yourself with.

[liveyourlifeALH]

I think going out to lunch with your nutritionist is amazing, especially because she really challenges you, and youre right that is the best way to challenge yourself with HER right there. Im sorry to hear you're not doing well, I'm kinda in the same boat as youu with ppl expressing concerns and stuff so if yoiu wanna talk about your confusion and not thinking youre doing "that bad" im def here bc im there too! <3 stayyy strong!

[coffeeluvr74]

....I'm so sorry about that. PLEASE do not do anything to hurt yourself. If you have to, take yourself to the ER waiting room and just "sit" there and read or something. At least it will be a safe place. Please stay safe and have a good Christmas. (idea...Help out at your local shelter on Xmas Eve/Day. Serve food, etc.) I'm praying that you will have a much heathier and happier New Year. I'm here if you need to talk.

~Amy

[coffeeluvr74]

Merry Christmas to you as well Lauren.

I'm sorry to hear that things are so hard for you right now. I can understand and relate to the idea of treatment and "timing". What about Intensive Outpatient? Is that an option for you? Or, what about "Distance Learning"? I don't know...I'm in the same spot as yourself with that. I wish that you had your family right now for support. I don't understand how your mom could not invite you for Xmas....

[dwellinpossibilities]

I would love to see you go to residential, too, because you need the LOVE on a daily basis so you can start taking care of yourself more. You need people to be present and see that they care. Take her advice and let others help you.

[audrinaaa]

Lauren, this is too awful. You have so many things to have to deal with and right before Christmas too. I hope things sort themselves out soon, and that you enjoy the holiday. Merry Christmas! Love you :)

[k10dance]

i hope things start to look up

if you ever need to talk i'm here.

i'll be thinking of you, and i hope you have a pleasant christmas becuase you deserve it to be. Try and take it easy.