Ever wanted to...

[aokska]

some people just dont understand the feelings that i have or other people get. at my old school, i was made fun of for having no family and when they found out that i cut myself it only made it worse. thats why at my new school i never told them anything and i went to new costs of hiding my cuts and scars for fear id lose them to, but it seems as if they fell in love with a different person. at my foster home im hit and punished for cutting myself. im then ignored and fed every second day.

[Chemicalkid416]

I feel the exact same way..Twice ive almost ended it for myself.

[cottlin1]

i used to hold everything inside; all the hurt pain & stress, everything.. until i met my bestfriend, then we would both let everything out to each other & we realized we'd been goin thru the same things, thing is we used to hate each other cuz of who we hung out with now where bestfriends.. but somethins diff now we dont let everything out to each other anymore, im holdin everything inside again cuz im back to how i used to be; holdin it in & helpin everyone else no matter how bad my life gets

[prisonshadows]

what a cool video - lots of info, and on top of that, she looks over to see that i cleaned her car... wait, dad did.

[Zochampuii]

So true......!!!



[MySwirlingFire]

The poems wonderful it says alot about how I feel right now

[0ceanpearl]

I don't like this world too

[Demonvampire21]

This is really true I wanted to end my life forevery leave this stupid world and live in the unknown world where u can't be see nor heard I feel everyone hates my for a reason I'm always in my own cloud of judgement I have a really low self esteem I stopped doing activities that I enjoyed

[siobhannugent]

thats how may life is at the min thanks for putting this up xxx

[joeyschuh]

this is the truth...

[MrShadowking92]

ive tried many times and everytime i failed because what ever i was trying to kill my self with wouldent work and i hated it

[inuyasha1167]

i want to end it all....and ive been trying to

[SadBleedingRose]

btw, the poem is very beautiful...it tells the truth about how many of us feel

[SadBleedingRose]

i was a cutter too...and had lots of thoughts of suicide...and it's true, it all starts with something apparently insignificant. I haven't cut for a few months, but i don;t really know the moment i've decided to stop, simply because i was shocked when i realised my scars would last forever...I wish so much to do it again in some moments, but I'm afraid my addiction would get back and I won't be able to stop again :( I also struggle a lot in my fight with my ED...and it's horrible...

[pokegod184]

hmm i solved most of my problems by jumping off the roof and landing on my moms truck lolz the pain felt good iz that bad? i dont know what the hell to do im only fucking 12

[4santa4]

@pokegod184 Jump from a much bigger building.

[tiwigirl]

i cut words onto my flesh saying "i dont hate u, u shouldnt hate me"ppl u dont hate nor like tell u crap then u start hating them!

[blackday730]

I feel just this way, its just so hard to go on like this, I just want it to end. I fight it, but I dont know how mutch more I can take.

[zozoann]

I dont cut, but that does not mean that I don't understand your pain! I self harm in other ways...If you need a shoulder, no strings attached, I'm here for you....have courage.

[demonicangel94]

wow....u have no idea how...how much i relate to that...wow im alot more f'd up then i thot...

[luniz26]

this is how i feel i want to die ive tried to commit suicide at least 15 times and god wont let me die.. its so unfair i dont want to live anymore just let me go

[catsrul1234]

i know what you mean..i havent tried as many times as you but i get your point.

[luniz26]

god wont let me die my life is so horrible ive tried to commit suicide 15 times and i just cant die.. i wish god would just let me die already ill continue to try untill i one day succeed

[Liza1612]

This is so like my life right now more then you know.....

[xxliz]

wow relate to that really well :\

[Acuransx135]

half the time this poem describes how i feel.. except i don't think of leaving... i think of cutting and dieing... the only place i find comfort is through talking with my girlfriend... but she lives far away and we can't meet.... it's not fair... but we live through it..... it's hard to but we do..... I love you babygurl

[Rancesco985]

yes,i feel just like you man...except that ,my girlfriend want to leave me,and i love her very much...is there a little happiness for me? :-(

[Acuransx135]

Thing is with me though I'm never gonna talk to her again..... and even though it was back in october..... I still miss her..... I got another girlfriend yeah but we broke up too but because she changed and acted like she didn't care for me...... Life is just REALLY hard.... all the time......

[Rancesco985]

That right mate,life is really hard...sometimes i just don't know what to do...This is torment,agony... :'(

[Acuransx135]

Well rite now my life's on kind of an upside because I got a girl in my school. I feel like I've earned this...

[shaunitomlin]

WHAT CAN U DO?

[michmp1]

dealing with life.....

[foxywestie]

whoa on like 6 of the verse things i said what i was feeling then u said it!!! major creepy

[b3ckym]

same exact ways i just cant stand it anymore

[CadiiQiisz]

I LOVE IT .. BEUTIFEL SONG

[monkeyface465]

oh my gosh that is a great poem i feel that way that like decrubes my life but i am ready to get tru so ya wonderful poem!!!!! it really touched me!!!!

[zerly93]

i think it was great..mabey it because that is how i feel ...

[sweetestpoison16]

you know what? At least we all have a home. We all go to school. We all in here have computer. We shouldnt cry because our life sucks. There are people who die of hunger. Little kids in africa...there are many people worse than us, and we gotta be strong just because of that people.

[blahtinkerbell]

i don't disagree with you but sometimes it really is hard to even see past the pain you have. I don't know you or your life but if this video in some way shape or form reminded you of your life then you would know that

[beckyangel2008]

this song and vid is amazing really like it

ur not alone most people have thought about or tried

keep strong

xxx

[superpunkypearl]

i thought i wasn't normal, till I sawd this video, i'm feeling the same... and i like to act to, that's why my friends don't know....

[sexygirlthugg]

hey...i feel the same way as you video says... yeh..its hard but one day you'll be happy again..

[sunnyblossoms]

Felt like I was teased hardest during the hardest time of my life. - well oviously if your teased hardest then it will be the hardest part. This and the last 2 years are the only years Ive been somewhat bullied it irritates me and makes me sad but not for myself but for the people around them.

[Atagamay]

...Well, that was one of the more amusing emo poems I've seen out there. (...Goat?)

Also, why set a poem to video? Seems pointless.

[burkesean2890]

i dont know if i will go on

[mustaine89]

I don't really care what other people think of me. I care what I think of me and I don't like myself. I'm a total creep and I hate how I am. I honestly don't think I have one redeeming quality.

[flobberface]

I'm sure this is not true! I don't know you but i now that everyone has something good in them. A quality we might not be able to see but other people do. please try and stay positive and you will soon find this in yourself! As the song says, Stay Strong! xox

[lilyvonschtuppp]

Everyone thinks that about themselves at some point in their life.

Just the fact that you worry about having redeeming qualities says such good things about you!

You are here for a reason, and you are worthwhile. No matter what you think or what anyone else says to the contrary.

Feel free to contact me any time.

I am thinking of you and praying for you.

[sunnyblossoms]

must: well do somethin about it. If you want to be nicer its not gonna happen over night youll have to work hard like anything else stop feeling sorry that your so evil. If you didnt care then why do you think your a creep?

[lioness0f3ngla]

yup i do

[daniephillips77]

Wow that expresses how I felt when I was growing up. It was like reading my own story.

[flobberface]

i'm glad you felt it was so personal i know that this sort of situation is happening for many people.

[daniephillips77]

Yea, its sad. You go home and everyone is fighting. The parents hit you. Then you go to school and your an outcast. Felt like I was teased hardest during the hardest time of my life. Praise God, I have overcome. I am now a wife and mother myself.

[flobberface]

i'm sorry you had a rough childhood but i'm glad that you over came it and now have a family of your own! Abi xox

[nayomee77]

Well i'm cryin :( Reminded me of me and parts of my life.

Great poem! Thanks for sharing it.

[flobberface]

thank you very much its nice to know that my poem really brought about some feelings! thanks!

[ForbiddenPoet]

Very strong poem,very beautiful, yet so true

[flobberface]

thank you very much for your kind words about my poetry! it is very kind of you! this poem came from the heart as i know many people are afected by these issues! xox

[newshoesnilopo]

very good i really liked it!

[flobberface]

thank you very much!

[flobberface]

Thank you jules! That means alot to me as your poetry is so good! Thank you for you praise! I know it is true for many people which i wish i could help! Love Abi xox