Hey Jess...Ive seen about 3 videos of yours now where you sound like youre only a few feet away from the edge of the abyss. And youre clearly too smart for a shrink... so whats the plan sausage, im pretty sure we can figure one out with all these brain box friends of yours on here? If its a hug you need you got it, but if its some life altering series of events that needs to happen then lets get this shit started
Your drunken words far outweigh anything my sober mind can produce. Anything I may have collected falls through the bottom of the wicker basket like water.
well see about that. remember, im the one with a depressing backstory, im immune to eattery. otherwise those BNP fucks wouldve sent me scurrying off youtube by now.
seriously though, do you never just go out and socialise? (i rarely do, so i can relate)
I would, but I don't have anyone to socialse with. I have one diehard friend who is also a recluse, we see each other every few months or so, but the love runs deep. No-one else I know seems to want to hang out.
not your best...
markds3 1 year ago
Hey Jess...Ive seen about 3 videos of yours now where you sound like youre only a few feet away from the edge of the abyss. And youre clearly too smart for a shrink... so whats the plan sausage, im pretty sure we can figure one out with all these brain box friends of yours on here? If its a hug you need you got it, but if its some life altering series of events that needs to happen then lets get this shit started
MoreSciFiThanScience 2 years ago
i agree, her outfit and scenery adds to the poem. you're fantastic, jess!
antiquelens 2 years ago
Thanks dude. Your words mean more than you know.
But mattering and being loved? No. I've been alone for 8 years. No-one should have to live like that.
WordsWithoutBounds 2 years ago
Your drunken words far outweigh anything my sober mind can produce. Anything I may have collected falls through the bottom of the wicker basket like water.
00Ninjalo 2 years ago 2
i really like this. i feel i can relate too, very well done. a lot of emotion and imagery.
antiquelens 2 years ago
well done love
ShespeaksUC 2 years ago
What's with the pity party on this page?
Oh well.... Nice poem. I like it. Morose, but I like it.
After reading the comments I have a question.
Of your admiring uTube followers how many do you know IRL?
As much as you will hate to hear this, I dig your hair in this vid.
alowlyapprentice 2 years ago
I've met one subscriber in real life, he lives in California.
WordsWithoutBounds 2 years ago
that was awesome... thank you for sharing that with us...
IChoseTheRedPill 2 years ago
I love this one. It's definitely not crap. 5 stars and favorited. :)
artemisfair 2 years ago
Thanks lovely. You should get some of yours up. It's da good shee-yat.
WordsWithoutBounds 2 years ago
lol. I'm not too confident about mine yet, maybe after I take a few more classes. :)
artemisfair 2 years ago
i'm reminded of Edgar Allen Poe.
Really aggressive and full of bitterness! Love it!
Ilikenuman 2 years ago
wasn't much of a night.
WordsWithoutBounds 2 years ago
is this a true story btw lol?
Ilikenuman 2 years ago
Yes, this is my evening.
And yesterday evening.
To be honest, I'm not sure how much longer I can last out like this.
But what do I expect? A charge of hero-people running to my rescue?
I mean, we all have to survive alone, right?
WordsWithoutBounds 2 years ago
Oh, and it was more like 8 or 9 drinks. I'm surprisingly sober.
Should have gone for doubles.
WordsWithoutBounds 2 years ago
bullshit. no we dont. hell if you dont stop being such a missus grumpy boots ILL marry you for gods sake.
Thats a warning
Ilikenuman 2 years ago
lol, you're too happy for me. I eat people like you for breakfast.
WordsWithoutBounds 2 years ago
well see about that. remember, im the one with a depressing backstory, im immune to eattery. otherwise those BNP fucks wouldve sent me scurrying off youtube by now.
seriously though, do you never just go out and socialise? (i rarely do, so i can relate)
Ilikenuman 2 years ago
I would, but I don't have anyone to socialse with. I have one diehard friend who is also a recluse, we see each other every few months or so, but the love runs deep. No-one else I know seems to want to hang out.
Yes, I was kidding. I'm sure you know pain.
But immune to eattery? We are none of us immune.
Kudos for being a survivor, however.
WordsWithoutBounds 2 years ago
i could just say "oh well go out and make some more friends" but thats a bullshit thing to say.
but you have 1000 subscribers, WE love you. WE care about you. What difference does it make if its on the internet, honestly?
I have to meet up with you so we can be miserable together^^
Ilikenuman 2 years ago
Agreed. We'll have a misery olympics. And I'll whoop yo' ass, white boy.
WordsWithoutBounds 2 years ago
racist youre no better than the BNP! BLOCKED!
having said that, if all goes to plan im gonna be moving to twickenham for university, so we wont be that far.
ill find you.... and cut you
Ilikenuman 2 years ago
Kno' yo'self blud, kno' yo'self. This is my ends, blud. Innit?
WordsWithoutBounds 2 years ago
please dont, you sound too much like my BNP antagonisers.. adopting black culture when it suits them...
the one called Domdbom has a video about me planned some time this week, so im all nervous about it. Giddy even!
but in all seriousness, DIS IZ MA AREA! YU CUM ENYWERE NEA MAH HAUSE AN AHLL SHANK YARR!
Ilikenuman 2 years ago
*pokes head around corner*
StanMarsh1 2 years ago