It is True what Arnie Lerma said when the internet first started up --- he said the internet will be the Liberty Tree of it's time. Look at how freely we can communicate.
I am scheduled to be on a Panel of the Yearly American Psychiatric Association in may. I think they are going to be surprised....
It is not true any more, they melt when confronted with the truth. What are they going to do to me? Sue me for telling the truth???? If they did my lawyer would have access to all communications regarding my spying times, and the years I worked with many Celebs, a lot of whom are still in. I would also be able to get copies of all my communications to/from LRH, or that I was CC'd to.... I wouldn't mind getting that into the public record.
Your story needs to be told. I think that the first thing we glean from the media about Scientology is that they (the org) attack their opponents with no sense of restraint or proportion... it is important to know that even those who feel the org is serving them realize in time that it is only sucking them dry. Truly a malevolent force, thank God the internet will only serve to damage them.
It takes years or even the rest of our lives to deprogram from this evil, greedy, criminal cult's high level brainwashing!
Hubbard studied the Nazis and the Gestapo very well: he was very adept at applying their principles, as is the current Jewish State (Mossad). Of course, keeping Israel as an independent nation is far more noble than accumulating a net worth of over $350,000,000.00 like Hubbard did by ruthlessly destroying so many lives for his own evil satanic (which he practised) greed.
All Scientologist ALWAYS says it was a different organization "back then". Ofcourse it was, TO YOU! It takes many years to wake up, often because of a worsening situation. It doesn't make Scientology a better criminal cult "back then".
I will not disagree that it was always a money making operation, but I will disagree that it did not go thru many changes and regimes throughout the years. Some were better than others. If you could take one book - as I have - Called Scientology:Science of Survival, you will see that in the first copy published Hubbard acknowledged about 2-3 pages of people who helped him with this INCLUDING FREUD. As the years went by the list got shorter and shorter, and now I don't know if anyone is ack'd
I lost a friend of 20 years to scientology and I have seen the changes in her, from a caring, loving friend to a glazed eyed fanatic that explodes if I dare analyze or question any of her beliefs. I hope to see her gentle eyes again one day.
I can go to the supermarket and buy whatever I want to eat, I can go to sleep, any time I need to. I could just get up right now and get in my car and go anywhere.
I have never taken those freedoms for granted since I got them back. I can think one way today and copletely different tomorrow and then back again ---- and no eithics officer in my head monitoring...
That's exactly how should be. No tech, no Hubbard with his rambling nonsense, and no damn e-meters/auditors keeping track of your every move and thought.
I have just learned of another Upper Level OT who killed himself this past summer. The church used a "cover story" so most of his family and friends don't know how he died. That's how they are covering that one up. Even to friends and some family do not know the truth!
It is great to have freedom... We sadly had another suicide in Australia. A Navy Guy had a 30 day leave and he spent his time and $25,000 getting services. the last two days before he died are all kinds of calls from the Organization. The coroner wants the records Scientology kept on him. Australia had already shipped his files to America, where they can't get at them. That means about one a month that I know within last 3-4 months. I want to speak anywhere, anytime, &I want the book read
I've ordered my copy and can't wait to read it. I've often wondered if Scientology could actually cause a psychotic breakdown which leads to suicide as there are too many with no explanation as to why.
Nancy, this is totally awesome. I hope many people read your book. It is particularly welcome for your focus on psychotic breaks induced by Scientology (mal) practice.
Parents need to understand clearly understand the psychological dangers that Scientology poses to the psychological health of their kids.
Yes, we are parents in the UK, and we are fighting the cult every where, media, protests BBC Radio, and with the help of our MP. Our DAUGHTER IS BRAINWASHED AND SO IS HER MENTOR boyfriend David Fryer.
I just finished reading your book, My Billion Year Contract. Could not put it down. Besides the telling of your personal tragedy & that of others who were harmed by scientology, you demonstrate what happens to the mind when totalitarian tactics and policies are used to control the individual and the thought processes that occur which result in a person staying in scientology despite these dehumanizing tactics used against them. Very Informative & inspiring must-read book.
you left with such a phobic state of mind....its ammazing that you are wondering free in the world....just wondering about like anyone should be allowed.......effing GREAT isnt it!!!!!
It is True what Arnie Lerma said when the internet first started up --- he said the internet will be the Liberty Tree of it's time. Look at how freely we can communicate.
I am scheduled to be on a Panel of the Yearly American Psychiatric Association in may. I think they are going to be surprised....
nancy
appledore2 1 year ago
It is not true any more, they melt when confronted with the truth. What are they going to do to me? Sue me for telling the truth???? If they did my lawyer would have access to all communications regarding my spying times, and the years I worked with many Celebs, a lot of whom are still in. I would also be able to get copies of all my communications to/from LRH, or that I was CC'd to.... I wouldn't mind getting that into the public record.
nancy many
appledore2 1 year ago
Your story needs to be told. I think that the first thing we glean from the media about Scientology is that they (the org) attack their opponents with no sense of restraint or proportion... it is important to know that even those who feel the org is serving them realize in time that it is only sucking them dry. Truly a malevolent force, thank God the internet will only serve to damage them.
myplaceintime 1 year ago
People who need religion are inferior.
Yanman88 1 year ago
It takes years or even the rest of our lives to deprogram from this evil, greedy, criminal cult's high level brainwashing!
Hubbard studied the Nazis and the Gestapo very well: he was very adept at applying their principles, as is the current Jewish State (Mossad). Of course, keeping Israel as an independent nation is far more noble than accumulating a net worth of over $350,000,000.00 like Hubbard did by ruthlessly destroying so many lives for his own evil satanic (which he practised) greed.
BjorkBjorn 2 years ago
All Scientologist ALWAYS says it was a different organization "back then". Ofcourse it was, TO YOU! It takes many years to wake up, often because of a worsening situation. It doesn't make Scientology a better criminal cult "back then".
w0g4life 2 years ago
I will not disagree that it was always a money making operation, but I will disagree that it did not go thru many changes and regimes throughout the years. Some were better than others. If you could take one book - as I have - Called Scientology:Science of Survival, you will see that in the first copy published Hubbard acknowledged about 2-3 pages of people who helped him with this INCLUDING FREUD. As the years went by the list got shorter and shorter, and now I don't know if anyone is ack'd
appledore2 2 years ago
I lost a friend of 20 years to scientology and I have seen the changes in her, from a caring, loving friend to a glazed eyed fanatic that explodes if I dare analyze or question any of her beliefs. I hope to see her gentle eyes again one day.
luvmaika 2 years ago
I can go to the supermarket and buy whatever I want to eat, I can go to sleep, any time I need to. I could just get up right now and get in my car and go anywhere.
I have never taken those freedoms for granted since I got them back. I can think one way today and copletely different tomorrow and then back again ---- and no eithics officer in my head monitoring...
xoxoNancy Many
appledore2 2 years ago 3
That's exactly how should be. No tech, no Hubbard with his rambling nonsense, and no damn e-meters/auditors keeping track of your every move and thought.
You're free. You're human.
Welcome back ;)
cloak616 2 years ago
thank you. I just want to pull a few more out before I turn my head to uncharted waters......
blessing,
nancy
appledore2 2 years ago 2
Thank you guys for all your supportive responses.
I have just learned of another Upper Level OT who killed himself this past summer. The church used a "cover story" so most of his family and friends don't know how he died. That's how they are covering that one up. Even to friends and some family do not know the truth!
best,
nancy
appledore2 2 years ago 3
glad you have the courage to do what you're doing
kotk05 2 years ago
It is great to have freedom... We sadly had another suicide in Australia. A Navy Guy had a 30 day leave and he spent his time and $25,000 getting services. the last two days before he died are all kinds of calls from the Organization. The coroner wants the records Scientology kept on him. Australia had already shipped his files to America, where they can't get at them. That means about one a month that I know within last 3-4 months. I want to speak anywhere, anytime, &I want the book read
appledore2 2 years ago 2
I've ordered my copy and can't wait to read it. I've often wondered if Scientology could actually cause a psychotic breakdown which leads to suicide as there are too many with no explanation as to why.
caperspurge 2 years ago 2
Scary, but also, encouraging to see that you made it out.
11Jamie11 2 years ago 2
Nancy, this is totally awesome. I hope many people read your book. It is particularly welcome for your focus on psychotic breaks induced by Scientology (mal) practice.
Parents need to understand clearly understand the psychological dangers that Scientology poses to the psychological health of their kids.
Blessings on your continuing work! .
Enturbanon 2 years ago
Yes, we are parents in the UK, and we are fighting the cult every where, media, protests BBC Radio, and with the help of our MP. Our DAUGHTER IS BRAINWASHED AND SO IS HER MENTOR boyfriend David Fryer.
We are so pleased your out and talking.
All our love Tony and Sue, xxxxxx
getbeckyout 2 years ago 3
I just finished reading your book, My Billion Year Contract. Could not put it down. Besides the telling of your personal tragedy & that of others who were harmed by scientology, you demonstrate what happens to the mind when totalitarian tactics and policies are used to control the individual and the thought processes that occur which result in a person staying in scientology despite these dehumanizing tactics used against them. Very Informative & inspiring must-read book.
!~Mary McConnell
4Christ4ever 2 years ago 2
Thanks for sharing some of your experiences.
iamitchey 2 years ago 3
this woman needs to go on Oprah!
yawawot 2 years ago
She can't go on Oprah, Tom Cruise put Body Thetans all over her couch as a booby trap.
MrWinston1984 2 years ago 2
Great video- I'm not surprised people go psychotic doing $cientology- the whole set up seems designed to create a detached/psychotic state in people.
The phobia of real therapy and addiction to the "tech" that the cult instill in people is disgusting.
laserofjustice 2 years ago 3
Nice to see another book written by an escapee from the creepy criminal cult.
parrotnutz 2 years ago 3
you left with such a phobic state of mind....its ammazing that you are wondering free in the world....just wondering about like anyone should be allowed.......effing GREAT isnt it!!!!!
fzappa007 2 years ago 2