Alters are hard as a rock. I move when they move me.. It takes awhile to get used to this... Watching this video mesmerizing, its like looking at a merrier. I have an alter , a protector that runs and hides, then hides something. I have been aware for awhile that when I run , she ran first. I am following her. She is right behind me, very close running everything.. I just follow.. Not a bad thing. Just new awareness.
My wife has DID, and both alters speak to each other. How do we get them to blend? She's figured out how to "switch" like a multi-tasking computer and it makes her mentally fatigued. Hoping to get her some help soon and hope to get them blended .. she's a fantastic person.
thank you so so much! i was also told to be grateful towards alters - whether they are disruptive or not, and it completely changed my system! thank you for the wonderful video! you've worded it much better than i could have ever done!
This is awesome. <3 I understand that--one of my insiders, when first "waking up" freaked out and didn't know we were safe, so she tried to make me believe that I was crazy and making everything up. Cuz she was trying to protect us and make sure we could be safe...she kept us from talking when I was a child.
You are truly amazing for having the strength to post this. DID is a very hard thing to deal with.I myself have DID and am struggling with it as well.
@shadowgrail You don't even know me. Seeing as DID is an abuse-related disorder, I would think you would be kind or educated enough int he matter to not say something like that to people - especially people who suffer from it. I don't know what makes you think you have the right to judge me like that, but you're wrong.
Thank you so much for this. Very true, very enlightening and I've been in the situation of being the alter with the desire to hurt other parts. (not suicide or self harm just being a bully to em) The answer for me was the primary persojnality accepting me, appreciating me, and undoing the rejection issues by not rejectding me. I think it's way hard for male alters in female bodies cuz they feel even more so than the others they can't have their own life or even their own gender. (Michael)
Alters are hard as a rock. I move when they move me.. It takes awhile to get used to this... Watching this video mesmerizing, its like looking at a merrier. I have an alter , a protector that runs and hides, then hides something. I have been aware for awhile that when I run , she ran first. I am following her. She is right behind me, very close running everything.. I just follow.. Not a bad thing. Just new awareness.
TheOmnicell 2 weeks ago
thank you for posting, and yeah its hard some times to be grateful to some of the people inside. Thank you so much for this.
LadyMultiple 1 month ago
Thank you for uploading this video :)
MoreThanDID 1 month ago
I love your choice of words. I wish I had such an impressive vocabulary.
JLXOutlaw 1 month ago
I am glad that you have some order within your system. I have no idea what to trust about it and my system is out of control.
krasifamily 5 months ago
My wife has DID, and both alters speak to each other. How do we get them to blend? She's figured out how to "switch" like a multi-tasking computer and it makes her mentally fatigued. Hoping to get her some help soon and hope to get them blended .. she's a fantastic person.
monkeyfred75 6 months ago
Wow... so interesting. I never thought of it that way.
buttaflybabe20 9 months ago
thank you so so much! i was also told to be grateful towards alters - whether they are disruptive or not, and it completely changed my system! thank you for the wonderful video! you've worded it much better than i could have ever done!
infinatemind 9 months ago
This is awesome. <3 I understand that--one of my insiders, when first "waking up" freaked out and didn't know we were safe, so she tried to make me believe that I was crazy and making everything up. Cuz she was trying to protect us and make sure we could be safe...she kept us from talking when I was a child.
Lillielle 9 months ago
You are truly amazing for having the strength to post this. DID is a very hard thing to deal with.I myself have DID and am struggling with it as well.
jessikavee 10 months ago
@jessikavee Attention whore.
shadowgrail 7 months ago
@shadowgrail You don't even know me. Seeing as DID is an abuse-related disorder, I would think you would be kind or educated enough int he matter to not say something like that to people - especially people who suffer from it. I don't know what makes you think you have the right to judge me like that, but you're wrong.
jessikavee 7 months ago 2
Thank you so much for this. Very true, very enlightening and I've been in the situation of being the alter with the desire to hurt other parts. (not suicide or self harm just being a bully to em) The answer for me was the primary persojnality accepting me, appreciating me, and undoing the rejection issues by not rejectding me. I think it's way hard for male alters in female bodies cuz they feel even more so than the others they can't have their own life or even their own gender. (Michael)
FirefliesMulti 1 year ago