cont.why i didnt leave this world that night because i had some one protecting me that night a very special angel and that i was taking the easy way out and that i would be hurting a lot of people and that i would be leaving the ones i loved with questions and probably anger because they didnt know what i was feeling because i didnt talk
i know how you get this lonely its not hard in 09 i lost my papaw he was the best i missed him so much and just wanted to be with him again i wanted the pain to stop so one night i was alone and i had written the note to say goodbye to my loved ones and had the rope around my neck but i stepped of the bed and blacked out but i woke up to see the rope and broke from where i had it after i woke up i sat there and cried all night a year after that my family to his grave and i finally realized why
I love this song it makes me feel so sad but appreciate that I have a familiy and lots of friends . Thank you so much Blaine Larsen and BlainLarsenVEVO
I think a lot of us have felt THAT lonely. Heres the thing though.. .there is something better than yesterday. I might be months from now before you see that. But don't fix a temporary problem with a permanent solution. I considered it for a very long time, but I held on to something better. I found it. I found it in Faith in God, I found it in the one He meant for me. He was meant for me! I was meant for him!
@HankWilliamsFan13 You don't want to kill yourself. Think about how your loved ones would feel. Think about your friends. Don't be selfish. God put you on this Earth for a reason, that reason is NOT to kill yourself. Listen to this song. Pray and have trust in the Lord. He will make your life better, I promise. He loves you, even when nobody else may not. He does'nt want you to kill yourself. Please don't.
@HankWilliamsFan13 I had thoughts about that but I would never attempt it because I need to live for my family and friends and to make something of myself. My mom was hit by 3 cars when I was 5 and died on the scene. I have a few more reasons why I had thoughts but I have way to many reasons why I would never attempt it. I have always wanted to see my mom again but I will see her in time of course. I am only 15 and I hurt everyday. If you talk about your problems, you will feel better.
This is a good but sad song... I had a ex-boyfriend and a friend who killed themself... Its painful and it hurts to see your loved ones or your close friends pass...
i know how one gets that lonely. but not lonely enough to leave my friends and daughter behind. <3 i hate feeling like I'm alone. and no one cares... when my Mom or Dad don't call just to tell me they love me. Or my husband hit me, told me I'm worthless. I know what its like to cry myself to sleep at night... wishing for someone to love me. But I wake up in the morning, and I look up and I know I'm still alive and the world isn't over, because God loves me...
really are especially if they are ever told they have an illness that has no c ure and you lose your child becuas of u having this disease. so it could be alot worse and even with me having this i know there are people out there who are alot worse off then me someone always has something more serious going on even with my illness being terminal and i cant have children and lost mine i know someone out there needs more help and more attention then me. GOD LOVES ALL and things to happenforareason
that baby. i have pulmonary hypertention a terminal lung.heart disease with no cure i cant have children ir we will both die. i have ups and downs and think about hurting myself and go to do it then chicken out or dont do something right but i know now just how many people it will hurt i have to be here for my family and fiancee and my two year old nephew and also have a neice or nephew on the way i need to be here for them. some people will see just how precious life is and how important they
I have tried to kill myself more then once. I have been through hell and back. I grew up without a mother she left when i was 10 so my dad raised me my twin and two younger brothers hisself. When I turned 15 i met a guy and started dating only to get abused by him fofr 6 years yes i should of left sooner but didnt. I left him started seeig someone who cheated on me broke up after i had my miscarriage found out a few onths later pregnant again then diagnosed with a terminal illness and lost
@goatlover98 I'm not trying to get attention. And I'm not here for any reason, or at least any good reason. I was once told that the purpose of life is to die. Thats so true. Life just leads up to death so why put it off?
@perikatl You do have something to live for. Don't you dare kill yourself. Everyone was put here for a reason and suicide is not the way to get attention it is just selfish
I was sitting in a bookstore with my guy, and a mutual friend showed me this song. God... I starting bawling... couldnt even finish...this reminds me of my friend... but he's not dead. and he's not gonna commit suicide. but he's really, really sick right now, and he's pretty much given up... :C
my friend jumped in front of a train at 18. there were no hints as to why. she had been working hard to get her little girl back and was set to get her in only a weeks time. then she decided to go out with her boyfriend and they got high. and she ended up in the front of a train.
in the end all it came down to was a small article that did not even list her name and only said not to play near railroad tracks.
It is so touching just know someone you love can go just go like that. thats what happend to my friend this song was played for him I MISS YOU BRO :( :(
no one cares any more the pain deep i just want to talk to someone other then family i have no one dose anyone understand iam reaching out please help just want to talk thats all.
i was on the phone with my best friend last night and he said he couldt take being teased anymore there was no point and i was like whats wrong bud talk to me and the next thing i hear chills me to the bone i hear the cocking of a handgun and i said bud dont do talk im here for ya and all he said was i love you Keith and then gunshot i had my mom call 911 and when they got there they picked up his phone and told me ( yes i was still on the line) that he had shot him self i cried
@fish1648 yea im alright he died that night they tried to save him we just buried him it was the worst thing in my life seeing his mom crying and me being the last person to talk to him
@Savana523 It's definitely not easy being a survivor of this, I'm so glad he wrote this song, it shows people how hard it is to live with it afterwards, and after ten years, it hasn't gotten any easier, I wish I could say that it has, but it really messes up families. I would hope that anyone who has feelings like this, somehow finds the strength to hang in there, cuz living with the guilt, it's unbearable. .
everyone gets this lonely, and some people are just really afraid to show it because if they do they just get shrugged off as being a drama queen (then ignored and hated even more). i left all the answers in the note i wrote. the only thing keeping me from doing it is my boyfriend...literally the only friend i have. (not looking for comments back, just saying)
my first best friend killed himself about two months ago and he moved away when we were in 4th grade and i kinda put me at fault for not being there for him and it hurts to this day
Damn it. My mom found me before the helium hood killed me. :( I woke up in the hospital, confused. Then I spent a month in therapy. It didn't help at all...again. Now I'm researching method's of suicide again. Next time I'll make sure I'm completely alone until I'm dead.
@BlaineLarsenFan---I do not know your story...I don't know anything about you, but I do know that suicide is the worst thing a person can do. Life will get better, I promise. You may or may not believe in God, but HE is real, and HE loves you...Do me a favor. Put your hand over your heart... Do you feel that? Your ALIVE for a reason. YOU have a purpose. DON'T GIVE UP.
@BlaineLarsenFan The momdnt that you end your life, you don't get another chance. Suicide is just a cowards way out and not fighting through obstacles. God gives us one life, one chance. Your mom loved you enough to take you to the hospital right? . . . I know what your going through. I contemplated before. But trust me my brother, its the wrong decision. God gives us thousands of decisions in our life dont let this one that people remember you by in a bad way. Be able to tell people i survived
Everyone goes through A time in there life where they wanna die. Ive been through it had a bad break up felt so helpless and just wanted to end it all. But looking back on it and how I would have hurt so many people who cared about me its not worth it. Be thankful for everyday because you never know when your time is up so love like crazy regret nothing and live everyday like you were dying!!
HOW DO U GET THAT LONLY ITS EASY TO GET THAT LONLY WE ALL U EVERY HEAR IS THATS UR NOT GOOD ENOUGH. OR AWAYS BRING PUT DOWN AND MADE FUN OF ALL THE TIME GET MADE FUN OF HOW U LOOK OR HOW U DRESS PEOPLE DONT THINK ABOUT WHAT THE SAY CAN DO TO SOMEONE
@GaCountryGirl024 yes i realize and thats all i surround myself with is friends and family that do care about me i tired to kill myself when i was younger but then i realize that i do have more people that do care about me so i stop letting people get to me and let it just roll off and wake away
ugh this song is so sad everytime i here it i cry because during this last year my friend ronnie shot hisself and my other friend dustin overdosed and my uncle died in a wreck and my friend teresa died in a wreck 2 and everytime i here this song it makes me think why didnt i do anything about it!
I've faced my death several times over. I remember each and every time. I've thought about ending it because I believed I would never be saved from my Hell. I was saved when I was seventeen, but I had to faced my death two more times when a lung disease attacked me. Now I'm twenty, with a lovely son and a wonderful lover, and I'm glad I stopped myself and fought. My son is almost a month old, and this song will remind him that he will always be loved.
In the end, if you do not love yourself...you cant love others. Love ones will pass, that does hurt. But they will always be with you and always be watching over you. They would not want you to hurt, to feel bad. Keep their memories alive in your heart and take them with you everyday. Learn to love others and yourself.
this song has so much meaning to me, my boyfrineds mom just commited suicide last week, e played this song at her service, we miss her so much, she doesnt kno ho much she was loved. R.I.P kristy, we'll miss you
A class mate of mine killed himself the summer between 9th and 10th grade. Its so hard for us about to graduate and him not being there ~RIP~Sheffield Duncan "Boo"
@frostchild i can agree in some of that. it's still something that's hard for the family's and people who cared to deal with. @destinyhanning22 really? just really? and @amberlynnbny07 you are extremely right on both of their accounts. people who stick out even with their problems,it can intensely hard.
I've dealt with depression since I was very young, and have attempted suicide many, many times since I was around 10 years old. It came to a hedge when I was 15 and my mom found out I had swallowed rat poison and had been cutting myself for 2 years. I was put in in-patient care. I've never had many good friends, and, in that time of need, I became friends with my best friend, Will. With the help of him, other great friends, and my parents, I've not tried to do any self-harm for 4 years.
suicide is a joke planet earth aint that bad nothing on this earth is worth killing yourself over im sorry but there isnt its not that damn impressive people who commit sucide are peices of crap those of you who have attempted it should feel ashamed of yourselve's how dare you take the easy way out while the rest of us have to stick around in this shit whole and live it out
sucide is for cowards who dont care bout anyone but themself. grow a pair dont be a dog in heat
@destinyhanning22 clearly you tried to kill your self maybe you should grow up and go talk to somethign bout your problems sense your clearly bout to end it all the fact that you dont understand my comment and have such a short minded caveman response shows how sympathetic you are to to ppl in your life who decide to bail with that kind of thinking tons of people will leave your life relationships suicide your family disowning you , cuase you will bake them a cake and support it
@frosstchild are you serious? your pathetic for thinking that. some people don't see another way out. so put yourself in their shoes before you talk shit. Some people have PTSD and after awhile it becomes so intense that it literally destroys your right state of mind.,
@amberlynnbby07 your pathetic for supporting suicide if someone doesnt see a way out why didnt you show them one your part of the problem not the solution way to let your freinds kill themselves and then turn around and be happy with them call them what they are FAIL your no better for feeling sorry for someone who couldnt even pick up a phone or go into a church an admite they have a problem its is cowardice killing yoruself is easyer then admitting your issues its that simple
@Wingwoman12 ive got mad cronic depression there tons of shit for me to feel lame about 24-7 ive had it all mylife so dont give me that cop out the dif between you and me is im smart enough to know suicide is a cowards thing and it doesnt make me a better person but taking that choice witch it is its a choice don t give me the ptsd thing either go get some pills and stop making excuses you can stop yourself before its too much most people chose not too
@frosstchild Alright Im not gonna be mean toward you IDK you, You are intitledto you opinion but seriously you could of said this in a nicer way, People who are thinking of suicide dont need to be treated like this somtihing has made them feel this way, and they need someone to HELP them through it not be callin them a coward or a pu**y or sayin grow some balls, I believe that everyone can say wat they feel all that i ask is try to put it a lil nicer next time, you never know
This song really hits me because I tried to take my life years ago. Luckily I had wonderful friends and family who got me through that dark time and now I'm a happily married woman who has the best husband in the world.
@mrcateyes33 There is no need for suicide. If you need to talk just message me and I'll talk with you. Suicide is never the way. =( I really hope you know your life is worth it. You may feel like a drop in the ocean but without you the ocean would be less....
I'm depressed and have thought about ending it but one day I was on the school bus going home and we passed a cemetary and I started thinking and thought, about 95 percent of those people buried in there would do anything to have their life back. They didn't choose to die. It made me start to appriciate the fact that I'm just alive.
@HXE4LIFE 18 is a very trying age. Not feeling like an adult but knowing you are being pushed into it. Your life is worth living and your happy ever after will come. While YOU are LIVING!
i tried to end my life about a year ago. I saw what it did to the ones who love me, please if you have thoughts like this talk to someone. Remember, there is ALWAYS someone who loves you. <3
i live in a small town. the kind where everyone knows everything about everyone. well 2 days ago my friend nathan, 23 years old, hung himself. he was happy, no one knew he was hurting and that was the worse part. he felt so alone in his last days that he couldnt even share he was hurting with someone, anyone. RIP Nate, your beautiful soul will live on
My fiance took his own life on 30th November 2011. He texted me minutes before to say 'I will always love you'. As soon as I saw it, I knew he was dead. It broke my heart in to so many pieces, each morning I wake up and my heart shatters all over again. I miss him so so much. He had so many people around him to help him yet he couldn't face life anymore, i will never understand exactly why as we had so much to look forward too.
Life can be lonely and tough. We all know that. I have three friends who were gonna commit suicide. One even handed me a suicide note. So y'all out there who...need someone or something to care about...You got it. Don't search for it. It's already there. You've all got something to live for. So throw away blades, wipe away the tears. You're gonna be all right, you're gonna be just fine.Don't search for love anymore. (Wise words from the 13yr old. Didn't expect that to happen.)
whats truly sad. is that this happens to people everyday. i was one of them. whats trully sad is that so many people ignore it because they have this mentality of "its not my problem".
Please, if you feel you're getting that lonley, call the Trevor Project at 866-488-7386. It can get better and it does. You have value and you have worth. Talk to someone, talk to anyone but it does get better.
I know how because im in love and he broke up with me for my bestfriend and im so lonely utting myself wanting to kill myself going o prob. i lve you alan never forget tht and if i die cutting my wrist remember that I LOVE YOU AND ILL WATCH OVER YOU
Sometimes when i get down i think about my great grandmother who spent 20 years waiting to go home to be with her husband and all the family she lost i think about her having to bury her own son she fought so she could make sure we are all ok when i think about that i know that no matter what happens i need to push through so she knows that all that time that is wasn't vain though when she passed the only consistant thing in my life was gone I miss her and thank her i will see her when i am done
@74142kokopelli - I remember feeling that way at that age too. Please believe that your life will be amazing! Make them see you! Do great and amazing things!
Beautiful job, view of all affected. Often people will not tell about thinking it or having tried it, for fear that those they love will walk away, disbelieve, mock, or pity them to the point of feeling like an outcast & isolating themselves Please don't walk away, it may scares, or hurts you, but it's not about you, may not even be about them, its about everything, copeing, more Support & hear them their still the same person you care about & Please ask the Q's all life is worth living and love
this song realy hits home for me as well, I have tried sucude more than once. I lost a few of my friends this way and thought they got off easy so why not it will solve all my problems. I found out different, im now sharing my life with the woman of my dreams who is helping me with coping with life. I thank her evry chance i get and make sure to tell her i love her evryday. I now try and help anyone willing to accept help, complete strangers. I have also come to terms that u cant help evrybody.
I dedicate this to my cousin Jonthan Curcio he took his own life January 28, 2002. Yesterday was his 27th birthday Decemeber 26th. We his family misses him very much and wishes we could have been reunited with him before he took his life. May be we could have kept it from happening. At least he is in a better place now not still living the life he had. He desereved much better.
I dedicate this to my cousin Jonthan Curico he took his own life January 28, 2002. Yesterday was his 26th birthday Decemeber 26th. We his family misses him very much and wishes we could have been reunited with him before he left us. At least he is in a better place now not still living the life he had. He desereved much better.
On 07/31/2011 my husband left this earth. There were many issues in his troubled life. However, he had a talent, many if fact, I reminded him everyday. Living life without him is hard. I loved him so, he is deeply missed. I do not understand. I put my Trust in GOD as I put the pieces back together again. Having lost so much, our home, car, some furniture. Living here and there. We were finally getting it back. He had good intentions but...I will always love him and wish he were here.
i know how easy it is to get this lonely i tried to take my life 3 times the first two were when i lost my papaw that i loved dearly and the third time was when when my uncle past unexpectedly i felt very empty and numb but i am glad i didnt because my life has become everything i wished it would be i have a man in my life that loves me and i love him and i have friends that i care so much about and family they all mean the world to me i do still miss the ones i lost but i know they are here
I know depression is a tough fight to fight, but you have to fight it! Im 24, ive seen more tragedy, heartache, n death in my short time, then most see in the entire life and then some... Im still standing, im still here, im here to tell you things will be ok :) I have a tattoo on my arm, its the word Resilience, cause thats what we all need... I got it the day my sister committed suicide, my father left n my grandmother was killed in a car crash... Im still standing
i have been battling depression for 33 years and as time goes on, it gets harder and harder to fight. I cut myself to try to release the pain and hurt I feel. I am seeing a therapist and on antidepressants, but it still doesn't help. Yes, I feel like no life is better than the life that I have. this is probably the song that I will leave in my final note for them to play at my funeral services. There are too many reasons to list here, but this song just about sums it up. god bless!!
@truekeanefan i undersad how u feel. At one time i was cutting myself and i also still c a therapist. Iknow it may seem like no one but i do i may do know u or know nothing about u but i hate for ppl to feel that way and go thought things like this. I lost just about everything including my mind. Theres times i want to cut myself again but i think about my boy, i lost him once dont want to again. JUST REMEMBR IF U THINK NOBODY CARE I DO
I was going to write an epic comment.........but i'm too busy wiping tears from my eyes and trying to swallow the lump in my throat.........this is a sad but beautiful song..
My best friend tried to kill herself but I stopped her before she could. I use to not understand how she could do something like that until I tried to take my life a couple months later. I would have never guessed she would do that and the same goes for me. For those of you who say life is worth living and not to its so much more complicated that that and sometimes the easiest thing to do is just end it, there doesnt always have to be a sign
@laxitlikeufieldit Maybe, but sometimes taking the easy way out is not the right thing to do. How can anything ever be so bad that you would take you own life to run away from it.
One should properbly have experienced it to see the reason, because i just can't figure it out :( Anyway, i am happy to see you write that reply, because that means you decidet not to do it :)
my best friend took her life on 12 12 11 it has been terrible. i often at ttimes feel like giving up on everything and just taking my life. i think about it and relize the importance in life. live life be happy, your beautiful
My Ex-fiances lil brother hung himself according to his letter he couldnt take the heartbreak from two girls. i miss him he was my brother too. sometimes it just so unreal that he was actually gone. i still expect him to walk in from the other room. or to even call me. i wish he woulda talked to me. RIP Johnny Brunson
Being in the military can be very lonely. I work my ass off and not to sound cocky, but the best at what I do, but when I get off work, old memories, a rough breakup, family 1/2 the world away, financial struggles and alcohol almost brought me to pull the trigger... ....If anyone reads this, please never forget - living is ALWAYS better than taking your life - There will ALWAYS someone out there, who you made a difference in their life.
I"ve dealt with depression and had the intentions of taking my own life. I"ve seen the deaths of 2 of my close friends. My best friend Cameron died in a car accident last year. I love you buddy. 12.23.10 My friend Rob was murdered 3 years ago 5.12.08 And my grandfather took a gun to himself with me watching when I was 5. Last night I actually pointed a loaded gun at my own head. But I had a revelation. I realized life is worth living. Please thumbs up so I can continue to know that people care
@Dboyboy97 Yes life IS worth living. God gave it to you so keep in mind you are here for a reason and no matter what anyone says, you're worth it. God bless and keep your head held high. :)
@Dboyboy97 Know how ya feel....my kids dad took his life in 2004 and not long after that I heard this song...I cried for hours and played it over and over.....Hope things work out for you..It isnt worth it you will hurt so many people..Just keep your head up it will get better.:)
Honey, someone always cares. I don't know you personally. (Let's hope not.) But when I saw that you wanted to commit suicide, I was scared for you and for the people around you.
Just wanted to say that you don't need to search for it. It's already there.
@classof2014rox ...I'm sorry kid. I know what it feels like to lose someone close ... infact, a lot of people who were damn close to me.... ....from my childhood to my service years, ...i've seen death, ....you need to look forward. ..why people do things is their problem, not yours. ....Godspeed kid.
@@MisterGrubbs; you have no idea what you are talking about, my father commited suicide and in my eyes unless you have been there and faced the trigger, you have no idea.
@shawnavause Intriguing. I wouldn't post unless I've dealt with depression in the family and personally. I do know what I'm talking about - sorry to hear about your father.
@immortal - Almost comical with the clinically delusional comment, ha. Things can get rough, that's for absolute sure. When things get real tough, stress levels get high, and the good thoughts/memories go out the window. That's the point at which your personal strength is tested.
I found this picture of all these cuts..and the caption was "Emo Kids.. Just go kill yourself already." My first reaction was anger. I just commented on it saying "Fuck you! You are a bastard, you don't know what the fuck these people go through! Walk a mile in their fucking shoes, then you can criticize them." Then, after I looked at it more and more, it made me want to cry. You don't really know what they go through until you go through it. Fuck whoever says you aren't good enough. You are.<3
Tanner Rip <3 12.16.11 i love you buddy <3 you were only 16 and thats way too young. you didnt deserve what she did to you but suicide wasnt the right answer. you left us all here, sad hurt and wondering why...i miss you soooo muchh!!!! two classmates in a little over a month...two close friends, gone forever.... my school, my grade, my life is falling apart. </3 R.I.P. Tanner. R.I.P. Jeremiah 11.7.11 <3
It has been 21 years since a very special and dear friend found herself so lonely that she took her own life. Everyday I miss her smile and think of her.
"How do you get that lonely and no body know?" A question that can never be answered.
With all of the disgusting things in the world, the number of murders and suicides is increasing, dramatically. It absolutely breaks my heart when someone takes their own life. I awoke yesterday to a phonecall telling me that a friend had taken his own life. No note, no clue as to why - and it is an absolutely dreadful feeling.
For those considering it - don't. The ripples of your decision dig deeper than you think.
Life is what you make of it, and you CAN change it.
@MisterGrubbs i am extremely sorry about your friend... but i can tell you something... you can't change depression... you can mask it, but even with drugs, it's never completely gone... it's a disease, not a choice... i know from experience.. but again, i am extremely sorry for your loss
@thomson2015 - It's just a part of life man. Things happen, you learn to live with it and move on, or you spend your life dwelling on the past, never getting anywhere. I know one thing, at 25 years of age I've already seen entirely too many good people go too young, and it's something that never gets easier to deal with.
@MisterGrubbs i understand where you get that misconception that you it's just part of life that you learn to live with, but it's not. it's a chemical imbalance which causes us to think this way. i'm 15 and i've been this way since 10. it's not something you can fight.
@MisterGrubbs I completely agree with everything you said, except for one little thing.... sometimes, you can't change your life. Sometimes it's out of our hands. What happens in our lives is almost never up to us, but how we handle it is. We can't change it, but we can change how we think about it.
@pogorules15 I know what you're saying, pogo, but changing your viewpoint and what you do in response to a situation IS determining your life/fate. Granted, you can't stop a car-crash or anything else that would be considered destiny, but with anything we do, we have a choice - even if sometimes the choices are not what we want.
Suicide is not a choice, it is an excuse, or at least it is in my eyes. Life's hard at times, but you have to realize that, with patience, things can get better.
@MisterGrubbs by your own admission you cant change certain things, by that very standard someone somewhere with patience thier life will not get any better, to live that life, well all i can say is i dare you to.
@immortalwombat10 Mixxed emotions on things, you'll have to excuse the contradiction. I do believe that you can make things better and, with good decisions, you'll some day(whether or not you realize it) see the outcome of your decisions. I'm not saying clinical depression is easy, I'm simply stating that you can live a good life.
Thomson - I understand it's a chemical imbalance - it's something I myself have dealt with. There are medications, and if the first one doesn't work, try another.
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75basketballlover 46 minutes ago
cont.why i didnt leave this world that night because i had some one protecting me that night a very special angel and that i was taking the easy way out and that i would be hurting a lot of people and that i would be leaving the ones i loved with questions and probably anger because they didnt know what i was feeling because i didnt talk
animelover4950 9 hours ago
i know how you get this lonely its not hard in 09 i lost my papaw he was the best i missed him so much and just wanted to be with him again i wanted the pain to stop so one night i was alone and i had written the note to say goodbye to my loved ones and had the rope around my neck but i stepped of the bed and blacked out but i woke up to see the rope and broke from where i had it after i woke up i sat there and cried all night a year after that my family to his grave and i finally realized why
animelover4950 9 hours ago
This was my brothers choice a few months ago. Sometimes I don't know how I'm going to survive the sadness.
mcdiehl1968 12 hours ago
I love this song it makes me feel so sad but appreciate that I have a familiy and lots of friends . Thank you so much Blaine Larsen and BlainLarsenVEVO
MichelleY50 1 day ago
3 of my freinds have killed themselves.. that shit aint right
botots1 4 days ago
Yea, must be lipsyncing... Voice and face don't match
thunderstrike9999 4 days ago
i could answer that whole song...
princess12587 4 days ago
How does such a deep, beautiful voice come out of a young boy?
EmMc3 5 days ago
I think a lot of us have felt THAT lonely. Heres the thing though.. .there is something better than yesterday. I might be months from now before you see that. But don't fix a temporary problem with a permanent solution. I considered it for a very long time, but I held on to something better. I found it. I found it in Faith in God, I found it in the one He meant for me. He was meant for me! I was meant for him!
MrsJellybean227 5 days ago 3
If you cant find the will to help urself there is no reason to try and help from anyone else. Its your choice to make a better life.
skateinrat 5 days ago
I wish I'd just be left alone so I could kill myself. My life is hell. I can't stand it anymore.
HankWilliamsFan13 1 week ago
@HankWilliamsFan13 why
happymamaof4 1 week ago
@HankWilliamsFan13 You don't want to kill yourself. Think about how your loved ones would feel. Think about your friends. Don't be selfish. God put you on this Earth for a reason, that reason is NOT to kill yourself. Listen to this song. Pray and have trust in the Lord. He will make your life better, I promise. He loves you, even when nobody else may not. He does'nt want you to kill yourself. Please don't.
loveslife0011 5 days ago
@HankWilliamsFan13 I had thoughts about that but I would never attempt it because I need to live for my family and friends and to make something of myself. My mom was hit by 3 cars when I was 5 and died on the scene. I have a few more reasons why I had thoughts but I have way to many reasons why I would never attempt it. I have always wanted to see my mom again but I will see her in time of course. I am only 15 and I hurt everyday. If you talk about your problems, you will feel better.
cameron4562 5 days ago
This is a good but sad song... I had a ex-boyfriend and a friend who killed themself... Its painful and it hurts to see your loved ones or your close friends pass...
DaBren101 1 week ago
i know how one gets that lonely. but not lonely enough to leave my friends and daughter behind. <3 i hate feeling like I'm alone. and no one cares... when my Mom or Dad don't call just to tell me they love me. Or my husband hit me, told me I'm worthless. I know what its like to cry myself to sleep at night... wishing for someone to love me. But I wake up in the morning, and I look up and I know I'm still alive and the world isn't over, because God loves me...
tlcsahmkylynn 1 week ago
really are especially if they are ever told they have an illness that has no c ure and you lose your child becuas of u having this disease. so it could be alot worse and even with me having this i know there are people out there who are alot worse off then me someone always has something more serious going on even with my illness being terminal and i cant have children and lost mine i know someone out there needs more help and more attention then me. GOD LOVES ALL and things to happenforareason
mistykaye2009 1 week ago
that baby. i have pulmonary hypertention a terminal lung.heart disease with no cure i cant have children ir we will both die. i have ups and downs and think about hurting myself and go to do it then chicken out or dont do something right but i know now just how many people it will hurt i have to be here for my family and fiancee and my two year old nephew and also have a neice or nephew on the way i need to be here for them. some people will see just how precious life is and how important they
mistykaye2009 1 week ago
I have tried to kill myself more then once. I have been through hell and back. I grew up without a mother she left when i was 10 so my dad raised me my twin and two younger brothers hisself. When I turned 15 i met a guy and started dating only to get abused by him fofr 6 years yes i should of left sooner but didnt. I left him started seeig someone who cheated on me broke up after i had my miscarriage found out a few onths later pregnant again then diagnosed with a terminal illness and lost
mistykaye2009 1 week ago
how do they not cry when singing this!!!!)':
ZOMGZOEE 1 week ago
@goatlover98 I'm not trying to get attention. And I'm not here for any reason, or at least any good reason. I was once told that the purpose of life is to die. Thats so true. Life just leads up to death so why put it off?
perikatl 1 week ago
Mia...i miss you girlie...you were only 13...someone should have seen it... </3
XxSwedQueen420xX 1 week ago
Does anyone have any ideas about what I could use for the tube of my helium hood?
perikatl 1 week ago
The 24 dislikes........GO TO HELL
ashley10997 1 week ago
R.I.P
Davied "smily" Geary
He didn't kill himself he got ran over by a car but i swear on my life you will not be missed.
ashley10997 1 week ago
R.I.P Aisha Marie Douglas!!
I love you so much and miss you horribly!
BeckyR19 1 week ago
Lonely only for God's good ..
MuhammedSaade 1 week ago
I have nothing to live for anymore.
perikatl 1 week ago
@perikatl You do have something to live for. Don't you dare kill yourself. Everyone was put here for a reason and suicide is not the way to get attention it is just selfish
goatlover98 1 week ago
I was sitting in a bookstore with my guy, and a mutual friend showed me this song. God... I starting bawling... couldnt even finish...this reminds me of my friend... but he's not dead. and he's not gonna commit suicide. but he's really, really sick right now, and he's pretty much given up... :C
AnimeRebel13 1 week ago
my friend jumped in front of a train at 18. there were no hints as to why. she had been working hard to get her little girl back and was set to get her in only a weeks time. then she decided to go out with her boyfriend and they got high. and she ended up in the front of a train.
in the end all it came down to was a small article that did not even list her name and only said not to play near railroad tracks.
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StoneSniper666 1 week ago
Support for those who may be contemplating suicide. Please call for help.
If you or someone you know is in an emotional distress or suicidal crisis,
please call the Lifeline at 1-800-273-TALK (8255)....PLEASE CALL...
GaCountryGirl024 1 week ago 5
It is so touching just know someone you love can go just go like that. thats what happend to my friend this song was played for him I MISS YOU BRO :( :(
ant90445 1 week ago
Wow u r an amazing artist bud, This song is amazing
bennny6988 1 week ago in playlist Favorite videos
I know how you get that lonely. I've been hurting too much for too long. I can't take it anymore. Nobody will miss me. I'm gone.
WhiskeyLullaby13 1 week ago
@WhiskeyLullaby13 dnt ever say that the one who say they wont miss you is the one who will the most trust me i know
bigdaddy1931827 1 week ago in playlist Liked videos
no one cares any more the pain deep i just want to talk to someone other then family i have no one dose anyone understand iam reaching out please help just want to talk thats all.
cjengle1 1 week ago in playlist Favorite videos
@cjengle1 dont know ya but if ya wanna talk im here ill listen to ya
youthofkentucky 1 week ago
@youthofkentucky How do i get a hold of you
cjengle1 1 week ago
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GaCountryGirl024 1 week ago
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@cjengle1 Email me i would be happy to help you and
just listen if that's all you need. I respect that you are even
asking. That shows you know that you are in trouble and
need someone other then one close to you to talk to so
please email me. *Country Girl*
GaCountryGirl024 1 week ago
i was on the phone with my best friend last night and he said he couldt take being teased anymore there was no point and i was like whats wrong bud talk to me and the next thing i hear chills me to the bone i hear the cocking of a handgun and i said bud dont do talk im here for ya and all he said was i love you Keith and then gunshot i had my mom call 911 and when they got there they picked up his phone and told me ( yes i was still on the line) that he had shot him self i cried
TheKeithmc43 2 weeks ago
@TheKeithmc43 brother are you ok thats ruff what you went thrue i pry that your friend is ok too
fish1648 1 week ago
@fish1648 yea im alright he died that night they tried to save him we just buried him it was the worst thing in my life seeing his mom crying and me being the last person to talk to him
TheKeithmc43 1 week ago
@TheKeithmc43 that sucks man there are few things harder than loosing your friends like that
fish1648 1 week ago
kristen smith, i love and mss u i just can't beleive that you are really gone i miss & love you 09-07-98 - 03-29-11
brandytrivett1 2 weeks ago
I don't want to ever miss you like this.
Waking2Dreams 2 weeks ago
Lucian Eves, you are deeply missed my friend.
Skarloey88 2 weeks ago
Most people don't get it, but I do :(
Nemesis7782 2 weeks ago
RIP Nollan Tryon. We were the lucky ones.
NyElizabeth2012 2 weeks ago
RIP Corbin Filpansick!
L4HBand 2 weeks ago
RIP Casey Gentry <3
bspell2010 2 weeks ago
I have tried so many times and one day it will happen living in pain evey day love ones will go own but i will be out of pain and be at rest for once
cjengle1 2 weeks ago
@cjengle1 no your ioved one will not go on they will always wonder what if
fish1648 1 week ago
@cjengle1 If you think your loved ones will go on as if nothing has
happened you are not in your right mind. All you are doing is putting
this same pain into their minds as to why over and over they will ask
why. What did they miss why weren't they paying attention. What if
they had it to do over again what could they do? Sorta like u with all
your questions, ever think you keep failing because God keeps making
sure that you are here cause he knows your family can't go on without you?
Savana523 1 week ago 13
@Savana523 It's definitely not easy being a survivor of this, I'm so glad he wrote this song, it shows people how hard it is to live with it afterwards, and after ten years, it hasn't gotten any easier, I wish I could say that it has, but it really messes up families. I would hope that anyone who has feelings like this, somehow finds the strength to hang in there, cuz living with the guilt, it's unbearable. .
InEvry1ThereIsBeauty 3 days ago
Rip Jeffrey Fehr♥
stephannoettes 2 weeks ago
blaine is drivin his POS ford in park haha
ZachManZ71 2 weeks ago
everyone gets this lonely, and some people are just really afraid to show it because if they do they just get shrugged off as being a drama queen (then ignored and hated even more). i left all the answers in the note i wrote. the only thing keeping me from doing it is my boyfriend...literally the only friend i have. (not looking for comments back, just saying)
hobbler3 2 weeks ago
my first best friend killed himself about two months ago and he moved away when we were in 4th grade and i kinda put me at fault for not being there for him and it hurts to this day
DakotaLeeMuzik 2 weeks ago
Damn it. My mom found me before the helium hood killed me. :( I woke up in the hospital, confused. Then I spent a month in therapy. It didn't help at all...again. Now I'm researching method's of suicide again. Next time I'll make sure I'm completely alone until I'm dead.
BlaineLarsenFan 2 weeks ago
@BlaineLarsenFan---I do not know your story...I don't know anything about you, but I do know that suicide is the worst thing a person can do. Life will get better, I promise. You may or may not believe in God, but HE is real, and HE loves you...Do me a favor. Put your hand over your heart... Do you feel that? Your ALIVE for a reason. YOU have a purpose. DON'T GIVE UP.
Mollylovesyou12345 2 weeks ago
@BlaineLarsenFan What a selfish thing to do and say. So you want
your mom to find her son dead and to have to live with that for the rest
of her life. Just who are you thinking about here. If you know that you
have these feelings why not just ask someone to help you. There's no
problem in this world that can't be solved or have a solution too! I'm not
perfect i've done it too. But it wasn't my mom who found me but if it had
been the pain would of made me want to then for hurting her.
CowGirlBaby2 2 weeks ago 8
@BlaineLarsenFan The momdnt that you end your life, you don't get another chance. Suicide is just a cowards way out and not fighting through obstacles. God gives us one life, one chance. Your mom loved you enough to take you to the hospital right? . . . I know what your going through. I contemplated before. But trust me my brother, its the wrong decision. God gives us thousands of decisions in our life dont let this one that people remember you by in a bad way. Be able to tell people i survived
SuckMyTrace 13 hours ago
Everyone goes through A time in there life where they wanna die. Ive been through it had a bad break up felt so helpless and just wanted to end it all. But looking back on it and how I would have hurt so many people who cared about me its not worth it. Be thankful for everyday because you never know when your time is up so love like crazy regret nothing and live everyday like you were dying!!
countryboyjbabb92 2 weeks ago
I agree with your kind comments but sometimes it comes a time to say goodbye.
oconnerkevenful 2 weeks ago
hope one person hears this song and just thinks twice :(
pokerstarsplaymoney 2 weeks ago
@pokerstarsplaymoney Amen...to that.
GaCountryGirl024 2 weeks ago
HOW DO U GET THAT LONLY ITS EASY TO GET THAT LONLY WE ALL U EVERY HEAR IS THATS UR NOT GOOD ENOUGH. OR AWAYS BRING PUT DOWN AND MADE FUN OF ALL THE TIME GET MADE FUN OF HOW U LOOK OR HOW U DRESS PEOPLE DONT THINK ABOUT WHAT THE SAY CAN DO TO SOMEONE
patrick126987 2 weeks ago
@patrick126987 Don't you realize that everyone goes through a time
in life that is bad for them. People are cruel that's a fact. I wish i had
the answers for everyone but i don't. Surround yourself with people that
make you feel good about yourself. School aged kids have it the hardest
i went through those times too. Yes i even tried a few times but it always
came back to me what about my mom what will she do and how will she
live if i do this and that is the only thing that saved me.
GaCountryGirl024 2 weeks ago 6
@GaCountryGirl024 yes i realize and thats all i surround myself with is friends and family that do care about me i tired to kill myself when i was younger but then i realize that i do have more people that do care about me so i stop letting people get to me and let it just roll off and wake away
patrick126987 2 weeks ago
Taking your own life hurts so many others. So in some ways u
are transferring your pain onto them. I don't mean this to sound
condesending to anyone going through depression. I say u know
you are depressed feeling like taking your life ask for help. Why
would you want your loved ones to feel exactly what you are
feeling now. I don't think u do but taking your life is exactly what
happens for them. Now they are depressed wondering what they
didn't do to help save you it's sad for all.
2DRoads 2 weeks ago 4
ugh this song is so sad everytime i here it i cry because during this last year my friend ronnie shot hisself and my other friend dustin overdosed and my uncle died in a wreck and my friend teresa died in a wreck 2 and everytime i here this song it makes me think why didnt i do anything about it!
savannahanddede 3 weeks ago
@savannahanddede We sometimes don't see the pain that others
are going through. U can't blame yourself. You can only realize
that this is making you depressed and that you need to talk to
somone get some help. Don't get to the point that they did. People
love you and need you. You can't predict wrecks that is something
that just happens. They are called accidents for that reason. You can
do something about how u are feeling about these events. Let your parents
know how you are feeling.
GaCountryGirl024 2 weeks ago 5
I've faced my death several times over. I remember each and every time. I've thought about ending it because I believed I would never be saved from my Hell. I was saved when I was seventeen, but I had to faced my death two more times when a lung disease attacked me. Now I'm twenty, with a lovely son and a wonderful lover, and I'm glad I stopped myself and fought. My son is almost a month old, and this song will remind him that he will always be loved.
RyanBrans 3 weeks ago
In the end, if you do not love yourself...you cant love others. Love ones will pass, that does hurt. But they will always be with you and always be watching over you. They would not want you to hurt, to feel bad. Keep their memories alive in your heart and take them with you everyday. Learn to love others and yourself.
parjus22 3 weeks ago
this song has so much meaning to me, my boyfrineds mom just commited suicide last week, e played this song at her service, we miss her so much, she doesnt kno ho much she was loved. R.I.P kristy, we'll miss you
monsterbabygirl1012 3 weeks ago
A class mate of mine killed himself the summer between 9th and 10th grade. Its so hard for us about to graduate and him not being there ~RIP~Sheffield Duncan "Boo"
Wingwoman12 3 weeks ago
a girl in my school commited suicide friday. RIP T.E.D. 1.6.12
xxxjordanlentzxxx 3 weeks ago
@frostchild i can agree in some of that. it's still something that's hard for the family's and people who cared to deal with. @destinyhanning22 really? just really? and @amberlynnbny07 you are extremely right on both of their accounts. people who stick out even with their problems,it can intensely hard.
AngelicDevilGamerKay 3 weeks ago
RIP Martin Anthony Hoffman. gone, but never forgotten . . . 5/14/81-10/2/09 Love and miss you so very much
CTra1983 3 weeks ago
I've dealt with depression since I was very young, and have attempted suicide many, many times since I was around 10 years old. It came to a hedge when I was 15 and my mom found out I had swallowed rat poison and had been cutting myself for 2 years. I was put in in-patient care. I've never had many good friends, and, in that time of need, I became friends with my best friend, Will. With the help of him, other great friends, and my parents, I've not tried to do any self-harm for 4 years.
LizaMMX 3 weeks ago
love this song! it sent chills down my back the whole time!!
TheCountryboy1734 3 weeks ago
suicide is a joke planet earth aint that bad nothing on this earth is worth killing yourself over im sorry but there isnt its not that damn impressive people who commit sucide are peices of crap those of you who have attempted it should feel ashamed of yourselve's how dare you take the easy way out while the rest of us have to stick around in this shit whole and live it out
sucide is for cowards who dont care bout anyone but themself. grow a pair dont be a dog in heat
frosstchild 3 weeks ago
@frosstchild fuck of you piece of shit keep your comments to yourself !
destinyhanning22 3 weeks ago
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@destinyhanning22 clearly you tried to kill your self maybe you should grow up and go talk to somethign bout your problems sense your clearly bout to end it all the fact that you dont understand my comment and have such a short minded caveman response shows how sympathetic you are to to ppl in your life who decide to bail with that kind of thinking tons of people will leave your life relationships suicide your family disowning you , cuase you will bake them a cake and support it
frosstchild 3 weeks ago
@frosstchild are you serious? your pathetic for thinking that. some people don't see another way out. so put yourself in their shoes before you talk shit. Some people have PTSD and after awhile it becomes so intense that it literally destroys your right state of mind.,
amberlynnbby07 3 weeks ago 2
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@amberlynnbby07 your pathetic for supporting suicide if someone doesnt see a way out why didnt you show them one your part of the problem not the solution way to let your freinds kill themselves and then turn around and be happy with them call them what they are FAIL your no better for feeling sorry for someone who couldnt even pick up a phone or go into a church an admite they have a problem its is cowardice killing yoruself is easyer then admitting your issues its that simple
frosstchild 3 weeks ago
@frosstchild I understand what u say to a degree. People get to
a point that they can't stand being on this earth. Coward is not
the word to use even tho many feel that way these people have
problems within themselves that needs to be addressed. Everyone
has people who love them and the sad part is they are the ones
left with the questions why? When u commit suicide u hurt many
but at the time any rational person would know that. If not n ur right
state of mind u take the easy way out.
CowGirlBaby2 3 weeks ago 19
@frosstchild Fuck you Depression is a desease like cancer it will or may kill you
Wingwoman12 3 weeks ago
@Wingwoman12 ive got mad cronic depression there tons of shit for me to feel lame about 24-7 ive had it all mylife so dont give me that cop out the dif between you and me is im smart enough to know suicide is a cowards thing and it doesnt make me a better person but taking that choice witch it is its a choice don t give me the ptsd thing either go get some pills and stop making excuses you can stop yourself before its too much most people chose not too
frosstchild 3 weeks ago
@frosstchild Alright Im not gonna be mean toward you IDK you, You are intitledto you opinion but seriously you could of said this in a nicer way, People who are thinking of suicide dont need to be treated like this somtihing has made them feel this way, and they need someone to HELP them through it not be callin them a coward or a pu**y or sayin grow some balls, I believe that everyone can say wat they feel all that i ask is try to put it a lil nicer next time, you never know
bennny6988 1 week ago
This song really hits me because I tried to take my life years ago. Luckily I had wonderful friends and family who got me through that dark time and now I'm a happily married woman who has the best husband in the world.
DawnYzag 3 weeks ago
My wife hates me and my babies are scared of me becaues of lies from there mother. I have nothing to live for.
mrcateyes33 3 weeks ago
@mrcateyes33 There is no need for suicide. If you need to talk just message me and I'll talk with you. Suicide is never the way. =( I really hope you know your life is worth it. You may feel like a drop in the ocean but without you the ocean would be less....
punky8389 3 weeks ago
I'm depressed and have thought about ending it but one day I was on the school bus going home and we passed a cemetary and I started thinking and thought, about 95 percent of those people buried in there would do anything to have their life back. They didn't choose to die. It made me start to appriciate the fact that I'm just alive.
xguesswh0x12 3 weeks ago
Rip the two boys who killed themselves in my hometown last year
one who was 17 and killed himself with a gun while he was on the phone with his ex girlfriend
The other killed himself a few weeks before christmas by an overdose he was 12
and to my friends for every day they never gave up on me or each other
To the wicked girls(love you sisters =D rawr see you monday)
jczarnecki101 3 weeks ago
feel lonely every damn day.. i dont look forward to the rest of my life.. i'm only 18.
HXE4LIFE 4 weeks ago
@HXE4LIFE 18 is a very trying age. Not feeling like an adult but knowing you are being pushed into it. Your life is worth living and your happy ever after will come. While YOU are LIVING!
punky8389 3 weeks ago
Ok it's a sad song but it's not a reason to write all your problems goddamnit !
RedRip4 4 weeks ago 3
@RedRip4 Maybe they are just needing help.... someone to reach out to them....
punky8389 3 weeks ago
@RedRip4 if it helps people to write out their problems then I'm glad they do. Stop being a dick.
svtlincoln 3 weeks ago
i tried to end my life about a year ago. I saw what it did to the ones who love me, please if you have thoughts like this talk to someone. Remember, there is ALWAYS someone who loves you. <3
KeepHope0821 4 weeks ago
@KeepHope0821 I did so too about a year ago. And your absolutely right! breaks your heart to see what it does to the ones you love!
provseN 2 weeks ago
i live in a small town. the kind where everyone knows everything about everyone. well 2 days ago my friend nathan, 23 years old, hung himself. he was happy, no one knew he was hurting and that was the worse part. he felt so alone in his last days that he couldnt even share he was hurting with someone, anyone. RIP Nate, your beautiful soul will live on
harrestudent 4 weeks ago
My fiance took his own life on 30th November 2011. He texted me minutes before to say 'I will always love you'. As soon as I saw it, I knew he was dead. It broke my heart in to so many pieces, each morning I wake up and my heart shatters all over again. I miss him so so much. He had so many people around him to help him yet he couldn't face life anymore, i will never understand exactly why as we had so much to look forward too.
Kerrylouise01 4 weeks ago
@Kerrylouise01 he was selfish prick for doing that
serioushamster 4 weeks ago
@Kerrylouise01 that is horrible! I'm so sorry you've had to handle such a horrific tragedy....
punky8389 3 weeks ago
Life can be lonely and tough. We all know that. I have three friends who were gonna commit suicide. One even handed me a suicide note. So y'all out there who...need someone or something to care about...You got it. Don't search for it. It's already there. You've all got something to live for. So throw away blades, wipe away the tears. You're gonna be all right, you're gonna be just fine.Don't search for love anymore. (Wise words from the 13yr old. Didn't expect that to happen.)
firelight222 1 month ago
whats truly sad. is that this happens to people everyday. i was one of them. whats trully sad is that so many people ignore it because they have this mentality of "its not my problem".
TheBANKO1 1 month ago in playlist Liked videos 2
Awwww i about killed myself to this song :(
TheBethsalyers 1 month ago
A Tear jearker wanna listen to this one with a box of tissue!
pocahontas2677 1 month ago
This reminds me of the guy I lost in high school the only difference is he was killed by a drunk driver he was only 17, but still hit the heart
pocahontas2677 1 month ago
wathcing the older couple, specially at the 2:33 is heartbreaking,
redneckpax 1 month ago
Please, if you feel you're getting that lonley, call the Trevor Project at 866-488-7386. It can get better and it does. You have value and you have worth. Talk to someone, talk to anyone but it does get better.
74142kokopelli 1 month ago
I KNOW HOW YOU GET THAT LONELY I KNOW HOW IT HURTS THAT BAD I FEEL EMPTY AND MY CUTS HELP ME LET IT ALL GO I LOVED HIM SO MUCH
annalulu080808 1 month ago 2
I know how because im in love and he broke up with me for my bestfriend and im so lonely utting myself wanting to kill myself going o prob. i lve you alan never forget tht and if i die cutting my wrist remember that I LOVE YOU AND ILL WATCH OVER YOU
annalulu080808 1 month ago
Sometimes when i get down i think about my great grandmother who spent 20 years waiting to go home to be with her husband and all the family she lost i think about her having to bury her own son she fought so she could make sure we are all ok when i think about that i know that no matter what happens i need to push through so she knows that all that time that is wasn't vain though when she passed the only consistant thing in my life was gone I miss her and thank her i will see her when i am done
TaharistheForsaken 1 month ago
You get that lonley by being 18, gay and living in a community that can't see you. That's how you get that lonely!
74142kokopelli 1 month ago
@74142kokopelli - I remember feeling that way at that age too. Please believe that your life will be amazing! Make them see you! Do great and amazing things!
acespencer 1 month ago
Beautiful job, view of all affected. Often people will not tell about thinking it or having tried it, for fear that those they love will walk away, disbelieve, mock, or pity them to the point of feeling like an outcast & isolating themselves Please don't walk away, it may scares, or hurts you, but it's not about you, may not even be about them, its about everything, copeing, more Support & hear them their still the same person you care about & Please ask the Q's all life is worth living and love
Hopedestiny 1 month ago 3
this song realy hits home for me as well, I have tried sucude more than once. I lost a few of my friends this way and thought they got off easy so why not it will solve all my problems. I found out different, im now sharing my life with the woman of my dreams who is helping me with coping with life. I thank her evry chance i get and make sure to tell her i love her evryday. I now try and help anyone willing to accept help, complete strangers. I have also come to terms that u cant help evrybody.
MrToodles1987 1 month ago
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I dedicate this to my cousin Jonthan Curcio he took his own life January 28, 2002. Yesterday was his 27th birthday Decemeber 26th. We his family misses him very much and wishes we could have been reunited with him before he took his life. May be we could have kept it from happening. At least he is in a better place now not still living the life he had. He desereved much better.
trickynickie2005 1 month ago
I dedicate this to my cousin Jonthan Curico he took his own life January 28, 2002. Yesterday was his 26th birthday Decemeber 26th. We his family misses him very much and wishes we could have been reunited with him before he left us. At least he is in a better place now not still living the life he had. He desereved much better.
trickynickie2005 1 month ago
On 07/31/2011 my husband left this earth. There were many issues in his troubled life. However, he had a talent, many if fact, I reminded him everyday. Living life without him is hard. I loved him so, he is deeply missed. I do not understand. I put my Trust in GOD as I put the pieces back together again. Having lost so much, our home, car, some furniture. Living here and there. We were finally getting it back. He had good intentions but...I will always love him and wish he were here.
mlady0831 1 month ago
i know how easy it is to get this lonely i tried to take my life 3 times the first two were when i lost my papaw that i loved dearly and the third time was when when my uncle past unexpectedly i felt very empty and numb but i am glad i didnt because my life has become everything i wished it would be i have a man in my life that loves me and i love him and i have friends that i care so much about and family they all mean the world to me i do still miss the ones i lost but i know they are here
animelover4950 1 month ago
I know depression is a tough fight to fight, but you have to fight it! Im 24, ive seen more tragedy, heartache, n death in my short time, then most see in the entire life and then some... Im still standing, im still here, im here to tell you things will be ok :) I have a tattoo on my arm, its the word Resilience, cause thats what we all need... I got it the day my sister committed suicide, my father left n my grandmother was killed in a car crash... Im still standing
Raminthorn 1 month ago
i have been battling depression for 33 years and as time goes on, it gets harder and harder to fight. I cut myself to try to release the pain and hurt I feel. I am seeing a therapist and on antidepressants, but it still doesn't help. Yes, I feel like no life is better than the life that I have. this is probably the song that I will leave in my final note for them to play at my funeral services. There are too many reasons to list here, but this song just about sums it up. god bless!!
truekeanefan 1 month ago in playlist Favorite videos
@truekeanefan i undersad how u feel. At one time i was cutting myself and i also still c a therapist. Iknow it may seem like no one but i do i may do know u or know nothing about u but i hate for ppl to feel that way and go thought things like this. I lost just about everything including my mind. Theres times i want to cut myself again but i think about my boy, i lost him once dont want to again. JUST REMEMBR IF U THINK NOBODY CARE I DO
123Dauvey 1 month ago
I was going to write an epic comment.........but i'm too busy wiping tears from my eyes and trying to swallow the lump in my throat.........this is a sad but beautiful song..
xXResidentEvilrulzXx 1 month ago
My best friend since second grade killed himself and every time I hear this song I think about him. I wish I could have saved him.
aceholly2007 1 month ago in playlist Favorite videos
My best friend tried to kill herself but I stopped her before she could. I use to not understand how she could do something like that until I tried to take my life a couple months later. I would have never guessed she would do that and the same goes for me. For those of you who say life is worth living and not to its so much more complicated that that and sometimes the easiest thing to do is just end it, there doesnt always have to be a sign
laxitlikeufieldit 1 month ago
@laxitlikeufieldit Maybe, but sometimes taking the easy way out is not the right thing to do. How can anything ever be so bad that you would take you own life to run away from it.
One should properbly have experienced it to see the reason, because i just can't figure it out :( Anyway, i am happy to see you write that reply, because that means you decidet not to do it :)
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laxitlikeufieldit 1 month ago
my best friend took her life on 12 12 11 it has been terrible. i often at ttimes feel like giving up on everything and just taking my life. i think about it and relize the importance in life. live life be happy, your beautiful
Kathleen7574 1 month ago
My Ex-fiances lil brother hung himself according to his letter he couldnt take the heartbreak from two girls. i miss him he was my brother too. sometimes it just so unreal that he was actually gone. i still expect him to walk in from the other room. or to even call me. i wish he woulda talked to me. RIP Johnny Brunson
beaver69assassin 1 month ago
Being in the military can be very lonely. I work my ass off and not to sound cocky, but the best at what I do, but when I get off work, old memories, a rough breakup, family 1/2 the world away, financial struggles and alcohol almost brought me to pull the trigger... ....If anyone reads this, please never forget - living is ALWAYS better than taking your life - There will ALWAYS someone out there, who you made a difference in their life.
08usaf 1 month ago 3
22 people are heartless
08usaf 1 month ago
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I"ve dealt with depression and had the intentions of taking my own life. I"ve seen the deaths of 2 of my close friends. My best friend Cameron died in a car accident last year. I love you buddy. 12.23.10 My friend Rob was murdered 3 years ago 5.12.08 And my grandfather took a gun to himself with me watching when I was 5. Last night I actually pointed a loaded gun at my own head. But I had a revelation. I realized life is worth living. Please thumbs up so I can continue to know that people care
Dboyboy97 1 month ago 113
@Dboyboy97 Yes life IS worth living. God gave it to you so keep in mind you are here for a reason and no matter what anyone says, you're worth it. God bless and keep your head held high. :)
301brighteyes 1 month ago
@Dboyboy97 Know how ya feel....my kids dad took his life in 2004 and not long after that I heard this song...I cried for hours and played it over and over.....Hope things work out for you..It isnt worth it you will hurt so many people..Just keep your head up it will get better.:)
shutterfly2383 1 month ago
@Dboyboy97 Yoy are not alone keep fighting life is worth it but the strugle sometimes brings you down but you will rise again stronger than before
goodgirl33maja 1 month ago
@Dboyboy97 It's a shame that at that moment the person committing
suicide has no idea the pain that they are leaving behind them. Life ends
for them but for the loved ones left behind comes the blame their whole
life thinking that they could of done something to stop them from doing it.
No matter how we look at it their is pain in the individual and the members
of the family and friends left behind. I have seen a friend get to that point
and thank God we made sure we were always with her.
CowGirlBaby2 1 month ago 2
@Dboyboy97 (OK this is my first reaction)
Honey, someone always cares. I don't know you personally. (Let's hope not.) But when I saw that you wanted to commit suicide, I was scared for you and for the people around you.
Just wanted to say that you don't need to search for it. It's already there.
And you're not the only one.
~~Kitty~~
firelight222 1 month ago
@Dboyboy97 I am sorry for the pain you have been through.
Your friends deaths is hard at a young age. Your grandfather
must of been in deep pain too. But you have to love yourself
not have others love you to make sure you don't entertain the
idea again. You need professional help from someone who is
experienced in this type of depression. People on utube aren't
professionals and a thumbs up isn't your answer. People cared
about you before you had those thoughts to begin with get help!!
CowGirlBaby2 3 weeks ago 21
@classof2014rox ...I'm sorry kid. I know what it feels like to lose someone close ... infact, a lot of people who were damn close to me.... ....from my childhood to my service years, ...i've seen death, ....you need to look forward. ..why people do things is their problem, not yours. ....Godspeed kid.
08usaf 1 month ago in playlist Favorite videos
This song is about Lance Emmitt. From Mt. Pleasant, Tennessee. R.I.P.
Kory62 1 month ago
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Kory62 1 month ago
I was just on Mooresvillle road the other day
Michele92308 1 month ago
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Michele92308 1 month ago
@@MisterGrubbs; you have no idea what you are talking about, my father commited suicide and in my eyes unless you have been there and faced the trigger, you have no idea.
shawnavause 1 month ago
@shawnavause Intriguing. I wouldn't post unless I've dealt with depression in the family and personally. I do know what I'm talking about - sorry to hear about your father.
@immortal - Almost comical with the clinically delusional comment, ha. Things can get rough, that's for absolute sure. When things get real tough, stress levels get high, and the good thoughts/memories go out the window. That's the point at which your personal strength is tested.
I'm done posting here, don't want to offend.
MisterGrubbs 1 month ago
I sung this song about my brother when he died
Whatwasion 1 month ago
I found this picture of all these cuts..and the caption was "Emo Kids.. Just go kill yourself already." My first reaction was anger. I just commented on it saying "Fuck you! You are a bastard, you don't know what the fuck these people go through! Walk a mile in their fucking shoes, then you can criticize them." Then, after I looked at it more and more, it made me want to cry. You don't really know what they go through until you go through it. Fuck whoever says you aren't good enough. You are.<3
CarleyMackie 1 month ago
I enjoy this Song. He is so Cute
ryancallahan54 1 month ago
The answer is: You feel no one loves you enough, or at least it was for me
SouthSweetTea 1 month ago
Tanner Rip <3 12.16.11 i love you buddy <3 you were only 16 and thats way too young. you didnt deserve what she did to you but suicide wasnt the right answer. you left us all here, sad hurt and wondering why...i miss you soooo muchh!!!! two classmates in a little over a month...two close friends, gone forever.... my school, my grade, my life is falling apart. </3 R.I.P. Tanner. R.I.P. Jeremiah 11.7.11 <3
classof2014rox 1 month ago 7
Amazing song!
barbiegurl2008 1 month ago
It isn't about being lonely...it's all about bring too full// too full of expectations..life... images...failures
marfagirl41 1 month ago
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It has been 21 years since a very special and dear friend found herself so lonely that she took her own life. Everyday I miss her smile and think of her.
"How do you get that lonely and no body know?" A question that can never be answered.
I miss you Heidi
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countrygirl7137 1 month ago in playlist Favorite videos
This is a good song.
With all of the disgusting things in the world, the number of murders and suicides is increasing, dramatically. It absolutely breaks my heart when someone takes their own life. I awoke yesterday to a phonecall telling me that a friend had taken his own life. No note, no clue as to why - and it is an absolutely dreadful feeling.
For those considering it - don't. The ripples of your decision dig deeper than you think.
Life is what you make of it, and you CAN change it.
MisterGrubbs 1 month ago 2
@MisterGrubbs i am extremely sorry about your friend... but i can tell you something... you can't change depression... you can mask it, but even with drugs, it's never completely gone... it's a disease, not a choice... i know from experience.. but again, i am extremely sorry for your loss
thomson2015 1 month ago
@thomson2015 - It's just a part of life man. Things happen, you learn to live with it and move on, or you spend your life dwelling on the past, never getting anywhere. I know one thing, at 25 years of age I've already seen entirely too many good people go too young, and it's something that never gets easier to deal with.
MisterGrubbs 1 month ago
@MisterGrubbs i understand where you get that misconception that you it's just part of life that you learn to live with, but it's not. it's a chemical imbalance which causes us to think this way. i'm 15 and i've been this way since 10. it's not something you can fight.
thomson2015 1 month ago
@MisterGrubbs I completely agree with everything you said, except for one little thing.... sometimes, you can't change your life. Sometimes it's out of our hands. What happens in our lives is almost never up to us, but how we handle it is. We can't change it, but we can change how we think about it.
pogorules15 1 month ago 2
@pogorules15 I know what you're saying, pogo, but changing your viewpoint and what you do in response to a situation IS determining your life/fate. Granted, you can't stop a car-crash or anything else that would be considered destiny, but with anything we do, we have a choice - even if sometimes the choices are not what we want.
Suicide is not a choice, it is an excuse, or at least it is in my eyes. Life's hard at times, but you have to realize that, with patience, things can get better.
MisterGrubbs 1 month ago
@MisterGrubbs by your own admission you cant change certain things, by that very standard someone somewhere with patience thier life will not get any better, to live that life, well all i can say is i dare you to.
immortalwombat10 1 month ago
@immortalwombat10 Mixxed emotions on things, you'll have to excuse the contradiction. I do believe that you can make things better and, with good decisions, you'll some day(whether or not you realize it) see the outcome of your decisions. I'm not saying clinical depression is easy, I'm simply stating that you can live a good life.
Thomson - I understand it's a chemical imbalance - it's something I myself have dealt with. There are medications, and if the first one doesn't work, try another.
MisterGrubbs 1 month ago