and even if you did not fake feelings than you loved me (as friend) in a way that was destructive to me and got me to hate myself, not constructive to me in a way i would feel stronger, healthier and more happy with you than without you.
the reason - in my opinion, you just don't love yourself enough to love another, and that is true even if you feel love i'm afraid.
and because you got me to hate myself (instead of encourage my natural feelings of self love and love for others - for example, you) i was not strong enough to cut for myself (and maybe also for you?!)
because i felt worthless - not confident in my ability to do for myself at all.
on the other hand you did not cut contact either. if you were strong enough to do for yourself you would be strong enough to do for others and not let them depend on you.
For example - not expressing emotions and saying words you don't really mean to people you don't really love for who they are.
Not taking advantage of someone's feelings for you.
First of all...Happy Birthday Grandma and many more!!!! Hey, this is really good...has a Western feel to it..though I am sure it is not intended.....and a lot of good energy!!! Great job---We really enjoyed it...love the style, because it's really unusual!!!
if suicide is to admit failure, sometimes it is better to admit failure and end it all than to remain alive and in suffering because you are surrounded with weakness that brings you down and are losing faith and ability to act for yourself until you no longer want to give it a go, you wish to end it, to die, not to live anymore.
and then someone who is supposed to be your best friend by the time you spend together cannot be there for you anymore and distance themselves from you
and blame you for being selfish or whatever or not being able to get out of yourself
if somebody would kill themselves because of some mistake you did you wouldn't even have time to feel guilty because you would be too busy feeling happy you were so important to them.
only shows how unimportant you are to yourself in my opinion - and it is the reason you make others feel not important to themselves as you do
and because you cannot eat the cake and have it whole you blame me for replecting upon your actions, but at the same time you get sulky for feeling like your wish is unimportant to me, you are happy when you feel understood (i.e. that i know you).
It's cool Kris. I like the music and your singing. The video is very handy to have a late night home from a BierStube, to find once way home. Just joking, you know me !?
and where the hells the credit to david mcwilliams???
WeeMcWilly 2 years ago
what idiot would do this to this song. Idiots
WeeMcWilly 2 years ago
you destroyed this song lol
killemall588 2 years ago
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and even if you did not fake feelings than you loved me (as friend) in a way that was destructive to me and got me to hate myself, not constructive to me in a way i would feel stronger, healthier and more happy with you than without you.
the reason - in my opinion, you just don't love yourself enough to love another, and that is true even if you feel love i'm afraid.
:(
MagicalSunrise1984 2 years ago
and because you got me to hate myself (instead of encourage my natural feelings of self love and love for others - for example, you) i was not strong enough to cut for myself (and maybe also for you?!)
because i felt worthless - not confident in my ability to do for myself at all.
Which was why i wanted to kill myself.
MagicalSunrise1984 2 years ago
on the other hand you did not cut contact either. if you were strong enough to do for yourself you would be strong enough to do for others and not let them depend on you.
For example - not expressing emotions and saying words you don't really mean to people you don't really love for who they are.
Not taking advantage of someone's feelings for you.
You were not even strong enough for that.
Scary.
MagicalSunrise1984 2 years ago
Cool man, funky but folky!
serenataorg 3 years ago
First of all...Happy Birthday Grandma and many more!!!! Hey, this is really good...has a Western feel to it..though I am sure it is not intended.....and a lot of good energy!!! Great job---We really enjoyed it...love the style, because it's really unusual!!!
Peace Bro,
Yvonne,Bob and Kazandra
Ava,Illinois
chirogirl67550 3 years ago
Love that dirty fat bass, cool song. Thanks to Kris for the send ;)
stonebuystone 3 years ago
Yep, Kris is a cool hunter!
Brandtstifter1 3 years ago
Fabulous sound ;)
celestialsam 3 years ago
Very cool coverversion :) I love it..... but on a few moments the keyboard track is a bit annoying ;)
FrankDerStillePunk 3 years ago
cool
soaringman 3 years ago
Very cool! I dig it, too! -Shaz
sharbohemia 3 years ago
Righteous tune....dig it...
fingercheese 3 years ago
Very adventurous arrangement.
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if suicide is to admit failure, sometimes it is better to admit failure and end it all than to remain alive and in suffering because you are surrounded with weakness that brings you down and are losing faith and ability to act for yourself until you no longer want to give it a go, you wish to end it, to die, not to live anymore.
unattractive2abusers 2 years ago
and then someone who is supposed to be your best friend by the time you spend together cannot be there for you anymore and distance themselves from you
and blame you for being selfish or whatever or not being able to get out of yourself
unattractive2abusers 2 years ago
if somebody would kill themselves because of some mistake you did you wouldn't even have time to feel guilty because you would be too busy feeling happy you were so important to them.
only shows how unimportant you are to yourself in my opinion - and it is the reason you make others feel not important to themselves as you do
horrible
unattractive2abusers 2 years ago
you are glad i make comments because it make you feel important
but then you are irritated because i don't do as you wish and stop
:D
unattractive2abusers 2 years ago
and because you cannot eat the cake and have it whole you blame me for replecting upon your actions, but at the same time you get sulky for feeling like your wish is unimportant to me, you are happy when you feel understood (i.e. that i know you).
unattractive2abusers 2 years ago
very entertaining game - it keeps me from tantrums of nightmares again
right, so you already know i write comments to you when the anger and pain comes and i need to make myself laugh so not to cut myself or whatever.
unattractive2abusers 2 years ago
i hope you feel important ;)
happy?
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KrisShred 3 years ago
It's cool Kris. I like the music and your singing. The video is very handy to have a late night home from a BierStube, to find once way home. Just joking, you know me !?
5 up and good to hear you again !
Peace.
Urban
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MagicalSunrise1984 2 years ago
Great work you both! Your vocal serving works here very well too.
5*n
sistaspooky1013 3 years ago
Loved it!
Jaggedlns 3 years ago