Depressing story. The saddest part of it is that you were already a very pretty girl to begin with, and by being anorexic you actually accomplished the opposite of getting better looking. It's a sad world we live in today when beautiful girls see themselves so negatively. Don't give up hope though. You can overcome anything if you put your mind, and heart into it. Anyway, good luck.
At this point, I am also gaining weight again,when I sit in the table in the afternoons I think I am going to become a healthier person so I eat more, but then I can't stop and I am having like 4 binges p/week since christmas, I've gained like 7 kg, and I hate to see myself in the mirror and cry:|. I HATE IT! D:
im sorry! you have to feel like that. i am in the same boat. its crazy. it never goes away! the self talking the non stop pictures! the workouts at night.. the diet pills the laxs it never goes away!
I was also admitted to a phych ward for three months and was prematurely discharged cause it was christmas... My heart rate was still not where they wanted it to be but it had improved... checkup tomorrow... hoping and praying i wont be readmitted. Nice video. You're not alone.
i started this too. lol. im completely fine now tho. it was all for a girl tho and it ruined everything.....and i cant get all my freinds and stuff back tho. probly for the better
i love this song its my fav!! thanks for posting hun, i suffer too and dont listen to these fuck wits telling u its an attention thing cos its def not!! its a mental illness and such a struggle with your body and brain, i totally understand!!
hugs hun, im here for you. you can beat this illness!
it depends on how seriously your diet is, you can never actually say how many pounds you loose because its different for everyone!! some people loose weight easily and some find it hard to loose alot of weight
lol girls like you are dumb -_- you beautiful you dont need to diet wtf are you on? rofl stfu find some nice guy that loves you for who and what you look like cause believe me if i knew you i would your beautiful =]
nono, its a proven FACT that you are born with the dissibilty to see yourself differntly to wat other people see....starving themselves is NOT the illness thats the symptom.
ide like to you see have it and last one day, these people go through so much, and most end up dead!
its also proven that people like YOU are attention seeking jealous retards..who dont understand anything but there own arse hole!
im a dude lol this was just some random video it took me to rofl but yeah sure w.e. make you feel better girls like this are attention seekers theres a few at my school its kinda pathetic if someone dosent say they are beautiful they cry 0_0
Excuse me pwndoggy but it is a mental illness. If you had any common sense you'd know that mental health is to do with how your brain works. & in my case i have bad mental health cos all i see myself as is fat & disguisting. Search the net if you really don't know!...
im glad you have posted this video because i was going through something similar and it makes me see that it wasnt just me doing that. i tried dieting all the time but i could never stick to it then i cut down to 300 calories a day and lost 2 stone in less than 3 months and i looked skeletal. i always took pictures to see if i was thin too. ive put the weight back on now and i think im fat but i try so hard never to go down the aneriexa route again. i hope you get better xx
you look beautiful. I know it's hard to take that seriously over the computer, but it's true. i'm not just saying this to encourage you, but because it's the truth. I wish I had a chance to put a spell on you ;D
I suffered too. I am in recovery. I still have dayas when I think I am big etc but I have been able to search for that inner beauty that has made me see we all are meant to look a certain way. Thats a good thing. You are you. Thats all you can be.
Dear lovely young people with eating disorders of all kinds:
What you do not feel inside yourself about yourself, you can easily remedy by giving to others. Be kind and good to the underdogs that surround us everywhere. It is here that you will find your own internal beauty that means something to you, something that is worth something.
Thats so so so so NOT true! Im not being rude at all.. It jus hurts me 2 see that everybody thinking they cant beat this illness.. YOU CAN! Jus think of it this way, Guys LOVE meat on girls nd sum chub on them lol! That wus mi trigger 2 stop!=)
Why would you want to hun OMG it's so not as glamorous as stick-thin celebs make it look like Victoria Beckham. Anorexia has ruined my life, I'm hardly ever happy & most of the time just think about food :(
Really, i don't know why you felt fat, because if you were fat, i am kinda huge. I think you were splendid. Try to recover soon, keep fighting and don't give up, you can do it.
Wen i saw ur video i kno wat u went thro no joke. i wus anorexia once nd i kno its hard 2 recover. it freaked mi parents out nd i wus crying 4 help. i wanted help but then i didnt. it wus REALLI hard 4 me but i did recover. sumtimes i think bout it but i dont think i am eva gunna go bk 2 that BUT i wish tha BEST 4 U!! please think bout it u look GREAT IN UR PIX in tha begin!! i would put mi hand on tha bible nd say that! ur killing urself slowly :( nd that is hurting ppl around u! anorexia kills
please don't feel alone, i am in the EXACT same vote as you, i also have found out along with my therapist the trigger for my Anorexia, but have NO motivation to stop. I just continue on. Its hard to stop something that has became so 'norm' to you. Take care. You ARE beautiful xxx
honey please stop! your so incredibly beautiful...and im anorexic to but after seeing this i understand what my parents are trying to tell me...we all look better when were not waif thin skeletons!!
I think you looked just PERFECT in the first picture :) you are beautiful, seriously. And if I had someone like u by my side, I would be happy :) and make u happy (no im not a lesbian, just bisexual) But.. i totally understand how you feel honey..I hate myself too, i really do. I hate my body, I hate the way i look.. but that's not the way to do it.. It would be so sad if something even more horrible happened to such a beautiful girl like you :/
No i understand completely what you're saying, i have a friend who is completely healthy but lying down she looks emaciated on the stomach. But the fact is that it looks more skeletal when you lose more & more weight. Which is why sometimes you'd find horrific, skeletal pics of girls stomachs...
You are a gorgeous human being. So please try very hard to get better very soon cause there are many people out there who love you very much. Try to get better for them. KEEP FIGHTING!!!
I think you where really pretty, but u can always go back and restart your life to make it perfect, but to do that u have to trust yourself and believe and know that god gave you a great body and he doesnt want u to change it. He loves u, thats why he gave you the best body someone can have even though some people dont. Your one of the lucky ones. You where skinny before and dont let other people even yourself bring u down.
ur gorgeous. but i know how you feel. i totally HATE my self, my body is eww like i would do anything to look like you, but the thing is, i cant not eat... its hard not to. im a veggie, and ever since then i GAINED wweight
my face is wide and blacc hate my thighs STOMAC, arms, buutttt! people say, ooh be happy with urself, well its IMPOSSIBLE i cant even wear a t shirt and pants and actually feel comfterable, i never do
i love this story. but it hurts me that you are all skinny in the first place i mean i weigh over 150 lbs. and id rater be anorexic than fat. im going to try it in a while. just quit eating and drink lots of water. id do anything to stop my habbits. if anyone has an easy way to lose wieght then comment back. and ps. how much wieght did u lose the first week of being anorexic? jw
Please don't do this to yourself. It may seem better than overweight but taking dieting too far is DANGEROUS. Please take this in & remember cos i REAAALLY don't want you to do the same mistakes as me!
you are so pretty, there is NO need for you to think you are ugly!.....hell i wish i looked like you!
i dont like the way i look either but i can deal with it....i started wearing makeup and dressing differnet...then i became more comfortably when i had friends...im still not comfortable in my own skin, but i like Me.....and if someone doesnt like Me....Fuck them!
The people who mind dont matter,but the people who matter dont mind
listen toa song by britt nicole called feel the light on youtube, ive been where you are and sometimes still struggle with the thoughts and have friends who struggle with this but honestly Jesus Christ has changed my life and can change yours too, hes given me purpose .you need to kno that you have so much more to live, you have a purpose and you are worth it dont let the voice in your head and the lies that keep coming through tell you that your not
I can totally understand that! Because i hate my life, all i can do is be anorexic :( but i think me & you need to find a way of not using anorexia as a solution :)
Your do not look fat, what going on with the people today, I don't think you seen fat before. You look skinny to me.? I need ask this question, Where do you see the fat? where is it?
If you only knew how many ppl would love to have your shape. You have a beautiful shape, i just hope ppl are not telling you that your fat because your not. You are already thin, if you go any thinner your bones will begin to show. I think you look great. There are ppl out here so sick from trying to get too skinny, I am sure you see it.
ohh my god wah is wrong wid you girl you looked perfectly fine and pretty why do you have to go an do that for. do you even confortable in your body its not about how you look its abut how you feel in your body
hunni at 1:18 i fell in love with u lol oj but u are seriously stunning looking lass u look gawjus at the 1st part but ur weight loss got out of controle i hope u can beat ur symptom hun much love mark x
hey im on my brothers profile and i saw this vid and i showed him a pic of you and he said you were so fine....i would love to look like you, your so amazingly beautiful. My brother said if he was there with you he would make you feel wanted!!! well i hope you make the right choice and get better!! love Kimmy!!
You're such a beautiful girl and it's so sad you developed this disorder, me and alot of others out here believe you can get better, we know you can do it just be strong just know that we're all here rooting 4 u :) good luck! x
your are such a beautiful girl... so pretty, don't do this to yourself. i hope you at least have someone who supports you, because alone it's very hard to get better. please try, you seem like a great person.
women only look like women when they have meet on them.... ur a really decent looking girl i think, so stop this bullocks of not eating,, all girls look nicer with abit of meet on them. go start eating now.
my suggestion would be just work out and eat like a salad for lunch oatmeal for breakfast and salmon or somthing for dinner there low in calories and hun I feel the same way
but still stay strong and remember guys like a little meat on girls ;]
you are beautiful. before you started losing weight, you had a little glow about you. you lost it once you lost weight. :( be strong. you are beautiful. fight the good fight and God bless!
You are stunning, and i know that many ppl have probably already told you this and that it isnt going to change how u feel about yourself. Just remember eating disorders CAN BE BEATEN. Hope u are able to get better soon, there is more to life than numbers.....dont let ana take life away from u
1:16 was the best weight for you on this honestly you letting anorexia take over your life is not making your self look better it make you look worse and it will cause death but seriously even at the most you seem to weigh in this video you need to gain weight from the start you are beatiful but dont LET ANA TAKE THAT AWAY FROM YOU
My mum cheated on my dad & when they split up me & my mum moved in with her boyfriend & i felt like i had no attention whatsoever, but since then other things mounted up too when my mums boyfriend put me down making me feel dumb & worthless but he didn't realize he was doing it!
I know what your feeling, I feel worthless and ugly, and fat all the time.... but think about it....... everyone is beautiful.... just in differan ways!
Finding a reason for living is up to you, as well as making recovery YOUR choice. You aren't helpless or hopeless- but giving up gets you nowhere. You have to make your own motivation for living. I don't say this because I don't understand- I've lived with an eating disorder since I was ~8 years old, so I often wonder: "What's life outside of the disorder?" And the answer is: "Life is what you make it to be!"
hello there....I just watched you video and I suffer from anorexia..... I just wanted you to know you are not alone.........day after day I feel hopeless...and no one knows...like they would care it would be nice to email back and forth with you if youd like to life sucks
I hope you find someone you trust enough that when they say "you are beautiful in the first picture" you will believe them even though you see something else in your distorted mental picture. You are losing your beautiful curves and sleek muscle that makes you beautiful to the rest of the world. Trust in what others tell you. You ARE beautiful!
Anorexia is the cancer of the modern age, caused by the media and the need to be as beautiful as humanly possible.
If it happens in your teens it could stunt your growth and you could end up regretting it for the rest of your life. Just remember that the best looking girls are the curvy ones, not the skinniest! Good luck!
You're such a beautiful girl! I would do what ever it takes , just to be like beautiful as you are.. seriously.. ! How could you have those problems ? I have anorexia as well, and i now how it is.. you're feeling worthless all the time.. you could never be to thin, and you don't feel happy , because you can't see the real body in when you look in the mirror. Because Anorexia do what ever she want to not let you see your real body and.. the beautiful face you have :)
Right now, look like you in the first picture. I am a recovering anorexic. Everyone says I'm thin. I know I'm thin, but I FEEL fat. It's such a struggle. Please hang in there. You are beautiful. I wish all the hope in the world for you.
Your face is so beautiful. Your Body was too skinny from the beginning. But the first pics look like a model.. please gain weight. You can be strong. and you really look loveable .. I hope you understand what i mean.. greetings from germany... good luck
Your are so beautiful! Even when you weren't anorexic, you were still gorgeous from your head to your toes. I have stretch marks on the inside of my thighs and I'm stuck with them for the rest of my life. You should be thankful that are perfect in every way.
Please listen to us. Please help yourself, you have so much to live for and you are beautiful. Don't let this break you. Take it and make it change your life for the better, please.
you're such a beautiful girl, if only you could have seen that before, Your life is wirth living and you deserve happiness no matter what you are told of have been made to feel. Please keep trying, I know how hard it is, trying to sort myself out too, but please keep talking to people and keep tryingto get better. Healthy is not fat, healthy is feeling good without checking to see if you've lost another pound or two!!! Love x
Fat??? fat???!!!! if your height is MUCH MORE than your weight you are not fat hun!, 45 kg is very little with your height, let me tell you you need to stop thinking this way or you´ll end up like the girl on this video. Its not a healthy way to think..
And i really hope you just said that for attention but not for real.
How could you think your fat when you have no fat on your body, she just lost muscle... she had the dream look when i saw her pictures at the begginning i SOOOOO wanted to be her!
It's all so ironic... You were absolutely GORGEOUS before all that "I hate myself" happened. I sure hope you reach for God's help. Lots of blessings to you.
this was a very heartfelt video and although i'm not in your situation i do pray that you will be able to overcome your battle. i was glad to know that you now know what triggered your anorexia and I am a firm believer that now you can overcome it. I prayed for you, your strength and motivation to be better. You do have a life worth living-everybody has a purpose in life that's greater than our pains and that will make us better by helping others...Jesus Christ loves you. Stay encouraged!
I feel for you, and the inner turmoil you are going through. You have to think about the time you are wasting, being all consumed by this disease and not having a life. Decide to have a life. What is often helpful is volunteering either at an animal shelter, or any other organization you may be interested in. I wish you all the best, and a speedy recovery!!
Boys dont like skinny bodys with ribs showing -.- , either way your fugly so it doesnt matter if your fat or skinny pahaha
PerryPeekaboo1 1 year ago
@PerryPeekaboo1 Cos that really helps doesn't it? i doubt your very attractive yourself, asshole.
coolamy104 1 year ago
aww! dont hate your self, you are beautiful!!!
hunnibun450 2 years ago
God Bless!!!!!!! Y is it always the pretty ppl who r annerexic???
jcpc2318 2 years ago
@jcpc2318 Probs cos their always the ones who feel the pressure to stay pretty and perfect? :/
coolamy104 2 years ago
Depressing story. The saddest part of it is that you were already a very pretty girl to begin with, and by being anorexic you actually accomplished the opposite of getting better looking. It's a sad world we live in today when beautiful girls see themselves so negatively. Don't give up hope though. You can overcome anything if you put your mind, and heart into it. Anyway, good luck.
kpchawaii 2 years ago
At this point, I am also gaining weight again,when I sit in the table in the afternoons I think I am going to become a healthier person so I eat more, but then I can't stop and I am having like 4 binges p/week since christmas, I've gained like 7 kg, and I hate to see myself in the mirror and cry:|. I HATE IT! D:
fanadmrockz 2 years ago
im sorry! you have to feel like that. i am in the same boat. its crazy. it never goes away! the self talking the non stop pictures! the workouts at night.. the diet pills the laxs it never goes away!
koolchick737 2 years ago
You poor thing! I hope you've recovered.
hunnibun450 2 years ago
@hunnibun450 I haven't I've gotta long way to go!
coolamy104 2 years ago
well i hope your doing great!
hunnibun450 2 years ago
eww
Katrina2987 2 years ago
@Katrina2987 Ew at yourself mate!!
coolamy104 2 years ago
thats lame.
Katrina2987 2 years ago
I wish i could stop...
x/3
HannahBoo0123 2 years ago
Don't fucking use religious bullshit against me!!!!! There is no heaven or hell. If there was a hell I'd throw you in it right this moment!! >:(
coolamy104 2 years ago
@pwndoggy
STFU
OOOjuiceboksOOO 2 years ago
:'( so relateable...
I was also admitted to a phych ward for three months and was prematurely discharged cause it was christmas... My heart rate was still not where they wanted it to be but it had improved... checkup tomorrow... hoping and praying i wont be readmitted. Nice video. You're not alone.
BrokenAngel0967 2 years ago
i started this too. lol. im completely fine now tho. it was all for a girl tho and it ruined everything.....and i cant get all my freinds and stuff back tho. probly for the better
10025820 2 years ago
how long did take to become tht skinny .. seeing tht picture with ur ribs showing scared me...
sweetbabygurl69 2 years ago
About 5 months :/
coolamy104 2 years ago
i love this song its my fav!! thanks for posting hun, i suffer too and dont listen to these fuck wits telling u its an attention thing cos its def not!! its a mental illness and such a struggle with your body and brain, i totally understand!!
hugs hun, im here for you. you can beat this illness!
xxxx
tashalicious88xx 2 years ago
how old were u wen dis happened??
EmoPrincess19901 2 years ago
I've felt fat since i was 13, but started starving myself in 2007 when i was 14 :(
coolamy104 2 years ago
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EmoPrincess19901 2 years ago
HOW could YOU think that YOU were FAT? Before you losed weight you were thin! And I don't think that your ugly, I don't think anyone think that..
xHerzEngel 2 years ago
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paris25hilton 2 years ago
can i now how many pounds do you loose the first weeks or the first month?
nikytann 2 years ago
it depends on how seriously your diet is, you can never actually say how many pounds you loose because its different for everyone!! some people loose weight easily and some find it hard to loose alot of weight
beckyw89 2 years ago
I really can't answer that question 'cos i think it will encourage you and others to do the same as me :( hope you understand this
coolamy104 2 years ago
lol girls like you are dumb -_- you beautiful you dont need to diet wtf are you on? rofl stfu find some nice guy that loves you for who and what you look like cause believe me if i knew you i would your beautiful =]
pwndoggy 2 years ago
having a MENTAL ILLNESS! is not dumb..you fuckwit, thats like saying people with aids are stupid....wtf is wrong with you.
lolintosh 2 years ago
mental illness my ass they just want attention
pwndoggy 2 years ago
nono, its a proven FACT that you are born with the dissibilty to see yourself differntly to wat other people see....starving themselves is NOT the illness thats the symptom.
ide like to you see have it and last one day, these people go through so much, and most end up dead!
its also proven that people like YOU are attention seeking jealous retards..who dont understand anything but there own arse hole!
you cunt!
lolintosh 2 years ago
im a dude lol this was just some random video it took me to rofl but yeah sure w.e. make you feel better girls like this are attention seekers theres a few at my school its kinda pathetic if someone dosent say they are beautiful they cry 0_0
pwndoggy 2 years ago
Excuse me pwndoggy but it is a mental illness. If you had any common sense you'd know that mental health is to do with how your brain works. & in my case i have bad mental health cos all i see myself as is fat & disguisting. Search the net if you really don't know!...
coolamy104 2 years ago
1:09 omg, u were so beautiful!!!
anole123 2 years ago
im glad you have posted this video because i was going through something similar and it makes me see that it wasnt just me doing that. i tried dieting all the time but i could never stick to it then i cut down to 300 calories a day and lost 2 stone in less than 3 months and i looked skeletal. i always took pictures to see if i was thin too. ive put the weight back on now and i think im fat but i try so hard never to go down the aneriexa route again. i hope you get better xx
h2ojustaddwater3 2 years ago
you look beautiful. I know it's hard to take that seriously over the computer, but it's true. i'm not just saying this to encourage you, but because it's the truth. I wish I had a chance to put a spell on you ;D
Casshem 2 years ago
I suffered too. I am in recovery. I still have dayas when I think I am big etc but I have been able to search for that inner beauty that has made me see we all are meant to look a certain way. Thats a good thing. You are you. Thats all you can be.
AngelEyesSmile 2 years ago
Dear lovely young people with eating disorders of all kinds:
What you do not feel inside yourself about yourself, you can easily remedy by giving to others. Be kind and good to the underdogs that surround us everywhere. It is here that you will find your own internal beauty that means something to you, something that is worth something.
fishyfish4444 2 years ago
For InspireYOURS3LF
Thats so so so so NOT true! Im not being rude at all.. It jus hurts me 2 see that everybody thinking they cant beat this illness.. YOU CAN! Jus think of it this way, Guys LOVE meat on girls nd sum chub on them lol! That wus mi trigger 2 stop!=)
MikelaNicoleCanoy 2 years ago
You're beautiful. I'm in tears right now because of this. I really hope you get better soon. Keep on fighting.
blunham2oldstn 2 years ago
'but unfortunatley finding out the trigger doesnt stop it' - so so so true! xo.
InspireYOURS3LF 2 years ago 5
you looked better when you were actually gaining weight ...
cashmoneyboys666 2 years ago 3
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oh my... i wanted to become anorexic but now i changed my mind
lavashakxx 2 years ago
Why would you want to hun OMG it's so not as glamorous as stick-thin celebs make it look like Victoria Beckham. Anorexia has ruined my life, I'm hardly ever happy & most of the time just think about food :(
coolamy104 2 years ago
Really, i don't know why you felt fat, because if you were fat, i am kinda huge. I think you were splendid. Try to recover soon, keep fighting and don't give up, you can do it.
krimmola 2 years ago
Wen i saw ur video i kno wat u went thro no joke. i wus anorexia once nd i kno its hard 2 recover. it freaked mi parents out nd i wus crying 4 help. i wanted help but then i didnt. it wus REALLI hard 4 me but i did recover. sumtimes i think bout it but i dont think i am eva gunna go bk 2 that BUT i wish tha BEST 4 U!! please think bout it u look GREAT IN UR PIX in tha begin!! i would put mi hand on tha bible nd say that! ur killing urself slowly :( nd that is hurting ppl around u! anorexia kills
MikelaNicoleCanoy 2 years ago
please don't feel alone, i am in the EXACT same vote as you, i also have found out along with my therapist the trigger for my Anorexia, but have NO motivation to stop. I just continue on. Its hard to stop something that has became so 'norm' to you. Take care. You ARE beautiful xxx
fadeawayobsession 2 years ago
your very pretty im going through my own ed and i feel soo hopeless thank you for sharing your story with us =]
aogillis 2 years ago
u r so thin! eat
claudiacloclo2 2 years ago
if it was that easy, she would. People with anorexia wouldnt starve themselves to near death, if it was simple for us to eat...
Emmaa894 2 years ago
honey please stop! your so incredibly beautiful...and im anorexic to but after seeing this i understand what my parents are trying to tell me...we all look better when were not waif thin skeletons!!
bridgetxalexis 2 years ago
I'm so glad my video is making some encouragement by showing you how bad it is :/ & i am trying to stop but at the moment it is not possible :'(
coolamy104 2 years ago
I think you looked just PERFECT in the first picture :) you are beautiful, seriously. And if I had someone like u by my side, I would be happy :) and make u happy (no im not a lesbian, just bisexual) But.. i totally understand how you feel honey..I hate myself too, i really do. I hate my body, I hate the way i look.. but that's not the way to do it.. It would be so sad if something even more horrible happened to such a beautiful girl like you :/
<3!
CandyCatastrophe 2 years ago 3
I dont want to sound mean but, if I lay down and then take a picture of my stomach- it looks like that too. and I dont have an ED.
ShaggyKitty 2 years ago
No i understand completely what you're saying, i have a friend who is completely healthy but lying down she looks emaciated on the stomach. But the fact is that it looks more skeletal when you lose more & more weight. Which is why sometimes you'd find horrific, skeletal pics of girls stomachs...
coolamy104 2 years ago
wtf?
menamorrison 2 years ago
You are a gorgeous human being. So please try very hard to get better very soon cause there are many people out there who love you very much. Try to get better for them. KEEP FIGHTING!!!
monicamiley245 2 years ago
I think you where really pretty, but u can always go back and restart your life to make it perfect, but to do that u have to trust yourself and believe and know that god gave you a great body and he doesnt want u to change it. He loves u, thats why he gave you the best body someone can have even though some people dont. Your one of the lucky ones. You where skinny before and dont let other people even yourself bring u down.
Gmanjunior10 2 years ago
you are so beautiful..
laerkekebaab 2 years ago
Oh You were so thin in the begining.
Please Look after yourself.
Recovering is possible for anyone.
Im Replasing right now, and i hate it so much. You should add me
MegaMiamiamia 2 years ago 2
your gorgous , i have the same feeling except the diffrence between is is that am overweight, for my age .
XxAlicexXxstichedxX 2 years ago
ur gorgeous. but i know how you feel. i totally HATE my self, my body is eww like i would do anything to look like you, but the thing is, i cant not eat... its hard not to. im a veggie, and ever since then i GAINED wweight
my face is wide and blacc hate my thighs STOMAC, arms, buutttt! people say, ooh be happy with urself, well its IMPOSSIBLE i cant even wear a t shirt and pants and actually feel comfterable, i never do
randomNco 2 years ago
you're so adorable! itll all be okay.
ohyesfersure 2 years ago
i know how you feel.
i'm relapsing now. it's so hard.
<3
vodooochild33 2 years ago
i love this story. but it hurts me that you are all skinny in the first place i mean i weigh over 150 lbs. and id rater be anorexic than fat. im going to try it in a while. just quit eating and drink lots of water. id do anything to stop my habbits. if anyone has an easy way to lose wieght then comment back. and ps. how much wieght did u lose the first week of being anorexic? jw
TheSquidish 2 years ago
Dont do it! You will only end up bingeing. Buy 'Naturally Thin' by Bethenny Frankel. It is a God send.
Sherry78 2 years ago
idiot. in the first week of being anorexic... lmao... it doesnt happen like that.
you cant grow a mental disorder like a click of fingers. it.. happens.
mizzbarrett 2 years ago
Please don't do this to yourself. It may seem better than overweight but taking dieting too far is DANGEROUS. Please take this in & remember cos i REAAALLY don't want you to do the same mistakes as me!
coolamy104 2 years ago
you are so pretty, there is NO need for you to think you are ugly!.....hell i wish i looked like you!
i dont like the way i look either but i can deal with it....i started wearing makeup and dressing differnet...then i became more comfortably when i had friends...im still not comfortable in my own skin, but i like Me.....and if someone doesnt like Me....Fuck them!
The people who mind dont matter,but the people who matter dont mind
XxPunkRockChikaxX 2 years ago
listen toa song by britt nicole called feel the light on youtube, ive been where you are and sometimes still struggle with the thoughts and have friends who struggle with this but honestly Jesus Christ has changed my life and can change yours too, hes given me purpose .you need to kno that you have so much more to live, you have a purpose and you are worth it dont let the voice in your head and the lies that keep coming through tell you that your not
loveisallaroundyou1 2 years ago
I love anorexia. It's my escape.
Being a closeted gay teen, coming from a broken home, and not very confident - I feel like my life is out of control.
Anorexia helps make me feel in control.
659521 2 years ago
I can totally understand that! Because i hate my life, all i can do is be anorexic :( but i think me & you need to find a way of not using anorexia as a solution :)
coolamy104 2 years ago
ok....how the hell is Anorexia an escape from a broken home and being gay?.....im sorry but that sounds a bit to upsurd
XxPunkRockChikaxX 2 years ago
You are really beautiful! I hope you will get well & happy with your body and your life. I wish you lots of love & happiness!
Love, Lily XXX
MeetTheEnd 2 years ago
Your do not look fat, what going on with the people today, I don't think you seen fat before. You look skinny to me.? I need ask this question, Where do you see the fat? where is it?
alonnakyle 2 years ago
I see it on my stomach, legs, & arms mostly. i think i have a wide face too, i just think my body is the worst ever! :'(
coolamy104 2 years ago
If you only knew how many ppl would love to have your shape. You have a beautiful shape, i just hope ppl are not telling you that your fat because your not. You are already thin, if you go any thinner your bones will begin to show. I think you look great. There are ppl out here so sick from trying to get too skinny, I am sure you see it.
alonnakyle 2 years ago 6
ohh my god wah is wrong wid you girl you looked perfectly fine and pretty why do you have to go an do that for. do you even confortable in your body its not about how you look its abut how you feel in your body
tamileelam45 2 years ago
Your a very, very pretty girl!!!!!!!! I love your eyes!!!!
i hope youre getting better!
And i hope you can understand me, my english isnt very good, im from germany...:D
xoxo
errecta 2 years ago
hunni at 1:18 i fell in love with u lol oj but u are seriously stunning looking lass u look gawjus at the 1st part but ur weight loss got out of controle i hope u can beat ur symptom hun much love mark x
reedermj02 2 years ago
thats so sad. What did your parents say through this all???
BettaFreak 2 years ago
They were just really shocked because i used to be really happy with myself & eat what i wanted lol.
coolamy104 2 years ago
hey im on my brothers profile and i saw this vid and i showed him a pic of you and he said you were so fine....i would love to look like you, your so amazingly beautiful. My brother said if he was there with you he would make you feel wanted!!! well i hope you make the right choice and get better!! love Kimmy!!
lalalaloren 2 years ago
wow your eyes are so pretty. and your very skinny. dont give up hope :)
ellastarr02 2 years ago
YOU ARE SO BEAUTIFUL!!!!
I wish I was as beautiful as you are..<3
you dont have to lose weight to look pretty..
please dont do that...
myrtkhl 2 years ago 3
uuuuuuuuuuyyyyyyy u are so prety why u wana be more thin u are so fine in the first pic ana ur eyes o my god
bboymariony 2 years ago
Wow your pretty, but sorry to say you looked better at the beginning when u werent dieting..... seriously. You were NEVER fat, you were always thin.
Mememilli 2 years ago 2
You're such a beautiful girl and it's so sad you developed this disorder, me and alot of others out here believe you can get better, we know you can do it just be strong just know that we're all here rooting 4 u :) good luck! x
chocciemad9 2 years ago 2
hunni your so beautiful im suffering with anorexia too. & i know my trigger but like you i have no motavation to recover but just to disapear xxxx
cazabasha 2 years ago
your are such a beautiful girl... so pretty, don't do this to yourself. i hope you at least have someone who supports you, because alone it's very hard to get better. please try, you seem like a great person.
and did i mention how pretty you are? :)
carrie113 2 years ago
You are naturally gorgeous! very very pretty!
Stay strong & get better!
outthehead 2 years ago
Stay positive and know that your beautiful!
hbourke4 2 years ago
Ur naturally beautiful, U don't need to be extra skinny to look pretty. God bless u.
flypinai79 2 years ago
i know my trigger too but it's one which i dont think can be changed (well cant at this point). best luck to you.
taniaaust1 2 years ago
dont give up!!
you are beautiful
you are soo much better then that u can do it girl!!!
angieterror 2 years ago
women only look like women when they have meet on them.... ur a really decent looking girl i think, so stop this bullocks of not eating,, all girls look nicer with abit of meet on them. go start eating now.
sozijman 2 years ago
You are so beautiful! Stay strong!
Hakeem765 2 years ago
You are simply beautiful and this is killing you
my suggestion would be just work out and eat like a salad for lunch oatmeal for breakfast and salmon or somthing for dinner there low in calories and hun I feel the same way
but still stay strong and remember guys like a little meat on girls ;]
anifreekproductions 2 years ago
you are so pretty!!.... STAY STRONG!
emmav308 2 years ago 4
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i wish i could lose as much as u. luv u.
ddpopathlete 2 years ago
you are beautiful. before you started losing weight, you had a little glow about you. you lost it once you lost weight. :( be strong. you are beautiful. fight the good fight and God bless!
PromageddonBaby 2 years ago
You are stunning, and i know that many ppl have probably already told you this and that it isnt going to change how u feel about yourself. Just remember eating disorders CAN BE BEATEN. Hope u are able to get better soon, there is more to life than numbers.....dont let ana take life away from u
500andup 2 years ago
You are a stunning girl. When you lost so much weight it started taking away your youthfulness. I hope you are getting better
WhatevaULike 2 years ago
you're very pretty. people would die to be you.
sorauploader 2 years ago 2
Recovery is possible - you're more than your eating disorder.
MyThunder8 2 years ago
you're beautifull, Stay strong girl ;]
poelepoel 2 years ago
Your a darling for making this video.. thank you so much stay strong.. :)
DarlingKaya 2 years ago
sweet you beautiful...pls eat
sexiblacky 2 years ago
you are so beautiful...
good courage baby...
KateHolyKiwy 2 years ago
u are so beautiful
my bro next to me is saying he can just imagine u with a bit of curves and u would be so dam hot
please dont give up and gain weight
please xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Pikkon22 2 years ago
1:16 was the best weight for you on this honestly you letting anorexia take over your life is not making your self look better it make you look worse and it will cause death but seriously even at the most you seem to weigh in this video you need to gain weight from the start you are beatiful but dont LET ANA TAKE THAT AWAY FROM YOU
hbwilv 2 years ago
wat was the trigger?
hannahmontanna54321 2 years ago
My mum cheated on my dad & when they split up me & my mum moved in with her boyfriend & i felt like i had no attention whatsoever, but since then other things mounted up too when my mums boyfriend put me down making me feel dumb & worthless but he didn't realize he was doing it!
coolamy104 2 years ago
wow, that was touching, you are beautiful <3
walkerholliex 2 years ago
You're so pretty!
I know what your feeling, I feel worthless and ugly, and fat all the time.... but think about it....... everyone is beautiful.... just in differan ways!
Sarahbarax724 2 years ago
your so pretty! stay strong! :) xoxo
foreverdamagED 2 years ago
you are sooooooooo beautiful. id give anything to look like you.!!
Cheyannewhore 2 years ago
in the begining you kinda look like ashley tisdale
jifsad 2 years ago
Finding a reason for living is up to you, as well as making recovery YOUR choice. You aren't helpless or hopeless- but giving up gets you nowhere. You have to make your own motivation for living. I don't say this because I don't understand- I've lived with an eating disorder since I was ~8 years old, so I often wonder: "What's life outside of the disorder?" And the answer is: "Life is what you make it to be!"
prettysailorusagi 2 years ago
I'll pray for u
don't give up bella !!!
sgtcojonez 2 years ago
b4 u were anorexic u looked soo beautyful but when u are anorexic u look...kinda dead but u were so beautyful
XxX7cutiepie7XxX 2 years ago
hello there....I just watched you video and I suffer from anorexia..... I just wanted you to know you are not alone.........day after day I feel hopeless...and no one knows...like they would care it would be nice to email back and forth with you if youd like to life sucks
whitneehal 3 years ago
YOUR SO PRETTY
emopopinkchick 3 years ago
i know how you feel, i feel fat after everything i eat yet everyone says im not x
Pugzlee08 3 years ago
you are gorgeous!
pinkchiclet101 3 years ago
I hope you find someone you trust enough that when they say "you are beautiful in the first picture" you will believe them even though you see something else in your distorted mental picture. You are losing your beautiful curves and sleek muscle that makes you beautiful to the rest of the world. Trust in what others tell you. You ARE beautiful!
strong1235 3 years ago
Anorexia is the cancer of the modern age, caused by the media and the need to be as beautiful as humanly possible.
If it happens in your teens it could stunt your growth and you could end up regretting it for the rest of your life. Just remember that the best looking girls are the curvy ones, not the skinniest! Good luck!
h0tic3 3 years ago
you're beautiful.
from the begginning, you were probably one of the prettiest girls i have ever seen.
gain weight, and get healthy!
good luck.
anniselizabeth 3 years ago
Hi Beautiful, I hope you're feeling better now? I am here of you ever need to talk, ok?
Much love and healing, xoxo
favea 3 years ago
u r beautiful!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! prettiest at the very beginning, honest and truth.
musicroxrock 3 years ago
your soo beautiful! i hope you can see it and get better :)
sexyashley816 3 years ago
You're such a beautiful girl! I would do what ever it takes , just to be like beautiful as you are.. seriously.. ! How could you have those problems ? I have anorexia as well, and i now how it is.. you're feeling worthless all the time.. you could never be to thin, and you don't feel happy , because you can't see the real body in when you look in the mirror. Because Anorexia do what ever she want to not let you see your real body and.. the beautiful face you have :)
lilleambi 3 years ago
You're very pretty.
Hopefully you will overcome the disease and start to love yourself.
mcrloverxo 3 years ago
note the word 'yet'
missdisorientated 3 years ago
Beautiful Girl... <3 <3 <3
AmyliebtChris 3 years ago
dude...your sooooooo sooo sooooooo pretty!!
SweetApple92 3 years ago
Right now, look like you in the first picture. I am a recovering anorexic. Everyone says I'm thin. I know I'm thin, but I FEEL fat. It's such a struggle. Please hang in there. You are beautiful. I wish all the hope in the world for you.
olf267 3 years ago
Hay,
Your face is so beautiful. Your Body was too skinny from the beginning. But the first pics look like a model.. please gain weight. You can be strong. and you really look loveable .. I hope you understand what i mean.. greetings from germany... good luck
Selfishants 3 years ago
you're gorgeous at any weight
mistercojones 3 years ago
honey you're beautiful.
flippinsurreal 3 years ago
girl, you were AND are,
SOOOOO beautiful!
I know what your e going
through, im in the same situation.
but if i were you, i'd eat
all day long. you're never
gonna be FAT. i hope youll
get over it. ):
i think of u, x <3
sdssht 3 years ago
ur really pretty...........dont feel bad u dont need to lose weight
ihatemyself1205 3 years ago
Your are so beautiful! Even when you weren't anorexic, you were still gorgeous from your head to your toes. I have stretch marks on the inside of my thighs and I'm stuck with them for the rest of my life. You should be thankful that are perfect in every way.
Gyrder935 3 years ago
your so pretty, and that video was just amazing, what you have shown to people, what you have been through you very brave! x
kodie24 3 years ago
when you feel sad, and blue...
You should remember this...
"Life is hard but i'm harder"
I don't know u... but if i could i want to hold u...
bardance 3 years ago
2.04 im like that i feel fat when i look in the mirror i think im fat:'(
xxlaurabellx 3 years ago
you were so beautiful before please dont kill yourself...
MrsBourdeau 3 years ago
u r so beautiful x
btw r u english
Pugzlee08 3 years ago
Yeah I'm english :)
xx
coolamy104 3 years ago
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You're so fucking beautiful
BurialApplicant01 3 years ago
your so pretty.
seriously.
so pretty.
itspascalesilly 3 years ago 4
sei bellissima
eri più bella con qualche kg in più
mangia..nutri il tuo corpo..ridi..VIVI!
AlicindAna 3 years ago
1:20 thats probaly the best weight so stay there and stop dietingg some much cuz being so skinny wont make u prettier....
AkousticGuitar 3 years ago
Your Beautiful, you look like Jennifer Love Hewitt.
goodlift07 3 years ago
Please listen to us. Please help yourself, you have so much to live for and you are beautiful. Don't let this break you. Take it and make it change your life for the better, please.
Myfrogsnameisbob 3 years ago
you're such a beautiful girl, if only you could have seen that before, Your life is wirth living and you deserve happiness no matter what you are told of have been made to feel. Please keep trying, I know how hard it is, trying to sort myself out too, but please keep talking to people and keep tryingto get better. Healthy is not fat, healthy is feeling good without checking to see if you've lost another pound or two!!! Love x
talkativetasha 3 years ago
MusicalLoveHoney ...!!!!
Fat??? fat???!!!! if your height is MUCH MORE than your weight you are not fat hun!, 45 kg is very little with your height, let me tell you you need to stop thinking this way or you´ll end up like the girl on this video. Its not a healthy way to think..
And i really hope you just said that for attention but not for real.
DarlingKaya 3 years ago
How could you think your fat when you have no fat on your body, she just lost muscle... she had the dream look when i saw her pictures at the begginning i SOOOOO wanted to be her!
DarlingKaya 3 years ago
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YOUR FAT.. get over it.
MrKorea 3 years ago
ur a bitch - go home
yourpsychiatrist 3 years ago
ah man that was in reply to MrKorea...not anyone else!!!sorry :)
yourpsychiatrist 3 years ago
omg, youre so pretty, so gorgeous! i wish i could b that pretty... dont hate yourself!
shop13jn 3 years ago
It's all so ironic... You were absolutely GORGEOUS before all that "I hate myself" happened. I sure hope you reach for God's help. Lots of blessings to you.
angie1605 3 years ago 2
I heart this song.
Tracy3686 3 years ago
hi. i dont know you...but are you getting the help that you need now?
lydiaann27 3 years ago
you're extremely skinny and always have been since you were a child. But glad to see you're not pro-ana and I hope you can find the help you need
ByeByeBelly 3 years ago
this was a very heartfelt video and although i'm not in your situation i do pray that you will be able to overcome your battle. i was glad to know that you now know what triggered your anorexia and I am a firm believer that now you can overcome it. I prayed for you, your strength and motivation to be better. You do have a life worth living-everybody has a purpose in life that's greater than our pains and that will make us better by helping others...Jesus Christ loves you. Stay encouraged!
Antwanette0386 3 years ago
You're crazy!
You were beautifull!
I'm fat.
I'm 1.57 and weigh45 KG.
MusicalLoveHoney 3 years ago
I feel for you, and the inner turmoil you are going through. You have to think about the time you are wasting, being all consumed by this disease and not having a life. Decide to have a life. What is often helpful is volunteering either at an animal shelter, or any other organization you may be interested in. I wish you all the best, and a speedy recovery!!
muppetshow46 3 years ago