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  • Life sucks sometimes. All I have is my good health, a roof over my head my blackberry with a terrible selfish family and a father who cares more about his girlfriend, drinking beer and his inheritance than his own daughter! signed -- xoxo Depressed

  • I've been waiting for a change and good to enter in my life, praying. All I want is a job I enjoy, get a car, finish school &get a small apt and everything will fall into place. Why can't this happen for me? I'm tired of my family harassing me because they are so unhappy with their lives and twisting and manipulating things. I feel alone, living in a toxic environment. my rich friends next to me; their parent's buy their 21 and 26 yr old condos, benz's bmws, and designer clothes and i get nada

  • will work. Not only that but my family is quite hard to put up with, not positive, its a very stagnant, poisonous environment, I was cut off from been given money for anything from my family...well being 25 I guess its time..but none of the less, I am trying and no one recognizes any of my efforts and thats all I can do is try. I was about wanting to give up. I have lost hope, being turned down from every interview I have had, I've read books, fixed my resume but nothing is to be found

  • I believe in God, but I do think that being having thoughts of dying is wanting to having a need for change. I lost my job and have been out of work for 5 months, I have had interviews all over the city, ran out of money, my car was sold so I need a new one, I want to leave my family's home and live alone for the first time and I decided I want to change my career and go to school while working, but I can't find a job and my family is on my back saying maybe once my blackberry is cut off I

  • Like your thoughts my freind. Thanks for sharing your thoughts!

  • you just make me more depressed motherfucker

  • @NZtenga Sounds like a personal problem...

  • i got to the part about guy meets girl and paused it not going to play it again, but you said some deep shit man, i believe in no god so i have no plans on ending my life, instead change it as you have said. oh and i smoke alot of weed im sure that helps. maybe we can toke together sometime.

  • @prosteve024 Thanks man, this is a video that has gotten some great responses and some less great by people who haven't a clue, you certainly aren't the latter, and if you want you can be my facebook friend, my name is mattrick patrick holbert on fb, look me up maybe we really can toke some time, I love to talk about this and other deep stuff. And thanks again.

  • Wow amazing

  • Death means ur gone, u don't exist anymore. Your soul doesn't go floating off into heaven or hell, u just die and the world moves on.

  • I recognize your kind of thinking...great interesting post

  • I think PHvalue guy is SEXY! I love a twisted mind combining with my own twisted mind its so fulfilling . but really Id love 2 b ur girl PH! unless ur my sister then sorry, Im not lesbian. lol

  • Surely no one is taking any of this stupidity to heart. ....This I say, therefore, and testify in the Lord, that you should no longer walk as the rest of the Gentiles walk, in the futility of their mind, having their understanding darkened, being alienated from the life of God, because of the ignorance that is in them, because of the hardening of their heart.(Ephesians4:17-18)..Cast your burden on the Lord and he shall sustain you;He shall never permit the righteous to be moved.(Psalms55:22)

  • @TheJmpeters I do agree with you saying no one should take this stupidity to heart, but I do not think one should rely on religion. Use religious works for guidance, do not let it determine your fate.

  • Check out the lyrics to above all it really helps to show how much ur loved

  • Check out the lyrics to above all

  • You sound like you just drank some pure LSD... haha... I like it .P

  • U sound like u just drank some pure LSD... haha. I like it.... :P

  • JUST KILL URSELF N UTUBE IT!

  • @sugashane19844 haha yeah man that would be so fucking cool. I love you my gay lover.

  • GOD forbids suicide.....please google quran on suicide...god is your friend,ur protector...all praise due to allah....peace and blessing to all..

  • spanish please!! u r cool men!

  • please tell what actualy happends after death please?

  • @SD2014ftw same thing that happens before life.

  • @phvalue323 trying to get a rise out of you. Thing is fuck, you think of me as a mirror, and i wanted to see what you'd say, now that you're not pissed off i'd suggest killing yourself in the sense i propose, kill your non-physical self. If you can.

  • You are really interesting!

    Thanks for perspective :)

  • I really like this guy... He is smart !!... And i feel the same way as him... Lol... Very good !!

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  • Also performance oscar for the dude..he was awesome.

  • 80% of the world is pure shit.This 20% is ur saviour.If u cant find this 20% INVENT ur self.

  • tbh i think the only "misinterpretation" ur spreading happily is paralyzing ...tell them 2 stop thinking abt not stopping this "decay" of a life..leave them stuck in a place where they can't feel...and after u do...lie to them and say everything is ok..and good...and fine...

    btw disagreeing with u doesn't mean i hate u :)

  • i need a friend?

  • @shelbylikesit 

    You need a new self. Life can be heaven or hell depending upon the perspectives we take and the choices we make.

  • @phvalue323

    Yes, see Romans 3:23 and Romans 5, 6, & and 8 in your Bible folks.

  • @rmbbuyer I read what you suggested and found only a drastically removed meaning from what Im talking about in either the comments or the video. However, what you're talking about is baptism, what I'm talking about is reunification with the godhead.

  • @shelbylikesit You need a better world, one that is fulfilling, and one that is less boring. We were meant to adventure, with deep connections to life and that's basically impossible today. The reason people give for committing suicide is usually a rationalization, particular circumstances and events may trigger the desire, but in truth the world around us is depressing, and there is no easy way of solving it. Finding something to fight and live for cures depression and the hopeless emptiness.

  • Jesus is a Friend who sticks CLOSER than a brother.  :)

    See John 10:10 in your Bible

  • @rmbbuyer He was never my friend.

  • I just came across your vid m8 - very inspiring and well thought out. Thanks man!

  • lol i'm going to die

  • you sound crazy but i understood you and i think youre deep and smart.. i liked your video a lot but i dont believe in god, i believe in nature and humanity

    life is a slow way to die and its beautiful when we have changes in it and when were connected to ourselves and to nature

  • You look like nicholas cage!

    and i like you a lot

  • dont like the intro...not a good way to introduce suicide

  • u have shown me much about truth i opresheat the mision u are undertaking it must be exhusting trully your words and thought have changed me thank u so much. much love thank u

  • you repeat stuff too much. but i know where your coming from.

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  • I think you talk a lot of sense!! Respect!!

  • cut your ears off and eat them !

  • @filthmuslim hahah lol eat them

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  • Hope, Change watch the f'ing video mans deep

    p.s. get new friend, start playing poker or sumthing

  • wat a dork

  • You look like Varg Vikernes.

  • this is unbelievably repetitive

  • WTF 0:07-0:13??

  • its hiliarious. i laughed for about 10 minutes watchin those few seconds.

  • Right? WTF, this guy is dumb.

  • Sounds good. Keep people alive for a little while longer. I have been running from suicide, moving from country to country, job to job, lover to lover and I am tired of it. The reality of it is that suicide is a perfectly rational thought and justifiable action. To chose to continue suffering is irrational.

    Life is not Death. I don't know what you are banging on about. Life is suffering. Nobody is afraid of death. There is no God. Death is not change it is lights out.

    Read Schopenhauer.

  • @ezekieloak You don't know what lights out is until you meditate, then you realize lights out is not death, then you realize you are beyond death, then you realize you are god, then you realize you have no reason to consider death in the first place, then you realize you have a daily life, then you realize that your daily life is god, then you realize god is the mundane, then you realize the mundane is god, then you realize that god is beauty-full, then you realize god is this moment and again.

  • @phvalue323 then you realize that god is not God, then you realize that god is equally important to what you are, then you start to wonder... what am I really... if you haven't already you're still one of the 99 percent of the world that believes what their told instead of the idk, that have found god for realz...

  • @phvalue323 Yeah, it's amazing how depressed I was a year ago right now. Seasonal thing. Glad I'm still here to say that I changed a lot of things in my life, most importantly the way I see things, and I'm much happier, more hopeful and actively working toward goals.

    Suicidal thoughts should be understood. Time to change something. It IS possible!

    Retain your freedom! It's is always possible to change. Yeah, parts of me that were alive and suffering last year are now dead, thank goodness.

  • Being misunderstood can lead to great fustration within.

  • yeah, so I have my thoughts, but even my thoughts, what about my family issues, changing my thoughts isn't going to stop my family issues.

  • Yes, there are some things that you cant change, like the past, but those things are, if they are the past in particular, irrelivant, because they are not occuring presently, and because they happen to the character that you are playing, not you--the user who plays, wittnesses. If it is your family, this takes place in the present, and is therefore much more difficult to resolve, however, some things dont change--like Civilized people--and you just have to get over it. Cope, make your own life.

  • u moved me. I felt very alone and sad and Suicidal "wating change" Thank you for this video. U changed my way of thinking. Thank you. I wish i could hug u for making me feel better!

  • You have made me overjoyed with your words. I wish i could hug You for your being. Love is what I am for you.

  • hey can u message me on a personal message? please

  • my body is constantly dying so that a new body is birthing in all its beauty. Good message. Lol God loves dying and so should we.

    HA! Theres a message to put in a film. Can I use that?

  • of course.

  • fuckin this shit makes me depressed cheer up fucker

  • the only reason it sounds depressing is because of how you are braught up to think about death--as a morbid thing. Death is the reason you are able to experience so many different moments, and so many beautiful days. Times passing is a form of "death:" the change of this moment. There is nothing more awsome. Beautiful. Love is made of infinity increasing.

  • yh ur ryt i vink it is morbid but you see it in a different way you see it in a better way than me tbh because i think death is the worst thing ever could happen to me lol but u see it as a cycle of live if ya get me so your not afraid of dying unlike me

  • infinity increasing , no death there ?

  • It may seem like a contradiction to those who are not in tune with the force. In the sense of transpiring, infinity is always compounding, subjectively, but objectively, it is forever decaying. We are the result of a decaying universe, the further along it gets, the more beautiful as it blossoms, but then when it is as full blossom, it suddenly dies like a flower. Much like a person at their peak of awsomeness that dies--like jimmi hendrix or whatever. Plus, DEATH IS CHANGE, and it is always.

  • thank you for the beautiful description of the state of your mind , but i am interested here in weather god loves death and dying and not the nature of the force you are in tune with, and the distinction between speaking for that force and the nature of god ,

  • Reality is that force. Reality is what this one is--and you are. Divine this reality is. Sacred. Awsome in its flowing, constantly into greater beauty. It does not matter if you realize reality, it hides behind your senses, waiting to be discovered, but fears not for your ignorance of it, nor your avoidace. God feels love through us, experiences us, through us, feels what we feel, through us. We are it.

    Unconditional love.

  • WHAT DOES SACRED MEAN ?

  • No..Living is hard..Death is Easy. There is no challenge in Death...Keep living & learning...J

  • Death is easy... but dying, dying is not. Life takes place in a constant state of dying. Also, I said that both all three, life, death, and love, are all difficult. However, we avoid dying in our culture, thats exactly why its so imperative that it be confrunted. Thanks :)

  • I don't think I've ever really thought about suicide...but maybe different thoughts of how one would kill themselves...

    Good Video :)

  • Suicide seems to be a perversion of death. Death appears as a consequence of carnality (original sin). People who commit suicide appear to be intensely selfish, & have a narrow & mighty rigid concept of mercy. They do not believe in it! It's mind-boggling how suicide victims do not believe in mercy! My best friend committed suicide. He put a gun to his heart & shot. His dad didn't want a faggot for a son. My friend believed plucking his sinful heart to save his soul would effect in mercy. RIPJim

  • I am dying, god is living. God is dying, Nietsche is dead. I will die soon.

  • How long is soon?! Don't die on me post!...

  • In about a 100 years.

  • god loves death, is a sentence of no substance

  • "God loves death": (substitute the word God for the Ultimate Reality)

    "Ultimate reality is all-pervasive; it is imminent everywhere. All other things owe their existence to it and draw their sustenance from it, without anyone being refused. Having created and nurtured them it does not demand title to them. Even though it has provided for all, it refuses to dominate over a single one.-

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  • what part of it is unconcious

  • i owe my sustenance to energy

  • i owe my existance to energy

  • Life is death. Because God is all that is, and in fact is The Love, therefore he loves death.

  • can there be negative energy, not in word but in reality

  • is death an is,ness

  • is there part of what is that does not know its self ,Is death un concious of its self, ,,,,can that part of that which is unconcious love its,self ?as part of a whole,,,, you cannot love that which you are unconcious of ?

  • you may say what has died is transformed but that transformation is still energy and not death so god loves to transform , god loves transforming ,then there is no death or dying for god and god does not know death or dying which sounds right to me ? so how can god love death and dying

  • I think without death there is no life. Life is death, but death is not an isness, isness is isness.

  • yes without death there is no life i can agree to that ,but i wouldnt say life is death , and i agree death is not an isness, so what relation (ground ????) has death to life or energy, so death may be the grounding of life as the earth or grounding is to electrisity ? can anyone add anything further

  • does electrisity love being earthed or earthing?

  • i am not implying electrisity is god here but using it in tearms of type energy

  • "yes without death there is no life i can agree to that ,but i wouldnt say life is death , and i agree death is not an isness, so what relation (ground ????) has death to life or energy, so death may be the grounding of life as the earth or grounding is to electrisity ? can anyone add anything further" I agree with this

    99 % of the time, the reast I disagree on semantic grounds only...

  • Would it make a difference if you were talking about the act or the thoughts of act? (i think that fundamentally all phenomena is action within consciousness) To be in the situation where the thought of "i want to die" was the enactment of a very real option out of an extreme condition of that tangible context it is still fundamentally rooted in the desire for a significant change. The person concluds with that option because it is the only apperant answer.

    (is that still the point?)

  • why did you remove your comment connecthedot? it was a good question in my oppinion.

  • lol. found my self questioning the question.

  • just wanted to rephrase it

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  • god loves dying , bhar humbug

  • I never know what your saying, its like you're sentences are vague and short enough to sound witty, but they are of no substance.

  • ah alas poor me a scarecrow is and have frightened of the mere crowing of conversation

  • This is an odd situation for me because I like a lot about this video, or how you are in it --to be more specific. But I don't agree that suicidal feelings are necessarily a misinterpretation. Suicide can be a very real option, a way out of an extreme situation.

  • Im not talking about the act in this, im only talking about the thoughts, and not about the thoughts of act, but about the thoughts of, "I want to die." and the like. This is a controversial subject, and I dont want people to misinterpret what I say, but the context is so important, and I wanted to explain my take on that specific one.

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