This same thing happened to me when i was 13. I overdosed on pain medicine and I had to go to the hospital. I had to drink liquid charcoal and it was disgusting. I wanted to die so badly. They told me that the medicine I had taken could've just given me liver/kidney failure. I might not have even died. Thanks for sharing. You're my inspiration. I've realized that I don't want to die anymore. Thanks.
You know, I am really sick of people saying things like "time to know jesus". Mental illness is a disease, it is not something that you can just make go away. Religion and Jesus is not the answer for everything. Christianity is a great guideline for life but there are flaws in it. Just like any other religion. I just really wish people would stop shoving religion down other peoples throat.
Thank you for sharing this. You are not alone at all.
Thank you so much for making this video. I over-dosed a few nights ago (went to hospital and all that) and can relate to everything you have said. I felt exactly the same afterwards, thinking what the hell did I do, never doing it again etc. but as soon as I came home suicidal thoughts came back and all I could think was what the hell is wrong with me? People who think depression and suicide are just a publicity stunt are pathetic. Thanks again for this video, nice to know I'm not alone xx
You are very pretty and it's obvious through your personality that you are a very beautiful person inside. I wish I knew you personally, and that we were friends. :)
Take Dr. Schulze's Intestinal Formula number two, it is a charcoal, bentonite clay and herbal medicine which immediately takes away the stomach acids and pain and it draws all toxins out of your system. Try the Nerve Formula as well and or the Brain Formula, it helped me tremendously and I am pharma drug free today and only take plant medicine.
Everything mentioned in this video... It's exactly what happened to me, except I went to the hospital(I was forced) you are so right. It is a horrible way to go. I still have flash backs to this day.
I have a delayed reaction to emotion. anyone else? like i'll feel freaked out and not move or say anything that gives the idea that im terrified, then a few seconds later ill react to the emotion physically.if that makes sense.....
@kikacha I was minding my own business and Jesus showed up. He said, "Get the hell out there and learn to love." Which I guess is appropriate since I hate most people. I looked up once more and he said, "WELL???" I said, "I'm going I'm going."
Maybe what we want isn't always the right thing for us. I know that is really hard to accept and probably sounds like a load of crap right now, but it's jut something to think about.
(1/2) I was just watching bas's video on selfharmsupport and I read your comment that bootcamp declined you (WTF!), then I saw this video, and all I can say is wow. Shit. Life is not being cool to you right now I see. I am honestly so sorry all this crap is happening to you. I wish I could say some magic words and make everything all better for you, but I can't so I'll just say this: I'm a strong beleiver that everything happens for a reason. I hope that you can see that too.
How about stop taking that shit ? you will suffer 1 day , 1 week , 1 month , but in the end you will be alright , this is not something that you should suffer all your life , this is a passing period , and you make it a life-long thing by taking medicine .
I OD'sed once... I did get all numb and fell asleep for 2 or 3 days. Then at the hospital, I said things I'd never tell anybody under normal circumstances. It all started because of a high-stress event weeks before.
At least you didn't end up at the hospital. I'm sure things will be better when you leave for your bootcamp, or get there. It looks like a huge lot of stress to me. ...Take care.
Brave video Brit..could the fact that you are leaving very soon and the pressure of the changes/discions etc be part of the reason why you are doing more and more worse? Take care Brit. X
@MeAndMyBlackTable Yeah. I think a big factor is I just don't allow myself to be close to people. And stupidly I allowed myself to get close with my therapist. I'm not ready to leave therapy.
This same thing happened to me when i was 13. I overdosed on pain medicine and I had to go to the hospital. I had to drink liquid charcoal and it was disgusting. I wanted to die so badly. They told me that the medicine I had taken could've just given me liver/kidney failure. I might not have even died. Thanks for sharing. You're my inspiration. I've realized that I don't want to die anymore. Thanks.
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mymightyboosh 2 weeks ago
@mymightyboosh shut the fuck up go jump off a bridge
likeomgutube 1 week ago
@likeomgutube u first
mymightyboosh 1 week ago
@mymightyboosh i dont do requests
likeomgutube 1 week ago
You know, I am really sick of people saying things like "time to know jesus". Mental illness is a disease, it is not something that you can just make go away. Religion and Jesus is not the answer for everything. Christianity is a great guideline for life but there are flaws in it. Just like any other religion. I just really wish people would stop shoving religion down other peoples throat.
Thank you for sharing this. You are not alone at all.
melissavest93 1 month ago
Thank you so much for making this video. I over-dosed a few nights ago (went to hospital and all that) and can relate to everything you have said. I felt exactly the same afterwards, thinking what the hell did I do, never doing it again etc. but as soon as I came home suicidal thoughts came back and all I could think was what the hell is wrong with me? People who think depression and suicide are just a publicity stunt are pathetic. Thanks again for this video, nice to know I'm not alone xx
LifeinFrozenColours 2 months ago
You are very pretty and it's obvious through your personality that you are a very beautiful person inside. I wish I knew you personally, and that we were friends. :)
rkferris66 3 months ago
im suffering please give some advice
ruhlraney 3 months ago
Take Dr. Schulze's Intestinal Formula number two, it is a charcoal, bentonite clay and herbal medicine which immediately takes away the stomach acids and pain and it draws all toxins out of your system. Try the Nerve Formula as well and or the Brain Formula, it helped me tremendously and I am pharma drug free today and only take plant medicine.
KennyReddwooddforest 3 months ago
Everything mentioned in this video... It's exactly what happened to me, except I went to the hospital(I was forced) you are so right. It is a horrible way to go. I still have flash backs to this day.
dsl100stack 7 months ago
I have a delayed reaction to emotion. anyone else? like i'll feel freaked out and not move or say anything that gives the idea that im terrified, then a few seconds later ill react to the emotion physically.if that makes sense.....
laurag333 8 months ago
so bpd ppl can get manic!!!!!! i always thought that was only a bipolar thing.
laurag333 8 months ago
Thumbs up if you were looking for a suicide way and u came up with this video!
GGGGRRRREEEE 1 year ago 5
When I was 4 I downed a whole bottle of Johnson & Johnson Baby Asprin. Stomach Pumping time.
MonacoBlast 1 year ago
That looks like your real hair.
MonacoBlast 1 year ago
Being BiPolar, Borderline, and social (HELL) anxiety doesn't leave me with a lot of options. I think I'm done with feeling humiliated.
MonacoBlast 1 year ago
time to get to know jesus. god bless you.
kikacha 1 year ago
@kikacha I know Jesus, and believe in what he practiced, but I follow Buddhism.
lovethewiccan3fl 1 year ago 11
@lovethewiccan3fl You know Jesus? Okay, what's his favorite food?
MonacoBlast 1 year ago
@lovethewiccan3fl both Christianity and Buddhism are a joke.
TrollawayCapn 3 months ago
@kikacha I was minding my own business and Jesus showed up. He said, "Get the hell out there and learn to love." Which I guess is appropriate since I hate most people. I looked up once more and he said, "WELL???" I said, "I'm going I'm going."
MonacoBlast 1 year ago
@kikacha time to let people think for themselves.
Viperplayer187 1 year ago
Do you have BP disorder like i do ?
DeepWater92 1 year ago
I don't either
NatalieGlendenning 1 year ago
I completely get you. I don't know what to do either...
tammymine 1 year ago
Maybe what we want isn't always the right thing for us. I know that is really hard to accept and probably sounds like a load of crap right now, but it's jut something to think about.
Xo
Kaiterzzz 1 year ago
(1/2) I was just watching bas's video on selfharmsupport and I read your comment that bootcamp declined you (WTF!), then I saw this video, and all I can say is wow. Shit. Life is not being cool to you right now I see. I am honestly so sorry all this crap is happening to you. I wish I could say some magic words and make everything all better for you, but I can't so I'll just say this: I'm a strong beleiver that everything happens for a reason. I hope that you can see that too.
Kaiterzzz 1 year ago
@Kaiterzzz Thank you for being so kind.
I know everything happens for a reason, is it
too much to have things happen the way I want
them too? lol. I hope you are having a good week :)
lovethewiccan3fl 1 year ago
How about stop taking that shit ? you will suffer 1 day , 1 week , 1 month , but in the end you will be alright , this is not something that you should suffer all your life , this is a passing period , and you make it a life-long thing by taking medicine .
b1ackic3 1 year ago
I dont know you but your a beautiful girl and you yoyo and ur awsome soo please becareful if you need someone to talk to hit me up.
wh33l3r420 1 year ago
@wh33l3r420 Lol "and you yoyo" you're awesome.
lovethewiccan3fl 1 year ago
your videos really interest me because your experiences are similar to mine just a bit worse. you're really brave and you're an amazing person!
ktaldridge 1 year ago
You're beautiful, Britt.
codeforcible 1 year ago
And hey, a shoutout. Hah. Not the best circumstance, but. Thanks?
codeforcible 1 year ago
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Densoid 1 year ago
I OD'sed once... I did get all numb and fell asleep for 2 or 3 days. Then at the hospital, I said things I'd never tell anybody under normal circumstances. It all started because of a high-stress event weeks before.
At least you didn't end up at the hospital. I'm sure things will be better when you leave for your bootcamp, or get there. It looks like a huge lot of stress to me. ...Take care.
variadLog 1 year ago
my best friend overdosed. she was in the hospital for a few weeks, and almost passed. i was scared to death. Brave Video, <3
roseJOHnz 1 year ago
@roseJOHnz I'm glad she's okay though.
lovethewiccan3fl 1 year ago
Bleh, sorry my english is bad today.. Descisions(?) f€ck i hate this..
MeAndMyBlackTable 1 year ago
Brave video Brit..could the fact that you are leaving very soon and the pressure of the changes/discions etc be part of the reason why you are doing more and more worse? Take care Brit. X
MeAndMyBlackTable 1 year ago
@MeAndMyBlackTable Yeah. I think a big factor is I just don't allow myself to be close to people. And stupidly I allowed myself to get close with my therapist. I'm not ready to leave therapy.
lovethewiccan3fl 1 year ago