I hope she's doing well. Her little man needs her. Beautiful woman, who had a very effed up life. Rock on...Nikki. It breaks my heart that her mother passed. I lost my dad 2yrs ago. Still in the grieving process. But the fear I have about loosing my mother is disabling. I hope she has a wonderful support system in place. We all eff up. And that's ok in my book. We all cope with life differently. Life beats the shit out of you. It takes strength to carry on as powerfully as she did.
I Wanna Thank You For Making This Made Me Smile Nikki Is Amazing Person I Am Her Internet Little Sister and Knowing That People Out There Still Got Her Back Will Make Her Smile She Kicks Ass On So Many Ways And I Love Her With My All My Heart Thanks For Suporting Her I Am Getting A Tatoo To Let Everyone Know I Idolize Her :) Getting Her Autograph Says Rock On LYLAS She Wrote It To Me Thanks Again
i was living in USA for this season. now back in OZ. so sad for her. i do wish her the best. her and kelly were my favorites that year. she always gave 100% and always had a smile on her face.
i hope you get better for your son and the two of you have a happy life :)
My guess is she suffers from some type of eating disorder; probably binge eating. Sure, drinking heavily can cause weight gain but I think there's more to it than that.
I hope she does keep getting the help she needs. She has a son if I'm not mistaken.
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I thought "what a dumb comment" about the eating disorder, then I checked out your profile and understood. Um....often people who are very skinny during their teens and early twenties will gain weight when they get older. It's called....aging.
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Think before I speak? I'm not speaking, I'm posting something on YouTube. Idiot ? No, I have a high IQ and lots of common sense, which is why don't speculate" on things such as eating disorders. And aging? Yes, when you get into your twenties the majority of "adults" tend to have weight gain whichthey will encounter each decade. You must be in your twenties. LOL Sorry that you fight facts and sense so much.
People that have to tout a "high IQ" and "lots of common sense" in order to win arguments on the internet are about as dumb as a box of rocks. If you have such a high IQ and lots of common sense, use it towards keeping your useless opinions to yourself.
So is her jaw grinding due to coming off drugs or did she always do that? Is that a symptom of cocaine or what kind of drug? It is sooooo noticable on the show until I wonder if it will ever go away.
It could be a side effect of the meds she's on. Cocaine is not going to cause jaw grinding like that and especially if she's not using it. It could also be something completely unrelated that she's always had. Keep in mind we've only seen her all dolled up and pre-packaged for Idol. Now we're seeing her at her darkest hour.
it funny,i thought of this song when I was going through the same thing.Niki's beautiful,talented and i hope she gets it back and shines her light again!
nikki should see this video, it might straighten her out....not to be nasty. it's just so that maybe she can she what could have been....god bless nikki xx
I hope she's doing well. Her little man needs her. Beautiful woman, who had a very effed up life. Rock on...Nikki. It breaks my heart that her mother passed. I lost my dad 2yrs ago. Still in the grieving process. But the fear I have about loosing my mother is disabling. I hope she has a wonderful support system in place. We all eff up. And that's ok in my book. We all cope with life differently. Life beats the shit out of you. It takes strength to carry on as powerfully as she did.
jbc6382 8 months ago
I Wanna Thank You For Making This Made Me Smile Nikki Is Amazing Person I Am Her Internet Little Sister and Knowing That People Out There Still Got Her Back Will Make Her Smile She Kicks Ass On So Many Ways And I Love Her With My All My Heart Thanks For Suporting Her I Am Getting A Tatoo To Let Everyone Know I Idolize Her :) Getting Her Autograph Says Rock On LYLAS She Wrote It To Me Thanks Again
AmericanIdolFan2987 1 year ago
she looks like chrissy amphlett in sum shots
missfiji1769 1 year ago
She used to be hot before she got jacked up on drugs. What a waste.....
MegaSlapChop 1 year ago
maybe you should fix all the typos before posting a video!
Newbpwng 1 year ago
i was living in USA for this season. now back in OZ. so sad for her. i do wish her the best. her and kelly were my favorites that year. she always gave 100% and always had a smile on her face.
i hope you get better for your son and the two of you have a happy life :)
trickierickiedickie 2 years ago
Nikki
Jesus loves You, He loved me and rescue me from alcohol and other stuff, now i have family and new life..
Beleive in HIM, a live for HIm,
My best regards
JALP70 2 years ago
she had an interesting singing voice im not too sure if id say its bad though just different.
kiwiananz1 2 years ago
Hi Karriellen94! iTunes is supposed to have it. :)
1spiker1 2 years ago
i wish the best for her!
and does anyone know where i can find her song inconsolable? i absolutly love it and can't find it anywhere!
kariellen94 2 years ago
Its actually heartbreaking to see how much shes changed.Hopefully she'll be able to pull it together!!
jasonjohn74 3 years ago
Nice video... thanks for showing support for her! I would like to see good things for her & her son, who should be around, what, 10 now?
avondale999 3 years ago
My guess is she suffers from some type of eating disorder; probably binge eating. Sure, drinking heavily can cause weight gain but I think there's more to it than that.
I hope she does keep getting the help she needs. She has a son if I'm not mistaken.
lintxxxxx 3 years ago
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I thought "what a dumb comment" about the eating disorder, then I checked out your profile and understood. Um....often people who are very skinny during their teens and early twenties will gain weight when they get older. It's called....aging.
1spiker1 2 years ago
You're an idiot. She has stated before that she's battled with eating disorders. Think before you speak. Aging? She's in her twenties brain trust.
lintxxxxx 2 years ago
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Think before I speak? I'm not speaking, I'm posting something on YouTube. Idiot ? No, I have a high IQ and lots of common sense, which is why don't speculate" on things such as eating disorders. And aging? Yes, when you get into your twenties the majority of "adults" tend to have weight gain whichthey will encounter each decade. You must be in your twenties. LOL Sorry that you fight facts and sense so much.
1spiker1 2 years ago
LOL
People that have to tout a "high IQ" and "lots of common sense" in order to win arguments on the internet are about as dumb as a box of rocks. If you have such a high IQ and lots of common sense, use it towards keeping your useless opinions to yourself.
lintxxxxx 2 years ago
So is her jaw grinding due to coming off drugs or did she always do that? Is that a symptom of cocaine or what kind of drug? It is sooooo noticable on the show until I wonder if it will ever go away.
mnscgirl9507 3 years ago
It could be a side effect of the meds she's on. Cocaine is not going to cause jaw grinding like that and especially if she's not using it. It could also be something completely unrelated that she's always had. Keep in mind we've only seen her all dolled up and pre-packaged for Idol. Now we're seeing her at her darkest hour.
lintxxxxx 3 years ago
She seemed to have gained a lot of weight after her mom died so I am guessing she drank even more heavily then before
Stormiya 3 years ago
weight change is probroley cause she was on idol during 2002 and now she has been on celebrity rehab 2008 someone could chsnge in 6 years
elvisfan1978 3 years ago
i think she drank,too,although im not sure.that could account 4 the weight.
Redbirdgirl88 3 years ago
it funny,i thought of this song when I was going through the same thing.Niki's beautiful,talented and i hope she gets it back and shines her light again!
Redbirdgirl88 3 years ago
Powerful message. I hope it helps someone.
obsessong 3 years ago 2
Nice video
JennyCoCoCure 3 years ago 2
nikki should see this video, it might straighten her out....not to be nasty. it's just so that maybe she can she what could have been....god bless nikki xx
brandykody11 3 years ago 2
Im sure she thought of what she could have been anyway.Not to late for her! God bless Nikki.
Redbirdgirl88 3 years ago