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  • wait...he's gay? hmm thats cool still got my vote! :P

  • The Next Mayor of Las Cruces, New Mexico!!!!!! 

  • This is such an amazing and inspiring personal testimony. I wish more LGBT young people (especially teens) could hear from people like you. As a 24 year old myself, I can assure them that life really does get SO much better! :)

  • fucking homos.

  • @One564 that's beyond rude.

    

  • Google:

    HOW GAYS ARE BEING USED TO CREATE A THEOCRACY

    Scroll down the page & you'll find some LGBT scholarship links + safe forums + a lot of other useful stuff.

    Hang in there kids! There's a LOT of people pulling for you! Job 1 is for you to survive high school & earn good marks. Learning how to learn is the most important thing one can learn. Cultivate your curiosity about EVERYTHING and you will succeed in life. Use your PC to do research and learn from other people instead of gaming. LEARN!

  • The homophobic Bible-bigots are well aware that queers can hear their hate. They preach their anti-LGBT garbage in the hope that doing so will con a young person into taking their own life. DON'T FALL FOR IT KIDS! Things WILL get better after you leave that kiddie prison called high school IF you graduate with marks good enough to land a decent job in an LGBT-friendly place. So study, study and study!

  • you are amazing! <3 happy birthday!

  • WOW- It really does get better. I have just came across this now and I wish to thank you, what touched me most about this is that through all i have been through, i held on- what an inspiration you are x

  • thank you

  • I have not been so touched, by this simple message, being sent out so crystal clear!

    GOD bless you Michael!

  • 26 people meant to click on the right button but failed because there were tears in their eyes. Well done, Michael! Thanks for the inspiring message. It gets better.

  • hi michael, VERY well done, so glad you found the support you needed... you should share this with the It Gets Bettter Project

  • Excellent job!!! Everything about it was just wonderful. The messaging, the pacing, the genuine sincerity spoken from the heart, all of it. You've done a beautiful thing here. You should be proud!

  • Great Vid!!!!!! Beautifully executed. 

  • Amen... thank you <3

  • Dude This Touched Me Im Crying Now

  • While I was showing this video to a friend of mine I noticed that your B-Day falls on April 29th. That is really cool since my B-Day falls on April 22. I think that we both Taurus' really have an inner strength that helps us move ahead in life. Really nice video!

  • not to underestimate what you've had to deal with in any way, but self hatred should never accompany being who you are. Most people in this world have no idea who they are. Never let the resistance of others deprive you of necessities, other than that other people's opinions only reflect their self-interest and mean nothing!

  • wow - very good of you to make this video :) glad you didn't go through with it.

  • Michael: Hold On...

    I support you!

    I love you!

    I admire you!

    You are REAL!

    I understand LOVE is with you and me.

    H. M.

  • Thanks.

  • I cried through the second half of the video.....!!!!

  • I didnt pay attention to half of what you said because you are pretty.

    and im Jealous of your eyes.

  • I almost cried watching this video. One of the best ones I've seen in a long while. :)

  • Awesome. Thank you for making the world a better place!

  • Great video. Thanks.

  • boo hoo im im crying like a sissy girl hahahahaha xD

  • Michael, HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY !!! THis video should be shown to every HIGH SCHOOL student who may be experiencing what you went through..

  • After watching this video I jus couldnt help but cry, these words are strong, you just have to understand waht the words mean. You can only understand what he is saying only if this has happend to you. Like what he said, I might not have made it to my 14th birthday, But I made it and I plan to keep going strong.

  • "I was a cowboy back then." Now you're a homo.

  • @coolioboyisnotafag

    And that's a bad thing? I think being gay is just as epic as being a cowboy, but that's my opinion. Anyone agree?

  • @coolioboyisnotafag

    Wow! Why the animosity? Michael is offering his story & testimony to others who need his help and are in danger of losing their life. I challenge you to reach deep within your sour soul and reevaluate your thought process and find a positive in each person you come in contact with. It will make you a better person, I promise. Do not judge those by their color, sexuality, or monetary position as it does not define who they are. The user name? Insecure with your sexuality?

  • @coolioboyisnotafag ... coolio boy is not a fag.. haha. i am guessing you are a sheltered teenage boy from a small town that has grown up with 99% white conservatives. hope you choose a college were you meet tons of beautiful people and open your eyes to how ignorant you were back then. open your heart, we're all human.

  • Beautiful. Thank you

  • Hi Michael, My name is Ky Dickens and I directed the film, FISH OUT OF WATER. First, thank you for your heartfelt and honest testimony. I'd like to send you a bunch of copies of the film so that you can give them to other who need to hear a message of hope and inclusion. I wish you lots of love and strength as you keep impacting lives with your story. Contact me and I'll get you the film.

  • Thank you.

  • good vidoe I agerr with you

  • Thank you for that.

  • triple like!!!

  • Wow, what amazing inspiration. Your strength will give others hope when they have none. Happy B-Day!

  • this made my day (:

    you are quite amazing, Michael.

  • Many of those of us who aren't members of the LBGT community have faced similar dark times. This is a message of hope, love and acceptance that applies to all humans. I love it that you say that you accept someone else's right to believe differently but for them to consider the impact of their voice before speaking out or for something. Love should always come first. We are all humans and need love to sustain us. Keep up your good work & HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

  • Happy belated brithday! As the Mom of 4 wonderful children, I thank you for being such an inspiration. Your courage is magnificent-you are truly a hero. With this one little youtube video you can make a huge difference in our world. We need more people like you. You stand as an inspiration to all kinds of people. If more were like you in this world, it would be a more beautiful and more peaceful planet. thank you for being so special!

  • This video is amazing, you got the feelings right across. I wish I could've watched in some of my more darker hours. Having dealt with verbal gaybashing myself and surpassing that to come out to friends despite a very homophobic family, I'm only 15. But, I know there's always life ahead and I never once considered suicide. So, I say, let's march on and fight for a better future.

  • omg, i was almost in tears..

  • ... your amazing

  • Scholars in colleges and universities have studied the intricacies, the wonders and the mysteries of human sexuality over many, many decades. There is still much more to learn. I feel that parts of the Bible reflect attitudes that existed 2,000 years ago, which included beliefs that the world was flat, unequal attitudes about women, slavery, and homophobia.

    I urge people to reconcile their religious beliefs with the reality that people do not choose their sexual orientation.

  • I wish you the happiest of birthdays, Michael. Thank you for being here. :)

  • ~tears~ this was a beautiful statement! I understand brother! Stay in the world beautiful!

  • Happy and most excellent birthday, Michael. :)

  • Happy and most excellent birthday, Michael. :)

  • Hope your birthday was wonderful. I too came very close many times to pulling the plug. I'm 71 and grew up when it wasn't even talked about, let along condoned by anyone. I wish is that things continue to improve for all of us. Blessings! David

  • inspiring, thank you!

  • Happy birthday Michael, I wish you all the best.

    Thx for sharing this video.

    You are sooooooooo cute and handsome, too bad my son is younger !!!!

  • hey man, that was totally inspirational.

    I hope that one day people will stop hating differences and start embracing them, no matter their beliefs/religion.

  • happy birthday mike.

  • I'm not young, but still face this same struggle. At 60, I fight each day to make it another 24 hours. People do not understand support. How can one person be so alone in an entire world? The phone never to ring, or email never to chime with a friendly greeting.

    This is who I am, yet I am my worst enemy. Yes, the hate from the world and Mormon Church hurts deeply. But the hate from within is the worst.

    Thanks for letting me share.

  • Happy Birthday, Michael! Never forget how special you are!

  • thank u sooo much

  • I loveeeee you Michael !!!! ♥♥♥

  • We all are human - and part of being human is that we are prone to be prejudice... not just anti-gay people but pro-gay people. Everyone. No exceptions. We presume that gays choose and gays presume they are born that way. If you think you come down on one side or the other, then all you are really saying is "I am right and they are wrong". Happy birthday to all of us: my wish is that we ALL be as free of prejudice as our DNA will allow.

  • Great inspirational video for all those younger LBGT kids struggling with their sexuality. Happy Birthday Michael!

  • beautifully stated. thank you for sharing your thoughts, experiences and hopes. clearly it is wearing to deal with all the prejudice for so many gay, lesbian, bisexual, transgender and just eccentric, unique, different folks working to find their way in the world. i live in an area with a high suicide rate among young males, many believe it is due to religious views which breed a sense of hopelessness and helplessness for gay youth. hopefully each drop in the bucket can/will make a difference.

  • whats the song called o.o

  • Thank you!  Oh and Happy Birthday!

  • Feliz Cumpleaños y muchas gracias!!!

  • Your amazing  :)

  • thank you and happy birthday

  • i have never judged the gay community and i wished ppl that did would take a look at your video.

  • you are dear soul , don't ever give up. I am 53 yr old gay woman, with a dose of transgender thrown in the mix. Our communities have a natural affinity - Happy birthday sweet young lad. Thank you for reaching out to especially the younger folks. Being gay , lesbian , transgender does not mean a life of misery. There is a large community of people , out there , You are one of them. I am so PROUD of YOU Michael you have a great life ahead of you ! Activism helps !

  • Michael... I am a 49 year old woman who is not gay, nor is my son, but I support you. I think it is deplorable how people treat gay people. We all need to love and support one another. I congratulate you for making this video, I am so happy you are still here and I pray your message reaches far and wide and you keep trying to spread the word. Thank you Becki

  • I am not gay, but I do support it. More people should just accept it and move on. Happy Belated Birthday and I am GLAD you are here to celebrate it. I hope this video goes far and wide.

  • so, mine was the 28 and i turned 18 :P

  • It's people like you who inspires the future generations. Thank you.

  • *hugs and kisses* You're awesome and thank you for speaking for those who can't. I wish more people were kind like you! :) Happy belated Birthday too!

  • never will support gay never will its not right and it never will be......tbh how did i find this video????

  • hey fella you seriously ROCK ... really powerful words that hit me like a hammer !! Hey go party hard and have a great birthday. And know that in your heart you have a reason to be here. lotsa hugs and stuff

  • this is a beautiful vid

  • Wow.Just WOW. This was just an amazing video.Maybe one of the most inspiring,touching videos I've seen on YouTube and still it's amazing how people can still have the guts to say something bad about you or this video when there's nothing wrong with it. Thank you so much for making this video. :]

  • suicide is a permanant solution to a temporary problem

  • This was prorably the best video on YouTube for a long time.

    (I am not gay, not because of that.) Michael took big step talking about his past and that must took lots of courage. I'l hope that those who are are fighting with themselfs and asking who they are and why should continiue, sees this video.

  • @NeoclassicalPianist Wow. -_- Can't believe you'd say that.

  • @NeoclassicalPianist He was also young, can't tell me you picked the right choice with every decision you've made or almost made. I can't believe there's people who pretend they were never a lost and confused teenager at one point.

  • @leetalityv2 I, in a sense am lost and confused, but those are personal matters I choose not to share with anyone because it's not anyone's business but mine. Not only that, I am a teenager facing these problems as they come. But I won't let anyone else make me think I don't want to live. I've made worse decisions than anyone else has ever made, and that is a personal opinion. I was only trying to point out that people, like Michael, need to change the way they think about life.

  • @NeoclassicalPianist And he did change, as will most of them. If more people cared and realized the horrible things they say or do affect some people, you wouldn't have to worry about kids committing suicide. There's nothing you can do other than try to be a better person; not just for you, but for everyone around you.

  • @NeoclassicalPianist Not everyone is like you. Perhaps you should use some of your strength of character to find what people refer to as "compassion" and then learn to practice it, along with your musicianship. Think of it from a perspective other than your own. He's giving people similar to him HOPE. What have you done today?

  • @NeoclassicalPianist unless you walked in our shoes you shouldn't speak.

  • @sharidny You don't know me or what I've been through. At all times I knew that suicide was an irrational thought.

  • @NeoclassicalPianist Likewise, you don't know me I have thought of and attempted suicide when I was younger like Michael. No need to get into my details but I thank God I'm still here at 26. Sometimes in life when people are pushed beyond their limits and they have no one to turn to for comfort and feel like there's nothing to go on for Harsh words like I've heard hear are the last thing they need when fighting to live another day. Try help saving a life Encourage don't berate ppl for any reason

  • you did the right thing, god bless you and happy birthday! :D

  • Don't ever let active bigotry bring you down to a level in which you think you are wrong. There is nothing wrong with your statement or anything about your lifestyle. Keep yourself happy and healthy. Although you may at times feel like there is no love and belonging, there always will be and the best way to find it is by doing what you've done in this video; giving it. You're a stronger man than many.

  • You either support the LBGT or GTFO

    Ignorance is only bliss for ignorant and quite frankly it seems like it'd be tiring to harass someone based off of their orientation.

  • you're a blessing to be here :) God Bless you :)

  • Yo my new video is up!! Everyone come see!

  • Micheal That was amazing. It hit deep and rose a lot emotions. I want to thank you for sharing with the world. Happy Birthday.

  • you are hot and super gorgeous! (:

  • very courageous video.and also happy birthday!may you can always speak out your mind like this on your all upcoming birthdays!!=)

  • Beautiful

  • my birthday was alsow on april 29 made 19

  • I just want to say to all you people that say 'it's not a choice" please do me a favor and shut up. EVERY action you take place in is a choice. You may have a stronger urge for something than someone else. But to act on anything is a choice. .

  • @Banche2006 So someone can make the choice not to act on their "gay" feelings, but guess what, that doesn't make them straight! You can go without the action, but it doesn't change how you feel inside. THAT is NOT a choice! Just like a bigot to pass judgment on others because of something that you don't have the capacity to understand. Sad...

    Thank you Michael for having the courage to speak out! Your words could have been just what someone needed to hear, unlike someone who chose to hate...

  • od Bless You Michael. Amazing Message. My Bday was April 20. So i'm 25 now. and thanks god i love my life... God bless you man. P.s The best wishes to you, Michael Melendez

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  • yeah life sucks sometimes ...good luck man..right now i am struguling trough life....but it has to do nothing with sexual problems ...but good luck best wishes....

  • Heart-felt and powerful. Thank you for sharing a part of you.

  • Thank You! :)

  • this video is sooooooo sweet, thanks for sharing this....as lame as it maybe...i almost cried. :*-)

  • buddy , always be positive ! Its you who have your life in your hands and do it the way you want. Who are people ? are they the one who are living in your place / common we all are with you and wish you the best in everything ..we decide our faith , not people ( im not gay ) but yeah buddy we support you ..HAPP HAPPY BIRTHDAY KEEP SMILING

  • wish you the best .. xD my birthday is at 26/5 so my wish will be your wish to come true .... g0od luck from the buttom of my heart..

  • dude stfu already who cares about your stupid wishes. get a jobby job.

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  • @BllueJeeper You tell him to stfu but i bet u watched the whole video and cried like a baby. Thats why you felt the need to raise the value you his video by leaving a comment.

    "You get, what you give"

  • happy birthday.you are amazinq. <33

  • @RuthBrosnan Congratz! You just won the longest Run on Sentence of the day!!!

  • i knew he was gay

  • Thank you Michael, you've given me strength to make it another day.

  • ho shit he's an emo

  • you are admirable.

  • Great video. I am also for Human Rights. Everyone deserves the right to purue their happiness in love and the right to marry. God Bless the gay community! Know that I support you and I am heterosexual. I know that your love is no different than mine and we should have the same rights under the law.

  • Thank you for that. To 24 more happy years for you and everyone.

  • you're lucky at least someone supports you. you're just gay in a free country. no biggie. i'm an ex muslim (atheist) from a muslim country, where apostasy is a crime under the penal code. my parents nag at me everyday that i dont go to the mosque anymore. my mom threatens suicide and blames all her depression on me. my birthday wish is to die. i have no courage to do it myself. but i live everyday in pain.

  • i wouldve wished for a bike

    but if anyone about to think about ending their life. stop and think. would i rather be here with the problems i have , or in hell.

    dont do it

  • @Baller527 LMFAO

  • Totally understand! Good to know that you're still here today; Look at me, Ive made it this far. Kisses. Vicky

  • Hi Michael, a Happy belated birthday to you from a friend in the UK, may all your birthday wishes come true. I am so glad you found the courage to stay with us Michael. Your words of hope and love are an inspiration and encouragement to us all and we all need friends like you at some times in our life. Thank you for thinking of others on your own special day. Bless you.

  • When I turned this video on, my gaydar went crazy xD But there's nothing wrong with being gay, and I really respect you because you didn't pull that trigger. Just keep trooping.

    :D

  • I wanna see you here next year, you dirty little gay bastard.

  • I'm glad you failed as well.

  • now hun, I'm going to say this. I do not agree with with the homosexual and lesbian lifestyle, niether do i agree with the bisexual life style in some terms. But i do respect it. I do respect thoughs that make the decision because they are people too, not aliens. I'm not those kind of people that hold up a sign and say" Anti-gay" .

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  • @MillyPopa Please to any one that read this do not bash me just because I'm giving my opinion. Now to this that you say.. you don't know how many people lives you just have saved. Because with one word and one smile, you can change that persons world. Godbless you. I respect you.

  • Sigur Rós!

  • Amazing.Absolutely Amazing. this video is such an inspiration to so many people and being so open with your wishes and saying this things.getting the word out is amazing to me. happy twenty-fourth birthday.and i hope you continue to always feel the way you do.because your perspective is amazing.

  • OMG!!

    You don't know what you have done honey!!

    This is the most beautiful LGBT thing I have ever seen...you really gave me some courage to be who I am!!

    Love you dear,may you live longer and spread the message of love!!

  • @ragenFOX wow wtf. you stfu ok? Why dont you go kill yourself pls? you would make me happy.

  • This was very beautiful. Happy belated birthday.

  • I have to make a Mea Culpa. Instead of first commenting on the very touching video I just saw (and wishing its author Happy Birthday), I choose instead to react to the negative comments left by...you know...that kind of people! Even if it isn't my birthday, here is a new resolution: always focus primarily on the positive and afterwards, if you have a little time, you may adress these bigots!

  • happy birthdayy!!! that was a beautiful message :)

  • Really, you made me cry in the end. Such a beautifull message. But however, I've been struggling with life a few times, and will keep struggling... never to give up. I try to enjoy the small things in life and live from day to day. Thanks for your message. It was very touching.

    Happy birthday.

  • i cried..

  • Happy Birthday Michael! This took guts to admit. You put it in words very eloquently, so thank you. God wants you here and living and helping others. God bless you.

  • happy belated birthday! :) you're awesome!

  • happy - late - birthday.

  • Birthday blow jobs!, you're hot btw =)

  • omg i love you not only are you cute but your so smart and i kinda have went through the same things being gay myself...keep being you.

  • What a beautiful video! I'm very glad you failed. :) Happy Birthday and HUGS!

  • Hii Happy Birthday and its ok to be gay .t There are dumb people in this world that does not understand gay people, emo people or other ones. Just be how you want to be and not how other want you to be.

  • happy birthday michael. here's to many more. ;)

  • are u gay ?

  • hi (: happy b.day & i thiink its ok to be gay... nice video ^^

  • Good luck and Happy Belated birthday.....Keep us updated and i will do my part so keep your head up stay strong and enjoy life...!

  • @Azlaier You are gay too, fuck gay people, and btw, i wish you killed your self at your 10th, at least you would save your family the embarresment.

  • @MrAlwaleed poor guy, he won't know what hit him when that dick is in his mouth.

  • @ClassyBug @MrAlwaleed The hatred in some of these comments is pissing me off. Nobody, regardless of their sexual orientation OR prejudiced beliefs should be told that they should kill themselves.

  • You're so cute, and this video is great. I'm gay, and I attempted suicide in 10th grade, because, living the south, hearing people tell me that the way I was was devious, disgusting, and immoral, and having prayed for years asking to be changed, I just got tired of it. I gave up.

    Fortunately, I failed. I hadn't taken enough pills. At that point, I started researching. I realized that God loves me the way he made me, and wouldn't want me any other way.

    Thanks for sharing. xo

  • Happy Birthday! I can't believe some of the comments I just read. You are an amazingly strong person. I'm overwhelmed by how proud of you I am. I'm grateful you made this video. Enjoy your 24th and many more. - Kyle

  • Thank you so much, Michael. You are very inspiring! You give me hope, for sometimes I don't know if I can handle much more, so thank you.

    Hope you had a wonderful birthday!

  • happy birtday...this is the best video i watched on youtube! <3

  • Happy belated birthday! Hope your message gets out to everyone!