This anger, this pain, this is to much to contain. I feel that the end is near, its in sight. Bound to happen soon if not tonight, wish there was a chance to say goodbye but im in this alone, nobody cares
@BlackSoulAbyss GOD CARES FOR YOU HE LOVE YOU EVEN WHEN you think nobody cares god still loves and he can help feel better about yourself and he can take all your pain away
@prettycutiehighfly00 i havent been to church in yrs i cant go back to be judged by all my peers to have them at church pray then outside of church puss me even lower then i already am
Death is natural, suicide is not. It is not human nature to want to kill themselves. There must have been a cause that induced that feeling.
Suicide is ridiculous; the existence of such a thing is only caused by the mind and thoughts that only put you down. If anyone is suicidal the only relief of that feeling/thought is to recognize the fact that you are loved and will be loved eternally.
Suicide is for those who cannot realize they are cared for.... :(
When I was 13, I felt the same way you all did, I tried to commit suicide, I'm so very happy that my attempt failed. You see I'm 45 now and have a beautiful family ♥ I have learned through the wrong choices I have made in my life, I'm still learning. Do I still get depressed yes I do, but I don't focus on it, I don't allow it to take over my thoughts, my heart or my actions. There is a song I just heard today by Jason Grey " Remind Me Who I Am".
My Prayers AreWithYouAllToOvercomeThisdepression♥
@screwed4good you are no less than the next guy!! you're special, loved. Dont settle for a permanent solution to a temporary problem. I used to feel that way too but im a christian now and i feel close to jesus and he loves me for who i am. he doesnt care what i've done or who ive been, he just wants the best for me.. and you. Im not forcing you to do anything you dont want to do. just try it and Jesus will show you the way. im praying for you lots of love
I've re watched this video and it is the most beautifully depressing video I've ever seen. It is very deep rooted and hits home for me. You are very talented on bringing pain to life for others who don't understand. Thank you for making this video, and the music is perfect. This is probably my favorite of all time and it makes me not feel so alone. It truly is a piece of art....at least 2 me.
It's never been this bad for me, I've never had so many fresh cuts on my bosy in the 2 years I've been cutting (including 9 months where I managed to stop) I cut my self 49 times yesterday...I used to go over a spot a few times until there was blood, but I drag the blade across my skin now and it leaves a trail of red down my arm. I told my mum, which is the hardest thing I've ever done, so why hasn't she even tried to talk to me about it, let alone get me help. I feel like she just doesn't care
@CheeseIsLife14 It's not that she doesn't care, I assure u, it's that she doesn't know what to do to help you. I know my mom didn't, no one did. Be proud that you told her, it's a first step. If she can't help you, keep talking till someone can. Not that I'm much help, but you can talk to me if you'd like. geeuhavemail@gmail.com. I've been a cutter for years. I know how it feels, so please, contact me. Maybe if I can help you, I can help myself. Hang in there.
im so alone. i dont have anyone to tell. the one person. the one person i loved and trusted ran away. because i told him. i loved him and he ran away from me. i dont blame him. im so fucked up what does it matter anymore. i love you so much. i know u wont ever love me again. im just going to go. no one cares. goodbye love.
@lovestruckdead dont go theres always someone who will need you you just havent found them ive cutt many times then a few days a go i had suicde thoughts then i met a guy on the internet on facebook he loves me i love him i need him he needs me but were so far away but trust me things will get better
I don't have the strength to end my own life, but I sometimes wish somebody would hurt me bad enough to put me in the hospital. Or even find out and stick me in a mental hospital. I cut myself. Fighting my depression that arises for no apparent reason, and trying to shoot down the first signs of me becoming anorexic. Sorry for the rant, but I had to get that out.
No matter what happens or how far you fall, there is always hope. Don't end it all, make it better, there are people out there who can help you, just remember that you're not alone and that there is always hope. ALWAYS HOPE. xx
I dont know if i should feel worse because there are people who feel as horrible as i do and that is something you would never want anyone to feel or if i should feel better because there are people who understand me
I'm commiting suicide thanx to a special youtuber that goes by the name eddiemcintire. I wish all those who had tried to break me out of this depression but, it's because of eddiemcintire That I'm commiting suicide. Tis was nice til the end but, The time has come. we all knew it would come and that time is now. I wish you the best unless your the few who drove me to this point. I shall truly be forgoten and Ican't wait to see if the Grim Reaper really exists. Too see the rest check my profile.
You all know somethingh?...Sometimes i could just go for a fucking gun and end this sick life!!! I'm a very big joke,I'm nothing but misery!!!Everybody knows the fact that i'm a lil bitch
I have put the thought of being depressed away.. I didn't want to realize it and I still don't want to but it's hard to ignore when your doctor tell you(wich is what happened to me and I'm only 14) I don't want to be depressed but I can't be happy either. I have one(maybe 2) friend(s) and I havn't told either of them... I don't know why I guess Idon't want anyone to know. I don't want people I love to worry about me. I want them to live careless lives, though it's imposible
Haha all you fags are sooooooo alone!!!!!!! Ohhh wait you have each other :) Haha like that will help lolz ur just sitting there talking about how bad you got it instead of trying to help ur self!!!! Think about how bad others got it you pricks................ and getting dumped doesnt count as something you need to kill ur self over!!!!! It happens to everyone my dear Haha Soooo sooooo gay :)
@Crimsonwatcher People like you encourage depression. Nobody can save anyone but themselves true, but at the least, support those who don't have what you have. Maybe you're just trying to get people to do something instead of sob over the internet, but it's best to keep a thing like that to yourself. Thanks.
all you guys are sad little fags who cant handle life i bet half of you dont have it as bad as me Shanley have it....... and I Juju think that if you all really wanted to end your lives you wouldn't make it visible to the whole goddamn world!!!!!! you guys are Pathetic!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I cannot control emotion. for the last month, i suddenly felt that everything was gonna be fine, though i have been depressed for 4 years. then, in these few weeks, i feel like dying again. i am so afraid. i dont want to lose hope, but i know i am falling. maybe i am just born like this, maybe i am destined to die. i want to believe in something. but this world is just meaningless.
@sombrasangreviento I know how you feel. I'm trying to find meaning in this world too but it's really hard. I just feel like the older you get the lonelier you get. What made us happy when we were children? Living in the moment. Not questioning life so much and just living. This is the only answer I've been able to find. It works for you if you want it to. Happiness is a mindset and it always has been. You can always find things to be sad about but there's a lot to be happy about too.
i always hide my emotions so that other don"t worry about me, i hide how i feel with a fake smile, i can't stand being depressed i wish it can just go away, i cry every night beccause of how i am alone. everytime i ry i always hide in a corner at night:( im tired of putting a fake smile to the people i love:( im tired of being this other person who just hides her emotions im tired of it i want my old self bak i cant deal with how i am now someone different:(
I'm very suicidal. I've been popping my pills to end all of this pain. Can somebody pleaze HELP ME!!! I just might end my life tonight by over doesing with my medication. I just can't stand being depressed anymore. I am only 16 years old. If you can help me contact me at r_boehm46@yahoo.com... I try to take the pain away with Wiskey weed ciggeretts. Nothing works for me. I think the only way to end all this pain is to kill myself by taking my pills so I can rest in peace for good.
dont end your life in depression. i was about planning to take my life, or et least make my self end up in a hospital, but the days went by and i never did it. i dont know exactly how bad u feel, but i know how its like to wanna die. but you can cope with more then u know, because i tought i could never be happy again but i did, so try dont give up yet. i believe in you! hugs
@ghettohaven1 I have some very serious illness and I live with sadistic persons. But I find some kind of inner peace and happiness with my hobbies. I hope that one day I'll find cure for my illness. You should take an insight in your life and decide what is best for you.
Life is not what you think now...Believe me,i was in the same state few years ago.It's hard to believe it now ,specially when you live this hell.. but trust me ,YOUR life is not this.Just be strong again and you will see...
@ghettohaven1 I know the feeling... I looked at ur song just now cause i felt it, again... But, you see babe, you just helped me holding on :) The simple fact of knowing im not alone means sooo much and i hope u will take PRIDE in knowing u've just helped another human being to cope, JUST BY BEING THERE ! I'd like to hold u in my arms and comfort u.. THANK YOU for being ALIVE !!!! xoxoxo
@ghettohaven1 I know the feeling... I looked at ur song just now cause i felt it, again... But, you see babe, you just helped me holding on :) The simple fact of knowing im not alone means sooo much and i hope u will take PRIDE in knowing u've just helped another human being to cope, JUST BY BEING THERE ! I'd like to hold u in my arms and comfort u.. THANK YOU for being ALIVE !!!! xoxoxo
@ghettohaven1 ive been very depressed lately and ive been thinking doing the same thing taking lots of pills and get it over with, i just cant do it anymore. i'm fighting the depression but i hope i can be ok
@ghettohaven1 i have lived most of my life hating myself...and then i found the one thing that gives me a reason to wake up...love! my boyfriend trevor means the world to me!!! i would be no where without him...hes the love of my life and hes the reason i wake up in the morning!!! dont give up hope...someone out there is looking to mend ur broken heart and save u!!
@ghettohaven1 you dont know what could happen tomorrow, you life could turn for the better in a second! i dont mean to push religous crap on you or anything but i know what its like to want to disappear but i turned to Jesus and im happier now. it didnt magically disappear but i felt wanted and i know there wil be a day when ill see him and sorrow will disappear :) I understand if you dont believe but give it a try if you want! You're special and loved. ill be praying for you :)
@ghettohaven1 why are you putting thumps up on this you people are just going to sit here and watch her write sucidal note and not help her or pray for her if i were you i would i done something by now but it been 8 months she could have already killed her self and this is why the world is like this today because they do more watching then helping
I've been depressed for my entire adult life. I sometimes wonder if I'll ever be normal. I try to pretend that I'm all right.. but I know in my heart that I will never be, but all we can do is try, right? Good luck everyone.
@babygurlnz1 hey if you ever need someone i want u to know there is a man lik no other he is God. And he loves you. he knows your pain. I want ou to know he will take away your pain. HE will change your life. All he wants is you to say yes and for you love Him .Jesus loves you no matter what!!!!
satan is the one who put's depression in your mind , Jesus is the way out of depression , he can lift you up while your down , open the doors of your heart to Jesus, accept him as your Lord and you saviour . JESUS IS THE WAY ,THE TRUTH AND LIFE !
@98ElectronicMachine you sir, are just another brainwashed, easily led, gullible, nonsense preaching goose. ppl come here to seek understanding from others who have experienced this or similar situations. the last thing we/they need/want is some religious nut using this platform to start preaching to them. so with all due respect sir, piss off.
depression isnt a joke; im 13 ive had it ever since i was 8 i self harm and try to commit suicide often. If anyone needs help advice to get better please mail me
? I have good techniques for getting through the day and becoming happier im here to help no matter what and everything you mail me is confidential i promise i can help i will try my best, i know how it feels<3 your not alone
i wanna die..life is so cruel,i hate it..i only wanna be what i am,not what ive been given...it doesnt make sense at all.hate myself..this song abd video is amazing and so real for me.....sorry,just dont wanna live anymore....cant handle it...
im 13 and depressed, i wish it will all just end, ive cut myself before and thought about suicide... i wish i had never have been born! im having troubles with my ex, im moving, my animals got givin away... someone please help me?
i feel so bad most of th time... i just want to end myself.. i think about it every day... and that's not even the worst thing, the worst thing is, my friends just go away, just when i need them...
i no how u feel. i no ur pain. i feel it almost always. hiding emotions is sumtimes the only way 2 b strong. hang in there cuz it will get better. find people who understand u and help. keep ur frnds and family close cuz sumtimes thy r the only 1s left. be true 2 ur self. Dont giv up hope. Some 1 is always watching over u.
i feel like this all the time i just hide the feelings behind a mask i know its not good to hide it but it is the only thing that works for me because i know that it will one day kill me but maybe i will be happier that way
this video was sooooo sad. Hang in there to all of you who are hurting, your NOT alone God is with you,seek Him and you WILL find Him. Your lonelyness comes from a lack of relationship with your creator, I know this first hand.
@eksxlife i know right. i freaking hate how we all trapped in our houses or trapped in our cars. and we all brought up that first thing important is making money and lil things dont matter. i wonder if/when society wont be so twisted and living will meen something.
I wish i could say this is how i felt sometimes but this is how i feel 24-7 it never goes. The black hole i live in is getting deeper. I'm too scared to ask for help my parents would understand im just empty, i've nothing left to give. My parents would rather believe the lie than the truth. But its so bad most days i dont get out of bed. I've lost over two stone i cant face food. Get help before its too late. Cause it just used be sometimes for me.
gosh sometime life's isolated,lonly you feel as if the worlds on your shoulder your battling tears from spelling... TAKE A DEEP BREATH AND LIT IT OUT thats what life is living then dieing every body everything dies.
life's bullshit sometime why are we here...all we fell is anger, isolation,fear,grife ,ansity, emostion's,despair, depress, lonly we hide are self's.. but sometime we fill happy,comfort, love, care, respect,trust we is that i try to find it all the time and sometime i'm happy.. i alway fell angrey and depressed every day i fell like i'm losing my \self my friends my family and relatives....like everyday someone's dead or away lofe to short we all should have fun while we can {peace}<3!!
I watched my grandad kill himself when i was 12 and nobody realizes just how badly i crashed. its been 5 years over 100 scars and over 1000 tears later and its still not getting any easier, no one understands how much i wish i could join him, i miss him so much and nobody realizes- everyone thinks i am over his death, they have no idea how wrong they really are
me too i am you tube 24/7 days a week need me talk to me even through i don't really know u but i know how it feels to be depress no 1 will understand that except the person that is feeling the way u feel don't hide its will give u a lot of pressure
I have a facebook account for all those who need support, encouragement or help. If you struggle with eating disorders, depression, anxiety, rejection, fear, suicidal thoughts or other things, feel free to add me! I am here to support you, not to judge you! You can find my facebook address in my account from here at the website , they don't let me post it here.
somtimes i want it all ot stop i- fell i am crazy but am not just go back to good times with my friends and famiy knowng there may not be a tomrow bt i cant to much worry and my emosions hide me
i have the happy/sad theater masks with the happy face covering half the sad face as a tattoo on my wrist to show my emotions. i make people laugh and show a happy side to keep people from noticing how depressed i am.. i figured the tattoo would have them noticing but no one cares other than how it looks..
@C00chieSmash i have the same thing and get tha same reaction...fuckin sucks don't it? only difference is i have it on my hand-only tha closest people to me really kno how pissed i am!!!! i've had depression so long i have kind of embraced tha fucked up feelings and thrive off tha pain! i guess it is what it is then....
hey i really need help. watch my video it explains it all but basically everyone especially my friends have replaced me and changed and i feel so alone. any advicce? please i cant take my lonely life anymore i hate meyself. i just want to end it sometimes i feel so alone i have no one and im a loser. no one notices me or cares. im never good enough
"Another day shall go astray........... Another tear in this life so grey...... if you ever saw me smile....... you should know I felt sick inside!- Draconian Daylight Misery.
@skatekai no skatekai, suicide isnt the answer to our problems.. but unleashing my hell on ppl like you, now theres a thought that can supply some relief to me. have a nice day.
hi i am 26 and my girlfriend 23 i have e big problem i just find out she was married and has e child i love her and she loves me but she didn't have the strength to tell me about this and now i am weary depressive my feelings are Brock i am weary bad right now is the firs time on my life that a fell such a pain in my hart i don know wat to do somebody pleas help me before i do something stupid i really need help some times i thin to kill my self . if any one likes to help me right me back
sadly they will never understand what we really go threw.. thats what makes us different..an ive accepted that. you should 2,,, i started taking out my depression in music u should check out my page i know alot of u can relate to what im saying. an the best part is i dedicated it to the Happy ppl :)
Yeah like an animal, you feel like one. Sometimes I ask myself why im not treated the same as others and am I human. Kinda set you from others, because your different.
most of us put on a fake smile.. its like ppl see us happy on the outside but really were dieing on the inside... i learnd to accept my deppression over the years an started takeing out my anger an saddness in music check out my page im sure alot of ppl can relate to the things i say.
@ugaiko feeling like that just goes along with the whole package of being depressed... i been goin threw this shit for 9 years now..it suckx at times bt u gota learn to accept it.. ive accepted it an now reaching out to other ppl leting them kno that they should be Pround to be different fuck the happy ppl they will nver understand ppl like us..check out my page i make dark deep & depressing music an i kno u can relate to it check it out an subscribe..i also gota myspace to with more trackx
@aroosa07 I also hide my emotions...my mother keeps telling me if i feel sad or anything she tells me to talk with her bout my feelings,and when i try,her reply is that i'm asking the wrong person...???....so nowa days i just hide every feeling i have and pretend to be happy.
This anger, this pain, this is to much to contain. I feel that the end is near, its in sight. Bound to happen soon if not tonight, wish there was a chance to say goodbye but im in this alone, nobody cares
BlackSoulAbyss 6 days ago
@BlackSoulAbyss GOD CARES FOR YOU HE LOVE YOU EVEN WHEN you think nobody cares god still loves and he can help feel better about yourself and he can take all your pain away
prettycutiehighfly00 4 days ago
@prettycutiehighfly00 i havent been to church in yrs i cant go back to be judged by all my peers to have them at church pray then outside of church puss me even lower then i already am
BlackSoulAbyss 14 minutes ago
the one's who know what its like to go through a hard time, don't move on.
loserloserrr1 2 weeks ago
love is the key without it we are dead
Invokestorm6 2 weeks ago
How I feel.
MrsKris2014 1 month ago
This song was depressing to me when i heard it and i cried to it when i was sad. And sang to it to calm my mind .
KS5115 1 month ago
how my life feels ALL THE TIME
JDzTH3B3ST3V4R 1 month ago 7
Death is natural, suicide is not. It is not human nature to want to kill themselves. There must have been a cause that induced that feeling.
Suicide is ridiculous; the existence of such a thing is only caused by the mind and thoughts that only put you down. If anyone is suicidal the only relief of that feeling/thought is to recognize the fact that you are loved and will be loved eternally.
Suicide is for those who cannot realize they are cared for.... :(
KeusFrench 1 month ago
@IamtheoneyouneedPN
I love God. thats all i have to say
xDD
taawnyytoes 1 month ago in playlist Favorite videos
When I was 13, I felt the same way you all did, I tried to commit suicide, I'm so very happy that my attempt failed. You see I'm 45 now and have a beautiful family ♥ I have learned through the wrong choices I have made in my life, I'm still learning. Do I still get depressed yes I do, but I don't focus on it, I don't allow it to take over my thoughts, my heart or my actions. There is a song I just heard today by Jason Grey " Remind Me Who I Am".
My Prayers AreWithYouAllToOvercomeThisdepression♥
DDSoldados 1 month ago 3
well , in case u wanna know
i'm planing to end up my life and yes i am miserable and there's nothing i can do about it .
and i don't think i'm human because I AM LESS THAN A HUMAN .
screwed4good 1 month ago
@screwed4good you are no less than the next guy!! you're special, loved. Dont settle for a permanent solution to a temporary problem. I used to feel that way too but im a christian now and i feel close to jesus and he loves me for who i am. he doesnt care what i've done or who ive been, he just wants the best for me.. and you. Im not forcing you to do anything you dont want to do. just try it and Jesus will show you the way. im praying for you lots of love
TheTamlyn96 1 week ago
this song is called hello by evanescence..
bleedingshadowangel6 2 months ago
I've re watched this video and it is the most beautifully depressing video I've ever seen. It is very deep rooted and hits home for me. You are very talented on bringing pain to life for others who don't understand. Thank you for making this video, and the music is perfect. This is probably my favorite of all time and it makes me not feel so alone. It truly is a piece of art....at least 2 me.
MIORIGAMI 2 months ago
Me.
MIORIGAMI 2 months ago
It's never been this bad for me, I've never had so many fresh cuts on my bosy in the 2 years I've been cutting (including 9 months where I managed to stop) I cut my self 49 times yesterday...I used to go over a spot a few times until there was blood, but I drag the blade across my skin now and it leaves a trail of red down my arm. I told my mum, which is the hardest thing I've ever done, so why hasn't she even tried to talk to me about it, let alone get me help. I feel like she just doesn't care
CheeseIsLife14 2 months ago
@CheeseIsLife14 It's not that she doesn't care, I assure u, it's that she doesn't know what to do to help you. I know my mom didn't, no one did. Be proud that you told her, it's a first step. If she can't help you, keep talking till someone can. Not that I'm much help, but you can talk to me if you'd like. geeuhavemail@gmail.com. I've been a cutter for years. I know how it feels, so please, contact me. Maybe if I can help you, I can help myself. Hang in there.
MIORIGAMI 2 months ago
@MIORIGAMI Thank you. So much.
CheeseIsLife14 1 month ago
i used to eat like every other person now my life sems to come crashing down and i have stoped eating i have bloked people out and am know depresed
memyselfand19672 2 months ago
im so alone. i dont have anyone to tell. the one person. the one person i loved and trusted ran away. because i told him. i loved him and he ran away from me. i dont blame him. im so fucked up what does it matter anymore. i love you so much. i know u wont ever love me again. im just going to go. no one cares. goodbye love.
lovestruckdead 2 months ago
@lovestruckdead dont go theres always someone who will need you you just havent found them ive cutt many times then a few days a go i had suicde thoughts then i met a guy on the internet on facebook he loves me i love him i need him he needs me but were so far away but trust me things will get better
rainbowfallenscene 2 months ago
okay so like im am so sick of putting on a happy face and pretending like everything is okay when its not dame it sucks!
Gaypride0021 2 months ago
thank you for making our feelings so visable.
I could finally cry the tears that I've been holding in for so long.
xGetALife 2 months ago
there is no hope for me i might as well kill myself :/
amb500u8787uu 2 months ago
@amb500u8787uu If you do that, you will have disrespected God.
HowDoYouWin99 2 months ago
@HowDoYouWin99 dont give me that god bullshit.
123perrin 2 months ago
I don't have the strength to end my own life, but I sometimes wish somebody would hurt me bad enough to put me in the hospital. Or even find out and stick me in a mental hospital. I cut myself. Fighting my depression that arises for no apparent reason, and trying to shoot down the first signs of me becoming anorexic. Sorry for the rant, but I had to get that out.
HailpieXSleetfur 2 months ago
No matter what happens or how far you fall, there is always hope. Don't end it all, make it better, there are people out there who can help you, just remember that you're not alone and that there is always hope. ALWAYS HOPE. xx
booangster 2 months ago
what was the name of the song Youtube wouldn't allow?
slowsilentdeath 4 months ago
@slowsilentdeath
curly sue by takida
AngelsAreCrying 4 months ago
@slowsilentdeath hello by evanescence
emochick805 2 months ago
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beastbuttons 2 months ago
all of you with depression please listen to you are more by tenth avenue north i too had depression at one point.
MrZack980 4 months ago
I dont know if i should feel worse because there are people who feel as horrible as i do and that is something you would never want anyone to feel or if i should feel better because there are people who understand me
CrazeyMary 4 months ago
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I'm commiting suicide thanx to a special youtuber that goes by the name eddiemcintire. I wish all those who had tried to break me out of this depression but, it's because of eddiemcintire That I'm commiting suicide. Tis was nice til the end but, The time has come. we all knew it would come and that time is now. I wish you the best unless your the few who drove me to this point. I shall truly be forgoten and Ican't wait to see if the Grim Reaper really exists. Too see the rest check my profile.
ForgotenReaper9 5 months ago
You all know somethingh?...Sometimes i could just go for a fucking gun and end this sick life!!! I'm a very big joke,I'm nothing but misery!!!Everybody knows the fact that i'm a lil bitch
y0utub3r12345678 5 months ago in playlist y0utub3r12345678's Favorited Videos
I have put the thought of being depressed away.. I didn't want to realize it and I still don't want to but it's hard to ignore when your doctor tell you(wich is what happened to me and I'm only 14) I don't want to be depressed but I can't be happy either. I have one(maybe 2) friend(s) and I havn't told either of them... I don't know why I guess Idon't want anyone to know. I don't want people I love to worry about me. I want them to live careless lives, though it's imposible
ImAemoAngel 6 months ago
i can try anymore i cant go forward anymore i cant step not one step everystep is a weight i cannot lift...i quit...i just quit
guitarfiend1000 6 months ago
people say they cry all the time. i cant even do that.
musicismyweapon1000 6 months ago
Sick Of Crying
Tired Of Trying
Yeah I'm Smiling
But Inside I'm Dying..
KukuCurryMaster 6 months ago 4
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i can't take the pain any more i can't take the hurt please help me my e-mail is mariej1997@hotmail.complease help me
TheSongofmysoul 6 months ago
Haha all you fags are sooooooo alone!!!!!!! Ohhh wait you have each other :) Haha like that will help lolz ur just sitting there talking about how bad you got it instead of trying to help ur self!!!! Think about how bad others got it you pricks................ and getting dumped doesnt count as something you need to kill ur self over!!!!! It happens to everyone my dear Haha Soooo sooooo gay :)
Crimsonwatcher 6 months ago
@Crimsonwatcher People like you encourage depression. Nobody can save anyone but themselves true, but at the least, support those who don't have what you have. Maybe you're just trying to get people to do something instead of sob over the internet, but it's best to keep a thing like that to yourself. Thanks.
UltraDoggy 6 months ago
all you guys are sad little fags who cant handle life i bet half of you dont have it as bad as me Shanley have it....... and I Juju think that if you all really wanted to end your lives you wouldn't make it visible to the whole goddamn world!!!!!! you guys are Pathetic!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Crimsonwatcher 6 months ago
I cannot control emotion. for the last month, i suddenly felt that everything was gonna be fine, though i have been depressed for 4 years. then, in these few weeks, i feel like dying again. i am so afraid. i dont want to lose hope, but i know i am falling. maybe i am just born like this, maybe i am destined to die. i want to believe in something. but this world is just meaningless.
sombrasangreviento 7 months ago
@sombrasangreviento I know how you feel. I'm trying to find meaning in this world too but it's really hard. I just feel like the older you get the lonelier you get. What made us happy when we were children? Living in the moment. Not questioning life so much and just living. This is the only answer I've been able to find. It works for you if you want it to. Happiness is a mindset and it always has been. You can always find things to be sad about but there's a lot to be happy about too.
lasoogneypubes 6 months ago
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Xxspiderpig626xX 7 months ago
i dont show sadness alot even tho i feel it alot. but reading these comments and hearing about suicide just rips me apart inside.
Metallicaxyx 7 months ago
i to deppresed ive been cutting myself on and off all year somebody HELP
coffman78 7 months ago
i always hide my emotions so that other don"t worry about me, i hide how i feel with a fake smile, i can't stand being depressed i wish it can just go away, i cry every night beccause of how i am alone. everytime i ry i always hide in a corner at night:( im tired of putting a fake smile to the people i love:( im tired of being this other person who just hides her emotions im tired of it i want my old self bak i cant deal with how i am now someone different:(
msheart613 8 months ago
Tired of putting on that fake smile every day,
Tired of laughting that fake laughter,
Tired of lying about that im OK,
Just freaking tired og beeing somebody else than ME !
LIKE, if you feel the same way !
UntitledScars 9 months ago 91
I'm very suicidal. I've been popping my pills to end all of this pain. Can somebody pleaze HELP ME!!! I just might end my life tonight by over doesing with my medication. I just can't stand being depressed anymore. I am only 16 years old. If you can help me contact me at r_boehm46@yahoo.com... I try to take the pain away with Wiskey weed ciggeretts. Nothing works for me. I think the only way to end all this pain is to kill myself by taking my pills so I can rest in peace for good.
ghettohaven1 9 months ago 23
@ghettohaven1
dont end your life in depression. i was about planning to take my life, or et least make my self end up in a hospital, but the days went by and i never did it. i dont know exactly how bad u feel, but i know how its like to wanna die. but you can cope with more then u know, because i tought i could never be happy again but i did, so try dont give up yet. i believe in you! hugs
AngelsAreCrying 9 months ago 10
@AngelsAreCrying thank you for reaching out to her and giving her your time because honestly some people arent
prettycutiehighfly00 4 days ago
@ghettohaven1 iv been there way to make times and iv been hit by many cars and i can tell u suicide aint the way to go die fighting for you contry
b4db0yb3n 8 months ago
@ghettohaven1 I have some very serious illness and I live with sadistic persons. But I find some kind of inner peace and happiness with my hobbies. I hope that one day I'll find cure for my illness. You should take an insight in your life and decide what is best for you.
I wish you very well.
milekrizman 7 months ago
@ghettohaven1
Life is not what you think now...Believe me,i was in the same state few years ago.It's hard to believe it now ,specially when you live this hell.. but trust me ,YOUR life is not this.Just be strong again and you will see...
Best and warm regards..
pmnd6877 7 months ago
@ghettohaven1 I know the feeling... I looked at ur song just now cause i felt it, again... But, you see babe, you just helped me holding on :) The simple fact of knowing im not alone means sooo much and i hope u will take PRIDE in knowing u've just helped another human being to cope, JUST BY BEING THERE ! I'd like to hold u in my arms and comfort u.. THANK YOU for being ALIVE !!!! xoxoxo
velie123 7 months ago
@ghettohaven1 I know the feeling... I looked at ur song just now cause i felt it, again... But, you see babe, you just helped me holding on :) The simple fact of knowing im not alone means sooo much and i hope u will take PRIDE in knowing u've just helped another human being to cope, JUST BY BEING THERE ! I'd like to hold u in my arms and comfort u.. THANK YOU for being ALIVE !!!! xoxoxo
velie123 7 months ago
@ghettohaven1 PLEASE TELL ME YOUR STILL ALIVE!!!!!!
mikamongoose 5 months ago
@ghettohaven1 ive been very depressed lately and ive been thinking doing the same thing taking lots of pills and get it over with, i just cant do it anymore. i'm fighting the depression but i hope i can be ok
mrchrmedone 2 months ago
@ghettohaven1 im the same :(
amb500u8787uu 2 months ago
@ghettohaven1 i have lived most of my life hating myself...and then i found the one thing that gives me a reason to wake up...love! my boyfriend trevor means the world to me!!! i would be no where without him...hes the love of my life and hes the reason i wake up in the morning!!! dont give up hope...someone out there is looking to mend ur broken heart and save u!!
beastbuttons 2 months ago
@ghettohaven1 you dont know what could happen tomorrow, you life could turn for the better in a second! i dont mean to push religous crap on you or anything but i know what its like to want to disappear but i turned to Jesus and im happier now. it didnt magically disappear but i felt wanted and i know there wil be a day when ill see him and sorrow will disappear :) I understand if you dont believe but give it a try if you want! You're special and loved. ill be praying for you :)
TheTamlyn96 1 week ago
@ghettohaven1 why are you putting thumps up on this you people are just going to sit here and watch her write sucidal note and not help her or pray for her if i were you i would i done something by now but it been 8 months she could have already killed her self and this is why the world is like this today because they do more watching then helping
prettycutiehighfly00 4 days ago
Let me know im not alone. Like this if you feel the same way.
I hide behind make up and fake smiles.
I have scars that will never fade and memories that will last forever.
Im scared to speak up, so i just sit back and take the pain.
Ive thought about suicide and cry everynight.
Noone knows how much it hurts, Im sorry for everyone who has to go
through the same as i do. I know i don't deserve this. Noone does.
It's hard talking to people. Im slowly being replaced </3 & im sorry for everything.
Makyla121 9 months ago 3
@Makyla121 i kno it sister........ ive only been cutting for a year and i kno it......... :'(
audheart 7 months ago
I've been depressed for my entire adult life. I sometimes wonder if I'll ever be normal. I try to pretend that I'm all right.. but I know in my heart that I will never be, but all we can do is try, right? Good luck everyone.
ihaveeyesforyou 9 months ago
Dear eyes, Im sorry for all the tears you have to cry.
Dear brain, Im sorry for all the thinking I you need to figure out.
Dear heart, Im sorry for all the pain..
...Love this video!
UntitledScars 9 months ago
i feel like this 24/7
legendaryassassin212 9 months ago
I hide my emotions all the time
I wear a mask every day of my life to hide the real me
I put on a fake smile to stop the questions
I want to scream but I can't
So I take the blade to my skin and let everything go for a while.
I feel so alone:'(
amazing video btw
babygurlnz1 10 months ago 36
@babygurlnz1
Thank you:) Hope life will be better for you in the future. No one deserves to feel like that.
Hugs
AngelsAreCrying 10 months ago 3
@AngelsAreCrying thanks
babygurlnz1 10 months ago
@babygurlnz1 hey if you ever need someone i want u to know there is a man lik no other he is God. And he loves you. he knows your pain. I want ou to know he will take away your pain. HE will change your life. All he wants is you to say yes and for you love Him .Jesus loves you no matter what!!!!
girlz422 9 months ago
@babygurlnz1 This sounds just like me I don't think I could have described my life any better
Tatermuffin1 8 months ago
@babygurlnz1 i do the same thing:'( at least im not alone:'(
nanasgirl7 7 months ago
@babygurlnz1 i do the same your not alone
rocker3608 7 months ago
@babygurlnz1 i kno how u feel....i play the excact same game every day and i dont kno wat to do anymore.... im dying and no one see's it....... :'(
audheart 7 months ago
@babygurlnz1 youre not alone..remember that. youre not ALONE.
tyree1236 3 months ago
satan is the one who put's depression in your mind , Jesus is the way out of depression , he can lift you up while your down , open the doors of your heart to Jesus, accept him as your Lord and you saviour . JESUS IS THE WAY ,THE TRUTH AND LIFE !
98ElectronicMachine 10 months ago
@98ElectronicMachine hows the rapture going? i hear you lot had a little mistake with it all
chessman117 9 months ago
@98ElectronicMachine you sir, are just another brainwashed, easily led, gullible, nonsense preaching goose. ppl come here to seek understanding from others who have experienced this or similar situations. the last thing we/they need/want is some religious nut using this platform to start preaching to them. so with all due respect sir, piss off.
123perrin 9 months ago
really good vid!
I made one similar, check it out! thanks alot!
watch?v=LCmm8hzVgAs
LightWillTriumph 11 months ago
depression isnt a joke; im 13 ive had it ever since i was 8 i self harm and try to commit suicide often. If anyone needs help advice to get better please mail me
? I have good techniques for getting through the day and becoming happier im here to help no matter what and everything you mail me is confidential i promise i can help i will try my best, i know how it feels<3 your not alone
hannyindividuality 11 months ago
i wanna die..life is so cruel,i hate it..i only wanna be what i am,not what ive been given...it doesnt make sense at all.hate myself..this song abd video is amazing and so real for me.....sorry,just dont wanna live anymore....cant handle it...
vwcaddylowrider 1 year ago
im 13 and depressed, i wish it will all just end, ive cut myself before and thought about suicide... i wish i had never have been born! im having troubles with my ex, im moving, my animals got givin away... someone please help me?
Lil2010Diva 1 year ago
ive felt that way most my life hun, ur not alone...
BindingChains17 1 year ago
i feel so bad most of th time... i just want to end myself.. i think about it every day... and that's not even the worst thing, the worst thing is, my friends just go away, just when i need them...
rzr666nl 1 year ago
i no how u feel. i no ur pain. i feel it almost always. hiding emotions is sumtimes the only way 2 b strong. hang in there cuz it will get better. find people who understand u and help. keep ur frnds and family close cuz sumtimes thy r the only 1s left. be true 2 ur self. Dont giv up hope. Some 1 is always watching over u.
DevilDucky2859 1 year ago
i feel like this all the time i just hide the feelings behind a mask i know its not good to hide it but it is the only thing that works for me because i know that it will one day kill me but maybe i will be happier that way
mvdillman 1 year ago
this video was sooooo sad. Hang in there to all of you who are hurting, your NOT alone God is with you,seek Him and you WILL find Him. Your lonelyness comes from a lack of relationship with your creator, I know this first hand.
lkubota777 1 year ago
@eksxlife i know right. i freaking hate how we all trapped in our houses or trapped in our cars. and we all brought up that first thing important is making money and lil things dont matter. i wonder if/when society wont be so twisted and living will meen something.
valikdutan 1 year ago
I wish i could say this is how i felt sometimes but this is how i feel 24-7 it never goes. The black hole i live in is getting deeper. I'm too scared to ask for help my parents would understand im just empty, i've nothing left to give. My parents would rather believe the lie than the truth. But its so bad most days i dont get out of bed. I've lost over two stone i cant face food. Get help before its too late. Cause it just used be sometimes for me.
kerrangmolesayshiya 1 year ago
@kerrangmolesayshiya Are things any better? Have you spoken to your parents?
JaimeeLauren 1 year ago
Captured in perfection... ):
Chossinganamesux 1 year ago
This is how my life feels everyday. I know where you're coming from
mistymoo1964 1 year ago
4 ppl dont have a heart
gottogoenglish101 1 year ago
Blahhh....Been feeling this way for a while.:SAlso feels like i'm someone whos useless :'(
y0utub3r12345678 1 year ago
gosh sometime life's isolated,lonly you feel as if the worlds on your shoulder your battling tears from spelling... TAKE A DEEP BREATH AND LIT IT OUT thats what life is living then dieing every body everything dies.
12301722 1 year ago
Are you still feeling this way? If so I know how you feel
Cutiebearism 1 year ago
i have to take my hat off to the photographers and artists here.. stunning , simply stunning work.
123perrin 1 year ago
life's bullshit sometime why are we here...all we fell is anger, isolation,fear,grife ,ansity, emostion's,despair, depress, lonly we hide are self's.. but sometime we fill happy,comfort, love, care, respect,trust we is that i try to find it all the time and sometime i'm happy.. i alway fell angrey and depressed every day i fell like i'm losing my \self my friends my family and relatives....like everyday someone's dead or away lofe to short we all should have fun while we can {peace}<3!!
12301722 1 year ago
I watched my grandad kill himself when i was 12 and nobody realizes just how badly i crashed. its been 5 years over 100 scars and over 1000 tears later and its still not getting any easier, no one understands how much i wish i could join him, i miss him so much and nobody realizes- everyone thinks i am over his death, they have no idea how wrong they really are
XWouldxYouxMissxMeX 1 year ago
@AngelsAreCrying Are you okay? I hope you feel better. YOu can PM anytime just to talk.
2presiousGurlz 1 year ago 8
@2presiousGurlz Im ok, thanks for asking:)
AngelsAreCrying 1 year ago
@2presiousGurlz
me too i am you tube 24/7 days a week need me talk to me even through i don't really know u but i know how it feels to be depress no 1 will understand that except the person that is feeling the way u feel don't hide its will give u a lot of pressure
larrainewong 1 year ago
poor emo kids.
massdrewski 1 year ago
@massdrewski its not only emo kids that suffer with depression and selfharm :/
mizzk94 1 year ago 2
@massdrewski It's not only emos that go through depression. Why did you even click the video if you weren't depressed
Cutiebearism 1 year ago
@Cutiebearism because I enjoy watching others suffer. are you hurting now?
massdrewski 1 year ago
@massdrewski WTF you're obviously you're a dick! And yea I'm depressed ass-hole
Cutiebearism 1 year ago
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HaPpY0In0ChRiSt 1 year ago
somtimes i want it all ot stop i- fell i am crazy but am not just go back to good times with my friends and famiy knowng there may not be a tomrow bt i cant to much worry and my emosions hide me
12301722 1 year ago
it's like the whole world sometimes is sad and drepressing it's awful i fell depressing all the time i want to scream and cry
12301722 1 year ago 23
I feel like i'm a total weirdo.....and all the other negative feelings.I feel that i'm better off not spoken too and being alone
y0utub3r12345678 1 year ago
this is an amazing vid! thanks for sharing, it makes me feel less alone...
snowwhite67 1 year ago
IS THIS A GOTH WANK VID?
ilikemunting 1 year ago
i feel like this every day </3
ilovetwilight881 1 year ago
@ilovetwilight881 then buy a puppy
ilikemunting 1 year ago
i have the happy/sad theater masks with the happy face covering half the sad face as a tattoo on my wrist to show my emotions. i make people laugh and show a happy side to keep people from noticing how depressed i am.. i figured the tattoo would have them noticing but no one cares other than how it looks..
C00chieSmash 1 year ago
@C00chieSmash i have the same thing and get tha same reaction...fuckin sucks don't it? only difference is i have it on my hand-only tha closest people to me really kno how pissed i am!!!! i've had depression so long i have kind of embraced tha fucked up feelings and thrive off tha pain! i guess it is what it is then....
alprazolammy 1 year ago
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hey i really need help. watch my video it explains it all but basically everyone especially my friends have replaced me and changed and i feel so alone. any advicce? please i cant take my lonely life anymore i hate meyself. i just want to end it sometimes i feel so alone i have no one and im a loser. no one notices me or cares. im never good enough
butterflyRegrets 1 year ago
"Another day shall go astray........... Another tear in this life so grey...... if you ever saw me smile....... you should know I felt sick inside!- Draconian Daylight Misery.
DraconianSilenced 1 year ago
Suicide is the solution to all your problems.
skatekai 1 year ago
@skatekai no skatekai, suicide isnt the answer to our problems.. but unleashing my hell on ppl like you, now theres a thought that can supply some relief to me. have a nice day.
123perrin 1 year ago
imo mate, theyre aint no god. too much bad sh*t happens to innocents. but anyways, i watch this vid from time to time. awesome ;)
123perrin 1 year ago
I'm fighting tring stay strong and not comit suicde wish me luck.......
XXKillaGioXX 1 year ago
@XXKillaGioXX
commiting suicide is not an option hun stay strong!
think off all the happy memories and times them by a thousand
xxx
TheMuusik 1 year ago
you're never alone, even by yourself.
pain is the bridge to joy.
even in sorrow i find comfort in the promise of a greater day to come.
and it IS there... you just have to believe in it.
bluebox72 1 year ago
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i feel the sme way :(
gift831 1 year ago
i feel the sme way :(
gift831 1 year ago
so true
gift831 1 year ago
yeah soooo true :(
nicevagina1 1 year ago
very awesome song
goosebumpsfanxxx 1 year ago
@CfnNorman651 corn
JamesDolorusSable 2 years ago
@djShite who created the first parents?
JamesDolorusSable 2 years ago
hi i am 26 and my girlfriend 23 i have e big problem i just find out she was married and has e child i love her and she loves me but she didn't have the strength to tell me about this and now i am weary depressive my feelings are Brock i am weary bad right now is the firs time on my life that a fell such a pain in my hart i don know wat to do somebody pleas help me before i do something stupid i really need help some times i thin to kill my self . if any one likes to help me right me back
fitimshaqiri 2 years ago
@fitimshaqiri that's rough kid; I really don't know what to say; what does the girl say about it?
JamesDolorusSable 2 years ago
this video is so beautiful.
the images are amazing
and the song is so thoughtful.
i dont suppose you remember where you got the images from.
im here if you need to talk. i suffer with depression, self harm, and suicidal thoughts.
x
LittleMizzLonely 2 years ago
0:41 i think she is
lordofdarkandfire 2 years ago
I dont mind if i got taken away from this life. I dont really mind..
Bamitslovebaby69 2 years ago
@Bamitslovebaby69 join the club
JamesDolorusSable 2 years ago
i sometimes feel like this too :( ...
its a really bad feeling. i hate it. and i can't even tell anyone half the time because they just don't understand
RikkiClee33 2 years ago
sadly they will never understand what we really go threw.. thats what makes us different..an ive accepted that. you should 2,,, i started taking out my depression in music u should check out my page i know alot of u can relate to what im saying. an the best part is i dedicated it to the Happy ppl :)
lildemon2424 2 years ago
@lildemon2424 lucky you; you can take it out in music; I can't play any musical instrument
JamesDolorusSable 2 years ago
:-( me to.... it feels like i'm out casted and feels like there are no answers... any answers?
MasterAMD09 2 years ago
@MasterAMD09 I also feel out casted.And alot of people think i'm sick just because of that:S.....the answer is that ur never alone
y0utub3r12345678 1 year ago
yes when you feel broken and alone and you see no hope sometime it turn you crazy over yourself :(
dumbtrooper 2 years ago 2
Yeah like an animal, you feel like one. Sometimes I ask myself why im not treated the same as others and am I human. Kinda set you from others, because your different.
DragonWhisper88 2 years ago
have to agree with u djshite.
123perrin 2 years ago
@dj shite, there is no god, no heven no hell, and as for my parents... well thats not true for me.
grimreaper8977 2 years ago
@grimreaper8977 if there was no God, we wouldn't be here; not that that would be a bad thing.
JamesDolorusSable 2 years ago
i don't show my feeling, anything relay Sept happiness and sometimes its a facade.
TR136011 2 years ago 2
i hide my emotions all the time
i put on a fake smile.. i dntt show people how i suffe..im afraid
so is it my fault
aroosa07 2 years ago 60
most of us put on a fake smile.. its like ppl see us happy on the outside but really were dieing on the inside... i learnd to accept my deppression over the years an started takeing out my anger an saddness in music check out my page im sure alot of ppl can relate to the things i say.
lildemon2424 2 years ago 3
@lildemon2424 I'm at the point where im just fuckit. If i die today I die and that is it. It sucks but i can still keep up a facade.
ugaiko 2 years ago
im the same,:/
Bamitslovebaby69 2 years ago
@ugaiko feeling like that just goes along with the whole package of being depressed... i been goin threw this shit for 9 years now..it suckx at times bt u gota learn to accept it.. ive accepted it an now reaching out to other ppl leting them kno that they should be Pround to be different fuck the happy ppl they will nver understand ppl like us..check out my page i make dark deep & depressing music an i kno u can relate to it check it out an subscribe..i also gota myspace to with more trackx
lildemon2424 2 years ago
@lildemon2424 haha. proud to be different; happy people generally are idiots
JamesDolorusSable 2 years ago
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lordofdarkandfire 2 years ago
@aroosa07 know how you feel kid
JamesDolorusSable 2 years ago
@aroosa07 if you didnt hide your emotions you might find that yeah some people will prey upon that, but others will embrace your honesty.
TRuTube22 1 year ago
@aroosa07 so do i and i wish they could see the pain behind it.
shanrox1 1 year ago
@shanrox1
same not everyone unbderstands the pain we decide to hide
x
TheMuusik 1 year ago
@aroosa07 I also hide my emotions...my mother keeps telling me if i feel sad or anything she tells me to talk with her bout my feelings,and when i try,her reply is that i'm asking the wrong person...???....so nowa days i just hide every feeling i have and pretend to be happy.
y0utub3r12345678 1 year ago
@aroosa07 its not your fault :)
MrLovelylukie 1 year ago
@aroosa07 no its not your fault your just afraid like most of us my the way we would be treated
MrHunter632 1 year ago