My depersonalization disorder, experience day 1

[talo09]

man more than a year feeling this way, i just wish i could LIVE normal like you said, we are we just have defects its ok, INSHALLAH we will get better just pray. TO GOD.

[Lastangelx69]

thanks for the support guys. yeah, i just hope i can reach out to all those spice smokers out there to stay away from that stuff. i just haven't felt the same for weeks. but its gradually getting better. but its something i can live with. You guys and everyone on youtube have helped me through so much because i had no idea what i was going through until then. now its clear as day and i can remain happy with out drugs in my life. i dont plan on smoking anything besides my smokes anymore.

[ReaperLs3]

@Lastangelx69 dude, its changed my way of looking at life completey. im becoming such a more positive person and just trying to better myself in every way. you just gotta keep on living life. i just came back from a party and at first i had alot of anxiety but you just have to accept the weird out of body feeling cause nothing bad is gonna happen. had a good time with friends and i feel better than ive felt in a long time. just stay positive dude. dont let this shit get to you.

[ReaperLs3]

i know exactly what you're going through. i've had it for about 3 months and i just recently found out what it is. i have a really hard time trying to explain it to people. the way it was triggered for me was from smoking marijuana. i thought i was just really high but then i felt myself disconnect and had a panic attack but i was able to control myself. ever since then i haven't been the same but i'm hoping i can just learn to live with it and it'll go away.

[digitaldigi]

Things will get better and you'll learn a lot along the way. I've had depersonalization for 8 years after smoking some strange type of weed.