Ruthie's Reality Video, three

[LeoLeonardoIII]

Good for you Ruthie! Everybody has their flaws, no one is perfect. Except for Jesus of course. Great confessional and another great video. Also, you were naked! Lol.

[LukaIsntLuka]

lol YUPP! I knew you'ld see that! :-) I'm not touchin the Jesus thing...

[LeoLeonardoIII]

Well that's just my religion, you don't have to agree. I accept all! :) And ya of course I saw! A funny face you made too. Love it.

[bearchay889]

Great video ruthie and i get the same thing alot usually the ppl that are telling me are stuffing their faces and smoking.I think there is nothing wrong with it unless it's just making you feel bad not anyone else.I'm trying to lose a bit right now to keep my feet from killing me all the time.Sorry i got off topic anyways great video.

[LukaIsntLuka]

yeah. my feets are shitty too. I wear crocs because of that. i need to lose weight, then I can wear cooler shoes! :-) cute ones with heels n stuff...ok...wait ;-) lol We have to do whats right for us, because its right for us - not because other ppl want it to be right for us! :-)

[weightnC]

I soooo hear you about the obesity and people judging. Alcholism and and other addictions are much easier to hide than food addictions. It is crappy and scary and annoying as all fuck!

BTW, I love QT! take care - jenn

[LukaIsntLuka]

QT is the bomb! :-) their summer special of .49 cents for a big ole soda is a small oasis! :-) lol yeah, people assume that because they care about me, they have the right to say whatever they want to say to "help". I have to develop a thicker skin! :-) *hugs*

[twish1999]

Hi Ruthie, so glad you uploaded part 3, it's been so much fun watching a 'Day in the life of LukaIsntLuka'!

I think we should all make a 'confession' in every video! also we should all have naked pics in our videos! LOL!

love the groovy ending too

:-)

x hugs x

[LukaIsntLuka]

thanks Twish! ;-) yeah, I'm glad I did all three parts. They're all part of the same day, but they're all different too! :-) confessions are good for the soul! and whoo hoo for nudity! :-)

[michiganpie]

I have to agree 1000% with deb and therapy - we are what we are and as long as it's not making you sick, no one should need to keep pointing it out to you - it's sad that the first impression you give people is how you look. I think I look pretty OK but I know I'm going to be larger than normal the rest of my life and I've learned to deal with it. Screw anyone who thinks that you're less of a person just because you don't weigh 98 pounds soaking wet.

[LukaIsntLuka]

yeah. wearing that "flaw" that "problem" out there on my sleeves is hard. and sometimes it's just really effing hard! :-)

[debstef]

Good for you Ruth. Nobody matters. Fuck those people. All humans are flawed, damaged creatures. Me more than most.

[LukaIsntLuka]

being flawed damaged creatures is what defines us as human, and I rather like being human. I think perfection is over rated! :-) and a total waste of a perfectly good life! :-) *hugs*

[therapyinthemaking]

I could see you get more and more frustrated as you spoke about "your probem". But you were good! You can argue what you want to say. I wish I could do that or at least be able to confront people without getting too upset.

I don't think it's bad to be overweight unless it's interfering with your health. I know exactly what you mean, if people get in my face about something I will probably not do it. It's why I did so bad in school. Well, the fact that I was a very lazy student was a reason too.

[LukaIsntLuka]

oh yeah. frustration is the word for it! :-) I wish I could do more than just "confront" them on a video they'll never see! :-) but it helped to get it off my chest! i'm goin to the dr soon, so we'll see what comes of that! :-) I don't deal with "the push" very well, I resent it to my very core, for some reason! :-)