To Disappear Completely Is To Never Have Existed At All

[MorbidHunger]

@2:33 Where can I find this picture?

[TayXTheXAardvark]

If this isn't the answer..does anyone know any ideas on how to be skinny and have a nice body, but be healthy also?

[MorbidHunger]

@TayXTheXAardvark Yeah, it's call Healthy Diet (1500-2000 cals a day you probs eat more than that anyway if you're an 'average eater' approximatly 20-35% of those cals from fat) at 30 mins a day of exercise (it can be walking no need to torture yourself) no more than 7 hours of exercise a week. Healthy weight loss (meaning you are more likely if you continue to eat healthy and exercise, to keep it off) is about 1.5-2 lb loss per week. Good Luck. I recommend livestrong[dot]com

[cutie256454]

I find it so sick that I want to look like that ..

I have one issue , i self injure .

Now , I shove my finger down my throat because ,

I want to look like a supermodel .

[AngelButNoWings]

really this sond is evanescence-my immortal

i don't undrestan what you all are saying-.-

[SknnyGurlRibs]

really good video! 5 stars and I added it to my faves!

[hollowriver]

expression shouldn't be torn

we all need to explain are want, needs, faults, doubts, fears, dreams and hopes

personally

I get it hun

Its just expression

[kareemxD]

I looveeee you videoo! <3

[hellgirl195]

lol wow i was this is the second time.. im never right.. this is kinda cool... :)

[SissieBelle1]

The reason I hate eating in front of people is because I think they are going to assume I have too much food on my plate and that I am a pig and eat too much, even if only have just 1 thing on my plate. I also look around when I am eating like a scared stray dog at a feeding bowl to see if others are watching me (paranoia? probably). I have been participating in a therapy practice called Mindful Eating from the Anorexia Workbook., its not too much fun.

[karrot16]

awwh *hugs tight* i understand your feelings totally! =[ Its the most awful feeling ever! My deepest sympathies <3 I hope we can make it another day u_u

[SissieBelle1]

karrot16: Thanks for your reply

[going2bastar]

thats exactly how i feel

[SissieBelle1]

I hate that we have this illness but it's nice to know that we are not alone.

[going2bastar]

ya it is nice :)

[SissieBelle1]

poohkristin13:

No offense intended but when people use numbers in relation to weight gain or lose and calories....it is very triggering.

I thought I would mention it just in case you weren't away of it...Thanks!

[hellgirl195]

good video

[hellgirl195]

umm i think because you dont want to look like a pig infrunt uv them and you dont what them to c u cuz then they think ur fat.. idk sorry random ideas in one thing sorry if i was comfusing i just sorda typed everything i thought...

[poohkristin13]

i know how you feel i suffer from an ED and i finally gained over 50 pounds and now im to big i weigh 160 so i have been trying to lose that off again

[Megz1234x]

eating disorder

and it's right,, it doenst last to happines it's took over my life,,

[porcelain100]

what is the last song? and artist?

it sounds so familiar...!

[shaunaplague]

"Adia" by Sarah McLachlan.

[Ashley62442712]

No, it's Breath Me by Sia

[shaunaplague]

No it's not....I had to change the song anyway because of youtube's new rules. But neither the original nor the current music is by Sia.

[halloleute17]

@porcelain100 It is "My Immortal" by Evenesance

[StillAliveJo]

You are right. This path to happiness does not .. but sometimes we think that, yes. Very nicely made video..

[shaunaplague]

eating disorder

[casidydawn]

Wow!

[BillyRichie]

2:37 so pretty and cute!

[xgirlxenxgreyx]

i would KILL to look like 2:22

[SttellaLi]

who wouldnt?? xD

[CandyBlood3]

1:59....damn...!!

and this is not funny anymore

[katiebaby093]

1:59...

wtf.

their making fun of ed.

not cool.

[Moosebite1132]

1:59;  Wow.

[hihiayayayhi]

love it musics great

[katiekisses04]

The girls at 1:59 made me start to cry...I developed my ED at 20, which is rather late compared to many people, but those girls are SO YOUNG. It's just so sad.....

-Katie

[addekfan21]

what's the last song called?

[shaunaplague]

"Adia" by Sarah McLachlan

[shsamettemcrmy]

what is the first song playing in this video?

xoxo

[shaunaplague]

"Damaged" - Plumb

[Moonlightriverisland]

Wow. Powerful. It really shows just how damaging it is...yet still I would be lusting after the svelte (admittedly the "bigger") thighs...Excellent job.I cried

[kagee5640]

thanks. when I started watching ed videos again my ed thinking came right back. weird that when i became anorexic i never thought i wouldnt be able to eventually stop. your title is good. i am nothing

[Blink182Fan16]

Great job on your video.

:]

I like the music.

[Puhmazing]

2:14.

I'm not positively sure if it's her, but it looks like my friend from treatment. I don't think she'd like to be on this. It's too close to "thinspiration."

[shaunaplague]

Is her name Natasha?

This is definitely NOT thinspiration, this is the exact opposite. It is showing how horrible eating disorders are; the pain and misery not only you have, but how it also hurts everyone around you.

[shaunaplague]

I agree, it is very sad, but it usually has absolutely nothing to do with wanting to look like a super-skinny celeb. Eating disorders are coping methods and addictions.

[madisonXcouture]

theres a picture of my friend on there.. who is anorexic though.

[shaunaplague]

What time?

[shaunaplague]

There are three songs. The first is "Damaged" by Plumb. The second is "Street Spirit (Fade Out)" by Radiohead. The third is "Adia" by Sarah McLachlan.