By the Soul, and the proportion and order given to it; and its enlightenment as to its wrong and its right; truly, he succeeds that purifies it, and he fails that corrupts it! (Surat ash-Shams: 7-10)
QURAN
Can any one give me the answer"s of two questions
i)why i am send to this world?
ii)why i will be out of this world without my permit ion?
there must be light
FIND IT BEFORE YOU DIE!
IN ALLAH"S NAME THE SATISFACTION OF HEART LIES!
search for the truth may ALLAH help you and guide you!
you know what in life in order to be satisfied 24/7 for whole of your life to be far away from all kind of such worries OR to have a kind of strength with in you that can deal with such diseases is necessary
and that my friend has to be some thing larger then life
actually the answer to the problems of this planet is to PRAY and THANKFUL to the one who created this world, skies and whole of the universe then you will fulfilled man you can bet with me be thankful to him alone
NeroMaddox, I received your request for my documents. However, I need your email address so I can send you the PDF files as an attachment. I do not know how to attach files to the YouTube message system, and that is why I need your email. If you or anyone else would like my condensed documents about toxic shame then send me your email address through the YouTube message system (click my username and then click "Send Message").
NeurMaddox, by what you described about your childhood, I am almost certain you have a conditon known as "toxic shame". Toxic Shame is NOT regular shame. Get the books of "Healing The Shame That Binds You" and "Bradshaw On: The Family: A New Way of Creating Solid Self-Esteem" ... both by John Bradshaw. Also get "No More Mr. Nice Guy" by Dr. Robert Glover. All 3 of these books are about toxic shame. Email me and I'll send you a PDF doc. about toxic shame.
Yeah kids can be mercilessly cruel for no reason. I also know the feeling of someone acting like a secret friend to me but not wanting others to know he or she associates with me. Just stay the way you are which is real and others will see what a great guy you are.
Thanks for the response. I didn't get as detailed as I could have either. There were a few things that I forgot to mention and I didn't remember until after I started editing. That happens to me with almost every video I make.
I know that childhood memories are "the worst" for the average person... by goodness do you feel much better talking about it as an adult, and see something IN THIS you couldn't grasp at first ?
read QURAN
account5014 1 year ago
By the Soul, and the proportion and order given to it; and its enlightenment as to its wrong and its right; truly, he succeeds that purifies it, and he fails that corrupts it! (Surat ash-Shams: 7-10)
QURAN
Can any one give me the answer"s of two questions
i)why i am send to this world?
ii)why i will be out of this world without my permit ion?
there must be light
FIND IT BEFORE YOU DIE!
IN ALLAH"S NAME THE SATISFACTION OF HEART LIES!
search for the truth may ALLAH help you and guide you!
account5014 1 year ago
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you know what in life in order to be satisfied 24/7 for whole of your life to be far away from all kind of such worries OR to have a kind of strength with in you that can deal with such diseases is necessary
and that my friend has to be some thing larger then life
actually the answer to the problems of this planet is to PRAY and THANKFUL to the one who created this world, skies and whole of the universe then you will fulfilled man you can bet with me be thankful to him alone
account5014 1 year ago
NeroMaddox, I received your request for my documents. However, I need your email address so I can send you the PDF files as an attachment. I do not know how to attach files to the YouTube message system, and that is why I need your email. If you or anyone else would like my condensed documents about toxic shame then send me your email address through the YouTube message system (click my username and then click "Send Message").
Quickdraw1111 1 year ago
NeurMaddox, by what you described about your childhood, I am almost certain you have a conditon known as "toxic shame". Toxic Shame is NOT regular shame. Get the books of "Healing The Shame That Binds You" and "Bradshaw On: The Family: A New Way of Creating Solid Self-Esteem" ... both by John Bradshaw. Also get "No More Mr. Nice Guy" by Dr. Robert Glover. All 3 of these books are about toxic shame. Email me and I'll send you a PDF doc. about toxic shame.
Quickdraw1111 1 year ago
Yeah kids can be mercilessly cruel for no reason. I also know the feeling of someone acting like a secret friend to me but not wanting others to know he or she associates with me. Just stay the way you are which is real and others will see what a great guy you are.
yoyo2ma 2 years ago
im right with you man, just take it one day at a time. and there are a lot of ppl like us around.
find someone like us and make a friend.
gbad40 3 years ago
Thanks for the response. I didn't get as detailed as I could have either. There were a few things that I forgot to mention and I didn't remember until after I started editing. That happens to me with almost every video I make.
StealthyBob 3 years ago
It does to me too
NeroMaddox 3 years ago
I know that childhood memories are "the worst" for the average person... by goodness do you feel much better talking about it as an adult, and see something IN THIS you couldn't grasp at first ?
Love the Lighting in this video clip.
geargail 3 years ago
Yep I do! I finally found a good place lighting wise to do these things. It's usually too dark in a lot of rooms of my house
NeroMaddox 3 years ago