cont-full scripts with an open bar n the lobby of his on base medical hotel. no note. talked 2 him jus hours b4. got told by angels of mercy, soldiers came an told us, like n that movie messager. nearly 3 months l8r, im a father, my lil girl is only a month old, my older bro-jonboy-her godfather, he shoots hisself at his place a few houses from mine. my 3 brothers-(theres 6 of us al2gether,well,was-) kill thereselves within 9 months of eachother. i coronated there funerals. that was 8 years ago.
cont-he says''ur rite bro, if i do, u wont hav 2 c it'' well, i figured hes good. we get back, after about 10 mins, i go up the bathroom. i hear a low pop, people scream, run out the house, he shot hiself with a glock 45, said fuck it an stuck it n his mouth. he did n front of r younger brothers, including my youngest-jj- that was n on leave. jj went to walter reed army hospital 4 ptsd an wanted nothing 2 do with the army ever again. he died on new years day, he overdosed, pills, -cont-
my uncle shot hiself wen i was 13, i had 3 brothers. 2 were soldiers, both my younger. my other bro jus liked 2 party. well, wen d came home,honorably discharged, r youngest was home n on ''leave'' we were drinkn an watever. d was my best friend. after goin 2 the store on r way back 2 r house, he was screaming crying mad, said he wished he cud go back to iraq, go bak 2 war, said he was gonna smoke hiself. i begged him ''2 quit that shit'' ya kno. he calmed down. cont-
To anyone who needs it. U can message meh I am alwayse here and will listen to and not judge or tell u can count on meh I have been clean for 3 months today. And I want u alll to say that sometime in ur life. Hell if I could just save or help one life I would love it message me or email because I cheaking everyday kim_ bratonia@ hotmail.com :). Ur not alone <3
This song reminds me of the times my parents say they hate me. They always do. I heard this song I liked it. When I was hearing it I cut myself and I left a scar. I just wish I was dead.
a lot of Filipinos thought that because one is depressed, it is just a state of mind. can't blame them. but i think it's time that it is recognized. a lot of Filipinos are dying because of suicide. i know a father who almost cried because his son committed suicide. depression is not just being lonely. it is far deeper than that.
this song, speaks to me in a different way. this is about surrendering oneself to God. it's what the lyrics says...
load of pain sadness madness just for one unrequited love...!!!! come on... one door is locked in chain and heavy steel bar come on just go for another one. the same occurs when one love left you broken come on... stand on your feet paint your face again show a beatiful smile never seen, you konw there are monster ready to see you down and they`ll come over, do not let your life spiriling into black hole into black ground. at least Show them what you made of... i don`t want to give up
load of pain sadness madness just for one unrequited love...!!!! come on... one door is locked in chain and heavy steel bar come on just go for another one. the same occurs when one love left you broken come on... stand on your feet paint your face again show a beatiful smile never seen, you konw there are monster ready to see you down and they`ll come over, do not let your life spiriling into black hole into black ground. at least Show them what you made of... i don`t want to givin up
i just wanna say, im sorry for your loss, because there is no way you could make statements like you did with out living through it your self...i know how you feel, only i consider the families who got a "letter" to be lucky...my friend didnt leave anything but this world...and the wonder as to why she felt she had to take her own life...deep down i know why, she was addicted to heroin and felt she had no way out, rehab didnt work. that was 8 years ago...and she was my best friend...
@TheSmiley1038 great websites u two can look at witch might help her, ask her if she would like i to get her so help like counciling, just b a good friend, dnt judge and listen!!!! Thats very important...
Pls message me if u want more help id b glad to help
I know how u and ur friend must feel ive been thou the same, self harm.and help friends who do the same
U need to listen to her, dnt tell her to stop...it will only make things worse, dnt judge her, talk with her take it slowly, find out what she gets from self harm, dose ahe like the pain, seeing the blood is it a sense of relife, once uve found this out there are thing she can do to help, if she likes seeing blood draw line on her arm with a red pen, if its the pain tell her to put rubber bands on her wrist and ping them against her skin wjen she fwels like cutting, there are many
wow i slf harm and seeing all these people who do make me feel beter becuz im not the only one i thought i was alone even tho i dont kno u guys thank you guys <3
@TheSmiley1038 all you have to do is be there for her.. What she needs is someone there for her... It seems that you are a good friend to her.... That's what she needs is a friend.. Does that help any????
kk one of my friends is selfharming really bad!! Shes 13!! She does it because her parents fight alot and try to get her on their side of the argument (basically their fighting over her). I've seen her cuts and they are starting going deep. I want to help her but I don't know how!!! What can I do??
i tried suicide before. my dad found me on the road bleeding to death. he called the ambulance. luckily im still alive today. this song comforts me alot in those times of depression. i cut sometimes. still trying to quit.
(cont.). Why? Becaue we're afraid of being rejected. I think this video is a very good way of showing what the world is doing to us, and what we're doing to ourselves, so tw thumbs up, and peace, happiness and faith to you all. The physical scars are there forever, but the emotional ones DO fade with time
This video really spoke to me. As a recovering self-harmer I realize that looking back, it isn't right. Not that self-harming isn't right, but that people should feel the need to do this. The world is fucked up, all of you know that and I know that, but if we really are so wrapped in what society tells us is "normal" and "good" then we're pushed farther and farther away from one another instead of uniting in our weakest moments, we stand alone, because we're afraid to reach out. (cont.)
There's so much pain. I just want to give up. But I can't. I have to be there for other people. I just need to keep shoving the pain farther and farther down until it disappears... even if only for a little while.
this is an excellent viedo; for those whom maybe thinking of sucide; can see what it actually looks like in the end; some of those were real pictures. and for those whom dont understand the hurting, I feel u r fooling urself cause at one point in life we have all felt like this, Now go help someone. this is just this persons way of showing u the warning signs. God Bless, and may we all find peace
this is an excellent viedo; fro those whom maybe thinking of sucide; can see what it actually looks like in the end; someof those were real pictures. and for those whom dont understand the hurting, I feel u r fooling urself cause at one point in life we have all felt like this, Now go help someone. this is just this persons way of showing u the warning signs. God Bless, and may we all find peace
@adamanski9999 It's going to be okay, I know people have probably been telling you that and you're sick of it. I've been there too, though. And now I'm okay. It took me a long time and a lot of work I didn't have the energy for, but here I am, still. The fact of the matter is, you CAN break through this sadness. The only thing you have to do is find a way to cope. A release. And you can just hold out, and it will change. Feel free to message me, for any reason:) Take care, we love you so much ♥♥
Well, in terms of critique towards the actual video, it's very good, inspiring but depressing all at once, and this is my favourite song. But it's kinda blood and gore and blood and gore, and the message is great, but maybe a little more variety? Also, posting "hope" and "peace" when the images are people killing themselves probably isn't helping...Because those who are suicidal see death as hope and peace, and I know this isn't your intention but depressed individuals will connect it.No offence
Why does this have to happen to me?Probably the only 2 people that care about me is my uncle and my brothers girlfriend.Other people think I'm there for the scenery.I used to be scared of death and now I'm welcoming it...Please someone help...please.....
What a stupid video... I've been dealing with depression since I was about 13 and am still dealing with it now at 29. What's the point of a video like this ? All it does is give people who are struggling stupid ideas. Great song ruined by a dumb video. Don't be influenced and keep fighting people.
@paulosio What an asshole you dont even see the reason for the video Depressed people are not suppose to watch it .Its for people like us who can help someone with depression like yourself
@paulosio look i see where u come from,but i think the intention behind it was good..all im sayin is:dont jugde what you dont know for sure..some people might connect to it in a positive way,and i know 2 well,that sometimes that's the beginning of the healin process.. :)
I want to know if these poems are depressing, so hear goes: 1) I'm so tired of living with secrets and lies. I'm getting weaker and weaker everyday, in my state of mind, I hurt inside and to hurt out, but I can't shake the feeling looming over me, it's dark and cold and feel so very alone.
Cries I found out that my dad has depression and that he's on anti- depressants. It hurts to know that he is so depressed that he cannot get himself out. My chest aches for everyone living with this disease. I hurt everyday and I cannot seem to help myself, it hurts to even breath most days and I want desperately to stop the that is within others and myself.
this video made me relies how me and all my friends could be suicidal we all cut ourselves i didn't relies until now all the smiles and laughs and jokes could all be fake
liked it im emo im 11 i kut myself its adicting people dont want me to most dot know not my dad mom is dead i live i life of hell hate myself me to i think i should go but not now later but i will people find out but i cant stop its adicting and i dont know why but it is and i cant stopremember im only 11
I was this person.. Maybe I still am idk but if you fall or trip over something and your friends laugh, you laugh too, laugh it off sometimes it's the only thing you can do. And if you have nothing left.. Then start over new leave the dead weight behind. Because there will always be someone who needs you and hurts for you. Whether they show it or not. But open up to ppl, it'll help
Saying that I suck and I'm a loser with no life....my mom dad and brother treat me like I'm dog crap.I'm also a little fat and way ugly.I'll never get a girlfriend...someone please help me....please.....
I'm thinkin about suicide cuz I have nothing and nobody to lose.these last few months have been crap.whenever me and my friends are hangin out,somebody does something funny and then when I do it,they just give me a weird look.and then I have crappy things come right out of nowhere that sux like slipping and falling on something when a bunch of people are looking and they burst out in laughter......I just feel so embarrassed and I ask for somebody to help me up,and they just ignore me and keep s
There's always hope. Never give up. <3 All cutting does is leave you with unforgetable scars. I know it seems like you can't stop, but I have. And so can you. Please don't do that to yourself. God is always there, and He can fix us. <3
@ncisevanescencefan - I look at my scars every single day, and I HATE them. I want them to go away. And everytime I feel like cutting, I just look at my old scars, and tell myself that I don't want any more... It took me about a little over a year... But it isn't impossible. You have to be really strong and tell yourself that you don't need it. It makes you feel better... But only for a little bit. It never helps in the long run.
@Parker39ily Yeah, I absolutely hate my scars, and it tortures me to know that i'll have them for the rest of my life, but it is very difficult to stop, but I suppose it takes tim, I'll keep on trying, and thank your for the tips
when i saw all the pics with the people cutting themselves i broke down crying cause it reminded me of my brother cause before he stadded himslef he was cutting his arm and hi carpet was coved with blood in some spots and so was his bathroom *cry*
im thinking about suicide i mean i dont have anything to do or lose and eveyrone just hates me i try to fit in as much as i can i try to stay happy but its just getting pointless it dont seem like im pretty depressed but i am....
@picka881 dont cause someone loves you even if they dont show it cause everybody loves someone cause my brother did suicide and befor he did he thought no one loved him but i did he thought everyone hated him but i didnt he thought he had nothing to live for or that no one will care and no one look up to him or anything but i looked up to him i cared for him and now i miss him so much someone will miss you very much if you kill your self
way to kill the mood @ 6:28 T_T although good video. i wish no one notices me (IRL) until that last moment, when its 2 late. that'd just make it perfect. that image in my mind, brings quite a lot of joy ^_^
right now im rreally scared i used to at least be afraid of death but now i welcome it and if someone doesn't help soon then it looks like im fucked im always hurting on the inside and i just want the hurt to go away i cry on the inside every fucking minute of every fuckin day just wishing i could stop this pain wishing it would go away but it never does and no one seems to notice it. i barely hold on just because of the fact i have a friend who is bipolar and if i kill myself she will do the sa
My freind knows i self injure, but she doesnt realise how addictive and easy it is to keep doing it, and i dont think she cares at all, i wish she could watch this
@CourtneyJensen2 right now im rreally scared i used to at least be afraid of death but now i welcome it and if someone doesn't help soon then it looks like im fucked im always hurting on the inside and i just want the hurt to go away i cry on the inside every fucking minute of every fuckin day just wishing i could stop this pain wishing it would go away but it never does and no one seems to notice it. i barely hold on just because of the fact i have a ill send the rest in another comment
@CourtneyJensen22 friend who is bipolar and if i kill myself she will do the same so thats all that has kept me goin but i dont know if thats enough anymore i really dont i just wish this selftorment would end :'(
This was a great vid.. I loved it.. Some people really should be more caring if their friend is going through this.. instead of leaving them .. stay with them.. help them through it..
so true, I've been a victim to these feelings, and this video really shows how those feeling can easiy overtake you, and your mind, into tricking you that you're worthless, when infact you would be one of those missed. thank you for posting this video!!^^thank you sooo much.
Thank you, you have helped me see this horribal thing within me and people around me. i can never thank you enough. This has changed my life. Thank you
Thank you for this video. My boyfriend was web surfing and he stopped at this vid and after watching it he relieazed how much i was dying. He hadn't noticed before. He saved my life later on. Thank you.
This is soooo deep...
Everyone has their momentz... Its too bad we are alone.
:/
livsimpleyplan 1 week ago
@BarbieForver726 Message me hun I was in the same boat not even a month ago...if not alone...I love you
MRAWE5OME 2 weeks ago
@Xxpokeface8DxX It won't let me email you but message me...I'm on my iPod and I can't compose messages ^w^ I love you all
MRAWE5OME 2 weeks ago
cont-full scripts with an open bar n the lobby of his on base medical hotel. no note. talked 2 him jus hours b4. got told by angels of mercy, soldiers came an told us, like n that movie messager. nearly 3 months l8r, im a father, my lil girl is only a month old, my older bro-jonboy-her godfather, he shoots hisself at his place a few houses from mine. my 3 brothers-(theres 6 of us al2gether,well,was-) kill thereselves within 9 months of eachother. i coronated there funerals. that was 8 years ago.
buzzboy274 3 weeks ago
cont-he says''ur rite bro, if i do, u wont hav 2 c it'' well, i figured hes good. we get back, after about 10 mins, i go up the bathroom. i hear a low pop, people scream, run out the house, he shot hiself with a glock 45, said fuck it an stuck it n his mouth. he did n front of r younger brothers, including my youngest-jj- that was n on leave. jj went to walter reed army hospital 4 ptsd an wanted nothing 2 do with the army ever again. he died on new years day, he overdosed, pills, -cont-
buzzboy274 3 weeks ago
my uncle shot hiself wen i was 13, i had 3 brothers. 2 were soldiers, both my younger. my other bro jus liked 2 party. well, wen d came home,honorably discharged, r youngest was home n on ''leave'' we were drinkn an watever. d was my best friend. after goin 2 the store on r way back 2 r house, he was screaming crying mad, said he wished he cud go back to iraq, go bak 2 war, said he was gonna smoke hiself. i begged him ''2 quit that shit'' ya kno. he calmed down. cont-
buzzboy274 3 weeks ago
To anyone who needs it. U can message meh I am alwayse here and will listen to and not judge or tell u can count on meh I have been clean for 3 months today. And I want u alll to say that sometime in ur life. Hell if I could just save or help one life I would love it message me or email because I cheaking everyday kim_ bratonia@ hotmail.com :). Ur not alone <3
Xxpokeface8DxX 3 weeks ago
The only thing I can say is the days are getting worse for me ...
lunalovegood152000 4 weeks ago
This song reminds me of the times my parents say they hate me. They always do. I heard this song I liked it. When I was hearing it I cut myself and I left a scar. I just wish I was dead.
BarbieForver726 4 weeks ago
Wow man.. The picture's made me cry..
My arm is full of scars and I think about suicide alot of times..
But this..These pictures.. dammit man.. So fucking extreme... Dammit..
I'm so sad now.. I still want to dy, but I don't want to harm anyone the way some of these people did..
fighter5091 1 month ago
a lot of Filipinos thought that because one is depressed, it is just a state of mind. can't blame them. but i think it's time that it is recognized. a lot of Filipinos are dying because of suicide. i know a father who almost cried because his son committed suicide. depression is not just being lonely. it is far deeper than that.
this song, speaks to me in a different way. this is about surrendering oneself to God. it's what the lyrics says...
ramp00 1 month ago
cried so much whilst watching this
SarahBearaLovesYou1 1 month ago
god, my uncle showed all of these signs before he killed himself :'( why couldn't i see? i could have saved him... RIP. i miss you sooo much.
BABYDOLL19941 2 months ago
all these suicide pics werent really needed :'( the words and song was fine but the pics were just really depressing and made me cry alot.......
SuperReaper6 3 months ago
load of pain sadness madness just for one unrequited love...!!!! come on... one door is locked in chain and heavy steel bar come on just go for another one. the same occurs when one love left you broken come on... stand on your feet paint your face again show a beatiful smile never seen, you konw there are monster ready to see you down and they`ll come over, do not let your life spiriling into black hole into black ground. at least Show them what you made of... i don`t want to give up
jujitsoka32 3 months ago
load of pain sadness madness just for one unrequited love...!!!! come on... one door is locked in chain and heavy steel bar come on just go for another one. the same occurs when one love left you broken come on... stand on your feet paint your face again show a beatiful smile never seen, you konw there are monster ready to see you down and they`ll come over, do not let your life spiriling into black hole into black ground. at least Show them what you made of... i don`t want to givin up
jujitsoka32 3 months ago
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TheSmiley1038 3 months ago
@TheSmiley1038 Fuck you!
you must not be a true friend to her if you label her emo.
go get a life.
Obsessedwithhim24 3 months ago
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TheSmiley1038 3 months ago
i love love evanescence forever
belinha7lp 3 months ago
i just wanna say, im sorry for your loss, because there is no way you could make statements like you did with out living through it your self...i know how you feel, only i consider the families who got a "letter" to be lucky...my friend didnt leave anything but this world...and the wonder as to why she felt she had to take her own life...deep down i know why, she was addicted to heroin and felt she had no way out, rehab didnt work. that was 8 years ago...and she was my best friend...
silentdreamer42017 3 months ago
@TheSmiley1038 great websites u two can look at witch might help her, ask her if she would like i to get her so help like counciling, just b a good friend, dnt judge and listen!!!! Thats very important...
Pls message me if u want more help id b glad to help
I know how u and ur friend must feel ive been thou the same, self harm.and help friends who do the same
Best ov luck to u both
Xx
drakeybabe 3 months ago
@TheSmiley1038
U need to listen to her, dnt tell her to stop...it will only make things worse, dnt judge her, talk with her take it slowly, find out what she gets from self harm, dose ahe like the pain, seeing the blood is it a sense of relife, once uve found this out there are thing she can do to help, if she likes seeing blood draw line on her arm with a red pen, if its the pain tell her to put rubber bands on her wrist and ping them against her skin wjen she fwels like cutting, there are many
drakeybabe 3 months ago
wow i slf harm and seeing all these people who do make me feel beter becuz im not the only one i thought i was alone even tho i dont kno u guys thank you guys <3
indiechick909 3 months ago
@TheSmiley1038 all you have to do is be there for her.. What she needs is someone there for her... It seems that you are a good friend to her.... That's what she needs is a friend.. Does that help any????
BlackVielBridesRox 4 months ago
kk one of my friends is selfharming really bad!! Shes 13!! She does it because her parents fight alot and try to get her on their side of the argument (basically their fighting over her). I've seen her cuts and they are starting going deep. I want to help her but I don't know how!!! What can I do??
TheSmiley1038 4 months ago
@tjk1974 thank you soooo much for making this video! I love this video!!!!!!
BlackVielBridesRox 4 months ago
@Petalbumper I know same here
BlackVielBridesRox 4 months ago
This makes me wish... my mom understood me and not threaten to send me to a mental hospital.
Petalbumper 4 months ago in playlist Petalbumper's favorites
is it selfish to show this to someone you know?
JamesHxXxX 5 months ago
i tried suicide before. my dad found me on the road bleeding to death. he called the ambulance. luckily im still alive today. this song comforts me alot in those times of depression. i cut sometimes. still trying to quit.
rebekah160838 6 months ago
(cont.). Why? Becaue we're afraid of being rejected. I think this video is a very good way of showing what the world is doing to us, and what we're doing to ourselves, so tw thumbs up, and peace, happiness and faith to you all. The physical scars are there forever, but the emotional ones DO fade with time
ncisevanescencefan 7 months ago 13
This video really spoke to me. As a recovering self-harmer I realize that looking back, it isn't right. Not that self-harming isn't right, but that people should feel the need to do this. The world is fucked up, all of you know that and I know that, but if we really are so wrapped in what society tells us is "normal" and "good" then we're pushed farther and farther away from one another instead of uniting in our weakest moments, we stand alone, because we're afraid to reach out. (cont.)
ncisevanescencefan 7 months ago 11
There's so much pain. I just want to give up. But I can't. I have to be there for other people. I just need to keep shoving the pain farther and farther down until it disappears... even if only for a little while.
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this is an excellent viedo; for those whom maybe thinking of sucide; can see what it actually looks like in the end; some of those were real pictures. and for those whom dont understand the hurting, I feel u r fooling urself cause at one point in life we have all felt like this, Now go help someone. this is just this persons way of showing u the warning signs. God Bless, and may we all find peace
jessybear91134 7 months ago
this is an excellent viedo; fro those whom maybe thinking of sucide; can see what it actually looks like in the end; someof those were real pictures. and for those whom dont understand the hurting, I feel u r fooling urself cause at one point in life we have all felt like this, Now go help someone. this is just this persons way of showing u the warning signs. God Bless, and may we all find peace
jessybear91134 7 months ago
I'm having my forst cut tumorrow.. ://
jsmps1 9 months ago
@jsmps1 DNT!! Cuttin doesnt solve anythin it just makes things more worst! trust l would know! and when u want to stop u cant....
xEmoxGirlxO333 9 months ago
@jsmps1 fuck off. you just want to see what it's like then, it's not something you plan.
ellisscarffx 8 months ago
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TwistedCountryBoy 9 months ago
@adamanski9999 It's going to be okay, I know people have probably been telling you that and you're sick of it. I've been there too, though. And now I'm okay. It took me a long time and a lot of work I didn't have the energy for, but here I am, still. The fact of the matter is, you CAN break through this sadness. The only thing you have to do is find a way to cope. A release. And you can just hold out, and it will change. Feel free to message me, for any reason:) Take care, we love you so much ♥♥
MercyPiano 9 months ago
Well, in terms of critique towards the actual video, it's very good, inspiring but depressing all at once, and this is my favourite song. But it's kinda blood and gore and blood and gore, and the message is great, but maybe a little more variety? Also, posting "hope" and "peace" when the images are people killing themselves probably isn't helping...Because those who are suicidal see death as hope and peace, and I know this isn't your intention but depressed individuals will connect it.No offence
MercyPiano 9 months ago
@ mrl97
Reading that makes me want to live a bit longer.....
adamanski9999 10 months ago
Why does this have to happen to me?Probably the only 2 people that care about me is my uncle and my brothers girlfriend.Other people think I'm there for the scenery.I used to be scared of death and now I'm welcoming it...Please someone help...please.....
adamanski9999 10 months ago
@adamanski9999 message me..ill talk to u wenever u need me=] i care&love u..even if we live far
mrl97 10 months ago
@adamanski9999 if u wanna talk i'm there. i'll be there anytime u need help
melina74300 8 months ago
What a stupid video... I've been dealing with depression since I was about 13 and am still dealing with it now at 29. What's the point of a video like this ? All it does is give people who are struggling stupid ideas. Great song ruined by a dumb video. Don't be influenced and keep fighting people.
paulosio 10 months ago
@paulosio What an asshole you dont even see the reason for the video Depressed people are not suppose to watch it .Its for people like us who can help someone with depression like yourself
TwistedCountryBoy 9 months ago
@paulosio look i see where u come from,but i think the intention behind it was good..all im sayin is:dont jugde what you dont know for sure..some people might connect to it in a positive way,and i know 2 well,that sometimes that's the beginning of the healin process.. :)
shybiuza1 4 months ago
never give up on your life there are people that love you dont leave them with the pain..........................
nats07 11 months ago
I want to know if these poems are depressing, so hear goes: 1) I'm so tired of living with secrets and lies. I'm getting weaker and weaker everyday, in my state of mind, I hurt inside and to hurt out, but I can't shake the feeling looming over me, it's dark and cold and feel so very alone.
SHANNON4008 11 months ago
Cries I found out that my dad has depression and that he's on anti- depressants. It hurts to know that he is so depressed that he cannot get himself out. My chest aches for everyone living with this disease. I hurt everyday and I cannot seem to help myself, it hurts to even breath most days and I want desperately to stop the that is within others and myself.
SHANNON4008 11 months ago
this video made me relies how me and all my friends could be suicidal we all cut ourselves i didn't relies until now all the smiles and laughs and jokes could all be fake
mix1289 11 months ago
liked it im emo im 11 i kut myself its adicting people dont want me to most dot know not my dad mom is dead i live i life of hell hate myself me to i think i should go but not now later but i will people find out but i cant stop its adicting and i dont know why but it is and i cant stopremember im only 11
SuperCydel 11 months ago
i just dont think i can carry on.........feelings of guilt consume me EVERY day
i feel like a wasted life
i should be happy...but im NOT....people are noticing now..its nearly time for me to go..want to see my nan and my friend up in heaven....
nats07 11 months ago
i just cant get away form depression its been years..
xbluegomez 11 months ago
What website are these pics from?
12XEmOxcHiCkX12 1 year ago
I cut myself four days ago
adamanski9999 1 year ago
@adamanski9999 are you continuing? Cause I might start again.
12XEmOxcHiCkX12 1 year ago
this is really true ..
Mary64745642 1 year ago
Ya know what I try and they dont give a fuck
adamanski9999 1 year ago
I was this person.. Maybe I still am idk but if you fall or trip over something and your friends laugh, you laugh too, laugh it off sometimes it's the only thing you can do. And if you have nothing left.. Then start over new leave the dead weight behind. Because there will always be someone who needs you and hurts for you. Whether they show it or not. But open up to ppl, it'll help
fallenlight009 1 year ago
Saying that I suck and I'm a loser with no life....my mom dad and brother treat me like I'm dog crap.I'm also a little fat and way ugly.I'll never get a girlfriend...someone please help me....please.....
adamanski9999 1 year ago
I'm thinkin about suicide cuz I have nothing and nobody to lose.these last few months have been crap.whenever me and my friends are hangin out,somebody does something funny and then when I do it,they just give me a weird look.and then I have crappy things come right out of nowhere that sux like slipping and falling on something when a bunch of people are looking and they burst out in laughter......I just feel so embarrassed and I ask for somebody to help me up,and they just ignore me and keep s
adamanski9999 1 year ago
@adamanski9999 i feel exactly the samee people say everyone goes through it but they dont i hate myself my life everything i aint nothin x
twilightbbexx 1 year ago
It's all the same story for me.......nobody notices like you said.I act like I'm full of joy but I'm not.......and nothing helps....
adamanski9999 1 year ago
OMG, this made me cry
ncisevanescencefan 1 year ago
I was that person for 5 years on and off; i am back with it! ;( i want it to go away. It's the devil that brings me this disease of pain.
anitamata29 1 year ago
There's always hope. Never give up. <3 All cutting does is leave you with unforgetable scars. I know it seems like you can't stop, but I have. And so can you. Please don't do that to yourself. God is always there, and He can fix us. <3
Parker39ily 1 year ago 2
@Parker39ily please tell me how you stopped.... I need a way out..
ncisevanescencefan 1 year ago
@ncisevanescencefan - I look at my scars every single day, and I HATE them. I want them to go away. And everytime I feel like cutting, I just look at my old scars, and tell myself that I don't want any more... It took me about a little over a year... But it isn't impossible. You have to be really strong and tell yourself that you don't need it. It makes you feel better... But only for a little bit. It never helps in the long run.
Parker39ily 1 year ago
@Parker39ily Yeah, I absolutely hate my scars, and it tortures me to know that i'll have them for the rest of my life, but it is very difficult to stop, but I suppose it takes tim, I'll keep on trying, and thank your for the tips
ncisevanescencefan 1 year ago
That person is me
turtlegirl0333 1 year ago
i am that person
turtlegirl0333 1 year ago
suicide is not right it shows you care about no one else it is the most selfish thing ever leaving everyone else with the pain when you are gone....
JackandLaurence 1 year ago
when i saw all the pics with the people cutting themselves i broke down crying cause it reminded me of my brother cause before he stadded himslef he was cutting his arm and hi carpet was coved with blood in some spots and so was his bathroom *cry*
turtlegirl0333 1 year ago
im thinking about suicide i mean i dont have anything to do or lose and eveyrone just hates me i try to fit in as much as i can i try to stay happy but its just getting pointless it dont seem like im pretty depressed but i am....
picka881 1 year ago
@picka881 dont cause someone loves you even if they dont show it cause everybody loves someone cause my brother did suicide and befor he did he thought no one loved him but i did he thought everyone hated him but i didnt he thought he had nothing to live for or that no one will care and no one look up to him or anything but i looked up to him i cared for him and now i miss him so much someone will miss you very much if you kill your self
turtlegirl0333 1 year ago
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i try to hide my depression...
musicxlover016 1 year ago
oh my god... :'[
ImaRobot506 1 year ago
way to kill the mood @ 6:28 T_T although good video. i wish no one notices me (IRL) until that last moment, when its 2 late. that'd just make it perfect. that image in my mind, brings quite a lot of joy ^_^
TheUnknownWonder 1 year ago
I'm that person......and no one knows.
shanmannon 2 years ago
(those go in reverse order)
brebabyboy 2 years ago
same* so thats all that has kept me goin but i dont know if thats enough anymore i really dont i just wish this selftorment would end :'(
brebabyboy 2 years ago
right now im rreally scared i used to at least be afraid of death but now i welcome it and if someone doesn't help soon then it looks like im fucked im always hurting on the inside and i just want the hurt to go away i cry on the inside every fucking minute of every fuckin day just wishing i could stop this pain wishing it would go away but it never does and no one seems to notice it. i barely hold on just because of the fact i have a friend who is bipolar and if i kill myself she will do the sa
brebabyboy 2 years ago
I Keep crying out..but noone hears...
My freind knows i self injure, but she doesnt realise how addictive and easy it is to keep doing it, and i dont think she cares at all, i wish she could watch this
It was beautiful
CourtneyJensen22 2 years ago
@CourtneyJensen22
trust me they care but we just cant see it because it because it hurts to much to see anything but the pain
brebabyboy 2 years ago
@CourtneyJensen2 right now im rreally scared i used to at least be afraid of death but now i welcome it and if someone doesn't help soon then it looks like im fucked im always hurting on the inside and i just want the hurt to go away i cry on the inside every fucking minute of every fuckin day just wishing i could stop this pain wishing it would go away but it never does and no one seems to notice it. i barely hold on just because of the fact i have a ill send the rest in another comment
brebabyboy 2 years ago
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@CourtneyJensen22 friend who is bipolar and if i kill myself she will do the same so thats all that has kept me goin but i dont know if thats enough anymore i really dont i just wish this selftorment would end :'(
brebabyboy 2 years ago
This was a great vid.. I loved it.. Some people really should be more caring if their friend is going through this.. instead of leaving them .. stay with them.. help them through it..
FrostPlanet 2 years ago
so true, I've been a victim to these feelings, and this video really shows how those feeling can easiy overtake you, and your mind, into tricking you that you're worthless, when infact you would be one of those missed. thank you for posting this video!!^^thank you sooo much.
nikzyl 2 years ago
that was really good!!! Alot of people are blind to these things.
i liked it :)
CameLikeSuicide 2 years ago
Thank you, you have helped me see this horribal thing within me and people around me. i can never thank you enough. This has changed my life. Thank you
MiiSad 2 years ago
Amazing.
MiiSad 2 years ago
Thank you for this video. My boyfriend was web surfing and he stopped at this vid and after watching it he relieazed how much i was dying. He hadn't noticed before. He saved my life later on. Thank you.
shapeshifterg2 2 years ago
awesome vid! :-)
sarahjoy1987 2 years ago
Very good! 5/5* :D
LeDorkGroceries 2 years ago
good vid. very true, people just dont notice when another person is falling apart inside. all you have to say is im fine and they think ur ok!
Llibuth1 2 years ago
great video!!!!
anishabakhda 2 years ago