mood swings if you think negative most of the time, the key is to believe and try your best even if you fail, failure is part of life! i think you are normal, and a nice woman, a great mother aswell, i can tell you have been through a lot! you remind me of my own mother a lot! just be strong! and stay positive! and be around people that make you feel good and that love and support you! you dont have to feel guilty about anything, if you feel like its wrong, just try your best to make it right!
open window because i thought i would jump out! but then i did research and came across the famous illness i thought i had, schitzophrenia! i believe that people who have '' schitz'' are just regular people who have panic attacks and think they truely see things and hear things, now of course going with your gut feeling and having dellusions are two diiferent thing! dont get me wrong. and mood swings are just emotions which is normal, of course you would have mood swings if you think negative
@SuperRevelacao Mood swings aren't healthy. Family history of manic depression (now known as bipolar disorder) and relative of schizophrenic uncle talking here... Don't ever convince yourself that mood swings are "normal". It's possible to be a human being who feels emotions without those emotions getting out of hand, out of balance, reaching extremes of "passion" frequently during the course of an hour or a day or a week. It's NOT "normal". A "stable" emotional state is healthy!
@SuperRevelacao and by "stable" emotional state I am not talking about influencing it with negative thinking or positive thinking -- it's physiological first, psychological second. By physiological I am not talking about treating it with pharmaceutical drugs. The body can heal and recover itself without those but nutritional healing must come first, then secondarily psychological intervention as a support.
obsessed with religion, and every little thing i did i thought i was doing wrong. my grandma would tell me that the devil is this and that, and really would scare me. it would be like watching a horror movie 24/7. and i would be scared of these so called demons, i would have panic attacks over analyzing what she said! and during my panic attacks would lastest for like 30 mins at most i thought i would see and hear things. i would be scared to sleep next to an open window because i thought i woul
which is a complete lie! intead of believeing you are wothless. start seeing your strengths and your talents, and what you are good at. dont compare yourself to other people, because every single person has their own way yo express themselves. maybe they expericenced pain and hurt that cause them to think the way they do and act. trust me people! all of you are normal!!! and beautiful!!!! i truely do believe that. i can speak from my own experience, i thought i was going crazy! my family was ob
being is very analytical( which is human nature) they try to find what catagoery or label they fit in! everyone experiences fear, and anxiety! some more than others which is ok. maybe people fear being schitz so much or believe that they are schitz when in reality they are just anxious and think that the bad voices in their heads arent normal, that those bad voices are the voices that make you doubt yourself and believe that you are worthless which is a
You are normal, you probably just suffer from a lot of stress which is completely normal, and have panic attacks. when people have panic attacks, it is becuae the are to stressed out or stressing about something, such as bills, social interactions. etc. and all these can eat a person alive and make them feel down, and then they start believing they dont fit in. and assume since they dont fit there is something wrong. and your mind starts trying to find answers, and since the human being is very
It appears you either have the severe form of schizoaffective or schizophrenia, but not all schizoaffective have to act out on their hallucinations or delusions or be 'like you'.
Everyone is different and have different symptoms. The more severe symptoms you have sounds like you devolped I to another illness.
Ummm, actually, it's not that delusional. There were and probably still are classified pentagon / pentagram experiments with sonic waves / sounds that provoke voices and hallucinations that mix with what you see and hear. There are sound frequencies that are registered by the brain, but you do not hear them really. Search the web. It's like hacking a computer, but the computer in this case is the brain. Very real stuff. Hence the rise of all "disorders" in just several last decades.
@AlexanderMazarakis It's called social anxiety. I'm putting myself out there, and in doing so you can either have my giddy silly side or my angry side......take your pick :)
@AlexanderMazarakis Nope not offended. Just figured I would give you reason for my strange happiness lol. I tend to laugh at everything ....even when people think I should cry. I don't like to cry...I've even got a video I've not made public for that reason....but I'm thinking about it. :)
@ClairvoyantMediumOne Thank you for the great description! I'm always described as, "She's the greatest comedian, she should be on stage, or a crazy bitch, punching your face".
lol you're a cool chick. I am schizoaffective, too, but I rarely experience delusions. I always hear everyone talking shit about me, so I am quite the hermit.
I posted my videos, and I think it's abnormal. It hurts my brain or I feel dizzy. But when it first happened, I clung to it. I dream about the future too. It's a machine.
@LivingDead53 The pain and dizziness I used to get until I realized it was just a spirit trying to get my attention.....now I don't get it that often....but I do also "acknowledge' then when they are around, rather than just thinking its something wrong with me....
So... yoyo's could help me calm myself? I'm just looking for something to take my mind off of everything. No one seems to understand me... and it's just life you know.. and no one cares or listens... But.. I just need something or someone to help me with this shit.
@Menddraeda You have to look at the metaphor of it Menddraeda.....our lives are like yo-yo's and we are 'affected' by our surroundings......does that make us a toy? In a sense yes...but so long as you know you can affect others in the same respect then you can change things......we're all yo-yo's in a sense.....think about it.
@ClairvoyantMediumOne Well I see everything in a since like that... but.. How can I help myself? I mean.. I draw or something.. but.. I just don't know.
....I've been checking out the vids to come up with ideas on what I might suggest to him because he has no clue what's going on and I'm a bit more savvy with the brain-shrinkers and dealing with the labels and finding solutions to the probs effectively without losing myself. Any suggestions you have I can pass on to him?
Ha ha! Well, I've got my own fun program (borderline) but I must say, my fav ppl is all you schizoids....is so sad that right now my online bf went over the edge and is now so flattened out and unenthused.........con't
I also have schizoaffective. One of the most chilling elements that I see across the board (with including me) is the ability to have really bizarre, horrifying experiences and be able to recount the experiences so nonchalantly as if we think it's in some bizarre way that it's cool or spiritually rewarding to be so scared that we almost crap our pants on a daily basis.
aliens or angels? i have schizoaffective ......i would hear my inner monolog which i think is a term.....ask questions or make statements aand i would give an answer and get an aswer in an muscle twictch or eye blink...in a certin number also see patterns where there supposidly arent.....but if u can explian the patterns are ppl just not able to undertsand ?......also i would see ppl in shadow form with golden eyes....and i woudlnt agree witht he angels or demons tryint o control ppl..ask...
@CynicalNuggit dude, I've got pictures of shadow people with golden eyes.....actually red in this case, but yeah it's not all in your head. Like where do you think you would come up with these things? We can't dream it up. It's happening to us, and that doesn't make us nuts, it makes us actually quite brilliant in our own way. Everyone gets answers in their own way, so don't fret. Aliens? Angels? Does it really matter if they are helping you out? lol (I don't think so).
@ClairvoyantMediumOne Which ones? I know it's difficult to deal with, I'm just curious as I have Schizo-effective disorder, PTSD, Panic disorder and suffer from depression.
(cont) possessed at all do you? I hope that's not insulting, I just have heard of accounts of people hearing voices or acting out and they were actually demonically possessed. Can you see friendly spirits? I'm really curious about all that business, do you feel safe and a connection with god too? Hope you don't mind answering =P. Peace be with youuuu lady. I love your energy
@lostinrichmondva Yeah actually I see friendly spirits as you would call them. Mostly relatives of people I'm hanging out with at the time or a client that is going to be calling for a reading. I know some people say they see bad spirits but I just don't believe in such a thing as a bad spirit. :)
@ClairvoyantMediumOne I've been diagnosed with schizoaffective as well. It's interesting to hear how it is for you. I'm a little more "functional" than the average sufferer, but that doesn't change the weirdness. But anyways, if you don't think that what I am seeing are bad spirits or demons, then what do you think I'm seeing. I always give blame to hallucinations when I don't want to figure it all out. But I also see people who are still living from my past... thoughts?
Thanks for the high five, woo bipolar, I thought I was going to be left out on that one for a minute... I miss those manic highs too, only had two of them.. but those highs have dug me a deep hole, damn uncontrollable feelings of grandiose and feeling capable of everything. I'm not taking any meds (although I'm supposed to).. =X. I couldn't do the being numb, dumb and incapable of caring. Your video was fabulous by the way. What kinds of spirits do you see, and you don't think you're (cont)
that "thank you for praying for us" sign and the missing finger incident is not unusual for us... it's called synchronicity... it happens to me all the time... it's quite common among schizoaffectives and schizophrenics... the universe is looking out for you... you know that don't you?
i think U R AWESOME!!! i just found your channel 15 minutes ago... i was diagnosed with schizoaffective disorder 8 years ago... it's been hell most of the time... i've been on all types of meds including clozaril and got little relief... about 8 months ago i decided to quit taking most of the meds and reduced the dosage on the 2 i remain on(i was on 7 meds at a time) believe it or not my symptoms improved!
@IChoseTheRedPill Mine too! I took a month off to see if I could get back in the swing of things cause the meds were keeping me rather depressed, and low and behold it changed my life around. :) Woot! Woot! to us!
You should be put to death, it should be a crime for mentally disabled retards, to live.....rid the world of the batshit insane, it's why humanity is so fucking shit, and failing at all things.
@LordTroll9000 Oh shut up. You have no idea what you are talking about. My schizoaffective or whatever has nothing to do with your life, let alone all of humanity!! You couldn't even tell I've been diagnosed if you met me. Ignorance is a much crazier and harsh disease than a lot of mental disorders. Should you be put to death?
awesome vid it was very honest and truthful..I was kinda feeling like shit lately and youtubed schizoaffective disorder to see how other people deal with their downs.. and you brought me right back up! thanks a million.. you're possibly a life saver
@jhusjers Glad I could be of help to someone! Just keep truckin' is what I say...the light at the end of the tunnel will always show itself sooner or later. :)
Wow the whole dreaming thing sounds like me....i make these weird connections with things i see all the time....i was diagnosed with schizoaffective disorder recently so im just relating to this video...really interesting post
@ar88pr The connections are only weird cause only we are making them and no one else can make heads or tails of it.......it doesn't mean we are delusional per say. . .others are just blind lol. It's all good!
@cantona118 Thanks. God only knows I thought I was so normal for so long. But there's this thing, if you hear spirits or people the docs can't see, they call you schizo, and you mix that with bipolar and you get schizoaffective. Fun huh?
(oops by revelations I simply mean the "ah I get it!" sort of connections like with your man on tv, and if this happened increasingly before your issues really blossomed)
Hi, I enjoyed listening! When you speak about everything being connected, how did you come across this feeling? Was it a gradual development? I'm concerned about how I'm having more and more fascinating coincidences and deja-vus and I feel when I'm connecting the universe I'm missing the bigger picture of how much more this is happening. I'm really just asking cause of how similar this sounds and if you had similar "revelations" earlier on before realizing something was up...curious :)
@ofdarknessandlight Yeah the connections were a gradual development, but boy when everything connected it was unreal lol. Cereal box on the counter meant something I tell ya! Yes I had many revelations before the big bang came along too, dreams, visions and so forth when I was younger, which all came true, so I guess I'm just kind of weird in that not everything isn't not real.
I swear, schizophrenics are the most irritating people on the planet.
BoyMonarch 4 days ago
mood swings if you think negative most of the time, the key is to believe and try your best even if you fail, failure is part of life! i think you are normal, and a nice woman, a great mother aswell, i can tell you have been through a lot! you remind me of my own mother a lot! just be strong! and stay positive! and be around people that make you feel good and that love and support you! you dont have to feel guilty about anything, if you feel like its wrong, just try your best to make it right!
SuperRevelacao 1 week ago
open window because i thought i would jump out! but then i did research and came across the famous illness i thought i had, schitzophrenia! i believe that people who have '' schitz'' are just regular people who have panic attacks and think they truely see things and hear things, now of course going with your gut feeling and having dellusions are two diiferent thing! dont get me wrong. and mood swings are just emotions which is normal, of course you would have mood swings if you think negative
SuperRevelacao 1 week ago
@SuperRevelacao Mood swings aren't healthy. Family history of manic depression (now known as bipolar disorder) and relative of schizophrenic uncle talking here... Don't ever convince yourself that mood swings are "normal". It's possible to be a human being who feels emotions without those emotions getting out of hand, out of balance, reaching extremes of "passion" frequently during the course of an hour or a day or a week. It's NOT "normal". A "stable" emotional state is healthy!
valsharai 5 days ago
@SuperRevelacao and by "stable" emotional state I am not talking about influencing it with negative thinking or positive thinking -- it's physiological first, psychological second. By physiological I am not talking about treating it with pharmaceutical drugs. The body can heal and recover itself without those but nutritional healing must come first, then secondarily psychological intervention as a support.
valsharai 5 days ago
obsessed with religion, and every little thing i did i thought i was doing wrong. my grandma would tell me that the devil is this and that, and really would scare me. it would be like watching a horror movie 24/7. and i would be scared of these so called demons, i would have panic attacks over analyzing what she said! and during my panic attacks would lastest for like 30 mins at most i thought i would see and hear things. i would be scared to sleep next to an open window because i thought i woul
SuperRevelacao 1 week ago
which is a complete lie! intead of believeing you are wothless. start seeing your strengths and your talents, and what you are good at. dont compare yourself to other people, because every single person has their own way yo express themselves. maybe they expericenced pain and hurt that cause them to think the way they do and act. trust me people! all of you are normal!!! and beautiful!!!! i truely do believe that. i can speak from my own experience, i thought i was going crazy! my family was ob
SuperRevelacao 1 week ago
being is very analytical( which is human nature) they try to find what catagoery or label they fit in! everyone experiences fear, and anxiety! some more than others which is ok. maybe people fear being schitz so much or believe that they are schitz when in reality they are just anxious and think that the bad voices in their heads arent normal, that those bad voices are the voices that make you doubt yourself and believe that you are worthless which is a
SuperRevelacao 1 week ago
You are normal, you probably just suffer from a lot of stress which is completely normal, and have panic attacks. when people have panic attacks, it is becuae the are to stressed out or stressing about something, such as bills, social interactions. etc. and all these can eat a person alive and make them feel down, and then they start believing they dont fit in. and assume since they dont fit there is something wrong. and your mind starts trying to find answers, and since the human being is very
SuperRevelacao 1 week ago
i love the rhythm of your words in all these videos
AlexBergerPiano 2 weeks ago in playlist Liked videos
It appears you either have the severe form of schizoaffective or schizophrenia, but not all schizoaffective have to act out on their hallucinations or delusions or be 'like you'.
Everyone is different and have different symptoms. The more severe symptoms you have sounds like you devolped I to another illness.
BTW, you're cute :-)
pillowbugg 2 weeks ago
HI 5 girl....you look nice...as a person...i have it too..so i will tray to make some movies of my story..
amodxis86 2 weeks ago
Ummm, actually, it's not that delusional. There were and probably still are classified pentagon / pentagram experiments with sonic waves / sounds that provoke voices and hallucinations that mix with what you see and hear. There are sound frequencies that are registered by the brain, but you do not hear them really. Search the web. It's like hacking a computer, but the computer in this case is the brain. Very real stuff. Hence the rise of all "disorders" in just several last decades.
codergames 2 weeks ago
i kind of have this thing with aliens to .... i think that all the famous people in the world are aliens and they sold there soul to the devil
Mr14tghm 1 month ago in playlist More videos from ClairvoyantMediumOne
@Mr14tghm I think the exact same thing with the aliens being famous people, cops or anyone thats not me for that matter , even my family.haa.....
purplehazee1000 3 weeks ago
She seems really happy for someone with a psychological disorder.
AlexanderMazarakis 1 month ago
@AlexanderMazarakis It's called social anxiety. I'm putting myself out there, and in doing so you can either have my giddy silly side or my angry side......take your pick :)
ClairvoyantMediumOne 1 month ago
@ClairvoyantMediumOne sorry, i didn't intend to be so ignorant. I hope i haven''t offended you.
AlexanderMazarakis 1 month ago
@AlexanderMazarakis Nope not offended. Just figured I would give you reason for my strange happiness lol. I tend to laugh at everything ....even when people think I should cry. I don't like to cry...I've even got a video I've not made public for that reason....but I'm thinking about it. :)
ClairvoyantMediumOne 1 month ago
@ClairvoyantMediumOne Thank you for the great description! I'm always described as, "She's the greatest comedian, she should be on stage, or a crazy bitch, punching your face".
ytbrsLISTEN2LEARN 3 weeks ago
lol you're a cool chick. I am schizoaffective, too, but I rarely experience delusions. I always hear everyone talking shit about me, so I am quite the hermit.
peace
SuperCrazylady21 1 month ago
@SuperCrazylady21 OHOHOHOOHHH!!!! and i love it when i'm manic, too. it's a freaking blast lol.
SuperCrazylady21 1 month ago
i think i figured out how to post the video, but i'm not sure.
LivingDead53 2 months ago
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LivingDead53 2 months ago
I posted my videos, and I think it's abnormal. It hurts my brain or I feel dizzy. But when it first happened, I clung to it. I dream about the future too. It's a machine.
LivingDead53 2 months ago
@LivingDead53 The pain and dizziness I used to get until I realized it was just a spirit trying to get my attention.....now I don't get it that often....but I do also "acknowledge' then when they are around, rather than just thinking its something wrong with me....
ClairvoyantMediumOne 2 months ago
@ClairvoyantMediumOne we're just different.
LivingDead53 2 months ago
So... yoyo's could help me calm myself? I'm just looking for something to take my mind off of everything. No one seems to understand me... and it's just life you know.. and no one cares or listens... But.. I just need something or someone to help me with this shit.
Menddraeda 2 months ago
@Menddraeda You have to look at the metaphor of it Menddraeda.....our lives are like yo-yo's and we are 'affected' by our surroundings......does that make us a toy? In a sense yes...but so long as you know you can affect others in the same respect then you can change things......we're all yo-yo's in a sense.....think about it.
ClairvoyantMediumOne 2 months ago
@ClairvoyantMediumOne Well I see everything in a since like that... but.. How can I help myself? I mean.. I draw or something.. but.. I just don't know.
Menddraeda 2 months ago
i been diagnosis with this as well i accept it i can relate to the diagnosis i did not want to but im at peace with this
HoneyEmpress1 2 months ago
....I've been checking out the vids to come up with ideas on what I might suggest to him because he has no clue what's going on and I'm a bit more savvy with the brain-shrinkers and dealing with the labels and finding solutions to the probs effectively without losing myself. Any suggestions you have I can pass on to him?
rosecityremona 2 months ago
Ha ha! Well, I've got my own fun program (borderline) but I must say, my fav ppl is all you schizoids....is so sad that right now my online bf went over the edge and is now so flattened out and unenthused.........con't
rosecityremona 2 months ago
I also have schizoaffective. One of the most chilling elements that I see across the board (with including me) is the ability to have really bizarre, horrifying experiences and be able to recount the experiences so nonchalantly as if we think it's in some bizarre way that it's cool or spiritually rewarding to be so scared that we almost crap our pants on a daily basis.
thejerseydude 2 months ago 2
@thejerseydude We gotta see it some way.....might as well be the best way since no one else really gets us! :)
ClairvoyantMediumOne 2 months ago
you're awesome, and sexy. :)
nattensvaffel 2 months ago
@nattensvaffel awe.....so sweet. TY
ClairvoyantMediumOne 2 months ago
@ClairvoyantMediumOne recently got the same diagnosis and was given a whole lotta meds.
nattensvaffel 2 months ago
@nattensvaffel Yeah I got a whole lot too....funny thing is..I'm only inspired when I'm not on them......ugh!
ClairvoyantMediumOne 2 months ago
aliens or angels? i have schizoaffective ......i would hear my inner monolog which i think is a term.....ask questions or make statements aand i would give an answer and get an aswer in an muscle twictch or eye blink...in a certin number also see patterns where there supposidly arent.....but if u can explian the patterns are ppl just not able to undertsand ?......also i would see ppl in shadow form with golden eyes....and i woudlnt agree witht he angels or demons tryint o control ppl..ask...
CynicalNuggit 3 months ago
@CynicalNuggit dude, I've got pictures of shadow people with golden eyes.....actually red in this case, but yeah it's not all in your head. Like where do you think you would come up with these things? We can't dream it up. It's happening to us, and that doesn't make us nuts, it makes us actually quite brilliant in our own way. Everyone gets answers in their own way, so don't fret. Aliens? Angels? Does it really matter if they are helping you out? lol (I don't think so).
ClairvoyantMediumOne 2 months ago
Do you take medication at all?
gregmc3 3 months ago
@gregmc3 too many medications actually. Let me count them. 5. so yep, I sure am.
ClairvoyantMediumOne 3 months ago
@ClairvoyantMediumOne Which ones? I know it's difficult to deal with, I'm just curious as I have Schizo-effective disorder, PTSD, Panic disorder and suffer from depression.
gregmc3 3 months ago
tHAT'S NUTS IT'S LIKE PEOPLE REACT ON YOUR SPYCHOSIS IN A PSYCHOTIC WAY OPENNESS LAW OF ATTRACTION ETC
MysteryProjectThe 2 months ago
@MysteryProjectThe hmmmmm? wish I could understand that.
ClairvoyantMediumOne 2 months ago
it's just a life-ruining mental disorder, nothing more
NinetiesYouth 4 months ago
(cont) possessed at all do you? I hope that's not insulting, I just have heard of accounts of people hearing voices or acting out and they were actually demonically possessed. Can you see friendly spirits? I'm really curious about all that business, do you feel safe and a connection with god too? Hope you don't mind answering =P. Peace be with youuuu lady. I love your energy
lostinrichmondva 4 months ago
@lostinrichmondva Yeah actually I see friendly spirits as you would call them. Mostly relatives of people I'm hanging out with at the time or a client that is going to be calling for a reading. I know some people say they see bad spirits but I just don't believe in such a thing as a bad spirit. :)
ClairvoyantMediumOne 4 months ago
@ClairvoyantMediumOne I've been diagnosed with schizoaffective as well. It's interesting to hear how it is for you. I'm a little more "functional" than the average sufferer, but that doesn't change the weirdness. But anyways, if you don't think that what I am seeing are bad spirits or demons, then what do you think I'm seeing. I always give blame to hallucinations when I don't want to figure it all out. But I also see people who are still living from my past... thoughts?
mariahselvidge 1 month ago
Thanks for the high five, woo bipolar, I thought I was going to be left out on that one for a minute... I miss those manic highs too, only had two of them.. but those highs have dug me a deep hole, damn uncontrollable feelings of grandiose and feeling capable of everything. I'm not taking any meds (although I'm supposed to).. =X. I couldn't do the being numb, dumb and incapable of caring. Your video was fabulous by the way. What kinds of spirits do you see, and you don't think you're (cont)
lostinrichmondva 4 months ago
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that "thank you for praying for us" sign and the missing finger incident is not unusual for us... it's called synchronicity... it happens to me all the time... it's quite common among schizoaffectives and schizophrenics... the universe is looking out for you... you know that don't you?
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IChoseTheRedPill 4 months ago 2
i think U R AWESOME!!! i just found your channel 15 minutes ago... i was diagnosed with schizoaffective disorder 8 years ago... it's been hell most of the time... i've been on all types of meds including clozaril and got little relief... about 8 months ago i decided to quit taking most of the meds and reduced the dosage on the 2 i remain on(i was on 7 meds at a time) believe it or not my symptoms improved!
IChoseTheRedPill 4 months ago 2
@IChoseTheRedPill Mine too! I took a month off to see if I could get back in the swing of things cause the meds were keeping me rather depressed, and low and behold it changed my life around. :) Woot! Woot! to us!
ClairvoyantMediumOne 4 months ago
Im schizoaffective. thank you for making this. i wish i could feel confident with my head like you.
glittertwigg 4 months ago
ur cool!
MsLAB24 4 months ago
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You should be put to death, it should be a crime for mentally disabled retards, to live.....rid the world of the batshit insane, it's why humanity is so fucking shit, and failing at all things.
LordTroll9000 4 months ago
@LordTroll9000 Oh shut up. You have no idea what you are talking about. My schizoaffective or whatever has nothing to do with your life, let alone all of humanity!! You couldn't even tell I've been diagnosed if you met me. Ignorance is a much crazier and harsh disease than a lot of mental disorders. Should you be put to death?
mariahselvidge 1 month ago
awesome vid it was very honest and truthful..I was kinda feeling like shit lately and youtubed schizoaffective disorder to see how other people deal with their downs.. and you brought me right back up! thanks a million.. you're possibly a life saver
jhusjers 4 months ago
@jhusjers Glad I could be of help to someone! Just keep truckin' is what I say...the light at the end of the tunnel will always show itself sooner or later. :)
ClairvoyantMediumOne 4 months ago
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I love having schizoaffective disorder :D It fucking sucks! omg stfu
MakkaPakka666 5 months ago
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MakkaPakka666 5 months ago
I think u re beautiful. I just love the u express urself. Don know just liked u. hehe
dionysos199 5 months ago
Hi thanks for posting, you have a wonderful attitude towards life. Don't let it get ya down.
schizoflux 6 months ago 2
m\/ \/m (my peace signs)
interstellar918 6 months ago
Wow the whole dreaming thing sounds like me....i make these weird connections with things i see all the time....i was diagnosed with schizoaffective disorder recently so im just relating to this video...really interesting post
ar88pr 7 months ago 2
@ar88pr Thanks. Glad you could connect. It's not an easy diagnosis to sit on, so sit and buckle up, it's a ride and a half :)
ClairvoyantMediumOne 6 months ago
@ar88pr The connections are only weird cause only we are making them and no one else can make heads or tails of it.......it doesn't mean we are delusional per say. . .others are just blind lol. It's all good!
ClairvoyantMediumOne 4 months ago
You sound like such a normal woman... I would mever know you have schizoaffective disorder.
cantona118 7 months ago
@cantona118 Thanks. God only knows I thought I was so normal for so long. But there's this thing, if you hear spirits or people the docs can't see, they call you schizo, and you mix that with bipolar and you get schizoaffective. Fun huh?
ClairvoyantMediumOne 6 months ago
well I'm coming to terms with it. idk. having issues. don't wanna do meds or go to hospital again. hoping the manic flip gets switched soon
enigmatically 8 months ago 2
@enigmatically had a pain in the butt with that last september..those down moods will get you every time, especially when they get worse.
ClairvoyantMediumOne 7 months ago
(oops by revelations I simply mean the "ah I get it!" sort of connections like with your man on tv, and if this happened increasingly before your issues really blossomed)
ofdarknessandlight 9 months ago
Hi, I enjoyed listening! When you speak about everything being connected, how did you come across this feeling? Was it a gradual development? I'm concerned about how I'm having more and more fascinating coincidences and deja-vus and I feel when I'm connecting the universe I'm missing the bigger picture of how much more this is happening. I'm really just asking cause of how similar this sounds and if you had similar "revelations" earlier on before realizing something was up...curious :)
ofdarknessandlight 9 months ago
@ofdarknessandlight Yeah the connections were a gradual development, but boy when everything connected it was unreal lol. Cereal box on the counter meant something I tell ya! Yes I had many revelations before the big bang came along too, dreams, visions and so forth when I was younger, which all came true, so I guess I'm just kind of weird in that not everything isn't not real.
ClairvoyantMediumOne 9 months ago