@delano654 Rest in Piece? why in the world would you say RIP to Tony? I'm curious. I know he's not been on in a LONG time I don't think he's gone... Cause if he's gone..I'm goin to be ENDLESSLY depressed.
i as obviously so many others can relate, and that in iteslf helps.... was gonna reply to how much you reminded of me, or the not knowing me, and the scattered thoughts etc... wakeuporbipolar is a good video too, the guy who does them makes a lot of points that seem to help me relate, i have not been diagnosed but in the process of seeking help and treatment, and seeing and knowing that others go through this in itself is a big help... btw i love the hair and piercings... look totally awesome :)
Your unique. Few androgynous people out there. I know how difficult it can be out of experience, but it will sink in some time. The thoughts you might have are part of androgyny as well, if you don't focus on them it will become a lot easier. p.s. thanks for your video's nice to see someone like me.
Give up on "trying" to have a personality. You are a thoughtfull person who desires to be intune and in sync with others. You care about what you say to others. Others can see that, you can be sure. You don't have to put on a "social mask". Forget all the rules and the notions that you thought were about interaction. They are probably not right for you!
Negativity pops up in depresed peoples minds. That's a reality. Dead that stuff, ok? Do it for others, rather than for yourself. People out there need you and what you have to offer. That's a fact. Don't take my word for it.
We all have our own strenghts and weaknesses. It can be hard as fuck, when you are depressed, to realize what the strenghts are. They are often not the ones we hope for. But you have them. You have some thing in you that is indestructible that you may fall back on in any emergency. That's a fact jack.
Don't listen to the suicide antics from those who want others to die for their own personal reasons, I can tell that you have a personality from listening to you speak and the reason you feel like you don't have one is because your self esteem is low and it's like turning your personality volume nob lets say down. Patience you will be better and you can work on building your self up. The more self esteem the more your personality which DOES exist will show.
Honestly thank you for that video. I've been feeling pretty much the same if not exactly.. it's just comforting in a way, that someone out there.. is going through the same sort of mode as me. I really hope you feel better, I know how much it hurts.
The way you speak pains me because I feel your hurt as i can tell you're speaking from your heart. I hope you feel better. As someone who suffers too... i really hope you do feel better
haven't talked to you for a while.....and I hoped you'd feel better..... I agree wit all the comments below. Good you get your thoughts out, off your chest. If you want to talk.....email me. I feel a lot like you, especially about self harm and adapting to others. Like I don't even know who the "real" me is......lost in some one else personality. Lots of hope and a big hug!
I'm sorry. I do hope things do get better for you. I know how you feel It kinda seems like all it takes is one slip for things to go straight to hell.
I know just how you feel (well... not completely. I think we all experience depression differently from each other). I know exactly what you mean when you say you adapt other people's personalities when you're around them. I do the same thing, and it's not even a conscious effort, it just... happens!
I'm glad you're speaking about all this, though. You're not alone out there.
Hope things start going better for you. you sound sad...or defeated...as my brother tells me "just be happy!" glad to have another video of yours to listen to...at least it makes me feel less alone having a lot of the same thoughts and feelings...take care!
R.I.P
delano654 1 year ago
@delano654 Rest in Piece? why in the world would you say RIP to Tony? I'm curious. I know he's not been on in a LONG time I don't think he's gone... Cause if he's gone..I'm goin to be ENDLESSLY depressed.
xxBrokenAngel66xx 1 year ago
i as obviously so many others can relate, and that in iteslf helps.... was gonna reply to how much you reminded of me, or the not knowing me, and the scattered thoughts etc... wakeuporbipolar is a good video too, the guy who does them makes a lot of points that seem to help me relate, i have not been diagnosed but in the process of seeking help and treatment, and seeing and knowing that others go through this in itself is a big help... btw i love the hair and piercings... look totally awesome :)
natz2010 2 years ago
Your unique. Few androgynous people out there. I know how difficult it can be out of experience, but it will sink in some time. The thoughts you might have are part of androgyny as well, if you don't focus on them it will become a lot easier. p.s. thanks for your video's nice to see someone like me.
p3945u5 3 years ago
Give up on "trying" to have a personality. You are a thoughtfull person who desires to be intune and in sync with others. You care about what you say to others. Others can see that, you can be sure. You don't have to put on a "social mask". Forget all the rules and the notions that you thought were about interaction. They are probably not right for you!
guarimn 3 years ago
Negativity pops up in depresed peoples minds. That's a reality. Dead that stuff, ok? Do it for others, rather than for yourself. People out there need you and what you have to offer. That's a fact. Don't take my word for it.
guarimn 3 years ago
We all have our own strenghts and weaknesses. It can be hard as fuck, when you are depressed, to realize what the strenghts are. They are often not the ones we hope for. But you have them. You have some thing in you that is indestructible that you may fall back on in any emergency. That's a fact jack.
guarimn 3 years ago
Don't listen to the suicide antics from those who want others to die for their own personal reasons, I can tell that you have a personality from listening to you speak and the reason you feel like you don't have one is because your self esteem is low and it's like turning your personality volume nob lets say down. Patience you will be better and you can work on building your self up. The more self esteem the more your personality which DOES exist will show.
Dashfan111 3 years ago
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look bro...
i know this might sound retarted.
but it only takes one bullet and one second to end all of this... the way u feel... your depression.
daeo01 3 years ago
Honestly thank you for that video. I've been feeling pretty much the same if not exactly.. it's just comforting in a way, that someone out there.. is going through the same sort of mode as me. I really hope you feel better, I know how much it hurts.
badheadache 3 years ago
The way you speak pains me because I feel your hurt as i can tell you're speaking from your heart. I hope you feel better. As someone who suffers too... i really hope you do feel better
xxx
luciiscool 3 years ago
Wow you look a lot thinner. Try not to be so hard on yourself. I hope things get better for you soon.
DionMcSomebody 3 years ago
haven't talked to you for a while.....and I hoped you'd feel better..... I agree wit all the comments below. Good you get your thoughts out, off your chest. If you want to talk.....email me. I feel a lot like you, especially about self harm and adapting to others. Like I don't even know who the "real" me is......lost in some one else personality. Lots of hope and a big hug!
3174573 3 years ago
I'm sorry. I do hope things do get better for you. I know how you feel It kinda seems like all it takes is one slip for things to go straight to hell.
RaZorXwireXbabyX 3 years ago
I hope things start working out for the better for you!
keegan3692002 3 years ago
I know just how you feel (well... not completely. I think we all experience depression differently from each other). I know exactly what you mean when you say you adapt other people's personalities when you're around them. I do the same thing, and it's not even a conscious effort, it just... happens!
I'm glad you're speaking about all this, though. You're not alone out there.
Cr0nch 3 years ago
Good to know your doing okay (: you look so thin
TheQueenofSnow 3 years ago
Hope things start going better for you. you sound sad...or defeated...as my brother tells me "just be happy!" glad to have another video of yours to listen to...at least it makes me feel less alone having a lot of the same thoughts and feelings...take care!
drunkcuddles 3 years ago