you look beautiful :D and this douche below me... "you look healthy". i love you courtney and your videos. i have an ED and you inspire me in my ongoing recovery. thanks for the videos & your beautiful insight into the dark world of ed's.
i can completetly relate. i have recovered however my relationship with food will never be normal. But it does continue to get better, it has taken years but it slowly get there but mentally we are never the same.
Wow U have the striking appearance of a certain other young youtube girl by the online tag of AllyLullaby... I thought she is your daughter! , well interesting .
3) [serious note] the mirror avoiding issue is essenical, i can't even look when i brush my teeth atm too depressing - glad i'm not alone in that maddness.
are you kidding? ahh! a peep is an adorable duck [sometimes bunnie] shaped marshmallow covered in colored sugar. yumm. you should order a pack because they're delicious
Courtney did you read my NDE yet, I had another one predicting the end of the world when they fire up the big bang hadron particle accelerator on Nov, 26, 07. Well, it was nice knowing you. Before it ends do a survey and ask everyone if they want to see your new videos forever or see the world end in a horrible way. Guess what they'll vote for. It doesn't take a genuis to figure that out.
Courtney did you read my NDE yet, I had another one predicting the end of the world when they fire up the big bang hadron particle accelerator on Nov, 26, 07. Well, it was nice knowing you. Before it ends do a survey and ask everyone if they want to see your new videos forever or see the world end in a horrible way. Guess what they'll vote for. It doesn't take a genuis to figure that out.
HEY!!! your soo great!! you are such a great person!! stay strong and know that bitch slapping anorexia in the face is the best feeling you can do it!!!
Oh and I love the My Little Pony bag!!! Haha that thing is bad as crap.
And I'd love to see a slideshow of your weight or whatever. I wish I knew how to make one as well, because I've always wanted too. But unfortunately I have no clue as to how I would do it. But if I ever learn how I'll help ya out.
omg, soo funny, love your videos by the way, but i was late for my flight and walmart was the only store in sight, so i ended up w a spiderman laptop case, they didn't even have a cute one like the ponies
About overweight people thinking 'I wish I were anorexic'. I am so guilty of wishing this sometimes. I am an overeater. If I just had a DIFFERENT eating disorder, say anorexia, would at least be thin and unhappy instead of fat and unhappy. You're right,I shouldn't want any of it. Just to be normal. Should. But a monster part of me doesn't want that all, it only wants to obsess about my body or food.
i feel your pain! Maine wheater sucks too. i dont know if you`ve already done this/looked into this..but maybe you should look into professional help rather than the old do it yourself. it REALLY helped me.
its good to see you again :) we have snow here too still.. i hate winter and it just drags on & onnn. just to let you know i have participated in the campaigne too and i have gained a wopping 4lbs! i actually sat here and debated on posting that but yep. good for you and good for me too i guess...remember to figh fight fight! Happy Easter!!
its good to see you again :) we have snow here too still.. i hate winter and it just drags on & onnn. just to let you know i have participated in the campaigne too and i have gained a wopping 4lbs! i actually sat here and debated on posting that but yep. good for you and good for me too i guess...remember to figh fight fight! Happy Easter!!
and you are looking really well. like you said, recovery is like a rollercoaster.. you have your good times and also the bad, but despite having lost some weight recently, you are still looking really healthy so kudos to you for that.
My cousin has recently come to me and cofessed to an ED and asked me for support I have found your videos both insightful and helpful. You are intelligent, beautiful,brave woman i cant send you enough praise! I hope that your gorgeous upbeat personality isnt just a mask for the real vunerable you - talk to someone show them the real you, explain your real reasons for your suffering and you insecurities but most of all dont give up! Your fab and an inspiration!
im trying to overcome bulimia right now. It can get really really depressing sometimes. Don't let the weightloss get you down keep fighting! You are amazing and v. v. inspirational. Good luck . <3
i always love it when you update, courtney, even if you're not doing too great. that stuff is important too. its so good to see you here again! you have this amazing spirit and spunk about you. if you're ever in new york i'd love to meet up!
hey sweet, i love watching your videos, my little pony heh thats so cute..as for your slideshow try using windows movie maker it comes in most xp/vista computer packages which im presuming is what you have on your new laptop heh !!! just experiment and youll find a way good luck with that look forward to seeing it ! xxxx
We..i....everyone missed you sweets! im glad ur okay and came back andddd decided to come back for an update! i hope your keeping strong and keeping ur head held high! take care of ur self sweety!
aw you bring such a smile to my face with your energy. michigan's not that far from chicago it snowed here too =[ maybe we both need to get medication lol. i need your videos & positive inspiration.
hahaha...bitch slapped anorexia...yea i know how it feels trying to recover but feeling like something changed. lol hint ...windows movie maker works best. i lvoe your case its cute lol
isn't it wonderful?! you look out the window on easter morning and, oh! it's snowing!! wtf?! why does the weather in MI have to be so incredibly bipolar?! well, anywho i hope you are having a marvelous week "D
Get a bone density test. I got one, and the results scared me into gaining weight. Technically, I almost have osteoporosis! I am still in recovery (so my bones still aren't good), and whenever I feel fat or whatever, I just remember my bone density test and I push all the negative thoughts away.
Your not much of a looker are you plus your accent hurts my ears If I was your hubby and I had to listen to you daily I would suffocate myself with a pillow
what is the point of posting mean comments? if you really don't like her then don't waste your time critisizing her. she's come a long way and done an amazing job so far and if you can't see that then you must be blind. this is further proved by the fact that you don't consider her to be 'a looker'. courtney is very pretty :)
you....just need to shut the fuck up. plus its physically impossible to suffocate yourself with a pillow. you would pass out b4 u died. so u should def ask a friend to help u with that...good luck! *peace*
I live in Indiana and I understand how you feel about the weather. I love your energy. You make me smile. Hope you beat the weight problem. if you still need help with a slide show message me a date and time and the messaging program you want to use so I will be able to talk you threw it.
Sorry to hear you've been having a hard time lately-well i also hate mirrors and cannot stand the way i look. well i live in texas and we had a cold easter too- actually a cold past few days. I cannot wait untill May 27-i finally graduate hs! Take care of yourself!
I'm so glad you're back! I missed your videos alot.
Totally, one hundred percent agree with you about the eating disorders. This is hell, plain and simple. I never thought, back a few years ago when I unknowingly started, that it would turn into THIS. Days wasted, hundreds of dollars wasted on food that ended up in the toilet. There is recovery, but I will never forget or even be completely whole again.
Anyway! Glad you're back! And hooray for more videos :D
glad you're gonna make more video's courtney.. we all missed you. I know how to fix your sunshine problem.. move down here to Florida! awesome place, really.
if you have windows, i think the application is called moviemaker, and if you have apple, it's iMovie. you basically just order all your pics and there's a drop down menu to add music and other options to change the effects of the pictures as they fade in and out. it all just depends on your application, though. most computers come with one on it now that's pretty basic and straightforward...so check out your applications.
very good 2 hear from u again!~I'm going thru the same things w/ trying to recover...it's so hard...and i keep gaining a little then losing again 2...but i really admire u for ur progress...i'll keep u in my thoughts as i struggle through this...know ur not alone! :)
california is where it's at! no sad here! lol. anyway, if you have a pc, windows comes with this program called windows movie maker, it's super super easy to make slideshows with you (you just open your photos and open a music file, and then it kinda does the rest for you). good luck with everything!
Yeah we have snow and no sun in indiana too. Wally world's laptop cases are expensive as hell, but i bit the bullet and bought a 16 dollar one- i figured i'll be using it until it falls apart so,,,yeah. Anyways you rock, chica- keep on keeping on
courtney, you have made my easter! So good to have you back. Although in feel for you in your S.A.D phase I have to have a sneaky inward smile when I realise the weather here in england is better than yours. Who have thought it!! Damn global warming! P.s pills are good. They help, even if you are feeling a little better. Give them a try x
i know exactly how you feel! With the ED and the dumb weather. I am not recovering tho and weighing is a curse! AND no one will EVER want this! But it's good to hear from you again.
Hey, I'll pray that you get to a place where you WANT to recover. Thank God I really and truly DO finally want to get better. But anyway-- you're in my thoughts! :)
if you have a pc you can use windows movie maker and if you have a mac you can use imovie. they're pretty easy to use becuase they're so user friendly becuase a lot of people want to make cool looking videos without being too computer-savvy. there's a lot of pre-loaded effects and stuff. so yeah. check it out.
your compleatly right! ive been anorexic and bulimic for the past 3 years and it really really sucks, and at times i wish i would have never started and then at times im glad i have it. but i do wish someone would have knocked the hell out of me when i first started this... shit.
hey courtney, good seeing u agian. yea cold here in texas too!! i cant beleave it. relly i dont think there is globle warming. anyways u look good to me.
I'm in Ohio and am suffering right there with you weather wise. I am glad to see you back and look forward to your next videos. The slide shows can be therapeutic - like writing poetry. To quote Sheryl Crow, "No one said it would be easy, but no one said it would be this hard." Keep up the fight!
get photo story 3 for windows! easiest thing to run ever! so easy to import ur pictures and add text and music too! it turns out really awesome ive made sum videos with it.
Nice to see you back!Sorry to hear you have had it rough though.I always find that my anorexia gets worse (stronger) as Spring/Summer gets closer. Have you ever noticed that in yourself?Could be why you have been struggling lately?!?
aww suffering courtney :( cold and barren in michigan eh... ya it's gotta be even worse for those peeps in Alaska who don't see the sun for months. Cheer up though Courntney summer is coming! If not, come down to San Diego or Florida or Las Vegas ;) could make a gathering of it! Anyway best of look with the struggle with ana hun... keep it above 100! You've got alot of strength in you Courtney I see it, have faith in yourself :)
so glad you are back keep the videos coming this one was a great surprise.
in terms of cash, i have some good advice; get a penny jar (sorry, i'm english, erm a cent jar) and put all of the shitty money that you often throw at people's heads in there and it adds up!
Courtney, you are ridiculously awesome :) As someone who has had SAD for the last 6-7 years, I can sympathise, and tell you I'm proud of you for dragging your skinny self out of bed! I love your videos, stay healthy and keep 'em coming ;)
Try and keep yourself motivated with the healthy eating and don't worry to much if you gain as you are looking fantastic, your skin and your hair are looking a lot better!
I think this was one of my favourite videos of yours. You made me laugh and brought me close to tears because I know exactly where you are right now in your head; I'm there too. The other day, someone told me how 'gorgeous I looked' and I thought, 'shit I gotta lose some fat fast'. I swear that is not a normal reaction. No, perhaps we will never totally be normal
I'm glad to see you back and I'm sorry to hear about the lack of sun in Michigan. If you ever want to get away you can feel free to stop by Mississippi for awhile and visit there is probably less to do here but there is sun shine most of the time.
I think that its possible to get back to some sort of 'normal' mental state - I think it takes a really long time but I thnk it's possible. God, I at least really hope it is. I definitely see progress in mself but I think it takes agressive action and real ambition to change the ways one thinks, expecially about one's self.
I'm glad your okay and I feel your pain with the weather I'm in ohio and I'm actually close to Michigan because I go to the university of Toledo. I'm glad that you are trying to recover. lol I am very poor too.
You can make the video with Windows media maker, just import all of the pictures and then add music and stuff
I know of a guy I will contact him and point him in your direction, no promises, but I'll try, and if you don't eat more protien, you'll lose those "pipes" you worked hard to build, glad you are staying away from the scale.
you should come to England we never ever ever see the sun:(
btw your really funny and I love u
xomg123dcggx 8 months ago
OK if I get you a new laptop bag will you trade me that MLP bag? 0.0
Entilodont 9 months ago
Wow you are stunning
912ace 10 months ago
haha that case is amazing AND SO ARE YOU ! God Bless Courtney XXX mwar! X
glitterface6 2 years ago
PLEASE make a slide show!!! ;)
breigh16 2 years ago
That sneaking suspicion is true! I "recovered" in 2002.... and it's never been the same since!
XxJMcBxX 2 years ago
you look beautiful :D and this douche below me... "you look healthy". i love you courtney and your videos. i have an ED and you inspire me in my ongoing recovery. thanks for the videos & your beautiful insight into the dark world of ed's.
sidney858585 2 years ago
you look so healthy in this video! i love watching your videos! we always have snow here in ohio also =(
0xMZx0 3 years ago
that carrying case is adorable! haha i love it, it totally matches ur blue top dude <3
p.s. also know this is a very old vid haha
skelanimalsbitch 3 years ago 2
Courtney, you should make a slideshow! Ya, that would be cool! I know this is a pretty old video but it's a good idea!
-Lauren xo
Lauren028 3 years ago
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pintobeans77 3 years ago 2
:o !! i LOOOOVVVE the my little pony computer case!!!!! x
glitterface6 3 years ago 2
i can completetly relate. i have recovered however my relationship with food will never be normal. But it does continue to get better, it has taken years but it slowly get there but mentally we are never the same.
jessmc45 3 years ago
come and stay with me in australia!!
beautiful and hot :-)
xx
tashalicious88xx 4 years ago
Try living in Scotland.....we have lifetime SAD. remind me what the sun is again??????
beaniebrooke 4 years ago 2
love that shirt
1988blowme 4 years ago
Wow U have the striking appearance of a certain other young youtube girl by the online tag of AllyLullaby... I thought she is your daughter! , well interesting .
CrispyTheCrab 4 years ago
Making videos more often would be fantastic ma'dear!
Yus now i sound like my Gran
lilkel86 4 years ago
1) what is a peep?
2) that laptop case is too cute!
3) [serious note] the mirror avoiding issue is essenical, i can't even look when i brush my teeth atm too depressing - glad i'm not alone in that maddness.
Love you on these vids !
fionamclaughlin 4 years ago
are you kidding? ahh! a peep is an adorable duck [sometimes bunnie] shaped marshmallow covered in colored sugar. yumm. you should order a pack because they're delicious
xlChristielx 4 years ago
LMAO, I live in Chicago, so my winters kick yours.lol. I love your vids, Courtney. You are soooo entertaining and real. Love yah!
arsenicqueen69 4 years ago
Windows Movie Maker. It should be on your computer.
TeamS811 4 years ago
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Courtney did you read my NDE yet, I had another one predicting the end of the world when they fire up the big bang hadron particle accelerator on Nov, 26, 07. Well, it was nice knowing you. Before it ends do a survey and ask everyone if they want to see your new videos forever or see the world end in a horrible way. Guess what they'll vote for. It doesn't take a genuis to figure that out.
houndggg 4 years ago
This has been flagged as spam show
Courtney did you read my NDE yet, I had another one predicting the end of the world when they fire up the big bang hadron particle accelerator on Nov, 26, 07. Well, it was nice knowing you. Before it ends do a survey and ask everyone if they want to see your new videos forever or see the world end in a horrible way. Guess what they'll vote for. It doesn't take a genuis to figure that out.
houndggg 4 years ago
Lol My Little Pony rocks. Nice bra && erm there was something else. Erm...oh yeh, what's a peep? x
Lauz <3
fairydust28 4 years ago
OMG that My Little Pony is awesome!! I love old school cartoons soo much.
ChoChoMojo 4 years ago
im seriously shocked :/
i came across this vid of you where you were anorexic and the next video i linked to was this one, where you look absolutly amazing!! well done
stonyissa 4 years ago
You are the spitting image of Sandra Bullock. Me & my gf both swear to it!
I should be in bed but I can't stop watching your videos lol.
Love ya babe xxxxxxx
Ps I am in cold and barren England, so I win on the weather front! XX
paganprincessuk 4 years ago
you're a total nut! if you want some help, i probably can help you, let me know. most of my "videos" are slideshows with music.
faerysexy 4 years ago
moviemaker... great stuff
nosnaps4me 4 years ago
Michigan?
Wow, not so far from me!
I looooove your videos.
I would be honored to meet you and congratulate you on your progress :)
oneslowgun 4 years ago
HEY!!! your soo great!! you are such a great person!! stay strong and know that bitch slapping anorexia in the face is the best feeling you can do it!!!
Girlogrl 4 years ago
haha my little pony. u should totally make a slideshow!
westsidewhitney 4 years ago
OMG that My Little Pony carrying case is stupidly awesome!
twoSandwhiches 4 years ago
I too am from the great state of Michigan so I know what you're talking about. Michigan weather sucks!!!
needingatourniquet07 4 years ago
I love you
do you wanna merry me ?
WARDISWARD 4 years ago
lol. gawd i love you haha
kel198 4 years ago
Oh and I love the My Little Pony bag!!! Haha that thing is bad as crap.
And I'd love to see a slideshow of your weight or whatever. I wish I knew how to make one as well, because I've always wanted too. But unfortunately I have no clue as to how I would do it. But if I ever learn how I'll help ya out.
chaoticxxfailure 4 years ago
Man I'd love to live in Michigan! I live in Florida. The sun's ALWAYS out to torture me, it's constantly humid and I hate everything about it.
I think you'd like it here.
chaoticxxfailure 4 years ago
HahaHA! LOve the padded bra bit! I know nothing lifts my spirits (or tots) like a nice padded bra!
SisterSylvia 4 years ago
omg, soo funny, love your videos by the way, but i was late for my flight and walmart was the only store in sight, so i ended up w a spiderman laptop case, they didn't even have a cute one like the ponies
krystalstarr01 4 years ago
i hope you make one i would love to see your progress.. good luck girlie...
luckytime5 4 years ago
About overweight people thinking 'I wish I were anorexic'. I am so guilty of wishing this sometimes. I am an overeater. If I just had a DIFFERENT eating disorder, say anorexia, would at least be thin and unhappy instead of fat and unhappy. You're right,I shouldn't want any of it. Just to be normal. Should. But a monster part of me doesn't want that all, it only wants to obsess about my body or food.
notsoprettygrrl 4 years ago
you should live in cali. its hot as hell here. &&& please make one of those slideshows. i wanna see it.
raeleen1324 4 years ago
Where I live,[maine] it was sunny with no snow on christmas, but a huge snow storm on easter. o.O
kinkynikkie7 4 years ago
When are you getting your own show? I hear that Jay Leno is getting ready to retire. Contact Ellen! She'll help you out!
s2macdon 4 years ago
crazy, but good!
supercoolkid83 4 years ago
Looks like you're heading for a break down! :-S
ROGISTERIUM 4 years ago
26 degrees Celsius = 78.8 degrees Fahrenheit : that was the temperature in Paris, France, last week end... (hint hint) :->
stephanefr 4 years ago
If you want, I can help you with your slideshow! :D
justmiisaskia 4 years ago
i feel your pain! Maine wheater sucks too. i dont know if you`ve already done this/looked into this..but maybe you should look into professional help rather than the old do it yourself. it REALLY helped me.
AlissaLulu 4 years ago
You look beautiful in this video! So happy to have you back vlogging, take care.
Boredhousewife2706 4 years ago
So good to see you back in action!
Mr. Sunshine has been taking a break from NYC too.
Really no fun.
Hang in there, love!
mefdawg 4 years ago
I live in Michigan too... it is too COLD!
Lea2009 4 years ago
yay you're back, and looking fabulous!
I'm sorry that things've been kinda crappy lately, but like you said, ups and downs are a major part of recovery.
The last few months for me have been constant downs as far as recovery is concerned, but your video's are fucking motivating, so keep them up!!
wackykilik 4 years ago
I LOVE that pony case! I want one!!!
viddeliten 4 years ago
its good to see you again :) we have snow here too still.. i hate winter and it just drags on & onnn. just to let you know i have participated in the campaigne too and i have gained a wopping 4lbs! i actually sat here and debated on posting that but yep. good for you and good for me too i guess...remember to figh fight fight! Happy Easter!!
leigh333 4 years ago
its good to see you again :) we have snow here too still.. i hate winter and it just drags on & onnn. just to let you know i have participated in the campaigne too and i have gained a wopping 4lbs! i actually sat here and debated on posting that but yep. good for you and good for me too i guess...remember to figh fight fight! Happy Easter!!
leigh333 4 years ago
hey, my little pony kicks ass!
and you are looking really well. like you said, recovery is like a rollercoaster.. you have your good times and also the bad, but despite having lost some weight recently, you are still looking really healthy so kudos to you for that.
keep making these vids, it keeps you accountable.
praying for a little sunshine for you,
-sheridan
xxx
sherohara 4 years ago
My cousin has recently come to me and cofessed to an ED and asked me for support I have found your videos both insightful and helpful. You are intelligent, beautiful,brave woman i cant send you enough praise! I hope that your gorgeous upbeat personality isnt just a mask for the real vunerable you - talk to someone show them the real you, explain your real reasons for your suffering and you insecurities but most of all dont give up! Your fab and an inspiration!
c (uk)
carlyanddigger 4 years ago
im trying to overcome bulimia right now. It can get really really depressing sometimes. Don't let the weightloss get you down keep fighting! You are amazing and v. v. inspirational. Good luck . <3
thefatsisterxo 4 years ago
i always love it when you update, courtney, even if you're not doing too great. that stuff is important too. its so good to see you here again! you have this amazing spirit and spunk about you. if you're ever in new york i'd love to meet up!
jennfriedman 4 years ago
hey sweet, i love watching your videos, my little pony heh thats so cute..as for your slideshow try using windows movie maker it comes in most xp/vista computer packages which im presuming is what you have on your new laptop heh !!! just experiment and youll find a way good luck with that look forward to seeing it ! xxxx
canaries089 4 years ago
We..i....everyone missed you sweets! im glad ur okay and came back andddd decided to come back for an update! i hope your keeping strong and keeping ur head held high! take care of ur self sweety!
juliamarie 4 years ago
Oh girl, I love all of your videos. :o It's snowing right now here, in good old Maine. Apparently we're getting a bad storm Sunday night.
And that is the coolest laptop case ever, who cares if you're poor? We all still love you. :]
LOLCATASTROPHE 4 years ago
lmfao, padded bra.
GiaMarieCarangi 4 years ago
You are loved and never alone. I love you (even though I don't know you.) Yay for My Little Pony! :)
guitarlovenjc 4 years ago
hey good to see you! you could make a video on movie maker or adobe premier ...although im not that great at that kinda stuff either! xx
hollyholly2006 4 years ago
aw you bring such a smile to my face with your energy. michigan's not that far from chicago it snowed here too =[ maybe we both need to get medication lol. i need your videos & positive inspiration.
hahaha...bitch slapped anorexia...yea i know how it feels trying to recover but feeling like something changed. lol hint ...windows movie maker works best. i lvoe your case its cute lol
sonotyou 4 years ago
isn't it wonderful?! you look out the window on easter morning and, oh! it's snowing!! wtf?! why does the weather in MI have to be so incredibly bipolar?! well, anywho i hope you are having a marvelous week "D
randomana 4 years ago
Great tits!
bill18976 4 years ago
I see others have suggested Movie Maker software for your slide show. You might also consider Photo Story 3, free from the Microsoft site.
chem501 4 years ago
Heya hun
gr8 video! its bin ages snice ya did 1!!
luv the my little pony case its rocks!!
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
jodyangel1986 4 years ago
i miss your videos. they make me laugh.
and gives me one reason to smile.
why do we have it so hard.?
thepinkfairy 4 years ago
great to see ya again! it cold 1 day then hot the next in texas, SNOW in april here. you look great!
shadowcat2005 4 years ago
yep. thats true
briansgirl107 4 years ago
Get Windows Movie Maker. That's what everyone uses for those dramatic slide shows. It's very easy and self-explanatory.
ElleRigby 4 years ago
Get a bone density test. I got one, and the results scared me into gaining weight. Technically, I almost have osteoporosis! I am still in recovery (so my bones still aren't good), and whenever I feel fat or whatever, I just remember my bone density test and I push all the negative thoughts away.
kitttttenz 4 years ago
Great to see you back. Have you been consistent in your therapy? Don't give it up. You've come a long way from your first videos. Congratulations!!!!
puckstarved 4 years ago
I live in MN and I haven't seen the sun in a long time either!
Lizpuff2006 4 years ago
Yeah...HOW aBOUT that?! Nice work! [Where'd my first post go?]
DreadfulVids 4 years ago
it is wonderful to see you again. and i am looking foreward to see the foto's and videos.
i don't even know how to put a video on youtube, so you know a lot more than i do:)
pien21 4 years ago
Your videos are amazing! And I love the my little pony bag!
gymbutt06 4 years ago
Are you SDA? I used to be and almost went to andrew's. I'm not sda anymore, but I did go to great lakes academy for a semester.
Sarahh5883 4 years ago
this may be my australian ignorance here but what are peeps?
MsGolightly00 4 years ago
these little candy things pretty much made of sugar that usually look like little chicks. They're horrible and more for decor.
lovestarsnhipbones 4 years ago
lol, they are sugary marshmellows in the shape of ducks in different colors.
starcharm 4 years ago
great to see you again
cherished1961uk 4 years ago
Windows Movie Maker!!
sibstoohy 4 years ago
Your not much of a looker are you plus your accent hurts my ears If I was your hubby and I had to listen to you daily I would suffocate myself with a pillow
HaterzRUS 4 years ago
what is the point of posting mean comments? if you really don't like her then don't waste your time critisizing her. she's come a long way and done an amazing job so far and if you can't see that then you must be blind. this is further proved by the fact that you don't consider her to be 'a looker'. courtney is very pretty :)
roofofhouse 4 years ago
you....just need to shut the fuck up. plus its physically impossible to suffocate yourself with a pillow. you would pass out b4 u died. so u should def ask a friend to help u with that...good luck! *peace*
williamwikle 4 years ago
Way to be an asshole.
kitttttenz 4 years ago
And here I was just saying how much I miss the snow ...
greggfla 4 years ago
the best, and ONLY kind of PEEPS to eat, are Stale !
You need to let them sit out for 1-2 weeks until Stale/hard/brittle, and then enjoy.
usascorpio 4 years ago
You look so well! I am glad that you have come back and made a video. Happy Easter to you too!
kelsorob 4 years ago
I live in Indiana and I understand how you feel about the weather. I love your energy. You make me smile. Hope you beat the weight problem. if you still need help with a slide show message me a date and time and the messaging program you want to use so I will be able to talk you threw it.
po7g 4 years ago
Sorry to hear you've been having a hard time lately-well i also hate mirrors and cannot stand the way i look. well i live in texas and we had a cold easter too- actually a cold past few days. I cannot wait untill May 27-i finally graduate hs! Take care of yourself!
caroline0912 4 years ago
I'm so glad you're back! I missed your videos alot.
Totally, one hundred percent agree with you about the eating disorders. This is hell, plain and simple. I never thought, back a few years ago when I unknowingly started, that it would turn into THIS. Days wasted, hundreds of dollars wasted on food that ended up in the toilet. There is recovery, but I will never forget or even be completely whole again.
Anyway! Glad you're back! And hooray for more videos :D
simplylite 4 years ago
Yes more Courtney. Who could say less?!
duhluminous1 4 years ago
glad you're gonna make more video's courtney.. we all missed you. I know how to fix your sunshine problem.. move down here to Florida! awesome place, really.
atvc703 4 years ago
Glad to see you are back
cosa65 4 years ago
glad to see you back
=]
lilmztori1 4 years ago
if you have windows, i think the application is called moviemaker, and if you have apple, it's iMovie. you basically just order all your pics and there's a drop down menu to add music and other options to change the effects of the pictures as they fade in and out. it all just depends on your application, though. most computers come with one on it now that's pretty basic and straightforward...so check out your applications.
beingthinismylife 4 years ago
i hear you about the weather girl, its the exact same in iowa...
dorit33 4 years ago
yay you're back
OpalsAndPearls 4 years ago
Windows Movie Maker. It's incredibly easy to use, and it comes on most computers.
kalodaimon 4 years ago
Windows Movie Maker is the program that I use for those sorts of videos. You can download that just about anywhere, I think.
shrinerspark 4 years ago
very good 2 hear from u again!~I'm going thru the same things w/ trying to recover...it's so hard...and i keep gaining a little then losing again 2...but i really admire u for ur progress...i'll keep u in my thoughts as i struggle through this...know ur not alone! :)
diva05876534 4 years ago
i'm ready for school to end too, i dono how you have so much energy? Let me in on your secret.
-brian (also in a barren tundra)
johnswburg 4 years ago
california is where it's at! no sad here! lol. anyway, if you have a pc, windows comes with this program called windows movie maker, it's super super easy to make slideshows with you (you just open your photos and open a music file, and then it kinda does the rest for you). good luck with everything!
matoaka 4 years ago
Yeah we have snow and no sun in indiana too. Wally world's laptop cases are expensive as hell, but i bit the bullet and bought a 16 dollar one- i figured i'll be using it until it falls apart so,,,yeah. Anyways you rock, chica- keep on keeping on
BlondieCobain 4 years ago
Great to see another video from you, Courtney. I'd been wondering where you were!
It's cold and snowy here in Pennsylvania, too. ]:
UncreativeAmanda 4 years ago
new video!!! I'm glad you're back.
littleleobabe 4 years ago
courtney, you have made my easter! So good to have you back. Although in feel for you in your S.A.D phase I have to have a sneaky inward smile when I realise the weather here in england is better than yours. Who have thought it!! Damn global warming! P.s pills are good. They help, even if you are feeling a little better. Give them a try x
jasmine181 4 years ago
i know exactly how you feel! With the ED and the dumb weather. I am not recovering tho and weighing is a curse! AND no one will EVER want this! But it's good to hear from you again.
santumeader 4 years ago
Hey, I'll pray that you get to a place where you WANT to recover. Thank God I really and truly DO finally want to get better. But anyway-- you're in my thoughts! :)
courtneyblaircameron 4 years ago
u look smoking HOTTTTTT Courtney!! Keep on fighting the ana. Luv xoxo :)
Collegegirl83 4 years ago
lol this girl has an amazing voice and a personality that not many on here posess.
Keanu212 4 years ago
haha i think the my little pony case is pretty pimp! ILY!
elektriclightnin 4 years ago
Yeah pimp pretty much does describe it, huh. lol
courtneyblaircameron 4 years ago
i even put on a padded bra! lmao silly. =]
heyyeahiknow 4 years ago
Good to see you're doing alright-ish. There were a lot of people out here in internetland worried about you girl!
DignifiedLaughter 4 years ago
sooo happy there is a new video =]
haley1008 4 years ago
if you have a pc you can use windows movie maker and if you have a mac you can use imovie. they're pretty easy to use becuase they're so user friendly becuase a lot of people want to make cool looking videos without being too computer-savvy. there's a lot of pre-loaded effects and stuff. so yeah. check it out.
maggielikesart 4 years ago
thx for opening ur shirt babe
1988blowme 4 years ago
your compleatly right! ive been anorexic and bulimic for the past 3 years and it really really sucks, and at times i wish i would have never started and then at times im glad i have it. but i do wish someone would have knocked the hell out of me when i first started this... shit.
vamgirl214 4 years ago
hey courtney, good seeing u agian. yea cold here in texas too!! i cant beleave it. relly i dont think there is globle warming. anyways u look good to me.
Dothedew2009 4 years ago
Glad you're back :)
losethefire 4 years ago
im proud of you!
pip111387 4 years ago
great video!!
and your carrying case is super cute!!
i love your videos, so im glad you want to make more!!
good luck w/ gaining back the weight!! you can do it!!
ParkerWashington 4 years ago
I'm in Ohio and am suffering right there with you weather wise. I am glad to see you back and look forward to your next videos. The slide shows can be therapeutic - like writing poetry. To quote Sheryl Crow, "No one said it would be easy, but no one said it would be this hard." Keep up the fight!
Annieh1315 4 years ago
LMAO a my little pony carrying case? Ha! Sounds like something I'd do :P. Yet another great video.
phantomboi 4 years ago
*really excited that there was a new video AND that there are more to come*
emilyohemily 4 years ago
hey cour
luv ur work.
get photo story 3 for windows! easiest thing to run ever! so easy to import ur pictures and add text and music too! it turns out really awesome ive made sum videos with it.
p.s luv the my little pony bag! so hot!
MsGolightly00 4 years ago
Nice to see you back!Sorry to hear you have had it rough though.I always find that my anorexia gets worse (stronger) as Spring/Summer gets closer. Have you ever noticed that in yourself?Could be why you have been struggling lately?!?
canadianchick74 4 years ago
Wow. Weird but true. I've noticed the same thing. I wish you only the best this season!
courtneyblaircameron 4 years ago
Use windows movie maker on your computer. that'll sort you out for the slide show! Happy easter :)
polkadothot1 4 years ago
aww suffering courtney :( cold and barren in michigan eh... ya it's gotta be even worse for those peeps in Alaska who don't see the sun for months. Cheer up though Courntney summer is coming! If not, come down to San Diego or Florida or Las Vegas ;) could make a gathering of it! Anyway best of look with the struggle with ana hun... keep it above 100! You've got alot of strength in you Courtney I see it, have faith in yourself :)
blumac81 4 years ago
Regarding slide shows... You can download Windows Movie Maker (maybe it's already in your computer... check it out)
FranFromBrazil 4 years ago
Great to see you back. I thought the dingos got you!
Jervns 4 years ago
Looking forward to your next video!!
FranFromBrazil 4 years ago
Hello
Jervns 4 years ago
so glad you are back keep the videos coming this one was a great surprise.
in terms of cash, i have some good advice; get a penny jar (sorry, i'm english, erm a cent jar) and put all of the shitty money that you often throw at people's heads in there and it adds up!
beccadance88 4 years ago
Courtney, you are ridiculously awesome :) As someone who has had SAD for the last 6-7 years, I can sympathise, and tell you I'm proud of you for dragging your skinny self out of bed! I love your videos, stay healthy and keep 'em coming ;)
Pacie87 4 years ago
I love seeing your videos!
Try and keep yourself motivated with the healthy eating and don't worry to much if you gain as you are looking fantastic, your skin and your hair are looking a lot better!
Keep being strong!!
nataliecom 4 years ago
I think this was one of my favourite videos of yours. You made me laugh and brought me close to tears because I know exactly where you are right now in your head; I'm there too. The other day, someone told me how 'gorgeous I looked' and I thought, 'shit I gotta lose some fat fast'. I swear that is not a normal reaction. No, perhaps we will never totally be normal
lolitadollxx 4 years ago
Happy easter!!!
CaribyLiciouS 4 years ago
hey Courtney! I've been watching your videos for a while its nice to see you posting again. I'll be praying for you girl....
ScreamingSilently 4 years ago
you are so hyperactive.
love the poor man's carrying case.
good to hear from you, as always.
flashriot4 4 years ago
you're back! this video was a great birthday present! thanks!
watchoutimblonde 4 years ago
Welcome back.
You can down load a program called soundslides or if you have mac use I movie.
I look forward to your slideshow.
charlahuber 4 years ago
hi!
npmsk8 4 years ago
HAPPY EASTER COURTNEY!
heartattackz 4 years ago
Oh! I forgot:
About the videos, if you have a PC, do you have Windows Movie Maker on it? If you do have it, let me know. I'm sure I could help out!
xlovexfaerie 4 years ago
I'm glad to see you back and I'm sorry to hear about the lack of sun in Michigan. If you ever want to get away you can feel free to stop by Mississippi for awhile and visit there is probably less to do here but there is sun shine most of the time.
Happy Easter
Trey
buttons13 4 years ago
I think that its possible to get back to some sort of 'normal' mental state - I think it takes a really long time but I thnk it's possible. God, I at least really hope it is. I definitely see progress in mself but I think it takes agressive action and real ambition to change the ways one thinks, expecially about one's self.
RainyDayBlue 4 years ago
I'm glad your okay and I feel your pain with the weather I'm in ohio and I'm actually close to Michigan because I go to the university of Toledo. I'm glad that you are trying to recover. lol I am very poor too.
You can make the video with Windows media maker, just import all of the pictures and then add music and stuff
jaz0188 4 years ago
You're back! I am so glad you're okay. I have been worried about you!
DannacaLynn 4 years ago
Courtney - Your are the best - I think that you are most one of the dynamic people I have ever seen.
sadie862 4 years ago
glad to see you!!!
lindieinred 4 years ago
I know of a guy I will contact him and point him in your direction, no promises, but I'll try, and if you don't eat more protien, you'll lose those "pipes" you worked hard to build, glad you are staying away from the scale.
Grimli 4 years ago
glad your back. love your spunk/attitude. and that my little pony case is absolutly amazing !! lol
Manda47 4 years ago
Window Media player is what you need to use to do your slideshow...its very easy to figure out
omg...I love your laptop case...its adorable...i want it
btw....Happy Easter to you to
saraana101 4 years ago
YEAH! Your back!
BraveNewGirl07 4 years ago
Oh courtney, you havn't posted in forever!!
Its so great to hear from you. :)
crzygrl11 4 years ago