I don't have an eating disorder but I can imagine how it must feel, I had a cousin with ed and she ended up having a heart attack and dying at the age of 19, so to all those who are in this struggle please I urge you to seek support to get out of this home of anorexia/bulimia bcuz u are sooooo gorgeous and you must know tht and no matter how u feel inside it ALWAYS gets better please know tht, I don't want anorexia /bulimia to steal someone else's life
oh man...i remember making myself take those dreadful ex-laxs last year around this time..i will say its wicked icky, you know, everything we put our bodies through...i mean teenage girls put laxative's in their enemie's drinks in school...not into their own body if not needed...it's sad. i never thought i'd do it..sometimes i still have urges to binge & purge in those ways but I hold back...I'm more or less restricting all of my food these days..well, stay strong every1, much love<3
I used to be anorexic, and I'm still suffering from anorexia. A lot of people blame me for being like this. But this is not my choice. Its a chemical reaction in the brain. I think I'm fat/obese when I'm stick man skinny. And I don't realize it. And some people like me can't stop this from happening. It just is like that. But I take some meds that are suppose to help me, and I have a therapist and councillor. But its still really hard for me.
when someone is anorexic they don't see what everyone else see's they look in the mirror and see a fat person they see it as a life style choose that how the pro anna websites work they give the person the thing they crave atseptence what would you rather hear "what are you doing to your self you look a mess your mums really worried" or "it's a life style choose being thin is all that matters your one of us successfull people are thin we'll help you be a better person" i hope this helps
Its a mental disorder that is more about control then apperance really. Your outword apperance is just a cover for the major issue and that is why it is so hard to get over. if it was just an image thing it would be easy and it is not.
wow itz just sad how ppl do this to their bodies i mean u only have one lyf to live y choose to have ur bones lok lyk their ready to burst out of your body? u can b pretty and not b anorexic or bulemic plus u ruin your throat wen u throw up i jus dont get y ppl do this....
Because it really has nothing to do with 'being pretty' at all. There's a point when you want it to stop, but it's not that easy. At the end, you realize it's not a choice at all. You don't "choose" to do this to yourself, it's caused by other things going on in your life and in your mind.
@useddayfailfold not necesarily. i have/had anorexia. ive been eating for more than a year now but still recovering mentally. anyways it is sort of a choice. whether or not you have an eating disorder yu decide whether or not to eat. i decided to start eating again cuz i realized that ana did nothing and never will do anything to help me, only hurt me. i started eating cuz i chose to and now ive never ben happier like when i started even tho i was havin issues i chose to not eat
This is very expressive, I like how you represented your feelings with paintings. The last Picasso in the video is very interesting, because of the two frightened individuals in the background. I like this, although it saddens me. You're brave for being able to share your struggles.
I don't have an eating disorder but I can imagine how it must feel, I had a cousin with ed and she ended up having a heart attack and dying at the age of 19, so to all those who are in this struggle please I urge you to seek support to get out of this home of anorexia/bulimia bcuz u are sooooo gorgeous and you must know tht and no matter how u feel inside it ALWAYS gets better please know tht, I don't want anorexia /bulimia to steal someone else's life
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who really gives a shit about some dumb cunt who refuses to eat? fuck her
MrThereper 1 year ago
The song is "For the Damaged Coda" by the Blonde Redhead, on the album Melody Of Certain Damaged Lemons. Love the video, btw.
lovehorseslovejonas 1 year ago
oh man...i remember making myself take those dreadful ex-laxs last year around this time..i will say its wicked icky, you know, everything we put our bodies through...i mean teenage girls put laxative's in their enemie's drinks in school...not into their own body if not needed...it's sad. i never thought i'd do it..sometimes i still have urges to binge & purge in those ways but I hold back...I'm more or less restricting all of my food these days..well, stay strong every1, much love<3
jesusshakes08 1 year ago
thats wat i wonder: "when will it end?' WHEN??
wompi69 2 years ago
@wompi69 Let go the control, stop this continous malice;
Too hard on yourself, so distrusting and callous.
Feeding on sadness, too numb to keep crying;
Looking for harm, an excuse to stop trying.
Get off of this path, following the horns of deciet;
Your body's so tired, as you fall to your feet.
The lord will re-cleanse you, the strength when your weak;
For there's only one way, to grasp the peace you so seek
elibeth121 1 year ago
hey, are you borntoresist from xanga?
breathingXunderwater 2 years ago
it's so true..
lenaluna1 2 years ago
I adore this.
You are very creative.
lindserrrx3 2 years ago
one of the best, if not THE best, ed videos i have EVER seen! amazing job!
xfashionnxx9 2 years ago
ur right ^^
wompi69 2 years ago
very artistic
alyrababy 2 years ago
i loved the one at 1:30
shtfsth 2 years ago
beautiful.
porcelain100 2 years ago
this was great,,, keep it up
LovelyCounting 3 years ago
i love this video!
HAiiLEYx3 3 years ago
I just added this to my favorites. The paintings are striking, as is the song... thanks a lot!
justalittlebitharder 3 years ago
amazing video.
its really.. i don't even know, just amazing.
iamjenhearmeroar 3 years ago
I used to be anorexic, and I'm still suffering from anorexia. A lot of people blame me for being like this. But this is not my choice. Its a chemical reaction in the brain. I think I'm fat/obese when I'm stick man skinny. And I don't realize it. And some people like me can't stop this from happening. It just is like that. But I take some meds that are suppose to help me, and I have a therapist and councillor. But its still really hard for me.
Deseonfire 3 years ago 7
I have a poem about coming out of anorexia on my page take a look if you want.
It might help you.
Stay Strong I hope your ok aded you as a friend
Sum41rockmysocks 3 years ago
I sincerely hope you win your battle. Good for you for trying.
AWickedMind 3 years ago
ijust dont understand how ppl can do those things to themselves. slowly dying..
kladjd 3 years ago
when someone is anorexic they don't see what everyone else see's they look in the mirror and see a fat person they see it as a life style choose that how the pro anna websites work they give the person the thing they crave atseptence what would you rather hear "what are you doing to your self you look a mess your mums really worried" or "it's a life style choose being thin is all that matters your one of us successfull people are thin we'll help you be a better person" i hope this helps
laurakinsella 3 years ago
Well uhm..actually, not all anorexic's see themselves as fat. I speak to someone who has an eating disorder and doesnt think shes fat.
Im just saying..
HeartBreaker4Life 3 years ago
Its a mental disorder that is more about control then apperance really. Your outword apperance is just a cover for the major issue and that is why it is so hard to get over. if it was just an image thing it would be easy and it is not.
DaggersBloodPain 3 years ago
these three reactions are all true and clever! Just saying :-p
justalittlebitharder 3 years ago
i have no idea how people will stop eating to be super skinny
Gianellaisawesome 3 years ago
hey i hope that this stops someone from becoming sick with anorexia or bulimia.liked the vid.check out my page and vids.
beautifulmind7979 4 years ago
Completely awesome video.
shrinerspark 4 years ago
Hey your on my myspace lol. Loved the video. I ask myself that same question everyday.
unperfectisback 4 years ago
beautiful =]
8Uberz8 4 years ago
oo i like your video. very tasteful - no pun intended :S
kathleenvh 4 years ago
wow itz just sad how ppl do this to their bodies i mean u only have one lyf to live y choose to have ur bones lok lyk their ready to burst out of your body? u can b pretty and not b anorexic or bulemic plus u ruin your throat wen u throw up i jus dont get y ppl do this....
carebear1234567890 4 years ago
because it feels good when you are stressed and depressed
reiner7674 4 years ago
Because it really has nothing to do with 'being pretty' at all. There's a point when you want it to stop, but it's not that easy. At the end, you realize it's not a choice at all. You don't "choose" to do this to yourself, it's caused by other things going on in your life and in your mind.
useddayfailfold 4 years ago 2
@useddayfailfold not necesarily. i have/had anorexia. ive been eating for more than a year now but still recovering mentally. anyways it is sort of a choice. whether or not you have an eating disorder yu decide whether or not to eat. i decided to start eating again cuz i realized that ana did nothing and never will do anything to help me, only hurt me. i started eating cuz i chose to and now ive never ben happier like when i started even tho i was havin issues i chose to not eat
Katieluvsmilk15 2 months ago
truly inspiring,
i hope no one goes thru this ever again
maria88hot 4 years ago
Blonde redhead is a band. not a song name. :]
WickedEmoFairy 4 years ago
yes, its blonde redead but an untitled song from melodie of damaged lemons.
AylaTehLazerBitch 4 years ago
She says it in the info dammit! Read.
Lakeiaspissed 4 years ago
Okay, no she didn't. lulz
Lakeiaspissed 4 years ago
lmao
spidersweb06 4 years ago
whats the song name?
WickedEmoFairy 4 years ago
i like the song... what songs name??
sibuka 4 years ago
that means, that the song has a message in our brains.
I love the art of your video, is better than mine, (REALLY) dramatic and elegant
the photographer did not know, beautiful work..
cheers :)
(my english sucks.. sorry)
PsicoticaZombie 4 years ago
This is very expressive, I like how you represented your feelings with paintings. The last Picasso in the video is very interesting, because of the two frightened individuals in the background. I like this, although it saddens me. You're brave for being able to share your struggles.
fionaolia 4 years ago