It's ok to occasionally think of suicide, these things are ok. If you ever wory about that you might do it try and get help first. speak to a trusted family member or speak to a close frend or your GP who can refer you on to further help.
Don't commit suicide. It's the worse thing ever. You may think that no one cares about me when really there is always atleast one person who really cares. My friend committed suicide. And my new Best Friend who i love to death he wants to commit suicide too. I stayed up all night n the phone with him just tso I knew he wouldn't do it. It only gets rid of the pain but everything's over and there's no turning back. it hurts everyone a lot.
Self harm isnt the worst thing you can do, If your looking for medical help (therapy etc) then see a GP first, or talk to your school counsellor if you too young to make an appointment.
if all you'd like is someone to talk to i'm here and reply every day to messages OR go to the national self harm network forum ( link in the description) to speak to someone there, It helped me and it can help you too. Self harm isnt a bad thing. it beats being dead for sure.
I almost stabbed myself with a kitchen knife and then i stopped by getting help from my friends I didnt tell my parents because they will take it really hard and i allways go to my friends now that im in high school something went bad , Now im planning to cut my hand or cut abit like marks if my life continus , I REALLY NEED HELP!! I LOST MOST OF MY FRIEND THAT HELPED ME IN PRMARY WHAT NOW !!!!
i had the same thing i got a lot of help from my freinds in highshool untill one day the no longer wanted to be my friends so i turned to the internet i used the NSHN website to help me get by the forum link is in the desciption (wont let me post it here sorry) if youre worried about that you could always talk to me instead im usually checking in here once a day
I didnt think my problems were that bad - I thought I was hiding them alright. And then on the 14.06.10, a great friend of mine asked me something shocking - "You're not thinking of killing yourself, are you?", and I knew from that moment my game was up. It doesnt stop me cutting though.
cutting isnt a bad thing if it stops you killing yourself,. i spent about 8 years self harming on a daily basis. as long as you dont kill yourself you dont have to stop, make sure you viset a docter if you think you might have done some real damage.
a docter cant get your parents without your consent due to the docter patient confidentiality laws but they can however ask if its what you want then to do, usually and A and E clinic will see you without having to make an appointment if you need youre parents to make one.
they cant force you to get your parents involved and cant refuse to treat you becuase of the hipocratic oathe, at the very least in an emergancy you could viset the AnE clinic and get help. otherwise i'd suggest looking for a friend to talk to about problems, someone to talk to can make a world of difference
well im always here to talk to you if youd like but if your a little unsure about talking to a 20 year old then there are plenty of people your age on NSHN forums, the link to that is in the description or google NSHN forum.
it can be realy hard to get bye in life with problems weighing down on you like that, the best advice i could give you is to go to the website posted in the description and talk to the people there, i'm a regular and i talk to people there alot. if you're not so sure about that just private message me and i'll see if i can help somehow.
@ImACrazyCanadian Thats good! Actually, this video made me think about stopping.. I never really got into cutting.. but I have. Can you thank him for me. He changed my life. Thanks.
i used to cut my arms, legs and shoulders, the blood reminded me i wa alive...it helped temporerally. I'm not saying it's wrong on the opposite i'd be very dead without it. But if you ever want help stopping then i'm always available to talk.
@devilfish98 I know whats that like, I mean it seems like a day can take forever when you just want it to be all over with, Is there anything i could do to help? you prob here that a lot too but really if there is then just ask
i us to be like that. i us to salf harm every day. just to feel alive and in contral and so that i can stop feeling sad. i us to also do othere things of salf harm. thank you for making this video it made me feel not so alone. thanks (crying)
don't worry you're never really alone in this world, As i've said before if you want someone who's been through it all aswell you can message me or Try the NHSN forum, It's a good anonomys place to chat to lots of people who know exactly what it's like. There's even a crisis room tot talk to people in emergancy's in. try it out it cant hurt
hi. thanks for this vid...in a way the first part is so painful to watch. i self harm. i don't mind the blood or cuts or scars...what really gets me and tears me up inside is the first part when he's talking about it. for me, talking is so much more painful. thanks for showing people all they have to do is listen and care.
Hey no problem. The subject in the interview was a real amazing friend and the interview solidifies what i'm trying to say. I'm glad this video is reaching out to people, i'm an ex self harmer (though there never really is such a thing, right?) so i can understand how you feel. If you want help lowering the amount of times you cut or just some people to chat to who are in simalair situation the NHSN forum is a great place. Check out the dscription of the video for a link. it's anonymous aswell.
Sometimes i catch myself thinking of getting a knife and stabbing my stomach until i shut down.
LolaRisk 2 weeks ago
@LolaRisk
It's ok to occasionally think of suicide, these things are ok. If you ever wory about that you might do it try and get help first. speak to a trusted family member or speak to a close frend or your GP who can refer you on to further help.
DemonBakon 2 weeks ago
Don't commit suicide. It's the worse thing ever. You may think that no one cares about me when really there is always atleast one person who really cares. My friend committed suicide. And my new Best Friend who i love to death he wants to commit suicide too. I stayed up all night n the phone with him just tso I knew he wouldn't do it. It only gets rid of the pain but everything's over and there's no turning back. it hurts everyone a lot.
14TStunna 5 days ago
im a self harmer what shal i do i self harm melf everyday help me !
cconnor123456789 2 weeks ago
@cconnor123456789
Self harm isnt the worst thing you can do, If your looking for medical help (therapy etc) then see a GP first, or talk to your school counsellor if you too young to make an appointment.
if all you'd like is someone to talk to i'm here and reply every day to messages OR go to the national self harm network forum ( link in the description) to speak to someone there, It helped me and it can help you too. Self harm isnt a bad thing. it beats being dead for sure.
DemonBakon 2 weeks ago
I almost stabbed myself with a kitchen knife and then i stopped by getting help from my friends I didnt tell my parents because they will take it really hard and i allways go to my friends now that im in high school something went bad , Now im planning to cut my hand or cut abit like marks if my life continus , I REALLY NEED HELP!! I LOST MOST OF MY FRIEND THAT HELPED ME IN PRMARY WHAT NOW !!!!
XxelinzybadyXx 1 month ago
@XxelinzybadyXx
i had the same thing i got a lot of help from my freinds in highshool untill one day the no longer wanted to be my friends so i turned to the internet i used the NSHN website to help me get by the forum link is in the desciption (wont let me post it here sorry) if youre worried about that you could always talk to me instead im usually checking in here once a day
DemonBakon 1 month ago
I didnt think my problems were that bad - I thought I was hiding them alright. And then on the 14.06.10, a great friend of mine asked me something shocking - "You're not thinking of killing yourself, are you?", and I knew from that moment my game was up. It doesnt stop me cutting though.
HellsLeeWay 2 months ago
@HellsLeeWay
cutting isnt a bad thing if it stops you killing yourself,. i spent about 8 years self harming on a daily basis. as long as you dont kill yourself you dont have to stop, make sure you viset a docter if you think you might have done some real damage.
DemonBakon 1 month ago
@DemonBakon I cant. Because of my age they have to bring my parents in, and I cant have them knowing.
HellsLeeWay 1 month ago
@HellsLeeWay
a docter cant get your parents without your consent due to the docter patient confidentiality laws but they can however ask if its what you want then to do, usually and A and E clinic will see you without having to make an appointment if you need youre parents to make one.
DemonBakon 1 month ago
@DemonBakon The counsellors and doctors said that my parents needed to be involved when it came to any form of further treatment.
HellsLeeWay 1 month ago
@HellsLeeWay
they cant force you to get your parents involved and cant refuse to treat you becuase of the hipocratic oathe, at the very least in an emergancy you could viset the AnE clinic and get help. otherwise i'd suggest looking for a friend to talk to about problems, someone to talk to can make a world of difference
DemonBakon 1 month ago
@DemonBakon Again, age thing. I'm classed as a minor, so they have to call parents. And I used to talk to friend. emphasis in the used ...
HellsLeeWay 1 month ago
@HellsLeeWay
well im always here to talk to you if youd like but if your a little unsure about talking to a 20 year old then there are plenty of people your age on NSHN forums, the link to that is in the description or google NSHN forum.
DemonBakon 1 month ago
my friends think im going to commit suicide before im 18... i think they are right, ive already writen a suicide letter, im 12...
SasaDiegoAdvice 2 months ago
it can be realy hard to get bye in life with problems weighing down on you like that, the best advice i could give you is to go to the website posted in the description and talk to the people there, i'm a regular and i talk to people there alot. if you're not so sure about that just private message me and i'll see if i can help somehow.
DemonBakon 1 month ago
What song is playing at 2:44
botdf1999 2 months ago
@botdf1999
Sia breathe me.
DemonBakon 1 month ago
sp sad i neeed help badly :(
yoko2296 3 months ago
@yoko2296
viset the website marked in the description people who have been where you are are there to help it really saved my ass on more than once occasion
DemonBakon 1 month ago
Oh my god! This made me cry!
ImACrazyCanadian 9 months ago
@ImACrazyCanadian
dont worry he's got a better life now, i see him regularly and he's been self harm free for about a year and a half.
DemonBakon 9 months ago
@ImACrazyCanadian Thats good! Actually, this video made me think about stopping.. I never really got into cutting.. but I have. Can you thank him for me. He changed my life. Thanks.
ImACrazyCanadian 9 months ago
@ImACrazyCanadian
i told him you said thank you and he's happy he could make some changes to peoples lives
DemonBakon 1 month ago
i hurt myself. i punch my self in the face to check if im alive
devilfish98 10 months ago
@devilfish98
i used to cut my arms, legs and shoulders, the blood reminded me i wa alive...it helped temporerally. I'm not saying it's wrong on the opposite i'd be very dead without it. But if you ever want help stopping then i'm always available to talk.
DemonBakon 10 months ago
@DemonBakon its mainly because life drags on and it feels like im dead sometimes
devilfish98 10 months ago
@devilfish98 I know whats that like, I mean it seems like a day can take forever when you just want it to be all over with, Is there anything i could do to help? you prob here that a lot too but really if there is then just ask
DemonBakon 9 months ago
i us to be like that. i us to salf harm every day. just to feel alive and in contral and so that i can stop feeling sad. i us to also do othere things of salf harm. thank you for making this video it made me feel not so alone. thanks (crying)
emoboy2300 10 months ago
@emoboy2300
don't worry you're never really alone in this world, As i've said before if you want someone who's been through it all aswell you can message me or Try the NHSN forum, It's a good anonomys place to chat to lots of people who know exactly what it's like. There's even a crisis room tot talk to people in emergancy's in. try it out it cant hurt
DemonBakon 10 months ago
hi. thanks for this vid...in a way the first part is so painful to watch. i self harm. i don't mind the blood or cuts or scars...what really gets me and tears me up inside is the first part when he's talking about it. for me, talking is so much more painful. thanks for showing people all they have to do is listen and care.
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goodxbadxugly1 2 years ago
Hey no problem. The subject in the interview was a real amazing friend and the interview solidifies what i'm trying to say. I'm glad this video is reaching out to people, i'm an ex self harmer (though there never really is such a thing, right?) so i can understand how you feel. If you want help lowering the amount of times you cut or just some people to chat to who are in simalair situation the NHSN forum is a great place. Check out the dscription of the video for a link. it's anonymous aswell.
DemonBakon 2 years ago