cause i now realise u cant make others like and see who u really are.. cause if they dont they wont.... i thought they cud see me for who i was... wrongo big mistake.. i actually thought and felt that they wer in love with me wrongo it was myself thinking these things or just wishing and or fantasising with these feelings of wanting to feel loved by something im actually truly NOT, im a complete mess inside, a internal wars happening with me and i cant let it out cause others will prob hate me..
im constantly living with feeling fear.. i want to let this go now because im stuck in a dull low place in my lie. i need out i need to forgive myself for my PATHETIC stupidity around a certain someone....... im so sorry and i always regrett this... not being able to be real and true with myself, iv never done anything bad on any1, im just an emotional wreck at myself :( i play havoc with my own feelings and sometimes but not often others.. i just make try to get them to like me which im sorry 4
How can I forgive myself for quiting my job and slacking off? I'm no slave , it's my right. My boss and co workers hate me anyway. Can I forgive them ? Hell no ! I don't belong in the presence of a bunch of bigotted,chainsmokin', chronic alcoholic, junkie, theiving,profane REPROBATE LOSERS!!!!And that's how I justify quiting my job, therefore forgiving myself.
cause i now realise u cant make others like and see who u really are.. cause if they dont they wont.... i thought they cud see me for who i was... wrongo big mistake.. i actually thought and felt that they wer in love with me wrongo it was myself thinking these things or just wishing and or fantasising with these feelings of wanting to feel loved by something im actually truly NOT, im a complete mess inside, a internal wars happening with me and i cant let it out cause others will prob hate me..
chrisbartley88 2 weeks ago
im constantly living with feeling fear.. i want to let this go now because im stuck in a dull low place in my lie. i need out i need to forgive myself for my PATHETIC stupidity around a certain someone....... im so sorry and i always regrett this... not being able to be real and true with myself, iv never done anything bad on any1, im just an emotional wreck at myself :( i play havoc with my own feelings and sometimes but not often others.. i just make try to get them to like me which im sorry 4
chrisbartley88 2 weeks ago
i cant even forgive my shadow
12REASONSTOWORRY 1 month ago
AMEN!!
Merry christmas and happy holidays!!
SECRETSANTAFORYOU 2 months ago
Thank you Shannon, I really needed this message. Much Love to you and yours.
camellia178 1 year ago
namaste ! sweet woman ...
javowiz 2 years ago
How can I forgive myself for quiting my job and slacking off? I'm no slave , it's my right. My boss and co workers hate me anyway. Can I forgive them ? Hell no ! I don't belong in the presence of a bunch of bigotted,chainsmokin', chronic alcoholic, junkie, theiving,profane REPROBATE LOSERS!!!!And that's how I justify quiting my job, therefore forgiving myself.
SPAZZUNAKI 2 years ago
amen , ra!
billgermany2000 2 years ago