The Journey of An Opiate Addict: Part 1, The Begining

[SugarSigur]

Anyone who doesn't have the fucking sense to know what they're taking or to at least find out what it is, is a fucking idiot...and the doctors that keep handing the dope out are just as retarded. I know certain drugs make me feel good, but I'm also smart enough to know not to ever take ANYTHING for that many days straight, let alone pain killers. Getting strung out is so stupid, and I'll never understand it.

[willeng84]

@SugarSigur ARE YOU FUCKING SERIOUS!! Most of the time the DOCTORS ARE LIED TOO BY BIG PHARM. ALSO Accidents happen, MAY YOU NEVER DISLOCATE YOUR HIP IN A CAR WRECK! I was bed ridden and doped up for along time THEN had to have wrist surgery. DONE! It never happens on purpose you don't want this life. You wake up one day and can't function and you go OH I didn't take a hydro/methadone/oc today....ITS OVER

[SugarSigur]

@willeng84 you are definitely right about the doctors...but they're DOCTORS...if they don't see through that shit and aren't smart enough to know what opiates are, they don't need to be in practice. I understand how someone with chronic pain can end up dependent, but when the doctor shopping, hustling, wheeling and dealing begins it's clear that the person is functioning enough to cop, so why aren't they functional enough to begin a weening process?

[willeng84]

@SugarSigur They don't see through it b/c so much new shit is always being forced down they're throats..FLOODED!!! They have new meds. to offer patients of every kind if you don't have health insurance/can't afford the REAL meds. Like they have a clue what that shits doing to cancer patients hearts..FUCK THE CANCER IS BETTER THAN THE MEDS SOME TIME......I just consider 99% of america fucked and polluted with filthy criminals in Lawyer/Doctor/Judge...Get it...Its a game to them

[oatstao]

excellent heart felt video. Thanks for sharing.

[PadawanPaddy]

Hey I am in Treatment now. Thank you for making this vid. I am gonna watch the rest. But I wanna reccommend psychiatric counseling too and AA/NA.

[BigVOLdaddy]

several lessons here...dont drink n drive...dont get out of your car just because someone behind you is blinkin lights and waving arms and finally...miranda is lucky to be alive ( and hot as hell too...just sayin)

[BigVOLdaddy]

Hi Miranda...i realize this video is over a year old, but damn good to see you trying to get well...hope you still are doing so....those kids need you

[Vipguy2003]

Why do we always blame the doctors? A doctors job is to control pain. The drug laws are a bigger problem then drugs are. They should have no more restrictions then we put on the sale of alcohol. The DEA has doctors so afraid to prescribe pain medications chronic pain patients are suffering because they are under medicated. I don't need big brother telling me what I can & can't put in my body.

[blueberrypie33]

why dont you sue this doctor?

[MrLeagueOJustice]

@blueberrypie33

"sue the doctor?

Why don't you learn what being an adult means ? 

[blueberrypie33]

@MrLeagueOJustice being adult means everybody takes own responsibility. and i think here the doctor has some responsibility too. at least he can warn and inform his patient about addiction. in my country only expert doctors give this kind of painkiller to terminally ills and under control!!! and i think its medicine ethic and doctors responsibility not uniformed patient responsibility!

so why dont you learn some about medicine ethic and not being arrogant to people?

[MrLeagueOJustice]

@blueberrypie33

You're the kind of person that wants to be told how to eat and shit properly and and you fuck it up for the rest of us.

[blueberrypie33]

@MrLeagueOJustice really? so you need this kind of doctors so much. i dont want fuck it up for you. go to them. bye mr adult:))

[Misslola946]

There is a big problem with American Health regulations.., they keep proscribing addictive medicines on a daily basis.., in absolutely unnecessary cases.., it's just fucked up system you have guys over ther..! I really never heard about so many PM addict as in America or let's ..! I know that in Europe they proscribing those kin of addictive strong Mede to a cancer patient or people who are dying.., you know..! And it's not only this it's everything .., food for example.., god knows what you pe

[cursty1]

how stong is one morphine pill? we get them up to 200mg retarded morphine, which is quite a lot and the most I had taken was 4 of them but I have been addicted for 31 years, so just out of interest, how many mg of morphine to one tablet?

[Anabella1974]

I'm so sorry to hear about your encounter with the man. You should tell your story to Good MOrning America or someone who will listen. Ugh! I want this guy to be caught! Regardless of your addiction, which, of course is another issue, justice needs to be served. I hope your sis is ok too. I wish you love and luck on your long journey to detox. Blessings!

[Lvduggo69]

@MAKER6450

U have no idea what you're talking about !

Do some research before talking like a expert.

[ExNihiloJimmy]

you are a wonderful and beautiful woman

[GamerTribe]

HERES THE POINT DONT GET ADDICTED TO THE SHIT THAT FUCKED UP ALL THESE PEOPLES LIVES...DOESNT TAKE MUCH PRECPTIVE ABILITIES TO FIGURE THAT SHIT OUT

[dajay2k]

Oh gosh this shows how Fucked up the usa medical system is

[dajay2k]

Crazy yanks

[tom474e]

Doctors have the responsibility to inform patients of the addiction potential of opiate drugs. Once your an addict, your an addict for life. Im very happy you found the help you needed to get better. Im on Subutex as well and it works, I have a normal life back again.

[tom474e]

The guy who hit you deserves a beating...from me.

[prodigy12ish]

hi girl you are lovely looking and it breal`s my heart seeing this way i would like too your firend if you don`t mind adam chester,uk

[wappennow]

Hi Miranda...I am writing from the Caribbean...I came across your video while doing research with regards to opiates. If extreme mental pain disrupts your ability to function, what other recourse is there to find relief? I think we are all addicts of one kind or another, something that balances you out ( prayer, yoga, drugs, exercise, sex, smoking etc... ). I think you just need to find the healthiest one that works for you.

Much love,

Mike

[ender3711]

You might find this interesting:

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[iEatBoneDust]

The Doctor had nothing to do with you liking the euphoria a little too much and taking them more than you should have. I'm an addict, it's my fucking fault. I'm sick every day if I don't have my sub, that's MY fault, no one else's.

[iEatBoneDust]

II'm in Metairie. Louisiana sucks.

[iEatBoneDust]

I'm happy for you but please correct the spelling of those chemicals.

[johnbesselievre]

burprenorpine/subutex and suboxone and thats what helped me, this is my second time on subs (relapsed, though this time im tired of the bullshit, the first time i was on them i didnt really care) and im still on it currently. i also get a script fro 90-2mg xanax which helps my GAD, APD, PTSD and more.

these drugs will ruin your life, and too all these kids saying "oxycontin is the shit or i can get off roxys anytime i want." Take it from us grown folk who have been around the block a few times.

[Drwurth]

Actually a lot of people do research on medicine before they take them I always have and would advise everyone to do the same regardless of how good your doctor is.. It takes five minutes...

[Waltliston]

Suboxone, I'm telling you it works...

[sawbones1989]

try some real dope you aint skinny enough

[TheMensaGenius]

God, that slow sad voice reminds me of withdrawals, can't watch the video!

[astraltears1]

One word comes to mind after watching this video, NAIVE!!! Which is a kind word for this person, otherwise its ignorance. If you are looking for pity lady you are not going to find it here there are many people who have gone through the same hell you have including myself but I faced my problems and dealt with it. Also blaming the doctors is just stupid, no one made you take the damn pills, should of done some research on what you were taking that's no excuse. You also repeat yourself a lot too.

[13Opiate]

wow ok there are a TON of people who get injured and have to take pain medication and never ever get addicted at all.thats silly. I am a heroin addict, I know all abt what its about and that ok, and It is insane to blame anyone. I dont blame. HOWEVER I also love my life and enjoy what I do, and of COURSE people will say "well just wait awhile youll learn" but no sorry Ive been doing my thing for 20 plus years already and Im ok. I just wanted to say dont blame others even if U are unhappy

[Aaliyahluver85]

@13Opiate My best Friend overdosed off of Heroin. Whatever you do please be very careful and take care of yourself. His B-day was yesterday that's why I am deep in throught about this...

[Aaliyahluver85]

@13Opiate Thought I mean not throught***

[secureteam10]

I'm sick of seeing all of these negative comments from people who obviously know DICK about having an addiction. I was addicted to opiates for 9 years and am just now 25. My addiction started, like MANY, with a group of doctors who went to extremes in over-prescribing me strong narcotic pain medication. Then once you're hooked, they take you off and you're left to fend for yourself. The FACTS are that most people DON'T realize the effect of these drugs and actually TRUST these quack doctors.

[hollybee43]

@secureteam10 Yes, I think many doctors do "overprescribe," but really, it's not their job to control your habits. that's your job. You need to have the self-control and common sense to know that these things are very, very dangerous. I'm not trying to diss anyone with an addictive personality. I'm just saying don't blame the doctors.

[secureteam10]

@hollybee43 Saying "just don't blame the doctors" is to say that doctors play NO part in the addictions of millions, when I know full well there are 200+ pain clinics just within the lower part of my state who are set up to do nothing BUT shell out mass amounts of pain killers. As long as you pay your $200 you get your script. So don't sit there and tell me that doctors "can't control your habits".. Well, yes they can. They know what they are prescribing and know BETTER than to over-do prescribe

[hollybee43]

@secureteam10 I never said they CAN'T control your habits, of course they can. They are not going to though, and shouldn't have to.

And to compare a drug addict to a cancer patient is saying you have no control. I have been an "involuntary addict" myself. I know it feels like there is no control and i know chemicals take over. Point is drugs are available everywhere. You must admit it was your own fault if you're going to heal. I'm not going to keep arguing though so bye.

[secureteam10]

@hollybee43 - Doctors shouldn't have to look our for their patients and the strong narcotics they prescribe? That is there number one job. Look after your patient. Doctor's know better and willfully doll out medication like it's candy. I'm not saying that addict is at no fault, but I am saying that doctors do play a part, and in many cases are the reason some addicts get hooked in the first place. Pill mills are everywhere and doctors are not angels, while the drug companies make billions..

[secureteam10]

@hollybee43 - Furthermore try telling those with cancer or another debilitating injury to "have common sense".. Tell me, how do you have common sense when you're in constant pain 24/7 and need the medication? Not to mention the fact that these doctors will over-prescribe you oxycontin for months/years at a time, then just as soon cut you off without ANY taper. By that time your a die-hard addict and the doctor says "Tough luck your on your own." It would be one thing if the DR tapered patients.

[MAKER6450]

@secureteam10 blaming the doctor is bullshit.

you know what you're doing when you take the pills.

everyone knows they're addictive.

you say the doctor was over prescribing you drugs....doesnt mean you have to over- use the drugs.

take what you need for the pain and stop.

im guessing you liked the feeling of the drugs so you continued taking more than you needed.

now that you're cut off you complain like a child.

I spent 10 years addicted to it....i know how the story goes.

[MrLeagueOJustice]

@secureteam10

Drs had nothing to do with it. YOU addicted yourself. Get over yourself. Quit and in a week you'll be fine

[Dream0faDream]

brave beautiful lady

[northllstr]

..The way you describe it when your at the hospital and they inform you that your jaws broken,and then "give you pain pills..." , its like *you* are blaming them for providing *you* with pain-re-leaf,and that why you became addicted.

Thats *not* why you became addicted,ma-bee you have depression,ectera,and,like *so* many others,youve abused the system,and now your hooked.What would you have done if they *only* gave you extra strengh tylenol,or a few asprins?

[realbluemeanie]

@northllstr

Cease your *raping* of the star button.

[doctorrockter]

Most people do research into what they're taking! This girls a retard !

[vegetajenovax]

@doctorrockter Yea, some people do. But unsuspecting individuals like myself who were hurt on the job and trust their family doctors, then discover a world of Happiness & Sadness at the same time. It actually tears you apart, yea we all took it to get high, at first. But after years of use, we take it to feel normal. I'd like to see you try to go through withdrawal.

[doctorrockter]

U probably shouldn't get out of the car when it's late at night and a guys behind you flashing his lights?? Ya think?

[catnico1]

just stay away from N.A..

[GlassDeviant]

You're blaming the doctor for getting you started on drugs? Sorry, you made your choices when you sought more beyond what the doctor gave you for the pain from your injury.

[passiveMenis]

@GlassDeviant

She took what the doctor told her to give her for the time she was supposed to.

[CaseModVideos]

Ignore the potshots from these "just say no" idiots. You are following human nature, which causes you to actually want to feel good. Shocking, isn't it ??

How dare anyone try to feel good !! Anyone that has the nerve to do something that feels good has to be locked up and the key thrown away.

This is the idiocy of our $300 billion per year drug war and the millions of prisoners costing another $60 grand a year to keep locked away.

[MAGDA69696969]

Educate yourself "who does"

MANY people actually do do the research what their dr.s are giving them.

i do feel for you... I was addicted to oxycontin... about 10 80mg pills/day...

I know what its all about.... but stop acting like a child and stop being ignorant.. take responsibility over our actions..

[drugsguru]

@MAGDA69696969 what a wanker you are

[MAGDA69696969]

@drugsguru

a wanker.... guaranteed ur teeth are jacked!!! fuckin junkie

[MAGDA69696969]

@drugsguru A WANKER STOP MSGING ME YOU FUCKIN IGNORANT FUCK WHO THINKS HES SOME AUTHOR, WRITER... U SUCK... SHOW ME 1 BOOK YOU HAVE PUBLISHED... DO U EVEN KNOW WHAT THAT MEANS "WANKER" YOUR A 50 YEAR OLD MAN AND YOU'VE GOT A YOUNG ASIAN GIRL AS YOUR PROFILE PIC.... PEDOPHILE!!!! THATS SOCIETY CALLS PPL LIKE YOURSELF!!!!

[MAGDA69696969]

all u keep saying is I didnt know... no one told me... my dr gave them to me.... no one told me.... stop acting so ignorant... please a person deep down feels themselves getting addicted... something that good cant be good forever.. U act like its not your fault "u didnt know" "u had no idea" 'no one told you" excuses for being ignorant... are you educated?

[HairLossFromSteroids]

@MAGDA69696969 I agree with you 100%, hopefully her videos will reach others the "had no idea either" though. At the same time, I do believe that she had "no idea" -- she can't spell "heroin" "perocet" or any of the 'tags' on this video. Doctors are way conservative with pain meds these days, for better or worse. Very few people, without MAJOR injuries, can get hooked without having 2 or 3 other suppliers.

[MAGDA69696969]

@HairLossFromSteroids i dont believe she had no idea... i believe shes that is her excuse. Being ignorant isn't a very good excuse. I imagine if you count how many times she uses that excuse "I didnt know" "nobody told me"

STOP BEING IGNORANT PEOPLE! & i've been in her shoes... much worse off actually and I blame myself.. Good for her for being motivated to stop... if she really is determined... but i cant listen to her bs over and over..

[tishaschwanger]

Cberrett

You're an idiot who obviously knows nothing about addiction. If you took one percocet a day for 3 months you probably would not feel any sort of withdrawal. But I have to question your motive there; if you only needed one a day, why take them? Sounds to me like you liked taking them because a person who takes one a day doesn't sound like they need them too bad. Also, why would you watch this vid if you weren't interested in addiction and/or opiates? Shut your mouth you fool.

[Redrumhydro]

damn i gotta get those morphine pills, but idk where to find them

[marydilk]

such a sad story , i hope the guy who hit you gets well and truly raped in the ass by kharma

[wanchastu]

@cbarret34, eat a dick you dumbass twat'

[drugsguru]

@wanchastu i bet your a fucking right star you fucking idiot

[wanchastu]

@jewsreallydidwtc, is your user name implying that the Jews are responsible for 9/11?

[wanchastu]

Hells yea!! Me, you, a bottle of tabs, maybe a few junts. Just bring the rubbers and meet me at the sonic in Alexandria @ 7pm. I'll be in the grey Buick skylark.

[royalnaz1]

Your a pretty opiate addict. I like opiates too

[negasplenetic]

when i had a bad ear infetion i was given oxycodone the only thing it gives me is dizzynes and puke so yea didnt see rainbows or plastic gorillas

[BizzareCorpse]

Miranda do you take in the ass..I bet you have an awesome orgasn ohoh fuck my ass.

[Billadude]

wow.. watched the first 5 min an it had nothinggggg to do with opiate addiction... im guessing you could have put all 10 parts of this story into 1.. no offense, but just my opinion.. get to the POINT! we don't want to hear your life story. at least I don't. although your title does say Journey... maybe it's just me.. i was just expecting something a littttttttle more interesting and hardcore addiction.. I do wish u the best of luck getting clean tho.. everyone addictions are different.

[hathorrox]

@Billadude This girl has yet to realize that the attention span of the avg YouTube user lasts about 5 minutes at the very most (the more good-looking you the more time you have play with).

[moseseseseses]

Your voice is to low child, if you cannot speak louder than this, we cannot have the patience to strain our ears to hear you, make this video over, and talk up so we can hear you.

[JewsReallyDidWTC]

@moseseseseses Or, perhaps your condescending tone and poor English speaking skills are making it difficult for you to hear a normal-volume video. U Mad?

[cbarrett34]

you wouldn't have been addicted after just one month. i'm sorry. i was on them for 3 months one time, after some dental work, and just stopped them, and was fine. was perks, 7.5 mg, 30 count, 3 refills. was fine. you became an addict because you wanted to stay on them. don't blame the dr. you live and die with YOUR CHOICES

[KINGKENNYTHEHOLY]

@cbarrett34 people are different,body chemistries etc..some people can indeed get addicted after a very short time while some can keep chipping forever,but the monster get them all in the end..so show some respect kindly..

[TheStonerchick90]

@KINGKENNYTHEHOLY very well told

[KINGKENNYTHEHOLY]

@cbarrett34 plus percocet 7.5 mg is like strong aspirin for real hardcore addicts with a tolerance...please dont talk about stuff you dont understand..I apologize if im being harsh ,but your coming off as judgemental and kind of a know it all...im sure your not like that in real life and everyone posts dumb comments on here from time to time,but think before you post..

Have a nice day..

[bojangles322]

@cbarrett34 bahaahahah ya u wouldnt get have any withdrawl to speak of if ur taking 7.5 mgs a day you clown. thats like nothing. dont speak on things u dont know about, go watch alice in wonderland and masturbate you tool

[tpvalley]

@cbarrett34 it depends on the person, but u can become addicted physically after 2 weeks or less.

taking them for pain u dont have the same phsycology to notice withdrawls as such, u may have thought u had a cold or were depressed, but because u didnt think that it could be releived by drugs u lived it differently.

isnt wanting them being an addict and a symptom of.

[MAGDA69696969]

@tpvalley wanting them doesnt validate or mean you are an addict, that is called a craving...that is not addiction, a part of it definately not all of it..

[tpvalley]

@MAGDA69696969

wanting them all the time does as does doing something more often than every 2 weeks according to phsychologists.

before u ever tried drugs u were interested u didnt want them, after u try them u WANT them if u enjoy them, u r an addict if u yield to such urges.

there is also a difference between addiction and dependance.

[cbarrett34]

don't blame the dr's. blame yourself

[axlfoleyfanatic]

OMG ! The samething happen to me doctor wise .It is my 7th year on oxycontin and all I can think about is suicide , and was prescribed Oxycontin for broken ribs , believe it or not ? The doctor didn't take a measley 1 minute out of his precious time to tell me what these pills were.I know now , the devil itself ? I have tried substitutes , but bcz of a heart condition it messed up all the receptors.Plz help me ?

[Garomaro]

i was shooting 10-13 30's a day went down to 1 a day then went back up to 6 or 7 and now im just doing shit with my friends, and ive been clean for 2 weeks

[leonakita]

omg you are such a pathetic victum blaming everybody but yourself for YOUR mistake...take responsibility and get help

[AtheistPharmacist]

did they get this scum bag that hurt you?

[jcasetnl]

I was prescribed vicodin after I had my wisdom teeth out when I was 18. It was a small amount yet I do recall they created a very euphoric feeling. Just a feeling of well-being and happiness. I could tell I could easily become hooked on them and have avoided them like the plague ever since. Even today, nearly 20 years later, I still clearly recall the feeling. Powerful stuff.

[BigBuds88]

Well Its rare for someone to be real hooked after 1 month of prob 4 a day. This is just someone with an addictive personality like myself and many others and u enjoyed abusing them thats when you get the real hook. The Hydro 10. ? lol

[michellelphillips]

You are very brave to do this video. I hope that you are still doing well and are clean. I'm trying to help two of my very very close friends overcome their addiction. I have tried to try to help them get back on track. Everyday I hope they are strong enough to keep going but they keep relapsing. Right now it isn't controlling their entire lives like before but it's still an ongoing problem. I appreciate seeing someone open up about it and learning more about it. Best wishes

[CARFRL35]

god your beauutiful

[iloveme09100]

i hear u mamas do u mind sending me a message i would like mo info bty you are beautiful and you are an inspiration my name is DEEDEE

[SweetJaneofGoth]

Like my brother was a heroin junkhead and always stealing from me to buy his dope. He even tried to pimp me to some asshole friend for dope. I got sick and tired of his bullshit and paid off one of his junkie dealer friends for a hot shot. I left it around the house and he disappeared. I never saw him again.

[BlackLabelSlushie]

@SweetJaneofGoth What is a hot shot?

[SweetJaneofGoth]

@BlackLabelSlushie Like quitting heroin is really easy, cheap, painless, and fast.

Just fill your needle with an OD of dope, coke, speed, LSD, whatever and take the shot.

You'll cured in a minute or two.

That is a hot shot

[rockynanach]

@SweetJaneofGoth some would call that murder!

[SweetJaneofGoth]

@rockynanach Like MYOB. Fuck you!

[JoeyTHEArms]

@rockynanach yeah anyone with a brain would call that murder. but that girl is just a dumb bimbo attention whore.

[Mr420ways]

I GOT HOOKED ON VICODIN FROM MY DENTIST..THEN IT WAS HEROIN! THEN CAME THE ODS THEN MY PARENTS LEFT ME AND MOVED OUTTA STATE...METHADONE SAVED MY LIFE ...FUCK ALLU HATERS THAT SAY METH IS LIQUID HANDCUFFS..DRUGS ARE THE HAND CUFFS! AND I DO NOT ABUSE MY METHADONE AND I DO NOT GET HIGH ON IT.. GOD BLESS YOU GIRL

[opheliajade1986]

U ARE SO PRETTY AND OUT OF ALL THE VIDEOS I HAVE WATCHED ON THE SUBJECT YOURS REALLY TOUCHED ME THE MOST.......I REALLY HOPE THAT U HAVE THE BEST OF LUCK WITH EVERYTHING YOU TAKE ON AND GOD BLESS YOU SWEETIE

[DextroChemist]

often doctors won't tell patients that they've been given something addictive. Patients given morphine in hospital are sometimes told they'll have flu like symptoms after being discharged. They don't know that they're having withdrawals and thus don't crave opioids and so aren't addicted.  That's one reason doctors won't say anything. Another is they may assume you'll use them in a manner consistent with the labelling.

[SaraheffinQ]

Your very brave for being able to talk about it so openly. Im on MMT and if you ever need anyone to talk to, email me. Ill be here. 

[dtmspam]

Way to go! As long as you're not dead, there is always a chance to turn things around.

[Dgaf82]

I was clean off " H" for almost ten years and in 05' I was hit head on from a drunk driver. I was told that I wuld need pain pills for life possibly and I did. While I never or still have abused my pain meds i did get back into "H" from taking then but . In a long story short I got aq bad RX of my meds got OXY from the streets and within 3 months I was not taking my pain meds and graduated from 80mg of Snorting oxy to 1gram-1.5 a day of snorting heroin . Im clean now but spent $12k in 6mon

[nguyendu519]

gO SUCK some cocks baby for a living.

[JakeEricson]

I feel you. It's hard. The way it makes you feel. It's unmatched while you're doing it, but you want to know what's better?

The feeling when your family accepts you. When your baby girl looks at you and you realize maybe everything will be good. Find something that will get you through, and stick with it. Whether it be religion, your family, or even just an art.

[gregryf]

At one time my niece used about a gram of H a day. Her boyfriend drug her ass to a methadone clinic and now she has been clean for about two years. METHADONE WORKS if you stick with it

[dinky934]

@gregryf You dont need metadone to stop using opiates get yourself a couple of suboxens like 2 break the in half and go through the withdrawls you need will power a higher power & look forward to life your real life !!! Im going through the same things as you. But you have to want it first before you can stop. You can do it GOD BLESS !!!

[gregryf]

@dinky934 I didn't say that Methadone was the only way. I just said it works. I've never been addicted to anything. I was talking about my niece.

[dinky934]

@gregryf Its cool I understand whatever works is a blessing !!! Stay clean And support your niece !!!

[dinky934]

@dinky934 Everyday is a battle for all of us with any addiction and we have to keep pushing on to a better life without pills or any kinds of drugs. My family is everything to me and I dont want to be the liar addict I was.Its 2 days before Christmas and Im 6 days clean today and still pushing to get better its a life long struggle.

[DextroChemist]

@gregryf I agree, methadone can work.

[flashpadxxx]

Hi Maranda..nic video..I am on Meth for 6 years again.But just taking 30mg a a day.Thats not so much..No other drugs.My life is pretty stable.I am working and everything is okay.Befóre i was on heroin and benzos and lived on the street fpr a few years.

I want to kick the meth but its so hard..

Did u ever take Heroin or just pills??

Greetings from germnay (sry for my bad eglish ;) )

[pinealperseverence]

"FEELING GREAT" is the side effect of opiates.

[mattman4020]

@pinealperseverence side effect or the purpose? That's kinda funny to think about... the feel good effect as a side effect... hmm. You just opened my mind to research that. Thanks.

[pinealperseverence]

yeah but doctors normally havent ever taken the drugs themelves. I take prescription drugs ALL THE TIME......I come from the worlds first location for prescription drug abuse and unless you are from there.........then your not an addict.. your a pussy.

[hypnocil10]

another addict blaming doctors

for her addiction

hey whore the doctor didn't force them on you

all of you who claim to be addicts are because you want to get high.

[johnr1031]

@hypnocil10 i love getting high but i dont use opiates, benzos, or any addictive drugs. so fuck off prick. it's not these people's fault. you think if they TRULY were aware of what would happen they would have chose to use the drugs? the reason i don't use opiates and benzos, especially, is because i've seen first hand what they do to people.

[DAVERUKY]

nice vid, know where u coming from with this.thank you.

[milleniumgrey]

my son commented on this, I.m 34. he was using my account. please dont respond to him in the future. thanx.

[gigololounging]

Opiate addicts are gifted liars and sneaky thieves. I don't believe her story about getting her jaw broke. You know how I know she's lying? Because she fails to say anything further about getting her broken jaw wired shut. Hello? That's a huge six to 12 week stretch of time to be eating through a straw...and not a word...zippo.

Look, we like our dope. In the beginning it's 10x's better than an orgasm. Stay in moderation, work out, eat well and it's Heaven on earth. A grand indulgence.

[TheRalphus666]

Get off it now 6 years isnt long and your blessed with suboxones I started in 1991 at 17 got on methadone in 1995 been on it since and ive tried to kick it and its so hard in New Jersey heroin is everywhere 50 bucks4 10 bags(bundle) or $175 for a brick(50 bags) and i have a raging benzodiazipine habit.You shouldnt of been addicted after a month it took me about 6 month daily use of shooting 80-85% pure heroin before Igot dopesick.About 8-12 of my friends never seen there 25th B.day.M-Done isShit

[nevabfliazme]

@TheRalphus666

I BELIEVE TO EACH IS OWN...... I AM FROM JERSEY AS WELL AND MY ADDICTION STARTED YES BECAUSE I WANTED TO GET HIGH NEVER KNEW WHAT I WAS GETTING INTO BUT I THINK IT IS GREAT THAT THERE ARE PPL LIKE THIS GIRL TO LET PEOPLE KNOW ABOUT HOW EASY IT IS TO GET ADDICTED........ I KNOW THAT MORE THEN 75% OF PEOPLE I KNOW YOUNG OR OLD ARE ADDICTED TO OR HAVE BEEN ADDICTED TO PAIN KILLERS HEROIN ECT......

[PainPainGoAway]

what a crazy story ! so sorry that happened...you kept sayin that "i had no idea i could get addicted... my doc just gave em to me n i took em" But seriously there are like 3 different warnings on the bottle that tells you that they mess you up. Really great vid and not to be critical, but you had to have known somewhat more than you are letting on that abuse or sustained use would cause dependance.

[420FlyinHigh420]

I hear ya. That's how I got started when I was 18 I got perscribed roxi 15s and after a while my friend got me into snorting them and then started snorting oxys then smoking oxys. Now I'm smoking heroin. Your right they really should warn people about the addiction pills can cause it's no joke.

[StevieSpikez]

im 21 an been struggling since i was 12 crazy huh? anyone reading this get at me i need to talk to someone

[goodtreetony]

@StevieSpikez hey whats up you can talk to me any time i need help and someone to talk to as well im 22 and have been taking pills on and of since i was 13 but in the last two years it has gotten very bad started with hydrocodone 5/500 then norco 10/375 now im stuck on smoking and snorting oxy 80s it sucks but lets try and help one another out hit me up anytime

[CeeCeeBonita]

I love that you said "it starts in a doctors office...they can cause the problem but they won't help you fix it." So true. That's my current situation. I wasn't warned either, they need to start doing that. They should have been doing that in the first place! Thanks for sharing your story! Best of luck to you xoxo

[CombatDaggers]

dont go for methadone EVER, tramadol is the best maintenance

[phuckingemailmehere]

@CombatDaggers tramadol would be like trying to put an apartment fire out by pissing on it compared to methadone being a firetruck , tramadol wouldnt and doesnt do shit for you or for withdrawl PERIOD

[Chloegone]

hey i found your video because i was just interested about opiates and what they do and im 15 and i have to say that your video helped me a lot to find out what they do do and i was just curious about them... and if we could talk that would be cool :) just keep making videos

[ScarletNight666]

@Chloegone Its not worth it so don't try it.It can easily kill.It can easily make you miserable.Its hell in a tab form.

[LoyalChristy]

"I didnt know they were addictive no one ever told me.. my doctor gave them to me so I thought they were o.k." my statement exactlly! I know how you feel ...I have been like this for to yrs and your right they will hand em to you but they sure as hell wont help you get off them.

[sicnixi]

GOOD LUCK :) ur so beautiful

[aroberson45]

i feel ya, i promise im a 22 year old opiate addict as well. I started using norcos then it led to oxy's, i was going to like 4 different doctors for oxys and tabs when i didnt even have any pain. I went to rehab, been clean for about 45 days, i still think about opiates daily, and i honestly cant imagine life without taking opiates ever again. So guess you could say im still struggling. Some days im fine. Some days im craving the shit out of them. Havent had withdrawals in a month tho.