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  • my psychology is this after death you will go back to sperm cells and starts racing with billions of sperms again if your lucky then just have a seconds or an hour you will born again but if not then you will wait for your turn maybe a billion years

  • And let me guess...The snake is resting comfortably...

  • It’s amazing that every religion talks about a life after so-called death, but sadly cannot explain it very well. Of course there is life after so-called death, why have life in the first place if there was nothing? And it CAN be proved.

  • omg this must have been after 2001 BUT he looks like rick astley in the 80s

  • What an idiot to have a venoumous snake as a pet without at least getting the poison out before playing with it.

  • Thumbs DOWN

  • I'm an atheist. People that know that I'm an atheist claw into me with the whole "The absence of evidence isn't the evidence of absence" thing.

    But doesn't it make more sense to believe in something with actual factual evidence as apposed to something that has no evidence for or against it?

  • @Signorellielli Okay but what is "evidence"? I mean do atoms exist in your world? No but you believe they are real because someone took a powerful microscope and said look i can see them. But in reality your brain iscreating those atoms. Your brain is made of the same material as a rock. Your brain is just billions of vibrating particles and atoms like a rock but would you say a rolck is conscious? were looking into our surroudings as if there is some all mighty secret (continued

  • @TheTheKRIT is going to pop out and fill us in. But in reality your brain is everything. If your brain wasnt programmed to see something ou wouldn't see it right? so that means that our brains were programmed to see things and that our brains were physically wired into being able to see atoms and space. No matter how hard you look for answers youll never find them because reality is created from inside your brain. Science is just a way to lock you in to materials

  • @TheTheKRIT I'm not expecting to know all the secrets of the universe. I just believe that there is not a higher power that watches over us.

    I believe that to progress as a species, we need to except that there is no after-life.

    I believe that we live in a world where we have to pay a debt of our eternal servitude to a greater power that created it all, and the price for that debt is an eternity of suffering in the fiery plains of hell.

  • @Signorellielli How can you believe there s no afterlife? There can be an afterlife without heaven or hell. the fact is our reality is an illusion. Nothing exists outside our minds. We all live today as if we were some sort of machines. We say to hell with nature, to hell with the poor we need MORE MORE MORE. Todays society does not talka bout religion or the afterlife. these things are pushed aside so that everyone can just think about material values. (continued)

  • @TheTheKRIT There is nothing without consciousness and we dont live that way. Without something to look at everything then everything is jsut edless vibrating particles that have endless possibilities with nothing definite. Not very many people truly understand what quantum physics has found out. There is a good possbilitie we are living in a hologram created by our brains

  • @UltimatePineapple ::: What baloney !! The 'mind' can function without the brain being active. See research done into NDEs with out-of -body experiences. Even the blind can see under these circumstances.

  • Why is it that you all ways hear Christians talk about "Life after death" and "eternal life". If there was life after death…then what would be the purpose of death? Why not just have life? Why is it that you never hear Christians talking about life before life-if life is eternal?

  • @ether150 ::: The purpose of 'death' is to get rid of this ''earth suit'' we all carry around. Then we go to the permanent life. The bible does not mention life before this one, that is why Christians don't mention it.

  • What's with the budgies in the background?

  • You PEOPLE DON'T BELIEBE ANYTING! NOT IMAGINATIONS BE CRATIVE PLEBES

  • Somebody harvests your wallet.

  • After death: the worms feast on the juices of your brain. May they have a happy meal.

  • teddy was too stupid to live. they shouldn't have wasted the anti venom.

  • @ 6:44, he sounds like mush mouth...

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  • heaven? ;(

  • He has an extremely poisonous snake? and his wife is pregnant? WTF would you keep a snake around?

  • @TheELDUDERINO76  ahhahahahahahaha!

  • after we die we will live in another life , we have lived and died for about 1 million times , we just dont remember it.

  • @issallos1 can u proove it

  • THIS WAS A WASTE OF TIME....

    TRY AND DO BETTER

  • sorry for my bad english I'm still studying

  • I believe that there are two different dimentions...the one is the dimention of the world (today) including every single object, human bodies etc...and the second one is the dimension of spirits...so in order to stay alive...you have to combine those two dimentions...I think it's just like a computer...there is hardware and software(OS)...so in order to get the computer working...you have to combine them...but when you die the dimention of spirts leaves the other one.

  • 2:14 the doctor looks like Fez from that 70's show

  • 7.52 was the best answer for the question/

  • When you die you have a flashback of your whole entire life.

  • i believe when we die you go were ever you belive you were going

  • search up what happens after death according to islam, its cool!

  • after death, women respawn in the kitchen while men respawn at the dining table.

  • @0870003343 ::: There is no such word as "respawn". You just making up words these days?

  • @k0smon Yep :) Shakespeare did it so why can't I? xP

  • @0870003343 Omg that made me laugh out loud!

  • @0870003343 And you'll probably respawn again as a troll

  • I believe we just simply go to sleep and thats that. Our soul may live on but our soul and our brain are two very different things. When the brain dies everything we know and feel dies along with it. So basically if you went to heaven you will never know and the same would be for hell, you wont know it. So enjoy life its the only one we will have.

  • @WayneWiblin I know 2 people who have died and returned. Both had NDE experiences. The atheist went to gates of hell and his wife (who was Christian) went to Heaven and met Jesus Christ. The man who went to hell couldn't sleep alone for 4 days in the hospital after he was resuscitated. Both of them told me you don't just go to sleep. Both were fully aware the whole time. I urge you to accept Jesus Christ as your savior.

  • @kirskton Apart of me wants to challenge your reply and another part apreshiates it. I have many questions no real answers. Church if a fear of mine with people passing out and stuff and dead bodys (being the cross image) it gave me endless nightmares as a kid so I develpoed my own way around it and how I see things. The bottem line is I do believe in Jesus and his old man up there but in a relaxed way as if JC was a buddy of mine

  • @WayneWiblin Being a Christian isn't about going to church. It's about a relationship with the Father and HIS son Jesus Christ. I used to think the Father was unapproachable and Jesus was, but I learned that they both want an intimate relationship with us. God loved us so much He sent His son to die for us so we can be redeemed from sin and have eternal life. Believe that God raised Jesus from the dead and ask Jesus to be Lord over your life. May God bless you and give you peace and joy.

  • @kirskton Thank you, I will remember what you have said. :)

  • @WayneWiblin Not exactly people in death don't go to heaven nor hell unless they have been raised to life and judged.

    The dead go to the world of the dead or what some would call the kingdom of death. In it the dead no longer aware of themselves, no longer remember God and not able even in the slightest to register time.

    They become as if a non living thing.. The time of receiving and giving is shut to them. They do not vanish but are kept in that state. This is not merely my belief.

  • @MichaelWithstand Thanks for your comment it is very interesting.

  • @WayneWiblin Hey thanks for the comment.

  • @MichaelWithstand ::: That may be a biblical answer, but it is not correct. Every NDE, psychic contact prove that theory wrong. Even the bible itself in 1 Samuel 28:15 proves that wrong.

  • @k0smon Don't draw a conclusion too fast. Those things I wrote was revealed to me. I was allowed to feel what a dead person felt. However I too have seen some ghosts(rare fortunately). So I believe the information is incomplete but I can tell that mankind is not meant to go on immediately after death(right away). I have that piece of information which later I found backed by the bible. But it is only a piece of the whole picture as I have seen ghosts too.

  • how do your belief's work out? i mean cause if we forget everything then how is there a hell? i mean cause we'd forget about our sins.

  • @WayneWiblin ::: Interesting theory, but backwards. The soul that lives on has the consciousness, not the brain.

  • @Thelowestlevel Your welcome and if there are any other questions that you would like to ask then please do. I wont preach to you but i will do my best to tell you the truth. Also,when you get a chance go to my channel and read my info,may do you some good to see what God can do for you,if you let him.

  • @Thelowestlevel It is true that God does allows sin to take place, which is where free will comes into play. He gave us the gift of free will,we make the choice to sin or not and God lets us do so because In this way he can see whats truly in our hearts and by our actions, prove to him where we belong. In Heaven with him or in hell separated from him.

    God does not cause the evil of this world,we do that ourselves and it is that evil (sins) that effects others....which is what Satan wants.

  • @zLOSTNOMOREz Hi. You and I have unfinished business. You walked away from our conversation in another thread and you keep deleting my question from your channel, so, I will now post my question where you can't delete it until I receive a satisfactory response.

    You claimed that your god allows evil to happen so he can determine who is worthy of going to heaven.

    Question: In what way does a child being raped and murdered make anyone worthy of going to heaven?

    1 Peter 3:15...

  • @Thelowestlevel Understand that it was not God that created Sin. The first sin was not Adam and Eve,it was Satan's. His rebellion against God in Heaven was because of Satan's Pride (sin) He wanted to put his throne above God and Gain the praise of all those in Heaven so he rebelled against God which was why he was cast out of Heaven.So Satan is the originator of sin and he then influenced Eve to eat of the tree of life thereby causing God to cast them out of the Garden of Eden.

  • @zLOSTNOMOREz "I make peace, and CREATE EVIL: I the LORD do all these [things]."

    you wrote: "Understand that it was not God that created Sin."

    You're such a fucking liar.

    lulz...

  • @ThelowestlevelThe bible states that "the wages of sin is death".Your right,it is harsh but that is the price you pay for living a sinful life but there is another way.

    God loves us no matter what. He only wants us to love him and believe that Jesus died for us on the cross,that's all he asks and that is what it means to be saved.It is by loving one another and doing our best to live by is teachings that we prove our love for him and show God that we truly belong with him in Heaven.

  • When you die. Your spirit remains in the grave,you dont go to heaven or hell you rest until you are called to stand before judgment. Then if your name is found written in the book of life you will be allowed into heaven,if not then you will be cast into hell.

    The Bible is very clear on this!

  • once your married...sex is over..so u r pretty much dead....

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  • oh thanks for the tease >:(

  • The title should mention that this is religious propaganda so those who are not interested wouldn't waste their time.

  • Thumbs down.And flagged.

  • Imagine what death must be like to have a prequisite such as life..

  • it's very simple : i think when you die, you disappear, and it's the end of all things for you.... if anybody of you knows where we'll go when we die or what's happenes out there.... then show me the guy who has been resurect and told you the truth about that....

  • if youll die youll reborn

  • Manaphy48 thats called Reancarnation

  • Not at the moment I die, but at the Judgement day, I would go to God's Kingdom. I trust God, and I believe in Jesus Christ, HE came to save all who believe, trust, and obey HIM, from their sins! I have a close relationship with Jesus, and My Heavenly Father.

    Accept God's word and the words of Jesus! Open and read that little book they call the Bible, you can know without a doubt, where you will go after death.

  • WHY WOULD YOU NOT UPLOAD THE REST!

  • @bertv33 Dude, watch the documentary 'Zeitgeist', it will show you the through about a lot of religions(including christianity)

  • if your heart stops beating that does not mean that you are dead. to be dead your brain as to completely shutdown and if this happen thier is no way you can come back alive, and even if you do you will comback with the mind of a new born baby

  • That host looks like he sould be on the cover of a Duran Duran Album with that retarded outfit he has on.

  • Death is your end

    there is no "after death"

    Souls and spirits are myth and fairy-tales created out of the human mind.

  • @WindGod12 are u a doctor? lol

  • @lachupitos1 NO hes smarter then you..

  • @gerudgutierrez WEll if he was then he wouoldnt say what he doesnt know...... do u get me my point?

  • @lachupitos1 But your a christian right? Then you have no right to talk...you know jesus is the messiah am I right?

  • @gerudgutierrez Noooo! im not christian..... and Catholic eather, i dont have religion......

  • @lachupitos1 Ok well look...there is evidence that this stuff is false...so we kinda do know man.

  • @gerudgutierrez why dont u show me the evidence?

  • @lachupitos1 K for one there is something called common sense,secondly the bible koran ETC have been refuted and prooved to show false information...so your not into religion so are you atheist?

  • @gerudgutierrez commonsense is way overrated, it was common sense that the earth was flat and that time is constant etc.

  • @funglip XD the bible said the earth was flat idiot...the four corners of the universe pal...the bible also claims that there is water under the earth when there is not...the bible also says god suspends the earth over nothing...COMMON SENSE!! No thats not common sense BTW because technology gives us the common sense to know its not flat XD

  • @gerudgutierrez Yes science has given us a lot of "common sense". Therefore common sense is not based on a sense and it's not common. Oh btw Newton and Einstein were wrong about some of the things they claimed. That's why I said commonsense is overrated.

  • @funglip Ahhh ok well I see you dont want to touch up on the bibles faults eh?

  • @gerudgutierrez I don't see how it's the bible's fault on the common sense of a flat earth. Before the existence of the bible, we thought the earth was flat since it was more "natural" to assume that it was. God in the Bible is a dbag but he never said the Earth is flat; the church did.

  • @funglip LOL not really the bible says its flat LOL

  • @gerudgutierrez Literally, the Bible never said the Earth is flat. But many people in the past interpreted it that way to fit into their worldview. People interpret religious texts however way they want ALL THE TIME. Religious texts often use metaphors to send messages but people often read them literally or misinterpret them. That's why India worship cows; they read it literally. When ppl say the Bible says blah blah blah, pls note that it's THEIR interpretation of the Bible.

  • @funglip You said the god of the bible is a dbag? Yet you listen to that guy Neale...your pathetic...

  • @gerudgutierrez You don't listen to the person, you listen to their words. Yes, don't believe anything; including what you call "commonsense", whatever that is nowadays. Learn to listen and think for yourself.

  • @funglip I do think for myself sorry I just like logic.

  • @gerudgutierrez Me too, my minor was philosophy. Too bad Quantum physics is not as "logical" as many would like it to be.

  • @funglip Ugh you dont get what I am saying...I like to believe in things with evidence...I dont like too believe in things without evidence...you get it?

  • @gerudgutierrez I get it; it means you don't believe in the concept of dark matter, which has no evidence of existence but yet believed by many scientists. It also means you believe in reincarnation and Psi phenomena with both have tons of evidence.

    Apparently you can't believe in *some* evidence while being "logical".

  • @funglip There is evidence for reincarnation?

  • @gerudgutierrez Yes, a good amount of books were written on this topic by physicians, scientists, professors, etc.

  • @funglip And is that evidence? Same with the bible doesnt matter how many books were written about it...

  • @gerudgutierrez According to the definition of "evidence", yes those cases/studies are considered evidence; some used the scientific method. Maybe your "logic" just doesn't allow you to believe these kinds of evidence, or you can do some research yourself. (ex. past life regression, Ian Stevenson, Xenoglossy).

    Try to have a open mind when looking through these evidences (learn to listen) and think without conditioned beliefs (what you called common sense).

  • @funglip Listen,I believe things that actually have a reason to believe in them LOL

  • @gerudgutierrez If you feel content with what you believe and what the mass media tells you, that's completely fine. Just don't be naive to think that you know much of anything at all.

  • @funglip LOL conspiracy theorist alert...your sad...I believe what the media says eh? I believe things that are common sense as I said but I guess that is too much...I dont make crazy assumptions...

  • @gerudgutierrez I don't know much too but at least I admit it. My ignorance is based on understanding while your understanding is based on ignorance. If you think about the origin of your current beliefs, you would realize they were all placed there by others one way or the other. Open your eyes and you'll see how much scientists among other facts are being ignored by the mass media. Or study history and you'll see the same thing; no conspiracy in history textbooks.

  • @funglip LOL of coarse I got it from others some of it.

  • @funglip LOL @ they use metaphors etc..thats pathetic im not dumb enouth to believe in controversial text.

  • @gerudgutierrez  wtf is atheist? (sorry english is not my first lenguage)

  • @lachupitos1 Not believing in a god or creator...

  • @gerudgutierrez mmm i do belive theres a creator! but not religion

  • @lachupitos1 Funny I just checked my mail and you answered me 6 minutes ago...so in the USA you would be considered an agnostic or deist...thats cool my family is agnostic and im atheist lol...AGNOSTICS AND ATHEISTS FTW!

  • @gerudgutierrez what is an agnostic? i live in Canada though

  • @lachupitos1 An agnostic is someone who believes in a creator but doesnt believe it is jesus,allah,zeus ETC.

  • @gerudgutierrez Yea im a AGNOSTIC

  • @lachupitos1 Good :)

  • @gerudgutierrez

    agnostic ...

    I.E.

    does not believe in RELIGION , but does believe in God (a higher power).

  • @DoshUnScripted spiritual?

  • @SaluteTheRocker

    You could lable it that way if you wish.

  • @lachupitos1 Agnostic means people that believe in a Higher power up there but they don't realy belong in an religious or faith group. They just believe that there is a higher power responsible for everything, but they are not sure if its God. They have also no standard they living in to, they don't believe in sins or a devil or praying or worshipping. Just the fact that there is that power

  • Canada FTW! :D

  • @bertv33 dude. if you are dead , you do not exist anymore. then you dont have to worry about your existence because you cant. you are gone.

    dont worry too much about those things. they all were gone: george washington ,albert einstein , hitler , ghandi , buddha.

    thats the way it is: we all go.

    dont set yourself under pressure.

    enjoy your life.

    whats next , we cannot know. and even if theres nothing , dont worry about it , because you dont feel that anymore. keep cool , regards :)

  • @bertv33 Relax. Even if everything is fake, even if nothing happens, heaven, hell, rebirth nothing. One thing remains the same. Look around you. Your not alone.

  • I think after you die you reborn as another person and you won't have any memory of the person you were before.

  • When you die, you die. For thousands of years people have feared death. They feared it so much they needed something to believe to take the fear away. So they created something in their imaginations: Heaven, Hell, afterlife etc. Death is nothingness. You shut down. Its darkness. Science can PROVE religion wrong, but people still dont believe in science. I dont understand why they dont.

  • @bertv33 man i dont know what to say, the only advice i can give you is live everyday like its your last, and this is even more of a reason to enjoy your life, life is a GIFT man, but death is just a scary thought

  • @bertv33 i hope u die soon

  • @InfiniteOptionz what the hell is wrong with you?

  • @beneatworld lol

  • they say sleep is the cousin of death

  • i know one thing... nobody gets out alive

  • i believe that even when the brain and heart shut down that u can be revived from death, i think that it takes a bit of time such as minutes or so to completely die, there is probably still life in u, doubt that there is an afterlife honestly

  • @bertv33 I read this and feel for you. I would love to help you if you are interested on understanding, death, why we die. and what are hope is. (all from the bible) THe reason you feel the need to live forever is because God created us to live forever. He put to time indefinite in our hearts. Adam and eve Were meant to live forever until they sinned. Why do we prolong life by going to drs. if heaven is a blissful place? I would love to speak to you on this if you like, I think it would help u

  • Humans have a state of consciousness and a 3 dimension body.

    Reality - You are able to touch another object with your own body.

    Conciousness - Make up an object and imagine you picking it. You and others wont believe that it was real, because you made it up.

    We cannot image clearly, because at this moment, we live in a 3 dimension body and we use a small part of our consiousness

    What happens when you die? Ofc our bodies decay and we are left with our conciousness. What then? Be a god.

  • @bertv33 for the bible tells us the dead are conscience of nothing in eccleciastics. and also the bible tells us that there is going to be a resurecction to life. and the meek will inherite the earth. and in rev. 21:3,4 there will be no more death, sickness ,pain. Jesus came to earth to tell us about his fathers kingdom and what it means for mankind. Death=sleep. I would love to show you more if interested. feel free to contact me if you like. no need to fear sleep right?

  • @shihtzufizzers You are totally right my friend, people shouldn't be afraid of death, when you die it is like sleeping. You have no sense of time, just like if you go to sleep at 11pm and wake up at 7am the last thing you remember is when you lied on your bed, the rest of the 8 hours of sleep felt like a minute (Very Quick). Sorry for my bad english.

  • @aco30 its not like going to sleep because a) you never wake up and b when you ar sleeping your brain is still working but not when you die , noone can really explain what nothing is because you cant explain what is something that doesnt exists, is it darkness? no its just nothing

  • @supermanuman95 It is saying that we will not feel, know, see anything, The Bible, (i dont know if you read the bible but this is where I get this info) at John 11:11-14 it tells us about lazerus being resurecceted. Jesus says "I am journeying there to awaken him from sleep. This is where the "feeling" of sleep comes from. Just wanted to share with you. take care

  • @shihtzufizzers i agree that sleeping is the closest thing we can experience to death while alive (without counting before being born) but it is so because you dont remember (not allways, but lots of times) what happened while u slept but what jesus didnt know is that we ALLWAYS dream something, but its just that sometimes we remember and others we dont, bu while dying you arent "dreaming" or doing anything so it doesnt have so much in common really

  • ;@supermanuman95 I think Jesus knew about dreaming. He was in heaven for aeons with God. he was a perfect man on earth. But I do get what you are saying. the dead do not know anything. So yes in that way, sleeping is different. The bible does tell us that the dead are conscience of nothing, (eccl 9:5,6) So we have this and a guide of comparing it to sleep. I love that you are not rude. so many are. I enjoy discussions with ppl who respect me. I hope you all the best and take care. :)

  • @shihtzufizzers im not christian so i dont really believe he knew that, i think he existed and was a great guy that believed what he was saying but that after dying the things he did were exagerated and that's why its written that he did so many miracles. Im curious, if the bible tell you that people go to heaven or hell how can it tell you too that the dead arent conscious?

  • @supermanuman95 that is a very good question. I would love to go into detail about this if you are interested. You see, going to heaven and a so called hell are man made doctrines. No where in the bible does it say we do either. In fact the ancient words for hell (hades and sheol) mean "common grave for mankind". I have studied this intensely. God does not change, he made us to live forever in paradise. He still has this purpose for us. Just satan chalanged him. Let me know if u want 2 learnmore

  • @shihtzufizzers so i can kill someone and then kill myself so i go to paradadise and live forever there?

    Are u sure there isnt any information about hell and heaven in the bible, the old testament or whatever other christian manuscrit? it just seems odd to me that everybody believes in hell while it isnt even mentioned in the bible. I think im gonna read it,just for curiosity.

  • @supermanuman95 well if you kill someone and do not repent. then it is up to god. In romans 5:12 it says the payment for our sins is death. so if death is payment why would we have to have enternal toment as punishemt? THe bible tells us Jesus went to hell. Job asked to go there. If hell is a place of torment why would Jesus go there? REv 20:13,14 speaks of hell being put in the lake of fire, the second death. no coming back from there. never a place of torment.

  • @supermanuman95 cont. hades and sheol are in the bible. another thing to think about. is when Jesus resureccted lazuras from his grave after being dead for 3 days. He said to wake up. now if heaven is such a blissful place, would not this be cruel for Jesus to bring him back to life? please let me know if you have ? and I could converse w/u through personal messages for more details.

  • @aco30 thank you

  • why is this this goofy ass fool wearing a chopper suit?

  • @bertv33.... every1 will have to die ... some today, some tomorrow and some after few years but eventually every1 WILL die . But we need to prepare for the next life, the life after death, there will b no ending to that life... there you will live for eternal. This life which is a test for the life hereafter, we need to make sure we follow God's commandments so that our eternal life is successful.

  • religon is so stupid. it has a good message but really, GOD had a child?! and it was human? so stupid to even beleiv.

  • @bertv33

    Go to your Doctor and ask for counciling.

  • @bertv33 Put your faith in Jesus and Him alone for your salvation ask Him to reveal Himself to you and he will. John 14:6 God has not given you the spirit of fear. 2 Timothy 2:7

  • @bertv33 i believe the exact same things... i am an atheist.. i dont believe in god.. but at times i wish god just wasnt a figment of people imaginations... i also cant sleep i sometimes cant breath at the thought of never opening my eyes for eternity because i would be dead.i have a phobia no doubt... if anyone even mentions death to me i start to hyperventilate and i get so depressed.. i might even have trouble breathing.. im so scared.. i need help myself..

  • @bertv33 become a satanist (if u want) we only think of what we need and want is great!! we don't worship the devil you'll be shocked on what satanism is all about!! got to ( churchofsatan dot con ) 4 more info!!!

  • @bertv33 SEE THIS IS Y IM NOT SO RELIGIOUS:: BECAUSE THEY ONLY WORRY ABOUT WATS GONNA HAPPEN AFTER DEATH. i think you should stop worrying and enjoy life!!!

  • Jesus is the only way to Heaven. Repent and put your faith in Him to be saved from Hell. You must be born again to enter the kingdom of Heaven (John 3:3)

  • @dandan688 how do u know jesus was the son of god. god doesnt even exist dumbass. god is just a way to blame wat you dont know on something all powerful. Fukin retarded

  • @bertv33 just dont think about it, thats what i do

  • @bertv33 You need to go to the doctor and get on antidepressants and something for anxiety. Then get something for sleep to knock you out so you don't think about it. ALso see a counselor to try to figure out what is making you do this (talk about your fear of death...perhaps religious belief would help). I know it seems like a lot of meds but it's only short term until you start to do better and the counseling starts to benefit you.