Cutting Yourself

[151CannibalCorpse]

I support you bro

[misskatiexoxo147]

Youre really pretty :) i like your hair color! Hope things get better for you <3

[Cutter0913]

@misskatiexoxo147 This was actually filmed about 2 years ago. I look pretty different now. Thank you for the compliments tho. If you want my recent updates you can watch my newer videos

[MissyCourtneyjade]

This is deep, Been trhough this shit :(

If anyone wants advice email me,

courtneyhut@hotmail.com :)

[Cutter0913]

@MissyCourtneyjade I have been through a lot but I honestly think that whatever doesn't kill you makes you stronger. Thank you so much!

[MissyCourtneyjade]

@Cutter0913 Agreed bro,

people get kicked down all the time,

And people need people to talk to :)

Ive been through shit that even people in the lifetime have gone through so just inbox me :)

[MyWashcloth]

I hate talking about cutting myself. I mean, it's a hard thing to talk about for me.

People at my school are so .. I don't know. They just give you a name based on what you do and since everyone knows about me cutting, they just call me emo and an attention seeker.

I don't do It for attention. If they knew my life they might understand.

[Grunt922]

@MyWashcloth people who havent gone through some of the things we've gone through and if they havent cut they just dont understand. how can they understand?

[MyWashcloth]

@Grunt922 I know everyone is not going to understand... What I said was if they knew my life they could possibly understand a little more..

[Cutter0913]

@MyWashcloth I completely understand. They don't understand because they have never been there. They can not fully understand. It is very hard to talk about at first but if you do it little by little it becomes so much easier

[xXEmoxGirlXx98]

...I have a difficult time talking about me cutting. Well because the first time I did it I knew I had to confess to my best friend and my close buddy but when i did they just got pissed at me and didn't talk to me for a day,ever since then I've never told a soul about me cutting,although Im "sober" right now,its only been about a month,its so tempting,how can I quit?

[Cutter0913]

@xXEmoxGirlXx98 Quitting is very hard at first but it gets so much easier as time passes. Try using coping skills. Like if you think about cutting then immediatly try to switch your mind's focus to something else.

[earthlover870]

FUCK doing that SHit i dont like cutting myself and never have cut myself but i burn myself im addicted to it i do it like 1000 times a day and im only 13 and a girl lolz :)

[LovePeaceErin]

@earthlover870 why the fuck do you add an "lolz" and a smiley face at the end of your sentence? Cutting isn't funny...

[ladyempressgothica]

hey :) i used to cut bad but i stopped for 6 months more now but im so tempted to do it i can almost tast the blade and im fed up i dont wanna do it again as it upsets my nan :(

[BigMacBlonde123]

I don't necessarily cut myself, but I pick at my wrists until they are quite red and swollen. I just lost the one friend I look up to because I talked to someone who looked like she needed a friend. I was called a traitor and was shunned, also I was am dealing with depression and that just worsened it that much more. I just kept hearing her voice in my head that she wants me to hurt myself.

[savethegreenforpower]

Thank you- I finally told my friend today.

[nnki1]

u r not19



[Cutter0913]

@nnki1 I was 19 at the time. I am now 21

[thegirlwhocame2stay3]

so are you proud you cut yourself? Is that why you name is cutter? Do you want people to feel sorry for you? Like i dont understand...

[Downtownpatrol]

@thegirlwhocame2stay3 i deffinately don't think it's something she's proud of or wants sympathy for, i know i don't relate to that. YouTube helps a lot of people who are trying to stop cutting and they're mainly the kind of people that are posting videos about self harm, it really has nothing to do with getting people to feel sorry for you, quite the opposite. I'd say i acted sort of stronger in my videos, which helps me believe that i am strong!

I really do hope that makes sense to you? xx

[xxoogossipgirl]

@Downtownpatrol i was a cutter too, and i dont think ive recovered. i still agree with thegirlwhocame2say3. i feel like its... idk... it just doesnt seem right. silly, it's just a youtube name, but it makes me uncomfortable. just because you do that, does not mean you have to label yourself as that, you know?

[Cutter0913]

@xxoogossipgirl I actually made the account just for this video and I was going to leave it alone and it kind of developed. No I am not proud of it but I want people to know. This is who I am. I am here to help people like me.

[Cutter0913]

@Downtownpatrol Thanks Laura! Sorry this response is 9 months late but yeah lol

[Cutter0913]

@thegirlwhocame2stay3 I am not proud at all. I made the name what it is because I wanted people to know that I am a cutter. I'm speaking out against the stupid people calling all cutters emo kids and saying that we are just doing it for attention. Come next month it will be 2 years since I cut. I'm not proud of what I did but I am proud that I over came this.

[proanagirl1]

I feel sorry for you. stay strong :-)

[kylemonkey6]

I know how hard that is. To talk about. I'm glad you did.

@STC, 33LoveX is right. You are being so damn rude. I have nothing to add to what he/she said, except IT'S TAUNTAUN. You freaking idiot.

[Dot10001]

I luv how ur trying to help people from ur experiences, I wish there were more people like u

[STCgothic]

WHY DON'T YOU CUT YOUR FAT UGLY THROAT YOU RETARDED FAT SHE MALE! DO IT ON CAMERA, SO WE CAN SEE YOU SUFFER LIKE THE ROTTING WHALE YOU ARE! I BET YOU STINK LIKE A TOM TOM OFF OF STAR WARS, WHEN YOU ROT!

[33LoveX]

@STCgothic excuse me, no. cutting is a serious thing. you stupid fucking cunt. do you really think saying this to someone is going to make them feel better? how would you like if someone said that too you. think before you speak. you are plain rude.

[m0stlyharmless42]

@STCgothic It's Taun-Taun, bro. Also, lighten up.

[slaughterrocket]

@STCgothic you must be a stupid fuck do the world a favor and off your self

[shamonasayzsparky]

I was in a mental institute for cutting too

[XXKodaSceneXX]

wow.

vvvvvv

[obito7777]

jesus/god loves u plz stay strong i love u also

[Cutter0913]

@Boomfufu If you have even seen my recent videos (which obviously not!) you would know that I haven't cut in 5 months

[Boomfufu]

@Cutter0913 oh sorry :( i didnt knew sorry dude your cool btw ;D

[Cutter0913]

@Boomfufu its cool just look at when the video what uploaded (december 13, 2009) and it is now August 11, 2010)

[Silenceisbeautiful]

How old are you?

[Cutter0913]

@Silenceisbeautiful 19

[Nashhinton]

@Cutter0913, You would look so much better and feel good about yourself if you had a haircut. Trust me. Long hair feels uncomfortable. :)

[JohnnyLProductions]

LKDZCMZXLKVMZ.V dont cut urself!!!!!!! =(

[ChristinaBieber]

i was in a mental institution for the same thing!!no lie! i know exactly how u feel