There's a hidden track on Tura Satana's "Relief Through Release" that seems to predict this song. Maybe it was already in the can before the band ultimately broke up and it simply became a My Ruin song.
@moparmonster1965 You are almost correct! The ORIGINAL version of this track has an edited version of the hidden poem from 'Relief thru release' as a vocal. It was written purely for Tairrie when Tura Satana were touring back in '98. Tairrie then used it as an end of gig playout. The band split soon after and Tairrie rewrote the lyric and re-recorded the track as My Ruin. I still have all the versions that were never released. Kindest regards! Steve (Bushaq).
heaven doesnt want me and hell is afraid i'll take over....HELL YEAH!! this song so rocks! i have loved it ever since the first time i heard it, and every time i hear it it still rocks me!
Tairrie should really be an inspiration to women all around the world. Those of you who don't know much about her should google her story up. She is truly an amazing woman.
Tairrie has such a deep sultry voice on her spoken insightful pieces... but she can bring a healing BRIGHT RED SCREAM to men n society like no other female metaller. Her political writings and calm, polite articulate manner off-stage is also inspiring... she knows how to rebel and not conform without smashin up a hotel like oasis and speaks out against these "boy bands" callin themselves "metallers" with no guts who advertise trainers n razor blades whilst pretending to be metal musicians.
if you guys really know my ruin,you need to check up tura satana,relief through release,and the hiding song,she recite the song terror check this out,i love my ruin from long ago.............my ruin rock`s but tura satana aswell..........
hypnotizing and sends you into a daze if you reeeally watch and truly listen to the lyrics. I love love this chic. and this music.. just found out about My Ruin yesterday.
Yep I agree that its hard to not rip things off but I can assure you this track is not based on anything but Tura Satana samples and I should know, I created the track for Tairrie ( with Mok from Billyclub and JaY from Bushaq) BEFORE My Ruin was started. All the best!
I totaly agree with krimsonbutterfly1, this is such a strong female track, I just love it and always have, and I'm a granny, but it's femanine but so powerful too, love it xxx
The Surreal truth, clothing doesn't make or loose, create or destroy, she is a woman and this song represents the streangths and curses of our gender... Yeah with just the right bit of attitude behind it.... RAWK ON GURL... gotta say at least she has the balls to be who she is and whom she wants to be, not hiding behind a ficade like most of the human race... Its not about being a looser, aparently she's a winner, she's the one with the record deals and is rawking the hell out of us and not you.
this is cool kinda funny how shes just singing about herself it made me laugh after a while but its bad ass when she starts wailing and shes all like FUCKER!!!
@ReagansJellyBeans While I respect your right to have an opinion, you don't have to be a prick and insult an entire genre of people just because you don't like them. If you didn't like the video, then why did you come on here and watch it and why did you bother to leave a comment? You be asking for trouble =P
my ruin...once of the best raging female singers out there..underground,this song is like art...their other songs are screaming good f*cking fun....get a clue everybody to the real metal out there.... Tairrie B. was also in Tura Satana before this...very good stuff!!!
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Maybe where you live, but not in the rest of the civilized world. Real women care about their looks and work out. You're probably just a frustrated fatty yourself.
Everyone calls her ugly and weak. But none of them are tough enough to just speak there mind like that. She's beautiful because she dosen't worry about what people thinks about her. Trying to censor her and shutting her up will not nor will it ever work.
OMFG..I love this .. I use to listen to the spoken version on the end of Relief Through Release.. One of the most Badass Chicks I know of.. Thanx for posting this
Seen these guys live twice, fuckin amazing!!! If ever hollywood make a GOOD film with a female hardass character in it this song should be her tune in it.
BLEH 240P IS THE 8 TRAK OR YESTERYEAR
BarryGoldwater99 4 days ago
Just heard this on TurboDJ on my Roku.
RJS3566 1 week ago
no matter if it's tura satana, manhole or my ruin... just is Tairrie.a metal goddess!
kdmh81 1 month ago
She is fantastic! I would put her on the same level as Otep Shamaya.
TheStarSpawn 2 months ago
Dumb bitch.
OutlAwVenGeancE 3 months ago
Real music!
Kasutomi 4 months ago in playlist my ruin 2
Fat ass.
TheJoker2580 5 months ago
This song fkn kicks ass, one of my all time favs
Sharnalee70 5 months ago
There's a hidden track on Tura Satana's "Relief Through Release" that seems to predict this song. Maybe it was already in the can before the band ultimately broke up and it simply became a My Ruin song.
moparmonster1965 5 months ago
@moparmonster1965 You are almost correct! The ORIGINAL version of this track has an edited version of the hidden poem from 'Relief thru release' as a vocal. It was written purely for Tairrie when Tura Satana were touring back in '98. Tairrie then used it as an end of gig playout. The band split soon after and Tairrie rewrote the lyric and re-recorded the track as My Ruin. I still have all the versions that were never released. Kindest regards! Steve (Bushaq).
SteveThinkTank 2 months ago
@SteveThinkTank That makes sense. Thanks for the correction.
moparmonster1965 2 months ago
heaven doesnt want me and hell is afraid i'll take over....HELL YEAH!! this song so rocks! i have loved it ever since the first time i heard it, and every time i hear it it still rocks me!
Cheyjin 5 months ago in playlist industrial
Fucking love this song!!!!!
SforzandoFilms 5 months ago
Pussy Power!
11SpiritLover11 6 months ago
I HAD A DREAM JOE!
SeeJibbJump 6 months ago
You can just hear the 90's in this song. ;D
ItchyNose09 6 months ago 5
where has this song been all my life
88imperfectangel 7 months ago in playlist the new
I fucking love this.
MaLiCeFoRtHeMaYhem 7 months ago
what a fucking nutter..i love her...lol
vamppilot007 7 months ago
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lovely sick sweet MY RUIN makes me feel ,always will be a fan!!
desireundead 7 months ago
This chick is badass.
drxcreatures 8 months ago
Well, that was different
slugo1994 8 months ago
This song is AMAZING <3
DizzyLuvsAvril4 9 months ago
love this song so much :D
SweetyMuffin170 9 months ago
The good idol
Koriperse 9 months ago
extraoridnary true and deep!
lilhaps7 9 months ago
Tairrie should really be an inspiration to women all around the world. Those of you who don't know much about her should google her story up. She is truly an amazing woman.
Thornzo 9 months ago 10
Tairrie has such a deep sultry voice on her spoken insightful pieces... but she can bring a healing BRIGHT RED SCREAM to men n society like no other female metaller. Her political writings and calm, polite articulate manner off-stage is also inspiring... she knows how to rebel and not conform without smashin up a hotel like oasis and speaks out against these "boy bands" callin themselves "metallers" with no guts who advertise trainers n razor blades whilst pretending to be metal musicians.
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That was just freakin awesome...
Teyethegreat 10 months ago
if you guys really know my ruin,you need to check up tura satana,relief through release,and the hiding song,she recite the song terror check this out,i love my ruin from long ago.............my ruin rock`s but tura satana aswell..........
tubal79 10 months ago
Tairrie B for president :)
diosyntaxa 10 months ago
NICK CAVE!
drakonimetal 10 months ago
I'm woman but Teirrie B is so fucking hot!
I want to be like her.
Vandinha92 11 months ago 3
@Vandinha92 Better to be yourself, but have her as a role model :)
But yeah, she's special in a good way, wish I could see her live, but as far as I know they don't have any plans that include Sweden :(
diosyntaxa 10 months ago
@Vandinha92 same here!! whoo!
Lynnae6V 10 months ago
hypnotizing and sends you into a daze if you reeeally watch and truly listen to the lyrics. I love love this chic. and this music.. just found out about My Ruin yesterday.
anarchyrose131 11 months ago 2
Yep I agree that its hard to not rip things off but I can assure you this track is not based on anything but Tura Satana samples and I should know, I created the track for Tairrie ( with Mok from Billyclub and JaY from Bushaq) BEFORE My Ruin was started. All the best!
SteveThinkTank 1 year ago 3
everythings a rip off of everything else even mistakenly hardly anything is 100 percent original
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She is SO sexy!
heidixgirl 1 year ago
The guitar riff that starts at 3:04 is a rip-off of the song She by Kiss...and I was enjoying it till then.
ronin2167 1 year ago
Brilliant poetry put to a brilliant piece of music. Well done Tairrie and well done Steve, Mok and Co!!
MsAliCat69 1 year ago 2
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MsAliCat69 1 year ago
OTEP RIPPED TAIRRIE B OFF BIG TIME...NO DENYING IT.
TheWolfsDen617 1 year ago
SEXY !!! love Terrie B. this song + lyrics is amazing !!
No one is goin to ruin me, if I have to I will ruin myself and it would be MY RUIN....
rottenrage 1 year ago
I totaly agree with krimsonbutterfly1, this is such a strong female track, I just love it and always have, and I'm a granny, but it's femanine but so powerful too, love it xxx
liztheledge 1 year ago
BEAUTIFUL!!! Music and her!
smirnoffluv86 1 year ago
The Surreal truth, clothing doesn't make or loose, create or destroy, she is a woman and this song represents the streangths and curses of our gender... Yeah with just the right bit of attitude behind it.... RAWK ON GURL... gotta say at least she has the balls to be who she is and whom she wants to be, not hiding behind a ficade like most of the human race... Its not about being a looser, aparently she's a winner, she's the one with the record deals and is rawking the hell out of us and not you.
sablegreenwood 1 year ago 2
woooooooooooooooooooo maNA HABLA
javieritavisual 1 year ago
SICK ! :D
GGGunitNextLevel 1 year ago
i love this woman, she says what most of us think and is way hardcore without losing her sense of femininity. love it :D
KrimsonButterfly1 1 year ago
this women has bigger balls than all the men in metal,good on ya girl.
kismett6661 1 year ago
i think she's hot. Not as skinny as most famous chicks and not big and fat she is jus right for me
TheTrinirocker 1 year ago
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henryvamp 1 year ago
this is cool kinda funny how shes just singing about herself it made me laugh after a while but its bad ass when she starts wailing and shes all like FUCKER!!!
henryvamp 1 year ago
this girl is faaaar from bad ass, just cause she says fuck and wears black lipstick doesnt make her cool, it makes her a goth loser
ReagansJellyBeans 1 year ago
@ReagansJellyBeans While I respect your right to have an opinion, you don't have to be a prick and insult an entire genre of people just because you don't like them. If you didn't like the video, then why did you come on here and watch it and why did you bother to leave a comment? You be asking for trouble =P
SuperFly1077 1 year ago
@ReagansJellyBeans Goths are cool just for your information. I wanted to be one, but my best friend said that I was too perky and happy.
Twilightfey 1 year ago
she reminds me of lydia lunch, its a good thing right? lol
Moshpitscum 1 year ago
The complete record is one of my favorites, this record got a brilliant mystical feeling. my tipp, listn all tracks, track by track, dont skip tracks
midibenni 1 year ago
brilliant
askinfull 1 year ago
Everytime I hear this music, I go into a trance ! Love it !
nanacolore92 1 year ago
LMFAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!
metalparkdude 1 year ago
she is the shit,, i love herrrrr have for many yrs,., since, 1989....,
JazzmenDane 1 year ago
It will be my ruin...best fucking lyric ever
MissSulfar 1 year ago
this is unique
21Bouncer 1 year ago
i just discovered her, this chic owns music
Animaniacs11 1 year ago
Tairrie B is a fine example of a real woman.
AlasdairMuir 1 year ago
glodsbride86 Almighty God is neither male nor female!
I hope that is not beyond your comprehension and understanding.
God is called "He" be cause "HE" is our heavenly "FATHER" and not our MOTHER..
And God made "MAN" in his image. That was before he created woman..
I hope that helped you my learning friend.. Good luck in your quest for the undisputed truth.. --Jerry
MARILYN777JERRY 1 year ago
she makes amy lee & pink look like britney & christina
sdavis732010 1 year ago 3
oh fuck! she's so badass!!
girls in metal rule!!!!!
MrKia123456789 1 year ago
all thumbs up - this tune is so me
anasalsa2000 1 year ago
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ItsDappy 1 year ago
Research the band and repeat after me "My Ruin is not a Goth band"
Forestmountains1 1 year ago 25
@Forestmountains1
True, but they're still really badass.
lemoneeshortcake 5 months ago
@Forestmountains1 Quoting from WIKIPEDIA: "My Ruin are a Los Angeles-based hard rock/stoner metal band "
RedEyesTops 4 months ago 4
@RedEyesTops yay
Forestmountains1 2 months ago
Been listening to My Ruin since they first started performing and I still love them!!! Ruby Violence
surrealvixen 1 year ago
so how does this work live does she just kind of walk around on stage talk while the band plays or something
disturbedspider 1 year ago
sweet tune thanks fer sharing
vintagewulf 1 year ago
The reason this rocks is manyfold, but foremost it's because - it just does. ♥ it!
ClownFuneral 1 year ago
hehe,she is really angry :D i like that
TheSchlachternarkoz 1 year ago
great song..... yeahhhhhh
filtronegro 1 year ago
Lol what the fuck is this shit? I thought i watched metal videos...
Metalviking92 1 year ago
This is sexy
666deathghost 1 year ago 2
Ohhh how I love this band. <3
BloodPigsIX 1 year ago 3
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Another gobby woman! Get in the kitchen and make me a sandwich bitch!
kerbal666 1 year ago
@kerbal666 haha,, yeah right, try loosing the weight and getting a 6 figure job then we'll talk.... goober.
sablegreenwood 1 year ago
@sablegreenwood and im speaking for women in general... hope ya got a brain there to understand that much.
sablegreenwood 1 year ago
@sablegreenwood I dont want to talk I want a bloody sandwich ;P
kerbal666 1 year ago
@kerbal666 pfft.... ya fingers broke??? :D
sablegreenwood 1 year ago
@sablegreenwood Ive been working all day and you closer to the kitchen. The chain around your ankle dont let you go far XD
kerbal666 1 year ago
@kerbal666 Raises a brow... Thats it, ima put pickles in ya brownies...! :p.
sablegreenwood 1 year ago
@sablegreenwood I like pickles!
kerbal666 1 year ago
She is a goddess
brithael138 1 year ago
god she is fuckin beautiful
asil502 1 year ago
An anthem for all real women everywhere.
RoseNoir 1 year ago 11
this is puting some points out i think
bosse323 1 year ago
One of my favourite songs of all time. Genius material
TheBeautifullyblunt 1 year ago 2
I find her very arrousing.
VlogsAreForFagz 1 year ago
@VlogsAreForFagz For some Unknown reason I do too... I normally don't even listen to this kind of music lol.
JustinOsbo 1 year ago
" i cant be bothered what they think." mmmmm yeah right
MrMichaelj1982 1 year ago
i got to chill with her, scream with her and best of all make out with her. I can still tell you what she smelled and tasted like.
randomwisdom2012 1 year ago
I would like fuck with this woman haha i love her.
Corona12613 1 year ago
Ohh yeahh! Ms B is kickin some ass here! I soo love it!
Loralie666 1 year ago 4
BAD ASS
bosse323 1 year ago
omg shes effin hot and im a girl
UnhappyRc 1 year ago 3
i luv this song i can relate alot to this song some times =D
buszt89 2 years ago 3
damn i missed this song.. nostalgic. Love it
Aneuecinema 2 years ago
This is what I call music.
Kasutomi 2 years ago 45
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my ruin...once of the best raging female singers out there..underground,this song is like art...their other songs are screaming good f*cking fun....get a clue everybody to the real metal out there.... Tairrie B. was also in Tura Satana before this...very good stuff!!!
awareness1234321 2 years ago
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awareness1234321 2 years ago
"Without my friends, there would be no music... just spoken words", that's what she says.
TheSweetKary 2 years ago
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there's even a line in which she says without my friends this would be only spoken words or something.
Does that mean that she like, doesn't have any friends?
alexbuggenum 2 years ago
why do people say Like all the time?
MrMichaelj1982 2 years ago
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is this music or just some random chick talking about herself with some background music?
shumped 2 years ago
Besides she's beautiful in her own way and such a very smart woman =)
TheSweetKary 2 years ago 6
This is my favorite song! Tairrie is amazing, she can force you to see her through all the video =)
TheSweetKary 2 years ago 4
@Kary.
Ur right I didnt wanted to see it cuz I am playing a game but because I was watching I died lol.
alexbuggenum 2 years ago
this tune an vid is so FUCKIN AWESOME:)))))
FARTSNIFFERMP5 2 years ago 3
Amazing
RodrigoSaint07 2 years ago 3
\m/ \m/
Rheaume100 2 years ago 5
Tarrie B is a goddess, she rocks my world
cazmallett 2 years ago 6
lol. Not sure what to think of this... Guess its okay though.
Imperiused 2 years ago
Its like 90s Industrialrock. And thats women look like. Real women.
Blendwerk 2 years ago 6
She's not fat
sukinini614 2 years ago 5
He is just mad because he can't have tairrie b! I think she is beautiful!! Just m opinion! Sorry not into girly girls or dumb blondes! :)
matlockrocks 2 years ago 5
Well i like who the HELL she is! :0)
matlockrocks 2 years ago 3
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wow..... this was pretty gay im not going to lie. kinda of a mix between manson and henry rollins.
llamalax117 2 years ago
well... she's not FAT, and she's not THAT HOT, though she's very pretty =)
KoRnFaNaTiK 2 years ago 2
How is she fat? What do you have to be a fuckin' size zero??? People are dumb.
chynna454 2 years ago 6
butt ugly??? Well dude FUCK YOU!! She is HOTT!!
matlockrocks 2 years ago 6
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She's hot only if you find disgustingly fat pigs hot.
hatefuIIkat 2 years ago
if you think she's fat, i'd hate to see your version of skinny = \
adaraa126 2 years ago 32
@adaraa126 nothing wrong with a little fat, more to hold on to
MrMichaelj1982 1 year ago
Thanx for posting this ..I love this
Amerievw 2 years ago
She sang a couple tracks for Pigface.
Repentia0289 2 years ago
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This scank broud is a Manson want-to-be. She is not even singing. Just babling to music. It is a shame that some band is wasteing their time on her.
NixieMumblewood 2 years ago
you make me laugh Tarrie B is so much better than the little "wonder years BOY "
gavinspalding 2 years ago
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She's also a huge fucking whale, and butt ugly.
hatefuIIkat 2 years ago
fat? i'm sorry but this is what real women look like.
ashtrayheartx 2 years ago
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Maybe where you live, but not in the rest of the civilized world. Real women care about their looks and work out. You're probably just a frustrated fatty yourself.
hatefuIIkat 2 years ago
Next to St Anger this may be the worst drum sound of all time.
ThieleM 2 years ago
Everyone calls her ugly and weak. But none of them are tough enough to just speak there mind like that. She's beautiful because she dosen't worry about what people thinks about her. Trying to censor her and shutting her up will not nor will it ever work.
BloodyKaede 2 years ago 7
LOVE THE VIDEO...
shygirl270 2 years ago
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fat bastard
topentertainer 2 years ago
Saw her years ago when her band was named Manhole. They opened for Type O Negative.
Have always been sort of a fan.
monkyboy777 2 years ago 5
OMFG..I love this .. I use to listen to the spoken version on the end of Relief Through Release.. One of the most Badass Chicks I know of.. Thanx for posting this
Ngltwn 2 years ago 26
@Ngltwn me too!!
ZindyZin 1 year ago
Btw I think everyone can relate to this. Thier just afraid to think about it. Its not a bad song.
MissLadySpikie 2 years ago 8
I am Lips Hips Tits!
<3 Tarrie B.
tricksterschoices 2 years ago 3
"I have the right to remain silent,...but I chose to speak." BEST FRASE EVER!
MissLadySpikie 2 years ago 3
Seen these guys live twice, fuckin amazing!!! If ever hollywood make a GOOD film with a female hardass character in it this song should be her tune in it.
chrisMortimer66 2 years ago 2
My favourite song, ever! Thanks for uploading! ;>D
LoftyArts 2 years ago
Devil Woman in the most grandious!!!!
pegasusmum 2 years ago 2
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hahaha what a loser, this music is shit
travispastranaaa 2 years ago
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i suck she ;**
Gutzable 2 years ago
she is pretty.
TheCannibalprincess 2 years ago 6
She is marilyn manson, female... hehehe
TatiSteil 2 years ago 5
not seen Tarrie for a long time, but nice bass sound tho,lol x
mok143 2 years ago
not seen Terrie for a long time, but nice bass sound tho,lol x
mok143 2 years ago
she is hott in a powerfull way
wkdworlds 2 years ago 8
Awesome.
Deadgray 2 years ago 5
Some of this is really insightful, but she kind of uses the cliche poet's trick of:
"I am this thing, yet I am the opposite of this thing" too much
Good song either way, but not as personal or profound as she's aiming for.
Glokkin 2 years ago
The word you're looking for is 'oxymoron' =]
xeesad 2 years ago
LMAO
GermaanseEngel14 2 years ago
i love u Tairrie B!!
ur such a goddess!
platypus777 2 years ago
DE POCA ,MUY BUENO ,ESTA DE POCA MOTHER
pavaroty2000 2 years ago
Nice video!!
Kvitild 2 years ago 2
I love this video, i think in this one song she describes the most dark human nature and questions a real philosophy!
Lilvikqueen 2 years ago 3
Check out ,Cadaveria-100,000 Faces, on youtube...\m/ \m/
triumphelf 2 years ago 3
heaven
Viereck17 2 years ago
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disgusting! i think i read "terror".. not "shit"
myselfmaria 2 years ago
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Hahaha what a coincidence!! I think i read "myselfmaria"... not "shit eater"!!!!!
Lilvikqueen 2 years ago
wow you're totally brilliant!
myselfmaria 2 years ago 3
Heaven doesn't want me and Hell's afraid I'll take over.... I like this one the best. Thanks for sharing.
fantadoodles 2 years ago 9
what does she say??? "F.uck off"?? :s
voulamj87 2 years ago
nope, she says 'fucker'
nailbomb420 2 years ago
ΟΗ ΟΚ!!
voulamj87 2 years ago
I met her and fell in love in Harker Hights Texas. She is the Queen of Dark Metal