Your leg is what my arm use to look like 2 years ago.. Ever since my best friend nearly bled to death, I stopped cutting. I have not cut in almost 8 months and I feel good about myself. Right now I am helping everyone I know with their cutting obsession and it's going very well. I just want to let everyone know that you are never unloved or never alone! Stay strong everyone! One day you'll look at your remaining scars and be thankful that you've stopped.<3
ive stopped cutting for 3 months now and this video rmeinded me of how much damage i caused to myself and how i dont want to do it again. def not triggering.
i dont know what all you fuck tards are on about because this video was this person coming out of their shell and showing what self harm does to you... i really feel for them and hope that if they ever need anyone for comfort they can talk to me!!! FUCK YOU ALL! <3
Was there a trigger from that year of cutting? What were you going through. You clearly were in a tremendous amount of emotional pain. Some people cut to feel when they are numb. Others do it to distract themself from feeling too much. And for others, it is outter proof of pain inside nobody can see. It shows the pain inside.
This was very corageous of you to do this video. I try to hide fresh cuts but after a while they heal & you and still see them but it's just always there & I'm just oblivious to how noticeable they are but not alor of people to I SI
I am SO happy you've stopped!!!! I'm trying to, I've only done it 3 times and only have to scars but I am nipping it in the bud cuz I can already tell how addicting it really is
thank you i am still trying hard to stop i also dont use drugs anymore this is my only way to cope im so alone right now my situation is so hard no emotional support just me and my blade once i cut i lose track of how deep and how many cuts i do but no friends and family to help me so just my blade i NEED to stop but i also NEED that comfort of cuttin so im really confused
thank you i am still trying hard to stop i also dont use drugs anymore this is my only way to cope im so alone right now my situation is so hard no emotional support just me and my blade once i cut i lose track of how deep and how many cuts i do but no friends and family to help me so just my blade i NEED to stop but i also NEED that comfort of cuttin so im really confused
O mi fucking non existent godzilla!!!! That is beyond! I was looking up how to hide scars and saw this but I only have a few on my arm but Jesus Christ on a crutch!! That is baaad! You NEED to see somebody!!! :0
yes, i started cutting for the same reason you did;because of a friend. but then other eeents just followed so it got worse, but im happy to say that i havent done it in a couple months and hoping ot keep that going:) so pround of you! scars fade just like the memories of our past
I agree to ignore the negative and endorse the positive. I was diagnosed with schizoassociative dissorder, very similar to schizophrenia. I have battled impulsive cutting for over 4 years. I am glad you are seeking treatment. Congrats for having the courage to heal when so many can't.... Blessed be
no i dont cut but i was wandering are u a guy cuss im a guy to but when u lood up this kind of stuff its always girls and what not. yes it does look painfill but still. i am kinda thinking about trying it just a little =-) but still. if i do do it i hope i never end up like u (no effence) because it looks horribly painfull
Ignore the negative comments and praise the good ones. I too am a self harmer and I'm bipolar. I understand the angst and emotion that leads us all to cutting,, the pain and release. I just wanted to sat I hope you are getting better with therapy and are feeling safe! And thankyou for sharing your journey.... Stay strong!!!!!!!!!
@dollymixturebabigirl i am also bipolar i cut i have moments where i stop but then i start again i have nobody at those moments its either to cut or down a bottle of pills i feel so alone im only 20 with a two year old daughter
im a single mom before anyone says anything she is the result of a rape i do not believe in abortion i love her
but still ppl judge me without knowing the whole story my life is a piece of crap but my daughter is my world...
Have you been to see your doctor? You should do this, he may prescribe you some anti depressents or ask you to go to therapy. Therapy is a really good way of exploring why you self harm.
Im very sorry about your rape,, but im happy that you love your daighter, stay strong for her.You can beat this im sure of it. If people judge you then they are sad people, you can only do the best as you can. Chin up girl =],, you can do this ! xxx
@dollymixturebabigirl thanks i havent been cuttin myself for a little while i have urges ALL the time instead i work out its hard im not "clean" officially yet but i hope soon i can say i havent cut for a real long time my scars are fadin so thats cool and im glad i wish u all good luck with ur own personal situations :)
@araceli3912 this is great news. We all get the urge to cut, it will subside eventually. We can all do this, we all have the strength =],, hang in there and good luck to you and your new life =] ,with your baby =] x
i'm actually surprised those healed so well. they were so bad and such a deep red i thought for sure they'd all scar dark and poofy. i hope you're better now. i also have BPD but havent had treatment or meds for it... here i am almost 22 years old and still out of control with my life. anyways, i hope you're well. <3
I started cutting when i was 11 years old and am now 22. I understand your pain and have also felt the pain of the loss of someone i was dependent on. Check out my video depression kills. it might be helpful.
No I don't want to know other peoples responses to this.I'm sorry, no I didn't see that I was asleep at that point ...I don't think you understand my question, I will ask again...
Why would you put this on youtube?From what I can see all your doing is showing off, why would you take pictures of yourself in that state. I find it very disturbing and I think you need to go and get some professional help. You should have expected some challenging comments putting filth on youtube!
I find your condescending comment "unless you're a little slow, are you" really very rude. I've struggled with SI for eight years and have watched many SI videos that didn't need trigger warnings. This has GRAPHIC photos and really needs a trig. warning...but oh well.
@123amylove I=this video has another purpose that you cant see.....its ones reflection point, what they were and how far they've come, thanks for sharing your vid experience
@123amylove You should stop being judgemental. Everyone copes with self harm in different ways. This gentleman is trying to show self harmers that this is what happens is you cut yourself, its a warning,,, not a "Hey look how cool my scars are".
It has helped a few people that i have spoken with, dont leave negative comments, if you dont like it then dont watch it. But some of us appreciate it, we stay strong and stick together, thats its purpose x
@123amylove if you read through you will see im not telling you what you can and cant say. I said you "should" stop. The way you write these comments make you out to be a judgemental person, it doesnt help to tell people they scars will go because most of the time they dont. But the fact that he has survived it, he hasnt been cutting and sharing his life. Ive stopped cutting, im in therapy and im getting on with my life. He has too, be more sensative to other peoples feelings too x
@123amylove I used to think that they would fade. But the deep ones don't. I will never wear short shorts, and I always find myself in a hoodie. Usually, it doesn't stop until years after you reach out. At least, that's what happened to me.
@123amylove Uhm like the poster of this video replied to you, im sure it has helped people. Just because scars fade, theres CLEARLY still scars on him. So, before you go speaking for other people, why dont you just realize some other things first. Like, seriously. Its a video about CUTTING. What do you expect? No duh there'd be a trigger for a cutter..Dear gosh.
yea, it is stupid to cut, but its not like we don't know that. it is brave to show. it does take a lot of courage. at least they aren't doing it as much any more, if at all. be happy for them, don't put them down. they don't need that.
I feel less alone now. My scars are very bad... They are all on my wrists and arms, though... I had around three hundred cuts, and now have around three hundred scars... And im young. I wont say how young, but im above twelve and below fourteen :-)
seeing your scars now has made me really confident, i have scars and even though theyre not everywhere they seem bad but yours looked horrible, so i'm glad your better now and i hope mine will fade as good as your did, and my story was kind of the same, i used to do a little drugs and drinking but then i stopped, got really depressed and i'm getting better now, :) x
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well um this was stupid there should b no reason to cut urself u think it relieves pain but it makes it worse really think about it all that pain released now look at ur scars n the shyt u have to take. its stupid but gj ur on the urg of recoverying
This video made me think of myself alot. I used to cut everyday. It was the only way I could get away. Parents. School. Friends. I was supposed to be this perfect cheerleader girl who everyone admired and wanted to be like. I didnt want to be that girl. That wasnt me. But I was forced to be that person. Cutting took me away from all that. It was who I was. I still cut today. Not like I did. But when something goes wrong the first thing I do is cut. Your not alone. None of us are.
strange or even sick, but this video in a way made me want to smile. I guess the whole "Im not alone with this" thing comes into it..but thankyou. ^_^
Even though ive experiened cutting myself, looking at those pictures still make me squerm, clench my hand and pull back my sleeve.My scars werent on the same scale as yours, but there still there. Every now and again when I do go to self harm, that horrible sickly feeling walks over me. To myself I dont think Ill ever be able to stop any for of self harm, I still find myself scratching my arms up, and biting my fingers to peices. Thankyou for your honesty in your video, I know this will sound
i am an actuall cutter. im visiting the psichologyst and i have border line too. and this is horrible you know that emptynes we feel. And the fear of talking with people. omg. my mood is so not stable. Sometimes very happy, sometimes empty... i hate this life. if i don't get well soon i think i will do something stupid one of those empty days.
*pats you on the back* well done to you. To get to that stage of recovery is amazing. ive been sh ing since i was fourteen, am twenty now. urges and frequency are diminishing too but not totally. To reduce intake of any substance by a great amount when so dependant upon it is fantastic and isnt easy so you have shown such strength. :-)you sound like a real thoughtful guy :-)
Thank you for this video relating to the fading of scars. i know the pain felt by cuts that cover the whole leg, believe me it hurts like hell with every small movement. you give me hope that all these scars on my legs WILL fade, the ones on my body WILL fade too. Thank you for filling me with hope. i hope that whatever pain plagued you back then has disappeared and you are who you want to be right now. congratulations to you for all that you have and continue to achieve. :-). Becs xxx
Thank you Becs :) I am happy with who I am now. I let go of all the worries that constantly surround me, and I have two months urge free and self injury free, along with greatly diminished substance abuse.
How I gave it up. I went into a week where I abused a script and slept for 80% of each day, I went to another week where I plunged myself mentally into oblivioun, and I realized, why am I letting this bother me. Why am I feeling like I need to conform to these norms placed by society. And some more realization, and bam!! I fixed it.
wow!! i can relate. i started cutting about a year ago too. I stoped in july of 07 but in october of 07 i quit using illegal drugs and had no other way to cope. Im now in therapy to try and get better again. im glad that you are getting better!! thanx for making the video!!
oh my gosh you poor thing! -hugg- I hope you're doing better! I know you don't know me at all, but if you ever need someone to talk to, message me and I'll be glad to listen.
I hope all goes well for you and I admire your feelings not to hide. I don't hide, either, and I don't feel people should shun others for being who they are. If they need help, help them. Not hurt them with words.
Actually, it didn't hurt, one bit. I mean, yea, I'm sure I was in physical pain, but I was in a dissociative episode due to the loss of friendship, so I didn't feel/realize the physical pain.
I am prolly going to make an SI themed video about taking care of cuts/wounds to stay safe and infection free.
There is hope to recover from self injury, anyone who truly wishes to recover can stop. I quit after 15 years, message me for more info. There are better ways to cope than SI or drugs, safe ways if you truly look. Thanks for raising awareness about cutting
Damn, how could you kept continue walking o0
I started on my legs, than on my arms cause it was annyiong with walking xD
thegangsta14 1 week ago
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Hey justletting you know thaat ill be here if u need someone to talk 2...(btw this video helped me with sh)
fenialilith1 1 week ago
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fenialilith1 1 week ago
ohmygod...i have never seen cuts that bad... i hope your okay D:
magdastar117 1 week ago
Your leg is what my arm use to look like 2 years ago.. Ever since my best friend nearly bled to death, I stopped cutting. I have not cut in almost 8 months and I feel good about myself. Right now I am helping everyone I know with their cutting obsession and it's going very well. I just want to let everyone know that you are never unloved or never alone! Stay strong everyone! One day you'll look at your remaining scars and be thankful that you've stopped.<3
XiScHuLTz27iX 2 weeks ago
Holy Shit. Sending out the love.
xXBronzedBalletXx 2 months ago
ive stopped cutting for 3 months now and this video rmeinded me of how much damage i caused to myself and how i dont want to do it again. def not triggering.
starz9991 2 months ago
If my friends think something's dangerous I go in 1st just for the pain! Pain makes me laugh!
LittleBigPlanet122 3 months ago
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I feel for you beautiful.
13Laurenxoxo 3 months ago
I thought seeing this would make me stop but it makes me wanna so more and more please someone help! :,(
mariam12a 4 months ago
I've never hidden my cuts or scars. People need to understand that they are my battle wounds.
97alphabet 5 months ago
i'm sitting here with tears in my eyes..
this is just terrible! i feel SO sorry for you, you must have gone through some awful shit since you were cutting so bad.
i'm really glad that you have recovered and i hope you'll never do this again.
i can't describe how bad i feel for self harmers... suffering in silence must be the worst thing ever.
i just wish i could do something to help people who cut themselves =/
anyways i hope you're doing well now, lots of love <3
GUGU8b 6 months ago
Are you people blind? There IS a trigger warning at the beginning!
TheOneAndOnlyMe92 6 months ago
I look at my arms and I thought I was bad. :/
LovingThatTune98 6 months ago 3
i dont know what all you fuck tards are on about because this video was this person coming out of their shell and showing what self harm does to you... i really feel for them and hope that if they ever need anyone for comfort they can talk to me!!! FUCK YOU ALL! <3
Emily69Jane 6 months ago
Was there a trigger from that year of cutting? What were you going through. You clearly were in a tremendous amount of emotional pain. Some people cut to feel when they are numb. Others do it to distract themself from feeling too much. And for others, it is outter proof of pain inside nobody can see. It shows the pain inside.
DiaShanti 7 months ago
This was very corageous of you to do this video. I try to hide fresh cuts but after a while they heal & you and still see them but it's just always there & I'm just oblivious to how noticeable they are but not alor of people to I SI
heatherlb42 8 months ago
If you want help fading scars, even for really deep cuts.
Cocoa butter with added vitamin E is amazing.
Get a large bottle from Asda for £4.97, lasts about a month and really does help.
I had really deep cuts but now you can only see the scars if you really look for them.
(ive used the product for 3 months)
hope this helps someone
3llie6652 8 months ago 2
@3llie6652 ill try this bcuz it's really annoying me that i cant show wear loose clothing on my cuts cuz they take too long to heal so thanks!!x
cryingsilenttearsxox 8 months ago
I am SO happy you've stopped!!!! I'm trying to, I've only done it 3 times and only have to scars but I am nipping it in the bud cuz I can already tell how addicting it really is
1997nutcracker 9 months ago
thank you
Blond3Mom3nt 10 months ago
I'm glad you stopped,i am trying to stop currently now..and it's very hard.
MegaGirlygirl161 10 months ago
perfect song for this video
araceli3912 11 months ago
thank you i am still trying hard to stop i also dont use drugs anymore this is my only way to cope im so alone right now my situation is so hard no emotional support just me and my blade once i cut i lose track of how deep and how many cuts i do but no friends and family to help me so just my blade i NEED to stop but i also NEED that comfort of cuttin so im really confused
araceli3912 11 months ago
thank you i am still trying hard to stop i also dont use drugs anymore this is my only way to cope im so alone right now my situation is so hard no emotional support just me and my blade once i cut i lose track of how deep and how many cuts i do but no friends and family to help me so just my blade i NEED to stop but i also NEED that comfort of cuttin so im really confused
araceli3912 11 months ago
O mi fucking non existent godzilla!!!! That is beyond! I was looking up how to hide scars and saw this but I only have a few on my arm but Jesus Christ on a crutch!! That is baaad! You NEED to see somebody!!! :0
amalea612 11 months ago
Hope ur all right :)
AMY1213141 1 year ago
yes, i started cutting for the same reason you did;because of a friend. but then other eeents just followed so it got worse, but im happy to say that i havent done it in a couple months and hoping ot keep that going:) so pround of you! scars fade just like the memories of our past
mickey28rocks 1 year ago
I agree to ignore the negative and endorse the positive. I was diagnosed with schizoassociative dissorder, very similar to schizophrenia. I have battled impulsive cutting for over 4 years. I am glad you are seeking treatment. Congrats for having the courage to heal when so many can't.... Blessed be
XTaelorsAngelX 1 year ago
jesus fucking shit....
i hate people that say guys don't cut.
i am very sorry for you btw.. ): i've cutted for a year and a half and now im tryin to quit.
iwannatellyou 1 year ago
no i dont cut but i was wandering are u a guy cuss im a guy to but when u lood up this kind of stuff its always girls and what not. yes it does look painfill but still. i am kinda thinking about trying it just a little =-) but still. if i do do it i hope i never end up like u (no effence) because it looks horribly painfull
fairyapokie 1 year ago
Ignore the negative comments and praise the good ones. I too am a self harmer and I'm bipolar. I understand the angst and emotion that leads us all to cutting,, the pain and release. I just wanted to sat I hope you are getting better with therapy and are feeling safe! And thankyou for sharing your journey.... Stay strong!!!!!!!!!
dollymixturebabigirl 1 year ago 3
@dollymixturebabigirl i am also bipolar i cut i have moments where i stop but then i start again i have nobody at those moments its either to cut or down a bottle of pills i feel so alone im only 20 with a two year old daughter
im a single mom before anyone says anything she is the result of a rape i do not believe in abortion i love her
but still ppl judge me without knowing the whole story my life is a piece of crap but my daughter is my world...
araceli3912 11 months ago
@araceli3912 Hey thankyou for replying.
Have you been to see your doctor? You should do this, he may prescribe you some anti depressents or ask you to go to therapy. Therapy is a really good way of exploring why you self harm.
Im very sorry about your rape,, but im happy that you love your daighter, stay strong for her.You can beat this im sure of it. If people judge you then they are sad people, you can only do the best as you can. Chin up girl =],, you can do this ! xxx
dollymixturebabigirl 9 months ago
@dollymixturebabigirl thanks i havent been cuttin myself for a little while i have urges ALL the time instead i work out its hard im not "clean" officially yet but i hope soon i can say i havent cut for a real long time my scars are fadin so thats cool and im glad i wish u all good luck with ur own personal situations :)
araceli3912 9 months ago
@araceli3912 this is great news. We all get the urge to cut, it will subside eventually. We can all do this, we all have the strength =],, hang in there and good luck to you and your new life =] ,with your baby =] x
dollymixturebabigirl 9 months ago
i'm actually surprised those healed so well. they were so bad and such a deep red i thought for sure they'd all scar dark and poofy. i hope you're better now. i also have BPD but havent had treatment or meds for it... here i am almost 22 years old and still out of control with my life. anyways, i hope you're well. <3
KinKiNiKKi4 1 year ago
You really should put a trigger warning..
I'm rare to trigger, and this has pushed me to that level. :/
Just trying to look out for others similar to myself who trigger easily.
RazorCutProductions 1 year ago
I'm really surprised that the scars on your calves aren't visible very much, compared to how many cuts there were.
xOfVanityAndWaxx 1 year ago
I hope your'e doing much better now, you know God loves you right? :)
MelissaMagnificent 1 year ago
you are so cool
why you put this on youtube?
kids -.-
I search a song and then come this shit.. omg.. stupid
NyonRecords 1 year ago
Are u male?
lachinx 1 year ago
I started cutting when i was 11 years old and am now 22. I understand your pain and have also felt the pain of the loss of someone i was dependent on. Check out my video depression kills. it might be helpful.
hope you are doing well.
XxKakashigrlxX 1 year ago
wow....anyone know the name of this song?
AliceSan95 1 year ago
Dam were yu plyin tic tac toe wit yur skin ?
MegaLovely14 1 year ago
wats the song o.o
kurosakikkk 1 year ago
@bigbuttmann
No I don't want to know other peoples responses to this.I'm sorry, no I didn't see that I was asleep at that point ...I don't think you understand my question, I will ask again...
Why would you put this on youtube?From what I can see all your doing is showing off, why would you take pictures of yourself in that state. I find it very disturbing and I think you need to go and get some professional help. You should have expected some challenging comments putting filth on youtube!
123amylove 1 year ago
I want to know why you would put this on youtube?
This wouldn't inspire me to stop cutting but only show me that the cuts would fade into scars and only a few marks would be left.
This hasn't helped me and I don't know who it would help anyone else.
Small trigger warning needed btw!
123amylove 1 year ago 20
@123amylove
It has helped people.
And 2. If you are looking at videos about cutting, I think you should assume that it would be triggering, unless you are a little slow, are you?
bigbuttmann 1 year ago 20
@bigbuttmann
I find your condescending comment "unless you're a little slow, are you" really very rude. I've struggled with SI for eight years and have watched many SI videos that didn't need trigger warnings. This has GRAPHIC photos and really needs a trig. warning...but oh well.
interwebfad 1 year ago
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TheCheetahwings 1 year ago
@bigbuttmann
Well you know if you cant take comments then don't put a video on youtube. Basically ...
Don't call be slow you attention seeker ....
123amylove 9 months ago
@123amylove I=this video has another purpose that you cant see.....its ones reflection point, what they were and how far they've come, thanks for sharing your vid experience
Cutiter 1 year ago
@123amylove You should stop being judgemental. Everyone copes with self harm in different ways. This gentleman is trying to show self harmers that this is what happens is you cut yourself, its a warning,,, not a "Hey look how cool my scars are".
It has helped a few people that i have spoken with, dont leave negative comments, if you dont like it then dont watch it. But some of us appreciate it, we stay strong and stick together, thats its purpose x
dollymixturebabigirl 9 months ago
@dollymixturebabigirl
I think you should ummm, not tell me what I can and cant say ...
Me being judgemental you don't know me but you know, I self harm!
How would it help but tell people that their cuts and scars will go.
It is pointless .... Ok, you go on in life still cutting because people like this put stupid showing off videos on youtube ...
123amylove 9 months ago
@123amylove if you read through you will see im not telling you what you can and cant say. I said you "should" stop. The way you write these comments make you out to be a judgemental person, it doesnt help to tell people they scars will go because most of the time they dont. But the fact that he has survived it, he hasnt been cutting and sharing his life. Ive stopped cutting, im in therapy and im getting on with my life. He has too, be more sensative to other peoples feelings too x
dollymixturebabigirl 9 months ago
@123amylove I used to think that they would fade. But the deep ones don't. I will never wear short shorts, and I always find myself in a hoodie. Usually, it doesn't stop until years after you reach out. At least, that's what happened to me.
KatieDovel 9 months ago
@123amylove Uhm like the poster of this video replied to you, im sure it has helped people. Just because scars fade, theres CLEARLY still scars on him. So, before you go speaking for other people, why dont you just realize some other things first. Like, seriously. Its a video about CUTTING. What do you expect? No duh there'd be a trigger for a cutter..Dear gosh.
escapethefatefan11 8 months ago
emo isom as i call it isnt bad its just who we are we should be treated as we please so for all u emo haters go fuck ure selfs
xxCUTTINGxx1 6 months ago
@123amylove this does help, believe me. it's not only a few marks..it actually shows that it will never fade completely..
LeiChY96 5 months ago
yea, it is stupid to cut, but its not like we don't know that. it is brave to show. it does take a lot of courage. at least they aren't doing it as much any more, if at all. be happy for them, don't put them down. they don't need that.
daiseylover101 1 year ago
why did you take pictures of it ? not meaning to be offensive, just wondering..
bergy1989 2 years ago
wow, very brave to show yourself this way, it takes a lot of courage.
they have healed immensly well! great to see, it sort of made my day to see how faded they were.
i hope you feel much better within yourself now,
stay strong, be positive. you should be proud.
eachrosehasathorn 2 years ago 4
I feel less alone now. My scars are very bad... They are all on my wrists and arms, though... I had around three hundred cuts, and now have around three hundred scars... And im young. I wont say how young, but im above twelve and below fourteen :-)
MegaChik3n 2 years ago
seeing your scars now has made me really confident, i have scars and even though theyre not everywhere they seem bad but yours looked horrible, so i'm glad your better now and i hope mine will fade as good as your did, and my story was kind of the same, i used to do a little drugs and drinking but then i stopped, got really depressed and i'm getting better now, :) x
RAaand0m0siityx 2 years ago
good job on the vidio i can relate ive also abused drugs and self harmed and i actuly have borderline personality disorder also
xlost6in6the6worldx 2 years ago
i want 2 du the same as u
babychick103mma 2 years ago
stay strong xxx
SheHidBehindASmile 2 years ago 3
did you do all of those at the same time... i don't believe it..
shanirideshorsesss 3 years ago
you get more off a sensation when u cut the leg area
mishyb1979 3 years ago
holy shiznit that must of hurt
bloodlustko 3 years ago
i commend your bravery. thanks. =)
CammyCe05 3 years ago
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well um this was stupid there should b no reason to cut urself u think it relieves pain but it makes it worse really think about it all that pain released now look at ur scars n the shyt u have to take. its stupid but gj ur on the urg of recoverying
pdraper1975 3 years ago
This video made me think of myself alot. I used to cut everyday. It was the only way I could get away. Parents. School. Friends. I was supposed to be this perfect cheerleader girl who everyone admired and wanted to be like. I didnt want to be that girl. That wasnt me. But I was forced to be that person. Cutting took me away from all that. It was who I was. I still cut today. Not like I did. But when something goes wrong the first thing I do is cut. Your not alone. None of us are.
MorbidAngel1989 3 years ago
strange or even sick, but this video in a way made me want to smile. I guess the whole "Im not alone with this" thing comes into it..but thankyou. ^_^
Zoelolitapop 3 years ago 2
Even though ive experiened cutting myself, looking at those pictures still make me squerm, clench my hand and pull back my sleeve.My scars werent on the same scale as yours, but there still there. Every now and again when I do go to self harm, that horrible sickly feeling walks over me. To myself I dont think Ill ever be able to stop any for of self harm, I still find myself scratching my arms up, and biting my fingers to peices. Thankyou for your honesty in your video, I know this will sound
Zoelolitapop 3 years ago
i am an actuall cutter. im visiting the psichologyst and i have border line too. and this is horrible you know that emptynes we feel. And the fear of talking with people. omg. my mood is so not stable. Sometimes very happy, sometimes empty... i hate this life. if i don't get well soon i think i will do something stupid one of those empty days.
be strong!
Kisses!
doxy16 3 years ago
wow there where a lot..
I think it is very brave of you to show it here..
Nice done everything is healing very well!
I hope the scars will fade a bit more...
Will they?
(ive got some scars too.. They wont fade.. Do you happen to know if I can do anything about it?)
Morganxmij 3 years ago
@Morganxmij
mederma scar cream
daiseylover101 1 year ago
@daiseylover101
okay thanks :)
mine are very much faded, thank god :)
xXx
Morganxmij 1 year ago
*pats you on the back* well done to you. To get to that stage of recovery is amazing. ive been sh ing since i was fourteen, am twenty now. urges and frequency are diminishing too but not totally. To reduce intake of any substance by a great amount when so dependant upon it is fantastic and isnt easy so you have shown such strength. :-)you sound like a real thoughtful guy :-)
gonnakicksumass 3 years ago
Thank you for this video relating to the fading of scars. i know the pain felt by cuts that cover the whole leg, believe me it hurts like hell with every small movement. you give me hope that all these scars on my legs WILL fade, the ones on my body WILL fade too. Thank you for filling me with hope. i hope that whatever pain plagued you back then has disappeared and you are who you want to be right now. congratulations to you for all that you have and continue to achieve. :-). Becs xxx
gonnakicksumass 3 years ago 7
Thank you Becs :) I am happy with who I am now. I let go of all the worries that constantly surround me, and I have two months urge free and self injury free, along with greatly diminished substance abuse.
Thanks for your comment! :)
bigbuttmann 3 years ago
i cut alot, im a chromic smoker,drinker and cutter, how do u stop?
dirtboy95 3 years ago
How I gave it up. I went into a week where I abused a script and slept for 80% of each day, I went to another week where I plunged myself mentally into oblivioun, and I realized, why am I letting this bother me. Why am I feeling like I need to conform to these norms placed by society. And some more realization, and bam!! I fixed it.
bigbuttmann 3 years ago
kk ty
dirtboy95 3 years ago
I've been cutting for 5 years now. It never leaves my thoughts.
TiggerPenguin 4 years ago
wow!! i can relate. i started cutting about a year ago too. I stoped in july of 07 but in october of 07 i quit using illegal drugs and had no other way to cope. Im now in therapy to try and get better again. im glad that you are getting better!! thanx for making the video!!
willthiseverend23 4 years ago
I hope you stay clean and I'm glad your getting better =]
Cassix94 4 years ago
oh my gosh you poor thing! -hugg- I hope you're doing better! I know you don't know me at all, but if you ever need someone to talk to, message me and I'll be glad to listen.
xasphyxiation 4 years ago
-hug back- Thank you for your kind offer, I appreciate it :)
bigbuttmann 4 years ago
no problem!
xasphyxiation 4 years ago
I hope all goes well for you and I admire your feelings not to hide. I don't hide, either, and I don't feel people should shun others for being who they are. If they need help, help them. Not hurt them with words.
Lovelessxwrists 4 years ago
wow those cuts really looked ouch. I hope you recover soon and find a healthy way to cope with life. I wish that for all self-injurers. Stay safe.
welcometothejungle21 4 years ago
Actually, it didn't hurt, one bit. I mean, yea, I'm sure I was in physical pain, but I was in a dissociative episode due to the loss of friendship, so I didn't feel/realize the physical pain.
I am prolly going to make an SI themed video about taking care of cuts/wounds to stay safe and infection free.
bigbuttmann 4 years ago
i hope you.
stay clean. and
stop hurtimg yourself.
thank you for the video
to show the effect on cutting
yourself.
MoWeezzyy 4 years ago
There is hope to recover from self injury, anyone who truly wishes to recover can stop. I quit after 15 years, message me for more info. There are better ways to cope than SI or drugs, safe ways if you truly look. Thanks for raising awareness about cutting
stopselfinjury 4 years ago