I really don't have anything to be sad about, except for the fact that I'm doing this to myself. My mom was supportive when she finally found out and she took me to many therapists. It turns out that there is something wrong with me. I am genetically screwed up in the head. I barely have any of that "happy drug" and my anxiety is over the top. My brother tried to help in his own way, but for him that was to get me into drugs. I felt suffocated by that and now I'm just a cutter with withdrawals.
this song really stuck out to me back before i get help for my chronic depression.
people dont need to cut. or cause self harm. theres people who can help you. you just have to learn to fight the urges. it gets better people. theres nothing ever worth killing yourself over. ever. and dont go hating on the guy called 10ndar, he does have a point.
@Vaantjuhhh who are you to judge what is funny and what is not? i find people who want to end their life funny because they have a chance that some people have lost or will never have; a full life. i would glady help a suicide victim end their life because they obviously dont want something so cherishable as life. Their garbage and a waste of life, just like you.
@chelsey1421 i think it is...there are people who have it worse. learn to cope with your problems or seek help, dont take your depression out on yourself. or just kill yourself so you dont have anymore pain and have people worry about you.
Best part is 1:20-1:22 when the girl is hanging from the rope. Kinda funny. If you are going to cut yourself, there is only one cut you need, straight across the fucking throat or straight up the arm. There will be no more pain because you will be dead! hahahaha
@xXPerfectlyInsaneXx there is nothing wrong in my mind, i just have a different perspective than what you have. It seems you are the one who is fucked up because you lack the knowledge and understanding to; one, some people have differnet opinions, and two, you are quick to judge what I sat as wrong. Dont direct what you have to say when you dont take a look at each side being represented. Listen to the song, comment, and move on, or better yet, slit your wrist because you are a waste of life.
My friends didn't understand when I was cutting.......... :'( My parents thought it was for attention. Only I knew how I felt, but I couldn't put it into words. I dragged myself out of it, with help from some special bands extremely close to my heart (BVB, ETF, Alesana, BFMV, FIR etc- I love you guys and you mean the world to me). And now I still have mental breakdowns but Im a happier person, but I havent changed who I am.... :)
Not feeling so great right now. I've already listened to this song 20 times on repeat and it's still going. No matter what I just keep telling myself that I'll be ok and that things will get better. Sometimes it's hard to believe myself though. This song and some of these comments are definitely helping though. My biggest problem is that I'm afraid one day I won't be able to convince myself that things will be ok and I'll do something bad. I hope this never happens. I always try to stay positive
I started a while back... I had lots of problems then, I do know but not as many. The thing I just don't get is, there was a good time of about a month or so before everything went to shit again, and I still did it, still cut... I didn't want to stop, nothing was wrong then but I was still depressed and there was no reason. I tried to be happier and just couldn't be. I don't know why, I just want to be happy
I've been going on three years now...my parents find out two weeks ago...they want me to go to therapy and switch schools....they think its that easy to stop
I hate it when people leave entire dialogues in comments.. Take it to PM or a different site please <3. Comment = Short and memorable. Not a life story. (I'm not saying don't let it out. or stop crying. Just. Do it on someone's shoulder, literally or metaphorically) (I also see the irony that this message is long)
I push my problems aside and act as of everything is alright I dont know if this is good for my health and I don't care asking as it keeps me away from the blade I hate seeing ppl and ik if I keep cutting I'm gonna hurt others
@AmysSeductivePain Youve just gotta keep going. And no, not a lot of people will understand what really happens within you but that's just how the world is. You have to stick close to the few real family and friends that you have. It doesn't matter how deep you cut. The intentions are the same. You're worth so much more. Don't destroy your beautiful skin. The damage your doing to the beauty on the outside is destroying the beauty on the inside, too. You're worth more. You MATTER.
i have recently stopped, but when i did, all the pain that i had, how alone i was, how much hate i thought i had from others, all these depressing stages i was going through,doing that was a realise for me but today i am trying to stop. thank you guys, its nice to know im not alone xx
i just found out my first love was cheating on me the whole time ...:( and know i am starting to think that love is just a game..for people to play other people
Another update.. everyone I know knows I cut now.... I could just die. They all think i'm an attention whore even though I did not want them to know... I hate this.
@AmysSeductivePain i know how u feel. i go to a small school, and one person found out, and then suddenly the whole school new. Im looked at as a freak. but i have a small group of friends who understand, and a bunch of them struggle with cutting too. just dont ever feel alone, because your loved. a lot of people u probably dont even no are probably going through the same thing. if u ever need to tlk u can send me a message or something.
When we cut, we're in control - we make our own pain and we can stop it whenever we want. Physical pain relieves mental anguish. For a brief moment, the pain of cutting is the only thing in the cutter's mind, and when that stops and the other comes back, it is weaker. I have no clue why I do what I do. It feels good to have cold metal press against my skin as my problems tear at my soul. The blood drips softly and I cry silently. No one will ever understand me except for other people like me
I would get help but I can't. I know no one would understand, they would just do what my dad would. Call me an attention whore. Oh I have nothing to be sad about, but that's the worst part. I do. No one would get it.... I can't stop either. It does make me feel better. I'm addicted and I know it... My friends just don't understand. I don't deserve want or need to get help from anyone. As long as I don't cut to deep...... Then i'll be fine </3 I deserve what ever I get anyways.
please. i was like that. Still am. no one knew what i was going through. what i was feeling. i never wanted help. never turned to anyone for help. i told myself. "your gunna go to far one day" and well...
dont ever give up on hope.
I have reached rock bottom many times. im only 14.
@AmysSeductivePain i feel the exact same way i cant go one day without my long sleevess or a jacket without being called an attention whore or told to go die im afraid to look in the mirror because last time i did i didnt reconize the girl in it like looking at a complete stranger... i cut never to deep never to little never enough to die but just enough t feel the sreams inside and watch my blood flow...you are not alone
You are not alone. That's exactly how it is for me. My best friend found out and her reaction was, "What do you have to cut yourself over?" The thing is, she isn't inside me, and your friends and family aren't inside you, feeling what you feel either. I know You don't know me, but if you need to talk, message me. I promise I will try to help with an open heart.
@AmysSeductivePain I know exactly what u mean. I was so addicted but I stopped. I didn't stop because people told me it was bad for me or that I just was being self-centered or something of that sort. I stopped the day it took my girlfriends life. She was the love of my life but it all ended over pain. I try and tell everyone else that cuts that it doesn't have to be this way, but they never listen and I understand.
My most listened too song, one of the first things I do in the morning is right it across my arms if been cut free 2 wks, I knw it won't last I'm not tht strong, the erge kills me butt I hope too beat it . *too stop the physical pain yu firsthave too fix the emotional pain inside which is harder sayd thn done, I love my live and my son, butt my past haunts me daily.... I jus want too be normal for once /:
Ok seriously, Its like this. You can block out physical pain. But you CANNOT I don't care how strong we think we are you CANNOT block out emotional pain. It tears at the heart and we never beat it. Cutting is a way of taking that emotional pain and turning it into physical pain to a point where its a release of all the emotional trauma and pain we feel. I have a little brother
@wolfhummingbird who I LOVE with all my heart and I cant even see him. He was taken away with my mom and moved 3 thousand miles away from me. Its not an easy
@wolfhummingbird thing to tell him to be strong when I'm falling apart inside. Just please stop arguing over the deal with "cutting" and "emo" fighting. We all have feelings.
So a girl committed suicide last week at the high school I go to and her bestfriends sent a text telling everyone to write the word "love" on their arms. Dealing with depression I knew the quote immediately . And my parents don't usually let me write on my body, so I had to explain to them about this. The saddest thing is I envy her for getting out.
@ofUNICORNwg ....1. This song explains how a LOT of people feel. So I mean, you may not like this song, but why do you have to say 'Gay as fuck'? 2. That could be taken very rude to people who are homosexual. I mean, its like saying 'Omg thats like so like chearleader who can't say like smart stuff like OMG'. It hurts some peoples feelings so watch what you say please :)
When ever me or my friend cut we write 'To Write Love On Her Arms' and everyday we do what we call hand or arm check. If we wrote it on our hand or arm that means we cut and we talk about why we did it. It's actually really helpful
I lost the one person in the world who could keep me from cutting... And when he left me... I let out everything I'd had been restraining... A few days later he saw my arm...and it looked pretty bad... And the first thing he said... "Why?" I wanted to scream...to tell him it was his fault... What do I do...? He acts like everything we were...never happened... And every time he sees...whether they're fresh or not... He acts like he has no idea why... And I just don't know what the hell to do...
All Ive wanted to do since I told everyone I was okay, that I had stopped, is just cut. do it one last time. i miss that relief. But I made a promise to some people I don't want to dissapoint.... but I may end up ruining everything for myself.
Ive been through the whole depressed thing I know everything seems to feel better when it's physical pain not emotional but THINGS WILL GET BETTER!!!! I promise from the bottom of my tear stained heart love to all you guys -3 i love you ;*
I started cutting couple months ago and i'm already addicted to it. It's the one thing my boyfriend and I have a serious fight over. all the other times we fight we just bicker like an old people couple
Twloha <3 , @iamlyricallywritten3 it's true that it's better to tell some of your problems to your closest person u know but there are times when u have to deal with your own problems and try thinkin' outside the "box" , try figurin out why do tha problems keep comin' after you or what did u do wrong to deserve such a shitty life..idk , ima kinda like an idiot.. i still think that Life is Beautiful cuz i've didn't count how many times i've breath , ive count how many times my breathin stopped :(
@RespectTheBunny Me too .. i sit in my room and cry every single night && cut to disract the outside world , and i could never tell my mom this because she told me if i cut again , she'd take my phone and laptop away. So i hide.
@RespectTheBunny same thing. im required to volunteer at places i do it at my sister's skool and when she see's me, she looks so happy and rpoud to be my sister. thats when i feel like crying
And you know what? I don't care about the remarks people make, I don't care about what anyone else says, because at the end of the day, i'm me. Nobody can change that. Not just by calling me fat, ugly, slaggy, or anything- Because I know i'm not, and it's a shame they wont realise that I DONT CARE.
I erase my Skin cause the pain is to much to take. Its hard to hold it in for 4 years. When i express myself i get called, whore, dumbass, slut, fuck up, dumb bitch, mistake, use less. I believe it all. My so called ' dad' calls me this. He calls it constructive critism no it just hurts. Not a day goes by i dont think about suicide. it crosses my mind everyday. This Song Gives Me Hope. <3
Some guys at my school made fun of me for writing it on myself. Do you guys know that you should do it too? The more you laugh at me the more I feel like cutting. I'll still do it for hope. I hope you stupid guys get the message.
@1Hermez Never let go of that hope. Someday, you'll get away from that and things will get better for you. That I can promise you. Never let go, and never give in. You'll make it through. And know there's always someone who cares; there's always someone there.
I stopped cutting 3 weeks ago, after my dad had died.. And then God sent me another fatherly figure. He saw my arms, he heard my story.. and one night he woke me up at 3 in the morning, and we buried it. 20ft.. God, I have not cut since, so many temptations to do so, and I always have 3 hidden in my room just in case.. <3 I love you " daddy" :3
Love this song cant stop listening to it. Havent cut in almost three years an acomplishment yeah but i sadly still keep razors hidden in my purse where ever i go just in case, that long and it still has a hold on me. Started cause my friend did it and said it took the pain away so i tryed it to see if it would i wish i never would have made the first cut but im glad that i was able to quit it. Thank you to anyone who decided to read my random confession.<3 It gets better it just takes time.
I love this song.... And i have friends who cut.. and even though i hate it. And i try every way to make them stop im still their for them. my family says oh you shouldnt be hanging around thoes "type" of people. But my family doesnt no what is going on... They make me mad. But i love my friends soo much.. And i hope everything will work out for them. and maybe ill help them to stop :) <3
I love this song so much. I really do. I used to cut myself, but my bestfriend told me I had to stop and told my dad. I have done it a few times since, but I cant do it or thell find out. But I need to. They dont understand what they are doing. They arent helping me. They are hurting me. I need to...but I love this song and it makes me feel better knowing Im not the only one...<3
Im sorry father, I cut, I drink, I hang out with pot heads at times i've done pot i smoke to stop cutting, I cut myself for relief i cut myself to feel something to know whats going on reallly happened or is happening. Im sorry i probally didnt turn out the way you wanted me to, but i want to know if your watching down on me, just give me a sighn that your there. I miss you. </3 R.i.p daddy.
I cut. I'm sorry mom, I cut myself and hang out with the pot heads, I don't do pot but I cut myself to find out if my life is real and if this pain inside of me is real. I cut myself to feel something because I am so numb half the time. It scares me to know what people will say if they find out I cut.
haven't cut in about a year i still have urges but i'm over it... it started when i tried with a piece of plastic, then i broke skin with broken glass.. what hurts is the guy that saw my scars told me i might as well kill myself.. his exact word were,"im just sayin if the bitch wants to cut herself, she might as well kill herself"
I started with a razor blade in the seventh grade, im going into ninth grade soon I havent cut in 3 weeks may not be long but its a big accomplishment to me, and its all because of him. <3 3 months and still going strong. <3
Wow, there are a lot of people like me:( Its an addiction thats fer surr... Ih've been cutting sence 7th.. It was bad.. But its worse now... And its hard... Im in 10th now, and i cant let go of that blade... No matter how hard i try
@Redemogirlsix But you aren't alone, someone is always thinking of you, and no I am not saying God is, I am saying a random person around the world is crying right now because of this song, this song was written for people with a problem like yours. You aren't alone. You can fight all of it, you all can, it's hard, it's undeniably hard and feels impossible but just remember someone loves you, I don't know you but I love you, you are all loved.
It started with a straight pin in 7th grade. I'm 20 years old and about to enter the Navy now. I still struggle with the urge to hurt myself. I know I'm not alone and that I'm loved but when you've done it for long it becomes an addiction. It becomes hard to stop.
I know I'm not alone and that I am surrounded by people who love me. Yet I still feel alone and lost. We bear our scars differently. But every scar has a story.
It has been one month since I last hurt myself. Don't become what I have.
I started with a pair of scissors, then moved to knives, now I get the urge but songs like this remind me that there are always people that love me and there are people I can talk to :) there are always people who will listen, never think you are alone, because you're not.
i was a cutter ive gone back many times and still sometimes i feel like theres no hope for me. this song reminds me how far ive come and that is the longest ive gone with out a blade to moy wrist and now i need it to last this song makes me beleive its possible <3
:(im crying so hard right now.its sad that the empty vast hole that is the internet is where i try and find comfort.god i just wish i could tell one person how i feel...but i m too scared to scare away anyone else....im so alone............so pathetic iknow. but i dont have much more fight left in me
@iamlyricallywritten3 dude if you need to tell soebody tell the closest person to you,,never hold it in, cause it will just get worse for you. and you're not alone, a lot of times I go to the computer to et confort cause the people only people who can help me are gone....it's not pathetic, so just hold on.
I know I am some random person, but I love to help anybody who needs me, well I just hope you get through everything you are dealing with, which prolly dont mean much cuz ima random. <3
@iamlyricallywritten3 you're welcome, I love making people feel happy, making others smile, I know it is cheesey but I love to make people happy, even if it makes me sad.
@iamlyricallywritten3 I know how it feels to think you are alone, think you have nobody, youre just so sad you cant do anything, I know all this feeling, and if I dont I have had some friends who went through hell.
I know how bad things can get, I went cutter, I still want to but my friend stoped me, if you dont have a friend that good to help you like my friend did,you need to find one. cause a friend is gonna save your life,the guy who got me stop cutting pretty much saved my life.
@iamlyricallywritten3 well good luck girl, and dude I looked at that picture of you and you are down right beautiful!! I bet I sound weird, but I mean it. if you ever think you arent pretty, then you need to shutup cause you are really pretty! :))
@iamlyricallywritten3 good, you need to stop cutting yourself, I know it's hard and stuff cause I went through it and I still have days when I want to grab a knife. but please dont go back to cutting yourself, just think about how many people dont want you to do that, I bet they are worring about you for doing that crap. please dont hate yourself, what;s to hate? you are beautiful, you seem really sweet/nice, and you are trying to stop cutting yourself instead of doing it. dont ever hate urself.
@betsybryson I think it really does mean something. It means that there's someone out there who understands and cares about people who are struggling. Someone who cares enough to want to help in any way they can. It means that you're not alone and there are others out there that are going through the same pain and feeling the same things you are. It means there's hope. Don't ever let anyone forget that.
And to all those who are feeling this kind of pain, REMEMBER HOPE. IT'S ALRIGHT.
@iamlyricallywritten3 your tehniqually sharing right now... soooo, what? the way you wrote that comment was BEGGING for attention.... you may think you desperatly need someone,but you dont need to write so desperatly. you can talk to me if you need to still, i know its been a month but if you need help with anything at all..... come to me....
@MelvinFTW123 i was in a bad place then.it so weird to go back and see how attention-whorish i was..i was begging of attention.but then..i just didnt know how to talk about my feelings.but i am learning.and instead of looking for attention on the internet im returning the attenion to my friends who do care about me...its talking me time but im getting better at being alone and knowing that being alone doesnt need to be lonelyness.thank you for your offer btw.i extend the same to you=]
@iamlyricallywritten3 i see. i apologize if i ccame across as rude, but thank you for extendinng the same to me, i am not often online, but if u have a problem, i'll read it and htry to help when i get the chance
Hey everybody ... i know cutting is a good feeling at times.. but trust me there is better things and i hope that all of you will find a better thing and, even though its hard to belive there is peoples óut there that will love you for what you are and im a friend of you all... even though im just a randimom asshole but i wish a good life for you all.. and never give up
The top comment is the same person !!!! :O :O :O
sicklea 23 hours ago
I really don't have anything to be sad about, except for the fact that I'm doing this to myself. My mom was supportive when she finally found out and she took me to many therapists. It turns out that there is something wrong with me. I am genetically screwed up in the head. I barely have any of that "happy drug" and my anxiety is over the top. My brother tried to help in his own way, but for him that was to get me into drugs. I felt suffocated by that and now I'm just a cutter with withdrawals.
ReadyRed15 1 day ago
this song really stuck out to me back before i get help for my chronic depression.
people dont need to cut. or cause self harm. theres people who can help you. you just have to learn to fight the urges. it gets better people. theres nothing ever worth killing yourself over. ever. and dont go hating on the guy called 10ndar, he does have a point.
neos415 1 day ago
@10ndar dude, not funny
Vaantjuhhh 2 days ago
@Vaantjuhhh who are you to judge what is funny and what is not? i find people who want to end their life funny because they have a chance that some people have lost or will never have; a full life. i would glady help a suicide victim end their life because they obviously dont want something so cherishable as life. Their garbage and a waste of life, just like you.
10ndar 2 days ago
really 10nda that is not fuckin funny wtf is wrong with u thats not funny that a chick killed her self dumpass
chelsey1421 3 days ago
@chelsey1421 i think it is...there are people who have it worse. learn to cope with your problems or seek help, dont take your depression out on yourself. or just kill yourself so you dont have anymore pain and have people worry about you.
10ndar 2 days ago
Best part is 1:20-1:22 when the girl is hanging from the rope. Kinda funny. If you are going to cut yourself, there is only one cut you need, straight across the fucking throat or straight up the arm. There will be no more pain because you will be dead! hahahaha
10ndar 5 days ago
@10ndar thats f***** up. wtf is in ur mind
xXPerfectlyInsaneXx 16 hours ago
@xXPerfectlyInsaneXx there is nothing wrong in my mind, i just have a different perspective than what you have. It seems you are the one who is fucked up because you lack the knowledge and understanding to; one, some people have differnet opinions, and two, you are quick to judge what I sat as wrong. Dont direct what you have to say when you dont take a look at each side being represented. Listen to the song, comment, and move on, or better yet, slit your wrist because you are a waste of life.
10ndar 15 hours ago
My friends didn't understand when I was cutting.......... :'( My parents thought it was for attention. Only I knew how I felt, but I couldn't put it into words. I dragged myself out of it, with help from some special bands extremely close to my heart (BVB, ETF, Alesana, BFMV, FIR etc- I love you guys and you mean the world to me). And now I still have mental breakdowns but Im a happier person, but I havent changed who I am.... :)
PowerOfVengeance 6 days ago
Favorite song ever.. Makes me sad though.
SkaterJader21 1 week ago
Not feeling so great right now. I've already listened to this song 20 times on repeat and it's still going. No matter what I just keep telling myself that I'll be ok and that things will get better. Sometimes it's hard to believe myself though. This song and some of these comments are definitely helping though. My biggest problem is that I'm afraid one day I won't be able to convince myself that things will be ok and I'll do something bad. I hope this never happens. I always try to stay positive
feelslikematt 1 week ago
@feelslikematt Things get better. Hang in there. And know that you're not alone.
DJseidel42 2 days ago
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RubyBunnyBear 1 week ago
I broke my promise....After 4 months wihtout cutting i did it again...And worse than ever....
sicklea 2 weeks ago
I started a while back... I had lots of problems then, I do know but not as many. The thing I just don't get is, there was a good time of about a month or so before everything went to shit again, and I still did it, still cut... I didn't want to stop, nothing was wrong then but I was still depressed and there was no reason. I tried to be happier and just couldn't be. I don't know why, I just want to be happy
BlueEyedGirl167 2 weeks ago
I've been going on three years now...my parents find out two weeks ago...they want me to go to therapy and switch schools....they think its that easy to stop
ATLluvr1 2 weeks ago
:'( on youtube?
Meadowrainvoisine1 3 weeks ago
Each scar we make is memorable.
But we wouldn't make them if we didn't have a broken heart.
Firetopaz17 3 weeks ago 4
I hate it when people leave entire dialogues in comments.. Take it to PM or a different site please <3. Comment = Short and memorable. Not a life story. (I'm not saying don't let it out. or stop crying. Just. Do it on someone's shoulder, literally or metaphorically) (I also see the irony that this message is long)
Vash759321 3 weeks ago
I push my problems aside and act as of everything is alright I dont know if this is good for my health and I don't care asking as it keeps me away from the blade I hate seeing ppl and ik if I keep cutting I'm gonna hurt others
4568goodgirl 3 weeks ago
@AmysSeductivePain Youve just gotta keep going. And no, not a lot of people will understand what really happens within you but that's just how the world is. You have to stick close to the few real family and friends that you have. It doesn't matter how deep you cut. The intentions are the same. You're worth so much more. Don't destroy your beautiful skin. The damage your doing to the beauty on the outside is destroying the beauty on the inside, too. You're worth more. You MATTER.
IzFORshiz719 3 weeks ago 4
i have recently stopped, but when i did, all the pain that i had, how alone i was, how much hate i thought i had from others, all these depressing stages i was going through,doing that was a realise for me but today i am trying to stop. thank you guys, its nice to know im not alone xx
alicerulz08 3 weeks ago
No, it's not alright. That's why I came to this song! Xxxxx
BetsysJaffaCake 3 weeks ago
i made a promise to never cut again... then something came crashing down upon me and i fell back into the embrace of my razor's blade
i'd been clean for 10 months, now i'm right back where i started if not worse.
that doesn't mean i do it for attention. it's the way to deal with the pain and stress of life. doesn't mean i'm broken, just damaged and imperfect.
xxSweetlyBroken 3 weeks ago
i just found out my first love was cheating on me the whole time ...:( and know i am starting to think that love is just a game..for people to play other people
anyedwardfangirl 4 weeks ago
how many promises including those you love ... each day to do no harm to themselves and then come home and do it anyway?
sicklea 4 weeks ago 3
Another update.. everyone I know knows I cut now.... I could just die. They all think i'm an attention whore even though I did not want them to know... I hate this.
AmysSeductivePain 4 weeks ago 4
@AmysSeductivePain It'll be okay. I know exactly how you feel. The same thing happened to me not too long ago.
bvbarmy4lyfe 4 weeks ago
@AmysSeductivePain i know how u feel. i go to a small school, and one person found out, and then suddenly the whole school new. Im looked at as a freak. but i have a small group of friends who understand, and a bunch of them struggle with cutting too. just dont ever feel alone, because your loved. a lot of people u probably dont even no are probably going through the same thing. if u ever need to tlk u can send me a message or something.
slipknot150123 4 weeks ago
When we cut, we're in control - we make our own pain and we can stop it whenever we want. Physical pain relieves mental anguish. For a brief moment, the pain of cutting is the only thing in the cutter's mind, and when that stops and the other comes back, it is weaker. I have no clue why I do what I do. It feels good to have cold metal press against my skin as my problems tear at my soul. The blood drips softly and I cry silently. No one will ever understand me except for other people like me
AmysSeductivePain 1 month ago 11
@AmysSeductivePain and yet we are looked at as attention whores because what we do is what we need to do to survive...
no one understands it except those of us that also struggle with it.
i've been dealing with it for 3 years now... you're not alone
we're here for you
xxSweetlyBroken 3 weeks ago
I would get help but I can't. I know no one would understand, they would just do what my dad would. Call me an attention whore. Oh I have nothing to be sad about, but that's the worst part. I do. No one would get it.... I can't stop either. It does make me feel better. I'm addicted and I know it... My friends just don't understand. I don't deserve want or need to get help from anyone. As long as I don't cut to deep...... Then i'll be fine </3 I deserve what ever I get anyways.
AmysSeductivePain 1 month ago 34
@AmysSeductivePain Dont lose hope,
please. i was like that. Still am. no one knew what i was going through. what i was feeling. i never wanted help. never turned to anyone for help. i told myself. "your gunna go to far one day" and well...
dont ever give up on hope.
I have reached rock bottom many times. im only 14.
please.
theotherside14 3 weeks ago 3
@AmysSeductivePain Sweetie, I've been there. Please, message me on here or e-mail me: EmoStarz101@yahoo.com or toriseltzer@aol.com
luvme4nevrzkkz 2 weeks ago in playlist Favorite videos
@AmysSeductivePain i feel the exact same way i cant go one day without my long sleevess or a jacket without being called an attention whore or told to go die im afraid to look in the mirror because last time i did i didnt reconize the girl in it like looking at a complete stranger... i cut never to deep never to little never enough to die but just enough t feel the sreams inside and watch my blood flow...you are not alone
yuma243 2 weeks ago
@AmysSeductivePain i know exactly what you mean.. you're not alone
xxSweetlyBroken 1 week ago
@AmysSeductivePain
You are not alone. That's exactly how it is for me. My best friend found out and her reaction was, "What do you have to cut yourself over?" The thing is, she isn't inside me, and your friends and family aren't inside you, feeling what you feel either. I know You don't know me, but if you need to talk, message me. I promise I will try to help with an open heart.
JustTheGirlNextDoor2 1 week ago
@AmysSeductivePain I know exactly what u mean. I was so addicted but I stopped. I didn't stop because people told me it was bad for me or that I just was being self-centered or something of that sort. I stopped the day it took my girlfriends life. She was the love of my life but it all ended over pain. I try and tell everyone else that cuts that it doesn't have to be this way, but they never listen and I understand.
410BroadCast 3 days ago 3
My most listened too song, one of the first things I do in the morning is right it across my arms if been cut free 2 wks, I knw it won't last I'm not tht strong, the erge kills me butt I hope too beat it . *too stop the physical pain yu firsthave too fix the emotional pain inside which is harder sayd thn done, I love my live and my son, butt my past haunts me daily.... I jus want too be normal for once /:
layniebabeh 1 month ago
"Hold on to hope, we have hope." <3
lalajad3 1 month ago
Ok seriously, Its like this. You can block out physical pain. But you CANNOT I don't care how strong we think we are you CANNOT block out emotional pain. It tears at the heart and we never beat it. Cutting is a way of taking that emotional pain and turning it into physical pain to a point where its a release of all the emotional trauma and pain we feel. I have a little brother
wolfhummingbird 1 month ago
@wolfhummingbird who I LOVE with all my heart and I cant even see him. He was taken away with my mom and moved 3 thousand miles away from me. Its not an easy
wolfhummingbird 1 month ago
@wolfhummingbird thing to tell him to be strong when I'm falling apart inside. Just please stop arguing over the deal with "cutting" and "emo" fighting. We all have feelings.
wolfhummingbird 1 month ago
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LemonAssassin 1 month ago in playlist Us
Im against self harm but i understand why people do it i get called emo because i understand the peole hu cut but being an emo doesnt mean you cut !
shannon5925 1 month ago
i just like the song, but i dont cut myself. im stronger than that -_-
LemonAssassin 1 month ago in playlist Us
@LemonAssassin Lucky you. im not.
SammSammLove 1 month ago
I really like that saying it has allot of meaning to me. Care if I use it
anarchy8744 1 month ago
I have always said the pain that i create on the outside in nothing compared to the pain i still feel on the inside
littlesercet 1 month ago
So a girl committed suicide last week at the high school I go to and her bestfriends sent a text telling everyone to write the word "love" on their arms. Dealing with depression I knew the quote immediately . And my parents don't usually let me write on my body, so I had to explain to them about this. The saddest thing is I envy her for getting out.
ecritchie15 1 month ago 4
This is the song i think/sing on when i cut...
TheBrukty 1 month ago 2
Gay as fuck.
ofUNICORNwg 1 month ago in playlist Liked videos
@ofUNICORNwg Of course you'd say that Jesse. -.-
screamogirl8028 1 month ago in playlist Liked videos
@ofUNICORNwg Go away dumbfuck.
alyssaXsaysXrawr 1 month ago
@ofUNICORNwg ....1. This song explains how a LOT of people feel. So I mean, you may not like this song, but why do you have to say 'Gay as fuck'? 2. That could be taken very rude to people who are homosexual. I mean, its like saying 'Omg thats like so like chearleader who can't say like smart stuff like OMG'. It hurts some peoples feelings so watch what you say please :)
zombieinwaiting 1 month ago
This song means a lot to me, but it seems a LOT like a trigger, but that could have been a stressful or bad day. :(
PatchworkSpirit 1 month ago in playlist Other
I love this vid and song!
MrFashionchick 1 month ago
i find this song/comments triggering. But that's just me.
Still love the song though <3
itthingit 2 months ago 5
I find this song helpful on my dark days. If I ever get a tattoo, it would be "To Write Love on Her Arms" because of this beautiful song.
spockgigglecookie 2 months ago
When ever me or my friend cut we write 'To Write Love On Her Arms' and everyday we do what we call hand or arm check. If we wrote it on our hand or arm that means we cut and we talk about why we did it. It's actually really helpful
Crys5399 2 months ago in playlist More videos from oxHURTxo
please tell me u didnt copy write this because i made an event on fb and i want to post this on the event wall! Plz get back to me
Botdflover99 2 months ago
This song gives me hope everytime, that's why I love it so much.
Everytime when I'm thinking about cut myself, I write "To write love on her arms" on my arm. My hope in misery <3
xMondlichtschatten 2 months ago
It all started with a broken mirror...
jessbeth01 2 months ago 2
SlashAndInkOfCrimson 2 months ago
@SlashAndInkOfCrimson i've been in your position before.. when he asks why just straight up tell him "why do you think" message me if u need to talk.
ShrubberyBandit 2 months ago in playlist hm
I'm sorry Mr.Replay Button for raping you. Get used to it.
LovesRainbowsJessica 2 months ago
I thought I stopped after I told 1 of my close friends and today I got so mad I just couldn't help it
NerdGlasses1234 2 months ago
All started with a mechanical pencil in science class...
ashrox1682 2 months ago
All Ive wanted to do since I told everyone I was okay, that I had stopped, is just cut. do it one last time. i miss that relief. But I made a promise to some people I don't want to dissapoint.... but I may end up ruining everything for myself.
Musicismyeverythin56 2 months ago
Than the blade actually piercing my skin...
jordanmarielovesyou 2 months ago
It only takes two times to get addicted to cutting... The pain I feel after is worse that the Blake
jordanmarielovesyou 2 months ago
it all started with a broken math compass tool... all too long ago </3
shaysful 2 months ago
@shaysful No D:
PatchworkSpirit 2 months ago in playlist Other
The cuts in my skin are deep, but the cuts in my heart are deeper.
Teenpolkadots 2 months ago 150
@Teenpolkadots Same here.:'(
beatlesgurl23 2 months ago
I'm happier now that I have bled.
<3.
Vash759321 2 months ago 6
@Vash759321 :(
disheartened100 2 months ago
@Vash759321 I know what you mean..
wolfhummingbird 1 month ago
Love this song, depressed feelings :'(
onesockjack1999 2 months ago
@onesockjack1999 :'( right now
LuCyRoSe05 2 months ago
@LuCyRoSe05 ily :)
onesockjack1999 1 month ago
Ive been through the whole depressed thing I know everything seems to feel better when it's physical pain not emotional but THINGS WILL GET BETTER!!!! I promise from the bottom of my tear stained heart love to all you guys -3 i love you ;*
hatetoloveyou101 3 months ago
im addicted to this song and cutting
screamogirllol 3 months ago
On the emo side of youtube again....
MackenzieHeart101 3 months ago
I started cutting couple months ago and i'm already addicted to it. It's the one thing my boyfriend and I have a serious fight over. all the other times we fight we just bicker like an old people couple
JesicaYesicaRosa 3 months ago
this song means so much me to <3<3 TWLOHA<3<3 i just wish i still had hope but i know i dont have any hope left
if anyone reads this please remember hope <3
screamogirllol 3 months ago 2
This song has saved my life......
VibrateOnlyXD 3 months ago
he always tells meh how much he loves this song hes always talking so happily:,(!!!!! if he only knew i cut my wrist sometimes cuz of him...
TheCourtneycool 3 months ago in playlist Favorite videos
Twloha <3 , @iamlyricallywritten3 it's true that it's better to tell some of your problems to your closest person u know but there are times when u have to deal with your own problems and try thinkin' outside the "box" , try figurin out why do tha problems keep comin' after you or what did u do wrong to deserve such a shitty life..idk , ima kinda like an idiot.. i still think that Life is Beautiful cuz i've didn't count how many times i've breath , ive count how many times my breathin stopped :(
PureHeArTh 3 months ago
@MeenaLovesU97 Yeah ... its like , i know i have a problem but all you do is care about yourself.. DF ? <\3
amanda15baby16 3 months ago
this song is so beautiful.
iloveturtlecake 3 months ago
@RespectTheBunny Me too .. i sit in my room and cry every single night && cut to disract the outside world , and i could never tell my mom this because she told me if i cut again , she'd take my phone and laptop away. So i hide.
amanda15baby16 3 months ago
@amanda15baby16 that is exactly what my mom said but its soo hard to stop so i cut places she cant find out about
MeenaLovesU97 3 months ago in playlist cutter 4 life
I don't want to go to a random guy with a diploma just to tell me I'm mental, or crazy.
KortneysAccount 3 months ago 4
This song has saved my life multiple times
rennesme12 3 months ago 3
who else has a little sister or brother that means the world to them, tells them everyday never to cut themselves, then goes to their room and cut
brin11299 3 months ago 93
@brin11299 do and it kills me even more inside to know tht they look up to this mess tht ive become
RespectTheBunny 3 months ago in playlist Favorite videos
@RespectTheBunny same thing. im required to volunteer at places i do it at my sister's skool and when she see's me, she looks so happy and rpoud to be my sister. thats when i feel like crying
brin11299 3 months ago
And you know what? I don't care about the remarks people make, I don't care about what anyone else says, because at the end of the day, i'm me. Nobody can change that. Not just by calling me fat, ugly, slaggy, or anything- Because I know i'm not, and it's a shame they wont realise that I DONT CARE.
HollyLovesJBx 3 months ago
I erase my Skin cause the pain is to much to take. Its hard to hold it in for 4 years. When i express myself i get called, whore, dumbass, slut, fuck up, dumb bitch, mistake, use less. I believe it all. My so called ' dad' calls me this. He calls it constructive critism no it just hurts. Not a day goes by i dont think about suicide. it crosses my mind everyday. This Song Gives Me Hope. <3
EasilyHurt03 3 months ago
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Some guys at my school made fun of me for writing it on myself. Do you guys know that you should do it too? The more you laugh at me the more I feel like cutting. I'll still do it for hope. I hope you stupid guys get the message.
CaleyWarrior101 3 months ago
I wrote it on my arms.
My dad hates it when I write stuff on my arms.
Guess who got beat?
Guess who still writes it for hope?
1Hermez 3 months ago 6
@1Hermez Never let go of that hope. Someday, you'll get away from that and things will get better for you. That I can promise you. Never let go, and never give in. You'll make it through. And know there's always someone who cares; there's always someone there.
ilovehiphop155 3 months ago in playlist Anti-Depression Playlist
Today is To Write Love On Her Arms day, iv been cuts self harm free for 1 year 10 days <3 This song means alot to me
kaitlynkahos666 3 months ago in playlist STRMOS 4
@kaitlynkahos666 Every day is TWLOHA's day, cause self harm never rests the other 364 days of the year.
cmt9271995 3 months ago
I stopped cutting 3 weeks ago, after my dad had died.. And then God sent me another fatherly figure. He saw my arms, he heard my story.. and one night he woke me up at 3 in the morning, and we buried it. 20ft.. God, I have not cut since, so many temptations to do so, and I always have 3 hidden in my room just in case.. <3 I love you " daddy" :3
Warriorofthebattle 3 months ago 7
Love this song cant stop listening to it. Havent cut in almost three years an acomplishment yeah but i sadly still keep razors hidden in my purse where ever i go just in case, that long and it still has a hold on me. Started cause my friend did it and said it took the pain away so i tryed it to see if it would i wish i never would have made the first cut but im glad that i was able to quit it. Thank you to anyone who decided to read my random confession.<3 It gets better it just takes time.
FraulenMord22 3 months ago
I love this song.... And i have friends who cut.. and even though i hate it. And i try every way to make them stop im still their for them. my family says oh you shouldnt be hanging around thoes "type" of people. But my family doesnt no what is going on... They make me mad. But i love my friends soo much.. And i hope everything will work out for them. and maybe ill help them to stop :) <3
Amberlovesmusic7777 3 months ago
I love this song so much. I really do. I used to cut myself, but my bestfriend told me I had to stop and told my dad. I have done it a few times since, but I cant do it or thell find out. But I need to. They dont understand what they are doing. They arent helping me. They are hurting me. I need to...but I love this song and it makes me feel better knowing Im not the only one...<3
sweetsour323232 3 months ago
How do you get rid of an addiction.. I can only press replay so many time before my finger get mad at me :3
ImSofieSoSmile 3 months ago
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ImSofieSoSmile 3 months ago
Im sorry father, I cut, I drink, I hang out with pot heads at times i've done pot i smoke to stop cutting, I cut myself for relief i cut myself to feel something to know whats going on reallly happened or is happening. Im sorry i probally didnt turn out the way you wanted me to, but i want to know if your watching down on me, just give me a sighn that your there. I miss you. </3 R.i.p daddy.
Teenpolkadots 4 months ago
Behind my smile is everything you’ll never understand.
corekid700 4 months ago
I cut. I'm sorry mom, I cut myself and hang out with the pot heads, I don't do pot but I cut myself to find out if my life is real and if this pain inside of me is real. I cut myself to feel something because I am so numb half the time. It scares me to know what people will say if they find out I cut.
RachDubberz 4 months ago
haven't cut in about a year i still have urges but i'm over it... it started when i tried with a piece of plastic, then i broke skin with broken glass.. what hurts is the guy that saw my scars told me i might as well kill myself.. his exact word were,"im just sayin if the bitch wants to cut herself, she might as well kill herself"
britinchains 4 months ago
I started with a razor blade in the seventh grade, im going into ninth grade soon I havent cut in 3 weeks may not be long but its a big accomplishment to me, and its all because of him. <3 3 months and still going strong. <3
Teenpolkadots 4 months ago 3
Wow, there are a lot of people like me:( Its an addiction thats fer surr... Ih've been cutting sence 7th.. It was bad.. But its worse now... And its hard... Im in 10th now, and i cant let go of that blade... No matter how hard i try
EmmohLoveDrvgg 4 months ago
I get so pissed when people tell me im not alone...
Redemogirlsix 4 months ago 3
@Redemogirlsix But you aren't alone, someone is always thinking of you, and no I am not saying God is, I am saying a random person around the world is crying right now because of this song, this song was written for people with a problem like yours. You aren't alone. You can fight all of it, you all can, it's hard, it's undeniably hard and feels impossible but just remember someone loves you, I don't know you but I love you, you are all loved.
TheMalakana 4 months ago
I started with a bres knife, now Im using razorblades...
inoharu123 4 months ago
It started with a straight pin in 7th grade. I'm 20 years old and about to enter the Navy now. I still struggle with the urge to hurt myself. I know I'm not alone and that I'm loved but when you've done it for long it becomes an addiction. It becomes hard to stop.
I know I'm not alone and that I am surrounded by people who love me. Yet I still feel alone and lost. We bear our scars differently. But every scar has a story.
It has been one month since I last hurt myself. Don't become what I have.
gaarasspawn 4 months ago 3
I was a cutter but thanks to this it helped me stopped i haven't cut in 6 months :)
PARAMORExAMAZINGNESS 4 months ago
it started with the fingernails of my barbie doll...
MGirlzVlog 4 months ago
I started with a pair of scissors, then moved to knives, now I get the urge but songs like this remind me that there are always people that love me and there are people I can talk to :) there are always people who will listen, never think you are alone, because you're not.
demonchick911 4 months ago
It started with a thumb tack,
chicaplac 4 months ago
iwas a cutter ; never give up !
Troetel9 4 months ago
i use to cut........
BlueWolfeh96 4 months ago
i was a cutter ive gone back many times and still sometimes i feel like theres no hope for me. this song reminds me how far ive come and that is the longest ive gone with out a blade to moy wrist and now i need it to last this song makes me beleive its possible <3
RockOutLiveLoveLife 4 months ago in playlist To Write Love On Her Arms
This song always cheers me up. <3
eurekanaruto 4 months ago
i lock away the pain, push away the tears, show you all the fake smile, not the hidden tears
RespectTheBunny 4 months ago 78
@RespectTheBunny same and im good at hidding it :)
17PinkHearts 4 months ago
@RespectTheBunny u ain't the only one that's doin' this shit:-s:(
PureHeArTh 3 months ago
@PureHeArTh i no
RespectTheBunny 3 months ago
do they have a cd?
jenjen5102 4 months ago
this song has helped me so much i relate so well /:
misslilmel7 4 months ago
For those of you wondering you can download this song off of purevolume. And if you need to talk message me(:
ForeverYours132 4 months ago
story of my life.....
SavvySexHair 4 months ago
lol, youtube has funny ways...i discovered this song on a "tongue piercing gone wrong" video
FUNNzilla 4 months ago
Can you get this song on itunes? and if so- where!? i tried searching all over...
Shallowpool1 4 months ago
:(im crying so hard right now.its sad that the empty vast hole that is the internet is where i try and find comfort.god i just wish i could tell one person how i feel...but i m too scared to scare away anyone else....im so alone............so pathetic iknow. but i dont have much more fight left in me
iamlyricallywritten3 4 months ago
@iamlyricallywritten3 hey im here for you please inbox me i can help ya im a stranger but ive been where your at
dreamsgoneby 4 months ago
@iamlyricallywritten3 dude if you need to tell soebody tell the closest person to you,,never hold it in, cause it will just get worse for you. and you're not alone, a lot of times I go to the computer to et confort cause the people only people who can help me are gone....it's not pathetic, so just hold on.
I know I am some random person, but I love to help anybody who needs me, well I just hope you get through everything you are dealing with, which prolly dont mean much cuz ima random. <3
betsybryson 4 months ago 33
@betsybryson <3<3 thank you.it means alot that you even acknowledged my comment(:
iamlyricallywritten3 4 months ago
@iamlyricallywritten3 you're welcome, I love making people feel happy, making others smile, I know it is cheesey but I love to make people happy, even if it makes me sad.
betsybryson 4 months ago
@iamlyricallywritten3 I know how it feels to think you are alone, think you have nobody, youre just so sad you cant do anything, I know all this feeling, and if I dont I have had some friends who went through hell.
I know how bad things can get, I went cutter, I still want to but my friend stoped me, if you dont have a friend that good to help you like my friend did,you need to find one. cause a friend is gonna save your life,the guy who got me stop cutting pretty much saved my life.
be strong
betsybryson 4 months ago
@betsybryson <3 i'll try
iamlyricallywritten3 4 months ago
@iamlyricallywritten3 well good luck girl, and dude I looked at that picture of you and you are down right beautiful!! I bet I sound weird, but I mean it. if you ever think you arent pretty, then you need to shutup cause you are really pretty! :))
<3
betsybryson 4 months ago
@betsybryson :))ur beautiful inside and out.and thank you...im gonna try to stop my cutting.and my self hate.and bc of ppl like u im making it thru=]
iamlyricallywritten3 4 months ago
@iamlyricallywritten3 good, you need to stop cutting yourself, I know it's hard and stuff cause I went through it and I still have days when I want to grab a knife. but please dont go back to cutting yourself, just think about how many people dont want you to do that, I bet they are worring about you for doing that crap. please dont hate yourself, what;s to hate? you are beautiful, you seem really sweet/nice, and you are trying to stop cutting yourself instead of doing it. dont ever hate urself.
betsybryson 4 months ago
@betsybryson I think it really does mean something. It means that there's someone out there who understands and cares about people who are struggling. Someone who cares enough to want to help in any way they can. It means that you're not alone and there are others out there that are going through the same pain and feeling the same things you are. It means there's hope. Don't ever let anyone forget that.
And to all those who are feeling this kind of pain, REMEMBER HOPE. IT'S ALRIGHT.
tuckersgirl17 2 months ago
@iamlyricallywritten3 your tehniqually sharing right now... soooo, what? the way you wrote that comment was BEGGING for attention.... you may think you desperatly need someone,but you dont need to write so desperatly. you can talk to me if you need to still, i know its been a month but if you need help with anything at all..... come to me....
MelvinFTW123 2 months ago
@MelvinFTW123 i was in a bad place then.it so weird to go back and see how attention-whorish i was..i was begging of attention.but then..i just didnt know how to talk about my feelings.but i am learning.and instead of looking for attention on the internet im returning the attenion to my friends who do care about me...its talking me time but im getting better at being alone and knowing that being alone doesnt need to be lonelyness.thank you for your offer btw.i extend the same to you=]
iamlyricallywritten3 2 months ago
@iamlyricallywritten3 i see. i apologize if i ccame across as rude, but thank you for extendinng the same to me, i am not often online, but if u have a problem, i'll read it and htry to help when i get the chance
MelvinFTW123 2 months ago
Hey everybody ... i know cutting is a good feeling at times.. but trust me there is better things and i hope that all of you will find a better thing and, even though its hard to belive there is peoples óut there that will love you for what you are and im a friend of you all... even though im just a randimom asshole but i wish a good life for you all.. and never give up
iknowmynamesuck 4 months ago
..i need help...i only went a couple of weeks w/out cutting...but i cut today.. .. </3
AleEatsRaiinbows 4 months ago
@AleEatsRaiinbows i'm here if you need to talk.
You can inbox me if you wish to talk more privately.
I don't like putting out my business under videos because you can creep and find out what i say.
But i feel your pain. Trust me i really do.
And i'm serious, if you need to talk inbox me
foneyon 4 months ago
Gosh I really love this song. <3
AmyLeeLover124 4 months ago
this song helped me so much
misslilmel7 4 months ago
i need elp this has gotten outa control
TheLexiiLynn 4 months ago
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thewantedjessiej97 4 months ago
while I don't believe in God, and I never will, we all have our different kind of God and this song speaks everything that I ever needed it to.
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