I know I already made a comment, but I have another theory on why you had a bad trip, but your not going to like what I'm going to say. Pleas take this into consideration. I think your so called friend may not have laced the weed, but put LSD in your drink. So in a way she was telling the truth, but at the same time she was lying to you. I've done my research and I found out that some people can have permanent psychoses or schizophrenia just from one dose of LSD and you can put LSD in drinks.
By the way, I have the whole eye thing, I see shit out of the comer of my eyes. I understand everything ur saying but I choose to take pills, they help me a lot!
Lol you and pretty a like, I had a bad tripp and I thought the weed was laced but it wasn't, everything was orange but I had a little different symptoms from there on out. I'm positive it was that trip that set off my skitzo.
It sounds like a seizure followed by the symptoms. I have looked into the latest studies on the disease and the MRI's have new info that we never known before a year ago. Thank you for your courage in sharing.
There is a theory out there that says some people are often slightly detached from their bodies, what we might call an out of body experience. Because of this they are able to experience sights and sounds from other dimensions, ones that the rest of us "normal" people cannot sense. You may just be special in this way but because it causes problems in society, it's labeled as mental illness. It's just a theory but it does make sense, maybe not in all cases of schizophrenia but some.
All great artists and musicians in history had crazy fucked up thoughts like this, they channeled their thoughts and emotions into great art and music. I would rather a powerfull brain to experience the good and bad of life in a higher consciousness, than to just be an idiot sheep following the crowd to a shallow grave.
Keep drawing and writing that fucked up shit, if it in your head it's part of nature. Nothing's wrong with you, your just an evolved ape like all of us, we are nothing special :)
Really mariguana does give an effect to it i have gone through something like this.. were i dint see things but would hear things and felt freaked out were i wanted my high to go away cuz i was scaired..but i have overcame and now just try (not to think) literally but yea . it is crazy
keep drawing man, getting it out on paper will be the best thing you can do, rather on the paper than going round n round in your head, thanks for the vid
From what I am aware of weed cant give you a bad trip or even a trip to begin with, but maybe you have Schizophrenia somewhere in your family. Someone in your family may have past it down to many Generations. So maybe if you didn't smoke weed when you did, you would've still gotten it in a later life. So yes, you already had schizophrenia, but just like your doctor said, the weed triggered it.
has anyone seen his other channel. he is total Gothic. oh and he does his long rants too. all good. . what's with the shadows? is this too spook your self. Id like to know.
there is no schizophrenia. or mental illness. and yes now you have 5 new make believe illness and still wanting reasoning. I bet you open you mouth more assuming they would help. no wrong people. you mite as well agree you are genetic deficit with a chemical problem. I dont think so. they do. find out out the history, eugenics, or simple read it based on biochemistry approach only. Learn how mental illness was made up and you see why there answers are crap every time.
FOR THE RECORD!!! I don't use this account anymore, yes this is me, you'll see that my latest video on the xpsychoxraverx account is actually linking to this, arsonalex, account.
PS...they did further investigation on it and it turns out that they automatically assume that it's either Schizophrenia or Bi-Polar. Turns out it's neither. It is actually Depression, MPD (Multiple personality disorder), Anxiety, and Paranoia. Currently getting medication prescribed for it all.
You remind me a TON of my little brother. He was a little off before smoking pot the first time in 5th grade, tho. OK, I'm 5 years older than he is & when he was like 6 he'd think every car that was the same make or color as his friends parents car WAS actually his friend's parents car & nothing culd convince him otherwise...Do you feel like the pot made existing little weird things(like personality quirks) worse or like you became a different person entirely?
You sound extremely psychosis prone to me, not schizophrenic. But I'm no doctor :P I have lots of the same symptoms when I'm tired, or stressed (anxiety), or I have any sort of stimulant in my system. I can handle low to regular doses of marijuana though when I'm not around a lot of people, but even then I can notice my head going a bit funny :o Thanks for sharing this!
i love the ghost part . why would a ghost be haunting me in an apartment complex? well, i have schizophrenia as well. thanks for sharing was a very interesting video. x;0
Dude, seriously.... Stop smoking da weed, go wash your face (a lot!), and get off this trip that you are schizophrenic. If you really need attention that bad there are other, more productive, ways to get it. Sorry, but I'm just not buying into your whole "story" here. I've known too many REAL schizophrenics. Just letting YOU know.
This guy in the video does not have schizophrenia. He is too aware of his symptoms and seems to be acting a bit. In his other videos, his schizophrenia is like non existent. I think hes just a pot head drug addict who is trying to be down with the illness.
I've had hallucinations before. It's been a few years though. Stay strong and get sleep. Definitely don't drink coffee it can make you wired. I got triggered from smoking marijuana also. It's something i've been trying to raise awareness of.
forget about 'they'. this comic sounds great. reminds we of Robert Crumb. I hope you can draw!
look the problem was there before the weed. the weed just takes you to a different state so that problem can manifest it self in another way. So too the nicotine, the out of body experience, the ghosts, all mean the same thing but what? what power do they have on you. none. you are being fooled.
im very sorry u hav schiz i do to i kno how u feel feels like my world ended changed like things will never go back to normal :( i use to be so happy now i feel sad all the time bc negative thoughts dont stop wish there was a cure
man that sucks really bad. i know how that feels. ive had bad trips like that before i remember like the six time i smoked i got very high anxiety i was laying on ground breathing like a motherfucker... altough for some reason i dont get that anymore cuz the fear of that reality has gone. But yee.... we never know.
marijuana halps me wit my skitsophrenia n various other disorders, but i deff think dat wus laced bro, u cant trip on weed, u jus cant there are other drugs other then thc one of those drugs in da plant stops u from trippin, feel me
@NaturalBornKillahs then how come I tripped, I toke the purps and saw everything in frameskips and everything was moving left and right all over and over and I had a panic attack were I thought I had lost my mind and I aint never beed the same since I have depersonalization so dont call me I retard faggot cause I know what I am talking about not from facts but personal experience also look at that guy on the video he tripped and ended up with schitzo you fucking idiot
@redcomet2010 your a fuckin retard if you knew ANYTHING about bud you would kno THC iz not the only cannibanoid in marijuana flowers, there iz another drug in there that stops thc from making you trip, you can smoke weed until your high point once you reach that point your high you dont git any higher, thats cuz of that chemical, you keep smokin you will eventually smoke your self sober, now pure thc you can trip off of but bud no, pure THC yes
@NaturalBornKillahs exactly and true skunk weed like the purps and etc have more thc than cannibiods so that balance that u find in weed isnt there so you really can trip you fat bastard moron gay bear looking white trash freak everything you just said I already know thats why I said you can trip out of skunk weed.....no wonder you got schitzo from the stupididty of just talking to you, you dont know shit I can tell
@NaturalBornKillahs u wnat proff here just watch the video right infront of you and I know from persinol experience and from NUMEROUS account on the net plus I got the scientifical facts to back me up so just stfu fool
@redcomet2010 that aint proof you fucking retard, fuck you and your so called scientifical facts aint nuttin but bullshit cuz i jus told you the REAL fuckin facts GIT THAT THRU YOUR HEAD
hey buddy, try getting this book 'natural healing for schizophrenia' by eva edelman . my brother was diagnosed as well and we are trying to evade the medications and do it naturally.search for orthomolecular psychiatry...
@NySchizophrenic My son has this disease. I tell him to take his medication to block out the demons and voices and visions. The medication in the pills alters the fluids in your brain.Once you start taking the medacine you should be able to tell the difference in a few days. At least give it try ,then if you don't feel it's right for you then you can decide.
I get that man, but when I smoked weed I felt sort of the opposite. If I was sitting down I'd feel as if the discs of my spine were grinding and collapsing against each other, and when standing I felt like my knees could give in any moment and fucking hyperextend.
And the typical paranoia followed along with a feeling of congestion. Sometimes I'd imagine people's teeth were falling out when they spoke and their eyes hung from the sockets, real horror movie shit. I stopped smoking then, lol. >.<
Have you done some research into shamanism? it is believed, that the shaman and the schizophrenic display the same characteristics, the only difference is the way that this phenomenon is approached. Western society drugs them up and locks them in padded rooms. Other communities who still practice shamanism hold the shaman as a central figure in the community, and he/she heals people, after learning the skills to do so.
Don't knock the medications if you haven't tried them. Yes they have side effects that are a pain, but you shouldn't assume someone is weak for taking them; I'm not saying you are assuming or anything, but it is easy to assume that if you willingly take the medications you are weak or you are suppressing your potential or whatnot. In the end, all they really do for me is help me sleep. Yes, I have to work out or I gain weight, but being tweak skinny and an insomniac is worse in my experience.
Just random.. I wanna say I actually know what you're going through.. My first time smoking weed I went like apeshit and had a panic attack and now I get them all the time and just recently ive been seeing shit... and im going to therepy. She doesnt know about the weed but I just wanna say I know how you feel.
@xPSYCHOxRAVERx Okay, so I was listening to everything you've experienced, and I believe a lot of the things you mentioned my brother has experienced as well. He was also diagnosed with it while in the army. He says he sees flashes of light and they make loud popping sounds when they disappear. Well, thanks for sharing. Helps me understand more about it.
doesn't really sound like schizophrenia, people with severe manic depression can have auditory hallucinations and other hallucinations. Schizophrenia tends to be more or less trademarked by strange delusions and disorganized thinking. I had that same kind of experience with weed. I see those speckles you were talking about. I heard a voice about 3 weeks ago that said "die". I also think I've been seeing flies that aren't there sometimes. Otherwise, nothing else, but I'm gonna see a psychiatrist.
@WigsAndSwords1 You are very welcome. And yes, the school system in Washington is quite appoling. That sounds about similar to what I have seen in my time, every day as a matter of fact.
@fantasticanime2010 Yeah talk about a stupid ass school eh? It turns out that the friend who influenced me to go to the school is actually now sueing the school district in which it was for fucking her over so I'm not the only person it fucked over. It turns out that the teachers didn't even have teaching diploma's, they were fakes that the principle ended up creating for his friends so his dream could come true.
@wasssuppp08 absolutely I am not schizophrenic but schizotypal and it's like an escape, it really is. but i don't want to let it take me over so im getting medication. the other part is the dopamine that is raging in my head.. makes me fantasize and more.
@LaBellaa1984 It can be or if you make of it what it is you can make it semi-enjoyable. To be able to see what other's can't; they say that to be different is to be unique, well then I'll be damned interested in staying unique then.
@wasssuppp08 I'm guessing that's partially what happened to me. I got so bored with life that my mind exploded when I smoked weed my first time and blam, mild-schizophrenia kicked in.
@wasssuppp08 Essentially it is similar to borderline schizophrenic yes. It can be anything from Multiple Personalities, to Bi-Polar, to seeing odd things that aren't there, and so on.
I have mild visual disturbances (sometimes intense). In the dark I see some white static or white flickers. In the light I see pulsing black waves of smoke or black flickers. Il also hear small scratching sounds or small sounds like insects running around (it's hard to explain). Very rarely, I'll see dark figures in the corner of my eye which disappears when I look.
Your situation sounds worse. You may get paranoid and lose your rational thinking ability. You might want to reconsider medication.
Well perhaps you have a little bit of each. I've had niacin before, they are water tablets (or so I have heard.) But it sounds like what I have .... it's odd. But who knows, maybe it's a new form of enlightenment.
sometimes i think i got a brain tumer cause i get headaches all the time haha alcohol makes me feel better then the next day i feel so much worse but yea you gotto try niacin (vitamin b3) the drug companies have been hiding the fact that it helps. and people have actually recovered from skits using it. the only thing the drug companies want is your money
i rarly hear voices but when i do it's usally before i fall asleep and i get blured vision and see flashes of light and black dots in my vision and sometimes i see people out of the corner of my eye. its hard to sleep because i get racing thoughts comming into my head at a million miles per second. somtimes i think im dead its fucked i havent been proberly diagnosed but my docter recomended me to a phyciatrist and she thinks its either an anxiety disorderor a mild form of skitsofrenia.
my skits was triggered by pot to. i was tripping into interdimentional cartoon worlds then falling through computer generated realities it was so fucking insane then i had a panic attack and i felt myself drifting into death and waves of horrible energy where crashing down on me and for a few moments i thought i actually was dead. then every since then i've had realy really fucking bizarre thoughts and sensations and i got anxiety and extreme depersonalisation.
its good that your taking meds all they do is calm you down temporaraly. thats fucked up that your school considered you insane just because of a fucking picture. you should try something it's called niacin (vitamin B3) i'm not jocking man that shit helps.
I'm questioning if I have a mild schizophrenia. I see specks of light often. Rarely I'll see moving shadows or shadow people (more common when I am tired).
But my question is about your friendships. You know that close, intimate feeling you get when you're with very close friend? With my only close friend, It is about maybe 15% still there, compared to how it used to be. Do you have a similar experience?
Yes I do, it appears my friends and I are close, quite close, but it seems to fade after an eventual time. So yes, I do understand where you are coming from. Try to trust your friend more if that helps. Let them know about you don't hold in. If they are your only close friend, do not be afraid to let them in. Allow yourself to feel open and free with this person.
Thanks for the reply. I do still value him as a friend and wish I could feel the same way. I'll give your advice a try, it makes sense because of how I am very close with my brother.
My trigger (if I'm right in saying I have mild Schizophrenia) was overwhelming depression and the night shift 5 months ago.
The closer you are the better it will be and easier it will become.
It is possible that that is a plausible cause. Stress that goes over the charts can cause many halucinations as well as dysfunction of the center lobe of your brain. When you feel a pain in your heart/chest because of stress and feel that you are dying, essentially, you are. Not entirely though. What I mean is that your heart produces normal chemicals and when stressed it pumps out opposing
chemicals that cause your body to slowly lose the will of life and eventually people die. Don't let it get to you though. Just take it slow and keep it easy.
the thing you saw may have been a glimpse of a aura, caffeine is a poison.
Weed negatively affects people who are not fully conscious, it benefits if you are with an inner calm. You will notice things that are there, things that bother you, and your imagination will expand to halucination like things.
I see static speckles all the time, I think that is normal. You probably have a gift of perception, just cleanse your body and mind to enhance the effect for good.
I am quite aware of the paranormal in fact I am more susceptible then most would figure to be. It's actually a shocker to hear of another person with the static experience. Thank you for the comment.
I have schizophrenia. Unfortunately mine is severe enough that I need medication to control the symptoms. I had multiple breakdowns and my first episode I became completely out of touch with reality. Now I work a full time job and can because of support from family, doctors, and medication.
Yeah it can get pretty bad every once In a while for me too. I don't take medication cause it's more painful then helping. To me anyways. Keep it up you'll make it through it just like the rest of us are.
Thanks for telling us about this. It was aginst the law for the school to kick you out(unless it was private school.) It violated a federal law called IDEA of 2004. You should look into it.
Well I didn't discover I was officially schizo until after I got expelled. But I also had alcohol on me when they caught me and it was my second official expulsion so they can't do anything if they wanted to anyways.
Thanks for sharing your experience. I think you should start researching the heck out of natural treatments for schizophrenia. People cure themselves of it. Look particularly close at detoxification. Good luck man
i hear if its not treated it just gets worse
SianPhoenix 1 day ago
I know I already made a comment, but I have another theory on why you had a bad trip, but your not going to like what I'm going to say. Pleas take this into consideration. I think your so called friend may not have laced the weed, but put LSD in your drink. So in a way she was telling the truth, but at the same time she was lying to you. I've done my research and I found out that some people can have permanent psychoses or schizophrenia just from one dose of LSD and you can put LSD in drinks.
shadowlover1996 3 weeks ago
By the way, I have the whole eye thing, I see shit out of the comer of my eyes. I understand everything ur saying but I choose to take pills, they help me a lot!
frostykid2008 1 month ago
Lol you and pretty a like, I had a bad tripp and I thought the weed was laced but it wasn't, everything was orange but I had a little different symptoms from there on out. I'm positive it was that trip that set off my skitzo.
frostykid2008 1 month ago
i guess yea that what it is..paranioa..idk but it freaked me out
isa301049 1 month ago
Vigorous floaters ?
italianman004 1 month ago
@italianman004 ya
061305 1 week ago
@italianman004 : I have them too, my entire life, it was a trip at first , it took some time to get used to them.
italianman004 1 week ago
Try using a bar of ivory soap with a facial brush 3 times a day, it should cleared up after 2 weeks or so.
italianman004 1 month ago
It sounds like a seizure followed by the symptoms. I have looked into the latest studies on the disease and the MRI's have new info that we never known before a year ago. Thank you for your courage in sharing.
truvelocity 1 month ago
PLUR
rainbowaon 2 months ago
you talk to yourself in you're head? err that's called thinking
you girlfriend went diagnosed with Schizophrenia and put in a nuthouse? and now you have the same thing?
do you know what subconcious is? do you know that you can think about a sentence or an idea without speaking it?
DERPPPPPPPPPPPPP
mannyste 2 months ago
IT's the illuminati.....
tropical481 2 months ago
@tropical481 what is?? the voices that we hear?? D: and now they're scratching my back..
JesusIsTheSavior7777 2 months ago
There is a theory out there that says some people are often slightly detached from their bodies, what we might call an out of body experience. Because of this they are able to experience sights and sounds from other dimensions, ones that the rest of us "normal" people cannot sense. You may just be special in this way but because it causes problems in society, it's labeled as mental illness. It's just a theory but it does make sense, maybe not in all cases of schizophrenia but some.
zoeyjusko 2 months ago
All great artists and musicians in history had crazy fucked up thoughts like this, they channeled their thoughts and emotions into great art and music. I would rather a powerfull brain to experience the good and bad of life in a higher consciousness, than to just be an idiot sheep following the crowd to a shallow grave.
Keep drawing and writing that fucked up shit, if it in your head it's part of nature. Nothing's wrong with you, your just an evolved ape like all of us, we are nothing special :)
Keva06 2 months ago
Really mariguana does give an effect to it i have gone through something like this.. were i dint see things but would hear things and felt freaked out were i wanted my high to go away cuz i was scaired..but i have overcame and now just try (not to think) literally but yea . it is crazy
isa301049 2 months ago
@isa301049 You mean paranoia?
GhostOfAStranger1 2 months ago
keep drawing man, getting it out on paper will be the best thing you can do, rather on the paper than going round n round in your head, thanks for the vid
yonacurtis 2 months ago
you dont have schitzophrenia you just need to get out more
platinumloco 2 months ago
So sorry to hear of your problems. I wish the best for you...love from VIRGINIA!!!
megamardee 3 months ago
After watching this video, I am almost certain that I could go to a psychiatrist and get diagnosed with shizophrenia.
dotcom58732 3 months ago
From what I am aware of weed cant give you a bad trip or even a trip to begin with, but maybe you have Schizophrenia somewhere in your family. Someone in your family may have past it down to many Generations. So maybe if you didn't smoke weed when you did, you would've still gotten it in a later life. So yes, you already had schizophrenia, but just like your doctor said, the weed triggered it.
shadowlover1996 3 months ago
has anyone seen his other channel. he is total Gothic. oh and he does his long rants too. all good. . what's with the shadows? is this too spook your self. Id like to know.
CliveGains80s 3 months ago
The shadows don't move though, it's like a flash for a second then they're gone.
TheChronicMasta 3 months ago
I see those shadows you were describing when I stay up past 24 hours.
TheChronicMasta 3 months ago
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shadowlover1996 3 months ago
there is no schizophrenia. or mental illness. and yes now you have 5 new make believe illness and still wanting reasoning. I bet you open you mouth more assuming they would help. no wrong people. you mite as well agree you are genetic deficit with a chemical problem. I dont think so. they do. find out out the history, eugenics, or simple read it based on biochemistry approach only. Learn how mental illness was made up and you see why there answers are crap every time.
CliveGains80s 3 months ago
@CliveGains80s thats right, keep that stigma flame alive baby!
pragmatismnotidealis 3 months ago
FOR THE RECORD!!! I don't use this account anymore, yes this is me, you'll see that my latest video on the xpsychoxraverx account is actually linking to this, arsonalex, account.
PS...they did further investigation on it and it turns out that they automatically assume that it's either Schizophrenia or Bi-Polar. Turns out it's neither. It is actually Depression, MPD (Multiple personality disorder), Anxiety, and Paranoia. Currently getting medication prescribed for it all.
arsonalex 3 months ago
@arsonalex PS PS... I'M NOT A JUGGALO ANYMORE! I haven't been for about 2 years now. Just wanted to throw that out there.
arsonalex 3 months ago
You get kicked out of school for drawing! wow
smushy2001 3 months ago
You remind me a TON of my little brother. He was a little off before smoking pot the first time in 5th grade, tho. OK, I'm 5 years older than he is & when he was like 6 he'd think every car that was the same make or color as his friends parents car WAS actually his friend's parents car & nothing culd convince him otherwise...Do you feel like the pot made existing little weird things(like personality quirks) worse or like you became a different person entirely?
nosmartyr 3 months ago
All the best mate. I'm feelin ya
clearviewmind 3 months ago
You sound extremely psychosis prone to me, not schizophrenic. But I'm no doctor :P I have lots of the same symptoms when I'm tired, or stressed (anxiety), or I have any sort of stimulant in my system. I can handle low to regular doses of marijuana though when I'm not around a lot of people, but even then I can notice my head going a bit funny :o Thanks for sharing this!
yapper1200 3 months ago
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wackimacki222 4 months ago
your a smart kid. best 2 u
thallious9876 4 months ago
i love the ghost part . why would a ghost be haunting me in an apartment complex? well, i have schizophrenia as well. thanks for sharing was a very interesting video. x;0
664nadine 4 months ago
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Scandalous778 4 months ago
Dude, seriously.... Stop smoking da weed, go wash your face (a lot!), and get off this trip that you are schizophrenic. If you really need attention that bad there are other, more productive, ways to get it. Sorry, but I'm just not buying into your whole "story" here. I've known too many REAL schizophrenics. Just letting YOU know.
Firebird1031 4 months ago
This guy in the video does not have schizophrenia. He is too aware of his symptoms and seems to be acting a bit. In his other videos, his schizophrenia is like non existent. I think hes just a pot head drug addict who is trying to be down with the illness.
SchizophrenicNYC 4 months ago
I've had hallucinations before. It's been a few years though. Stay strong and get sleep. Definitely don't drink coffee it can make you wired. I got triggered from smoking marijuana also. It's something i've been trying to raise awareness of.
Superpanda9586 4 months ago
forget about 'they'. this comic sounds great. reminds we of Robert Crumb. I hope you can draw!
look the problem was there before the weed. the weed just takes you to a different state so that problem can manifest it self in another way. So too the nicotine, the out of body experience, the ghosts, all mean the same thing but what? what power do they have on you. none. you are being fooled.
CliveGains80s 4 months ago
mild?! yeah i'm laughing. you laughing at it too i hope! Mild!!!!!!
CliveGains80s 4 months ago
i sware im skitzo but nvm bro u r so cute i kno tht has nun 2 do with this vid but yea ur attractive
dae0987 4 months ago
im very sorry u hav schiz i do to i kno how u feel feels like my world ended changed like things will never go back to normal :( i use to be so happy now i feel sad all the time bc negative thoughts dont stop wish there was a cure
yungrichportee1 5 months ago
man that sucks really bad. i know how that feels. ive had bad trips like that before i remember like the six time i smoked i got very high anxiety i was laying on ground breathing like a motherfucker... altough for some reason i dont get that anymore cuz the fear of that reality has gone. But yee.... we never know.
TheLonelyGamer24 5 months ago
dear psychoraver did he actually say *mild* ?
What is that? That isn't in the DSM and not a subtype. Ask someone what you actually have and get an MRI done ASAP.
Hopefully you are doing fine, goodluck.
SRNF 5 months ago
wooooop woooooop
NaturalBornKillahs 6 months ago
marijuana halps me wit my skitsophrenia n various other disorders, but i deff think dat wus laced bro, u cant trip on weed, u jus cant there are other drugs other then thc one of those drugs in da plant stops u from trippin, feel me
NaturalBornKillahs 6 months ago
@NaturalBornKillahs true skunk weed and see if you dont trip ....or any of the strong stuff like the purps...I promise you you will trip
redcomet2010 4 months ago
@redcomet2010 i promise you your a fucking retard, you cant trip off weed unless that shit iz dipped aight
NaturalBornKillahs 4 months ago
@NaturalBornKillahs then how come I tripped, I toke the purps and saw everything in frameskips and everything was moving left and right all over and over and I had a panic attack were I thought I had lost my mind and I aint never beed the same since I have depersonalization so dont call me I retard faggot cause I know what I am talking about not from facts but personal experience also look at that guy on the video he tripped and ended up with schitzo you fucking idiot
redcomet2010 4 months ago
@NaturalBornKillahs , i seen your videos to your a fat faggot looking gay bear lookin bitch ....you are true white trash and should kill yourself
redcomet2010 4 months ago
@redcomet2010 your a fuckin retard if you knew ANYTHING about bud you would kno THC iz not the only cannibanoid in marijuana flowers, there iz another drug in there that stops thc from making you trip, you can smoke weed until your high point once you reach that point your high you dont git any higher, thats cuz of that chemical, you keep smokin you will eventually smoke your self sober, now pure thc you can trip off of but bud no, pure THC yes
NaturalBornKillahs 4 months ago
@NaturalBornKillahs exactly and true skunk weed like the purps and etc have more thc than cannibiods so that balance that u find in weed isnt there so you really can trip you fat bastard moron gay bear looking white trash freak everything you just said I already know thats why I said you can trip out of skunk weed.....no wonder you got schitzo from the stupididty of just talking to you, you dont know shit I can tell
redcomet2010 4 months ago
@redcomet2010 no my friend your a GODDAMN RETARD, YOU CANT TRIP OFF PUREWEED GIT IT OUT OF YOUR THICK FUCKING HEAD,, goddamn
NaturalBornKillahs 4 months ago
@NaturalBornKillahs u wnat proff here just watch the video right infront of you and I know from persinol experience and from NUMEROUS account on the net plus I got the scientifical facts to back me up so just stfu fool
redcomet2010 4 months ago
@redcomet2010 you aint got shit bitch so fuck outta here witcha bullshit aint no body want you round boy
NaturalBornKillahs 4 months ago
@redcomet2010 that aint proof you fucking retard, fuck you and your so called scientifical facts aint nuttin but bullshit cuz i jus told you the REAL fuckin facts GIT THAT THRU YOUR HEAD
NaturalBornKillahs 4 months ago
@redcomet2010 nah bro that shit has to be laced. i've smoked so much dro my shit is probally hash. but i've never tripped
MrSwimmerBoyHasItAll 4 months ago
Idk bout u guys but weed helps me so much.
PureKushSmoke 6 months ago
hey buddy, try getting this book 'natural healing for schizophrenia' by eva edelman . my brother was diagnosed as well and we are trying to evade the medications and do it naturally.search for orthomolecular psychiatry...
pkrishnametal 6 months ago
Pathetic this is depersonalisation not schozophrenia.... Educate yourself before you make yourself look like a twat. -.-
cantona118 6 months ago
why u rude i just asked why u have face rash? so wat i did ?
i have anxiety panic disorder i know what u are through im tired of it
im worse than u !
SyrianPride1488 6 months ago
what happen to ur face?
SyrianPride1488 7 months ago
I would like to see an updated video from you. This is very, very good - educational. I'm curious to know how you are today!
dwbush777 7 months ago
dude u have derealization/ depersonalization, u dont believe these delusions, u dnt have it
22lilbuddah 7 months ago
@NySchizophrenic My son has this disease. I tell him to take his medication to block out the demons and voices and visions. The medication in the pills alters the fluids in your brain.Once you start taking the medacine you should be able to tell the difference in a few days. At least give it try ,then if you don't feel it's right for you then you can decide.
melaniemcgill1 7 months ago
I get that man, but when I smoked weed I felt sort of the opposite. If I was sitting down I'd feel as if the discs of my spine were grinding and collapsing against each other, and when standing I felt like my knees could give in any moment and fucking hyperextend.
And the typical paranoia followed along with a feeling of congestion. Sometimes I'd imagine people's teeth were falling out when they spoke and their eyes hung from the sockets, real horror movie shit. I stopped smoking then, lol. >.<
BasementBeginnings 7 months ago
Have you done some research into shamanism? it is believed, that the shaman and the schizophrenic display the same characteristics, the only difference is the way that this phenomenon is approached. Western society drugs them up and locks them in padded rooms. Other communities who still practice shamanism hold the shaman as a central figure in the community, and he/she heals people, after learning the skills to do so.
Fallingawake12358 8 months ago
Don't knock the medications if you haven't tried them. Yes they have side effects that are a pain, but you shouldn't assume someone is weak for taking them; I'm not saying you are assuming or anything, but it is easy to assume that if you willingly take the medications you are weak or you are suppressing your potential or whatnot. In the end, all they really do for me is help me sleep. Yes, I have to work out or I gain weight, but being tweak skinny and an insomniac is worse in my experience.
omnimoebius 8 months ago
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haterpunker90 9 months ago
Damn Those Schools Suck i Right Like Have Done Hannibal Lecter Shit On Paper The Teachers Freak The Fuck Out But They Dont Do Anything About It
CrazyforDarkness 9 months ago
Just random.. I wanna say I actually know what you're going through.. My first time smoking weed I went like apeshit and had a panic attack and now I get them all the time and just recently ive been seeing shit... and im going to therepy. She doesnt know about the weed but I just wanna say I know how you feel.
113094angie 9 months ago
The problem is, on one will ever understand someone with schizofrenia unless they have it thee selves, the perspective of things is very important.
Dimitri0809 10 months ago
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krstcmjns 10 months ago
You are so fucking cool! Wish the best for you!
giorgossaris 11 months ago
wait so why the fuck do people say the static thing was normal when i told people !!
imawesome89100 1 year ago
Do you have any of the other symptoms of schizophrenia? Like paranoia or disorganized speech anything like that?
HyperNessie 1 year ago
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starseedleo 1 year ago
i sometimes imagine im in a room of dead people...i cant help it..it happened in math class and i almost cried
theBeast674 1 year ago
@theBeast674 I sometimes realize I'm zoning while thinking about cannibalistic behaviors... I know what you mean... it sucks.
xPSYCHOxRAVERx 1 year ago 4
@xPSYCHOxRAVERx Okay, so I was listening to everything you've experienced, and I believe a lot of the things you mentioned my brother has experienced as well. He was also diagnosed with it while in the army. He says he sees flashes of light and they make loud popping sounds when they disappear. Well, thanks for sharing. Helps me understand more about it.
ChaseSevereWeather 3 months ago
@theBeast674 almos cried... pussy
NaturalBornKillahs 4 months ago
keep strong C:
vanessa5240228 1 year ago
Never ever smoke weed if you have schizofrenia. It can fuck you up for good.
rp2qr2rp 1 year ago 7
@rp2qr2rp I know that now lol.
xPSYCHOxRAVERx 1 year ago 5
@rp2qr2rp what do you mean for goood!! waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
imawesome89100 1 year ago
@rp2qr2rp I smoke it a lo while diagnosed
littlebluepill0 11 months ago
@rp2qr2rp no it cant
NaturalBornKillahs 4 months ago
@rp2qr2rp I have read several studies that have shown that marijuana has the potential to relieve symptoms of schizophrenia.
dotcom58732 3 months ago
doesn't really sound like schizophrenia, people with severe manic depression can have auditory hallucinations and other hallucinations. Schizophrenia tends to be more or less trademarked by strange delusions and disorganized thinking. I had that same kind of experience with weed. I see those speckles you were talking about. I heard a voice about 3 weeks ago that said "die". I also think I've been seeing flies that aren't there sometimes. Otherwise, nothing else, but I'm gonna see a psychiatrist.
necrofagg0t 1 year ago
@necrofagg0t I just had another Psychological Evaluation last friday so I'll find out for sure.
xPSYCHOxRAVERx 1 year ago
@xPSYCHOxRAVERx tell me how it goes. Weed's getting too fucking strong these days. Throwin people off the edge.
necrofagg0t 1 year ago
@necrofagg0t I definitely will do that.
xPSYCHOxRAVERx 1 year ago
@WigsAndSwords1 You are very welcome. And yes, the school system in Washington is quite appoling. That sounds about similar to what I have seen in my time, every day as a matter of fact.
xPSYCHOxRAVERx 1 year ago
i talk to myself in my head and out loud too. u got kicked out of school be/c of a drawing. thats DUMB.
fantasticanime2010 1 year ago
@fantasticanime2010 Yeah talk about a stupid ass school eh? It turns out that the friend who influenced me to go to the school is actually now sueing the school district in which it was for fucking her over so I'm not the only person it fucked over. It turns out that the teachers didn't even have teaching diploma's, they were fakes that the principle ended up creating for his friends so his dream could come true.
xPSYCHOxRAVERx 1 year ago
yo thanks for sharing i think i may have this. thank you so much for posting!! im freaking out right now b.c. im so scared of this
meeeeeeee8 1 year ago
i think it mite be HPPD not mild schizophrenia, you should look up hallucinogenic persisting perception disorder or HPPD.
ssb17 1 year ago
@ssb17 Hmm, I may have to look that up.
xPSYCHOxRAVERx 1 year ago
@wasssuppp08 absolutely I am not schizophrenic but schizotypal and it's like an escape, it really is. but i don't want to let it take me over so im getting medication. the other part is the dopamine that is raging in my head.. makes me fantasize and more.
LaBellaa1984 1 year ago
@LaBellaa1984 It can be quite overwhelming yet intoxicating in the same.
xPSYCHOxRAVERx 1 year ago
@xPSYCHOxRAVERx my mild delusions happen when I am UNDER or OVER stimulated (bored or stressed) yeah it's def annoying so overwhelming!
LaBellaa1984 1 year ago
@LaBellaa1984 It can be or if you make of it what it is you can make it semi-enjoyable. To be able to see what other's can't; they say that to be different is to be unique, well then I'll be damned interested in staying unique then.
xPSYCHOxRAVERx 1 year ago
@wasssuppp08 I'm guessing that's partially what happened to me. I got so bored with life that my mind exploded when I smoked weed my first time and blam, mild-schizophrenia kicked in.
xPSYCHOxRAVERx 1 year ago
@wasssuppp08 Essentially it is similar to borderline schizophrenic yes. It can be anything from Multiple Personalities, to Bi-Polar, to seeing odd things that aren't there, and so on.
xPSYCHOxRAVERx 1 year ago
I have mild visual disturbances (sometimes intense). In the dark I see some white static or white flickers. In the light I see pulsing black waves of smoke or black flickers. Il also hear small scratching sounds or small sounds like insects running around (it's hard to explain). Very rarely, I'll see dark figures in the corner of my eye which disappears when I look.
Your situation sounds worse. You may get paranoid and lose your rational thinking ability. You might want to reconsider medication.
theblueo1 2 years ago
I prefer to stay off of medications because they make matters worse for me. I've tried it a few times, they only make things worse.
xPSYCHOxRAVERx 2 years ago
o yea and i meant my docter thinks i have either an anxiety disorder or amild form of skistofrenia haha thats it
reptile1000 2 years ago
Well perhaps you have a little bit of each. I've had niacin before, they are water tablets (or so I have heard.) But it sounds like what I have .... it's odd. But who knows, maybe it's a new form of enlightenment.
xPSYCHOxRAVERx 2 years ago
i meant that its good that your not taking meds*
reptile1000 2 years ago
sometimes i think i got a brain tumer cause i get headaches all the time haha alcohol makes me feel better then the next day i feel so much worse but yea you gotto try niacin (vitamin b3) the drug companies have been hiding the fact that it helps. and people have actually recovered from skits using it. the only thing the drug companies want is your money
reptile1000 2 years ago
i rarly hear voices but when i do it's usally before i fall asleep and i get blured vision and see flashes of light and black dots in my vision and sometimes i see people out of the corner of my eye. its hard to sleep because i get racing thoughts comming into my head at a million miles per second. somtimes i think im dead its fucked i havent been proberly diagnosed but my docter recomended me to a phyciatrist and she thinks its either an anxiety disorderor a mild form of skitsofrenia.
reptile1000 2 years ago
my skits was triggered by pot to. i was tripping into interdimentional cartoon worlds then falling through computer generated realities it was so fucking insane then i had a panic attack and i felt myself drifting into death and waves of horrible energy where crashing down on me and for a few moments i thought i actually was dead. then every since then i've had realy really fucking bizarre thoughts and sensations and i got anxiety and extreme depersonalisation.
reptile1000 2 years ago
its good that your taking meds all they do is calm you down temporaraly. thats fucked up that your school considered you insane just because of a fucking picture. you should try something it's called niacin (vitamin B3) i'm not jocking man that shit helps.
reptile1000 2 years ago
I'm questioning if I have a mild schizophrenia. I see specks of light often. Rarely I'll see moving shadows or shadow people (more common when I am tired).
But my question is about your friendships. You know that close, intimate feeling you get when you're with very close friend? With my only close friend, It is about maybe 15% still there, compared to how it used to be. Do you have a similar experience?
Ravok234 2 years ago
Perhaps you should see a psychiatrist?
Yes I do, it appears my friends and I are close, quite close, but it seems to fade after an eventual time. So yes, I do understand where you are coming from. Try to trust your friend more if that helps. Let them know about you don't hold in. If they are your only close friend, do not be afraid to let them in. Allow yourself to feel open and free with this person.
xPSYCHOxRAVERx 2 years ago
@xPSYCHOxRAVERx
Thanks for the reply. I do still value him as a friend and wish I could feel the same way. I'll give your advice a try, it makes sense because of how I am very close with my brother.
My trigger (if I'm right in saying I have mild Schizophrenia) was overwhelming depression and the night shift 5 months ago.
Ravok234 2 years ago
You are quite welcome Ravok.
The closer you are the better it will be and easier it will become.
It is possible that that is a plausible cause. Stress that goes over the charts can cause many halucinations as well as dysfunction of the center lobe of your brain. When you feel a pain in your heart/chest because of stress and feel that you are dying, essentially, you are. Not entirely though. What I mean is that your heart produces normal chemicals and when stressed it pumps out opposing
xPSYCHOxRAVERx 2 years ago
chemicals that cause your body to slowly lose the will of life and eventually people die. Don't let it get to you though. Just take it slow and keep it easy.
xPSYCHOxRAVERx 2 years ago
the thing you saw may have been a glimpse of a aura, caffeine is a poison.
Weed negatively affects people who are not fully conscious, it benefits if you are with an inner calm. You will notice things that are there, things that bother you, and your imagination will expand to halucination like things.
I see static speckles all the time, I think that is normal. You probably have a gift of perception, just cleanse your body and mind to enhance the effect for good.
But... crazy experience
luminusAntic 2 years ago
I am quite aware of the paranormal in fact I am more susceptible then most would figure to be. It's actually a shocker to hear of another person with the static experience. Thank you for the comment.
xPSYCHOxRAVERx 2 years ago
stop smoking weed trust me man its the weed i used to be the same way not as bad but as soon as i stopped i cleared up stop cigs as well
GoTDaTFiREMaYnE 2 years ago
Uh...I don't dude.
I'm allergic to weed.
xPSYCHOxRAVERx 2 years ago
Good luck !
Hope you will get better with or without the meds
BaRx0 2 years ago
Hey
I appreciate your vulnerability in sharing your expirience - it takes alot of guts
Keep on taking care of you.
Marc in NYC
silentfades 2 years ago
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buckman625 2 years ago
Yeah dude weed fucked my shit up. Plus, it's not really my thing anyways.
xPSYCHOxRAVERx 2 years ago
I have schizophrenia. Unfortunately mine is severe enough that I need medication to control the symptoms. I had multiple breakdowns and my first episode I became completely out of touch with reality. Now I work a full time job and can because of support from family, doctors, and medication.
caden311 2 years ago
Yeah it can get pretty bad every once In a while for me too. I don't take medication cause it's more painful then helping. To me anyways. Keep it up you'll make it through it just like the rest of us are.
xPSYCHOxRAVERx 2 years ago
Thanks for telling us about this. It was aginst the law for the school to kick you out(unless it was private school.) It violated a federal law called IDEA of 2004. You should look into it.
imanerd36 2 years ago
Well I didn't discover I was officially schizo until after I got expelled. But I also had alcohol on me when they caught me and it was my second official expulsion so they can't do anything if they wanted to anyways.
-Arsonist.
xPSYCHOxRAVERx 2 years ago
Oh well. Thanks for sharing tour story though.
imanerd36 2 years ago
Yup anytime.
-Arsonist.
xPSYCHOxRAVERx 2 years ago
Thanks for sharing your experience. I think you should start researching the heck out of natural treatments for schizophrenia. People cure themselves of it. Look particularly close at detoxification. Good luck man
thane17 2 years ago
You are welcome. That's what I usually do in my spare time if I've got nothing else to do. But yeah, thanks for the support.
xPSYCHOxRAVERx 2 years ago