I wasn`t craving attention.Just wanted to end my suffering.He held me tight i struggled & kicked & pleaded with him to just let me die.He just held me tighter until i ran out of steam.I passed out.The next morning i sobered up & appologised to him for what i did to him.He had bandged my wrist & put me to bed & watched over me all night.Guess he wanted to be shure i didn`t finish what i started.I`m alive today still feel the pain & know i can never be able to repay him for his courage.Surviving.
HI! Marie here.Old video but a goodie.If you feel like someone is thinking about sucide stick very close to them.I know because at 23 i was brutaly raped & a close friend(Patrick)did just that.He noticed that i was acting depressed & watched me closely.That night he followed me home.He kicked in the door to my place & found me about to slash my wrists.We strggled & he took the knife not before i managed to cut my left wrist.The cut wasn`t deep so i didn`t need stiches just blood on me.Close call
@maddietaylortv hey if you need someone to talk to i'm here and everyone on this page supports and will understand your situation. you can also try reachout.com it's a really helpful website, stay strong:)
Jesus cares about you sweety. He loves you more than he has ever loved anyone. If you want this pain away, let him hug you let him let you feel his presence, and i double pinky promise ur pain will go away(:
cutting cuase you think its cool or cuase you like the "emo" image...its bullshit.
have a reason ....some peoples problem is they dont know there reason. okay? if your a poser..go away...your just making the real ones worse off cuase some people dont believe its a real problem anymore
Someone once told me that when i spoke out with my problems, i was just craving attention, so i held everything in. I cried at night, because the weight of my emotions tore through me like a knife. I used that knife on my skin, and i never told anyone in fear they would pity me, laugh at me, send me away to an aid school or some shit like that. But im not craving attention, i'm craving help and hope. I've got about 12 scars on my arm and i don't want anymore, but depression makes me continue....
@xXxAngelicAcidxXx Hi! Marie here.I did just like you did held everyting in until i could hold it no more.I just exploded inside attenpted sucide because of what happened to me.If i had just talked to somone.But i couldn`t.The pain,the shame, the humiliation kept me from doing it.I cut too & am not proud of it Haven`t cut lately guess theraphy is working.I hope you will get help too.Will not pity or laugh or ridicule you because i know & understand.Wish i didn`t.Take care of yourself.Hugg. Bye!
@underloved1 hey Marie just saying hi came across this video and saw your comment and was so happy that you haven't cut lately and don't let setbacks throw you down the wrong path. speak out, you can do it, you inspire me so thankyou! stay strong:)
@AnnaRoseKi HI! Marie here.Thank`s for your kind words.They made me feel a little better & less alone.Am happy that in my little way it helps others,unexpected it is because it is me that needs help often.Glad that others find solice in my misfortunes & that they feel better about themselves.Just wish life were kinder to me.Lately it`s been ok,no one has hurt me so things are better feeling less depressed.Wishing you much happyness in your life.May life be kinder to you than it has to me. Huggs.
People who are saying its pathetic dont get it, my advice is do what i do have someone u can always tlk to, but it will only work if they are the same way, if you try to tell someone who doesnt feel that way...they wont understand...im 14 years old and i cut myself, but i talk to a 17 year old who is worse then me...this shit is real
@Mcrmichick That's really sweet. I wish somebody could be like that for me. I'm a cutter a new one though and i haven't told anybody it just scares me on what people would think of me. Sometimes the thing you could do is listen and not judge.
OK, I am arriving here late. I clearly see YOUR SUFFERING. SO PLEASE, IF THIS IS STILL ALL GOING ON, PLEASE CALL ME, MY NAME IS LARS, MY NUMBER IS 16176025269, MY EMAIL IS lrsbdfrd@gmail.com , PLEASE CALL ME OR EMAIL ME IMMEDIATELY IF THIS IS STILL ALL GOING ON!!!!!!!! EVERYTHING OF COURSE IS CONFIDENTIAL!!!!!!!!! PLEASE, DO NOT HESITATE TO CONTACT ME!!!!!! I CAN, I WILL, AND I CERTAINLY VERY VERY MUCH WANT TO HELP YOU!!!!!!!!!
i have tried to kill myself before and it didnt work. i feel so alone and i dont know wht to do. so i started to cut and it is hard to deal with everything when ur parents hate u, and shit like that. dont cut it isnt worth it
I'm feeling so badly right now. I want to kill my self but i can't. I'm afrait of what's going to happen. Can someone help me ? I know nobody can. The only thing that can stop the pain is dead.
im barley eating latley and im cutting more and more. im thinking of telling my mom tomorrow and asking her to take me to a hospital. i really think i need to be in a safe place where i can be taken care of. i scare myself with my self harm and suicidal thoughts. should i ask to go to the hospital? help.
@maddietaylortv Definatly. If you're even QUESTIONING it, GO! You won't get better, if you don't tell someone. Go now! I hope you get better. I know you'll make it! I'm proud, that you've decided to tell someone, even if its just YouTube.
@maddietaylortv just go and if ur not able to tell ur mom and u get scare. just go to the hospital and talk to them. they will tell ur mom for you. Good luck
@maddietaylortv I dunno if you've already gone but here's a word of advice from a cutter who's been to a mental institute; DON'T GO. Please, I beg you! It's absolutely terrible. I don't even like talking about it... just save yourself the nightmares and go straight to a therapist! But DO NOT go to a mental hospital! It'll scar you for life.
If anyone wants to talk about cutting or thoughts of suicide or anything at all, you can message me. I mean theres something comforting in sharing a similar problem with someone you dont know and who wont judge you, because telling your feelings to someone close can make...the relationship different sometimes especially with a subject like this, but if you've had a shitty day and you feel like...doing something like this and you need someone to talk to you can send a message
If anyone wants to talk about cutting or thoughts of suicide or anything at all, you can message me. I mean theres something comforting in sharing a similar problem with someone you dont know and who wont judge you, because telling your feelings to someone close can make...the relationship different sometimes especially with a subject like this, but if you've had a shitty day and you feel like...doing something like this and you need someone to talk to you can send a message
Yeah whatever you do dont give up. And dont mess with your body because later you'll be sorry. Life SUX and it isnt gonna get better easily. At least you got internet. Didnt have any such when i was a kid!! Do as much as you can for yourself and learn what you can so you can be more and more independant because that is part of how you get stronger. If you confide in somebody and they RAM ya, kick them out of your life and never trust them again. DONT QUIT ON YOURSELF!
Praying for you and anyone else who cries in secret. Ive been there, and now that I'm out I see things differently, like God never promised there would be no problems, but that he'd be there beside you in them. Even praying to a God you dont believe in can help. No matter what you do you can't do it on your own. With all that I am I know YOU ARE NOT ALONE
I want to stop, but I can't seem to. Whenever I try, I just go back. It's like I have a CRAVING for it...like I need it..and no one around here cares when I say I need help. They just say we don't have the money for a shrink and that it's just a phase..I'll get over it..but I don't feel like I will..I feel like any word could be my last. Like any random person's face I see is going to be the last one I'll ever see..I feel so trapped..what do I do?
The thing that bothers me about this video is that most of the pictures were of beautiful models striking dramatic poses with dark make up to look depressed. That is definitely not an accurate representation of "cutters". I realize that its all done for effect, but it bothers me almost as much as people who put everyone who cuts themselves under the category, "emo".
@Victoria27A God does love you very much, don't forget that!!!!!! , i felt as if he doesn't love me cuz wats happened in my life but, God, will always love you when no on else does. and by reading this i just automatically care , don't give up hope please :'(
@Victoria27A i don't believe in god but i think having faith in god has nothing to do with church and just because you got rejected by the community doesn't mean that god doesn't love you...and i'm absolutely sure that if there's a god out there he loves all the people the same way and of course he also loves you...don't lose your hope..
i need help. somebody help me. for years i have dealt with eating disorders, anxiety, and depression. last year my best friend died in a freak accident. my cutting has been getting worse and worse. i started it because it gave me something to feel, another pain. but a good one. i thought. then it was i wanted to see the blood to know i was alive, and now i don't know what i'm living for. another day of pain and suffering? somebody help me!
hi PassionateTigress, when you have the chance please watch, Similization, it's an ad to a website about our today's society. And If you're interested you can check out the site and maybe even post any thoughts you might have. Thanks.
"You can't solve a problem from the same consciousness that created it" -Albert Einstein Elevate yourselves! Positive thoughts! fake it till you make it! Hold yourself to a higher standard. Attempt to achieve great things and you will.
i like these kind of vids be cause they give the massage that someone out there cares but i alsoget sad because i dont realy see that kind of people that care around me especaily the people i wont to care the most like my friends my peers but most espailly my dad be cause i never was good enoungh for him and yes i do cut myself please respond i really want to at least be heard please respond back
Ive cut since i was 11. First it started small. a little on here a small one there. Ive learned to hide it by not cutting on my wrists but various other body parts. Its so bad i cant even wear proper bathing suit bottoms. I wish I could of stopped but im utterly addicted.
I'm a recovered self harmer, I'm willing to help you and anybody else that needs it, please message me, I can help you and I want to, message me and I'll help you stay strong x
i feel so... unormal because most statistics show that most self-harmers are around ages 15-24 and i'm so young.. I'm only 12 and I have self-harmed before but I quit for a while because my close neighbor found out and checked my arms.. so I'm afraid he will do it again, so that's why I sorta quit but I want to start again all the time..
it's so hard.. :/ i don't know what to do anymore.
i am also i self harmer, ive been cutting daily for 5 years now, my parents found out they said it was just a stage you'll be okay....they were wrong..........i dont even live them any more i live with my friend who has helped me through a lot and i know how you may feel so if you want to take it i am ofering my help to any one who needs it i will listen to anything you have to say
i also harmed my self..and the scars are left..then my mother suddenly noticed that i always hiding my arms..then she look at it...then she thought that i am a drug addict...becoz she said that i can only do that if my arms are numb by the drugs i used...
she don't even ask me if i had a problems or if there is somthing wrong...
they immidiately think a negative things that i've done..how rude,
now..i'm just alive becoz of my girlfriend...without her..i will surely end up my self anytime..T_T..
Please help me. I'm afraid to go to anyone. A girlfriend that pushes it even more. The parents are part of my reasons to. I hide it in my everyday life. No one knows about my problem. I need help, please please please someone help me.
I don't know what to say or do to help, but whatever you do, don't lose hope. It is always darkest before dawn, and when that dawn breaks over the horizon, you have become a stronger better person. Don't give up. No matter how alone you may feel, try your hardest to remember, you are not alone. I don't know if any of this will help, I hope it does. If you need to talk or want advice, feel free to message me. Life gets better. If you grow, if you change, you can do anything you set your mind to.
@wolffrag when you have the chance please watch, Similization, it's an ad to a website about our today's society. And If you're interested you can check out the site and maybe even post any thoughts you might have. Thanks.
@wolffrag I had the same issue as well. I deal with depression for the past 2 1/2 years, and self harm for about 2 years!!! Its not easy at all. Iv been in and out of the hospital for 21/2 years, and now i am living in a treatment program. idk anyting about ur life, and whatnot, but id just would ask to go to the hospital, NO ONE want to be in a mental hospital, but sometimes thats what you need. PM me if you need anything else. Im here if you ever need to talk.
@wolffrag Hey hunny, i have the same problem. My mom knows about my problem now though, and i'm in therapy for multiple reasons. If you need help, or just somebody to talk to, PLEASSEEE come talk to me. I know this is a year late, but i'll still be here for you.
@NeverGiveIn1996 ..but you have to remember..believing you can wont help most people. its a chemical imbalence and you can not completely control it with a positive attitude
@wolffrag things are gonna get better, trust me. they always do. you just gotta believe... i know its hard.. believe me i know.. but the more you tell yourself theat its gonna get better, the more it will
Hey people. Im Brittany. Look, for all of you out there who needs a friend, im here. I struggle with problems myself. I wanna help people. It is my goal to help people. Sooo PLEASSEE!!! If you EVER need ANYTHING!! I wanna help. So dont be afraid to message me. PLEASE!
i havent cut for a good few months, everyday is a battle but with the right help you can stop, if anyone wants some advice or just someone to talk to, message me ? i feel really strong about this topic, its so close to the heart and id love to share victory and also help really dont be afraid
well i'd help you. i know everyone has messed up lives in some way..i know i do. but everyday gets a lil bit better...but there are days when you just don't want to do this anymore. sometimes talking is all that needs to be done to help some one. so i'm here if you need to talk, or anyone for that matter. just message me or comments are fine too. take care.
talk to her let you know you are there. dnt freak out and be calm show you care be pacient it takes time. it took me a year to realize i needed to stop cutting and to actually want to
Its quite sad that people can almost never see that anything is wrong until they wind up going to their best friends funeral after they killed themself. It took my parents four years to even get that I was sad or could even be sad! I was diagnosed with clinical depression over the summer and now that I have someone to talk to I'm so much happier. Your video is amazing. Its a 10 :)
I know - I was diagnosed with depression and general anxiety disorder and I've been so much happier since I found the right medicine and methods of dealing with it. And same thing - I had had it since 8th grade and didnt know until my 12th grade year cause nobody thought I could possibly have it - I was just going through what "every teen goes through." It's def important to raise awareness of the issue - I think its more common and important then alot of people realize...
And thank you so much - I love making these videos and always hope that it will help people cope, or relate, or better understand in some way. I appreciate the support =)
My closest friends noticed when I was about 9, I think... My parents didn't see it until I was twelve... I've been suffering from depression since I was at least five, maybe even younger. I was diagnosed with deep, chronic and g.a.d.
Im similar to yours too but my parents noticed when I was about 13? Beginning of it. My friends never saw how sad I was n stuff. So yeah :[ Tis impossible to be happy again. Especially now Im really angry a lot.
*Smiles* You've made my day:P thank you, I had hoped it would be touching and am glad it is. Yeah- the song is from a show called Tru Calling, if you've never seen it you should watch it:)
I wasn`t craving attention.Just wanted to end my suffering.He held me tight i struggled & kicked & pleaded with him to just let me die.He just held me tighter until i ran out of steam.I passed out.The next morning i sobered up & appologised to him for what i did to him.He had bandged my wrist & put me to bed & watched over me all night.Guess he wanted to be shure i didn`t finish what i started.I`m alive today still feel the pain & know i can never be able to repay him for his courage.Surviving.
underloved1 3 weeks ago
HI! Marie here.Old video but a goodie.If you feel like someone is thinking about sucide stick very close to them.I know because at 23 i was brutaly raped & a close friend(Patrick)did just that.He noticed that i was acting depressed & watched me closely.That night he followed me home.He kicked in the door to my place & found me about to slash my wrists.We strggled & he took the knife not before i managed to cut my left wrist.The cut wasn`t deep so i didn`t need stiches just blood on me.Close call
underloved1 3 weeks ago
I'm a mess. help.
maddietaylortv 3 months ago
@maddietaylortv hey if you need someone to talk to i'm here and everyone on this page supports and will understand your situation. you can also try reachout.com it's a really helpful website, stay strong:)
AnnaRoseKi 3 weeks ago
Such a deep message
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Jesus cares about you sweety. He loves you more than he has ever loved anyone. If you want this pain away, let him hug you let him let you feel his presence, and i double pinky promise ur pain will go away(:
delcalvot 5 months ago
the only one that can help yu is God
he will help you true your bad days
he love so much
pray to god he is with you
marniela1234 8 months ago
@marniela1234 i think comment is rude. some people may be atheist on here.
boppy1998 6 months ago 2
cutting cuase you think its cool or cuase you like the "emo" image...its bullshit.
have a reason ....some peoples problem is they dont know there reason. okay? if your a poser..go away...your just making the real ones worse off cuase some people dont believe its a real problem anymore
HaterOfPreps 9 months ago
Someone once told me that when i spoke out with my problems, i was just craving attention, so i held everything in. I cried at night, because the weight of my emotions tore through me like a knife. I used that knife on my skin, and i never told anyone in fear they would pity me, laugh at me, send me away to an aid school or some shit like that. But im not craving attention, i'm craving help and hope. I've got about 12 scars on my arm and i don't want anymore, but depression makes me continue....
xXxAngelicAcidxXx 10 months ago 6
@xXxAngelicAcidxXx i know how you feel ..i have the same problem
purplegirl9002 9 months ago
@xXxAngelicAcidxXx Hi! Marie here.I did just like you did held everyting in until i could hold it no more.I just exploded inside attenpted sucide because of what happened to me.If i had just talked to somone.But i couldn`t.The pain,the shame, the humiliation kept me from doing it.I cut too & am not proud of it Haven`t cut lately guess theraphy is working.I hope you will get help too.Will not pity or laugh or ridicule you because i know & understand.Wish i didn`t.Take care of yourself.Hugg. Bye!
underloved1 3 weeks ago
@underloved1 hey Marie just saying hi came across this video and saw your comment and was so happy that you haven't cut lately and don't let setbacks throw you down the wrong path. speak out, you can do it, you inspire me so thankyou! stay strong:)
AnnaRoseKi 3 weeks ago
@AnnaRoseKi HI! Marie here.Thank`s for your kind words.They made me feel a little better & less alone.Am happy that in my little way it helps others,unexpected it is because it is me that needs help often.Glad that others find solice in my misfortunes & that they feel better about themselves.Just wish life were kinder to me.Lately it`s been ok,no one has hurt me so things are better feeling less depressed.Wishing you much happyness in your life.May life be kinder to you than it has to me. Huggs.
underloved1 3 weeks ago
People who are saying its pathetic dont get it, my advice is do what i do have someone u can always tlk to, but it will only work if they are the same way, if you try to tell someone who doesnt feel that way...they wont understand...im 14 years old and i cut myself, but i talk to a 17 year old who is worse then me...this shit is real
SarahAndKatelyn101 10 months ago
@SarahAndKatelyn101 i'm 13 and i cut ,but whenever i talk to my friends about it they dont understand :/
purplegirl9002 9 months ago 2
@Mcrmichick
But... but... you were supposed to respond with rage. Nooooo! My powah is draining!
meric2 11 months ago
@Mcrmichick
HAVE YOU CONSIDERED FUCKING THERAPY INSTEAD OF BAWWING ON THE YOUTUBES?
And I don't mean "fucking therapy" as in therapy while fucking, I mean regular therapy.
meric2 11 months ago
@Mcrmichick hey you could talk yo me i know what your going through i also need help. But i refuse to go to a therapist.
TheHuntres 11 months ago
@Mcrmichick That's really sweet. I wish somebody could be like that for me. I'm a cutter a new one though and i haven't told anybody it just scares me on what people would think of me. Sometimes the thing you could do is listen and not judge.
TheHuntres 11 months ago
alot of people posting on here are looking for attention. which is sad.
really pathetic homies.
manic400 11 months ago
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1-800-273-8255
National Suicide Prevention Lifeline
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Undiscoveredgirl1 1 year ago
this song an video is so true
mia90tears 1 year ago
i have tried to kill myself before and it didnt work. i feel so alone and i dont know wht to do. so i started to cut and it is hard to deal with everything when ur parents hate u, and shit like that. dont cut it isnt worth it
xxxxemobitchxxxx1 1 year ago
I'm feeling so badly right now. I want to kill my self but i can't. I'm afrait of what's going to happen. Can someone help me ? I know nobody can. The only thing that can stop the pain is dead.
myownhelll 1 year ago
im barley eating latley and im cutting more and more. im thinking of telling my mom tomorrow and asking her to take me to a hospital. i really think i need to be in a safe place where i can be taken care of. i scare myself with my self harm and suicidal thoughts. should i ask to go to the hospital? help.
maddietaylortv 1 year ago
@maddietaylortv Definatly. If you're even QUESTIONING it, GO! You won't get better, if you don't tell someone. Go now! I hope you get better. I know you'll make it! I'm proud, that you've decided to tell someone, even if its just YouTube.
gothvampriss666 1 year ago
@maddietaylortv just go and if ur not able to tell ur mom and u get scare. just go to the hospital and talk to them. they will tell ur mom for you. Good luck
MyRedBlade99 1 year ago
@maddietaylortv yes, please get help! you are so loved!!! I hope you are doing well. God bless!
scars73 1 year ago
@maddietaylortv I dunno if you've already gone but here's a word of advice from a cutter who's been to a mental institute; DON'T GO. Please, I beg you! It's absolutely terrible. I don't even like talking about it... just save yourself the nightmares and go straight to a therapist! But DO NOT go to a mental hospital! It'll scar you for life.
TailsFan23 1 year ago
I don't want help.
Kaikissz 1 year ago
@Kaikissz help never hurts..
denyingreality 1 year ago
If anyone wants to talk about cutting or thoughts of suicide or anything at all, you can message me. I mean theres something comforting in sharing a similar problem with someone you dont know and who wont judge you, because telling your feelings to someone close can make...the relationship different sometimes especially with a subject like this, but if you've had a shitty day and you feel like...doing something like this and you need someone to talk to you can send a message
scarredpast1 1 year ago
can somebody help me? i need it so bad.
-daniella
iluvEdwardC13 1 year ago
@iluvEdwardC13 i can help..
denyingreality 1 year ago
feel free to add.
greets night
nightstylo 1 year ago
If anyone wants to talk about cutting or thoughts of suicide or anything at all, you can message me. I mean theres something comforting in sharing a similar problem with someone you dont know and who wont judge you, because telling your feelings to someone close can make...the relationship different sometimes especially with a subject like this, but if you've had a shitty day and you feel like...doing something like this and you need someone to talk to you can send a message
scarredpast1 1 year ago
Yeah whatever you do dont give up. And dont mess with your body because later you'll be sorry. Life SUX and it isnt gonna get better easily. At least you got internet. Didnt have any such when i was a kid!! Do as much as you can for yourself and learn what you can so you can be more and more independant because that is part of how you get stronger. If you confide in somebody and they RAM ya, kick them out of your life and never trust them again. DONT QUIT ON YOURSELF!
SuicideisBrainLess 1 year ago
Praying for you and anyone else who cries in secret. Ive been there, and now that I'm out I see things differently, like God never promised there would be no problems, but that he'd be there beside you in them. Even praying to a God you dont believe in can help. No matter what you do you can't do it on your own. With all that I am I know YOU ARE NOT ALONE
jullz55 1 year ago
what if 'said person' who "needs" help. Doesn't want the help?
MsMrEmo 1 year ago
i personally went through depression before
and i didn't find "profession" if you want to call my counselor that
any help, sometimes it just takes friends and family working together to help someone
chameexiong 1 year ago
I want to stop, but I can't seem to. Whenever I try, I just go back. It's like I have a CRAVING for it...like I need it..and no one around here cares when I say I need help. They just say we don't have the money for a shrink and that it's just a phase..I'll get over it..but I don't feel like I will..I feel like any word could be my last. Like any random person's face I see is going to be the last one I'll ever see..I feel so trapped..what do I do?
butterfly1289 1 year ago
The thing that bothers me about this video is that most of the pictures were of beautiful models striking dramatic poses with dark make up to look depressed. That is definitely not an accurate representation of "cutters". I realize that its all done for effect, but it bothers me almost as much as people who put everyone who cuts themselves under the category, "emo".
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Victoria27A 1 year ago
@Victoria27A God does love you very much, don't forget that!!!!!! , i felt as if he doesn't love me cuz wats happened in my life but, God, will always love you when no on else does. and by reading this i just automatically care , don't give up hope please :'(
thebear4056 1 year ago
@Victoria27A also, if you ever want to talk i'm here for you, and i won't give up on you!
thebear4056 1 year ago
@Victoria27A i don't believe in god but i think having faith in god has nothing to do with church and just because you got rejected by the community doesn't mean that god doesn't love you...and i'm absolutely sure that if there's a god out there he loves all the people the same way and of course he also loves you...don't lose your hope..
TheKampfkeksi 1 year ago
to write on her arms day is a great way raise awareness
emoeilish 1 year ago
i need help. somebody help me. for years i have dealt with eating disorders, anxiety, and depression. last year my best friend died in a freak accident. my cutting has been getting worse and worse. i started it because it gave me something to feel, another pain. but a good one. i thought. then it was i wanted to see the blood to know i was alive, and now i don't know what i'm living for. another day of pain and suffering? somebody help me!
act224 1 year ago 12
@act224 If you ever need to talk you can send me a message whenever you'd like I know how hard it is, dont give up hope
scarredpast1 1 year ago
great video! if it's a call for help you can talk to me
AnnaRoseKi 3 weeks ago
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hi PassionateTigress, when you have the chance please watch, Similization, it's an ad to a website about our today's society. And If you're interested you can check out the site and maybe even post any thoughts you might have. Thanks.
cmccarreiro 1 year ago
Hi,
Here is a website that might interest you:
the page is called farewellborderland and it is on the weebly website.
(Sorry, Youtube is not letting me post the link directly, I don't know why, but I'm sure you'll figure out how to find it through Google).
lauralaura201111 1 year ago
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"You can't solve a problem from the same consciousness that created it" -Albert Einstein Elevate yourselves! Positive thoughts! fake it till you make it! Hold yourself to a higher standard. Attempt to achieve great things and you will.
nikesha89 1 year ago
only 18 scars will be made maby less first cut was yesterday and for right now it was my dog am i really diffrent only my pain nothings changed
rainbowdino0 2 years ago
i like these kind of vids be cause they give the massage that someone out there cares but i alsoget sad because i dont realy see that kind of people that care around me especaily the people i wont to care the most like my friends my peers but most espailly my dad be cause i never was good enoungh for him and yes i do cut myself please respond i really want to at least be heard please respond back
donpoccho 2 years ago
i started to do that long ago... i swore dont do it again... but now i see my wrists and all i see is scars u_u...
emosxitho 2 years ago
@HeartBreaker131 to many to count
michelynbell 2 years ago
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hero22zippy 2 years ago
@hero22zippy,
If your 24 elope
Rexannacat 2 years ago
SIgh I have over 103
XxMusicForHerxNessa 2 years ago
250 - and not going to get any more. it's possible, don't give up.
sunlovinggirl 2 years ago
Ive cut since i was 11. First it started small. a little on here a small one there. Ive learned to hide it by not cutting on my wrists but various other body parts. Its so bad i cant even wear proper bathing suit bottoms. I wish I could of stopped but im utterly addicted.
michelynbell 2 years ago
thats why u wear board shorts :)
rugrats1212 2 years ago
I'm a recovered self harmer, I'm willing to help you and anybody else that needs it, please message me, I can help you and I want to, message me and I'll help you stay strong x
paigeyangel 2 years ago
i feel so... unormal because most statistics show that most self-harmers are around ages 15-24 and i'm so young.. I'm only 12 and I have self-harmed before but I quit for a while because my close neighbor found out and checked my arms.. so I'm afraid he will do it again, so that's why I sorta quit but I want to start again all the time..
it's so hard.. :/ i don't know what to do anymore.
kcc4evr 2 years ago
you just described how i feel.
i'm twelve, and i cut or used to until it became too hard to hide it.
ur not alone. it's an addiction it's going to be hard but i think i might be able to control myself
jessicathejaywolf 2 years ago
I've cut for about 3 years now, and tried to kill myself about 27 times.
But my friends are helping me, they also cut, and we've made a deal, that if you cut - they cut, and if they cut - you cut.
It helps you to stop, cause you think you're hurting your close friends.
It really works,
I havent cut in 3 months.
Yayy [:
MaryRawwrr 2 years ago
that's really good! i'm happy for you :) keep it up
jessicathejaywolf 2 years ago
i am also i self harmer, ive been cutting daily for 5 years now, my parents found out they said it was just a stage you'll be okay....they were wrong..........i dont even live them any more i live with my friend who has helped me through a lot and i know how you may feel so if you want to take it i am ofering my help to any one who needs it i will listen to anything you have to say
Poisonmoon13 2 years ago
oh my gosh,
:(
I'm sorry
dancer16130 2 years ago
why should you be sorry?
Poisonmoon13 2 years ago
i also harmed my self..and the scars are left..then my mother suddenly noticed that i always hiding my arms..then she look at it...then she thought that i am a drug addict...becoz she said that i can only do that if my arms are numb by the drugs i used...
she don't even ask me if i had a problems or if there is somthing wrong...
they immidiately think a negative things that i've done..how rude,
now..i'm just alive becoz of my girlfriend...without her..i will surely end up my self anytime..T_T..
rincess20 2 years ago
it hurts if parents don't care. i'm happy your gf is there to help you.
Yapiej 2 years ago
im 12 and a daily cutter......i need help
muiscobssessed555 2 years ago 2
hope it will soon be better,
cause nobody deserves it!
If you wanna talk, you may message me, cause I understand ánd I'll help people cause people did the same for me.
jeskig 2 years ago
if you need someone to talk to, message me. I stopped cutting 5 months ago
iizabunghole1234 2 years ago
oh my god. okay, i cut too, but not that much. message me. i might be able to help.... :)
dancer16130 2 years ago
talk to me
jessicathejaywolf 2 years ago
Please help me. I'm afraid to go to anyone. A girlfriend that pushes it even more. The parents are part of my reasons to. I hide it in my everyday life. No one knows about my problem. I need help, please please please someone help me.
wolffrag 2 years ago 28
I don't know what to say or do to help, but whatever you do, don't lose hope. It is always darkest before dawn, and when that dawn breaks over the horizon, you have become a stronger better person. Don't give up. No matter how alone you may feel, try your hardest to remember, you are not alone. I don't know if any of this will help, I hope it does. If you need to talk or want advice, feel free to message me. Life gets better. If you grow, if you change, you can do anything you set your mind to.
PassionateTigress 2 years ago 17
@PassionateTigress in return its always brightest before the night comes
jaybo37406 5 months ago
@wolffrag when you have the chance please watch, Similization, it's an ad to a website about our today's society. And If you're interested you can check out the site and maybe even post any thoughts you might have. Thanks.
cmccarreiro 1 year ago
@wolffrag Go to recoveryourlife.c om
I am joined there, go in the chat room it helps a lot you will get tons of support there. I wish you luck.
ImNotFineXX 1 year ago
@wolffrag i can help you :)
lalaland8rainbows 1 year ago
@wolffrag u can send me a message if u want to talk... :/
KikiXcupcake 1 year ago
@wolffrag I had the same issue as well. I deal with depression for the past 2 1/2 years, and self harm for about 2 years!!! Its not easy at all. Iv been in and out of the hospital for 21/2 years, and now i am living in a treatment program. idk anyting about ur life, and whatnot, but id just would ask to go to the hospital, NO ONE want to be in a mental hospital, but sometimes thats what you need. PM me if you need anything else. Im here if you ever need to talk.
ImaFreakShow17 1 year ago
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@wolffrag If u still need the help my email is kelseyheaton1@gmail.com
Im a self harmer who is struggling with alot of things. I am here if anyone needs to talk.
kelseyheaton 1 year ago
@wolffrag heyy why dont u add me on facebook.. if u need help. so do i im really messed up.
Bubbles10193 1 year ago
@wolffrag Alyssa Logan
Bubbles10193 1 year ago
@wolffrag Hey hunny, i have the same problem. My mom knows about my problem now though, and i'm in therapy for multiple reasons. If you need help, or just somebody to talk to, PLEASSEEE come talk to me. I know this is a year late, but i'll still be here for you.
punkprincess614 1 year ago
@wolffrag things are gonna get better, trust me. they always do. you just gotta believe
NeverGiveIn1996 10 months ago
@NeverGiveIn1996 ..but you have to remember..believing you can wont help most people. its a chemical imbalence and you can not completely control it with a positive attitude
HaterOfPreps 9 months ago
@wolffrag things are gonna get better, trust me. they always do. you just gotta believe... i know its hard.. believe me i know.. but the more you tell yourself theat its gonna get better, the more it will
NeverGiveIn1996 10 months ago
@wolffrag dont ask for help on youtube trools are around
kuza261 9 months ago
@wolffrag if you need to talk i'm here... i know we don't know each other but we have a similar problem and i'm here for you. *hug*
16Nyx 5 months ago
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Hey people. Im Brittany. Look, for all of you out there who needs a friend, im here. I struggle with problems myself. I wanna help people. It is my goal to help people. Sooo PLEASSEE!!! If you EVER need ANYTHING!! I wanna help. So dont be afraid to message me. PLEASE!
ThePunkPink 2 years ago
i havent cut for a good few months, everyday is a battle but with the right help you can stop, if anyone wants some advice or just someone to talk to, message me ? i feel really strong about this topic, its so close to the heart and id love to share victory and also help really dont be afraid
- bec xx
iyerbec 2 years ago
Nice video!
xx
togetherana 2 years ago
I wish I could help all of you. I used to scar myself alot and then someone helped me. I just wish I could help others.
I still have the suicidal thoughts, sometimes I need to take off work because the thoughts are so bad.
84jeramy413 2 years ago 2
私は寂しいです。。。
。。。しかし介護は誰が？
XxxUnwantedFREAKxxX 2 years ago
i want help but nobody will.
ilovekirstybiswas 2 years ago 3
well i'd help you. i know everyone has messed up lives in some way..i know i do. but everyday gets a lil bit better...but there are days when you just don't want to do this anymore. sometimes talking is all that needs to be done to help some one. so i'm here if you need to talk, or anyone for that matter. just message me or comments are fine too. take care.
-tricia
fallenstar33 2 years ago
i am suicidal and been diagnosed with depression. Dont know what to do cant talk to anyone because theres is no1 around.
ilovekirstybiswas 2 years ago
if u need someone to talk to u can talk to me ill hear wat u have to say
EmoNotGoth666 2 years ago
HELP!!!!! PLease my friend is a self cutter and has been trying to kill herself! No one else belives me! I need help please before its to late!
paramore367 2 years ago
talk to her let you know you are there. dnt freak out and be calm show you care be pacient it takes time. it took me a year to realize i needed to stop cutting and to actually want to
crimsonregret000 2 years ago
wow, that was amazing, and beautiful
libbyb21 2 years ago
thanks, i like this song!
GothicSilverWolf666 2 years ago
nice video
i love the song
thought it was awesome
anonomycrisis 2 years ago
Thank you =)
PassionateTigress 2 years ago
what song is it?
GothicSilverWolf666 2 years ago
It's called Somebody Help Me by Full Blown Rose. You should be able to find it on itunes if you want :)
PassionateTigress 2 years ago
Its quite sad that people can almost never see that anything is wrong until they wind up going to their best friends funeral after they killed themself. It took my parents four years to even get that I was sad or could even be sad! I was diagnosed with clinical depression over the summer and now that I have someone to talk to I'm so much happier. Your video is amazing. Its a 10 :)
ItaliansHateHaley 3 years ago 11
I know - I was diagnosed with depression and general anxiety disorder and I've been so much happier since I found the right medicine and methods of dealing with it. And same thing - I had had it since 8th grade and didnt know until my 12th grade year cause nobody thought I could possibly have it - I was just going through what "every teen goes through." It's def important to raise awareness of the issue - I think its more common and important then alot of people realize...
PassionateTigress 2 years ago
And thank you so much - I love making these videos and always hope that it will help people cope, or relate, or better understand in some way. I appreciate the support =)
PassionateTigress 2 years ago 3
Ya, I know too...
My closest friends noticed when I was about 9, I think... My parents didn't see it until I was twelve... I've been suffering from depression since I was at least five, maybe even younger. I was diagnosed with deep, chronic and g.a.d.
JustLetMeLive 2 years ago
I was diagnosed with depression disorder.....it sucks so much
ItaliansHateHaley 2 years ago
Im similar to yours too but my parents noticed when I was about 13? Beginning of it. My friends never saw how sad I was n stuff. So yeah :[ Tis impossible to be happy again. Especially now Im really angry a lot.
IAmGothicLucy 2 years ago
I know what it feels like. My friends never saw it to. Not completely. They knew I was sad, but they didn't understand I was totally unhappy...
Though I don't think it's impossible to be happy again. One day our time will come too. Please PM me if you wanna talk, ok?
JustLetMeLive 2 years ago
ik how u feel......but my parents dont know
EmoNotGoth666 2 years ago
i like dis vid.
Fr3NcHfRiEsO8 3 years ago
will doooooo
vampireslovecandy 3 years ago
amasing :)
such a touching vid :)
loved the music
5 :)
vampireslovecandy 3 years ago
*Smiles* You've made my day:P thank you, I had hoped it would be touching and am glad it is. Yeah- the song is from a show called Tru Calling, if you've never seen it you should watch it:)
PassionateTigress 3 years ago