you don´t have to explain or justify yourself, it is a part of you. my arms are pretty scarred and i also struggle with it, but my therapist encourages me over and over again.
finally, you´ve got the same right to enjoy the warmth of the sun as enyone else!
I was goingto comment on the video where you showed your scars but it looked like comments were disabled? Anyways I really admire you for just making it through and then sharing your experience with others to help us out. So thank you.
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honestly
not trying to be rude. this is pathetic...
go get antidepressants!!
I have never heard of anything more selfish. my mom commited suicide, my brother is dead and I don't know who my father is! and you think you can sit their crying in a corner because your boyfriend broke up with you?!
life goes on - you can say it's not for attention, but we both know that is bull!!
No offence, but you do not know me so why jump to conclusions? Truly I am sorry for your mum and brother, but you are rude to assume all I am "bitching" about is petty shit. You are calling me attention seeking just because I feel the need to talk about the "taboo" and try and help others? Pfft okay.
Again, a good video about self-harm. If only all self-harmers posted video's like this (and presented in public like this as well, I'd imagine) maybe the stigma of attention-seeking would disappear or at the very least more new-cutters or depressed people would not continue/start.
Keep it up, I really think you can help someone out there. Among the masses of harmful self-harm videos that pose as 'helpful' there NEEDS to be ones that counter it like this one.
Thankyou for posting this, i think your amazingly brave and i hope that one day you will find the strength to stop, i have a friend that is self harming and im trying to understand, this video helped, thankyou XXX
:P my mate started and she only told me so im not supposed to tell but she has got betta after seein your vid and she sed thnx 4 posting it it realy helped her x
Its weird the way things happen. I have a mum who is severely depressed. I never wanted to turn out like her. But because of the way she was, I myself became depressed. Like you said your mum was an alcoholic and you turned to drink at one point.
Reading books, expanding knowledge, and absorbing everything you see and applying it to better yourself are all things you can do to not harm yourself. Don't take everything so personal and gain a sense of humor that surpasses everyone else are things that help too!
today I'm gonna tell my classmates that I self-harm, and my PEteacher too. Long story, probably very uninterresting for y'all but I just don't really have a choise but to tell them
I think your very brave talking about your experience with self harm. I think it's good you speak out because it warns people of the affects self harm can have on your life. It also sheds a light for people who maybe have a friend or relative self-harming and I think your videos are very good and informative. Keep it up and know that you're doing a good thing for the world by posting these :)
take mdma, it was used in therapy in 1930-1960 and known for curing depression, social anxiety, suicidals and much more. its the strongest anti-depressant known, and it must be used medicaly again. many therapists are working to make it legal in medical use. the only reason its illegal is because of the explosion of unmedical use of it in 1970, and the only way the goverment could stop it was making it illegal and makin propaganda studys and shit. look up "ecstasy study is wrong" on google.
its unique effects that make you look inside yourself and see how you behave and react to the world, and see the good things in life, but never overdose or use it often, if you only want to get high on it you shold wait weeks beween every time, but using low dosage of it you could use it every day, splitting 150-200mg over 2-3 weeks. its not fysical addictive but have respect for it. the effects of it feels like love. only its love for everything in life.
I know about the drugs, but they are nothing compared to the feeling inside when you watch your own blood form ito the lines. This sounds disgusting but it's true.
have you ever been inlove? real love? that how mdma works, 10x pure love. its impossible to get more happy. you never know before you try it. its totaly diffrent from the shit you get from the therapist. cutting focus pain(it also release endorphins!), drugs removes pain.
take care, remember depressions never last forever! im sure you're the happyest person on earth 5 years from now!
It is not wise to suggest people try to obtain ILLEGAL drugs and take them, are you stupid, or what? BTW, you cannot compare love to an artificial high.
Your scars DO NOT define who you are. It just defines the struggle you faced and the way you decided to deal with it. And it isn't a bad thing either.
I have an idea of what you are going through. I won't say I know because we live two separate lives but I started biting and hitting myself when I was around 7-8 years old and then moved on to cutting at fourteen as well. Don't regret it.. ever. And don't blame yourself. It's just the way we are and that's nothing to be ashamed of.
Thank you! I actually agree more with your statement now than I did then. I do realize my scars don't define me, and I don't actually regret the cutting, only cutting to the extent that I did.
beautiful... i have been self harming for 3 and a half years now, i'm fifteen i've tried to stop so many times, but its really hard to stop, is the first thing you think about when something gets too much, its takes over your life, thank you for this vid, just hearing that you cant wear short sleeves ever again brought tears to my eyes...you're amazing and i hope someday you can wear short sleeves, its the least you deserve with all that you've been through, stay strong xxxxxxxx
These days, I wear short sleeves if I so wish. My scars show where I have been, and yes people stare, but it doesn't bother me anymore. I hope one day you will find the strength to stop hun xxx
I agree I dont think people understand about selfharming, I have only told one person about me doing it and I regret telling them because I dont think they understand. And anyone who says it for attention its really not, whenever I do it I cover them up.
You r very beautiful...I am cutter, and No it is not for attention cause I hid it from everyone...EVERYONE. It feels good to control your pain,other then other people deciding that for you...sort of
Do you understand this? At all? If you wanna be prissy and stupid, go ahead. But saying things like that will get you killed one day. You're going to piss a lot of people off. Get a fucking clue. I can't believe you actualy had time in your glamorous life to post that comment. Die. And you will, miserably.
Hiya! am 14 i've self-harmed for 4 yrs now and i wish the first day i did it i didt no what or really why.. It's addictive and i hate it ! :( and i love this video becos everythin i want to saye and cant you have done that for me and for the people who want to experement with hurting them selves Dont! its not a fashion or Kool thing to do ... p.s luv ya babe stay stron x x x x
I agree with you. My scars are who i am. They are my story only i can intetrpret. Thank you for having the courage to post this video. Your very insightful and i agree with most of what you said. And to tell you the truth i never actually thought of myself self harming myself when i was younger.And now that i think about it, i used to take forks and just scratch with them until i drew blood.... so yea. Thank you again
yes u do want something, you want 2 b loved for who u are. and it will come my slasher friend, hey u have to be able 2 laugh at yourself dont u, that means me 2. stay strong xxxx
listen to me, plz. you said you dont know y you started SH, and then you said that you were depressed bcoz of your life at the time. its all to do with pain, your pain my pain. pain comes in all forms. so what is it that you want? plz tell me
I don't understand self-mutilation, but I DO understand hurting. I have been diagnosed as being bipolar. I'm 52, and a female. I pray every day that my daughter, 12, will get help if she feels really bad.
Believe me, the nurses in the States are just as horrible. And I agree, the Spammers on YouTube are the WORST on the web!
my lifes been turned up side down & its bee all over the place latley.
& ive been thinking of self harming more.
i got to the first stage of scratching but after your video. its made me wake up to relaity. thank you so much. youve helped me. and even saved me. I appreciate you. & i think your really brave for what you have been through. well done. Im glad ive stopped now. but you had a whole 7 years of it. im glad you got over it. and i Look up to you. Thank you so much. x
i agree but i dont cut MYSELF so i kinda wouldnt know but why cut urself its dumb just cry about it god made your body as best as he could dont abuse it
ive been cutting for a year know. no one knows and im afriad watll happen if every one finds out. my cutt keep getting deeper and deeper. i barely talk to my friends any more and i get bullied alot. well nots so much now. my life is going to shit and i hate it.
i started 2 self harm :( im only 14, ive been feelin so depressed lately because my mums died recently and now i just feel unloved. Everyone is rejecting me and sometimes i feel like running away but instead i take it out on my self but this video helped me understand alot, thank you.
i'm 14 too, and my mother died three years ago. i started selfharming when i was 13 or something. but i've stopped for a few months now and i can asure you, you will feel better if you stop how difficult it may seem.
i've stopped because i wanted to be happy, i wanted to get a better life. and i realised that i would only be happy if i would stop.
im sure that you'll find that strength in yourself to stop selfharming too! good luck!
When you selfharm you are at your lowest point, but as Zippiej14 said you feel good when you stop. You overcome an addiction and it gives you a sense of pride.
I'm also very sorry to hear about the loss of your Mother and I offer you my deepest regards. If you need to talk to anyone I am always here <3
hope your happier now.... i have never cut but i used to work with children at my old school who did cut. they would confide in me, as they were too scared to tell teachers. i really hope you have all the joy and happiness you deserve after such a shitty start in life x
Cutting did mess up my life. It took me out of the best relationshipe I ever had and stil cant get over it, my friends were keeping secrets from me, My frends would always worrie about me, and it would have gotten wors. Im sorry how u feel now. Im starting to make videos on how bad self-harm is to help others. I maneged to help one of my friends. Great video I think its very helpfull!
hey i knw how u feel and i hate it when ppl say its stupid and for attention but i knw u dnt do it for attention and i dnt either and im sure other ppl who hurt them selfs dont do it for attention and im reli glad u dnt hurt your self anymore and at the moment i am gettin help and i feel much happier now bye bye xx
i remember a line from an old poem i had written, "once harmed the devil is armed, you'll never be safe again" that line sums up the mindset i was in when i was selfharming
Heya like this vidio know what u mean by you start out with scratches and then you make scars that will be with you for life i self harm and i hate my scars they are fading and hopfuly i can stop but it has lowerd my self esteem so much i feel as though if i had never self harmed iw ould be a such mor confident person xx love me
imagine what youu have too go through. Just know that things cab get better. You are such a beautiful girl and don't let other people bring youu down.
haithankyouu so much for posting this video. i know how you feel. i just hope youu get better. i self harm but i love the way how your open with your feelings. i can'nt belive the horrible comments people post. they make me sick. (: i think your a stunning girl &i bet you have awsome skills. youu can go far in life. let your dreams take youu ther hun. if youu want something try hard and you'll get it. so good luck with the futre &hope youu get better. cheers babe. nikki
GET ANOTHER ADDICTION, other then cutting your selfs, yea sure life sucks ass but cutting your self, if you wanna feel better smoke pot im sorry but i dont see how cutting your self makes you feel better, cus your depressed you cut your self wtf get out of your house get sum FRIENDS other then ones that cut them selfs, hope you stop soon good luck to all of you, seriously!
selfharming releases the bodys own pain killer "drug" endorpines, mdma releases lots of endorphines in a much safer and painless way. + releasing serotonin that controls happyness. splitting 150-200mg over 2-4 weeks makes it harmless and a very good anti-depressant thats not fysical addictive. but show it respect cause its physical addictive, so walking around with lots of it in your pockets would not be wise cause its allways tempting to take some of it then. buy only 1-3 dosages each time.
i don't want help..i don't want to have to go to a psychiatrist again. i don't want to be looked at like some kind of freak again. i don't want people to whisper about me, think of me as that girl who tries to kill herself all the time.
Hey, I know exactly what u mean. I started when I was 14 and Im now almost 20. Hard to believe u can start something that begins so small and not realise until well after its too late that u've done so much irreversible damage that'll be there forever. I doubt I'll ever really be ok with knowing I can only ever wear long sleeves. But I hope we're both able to come to terms with it someday soon and be free of it. You're very brave for being so open about it. Take care :)
Thank you for your message, Michelle. I'm glad that I have effected at least someone. Hey, a week and 4 days is good, i cannot even go a week. Good luck with it. I am glad that there are caring people like yourself...
you CAN wear short sleeves!
you don´t have to explain or justify yourself, it is a part of you. my arms are pretty scarred and i also struggle with it, but my therapist encourages me over and over again.
finally, you´ve got the same right to enjoy the warmth of the sun as enyone else!
my best wishes to you!
hobbyhinky 9 months ago
luffagirls comment really pissed me off, and i think you are an amzaing girl and stay strong :)
masterpiecetheater09 1 year ago
I was goingto comment on the video where you showed your scars but it looked like comments were disabled? Anyways I really admire you for just making it through and then sharing your experience with others to help us out. So thank you.
iKillTheLights3 1 year ago
You just need some counselings. Trust me :)
Junya378 1 year ago
@Junya378 Yea I agree with you. Counseling has helped me so much and im so glad that im on the way to become one myself :)
zjmcr 1 year ago
@zjmcr Glad to hear that. Wish you all the best :)))
Junya378 1 year ago
@Junya378 Thank you :)) xoxo
zjmcr 1 year ago
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honestly
not trying to be rude. this is pathetic...
go get antidepressants!!
I have never heard of anything more selfish. my mom commited suicide, my brother is dead and I don't know who my father is! and you think you can sit their crying in a corner because your boyfriend broke up with you?!
life goes on - you can say it's not for attention, but we both know that is bull!!
I'm sorry - this is all wrong..
luffagurl 1 year ago
@luffagurl
No offence, but you do not know me so why jump to conclusions? Truly I am sorry for your mum and brother, but you are rude to assume all I am "bitching" about is petty shit. You are calling me attention seeking just because I feel the need to talk about the "taboo" and try and help others? Pfft okay.
thatsbetter 1 year ago
@luffagurl so wait arent u being pathetic by bringing UR shit into it? yes? shes trying to help
xjaycex52 10 months ago
you stupid people you don't see this girl need help and he need to talk whit someone about her soul about her suffer
zombilika 2 years ago
youur amazing, i love your video's, they help me alot considering i self harm too.
cuttersxdiary 2 years ago
i love you dude... i LOVE you! u=epic win!
BubblesAndWishes 2 years ago
Again, a good video about self-harm. If only all self-harmers posted video's like this (and presented in public like this as well, I'd imagine) maybe the stigma of attention-seeking would disappear or at the very least more new-cutters or depressed people would not continue/start.
Keep it up, I really think you can help someone out there. Among the masses of harmful self-harm videos that pose as 'helpful' there NEEDS to be ones that counter it like this one.
Avalik 2 years ago
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No wonder you self harmed you an ugly bitch.
ipfreely67 2 years ago
Ahh mate you won't get far in life with that attitude.
thatsbetter 2 years ago
@thatsbetter how are you now? I hope your doing well :)
hatethewholeworld456 11 months ago
aww leave her alone, at least she has the courage to say how she feels! x
BouncyBunnyHayley 2 years ago
and you are an stupid idiot!
xEvAnnie 2 years ago
Thankyou for posting this, i think your amazingly brave and i hope that one day you will find the strength to stop, i have a friend that is self harming and im trying to understand, this video helped, thankyou XXX
03dobsa 2 years ago 5
:P my mate started and she only told me so im not supposed to tell but she has got betta after seein your vid and she sed thnx 4 posting it it realy helped her x
((( hugs back )))
xxjadinaxx 2 years ago
please dont harm yourself any more please this video made me cry i realy feel sooo sorry for youuu so please stop ?
xxjadinaxx 2 years ago 3
it's ok hun, I will get there eventually :)
We all have bad days, and some bad days are worse than others, but I am not giving up hope.
And please don't cry (((hugs)))
Sarah xx
thatsbetter 2 years ago
Its weird the way things happen. I have a mum who is severely depressed. I never wanted to turn out like her. But because of the way she was, I myself became depressed. Like you said your mum was an alcoholic and you turned to drink at one point.
*hug* why does that happen? I really want to know
COBHCBloodJunkie666 2 years ago
Reading books, expanding knowledge, and absorbing everything you see and applying it to better yourself are all things you can do to not harm yourself. Don't take everything so personal and gain a sense of humor that surpasses everyone else are things that help too!
luuk92 2 years ago
Nice accent (A)
well I totaly agree with you
today I'm gonna tell my classmates that I self-harm, and my PEteacher too. Long story, probably very uninterresting for y'all but I just don't really have a choise but to tell them
okay well thnx for the video ^^
wicje 2 years ago
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are you a male or female?
nvdave111 3 years ago
Seriously, what kind of question is that?
thatsbetter 3 years ago
I think your very brave talking about your experience with self harm. I think it's good you speak out because it warns people of the affects self harm can have on your life. It also sheds a light for people who maybe have a friend or relative self-harming and I think your videos are very good and informative. Keep it up and know that you're doing a good thing for the world by posting these :)
Sharkgirl93 3 years ago 4
take mdma, it was used in therapy in 1930-1960 and known for curing depression, social anxiety, suicidals and much more. its the strongest anti-depressant known, and it must be used medicaly again. many therapists are working to make it legal in medical use. the only reason its illegal is because of the explosion of unmedical use of it in 1970, and the only way the goverment could stop it was making it illegal and makin propaganda studys and shit. look up "ecstasy study is wrong" on google.
fuunguus 3 years ago
its unique effects that make you look inside yourself and see how you behave and react to the world, and see the good things in life, but never overdose or use it often, if you only want to get high on it you shold wait weeks beween every time, but using low dosage of it you could use it every day, splitting 150-200mg over 2-3 weeks. its not fysical addictive but have respect for it. the effects of it feels like love. only its love for everything in life.
fuunguus 3 years ago
I know about the drugs, but they are nothing compared to the feeling inside when you watch your own blood form ito the lines. This sounds disgusting but it's true.
slow1motion1suicide 3 years ago
have you ever been inlove? real love? that how mdma works, 10x pure love. its impossible to get more happy. you never know before you try it. its totaly diffrent from the shit you get from the therapist. cutting focus pain(it also release endorphins!), drugs removes pain.
take care, remember depressions never last forever! im sure you're the happyest person on earth 5 years from now!
fuunguus 3 years ago
it was the love that started me cutting..
And you probably work for some company trying to promote a faulty drug..
slow1motion1suicide 3 years ago
It is not wise to suggest people try to obtain ILLEGAL drugs and take them, are you stupid, or what? BTW, you cannot compare love to an artificial high.
thatsbetter 3 years ago
That's good to hear =) actually makes me kinda happy
SilverSuspension 3 years ago
Your scars DO NOT define who you are. It just defines the struggle you faced and the way you decided to deal with it. And it isn't a bad thing either.
I have an idea of what you are going through. I won't say I know because we live two separate lives but I started biting and hitting myself when I was around 7-8 years old and then moved on to cutting at fourteen as well. Don't regret it.. ever. And don't blame yourself. It's just the way we are and that's nothing to be ashamed of.
SilverSuspension 3 years ago
Thank you! I actually agree more with your statement now than I did then. I do realize my scars don't define me, and I don't actually regret the cutting, only cutting to the extent that I did.
thatsbetter 3 years ago
I used to self harm by blowing hard objects in my head when I am depressed...
ronzam2002 3 years ago
some people get off from cutting them self and putting u in a psyc ward isnt gonna help u just make it worse
XGRIMYONEX 3 years ago 2
This vid spoke to me.
Thanks.
sachiko808chan 3 years ago
beautiful... i have been self harming for 3 and a half years now, i'm fifteen i've tried to stop so many times, but its really hard to stop, is the first thing you think about when something gets too much, its takes over your life, thank you for this vid, just hearing that you cant wear short sleeves ever again brought tears to my eyes...you're amazing and i hope someday you can wear short sleeves, its the least you deserve with all that you've been through, stay strong xxxxxxxx
XDeathBeforeDiscoX 3 years ago
Thank you :)
These days, I wear short sleeves if I so wish. My scars show where I have been, and yes people stare, but it doesn't bother me anymore. I hope one day you will find the strength to stop hun xxx
Sarah
thatsbetter 3 years ago
I agree I dont think people understand about selfharming, I have only told one person about me doing it and I regret telling them because I dont think they understand. And anyone who says it for attention its really not, whenever I do it I cover them up.
evievera 3 years ago
aww darlin you look like your about to cry near the end :(
xx
xLilxDebzx 3 years ago
I am 33 by the way, so I am not a kid.
sworley5303 3 years ago
You r very beautiful...I am cutter, and No it is not for attention cause I hid it from everyone...EVERYONE. It feels good to control your pain,other then other people deciding that for you...sort of
sworley5303 3 years ago 2
thank you so much. you're a beautiful person.
frescaaaaaa 3 years ago
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wow I know why you cut yourself, cause you are one of the ugliest people I have ever seen...
umstuff 3 years ago
Do you understand this? At all? If you wanna be prissy and stupid, go ahead. But saying things like that will get you killed one day. You're going to piss a lot of people off. Get a fucking clue. I can't believe you actualy had time in your glamorous life to post that comment. Die. And you will, miserably.
jessixkisskiss 3 years ago 3
Oi!!
bet you've never seen your reflection before!
never have the opitunaty!!
>:(
I think you look lovely :)
and your video's are very inspirational (in a good way) :)
xxx
xLilxDebzx 3 years ago 2
Hiya! am 14 i've self-harmed for 4 yrs now and i wish the first day i did it i didt no what or really why.. It's addictive and i hate it ! :( and i love this video becos everythin i want to saye and cant you have done that for me and for the people who want to experement with hurting them selves Dont! its not a fashion or Kool thing to do ... p.s luv ya babe stay stron x x x x
cuttingintome 3 years ago
Thankyou, I completely agree, the people that dont even try to understand are the real problem. not the people who self harm.
thisissk8ing11 3 years ago
I dont think its for attention.
I just think u guys are retarded because u need to stay fucking strong instead of hurting yourself.
Use the knives on others instead of urself ;)
stephen394 3 years ago
stephen 349, ur retarded and if ur trying to be funny its not working
R100ROSE 2 years ago
@R100ROSE
No im not... id sooner use a knife to cut someone else for making me feel bad, than cut myself to make me feel good.
stephen394 2 years ago
I agree 110% with everything that your saying... I understand, I SH everyday.
McJessicaO 3 years ago
I agree with you. My scars are who i am. They are my story only i can intetrpret. Thank you for having the courage to post this video. Your very insightful and i agree with most of what you said. And to tell you the truth i never actually thought of myself self harming myself when i was younger.And now that i think about it, i used to take forks and just scratch with them until i drew blood.... so yea. Thank you again
TH4everbaby 3 years ago
Hi hun i understand i have SH an still do sometimes i get angry when ppl judge us for it
:) btw ur rli pretty and dnt listen when ppl tell you other wise :)
Lots of love vicki xx
v1ck1666 3 years ago
thank you
zip123ok 3 years ago
I totally agree with you, hun.
It has become a part of me,
and it just hurts me even more
to know that people understand
so little.
It hurts me.
And I praise you for making this video.
<3
I love you.
Deadman163 3 years ago
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hey you miss angry. look in my favs, and look at al the vids of lena.NOW THAT IS SELF HARM LIKE ME, MENTALY
braveharty 3 years ago
What do you mean what do I want? I do not want anything.
thatsbetter 3 years ago
yes u do want something, you want 2 b loved for who u are. and it will come my slasher friend, hey u have to be able 2 laugh at yourself dont u, that means me 2. stay strong xxxx
braveharty 3 years ago
listen to me, plz. you said you dont know y you started SH, and then you said that you were depressed bcoz of your life at the time. its all to do with pain, your pain my pain. pain comes in all forms. so what is it that you want? plz tell me
braveharty 3 years ago
I totally understand. I used to self mutilate and have not done it for a year now and i cant even imagine EVER doing it again!!!
kh2146 3 years ago
Do you think you could like... tell me what to say to my mommy about my getting help to stop my cutting? I really wanna stop. :x
HardcoreRainbowsies 3 years ago
I don't understand self-mutilation, but I DO understand hurting. I have been diagnosed as being bipolar. I'm 52, and a female. I pray every day that my daughter, 12, will get help if she feels really bad.
Believe me, the nurses in the States are just as horrible. And I agree, the Spammers on YouTube are the WORST on the web!
Love and hugs to you, beautiful Sarah!
binkle1 3 years ago 3
Thankyou so much.
my lifes been turned up side down & its bee all over the place latley.
& ive been thinking of self harming more.
i got to the first stage of scratching but after your video. its made me wake up to relaity. thank you so much. youve helped me. and even saved me. I appreciate you. & i think your really brave for what you have been through. well done. Im glad ive stopped now. but you had a whole 7 years of it. im glad you got over it. and i Look up to you. Thank you so much. x
08Abby94 3 years ago
i agree but i dont cut MYSELF so i kinda wouldnt know but why cut urself its dumb just cry about it god made your body as best as he could dont abuse it
dannygurl100 3 years ago
dannygurl, that comment was ignorant. saying that cutting is dumb could acctually make them feel worse.
R100ROSE 2 years ago
ive been cutting for a year know. no one knows and im afriad watll happen if every one finds out. my cutt keep getting deeper and deeper. i barely talk to my friends any more and i get bullied alot. well nots so much now. my life is going to shit and i hate it.
sk8ab 4 years ago
you're really inspiring, i look up to you
sharonnnnnx 4 years ago
Thank you, that means a lot to me.
~Sarah~ XXX
thatsbetter 4 years ago
i started 2 self harm :( im only 14, ive been feelin so depressed lately because my mums died recently and now i just feel unloved. Everyone is rejecting me and sometimes i feel like running away but instead i take it out on my self but this video helped me understand alot, thank you.
eszeszuhb 4 years ago
dear eszeszuhb,
i'm 14 too, and my mother died three years ago. i started selfharming when i was 13 or something. but i've stopped for a few months now and i can asure you, you will feel better if you stop how difficult it may seem.
i've stopped because i wanted to be happy, i wanted to get a better life. and i realised that i would only be happy if i would stop.
im sure that you'll find that strength in yourself to stop selfharming too! good luck!
xxx
Zippiej14 3 years ago
When you selfharm you are at your lowest point, but as Zippiej14 said you feel good when you stop. You overcome an addiction and it gives you a sense of pride.
I'm also very sorry to hear about the loss of your Mother and I offer you my deepest regards. If you need to talk to anyone I am always here <3
slow1motion1suicide 3 years ago 2
Thankk you! you just made me cry :[
Im only 14 and ive been self harming since 12 and you really inspired me to try to stop I love you! you really can save people :'[
AndiSalazar 4 years ago
cutting is affecting my social life. i tryed to stop but i gave in coz my bullying started again
Helocara1992 4 years ago
You seem like such a sweet girl.
flesh0box 4 years ago 2
i agree ..... best wishes
whurya 4 years ago
Please look after yourself DJC
g928hwg 4 years ago
I didnt anderstand :'/ But now i do, :'/ ..<3 when i started cut myself:*(
xhatedlonleyx 4 years ago
I've been a cutter since I was 11 years old, It's a really hard thing to handle and a lot of people hold it in because of what people say about it.
I agree there are some people who do it for attention, but a lot of us don't.
omgitsniki 4 years ago
hope your happier now.... i have never cut but i used to work with children at my old school who did cut. they would confide in me, as they were too scared to tell teachers. i really hope you have all the joy and happiness you deserve after such a shitty start in life x
caroline2702 4 years ago 2
i really hate when ppl call me crazy....
emofun12344 4 years ago 2
Cutting did mess up my life. It took me out of the best relationshipe I ever had and stil cant get over it, my friends were keeping secrets from me, My frends would always worrie about me, and it would have gotten wors. Im sorry how u feel now. Im starting to make videos on how bad self-harm is to help others. I maneged to help one of my friends. Great video I think its very helpfull!
GG1Animal 4 years ago
hey i knw how u feel and i hate it when ppl say its stupid and for attention but i knw u dnt do it for attention and i dnt either and im sure other ppl who hurt them selfs dont do it for attention and im reli glad u dnt hurt your self anymore and at the moment i am gettin help and i feel much happier now bye bye xx
villeslilvalo 4 years ago 2
you're right. they dont understand
HiddenRefugeDarkFire 4 years ago 2
i remember a line from an old poem i had written, "once harmed the devil is armed, you'll never be safe again" that line sums up the mindset i was in when i was selfharming
DMcLean1989 4 years ago 3
Heya like this vidio know what u mean by you start out with scratches and then you make scars that will be with you for life i self harm and i hate my scars they are fading and hopfuly i can stop but it has lowerd my self esteem so much i feel as though if i had never self harmed iw ould be a such mor confident person xx love me
Princesskazzyx 4 years ago 3
I started and stopped with scratches
I was very lucky
I got help early
Everyday I crave to cut myself
lilemogeek1 4 years ago 3
This is a very inspiring video.
It has touched me very much.
Im not a cutter and i could never
imagine what youu have too go through. Just know that things cab get better. You are such a beautiful girl and don't let other people bring youu down.
I will keep youu in my prayers.
God blesssssss.
<3:
Tori.
toriclms3699 4 years ago 2
KILLERKIDDOo 4 years ago
Thank you XX
thatsbetter 4 years ago
GET ANOTHER ADDICTION, other then cutting your selfs, yea sure life sucks ass but cutting your self, if you wanna feel better smoke pot im sorry but i dont see how cutting your self makes you feel better, cus your depressed you cut your self wtf get out of your house get sum FRIENDS other then ones that cut them selfs, hope you stop soon good luck to all of you, seriously!
2stoned2care 4 years ago
yeah because smoking pot is such a great thing to do...Thanks but I do have friends, actually, and they don't cut themselves...
thatsbetter 4 years ago
By the way, I don't cut myself anymore
thatsbetter 4 years ago
Oh yeah
Because friends grow on trees
Because pots good for you
Have you ever self harmed
How do you know how it makes a person feel?
Most selfharmers have freinds that dont
So whats the point
lilemogeek1 4 years ago
selfharming releases the bodys own pain killer "drug" endorpines, mdma releases lots of endorphines in a much safer and painless way. + releasing serotonin that controls happyness. splitting 150-200mg over 2-4 weeks makes it harmless and a very good anti-depressant thats not fysical addictive. but show it respect cause its physical addictive, so walking around with lots of it in your pockets would not be wise cause its allways tempting to take some of it then. buy only 1-3 dosages each time.
fuunguus 3 years ago
i understand....and it sucks
xolguzxo2 4 years ago
i don't want help..i don't want to have to go to a psychiatrist again. i don't want to be looked at like some kind of freak again. i don't want people to whisper about me, think of me as that girl who tries to kill herself all the time.
i don't know what to do. i just hate myself.
katounette 4 years ago
Hey, I know exactly what u mean. I started when I was 14 and Im now almost 20. Hard to believe u can start something that begins so small and not realise until well after its too late that u've done so much irreversible damage that'll be there forever. I doubt I'll ever really be ok with knowing I can only ever wear long sleeves. But I hope we're both able to come to terms with it someday soon and be free of it. You're very brave for being so open about it. Take care :)
natalieg2 4 years ago
I feel really sorry for what you have been through.
Your video has really touched me.
I havent harmed for a week and 4 days.
Really Hard.
I'm so happy that you are still here today telling this video.
I hope you manage to find a good way to cope.
I really wish you all the best.
And Take care xx
Im just a message away.xx
Michelle xx
sweettwo2 4 years ago
Thank you for your message, Michelle. I'm glad that I have effected at least someone. Hey, a week and 4 days is good, i cannot even go a week. Good luck with it. I am glad that there are caring people like yourself...
thatsbetter 4 years ago