I love the subtitles. Would love subtitles on your other videos. It's good for practising my Japanese ;) I'm sorry about your mother. I can not imagine how hard it must have been. I hope she rest in peace.
Even if it's 5 years a little too late, I'm really sorry for your loss. But see, it's quite obvious that her children--you, at least--grew up as wonderful people and she would have been really proud of you. :)
I'm sorry to hear about your mom. I can't believe I just found out about your mom now. Look! You have a very good news too. I have'n seen your video for a while, but I think you look much much prettier now. Perhaps. You're in love with someone?
I knew because I read your Japanese blog a couple of years ago, she would be proud of you I'm sure. The quality of this video is fantastic by the way! x
thank you for sharing so publicly such a personal thing in your life... I'm so sorry about your loss. I know that no amount of words will ever replace your loss, but please stay strong! praying for you :)
My 日本語 still being very まだまだ, I'm replying in english, although I'd much rather do so 日本で、そうすると間違いだらけになってしまう. Any way, I've been a bit of a lurker of yours over the years, only joined yt relatively recently, and now I can comment and such, so I guess this seems like a good video to express my 応援したい気持ち. Watching your videos over the years has helped improve my speaking so, so much. I am so sorry you're hurting, I don't know what to say, except that you have been a real inspiration to me. x
It takes people roughly 5+ years to really heal from the death of a parent. While I have not experienced the death of a parent, I witnessed how it deeply affected my mother when both of her parents passed away within 3 years of each other. She has just recently seemed like she has healed, emotionally, from it. So I can only imagine what you're experiencing.
I wish you the happiest of memories about your mother on this day. I'm sure your mother would be very excited for you and proud of you.
X えらいね。カメラの前に皆に教えてくれて大変なそうと思ったんだ。ありがとうございました。頑張っているよね。これがcoping processに助けるかもね。何かgetting it off your chestもそういう感じだね。お疲れ様でした。今からも頑張るね。XXX!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 今に失礼と思うだけど、今日のスタイルかわかったよと言いたいちゃった。すみません。とにかく次のビデオに楽しみにしています。体に気をつけてね。
Beautiful video. You never need to apologize for just being you in your videos. It's why we watch. My heart goes out to you losing your Mom to cancer.
She is still close with you from the feelings you have for her inside coming out in this video, just not in a physical aspect, but I'm sure she feels you just the same.
I almost cried watching your video. I lost my mom to breast cancer. It's been 6 years, but it still hurts. Thank you for sharing! Everyone is here with you!
im sorry to hear that...ive never lost someone so close to me before and I cant imagine the pain u are going though.Im sorry for your loss.My thoughts are with you.
I'm very sorry for you're loss but i'm sure you're mother is extremely proud of the beautiful strong person you have become! Although they've gone physically they'll never leave emotionally <3
I'm sorry that your Mother died. It must be so difficult to live without your Mother to guide you through the hardships of life.
My Dad died just before I turned 8, 17 years ago.
I hope that you can find it in your heart to send kind and loving thoughts to your Mom on Mothers Day. I remember I hated Fathers Day for a long time, but now I take it as a time to reflect on our shared time together.
I love the subtitles. Would love subtitles on your other videos. It's good for practising my Japanese ;) I'm sorry about your mother. I can not imagine how hard it must have been. I hope she rest in peace.
Shinibo 6 months ago
キャロリン!元気出してね。
応援してるよ~(^^
nezerserenie 8 months ago
また、いつかどこかで、ママに逢えると思う。
catcatcatcatlovelove 8 months ago
がんばれ!キャロリン!!
kusonetouyo 8 months ago
お母さんはキャロリンの事を天国で見守っていますよ。
楽しんで生きてください。
maumau1582 9 months ago
応援してるよ!頑張ってキャロリン!!
I love you very very much <3333
bakhandr41702 9 months ago
Even if it's 5 years a little too late, I'm really sorry for your loss. But see, it's quite obvious that her children--you, at least--grew up as wonderful people and she would have been really proud of you. :)
shin0hara 9 months ago
このビデオが本当すきです、それはしかし
ちょっと あまりにも静かです。
katanal 9 months ago
私も死に別れた時は、
自分の気持ちに嘘をついてまでごまかしたくなかった、
死んだ人と自分の為にも、そしてお互いの未来を思えば思うほど、
何度も思い出して考えて、
私が弱さを乗り越えてでも向き合う事が一番大切なんだと思いました。
今は悲しみも少しあるけど、思い出す事に慣れてくると、
おかげさまで明るい思い出の方がたくさん思い出せるようになりました。
どうせ私もいつかはあの人と同じ場所に行くんだし。
それまで、あの人を悲しませないように、私が今を楽しんで生きる事が大事なのかなと。
naoki1913 9 months ago
頑張ってください!!
日本でもどこにいても幸せになることを祈ってます!!
kenkenpah 9 months ago
my daddy passed away in 2006 aswell, in september, and i wanna make a video for him too <3. big hugs hun, it's tough i know :(
BunBunChan 9 months ago
those subs really help
my condolenceses, sweety
izaurralde 9 months ago
I'm sorry to hear about your mom. I can't believe I just found out about your mom now. Look! You have a very good news too. I have'n seen your video for a while, but I think you look much much prettier now. Perhaps. You're in love with someone?
Best wishes!
gohan434 9 months ago
Always look forward to your videos; I am deeply sorry for your loss. Hopefully the next will be more happy; thanks for posting!
Nabael 9 months ago
頑張れ!
tomoakipon0214 9 months ago
頑張れ!
tomoakipon0214 9 months ago
頑張れ!
tomoakipon0214 9 months ago
頑張れ!
tomoakipon0214 9 months ago
I know they call it a memorial day but that's about it.
missy192 9 months ago
I knew because I read your Japanese blog a couple of years ago, she would be proud of you I'm sure. The quality of this video is fantastic by the way! x
Samboras4star 9 months ago
I'm sorry about your mother. 元気だして、楽しいビデオを作ってください。Your accent of Japanese is like that of native. Amazing!
fctokyo1964 9 months ago
who needs the thumb down button to this video ><
shinohiro929 9 months ago
キャロリンさんへ 私も父を5歳のころ仕事上の事故で亡くしており、ほんの少ししか父親の記憶がありませんが大切な思い出です。キャロリンもたくさんの思い出をお母さんからもらているはずです・・・・キャロリンの心の中にお母さんは生き続けます。「頑張ろうね!キャロリン」
話は変わりますが漫画の『Beck』全34巻オススメです。読んでみてね。
今回YouYubeアカウント登録とTwitter yumeno_akiでフォローさせてもらいました
これからもヨロシクです・・・・aki
akiyumeno123 9 months ago
僕も2004年に父親をガンで亡くしており、キャロリンのビデオをみて思い出しました。
お母さんのことが大好きだったんですね。
僕も辛かッたですけど、だれもが経験する辛さです。
お互い頑張っていきましょう。
mt14hirock 9 months ago
It's not borring at all ♥
morinomusume 9 months ago
「回忌」は「経過した年数+1」です。(念のため)
haubrion 9 months ago
母親なくしたら誰でもつらいですよね。でも、お母さんもkerokerorin813 さんにそこまで思ってもらえるなら幸せな人だったと思います。東京からお母さんが安らかであるように祈ります
今日初めてkerokerorin813 さんを知ったので登録させてください。
Cait2Sith 9 months ago
It was really brave of you to make this video ♡ I am so so sorry for your loss. Please stay strong ♡♡♡
kyarii88 9 months ago
I'm so sorry for your loss. This video brought me to tears.
joelmb1000 9 months ago
Brave video. Respect.
Gimmeaflakeman 9 months ago
thank you for sharing so publicly such a personal thing in your life... I'm so sorry about your loss. I know that no amount of words will ever replace your loss, but please stay strong! praying for you :)
jankuangel 9 months ago
I´m sorry about your loss! And I have to say: You are a strong person.
Thanks for telling us about your mom. And it was a sweet thing from you, to make this video.
So yeah: Thanks :-)
Blackbohnster 9 months ago
命日ですね。
howtwosavealif3 9 months ago 2
We will keep a warm thought for you....
Oakfoobar 9 months ago
♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡
Sending you all my love and wishes Carolyn. Seriously. I cannot even begin to imagine. You are so, SO strong. I'm so moved right now.
Ryuzaki1311 9 months ago
My 日本語 still being very まだまだ, I'm replying in english, although I'd much rather do so 日本で、そうすると間違いだらけになってしまう. Any way, I've been a bit of a lurker of yours over the years, only joined yt relatively recently, and now I can comment and such, so I guess this seems like a good video to express my 応援したい気持ち. Watching your videos over the years has helped improve my speaking so, so much. I am so sorry you're hurting, I don't know what to say, except that you have been a real inspiration to me. x
ohthesovietkitsch 9 months ago
Your are so strong!
bakamusume 9 months ago
wow your japanese is amazing!!!!
RaimiiChan 9 months ago
It takes people roughly 5+ years to really heal from the death of a parent. While I have not experienced the death of a parent, I witnessed how it deeply affected my mother when both of her parents passed away within 3 years of each other. She has just recently seemed like she has healed, emotionally, from it. So I can only imagine what you're experiencing.
I wish you the happiest of memories about your mother on this day. I'm sure your mother would be very excited for you and proud of you.
cityhunter04 9 months ago
X えらいね。カメラの前に皆に教えてくれて大変なそうと思ったんだ。ありがとうございました。頑張っているよね。これがcoping processに助けるかもね。何かgetting it off your chestもそういう感じだね。お疲れ様でした。今からも頑張るね。XXX!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 今に失礼と思うだけど、今日のスタイルかわかったよと言いたいちゃった。すみません。とにかく次のビデオに楽しみにしています。体に気をつけてね。
getsuyobiwamitsuki 9 months ago
I'm behind you all the way!
TOTTI935 9 months ago
im also about to cry.......
each time i watch your video,your happy voice makes me happy.
thank you tell us about your mom
from japan
SHINSHIN22 9 months ago
I'm so sorry for your loss. Hang in there. You're mom would be proud that you've grown into such a wonderful person.
jiseri20 9 months ago
im sorry about your mother, it must be hard. thank you for the subtitles!!! <3
XicedreamsX 9 months ago
I'm sorry to hear about your mother.
You looked really beautiful in this video.
MissHanake 9 months ago
俺は13歳の時に父親をガンで亡くしてるけど、その事は自分の人生を真剣に考えるきっかけになったし、悲しかったけど色々得れるものもあったからいつかケロリンも前向きに考えられる日が来るといいね!!!
welfareway 9 months ago
/hugs <3
amoondria 9 months ago
元気なビデオも楽しみですが、よかったらお母さんが亡くなったあとキャロリンちゃんはどうやってそれを乗り越えたかなどのお話を聞かせてもらえたらと思います。
今回の地震で親を亡くした人、家族を亡くした人がたくさんいます。 そういった人たちにとって励みになると思います。 キャロリンちゃんのチャンネル視聴者の中にもいるかもしれません。
生と死というテーマは人の心を育てます。 そういった話や感情を共有し互いに高めあえる動画を作ってもらえるとうれしいです。
rion682 9 months ago
Beautiful video. You never need to apologize for just being you in your videos. It's why we watch. My heart goes out to you losing your Mom to cancer.
She is still close with you from the feelings you have for her inside coming out in this video, just not in a physical aspect, but I'm sure she feels you just the same.
Take care.
rockobillypdx 9 months ago
ここ最近の癌発病の原因って、
遺伝とか、食生活の乱れ、というよりも、
チェルノブイリ事故とそれ以前の核実験の放射能の影響なんだと思うよ。
royalhunt0603 9 months ago
what camera do u use?
annasecretwish 9 months ago
@kikims2011Japan
あなた、日本人じゃないあるね?
書き込みが直訳しすぎで不自然あるよ。
royalhunt0603 9 months ago
いつも元気で明るい笑顔のなのに辛い思いをしてたんですね;;
なにも言わなくても辛いお気持ちがすごく伝わってきて・・・
わたし泣いてしまいました;;
がんばってね~応援してます~
surfxv 9 months ago
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Nishiogima 9 months ago
Thank you for your beautiful message.
hanskulainen 9 months ago
she knows that you always keep her in your mind....
chmarkmiro 9 months ago
Be happy with your mom memory!
seiboum 9 months ago
Rest In Peace.
Death is inevitable and what is important is to live strong.
abchydrant 9 months ago
I almost cried watching your video. I lost my mom to breast cancer. It's been 6 years, but it still hurts. Thank you for sharing! Everyone is here with you!
HAITHARdanisaur 9 months ago 2
i am sorry for your loss..
Xezatt 9 months ago
lost mine to breast cancer :( I feel sorry for you, be strong! ganbatte kudasai!
SoffyOoO 9 months ago
Why do so many want to move to Japan and not cities like London?
1. A new language
2. Japanese people are very hard to become friends with
akumie 9 months ago
@akumie About number 2. maybe that's your problem? From my personal experience, I became good friends with many Japanese people...
Ryuuji91 9 months ago
@akumie 1.She speaks as fluent Japanese as native people. 2. It depends on you and others.
Nishiogima 9 months ago
You're very strong for sharing this story with us. She's smiling down at you, every single day. So wear a smile, and smile back! :)
Nyanko 9 months ago
実は私の父が今年4ヶ月前、天国に行った。(;_;)
キャロリンの気持ち本当に分ります。頑張ってください。♡
chourinamaria 9 months ago
I lost my dad to a spinal cord tumor, in 2001 .
Beholdthebeast 9 months ago
I am really sorry to hear about your mom... Genki dashite ne! Okaasanno tameni.
OTOKORASHIKU 9 months ago
im sorry to hear that...ive never lost someone so close to me before and I cant imagine the pain u are going though.Im sorry for your loss.My thoughts are with you.
shortrocker13 9 months ago
ご冥福をお祈りします。
RyosukeGaryu 9 months ago
You are beautiful :)
BF2superfans 9 months ago
I'm very sorry for you're loss but i'm sure you're mother is extremely proud of the beautiful strong person you have become! Although they've gone physically they'll never leave emotionally <3
Rosala 9 months ago
I'm sorry for your loss :(
my mom passed away a few years ago too :/
I didn't think this video was boring at all though :o
I don't think I would have the strength to make a video about my mom passing away ;-;
chazzierazzieroo 9 months ago
お母様の七回忌ですね。ご冥福をお祈り申し上げます。
お辛い思い出でしょうが、キャロが元気に生きることが
お母様へのご供養かと存じます。
因みにキャロの日本語は、並みの日本人よりは遥かにお上手ですよ。
特に謙遜するところがちょっと古いタイプの日本人みたいで、
最近の若い人よりも日本人っぽい。
NakayamaHaruo 9 months ago
I send all my love to you ! ): <3
issis90 9 months ago
ケロリン~頑張って!!
twinkieCee 9 months ago
キャロリンさん、このビデオをアップしてくれてありがとうございます。私のお母さんもガンに負けて亡くなりました。ですから、キャロリンさんの気持ちがよくわかります。こういう時(母の日とか)はいつもつらいでしょう。
つらくても、我慢してがんばって下さい。キャロリンさんのお母さんはきっと天国からキャロリンさんを嬉しく見守っていますから。
punkyarou 9 months ago
i cant hear a word your saying
mowgli123456789 9 months ago
若くして亡くなったんですね・・・
今も変わらぬ愛が伝わってきます。
お母さんに合掌。
(※おそらく今度7回忌です)
laun8cher 9 months ago
きっとあなたの心とルックスの美しさは,お母さんからの最高のプレゼントですね。
生きたくても生きることができなかったお母さんの分まで,あなたは幸せになってください。
そして,あなたに子どもが生まれたら,大切なお母さんの話を伝えてあげて下さい。
googoogoos1 9 months ago
ちょっと話聞いててウルウルきた、君の悲しい気持ちものすごく伝わってきた。
僕はこの悲しみを乗り越えていままでどうりの明るい君の笑顔を期待してます。
ケロリン I ❤
obakabonkura 9 months ago
I'm sure your mum is celebrating mother's day everyday in heaven knowing that she has such a good daughter. Take care =))
guesswhoisthis101 9 months ago
I'm sorry that your Mother died. It must be so difficult to live without your Mother to guide you through the hardships of life.
My Dad died just before I turned 8, 17 years ago.
I hope that you can find it in your heart to send kind and loving thoughts to your Mom on Mothers Day. I remember I hated Fathers Day for a long time, but now I take it as a time to reflect on our shared time together.
Kirarachu 9 months ago
5年前のことではありますが、お悔やみ申し上げます。
うちの爺ちゃんが2人とも老衰で逝去しましたが、ばあちゃんは癌でこの世を去りました。
キャロリンさんがご来日になったのはお母さんが逝かれた後だと思いますが、ずっとその辛い思い出と戦いながら日本で活躍されたのではないでしょうか。
今迄の成果を心に留め、今後も頑張っていらっしゃってください。
マティアス
tias90 9 months ago
そうだったんですか、言葉では言い表せない程
辛い経験をされたんですね。
これからも応援しています。
goodWalking 9 months ago
合掌…。これからもゲンキに頑張って!
koki2511 9 months ago
Thank for your coming out. I feel sorry for that... but your mother is watching this video and smiling that you are famous now. :))
stetsutok 9 months ago
おひさ〜
darry129 9 months ago