Im 15 and Im in MADLY in love with a girl at school.
I get so angry sometimes, why did Allah put me in this situation? First of all, this is haram, second of all she has a boyfriend!
Its like Allahs deliberatly macking me squirm and suffer. I think of no one but her, and when I ask for help with Allah I end up falling in more love with her.
Wow... I feel like total crap. I dont even want to live anymore. :(
I understand u like none in this setuation, because i have same feelings. i cry during the 6 month everyday i lost wait coz i cant eat i am 27 this man meaning of my life i ready to die for him i dont need my life if have not him in there, but during this hard life time for me i ask Allah for help to forget him but he doesn't want help me, he want to see if i love Allah more than him, I saw the movie prophet Yousuf where Allah showed to me that if i gave up what i love he'll gave him back t m
see u r just 15...u have lots of time with u for all these activities(which infact are not permissible in islam).....as of now just concentrate on ur career. and as for ur question why Allah(swt) does this to u, just remember how many hard ships would the first muslims had faced..?compared to them ur's not even a speck...
@ZOPTILLIAN Salam to u brother,first of all boyfrnd/grlfrnd relations in islam is not allowed it leads to zina and as u no dat shaytan is always near u,if u realy like da girl i say nothing more but 2 say pray and ask of allah sa much as u can becoz allah put u in dis situation becoz he wants 2 test ur patience and c if u trust him,if u trust and bleive in him den pray and ask him 4 patience .
Its like i've trapped myself in a prison of a subcioncious state. I mean what the fuck?
Why out of everyone in the world make me fall for someone who already has a boyfriend? And the funny thing is that her boyfriend is half way accross the world...
Shes confused man- here I am mad over her and she chooses that ugly weirdo over me.
But why did Allah put me in this situation in the first place? I mean, I would have done anything for Allah- but this? No...
I mean I would have been tortured to death for Allah- I would be crucified, beaten, starve to death whatever- I'd do it all! But I'd do it with 2 things- Islam and my Love in my heart. I guess I've been deprived of both.... I dont want her in my life, I need her.
I feel like Allah has just left me alone in the darkness, and I feel guilty saying this, but its the truth. Why did he let me go?
my brothers and sisters in islam please abstain from adultery it comes with alot of guilt and pain
sassy123143 8 months ago
How do I repent for this horrible thing I did
111BIGGIE111 11 months ago
i love a man with all my heart, but i love Allah more it is really difficult for me to lo leave him now to be with him hearafter, i hope
parvinajon1 2 years ago
Im 15 and Im in MADLY in love with a girl at school.
I get so angry sometimes, why did Allah put me in this situation? First of all, this is haram, second of all she has a boyfriend!
Its like Allahs deliberatly macking me squirm and suffer. I think of no one but her, and when I ask for help with Allah I end up falling in more love with her.
Wow... I feel like total crap. I dont even want to live anymore. :(
ZOPTILLIAN 2 years ago
I understand u like none in this setuation, because i have same feelings. i cry during the 6 month everyday i lost wait coz i cant eat i am 27 this man meaning of my life i ready to die for him i dont need my life if have not him in there, but during this hard life time for me i ask Allah for help to forget him but he doesn't want help me, he want to see if i love Allah more than him, I saw the movie prophet Yousuf where Allah showed to me that if i gave up what i love he'll gave him back t m
parvinajon1 2 years ago
see u r just 15...u have lots of time with u for all these activities(which infact are not permissible in islam).....as of now just concentrate on ur career. and as for ur question why Allah(swt) does this to u, just remember how many hard ships would the first muslims had faced..?compared to them ur's not even a speck...
allah knows the best...
amjad163 2 years ago
I would happily go through that which they faced, rather than this.
ZOPTILLIAN 2 years ago
@ZOPTILLIAN Salam to u brother,first of all boyfrnd/grlfrnd relations in islam is not allowed it leads to zina and as u no dat shaytan is always near u,if u realy like da girl i say nothing more but 2 say pray and ask of allah sa much as u can becoz allah put u in dis situation becoz he wants 2 test ur patience and c if u trust him,if u trust and bleive in him den pray and ask him 4 patience .
lanakhan88 1 year ago
@lanakhan88 and he wants 2 no who u wil turn 2, him or ur desires jst a reminder dis life is a test
lanakhan88 1 year ago
I have no strength left in me.
Its like i've trapped myself in a prison of a subcioncious state. I mean what the fuck?
Why out of everyone in the world make me fall for someone who already has a boyfriend? And the funny thing is that her boyfriend is half way accross the world...
Shes confused man- here I am mad over her and she chooses that ugly weirdo over me.
But why did Allah put me in this situation in the first place? I mean, I would have done anything for Allah- but this? No...
ZOPTILLIAN 2 years ago
I mean I would have been tortured to death for Allah- I would be crucified, beaten, starve to death whatever- I'd do it all! But I'd do it with 2 things- Islam and my Love in my heart. I guess I've been deprived of both.... I dont want her in my life, I need her.
I feel like Allah has just left me alone in the darkness, and I feel guilty saying this, but its the truth. Why did he let me go?
He could make everything right, but he doesnt.
I leave Islam. I believe- but I leave.
ZOPTILLIAN 2 years ago
No, i cant give up Islam...
Im still a muslim- thats the only thing I have left that I feel like loves me.
Allah and me are forever. :)))
But he seriously needs to help me!
ZOPTILLIAN 2 years ago
thank u
framehater 2 years ago
May Allah help us follow the right path and forgive our sins. Ameen
mer2wali 2 years ago
thanks for this video
amiersamal 3 years ago
mashallah thank u u hav made me realise wat im doing is wrong jazakallah
lokilany1 3 years ago 2
Masha'Allah, it's a beautiful nasheed and the letter in the video is really good also.
Jamilah0694 4 years ago
this does make you think,what people are doing nowadays,and this alsoapplys to us.
MAPfletch 4 years ago
Thanks for sharing brother. Jazakallahkhair'un
Nogodnopeace 4 years ago