Depression

[appostollo]

Blood? That's not the only way to suicide...

[appostollo]

damn it, this video reminds of many things that happened to me...

[mm4junkie]

where do you get these images from ??

[xLookAtMoi]

what does the picture at 1.12 say?

[stablergirl13]

It says, "Your lies are even making me feel fake".

[kieltyl22]

You know my husband always told me we will find out who really cares about us and who will be by our side. I never knew what he meant, but after he passed away then I found out. You know we found out who our true friends are and I have some WONDERFUL friends that I am so thankful for. They have helped me so much. Friends are a true blessing.

[theflyingflea]

Nice job on the video. <3<3

I personally wish that people who don't understand depression and such, would stop telling those of us who do have it, to stop cutting, snap out of it, suck it up, or that theres something wrong with us- we can't stop just like that, its not something we can snap out of, we can't suck it up when its sucked us in so far, and there isn't anything wrong with us; we just need someone there to help us at our own pace!

[kieltyl22]

I agree with you. My husband killed himself not knowing what was wrong with himself, he just thought it was him. I always told him "I loved him for who you are." People didn't understand what he was going through including myself becuase depression is left in the dark and no one knows the facts about it. The night before he took his life he was telling everyone what he was going to do and someone told him he doesn't have enough bulls to do it. Well thats person should be ashamed cause he did it.

[kieltyl22]

I could never tell anyone they wouldn't have enough bulls or put them down and ignore them, then they go and do it. I bet that person that told him that has a lot of guilt. I was so mad at first and still get angree at that person at times and blame them. But I have to sit back and face it they weren't the one that killed him, he did it. You see I came to find out he was telling every one else he was going to take his life but he didn't tell me probably cause he knew I would stop him.

[kieltyl22]

After my husband died I studied depression & came to find out that I have had depression since I was about 12 yrs old. There are days that it seems like I am surrounded with blackness and voices in my head telling me to do things that I don't want to do. I have never talked about my issue with depression before my husband died cause I was afraid to, afraid people would think I was crazy and no one would understand me. Well I am sure this is how my husband felt inside too.

[theflyingflea]

Oh dear I'm so sorry <3<3 But (as far as I know) he's in a better place 0=3

And what a horrid thing to say to someone! I can understand how someone could say that, because I have friends who act like that. But that doesn't excuse them! -.-

My family became very distant and really mean to me when I tried to tell them how I felt; but my friends have stayed right next to me, and it helps a lot. :3

I really am sorry about your husband... but at least he doesn't feel like he did anymore.

*huge hugs*