Re: Is a Suicide Cry for Help a TOS violation?

[Candlelightlover]

I'm just bawling watching this I'm glad you posted it, and I'm glad I saw it tonight I was feeling really down thank you <3

[griffinwik]

suicide is never a joke and at least 150 kids A DAY get 5150ed ( 3 day hold ) it doesnt mean they all will, but many think about it a day.

[midnightblaze370]

true. it is never a joke and i dont understand why they think it is.

[griffinwik]

I am feeling so sad, because my sister is 12 now, and my suicide has been haunting me for more tha a year. please dont ask and note that I don't want to see my sister become this.

[ProAnaLuvPinkxo]

im so sorry girl....i can see how sad u are. praying for u

[raiki15]

But sometimes you come to the conclusion that reality itself isn't a good place for you; that you would never be happy in it. In that case, ceasing to exist isn't good nor bad, it's just the only way out.

[tomballardesquire]

math is power

[skatepunksk8]

Sorry for your brother. Thank you for this video. It really helps!

[Adowchaos]

sorry for your loss, and thanks for putting this vid out there, im sure youve helped allot of others.

[BeyondBreakingRocks]

thank you sooooooo much, u are awesome!!!! =) <3

[xMaddroxx]

Thank you for posting this...For letting people know how painful it is.

My best friend committed suicide after a close friend of ours was murdered. This past summer, yet another friend of mine died because he overdosed on heroin.

It's so painful, and people need to think. They need to know.

Thank you, again...

[deathdragonsoul]

i shall admit what you say is true i tried to do it once and the last throught was of my family how horible it would be for them to go through all of it i was lucky to of lived but i know of others who dint and i feel for them

[moogling]

I've been through so much shit these past few months and you've helped me...thank you for posting this vid, you've made me think and i'd like to talk to you further =[ thank you again.

[midnightblaze370]

oh your welcome. ^_^ me tooo been a ruff week for me.

[heroman119]

oh my god that must of been sad he probelly never thought of any ones elses feelings he just thought it wood help everyone im just guessing here thats normally wat happens and hotline sucks they are just like retarted... :P

[midnightblaze370]

i actauly subscribed to your videos about two or three weeks ago. At least there is somebody out there that actually knows how i feel. Thank your for posting yoru videos too. I think you will really help people out once they come across your videos.

[TrueNorth15]

I actually started to cry myself while watching this, more people need to speak up on this subject, thank you for taking the time to do so

[midnightblaze370]

Im sorry if i almost made you cry and i do think more people need to understand why it is so hard. people dont udnertstand they just thinking killing themselfs is selfish and they dont take time to listen.

[TrueNorth15]

no don't be sorry, I just really felt the emotion in what you said, I'm glad you took the time to say it

[thesource1002]

can u help me, i am feeling like garbage right now

[Colinnnnnnn]

There was this suicidal guy and I wanted to feel it and it was so strong.

[thorkyll]

Wow, a very powerful argument against suicide. Well done. :)

[Celestialtears006]

heh well you just did it again =/ .. your out of context of what I'm saying.. when I say spam I mean write continually for what you deem to be nonsense not writing endless rants (which I will no way shape or form get a 'kick' out of unless it means something and to me means almost next to nothing .:)!

[Celestialtears006]

I could go on and on really but like I said if you don't want me spamming your page you are free to message me out of this domain ;)

[Celestialtears006]

however if I were to say anymore it would violate TOS though alot of what I already said probably has right? - now let me g back to the original comment about how I said you were judgemental hmm..ironic isnt it?

[Celestialtears006]

I myself believe God is there but I hate him for this reality he has placed us in I do not care what any one has to say because I've heard it all personally sick of listening to the excuses..says right plain and site in the bible he created all things for his pleasure - now I'm to assume that means he created all things regardless of harm to them.

[Celestialtears006]

so I already know what kind of comment and stereotype I am already to face - but hey you wanted to know right? I do not care what you think because I already know. ^^

[Celestialtears006]

I think if you truly *wanted* understand my anger you would have asked... instead of assumed right off the bat..If you want to use me as an example yes I do want to kill myself and it is mainly because of people like you who judge so easily without questioning; i.e. belief in God which you have already plainly stated you do not believe in God..

[Celestialtears006]

Rather than be more rude than I already have (I'm assuming you totally disagree with me) I wish I could take my comment down but it's up and don't think you can delete your comments..so rather than spam your page I will shut up now if you have nothing further to add to this or just message me separately from this page if you really want to answer me ;)

[Celestialtears006]

well at least I have an understanding on the purpose of this video sorry that I stumbled on the page I can see you are very judgemental as is your daughter ..well got a big surprise for you in about 20 years (that seems long but not long enough for it)

[Celestialtears006]

and saying it is easier is a huge landslide because there are plenty of real articles and reports of kids who kill themselves while on meds or taking more medication to kill themself!!!!

[jofo3511]

The title wasn't created by midnightblaze , it was in a reply to another video.

What happened was the original video, a suicide note, was deleted by you tube and someone asked why t in violation of tos rules.

You tube deleted the suicide note because they didn't want to be at fault if some moron posted for the girl to go ahead and do it. They could be held liable.

[Celestialtears006]

Realize of course you are going to get comments when you are badgering suicide - what you have rather done let me ask you would you rather have drugged your brother up to suit your lifestyle? I see that as pretty selfish too..any one who wants to drug some one up and lie and say oh your better now - just because it's easier doesn't make it RIGHT.

[Celestialtears006]

Oh really that's not the plan of your video well then you are going to have to enlighten me on what your title stands for then Unless I Am Mistaken

'  Is a Suicide Cry for Help a TOS violation?'

[Gimmeabreakman]

It's a video response to my video.

[Celestialtears006]

ya it's all in their heads? who do you want to brainwash next - it's so hard to even keep yourselves alive now you want to play God over death itself? who the fuck are you people get real - control life itself then speak to death.

[jofo3511]

Who are you directing this too? Those who are suicdal or midnight blaze.

If this is for Midnightblaze she is not trying to play God, she is just sharing her experience on what it is like to lose a loved one to suicide. Thats all.

If its for the suicidal: Unless you have ever had depression or have been suicidal you don't know what you are talking about. And yes the suicidal do have control over their death. Thats what suicide is : DEATH!

[midnightblaze370]

i dont believe in god. im not tryng to play god in any way or brainwash people. Im not so jugdemental on religion its what they believe and what i believe. and suicide= death. i wouldnt be telling my story . i dont make up shit liek that to brain wash people. A lot of people dont know i dont believe in god but its because im a nice person. You dont have to believe in god to be nice.

[midnightblaze370]

its sad for you to say that and also think that. i was helping that girl and i did help her. i also helped alot of other peopel in this video.

[DrSurprise]

when someone commits suicide, they dont want help because in their heads, they're thinking "i'm leaving a place of depression and going to the promise land (being heaven)"

alot of suicide victims think that

[midnightblaze370]

but i saved her and not all people think like that when they commit suicide. some people just dont like life at all. but i see what your saying. ^_^

[jofo3511]

Actually that isn't true. Most of them do want help. But their depression is lying to them and distorting their mind.

[DVSfan2411]

yeah, but life is about loss. you labor and you lose. and there is a portion of your life that is actual 'living'. i dont think ill make it past twentysomething. i dont want my family to go through what i went through, but life sucks. really, im not just one of those kids. i do no drugs or anything.

[midnightblaze370]

thats good for you mostly were i live there are pot head herion addicts.

[ZaffireWolf]

Unfortunately, the internet is not exactly a bastion for sympathy. Usually the opposite, in fact. Which is completely backwards of what the internet should be about: an escape from oppression. I'm sorry.

[midnightblaze370]

well some peopel daont ask for sympathy though and im not i was telling the girl my story and why she shouldnt do it. and i see yyour point too but still it cant take to much to try to help the person and give them a reason to live.

[JazzyLemmon]

I am sorry to hear about your loss. I am thankful that you added this video to mine. I hope the message will be heard....

[SynthiaSensate]

Thank you Midnightblaze 370 for sharing this. Videos like this help alot of people, more then youtube or other people might realize. This is exactly the response I believe the original poster was looking for. People who are suicidal are looking for people to care and usually are way to embarrassed to tell the people they know. That is why they need people out there to reach out. So thanks again for this video.

[jofo3511]

Whether she's 19 or 12 does it matter? She's smarter & makes more sense than most adults I know.

[midnightblaze370]

hehe i guess i do mom lol

[jofo3511]

She's 19, I know I'm her mother.

[gilgm]

i dont get it how can someone help you with something that cant be fixed. its not like its going to matter what we have done on this earth because one day it will be gone too just like us.

[Piisces]

*To gilgm*

True...but there is a clear possibility that the life you have is all you get. You really want to take that risk?

Yes, not everyone can be helped, but some can. We do what we can, make the most of it. Midnightblaze370 at least tried and did it.

Maybe you should give her some credit. ;1

[midnightblaze370]

thank you.

[midnightblaze370]

adam you my best freind me love you lots *HUGS*

[midnightblaze370]

well i would liek to say you can at least try. It cant hurt to try to save somebody can it?

[gilgm]

i'm sorry didnt mean it like that. i was thinking about myself. i guess it cant hurt to try to save someone

[midnightblaze370]

oh no thats alright sorry lol i took it the wrong way

[sweetz4rm757]

My oldest son committed suicide 2 1/2 years ago. I feel your pain. He left a brother and sister in great pain as well family and friends. Stay strong and keep reaching out to those who need you.

[pbeachmike]

i am so very sorry that you have had to face this in your life. i understand your pain. my father committed suicide two years ago, this month. suicide was not the answer to his problem, even thou cancer was going to end his life in a short time. your are very strong, to be offering your friendship, to people that may be thinking of suicide.

[HeidiSaid]

Thank you for sharing and putting a face to the devastation and consequence of suicide. It never passes with the person.

You are very brave and this was extremely touching - moreover, you are helping so many people. ~peace to you.

[UpDownMostly]

I was so moved by your video. Such a personal and powerful testimony about the effects of suicide. I admire you greatly for putting yourself out there like this and giving such a strong message. I too wish I could give you a huge hug because I can still see the pain your brothers suicide has caused in your heart.

[bwhahrhr]

thank you for sharing

[liquidsilver72]

I wish I could give you a big hug, thank you for sharing your story.

All the best for the future, you're great.

[midnightblaze370]

thank you. :) i gave her a reason to live

[truevoiceofsanity]

Sad for you. ;)

[debswildhoney]

You did really good here, honey. I am almost 40 and suicides in my life still devastate me at times. We learn tools to go on, we grieve our whole lives but it gets a little easier as things move along. I am sorry for your loss. I'm glad you are reaching out and helping this person. My thoughts are with you both. If you ever need support, contact me.

[midnightblaze370]

thank you very much

[Gimmeabreakman]

Very strong words! Thank you! I never imagined this side of you existed. I can see she already responded! Glad to hear that SHE heard you!

[midnightblaze370]

your welcome personal i thank you because if you wouldnt have put up that video wouldnt have known. thank you

[CityzenJane]

You are awesome sweetheart. You show us all how to be human, how to be honest, and how to be strong!

[elmissionduo]

I'm sorry to hear about your brother. i'm trying to deal with the pain from it and what keeps me alive is my sister. I tried anti-depressants and told my family, but this has to be done by me. I think your brother felt alone like I did and he probably didn't know who to turn to. That's how I feel. your brother went through a lot with drugs and so have I. I know he is looking down and seeing what a beautiful sister he has. I promise somehow I'll break it.

[CityzenJane]

...there are so many different anti depressants...wish you well..

[midnightblaze370]

you can make it thorugh like my borther. and to be honest i sometimes feel he felt that way too but you can be stonge and break out. thank you.