dir en grey has a lot of emotional songs but for me this one (especially the chorus) is one of their most emotional. you can almost.. no, you can definitely feel the emotions and pain in his voice. 3:40 gets me every time. and Kaoru's solo? just beautiful. not any other band can make me feel this way.
@mudkipsie yeah, i said r.i.p. daisuke here because he was a really good buddy of Kyo and he would had dedicated this song to him. I don't understand how people fail to realize that its the singer from kagerou and not die. there is no "die" in "daisuke" lol
@filth69ify1 hah chill out, its a simple mistake. I didnt even know about kagerou until I looked it up. Die's real name is Daisuke so I think it was pretty normal to have that confusion.
This was the song, and performance, that made me fall in love with Dir en grey. The band as a whole is so talented at creating music that emotes and means something, but Kyo really brings every song to life. The guitar solo breaks my heart, and everything Kyo adds just kills me.
I can’t open myself up to anyone I can’t trust any of them I can’t see anything The light that shines is disappearing Even now I’m wilting what I can’t reveal Is my weakness, my past? I can get what I want, but no doubt The kindness I’m holding onto will go away My heart is shuttered, even now falling apart Stifling my tears… Ah… I laugh every day My heart showed me there was no reason to believe Ah… Those hypocrites killed me I
This is probably my favorite performance of this song- Kyo kills it. There was a a version of this video on youtube with a really nice translation but it got taken down =/
I wanna fave this so badly, but I won't because of the cutting (don't like seeing Kyo hurt himself like that, glad he doesn't anymore)... this is one of the most heartfelt performances I've ever seen, & the song itself is so universally relateable.
I don't idolize people much (like someone said they're just ppl like you and I) but when I see real amazing talent like Dir en grey that IMO completely throws away a lot of these so called "International Bands or Artist" of this generations standards. Dir en grey is amazing nothing could possibly compare to them. I'm not a fan girl I just love Dir en grey and this song is one of my favorite especially when performed live like that.
yeah i think so too. you cant fake emotions like this on the last 2 mins of the song. this is just epic performance. i think in this vid. he is crying because hide died 2 or 3 days before the video was filmed. so to know that and play that song on the stage this is realy great job diru
yeah i think so too. you cant fake emotions like this on the last 2 mins of the song. this is just epic performance. i think in this vid. he is crying because hide died 2 or 3 days before the video was filmed. so to know that and play that song on the stage this is realy great job diru
this song back in 7th grade saved my life. Im a 11th grader now. If I didnt hear this song I wouldnt' be here. Ive know and LOVED dir en grey since 5th grade. I get highly offended if anyone disses on this band. Because not only are they MY FAVORITE AND MOST listened to band ive ever listened too. But they saved my life. I wouldnt be who I am now if it wasn't for these Gods. I love and will FOREVER love this band. Fuck off haters
Of all their songs, this one hits me hardest, and probably alot of the rest of you too. I wish so much that they would play this as a surprise encore in the states. I know it's unlikely... but there is a chance. VIP ticket holders get to go backstage and take part in a small q&a and photos w/ the band. Print this on 8x11 paper (scale to fit, grayscale) and hold it up when Nora asks what your favorite song is - w w w . fileden . com / files / 2010 / 9 / 15 / 2970650 // MUSHI_printer . png
Dir en Grey is not just a visual kei band in order to entertain people and earn a lot of money. They are artists. I don't care what the practically deaf and blind people figure out to to criticize them. I know what they are and what they gave me. So simple it is.
yeah Dir en grey is the best band ever Kyos voice is so unique and unlike any other who ever hates Dir en grey should go die all the english speaking bands are shit .Dir en grey is better than all of them put together
Dude, don't sink to their level. He\she was obviously saying that to spark emotive replies like your own to satisfy his\her craving for attention and hate because he\she is itself an emo and feels better by making others feel bad.
and who says that Dir en Grey is emo go F*ck themselves cause no emo band could be as good in writing music as diru and could never perform like this and simply there NOT emo so let this be a wise lesson
Emo?!O_O What the fuck.. YOu know what the emo is? If you know you should know, that dir en grey is not a fucking emo band! Ohh my god.. its incredible..O_O
Kyo is a GOD!! A sadistic god.. HE is wonderful.. And his voice is the redemption itself.. i think*.*
You're lucky you're just some online prick who'd probably never say that to my face if you met me. If I ever saw you in person I'd gaush your eyes out then pour achohol in your empty, bleeding eye sockets. Then I'd probably skin you and light your body on fire. Dir en grey isn't even SLIGHTLY comparable to this goddamn emo shit that no one-despite hating it- will shut the fuck up about. It gets even more annoying when ignorant idiots like you even INSINUATE that dir en grey is emo.
@Kakome14 Butting in here, sorry, but I find it amusing you say "You're lucky you're just some online prick who'd probably never say that to my face if you met me." then you go on to threaten murder.
@TakahisaShinoku Lol that comment was from quite a while ago. But yeah, I just posted that because most people that say crap like that are just compensating for their lack of confidence in the "real" world. For instance, formspring. People posting stuff there are mostly pusillanimous, cowardly, underconfident people who would never say what they do online in real life. I dont know about you, but when people piss me off enough and I know them, theres a possibility of me getting violent.
there is something haunting, yet beautiful about how he performs. he has an amazing voice, and how he uses it can sometimes can send chills down my spine. or brings me to crying uncontrolably at times.
its hard for me to watch some lives, because it hurts to watch him hurt. you can see it in his eyes/face, hear it in his voice. its incredibly moving, yet tragic at the same time.
Hes trying to capture more emotion in his live performance, it has nothing to do with him being emo. You could say the song is emo, or slightly emo, but saying Kyo is emo, without even looking at other music of his/reading the lyrics, your a fool.
Emos write about life too. A lot of the time it's BS self-harm that he does, and others it's real. I never said it was all faked. I know that he cuts his tongue instead of using "blood" caplets, I've seen the scars in person. But then again, the makeup 'burns' and such are clearly not real.
I love it. So much. I'm just a little scared. My sound quality is either bad, or the video's is, because all throughout the song it sounds like either he's demonic or he has a balloon stuck in his windpipe.
I love how Kyo smiles/smirks as he cuts himself. This isn't one of their best performances of mushi [vocally], but it sure does show much more emotion than any other live of this song. Great job to Shinya, too. His drumming stood out, I can't believe no one else notices his good work.
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It pains me to watch this... it's like he's some... Emo-poser. I mean, I absolutely LOVE dir en grey and kyo... But he always fakes all the injuries and shit he does to himself, save for a few... This is not one of those. But he's just so damn, emotional when he sings this song, you don't even need the lyrics to tell that he's in pain... It's one of those songs that easily shatters the language barrier. Well done, Kyo-sama.
He cuts the fuck out of his chest and arms. He cuts his toungue. He punches himself in the face till he bleed...Oh yeah, he really fakes it...And he's not a fucking 'emo poser'. Emos write about shit, Kyo writes about life.
I can't stop crying omfj!
IHateToxickBVB 3 weeks ago
words can't describe this
msdiavolu 2 months ago
This is the most emotionally charged song ever!!! Love u Kyo-San!!! Can't wait to see u in Atlanta in 2 days!!!!!!!!!!!
MikuMartin 2 months ago
y he sad
airplanekid77 2 months ago
aww poor kyo. i wish i was there so i could hug him
NiCoLexZeBrAs 3 months ago
He describes that certain feeling so well. I cry everytime I hear this.
Poor Kyo.... I really hope you're okay..
sarahgripe 3 months ago 2
dir en grey has a lot of emotional songs but for me this one (especially the chorus) is one of their most emotional. you can almost.. no, you can definitely feel the emotions and pain in his voice. 3:40 gets me every time. and Kaoru's solo? just beautiful. not any other band can make me feel this way.
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0neJay 3 months ago
R.I.P. Daisuke
filth69ify1 3 months ago
@filth69ify1 uhh He's not dead.
LadySeafoam 3 months ago
@LadySeafoam uhh yes he is. the singer from kagerou has been deceased since 2010.
filth69ify1 3 months ago
@filth69ify1 ohhh I thought you were talking about Daisuke in Die because this is a Dir en Grey video, not a Kagerou video. Thought you were trollin'
mudkipsie 3 months ago
@mudkipsie yeah, i said r.i.p. daisuke here because he was a really good buddy of Kyo and he would had dedicated this song to him. I don't understand how people fail to realize that its the singer from kagerou and not die. there is no "die" in "daisuke" lol
filth69ify1 3 months ago
@filth69ify1 hah chill out, its a simple mistake. I didnt even know about kagerou until I looked it up. Die's real name is Daisuke so I think it was pretty normal to have that confusion.
LadySeafoam 3 months ago
@LadySeafoam Yeah i know. I'm sorry. It was my mistake for not putting "R.I.P. Daisuke (from Kagerou)". My apologies good friend.
filth69ify1 3 months ago
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0neJay 5 months ago
@0neJay
he majority of the time fish hooks at the 2nd verse of Kodoku ni Shisu, Yueni Kodoku.
thenewmullen 4 months ago
This was the song, and performance, that made me fall in love with Dir en grey. The band as a whole is so talented at creating music that emotes and means something, but Kyo really brings every song to life. The guitar solo breaks my heart, and everything Kyo adds just kills me.
InTheDreambox 5 months ago
Its the Fuckin best song in the world! <3 i cant stop ... i LOVE you KYo and DEG <3
puccapunkie 5 months ago
The fact that you guys are even starting fights in shitty comments on such a sentimental song is completely ridiculous. Please just stop.
jaiissecretlyacat 6 months ago
I can get what I want, but no doubt
The kindness I’m holding onto will flow away
The typical answer when you die you’ll be reborn and come back again
My heart is shuttered, even now it’s crumbling apart
Stifling my tears… Ah…
I scream every day
My heart left me the strenght to believe there’s a reason
Ah… It was my very own heart that killed me
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lamboman1 6 months ago 2
This is probably my favorite performance of this song- Kyo kills it. There was a a version of this video on youtube with a really nice translation but it got taken down =/
DChapful 6 months ago
I wanna fave this so badly, but I won't because of the cutting (don't like seeing Kyo hurt himself like that, glad he doesn't anymore)... this is one of the most heartfelt performances I've ever seen, & the song itself is so universally relateable.
AutumnMystry 7 months ago
I don't idolize people much (like someone said they're just ppl like you and I) but when I see real amazing talent like Dir en grey that IMO completely throws away a lot of these so called "International Bands or Artist" of this generations standards. Dir en grey is amazing nothing could possibly compare to them. I'm not a fan girl I just love Dir en grey and this song is one of my favorite especially when performed live like that.
babydollsvamp 7 months ago
2 people are insects.
EikouKurai 8 months ago
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yeah i think so too. you cant fake emotions like this on the last 2 mins of the song. this is just epic performance. i think in this vid. he is crying because hide died 2 or 3 days before the video was filmed. so to know that and play that song on the stage this is realy great job diru
th00ms00n 8 months ago
yeah i think so too. you cant fake emotions like this on the last 2 mins of the song. this is just epic performance. i think in this vid. he is crying because hide died 2 or 3 days before the video was filmed. so to know that and play that song on the stage this is realy great job diru
th00ms00n 8 months ago
Yeah i kill a motherfucker that insults dir en grey to my face
tremere660 9 months ago
this song back in 7th grade saved my life. Im a 11th grader now. If I didnt hear this song I wouldnt' be here. Ive know and LOVED dir en grey since 5th grade. I get highly offended if anyone disses on this band. Because not only are they MY FAVORITE AND MOST listened to band ive ever listened too. But they saved my life. I wouldnt be who I am now if it wasn't for these Gods. I love and will FOREVER love this band. Fuck off haters
Tirusleepunk1 10 months ago 8
Of all their songs, this one hits me hardest, and probably alot of the rest of you too. I wish so much that they would play this as a surprise encore in the states. I know it's unlikely... but there is a chance. VIP ticket holders get to go backstage and take part in a small q&a and photos w/ the band. Print this on 8x11 paper (scale to fit, grayscale) and hold it up when Nora asks what your favorite song is - w w w . fileden . com / files / 2010 / 9 / 15 / 2970650 // MUSHI_printer . png
pleasedontkeelme 6 months ago
damn, why cant i find people like kyo for my band?!?!?!?
glassandflesh 1 year ago
kyo is my hero. i dont care what anybody says.
murasakikouyou 1 year ago 4
Die looks like such a badass in this.....but my god this is an amazing live.
misskaylaMARS 1 year ago
Dir en Grey is not just a visual kei band in order to entertain people and earn a lot of money. They are artists. I don't care what the practically deaf and blind people figure out to to criticize them. I know what they are and what they gave me. So simple it is.
akimahem 1 year ago
yeah Dir en grey is the best band ever Kyos voice is so unique and unlike any other who ever hates Dir en grey should go die all the english speaking bands are shit .Dir en grey is better than all of them put together
Takeshi9879 1 year ago
Like this if you like Kyo's mullet (;
runningawaytogetaway 1 year ago 3
Amazing job as usual from good ol' Dir en grey. You can't fake emotions like that.
xraider169 1 year ago
I think it's best if we would all STFU and listen to Kyo's beauty words .
scapegoat999 1 year ago
anyone know where i can download this verion of the song
legolous 1 year ago
Cool ... er ... very very cool ah I love this song ... cool
Elciaaa12 1 year ago
I actually laughed a bit when he began to stab himself with a mic.
MirrorDepth 2 years ago
Kyo has beautiful voice...
13BlackVampira13 2 years ago 4
who the hell called DIR EN GREY EMO??
screw you F*ck ur mom u gay wussy~!!!
kaoroushasio 2 years ago 3
Dude, don't sink to their level. He\she was obviously saying that to spark emotive replies like your own to satisfy his\her craving for attention and hate because he\she is itself an emo and feels better by making others feel bad.
-Brought to you by internet shrink©
piip4 2 years ago
whaha die with his sunglasses he's awsome:P
and who says that Dir en Grey is emo go F*ck themselves cause no emo band could be as good in writing music as diru and could never perform like this and simply there NOT emo so let this be a wise lesson
hardcorejari 2 years ago 2
kyo is incredible for being able to put in that much emotion into his singing...
Japanime92 2 years ago 10
i know it D: id love to see them in concert X3
NearLovesHisL 2 years ago
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There is a good reason why this video sounds emo you idiots
lokisfirefly 2 years ago
everyone who thinks dir en grey is a "emo" band, is a bastard and have no idea. that's it! And please don't say he is "sadistic" you don't know it.
xxSaeiraxx 2 years ago 5
Yah diru isnt an emo band! i agree fully with that! Tho it wouldnt be considered sadism. The correct term is masochism.
sadism=enjoy hurting others
masochism=enjoy hurting oneself
Animegoddess278 2 years ago
he isn't a masochism too -.-*
He is'nt sadistic, masochism or a "GOD".
He is a human like you and me, thank you very much!
xxSaeiraxx 2 years ago 4
@xxSaeiraxx I never said he was masochistic, so don't assume things. Thank you very much.
Animegoddess278 1 year ago
Emo?!O_O What the fuck.. YOu know what the emo is? If you know you should know, that dir en grey is not a fucking emo band! Ohh my god.. its incredible..O_O
Kyo is a GOD!! A sadistic god.. HE is wonderful.. And his voice is the redemption itself.. i think*.*
cseticsen 2 years ago 12
hehe calm down :D people don't know who are they, so U know :D they evaluate people by its cover
afsgdgd 2 years ago 3
WTF?
who said that DIR EN GREY is emo?
to hell with that idiot who thinks they are emo!
no insult with that shit
... ¬ ¬
Shukiiz 2 years ago 8
O.O
kyo lloro al cantar mushi?
dioos! si es asii ke sentimiento
le poneee!!! OMG!!
hermozooo kyoo ^^
Shukiiz 2 years ago
this is great!
T^T
love diru
kyos voice is amazing, wonderful
tokyotail 2 years ago 8
dude dir en grey is not emo u f*** idiot man ur retarded
SilentCivilian02 2 years ago 20
this song is amazing...
the live performance...
even better.
Its jus...wow.
illusionofshadows204 2 years ago 8
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its funny how some JRock fans are all "emo is gay,blah,blah blah..." and then you see this and its like,"....YEAH!! And what you gotta say now???"
blindedriku 3 years ago
You're lucky you're just some online prick who'd probably never say that to my face if you met me. If I ever saw you in person I'd gaush your eyes out then pour achohol in your empty, bleeding eye sockets. Then I'd probably skin you and light your body on fire. Dir en grey isn't even SLIGHTLY comparable to this goddamn emo shit that no one-despite hating it- will shut the fuck up about. It gets even more annoying when ignorant idiots like you even INSINUATE that dir en grey is emo.
Kakome14 2 years ago 58
You said it perfectly.
JeinKei 2 years ago
why thank you
Kakome14 2 years ago
@Kakome14 Butting in here, sorry, but I find it amusing you say "You're lucky you're just some online prick who'd probably never say that to my face if you met me." then you go on to threaten murder.
TakahisaShinoku 1 year ago
@TakahisaShinoku Lol that comment was from quite a while ago. But yeah, I just posted that because most people that say crap like that are just compensating for their lack of confidence in the "real" world. For instance, formspring. People posting stuff there are mostly pusillanimous, cowardly, underconfident people who would never say what they do online in real life. I dont know about you, but when people piss me off enough and I know them, theres a possibility of me getting violent.
Kakome14 1 year ago
@Kakome14 5:50... Kyo's sitting there acting like he's slitting his wrists... that's not emo? XD Sorry bro.
Cavin8r 5 months ago
@Kakome14 y u mad tho
subpolarity 3 months ago
@Kakome14 wow somebody be mad.
arandomcrackerguy 2 months ago
Breathtaking...
MesonoxianDream 3 years ago 7
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omg soo sad i no he iz not emo but he iz lyk a awsum dude who noz alut bout lyfe n i admire tat bout him man he lyk my idol
cagegurl1234 3 years ago
Dude... get a dictionary.
Lmfao.
gackt4ever 3 years ago 10
...What the f***? xD
illusionofshadows204 2 years ago 3
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HILJAAAAAA NEEEEKERIT!
asdi1234 3 years ago
Kyo is one of a kind.
This song makes me cry every time, even when there is people around. the raw emotion... it's breathtaking.
It may sound strange ( but im sure many of you will agree ) there is something beautiful about all of Kyo's agony.
He took my heart prisoner a long time ago.
"I can't open myself up to anyone I can't believe in anyone at all
and I can't see anything the light that shines is disappearing, soon it will be gone
unable to open myself up this is my weakness, my past"
escapismx 3 years ago 45
i share in that feeling too dear.
there is something haunting, yet beautiful about how he performs. he has an amazing voice, and how he uses it can sometimes can send chills down my spine. or brings me to crying uncontrolably at times.
its hard for me to watch some lives, because it hurts to watch him hurt. you can see it in his eyes/face, hear it in his voice. its incredibly moving, yet tragic at the same time.
kelseyhardxcore 3 years ago 10
Exactly. I'm seeing them live in 3 days, and i'm afraid i'll faint and start crying like a baby.
escapismx 3 years ago 2
im seeing them in 7 days.
:D
i KNOW im gonna cry, its just a question as to how much lol. gotta remember the waterproof masscara!
kelseyhardxcore 3 years ago 2
"I can get what I want, yet if I do, the kindness I'm holding onto will slip away
the typical answer is when you die, you'll be reborn, come back again
my heart is shuttered, soon it will break apart
stifling my tears, I laugh day after day
my heart has shown me that believing is nothing
those hypocrites killed me
my heart is shuttered, soon it will crumble away
stifling my tears, I scream day after day
my heart has left me with a belief in strength
my own heart killed me"
escapismx 3 years ago 5
Hes trying to capture more emotion in his live performance, it has nothing to do with him being emo. You could say the song is emo, or slightly emo, but saying Kyo is emo, without even looking at other music of his/reading the lyrics, your a fool.
domnikoli 4 years ago
this is so sad song, but he is so sexy..so is the rest........but sad but good song....DIRU L♥V 4 EVA!
DamnYouXD 4 years ago 3
This man is beautiful, with a beautiful passionette voice. This band is what is real music about something that is meaningfu. I adore this man.
Dirnt 4 years ago 9
Please do NOT fuck with Kyo! he is a great person, who knows what is life, so... T.T
Yes... he hurted himself, but... he is NOT emo... NOT mad... and NOT bad.. Okay?
Bye :'(
hetei 4 years ago 3
absolutely saddest song I know..
it's amazing..
BigPimpHomer 4 years ago 2
Kyô's just the best there's no need to argue, he simply fucks every fuckin' thingg!!!
uglypinkmonster 4 years ago
Emos write about life too. A lot of the time it's BS self-harm that he does, and others it's real. I never said it was all faked. I know that he cuts his tongue instead of using "blood" caplets, I've seen the scars in person. But then again, the makeup 'burns' and such are clearly not real.
SubetaDaiken 4 years ago
How did you see Kyo's scars in person?
xxasianecstasyxx 4 years ago
I love it. So much. I'm just a little scared. My sound quality is either bad, or the video's is, because all throughout the song it sounds like either he's demonic or he has a balloon stuck in his windpipe.
SubetaDaiken 5 years ago
I love how Kyo smiles/smirks as he cuts himself. This isn't one of their best performances of mushi [vocally], but it sure does show much more emotion than any other live of this song. Great job to Shinya, too. His drumming stood out, I can't believe no one else notices his good work.
jointed 5 years ago
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It pains me to watch this... it's like he's some... Emo-poser. I mean, I absolutely LOVE dir en grey and kyo... But he always fakes all the injuries and shit he does to himself, save for a few... This is not one of those. But he's just so damn, emotional when he sings this song, you don't even need the lyrics to tell that he's in pain... It's one of those songs that easily shatters the language barrier. Well done, Kyo-sama.
SubetaDaiken 5 years ago
Kyo pisses all over emo. Emo's write about getting dumped, Kyo writes about full blown loss of trust and betrayal.
GhostsINtheSnoW 5 years ago 3
He cuts the fuck out of his chest and arms. He cuts his toungue. He punches himself in the face till he bleed...Oh yeah, he really fakes it...And he's not a fucking 'emo poser'. Emos write about shit, Kyo writes about life.
MingMing420 4 years ago 3
dont forget that he carved 'no future' into his chest one time, and he keeps fish hooking till his cheek is bleeding.
ScribbledPen 4 years ago
you're right!
kyo is not an emo, so I better go listen to other things ok!
Shukiiz 2 years ago 10
I LOVE this song.. I always cry when I see it.. Can you please send it to me?! <3
DaisukeDEG 5 years ago
I love this song.
Kyo is so emotion towards the end.
WtfRei 5 years ago
sad song *sighs* *snfs* sad sad song
darkangel61934 5 years ago
I'm always amazed by Kyo's power. Dir en grey has never failed.
okashirachris 5 years ago