Im so sorry for ur loss. This is a very emotional video. I really liked it. But the fact that its a true story about u is sad. I'm really sorry. I hope things get better for u -3
wow why would someone dislike this? u had the guts to come out and say things no one would have the guts to say....im VERY touched by this and it made me cry. i hope u are ok :)
wow...this video and your story touched me. being able to tell so many people what happened is something that takes a lot of strength. i hit rock bottom a few years ago when i lost everyone i ever cared about and my dad got cancer. i've been were you've been and sharing your story the way you did makes me feel like i'm not alone...so thank you. you are an amazing person
im a "new" cutter like just within the past month, but even i dont wish to die, (im a wimp and never get very deep + i cut the top side of my wrist, less chance of death)
and even i understand the courage it takes to tell your story. and for those who say they dont understand it, i didnt either till my mother pushed me over the edge (found her doing heroin, and she says she wont stop, and i have no one else to live with) so untill you have had your mentality smashed dont bash the self-mutilated
@ugly4u21 I use to cut, it went on for over a year, once I started, I just couldn`t stop and once it was over, the cuts and scars where still there (along with everything else) to remind me why I`d started.
You need to stop,it won`t help you in the long run, it only causes more pain. I know its hard, but tell someone, your guidance counselor is a great place to start.
I haven`t cut in 8 months,when you stop,when you start to get better,its the best feeling in the world,I promise you
@MnMaggii im homeschooled, and have 1 friend who lives 30mils away, so talkin to anybody is like searching for world peace, and besides its to late for me :).
Theres a hotline you can reach, you could try the nineline (1-800-999-9999) (they also have a website called nineline.org) its toll free. =)
Respond to this if you need another number, I`m sure I could find one (My dad got me a chicken soup for the soul book after the divorce,they always have some in the back)
Good luck! God Bless!
I hope you get better, trust me, its the best feeling in the world.
I forget to said it made me cry, the first i saw it i thought i was jus t another touching video without meaning because it hurted me so badly i was so upset i didn't even read the description
i'm sorry about that but it's true that happen and what can't killed you make you stronger i know this happened to you last year or even before i have to tell you it
and that you are really strong because if i make a vid about my life i don't tell it
i really like this video it's similar what happen to me this year, except the divorce and cutting thing.everything was wrong this year my grandad had protate cancer when the school finished and i forgot my ex-friend and exboyfriend everything looks right i could make my dream come true(go to America)but i didn't want to leave my grandad like that cause my grandma had heartproblems, but every one told me nothing is gonna change so i went and had the time of my life,when i came back he was dead.
I personally love this video. I can play it over and over and never get bored. I especially love the line "Don't twist my words around to make yourself feel like you're not a back-stabbing, two-faced bitch, because you are. And you know it" and I never really read the desc. box til now, and I mean, that just sucks. And although I myself would cut, its not nessasarily "stupid." But.. I don't know I mean, there are other ways of releiving pain. But thats just me. great job
your story made me cry. I'm so sorry. but I'm glad you are so strong now. and that you became this amazing person. keep being the amazing person you are every single day. you are an inspiration.
my friend tries to kill herself ; It's soo hard & sad ..and i can't do anything against it......maybe i show her this video because i think it could make her strong...
I'm soo afraid.....but thank you for this video, it makes me a little bit stronger..maybe you think i'm crazy..but that's the truth <3
i'm kind of speechless. my arms are filled with goosebumps (SP?) and i'm sorry that this happened to you. i see this video was made abck in nov. of 2009, so i'm just wondering. . . are you feeling better now? it's almost been a year so . . .
btw, if you don't mind me asking, what did you use to cut yourself?
I know i sound creepy, but i'm just wondering . . . sorry . . .
You and me are a lot alike, except for, my best friend stole the guy I liked, and my brother was the one to tear my family apart, and my best friend, never truly cared. I ended up cutting to, I'm so sorry, i know how bad it can hurt
i was reading below about how someone said cutting was dumb. and its not. i used to do it too. so i know how you feel in a way. its not about trying to kill yourself, its just a way to show your pain. maybe not the best way, but its a way. but, i stopped only because of my boyfriend. and i havent done it in a while. and its a good feeling, knowing that i dont have that pain any more. when ever i did want to, id paint or hold an ice cube and the temptation went away. stay strong, youre not alone.
having ur best friend and boyfriend do that 2 you IS 1 of the worst feelings ever...except 1 of my best friends wanted 2 go out with my ex-boyfriend even though she knew i still liked him.
That's a sad story and you could make a voiceover series of it. One of my friends cut herself and I tried to help but what I got was worse than still cutting. I got the sadness of never see my friend again.
@vampirekisses35 first off its T-W-I-S-T-E-D & W-R-I-S-T & i dont care if you think this video is dumb, your calling my life story dumb..whatever, but dont be rude enough to comment saying that, its pathetic.
@vampirekisses35 Dont Be Fucking Mean This Video Was Beautiful. The Story Was Incredible So Dont Be Al Jealous About This Video Cause Ppl will cuss u out
@vampirekisses35 you have sense at all...this video shouldn't be bashed! she was telling her story and that takes courage...if you're bashing this video you need some help
Wow, i just randomly stumbled upon this and I can say it's moving, and it's touching. I think you're so brave for putting it out there and letting other people read about the rock bottom of your life. Not only that but you are incredibly brave to have taken control of the cutting situation and facing it head on. You seem like a hell of a strong person.
Woww. Umm Are you Sure You Didnt Steal My Life Story ? Haha. Seriously. I Cried. & tThis Was Beautiful!!! Wow.. Im Speechless. & I Just Wanna Say Thank You , For Making Such An Incredible video [:
the guy i like is always changing is mind. my best friend is acting like strangers. there was a time that i did cut myself to get me distracted, when i was cutting i was more focus on the physical paine. i feel like if mom was alive i would have someone to talk to, andt my daddy wouldn't be so mad at me
my life got worst this year... my grand grand mother dyed. my dad and my step mom are always fighting, so my dad blame on me and she is mean to me all the time. in school, people call me slut and other names.
i like what you wrote in your description the last part. me too have got a bad past and sometimes its my own fault i commit those things again. naybe its in my heart i dont want to tell you.If it were not for God i wudnt have appreciated LIFE.
I cried, not while watching the video but while reading your story in the description box...I know this is probably the last thing you want anyone to say but I am so sorry
i kind of have a story related to yours..only i wasn't a boyfriend who betrayed me,it was a best friend who i never thought could make me hurt and even cry myself to sleep.I 'll tell you the story later cuz i have to go =]
I cried when I red your story. But sharing it to the world through this video...you have no idea how high that made me think of you. Strong, powerful and beautiful, inside and out, that is how this video(well, mostly the discription box) made me believe you are. I have never actually met you, I have no idea who you are, but I admire your strength
Don't worry life is always gonna get hard for us , so I want you to keep your head up high & don't let no one bring you down . ! Just think of the positive things & I'm sure something good in life will happen to you <3 Your a strong independent person & your such a sweetheart ,even if I don't know (: Just let our your gorgeous smile :D
omg this was so sad. No matter what happens in ur life u ahve to stick to ur ground and know who u are. even when u hit rock bottom. and u have to help ur self up. Even if u cant.
that cutting scene made me want to cry D: i know people close tto me that have gone through thigns like this and its just heartbreaking to see those scars knowing that you didnt ssee the signs of them being depressed b/c they put on an happy act and feeling like you werent a good enough friend to see through all of the fake happiness D:
Wow! That was amazing.. I sorta went thru the same thing u did... and i as well made a video coping with the things i went thru.. its not as amazing as yours.. but its quite similar..
my parents always fight and want to get a divorce.they talk about it always and i know they will sometime. i'm afraid when they do i wont be able to bear it.
my grandpa died from diabetes when i was in 5th grade.
i miss him deeply.
the guy i've liked for 3 years barely talks to me anymore. when he does its not anything special.
wow....i think you're an extremely strong person because you had the guts to reveal this to so many people. I'm sorry for all of the things that have happened to you, and though i don't support the fact that you started cutting, i'm glad you got some help. You should always remember that none of this was your fault and that God has reasons for why things happen. And you're right, these things are handed to you, because you're strong enough to get through them. Thank you for telling us your story
@reminiscentfuture god does not have a reason for everything! I'm sorry but he doesn't! I'm catholic and I used to be a strong believer but when someone (god) takes so many people from you and hurts so many of your family members it's hard to believe he does it all for a reason?? Why did he kill someone I loves mother and father now she's left all alone to fend for herself has no one but herself and her two brothers... who just drink all the time. It's crap things don't happen for a reason.
i'm so sorry but like you said, things can only go up. hold on.
i've never kept a best friend for more then 4 years & my current best friend keeps ditching me to be with someone else. im fat so no boys EVER think of me in the way i think of them, my family don't understand anything.
so, i lock myself in my room, turn up my music & sing my heart out & prentend that their is someone out there who's going to come along & love me. & care for me.
Your story, just made me extremely sad. Thank you for sharing, that life cannot be a fairytale. You have such amazing talent. I'm just so sorry. But I'm happy you've stopped cutting, and that you're now happier. Beautiful, and thank you so much for opening all of our eyes with your story. ♥
You went from this picture perfect life to rock bottom, but you brought yourself up again....and I wish I had your stamina for being there for yourself....no I have never cut or hurt myself....but I have changed into someone I'm not for a reason I can't even remember....and my friends have noticed too they wont tell me but its there in there eyes....an your story is inspirational....thank you
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Cutting really was kind of dumb. I mean, I would never think about that and I've been through much worse. I'm not saying what happened to you wasn't bad, but it's not "the end of the world, I'm gonna kill myself" kind of thing. I'm not trying to be rude or anything, I'm just saying.
xxJBxxLuverxx- when i cut, I NEVER thought of killing myself, self harm was a way of inflicting pain on myself to escape the emotional stuff, I never tried to hit a nerve to die, or thought "hey lemme cut deep enough to kill myself" thats the biggest assumption about cutting, is that its always about killing yourself. Its not.
Whoa, whoa, whoa. I never said that she was dumb. I said it was a dumb thing to do. Smart people can do dumb things. I also didn't say it was about me. I'm well aware it is about her. I was just saying.
What the heck? She made a video. The video happens about to be what happened to her. You can post comments on videos. I said something about what happened. Don't say stuff like that to me like I'm a bad person. I'm proud of her, too. I probably wouldn't have been able to stop.
Oh my fucking gosh. This is your life story? I am seriously speechless. And so so sorry! :|
I had tears on my eyes when I was watching this. Thanks for sharing . Although it's sad it makes me realize that there are a few worse situations than mine. From now on when I say or think that my life is horrible I'll think of this and take back what I say. Seriously. This is amazing, touching and most importantly sad.
But, it really opened my eyes. Your like my rolemodel :)
Wow! I'm so sorry about your story, I mean the cutting&cheating thing...
Is times like this that you discover who your friends really are...
And I know you must've thought that your life was over and you had nothing at all...
But there always Something good, it can be really small, but if you look the bright side of things, there is always something... I'm happy that this boy helped you to forget the past and think about the future, this is really beautiful! He gave you hope, what we
God, you made me cry. You're amazing, and sharing your story with us was so brave of you. Your story looks a lot like mine, and it makes me happy, not because those things happened to you, but because i'm not alone. Hh, so thank you and this video is on my favorites :)
Aw, I love it. :[ It's an amazing story. Just remember, you're amazing and whatever happens, it's really not your fault even though it may feel like it. No one is worth the suffering, and my gradpa passed away from cancer too, and it's hard, but I'm glad you're pulling through. I wish I could be a lot more meaningful and thoughtful with this, but I really can't do that with out crying. The scars may be the reminder, but it will be one of how you pulled through and changed lives with this. <3
i'm getting therapy right now haha.... things just blew over and got out of hand that i didnt want to be here any more.... i favorited this not just coz the video is amazing but becoz ur words actually, make me realize that i want to be a better person and not always be sad... but be happy =) so thankyou
about a year ago, my best friend's dad died. i cried my heart out. i am crying as i write this. his nickname was Chuck, and that's what i knew him by. i told mi sis y i was crying, and she thought i was talking about Chuck Norris. lol. :'(
I've watched this nonstop, and you definitely are MY role model. You're so insipiring, even though some bad things have happened and you hit an all time low, you got back up and turned your life around, and not many people would be able to do that in your situation. I probably would've killed myself, to be honest. But if this ever happens to me now, after watching this video, I'll think of you. Thanks, you really are amazing :)
my best friend and boyfriend did the same to me. My parents are gonna get divorce soon. I also haven`t seen half of my family in 9 years (they live in Mexico, I live in us)
oh and Thanks this video give me hope...That all thing aren`t as bad as we see them
wow thank YOU so much. i dont think of myself as a role model, just a girl whos been through alot & wanted to share it with everyone. There are people whos lives were 10x worse than mine, but just knowing that just by saying my story its changed your life & others brings tears to my eyes, thank you
ur thanking me?! u should be thanking ur amazing self! just by sharing wat happened to you and how you taught urself to get over it has made sooo many ppl try and get over their pain and try to live life like you did..u've literally changed the lives of many ppl with this simple vid..bc u taught them that life is there to be lived.. not be cried over..ur such an amzing person! and i just wanted to thank you for being the person you are now :)
And this is an amazing video! I wish you the best with everything,.
You've definitely inspired me today because I've been going through some stuff that I thought was terrible but now I can give it a second look with a new attitude.
You're an amazing person and one of the strongest people I could say I've encountered in life. The fact that you were able to realize and try to change yourself... and the fact that you're here right now sharing this story... well this is the reason you're not ordinary. You probably just saved 1 person's life right now who's going through something like this.
SO thank you! Thank you for sharing your story and making all other's believe that life is worth living no matter what --cont'd..
ive lost 4 of my best friends. and with one i was best friends since the 2nd grade. and ive lost them all. beacuse all of me ): i was really sad. and can understand ur story.:).
i know.. life can be so sad & horrible. but sometimes so wonderful..
i am so sorry this happened to you. its like a real life nightmare. it usually happens in STORIES but wow. it happened to you in real life :l i'm glad your better though [:
i cried so haed and i really do understand why you cut its makes the pain go away for that time but when you look at yourself in the mirrior you feel disqusted the video was amazing and dont worry i dont cut anymore and im glad you got over it.
I fell so sorry for you but I'm glad that you are doing better :) one of my best friends friends had it really hard a couple of years ago and she ended up killing her self and I think of her life sometimes and wish I knowed what was going on and that I could help her but now it's to late....
I'm kinda crying right:[ but i hope your ok as lame as that sounds that was a beautiful video,and an amazing story. I hope that boy brings happiness back into your life
This was inspiring, my life's been fucked up, and I've cut, and sometimes you feel as if the pain won't go away, but it soon fades. No matter how hard times are, they get easier. The video was amazing, I felt like crying.
(part 2) & i just realized how lucky i am to have you as a friend. You didn't deserve all this pain, & i felt terrible when i knew all that about your life, not cause i had some "pity" for you, but because you're my Ayay, my friend, someone who found a place in my heart, never ever do that again, cause people love you, I love you & even if some people hurt you, they don't deserve your tears.
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lisiemusic 2 months ago
This made me cry....this is an awesome vid
dorkmagnetbithez 6 months ago
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SlayerKillsGuides 7 months ago
Im so sorry for ur loss. This is a very emotional video. I really liked it. But the fact that its a true story about u is sad. I'm really sorry. I hope things get better for u -3
x12pur09ple95x 7 months ago
Wow.. You´re so.. strong to can survive to all this..
mandusanchez 8 months ago
omg this is awesome! almost made me cry!
Good job!
PS. what song did you use?
taintedswift11 10 months ago
B E S T V I D E O E V E R.!!!
84itssteph 10 months ago
...This video reminds me of myself. My parents got divorced, my bestfriend and I started fighting, and my life just fell apart. o.o
ilove3jonasbros 10 months ago
wow why would someone dislike this? u had the guts to come out and say things no one would have the guts to say....im VERY touched by this and it made me cry. i hope u are ok :)
honeybabe2277 11 months ago
what's the song? amazing video btw :)
Storm05131 11 months ago
wow...this video and your story touched me. being able to tell so many people what happened is something that takes a lot of strength. i hit rock bottom a few years ago when i lost everyone i ever cared about and my dad got cancer. i've been were you've been and sharing your story the way you did makes me feel like i'm not alone...so thank you. you are an amazing person
stevensbaby517 11 months ago
wow , my best friend and i broke away and my pearents got divorced and well my grandpa died too i feel u
stfuxmrsdavidhenrey 1 year ago
im a "new" cutter like just within the past month, but even i dont wish to die, (im a wimp and never get very deep + i cut the top side of my wrist, less chance of death)
and even i understand the courage it takes to tell your story. and for those who say they dont understand it, i didnt either till my mother pushed me over the edge (found her doing heroin, and she says she wont stop, and i have no one else to live with) so untill you have had your mentality smashed dont bash the self-mutilated
ugly4u21 1 year ago
@ugly4u21 I use to cut, it went on for over a year, once I started, I just couldn`t stop and once it was over, the cuts and scars where still there (along with everything else) to remind me why I`d started.
You need to stop,it won`t help you in the long run, it only causes more pain. I know its hard, but tell someone, your guidance counselor is a great place to start.
I haven`t cut in 8 months,when you stop,when you start to get better,its the best feeling in the world,I promise you
MnMaggii 1 year ago
@MnMaggii im homeschooled, and have 1 friend who lives 30mils away, so talkin to anybody is like searching for world peace, and besides its to late for me :).
ugly4u21 1 year ago
@ugly4u21 Its never to late
Theres a hotline you can reach, you could try the nineline (1-800-999-9999) (they also have a website called nineline.org) its toll free. =)
Respond to this if you need another number, I`m sure I could find one (My dad got me a chicken soup for the soul book after the divorce,they always have some in the back)
Good luck! God Bless!
I hope you get better, trust me, its the best feeling in the world.
MnMaggii 1 year ago
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I definitely know how you feel and feel as if we can relate...do you mind me copying your idea and posting up my life story in a video?
mileydemiselenalove1 1 year ago
OMG THIS IS AMAZING. CAN I ASK WHERE YOU DOWNLOAD YOUR VIDEOS?
MusicWithLyrics2010 1 year ago
i feel very sad for you....the videos great...but the cutting terrifies me.
TalMileSelDemiFans34 1 year ago
ITS SOO GOOD!! were did u get all of those cool scenes from those movies and video clips
chinajenna 1 year ago
wow, you are an amazing editor.can i ask what programme you use??
i always wanna have a skill like you:) you can take this anywhere:)
regmae13 1 year ago
@regmae13 thank you & I use sony vegas 9 to edit
prettyinpink987 1 year ago
That was so sad. I feel bad for you really. I really liked it. It's going on my favorites. I loved it.
Zarav292 1 year ago
Whats the song??
znamp03 1 year ago
I forget to said it made me cry, the first i saw it i thought i was jus t another touching video without meaning because it hurted me so badly i was so upset i didn't even read the description
i'm sorry about that but it's true that happen and what can't killed you make you stronger i know this happened to you last year or even before i have to tell you it
and that you are really strong because if i make a vid about my life i don't tell it
AdiCrush 1 year ago
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AdiCrush 1 year ago
i really like this video it's similar what happen to me this year, except the divorce and cutting thing.everything was wrong this year my grandad had protate cancer when the school finished and i forgot my ex-friend and exboyfriend everything looks right i could make my dream come true(go to America)but i didn't want to leave my grandad like that cause my grandma had heartproblems, but every one told me nothing is gonna change so i went and had the time of my life,when i came back he was dead.
AdiCrush 1 year ago
I personally love this video. I can play it over and over and never get bored. I especially love the line "Don't twist my words around to make yourself feel like you're not a back-stabbing, two-faced bitch, because you are. And you know it" and I never really read the desc. box til now, and I mean, that just sucks. And although I myself would cut, its not nessasarily "stupid." But.. I don't know I mean, there are other ways of releiving pain. But thats just me. great job
njplovesjb4life 1 year ago
wow this is nice!
Emmah098 1 year ago
who does the voices ???
joejustinrockfan100 1 year ago
what is the song? and amazing video!
kataangforev121 1 year ago
omg this is awesome your story was so heart warming i started to cry
ChloesLife 1 year ago
your story made me cry. I'm so sorry. but I'm glad you are so strong now. and that you became this amazing person. keep being the amazing person you are every single day. you are an inspiration.
squishy1718 1 year ago
Okay for one your strong for telling your story must people couldn't and this video captures it so well and the video is amazing and I'm sorry allth
Zdisneystar 1 year ago
ohh this video made me cry :(
you're such a strong person! :))
i wish i could be as strong as you are.
my friend tries to kill herself ; It's soo hard & sad ..and i can't do anything against it......maybe i show her this video because i think it could make her strong...
I'm soo afraid.....but thank you for this video, it makes me a little bit stronger..maybe you think i'm crazy..but that's the truth <3
sorry for my bad english...
Vanny3333 1 year ago
I can tottaly relate 2 the cutting thing.
I used 2 cut 4 a lot of reasons and then I got therapy and now I'm fine again.
I'm sry 4 all the things tht happened 2 u cuz I know how it feels and it sucks, but I'm glad ur doing better. : )
XxDeMiCrAzYxX 1 year ago
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I'm sorry 4 wot happened 3 u, hunn.
About wot ur best friend and boyfirend done.
If my best friend and boyfriend were flirting with each other, I would neva 4give dem.
But I wanna say thank u 4 telling us ur story.
Because, ur rite, shit DOES happen, but I believe that things happen because they're supposed 2. I can't explain it as such. All I can say is:
i believe in destiny. And, I promise u, ur life WILL get better.
RupertAndEmmaLover 1 year ago
I'm sorry 4 wot happened 3 u, hunn.
About wot ur best friend and boyfirend done.
If my best friend and boyfriend were flirting with each other, I would neva 4give dem.
But I wanna say thank u 4 telling us ur story.
Because, ur rite, shit DOES happen, but I believe that things happen because they're supposed 2. I can't explain it as such. All I can say is:
i believe in destiny. And, I promise u, ur life WILL get better.
RupertAndEmmaLover 1 year ago
i'm kind of speechless. my arms are filled with goosebumps (SP?) and i'm sorry that this happened to you. i see this video was made abck in nov. of 2009, so i'm just wondering. . . are you feeling better now? it's almost been a year so . . .
btw, if you don't mind me asking, what did you use to cut yourself?
I know i sound creepy, but i'm just wondering . . . sorry . . .
FAILiAM 1 year ago
whoa.. im so sorry, srsly, this made me wanna cry. :'l
ILoveSBTB1 1 year ago
God bless u! Just remember that God is always watching over u and he will always protect u! You are very brave to put ur life story here on youtube
JoeJluvr95 1 year ago
You and me are a lot alike, except for, my best friend stole the guy I liked, and my brother was the one to tear my family apart, and my best friend, never truly cared. I ended up cutting to, I'm so sorry, i know how bad it can hurt
kataangforev121 1 year ago
i was reading below about how someone said cutting was dumb. and its not. i used to do it too. so i know how you feel in a way. its not about trying to kill yourself, its just a way to show your pain. maybe not the best way, but its a way. but, i stopped only because of my boyfriend. and i havent done it in a while. and its a good feeling, knowing that i dont have that pain any more. when ever i did want to, id paint or hold an ice cube and the temptation went away. stay strong, youre not alone.
WelcomeToReality3 1 year ago
"you were given this life because you are STRONG enough to live it"....that quote is amazing...as well as ur video...
that quote keeps me going...My life is such a battle which makes me realize that I'm a very strong person then..
Thank u for helping me cuz u did with just this video :)
ohmyjonas55555 1 year ago
that really...sucks, that all that happened to you...
i've went though depression...i cried everyday (no cutting though)
it must be hard telling all this...but u got it out by this video
i love it, i truly do :)
Rachel4love 1 year ago
ohh no i don´t like the blood
isaandmiley 1 year ago
I'm glad that you're better. I'm glad that you shared this because it seemed to have helped you. :)
iluvjoejonasmorthanu 1 year ago
This gives me goosebumps every single time I watch it.
blueguitargurl 1 year ago
This emo makes me wanna break down everytime I see it, I feel your pain girl.
OhhNobodysPerfectx 1 year ago
this used to happen to me, but i didn't cut myself. That time was the worst time of my life. I understand you
meow2305 1 year ago
having ur best friend and boyfriend do that 2 you IS 1 of the worst feelings ever...except 1 of my best friends wanted 2 go out with my ex-boyfriend even though she knew i still liked him.
gempeace7 1 year ago
i hope you're better now. that video was amazing :)
skatingluvr 1 year ago
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greyhairidiot 1 year ago
That's a sad story and you could make a voiceover series of it. One of my friends cut herself and I tried to help but what I got was worse than still cutting. I got the sadness of never see my friend again.
kika326 1 year ago
Oh my lord, I'm so sorry for you, for your family. Please have a good life and I hope your granddad is always is your memories and rests in peace.
missjessiebabe00 1 year ago
I can relate to you very much
1joejonasnickjonas1 1 year ago
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this has got to be the most dumbest twested viedeo and the wrest cuting is from a movie called thirteen
vampirekisses35 1 year ago
@vampirekisses35 first off its T-W-I-S-T-E-D & W-R-I-S-T & i dont care if you think this video is dumb, your calling my life story dumb..whatever, but dont be rude enough to comment saying that, its pathetic.
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@vampirekisses35 Dont Be Fucking Mean This Video Was Beautiful. The Story Was Incredible So Dont Be Al Jealous About This Video Cause Ppl will cuss u out
Zashleyfan026 1 year ago
@vampirekisses35 you have sense at all...this video shouldn't be bashed! she was telling her story and that takes courage...if you're bashing this video you need some help
stevensbaby517 11 months ago
ih this is breannas sister were fo u get the voices from when she said some thingh abouy a backstabing 2 faced bitch?
i heard them in another video.
totallyrandomstalker 1 year ago
i comment so long ago
...
but i have search for the song & i don't find it.. :(
can someone please tell me the name of the song of the video?? :/
kro17 1 year ago
@kro17 it's Trading yesterday with Shattered ;D I hope i could help you.
Emilfan09 1 year ago
you so just made me cry god.i could never cut im afraid it would hurt to much
Musicvideogirl99 1 year ago
aww thats so sad i sarted crying
2childrox12 1 year ago
I just clicked this video because it looked interesting and it was beyond wonderful the clip edits
And I hope you stopped cutting :(
And hope you are starting to heal and be better :)
silentdreams21 1 year ago
Wow, i just randomly stumbled upon this and I can say it's moving, and it's touching. I think you're so brave for putting it out there and letting other people read about the rock bottom of your life. Not only that but you are incredibly brave to have taken control of the cutting situation and facing it head on. You seem like a hell of a strong person.
hotgurl333xx 1 year ago
Aww, sweetie, stay strong. I'm glad you're brave enough to share that.
MsCrazyCanadian 1 year ago
Woww. Umm Are you Sure You Didnt Steal My Life Story ? Haha. Seriously. I Cried. & tThis Was Beautiful!!! Wow.. Im Speechless. & I Just Wanna Say Thank You , For Making Such An Incredible video [:
Whodoilovetoday 1 year ago
i read youur description on it, im sorrie :[
totallyrandomstalker 1 year ago
This has been flagged as spam show
but are you ok now?
catiabranca 1 year ago
but are you ok now?
catiabranca 1 year ago
the guy i like is always changing is mind. my best friend is acting like strangers. there was a time that i did cut myself to get me distracted, when i was cutting i was more focus on the physical paine. i feel like if mom was alive i would have someone to talk to, andt my daddy wouldn't be so mad at me
catiabranca 1 year ago
my life got worst this year... my grand grand mother dyed. my dad and my step mom are always fighting, so my dad blame on me and she is mean to me all the time. in school, people call me slut and other names.
catiabranca 1 year ago
can u make one like this but with ashley tisdale
SleepingXXXBeauty 1 year ago
aww ;( i'm glad that everythings better now :) & this is a really good video!
jonasloveer01 1 year ago
wow so sad but great ending.
Im sorry that happened to you:(
TheFanFab 1 year ago
where did you get the audio?
vegasmusicstudios 1 year ago
the end makes me smile.
bookworm6795 2 years ago
so some day when life gives us what it wants us to have we will laugh at the past.
iamalostchildofGod 2 years ago
i like what you wrote in your description the last part. me too have got a bad past and sometimes its my own fault i commit those things again. naybe its in my heart i dont want to tell you.If it were not for God i wudnt have appreciated LIFE.
iamalostchildofGod 2 years ago
I cried, not while watching the video but while reading your story in the description box...I know this is probably the last thing you want anyone to say but I am so sorry
bookworm6795 2 years ago
i kind of have a story related to yours..only i wasn't a boyfriend who betrayed me,it was a best friend who i never thought could make me hurt and even cry myself to sleep.I 'll tell you the story later cuz i have to go =]
preetygirl96 2 years ago
I cried when I red your story. But sharing it to the world through this video...you have no idea how high that made me think of you. Strong, powerful and beautiful, inside and out, that is how this video(well, mostly the discription box) made me believe you are. I have never actually met you, I have no idea who you are, but I admire your strength
BonnieWrightFan4ever 2 years ago
wow this is an amazing vid!!
JonasBrothersfan96 2 years ago
Aww when I read your story ,I shed tears )':
Don't worry life is always gonna get hard for us , so I want you to keep your head up high & don't let no one bring you down . ! Just think of the positive things & I'm sure something good in life will happen to you <3 Your a strong independent person & your such a sweetheart ,even if I don't know (: Just let our your gorgeous smile :D
xpaulaaax3 2 years ago
wow
that was the sadest video i've watched till date
i could never live through all that but in the end it only made you stronger, rite?
sometimes all the bad things in life add up in the end and you'd get that fairytale ending.
As for the video it self, two thumbs up :)
KuteKoolKat 2 years ago
amazing <333
5*
SweetestGirl934 2 years ago
amazing
zipper921z2 2 years ago
omg this was so sad. No matter what happens in ur life u ahve to stick to ur ground and know who u are. even when u hit rock bottom. and u have to help ur self up. Even if u cant.
celebstory101 2 years ago
brooke and peyton :) i love one tree hill
that cutting scene made me want to cry D: i know people close tto me that have gone through thigns like this and its just heartbreaking to see those scars knowing that you didnt ssee the signs of them being depressed b/c they put on an happy act and feeling like you werent a good enough friend to see through all of the fake happiness D:
Paramorefreak0594 2 years ago
Wow! That was amazing.. I sorta went thru the same thing u did... and i as well made a video coping with the things i went thru.. its not as amazing as yours.. but its quite similar..
xoSUGARKissesxo 2 years ago
Wow.
Amazing
Totally inspiring.
I honestly can not imgaine what you went through.
Glad to see that you are doing great now
:)
All my lovee
xxx
Sazzygirl07 2 years ago
this is truly beautiful.
absolutely inspiring.
your so strong.
m sorry all of this happened to you.
it all sounds so tragic.
my parents always fight and want to get a divorce.they talk about it always and i know they will sometime. i'm afraid when they do i wont be able to bear it.
my grandpa died from diabetes when i was in 5th grade.
i miss him deeply.
the guy i've liked for 3 years barely talks to me anymore. when he does its not anything special.
he used to be my best friend too.
monkeysrule445 2 years ago
he keeps stringing me along, flirting with me every so often to keep me interested.
i'm glad you over came those huge barriers in your life so well.
monkeysrule445 2 years ago
wow....i think you're an extremely strong person because you had the guts to reveal this to so many people. I'm sorry for all of the things that have happened to you, and though i don't support the fact that you started cutting, i'm glad you got some help. You should always remember that none of this was your fault and that God has reasons for why things happen. And you're right, these things are handed to you, because you're strong enough to get through them. Thank you for telling us your story
reminiscentfuture 2 years ago 31
@reminiscentfuture god does not have a reason for everything! I'm sorry but he doesn't! I'm catholic and I used to be a strong believer but when someone (god) takes so many people from you and hurts so many of your family members it's hard to believe he does it all for a reason?? Why did he kill someone I loves mother and father now she's left all alone to fend for herself has no one but herself and her two brothers... who just drink all the time. It's crap things don't happen for a reason.
Mikkixox9 1 year ago
Aw. im really sorry :(
i like the video tho
jonasluva24 2 years ago
oh my godness.
i'm so sorry but like you said, things can only go up. hold on.
i've never kept a best friend for more then 4 years & my current best friend keeps ditching me to be with someone else. im fat so no boys EVER think of me in the way i think of them, my family don't understand anything.
so, i lock myself in my room, turn up my music & sing my heart out & prentend that their is someone out there who's going to come along & love me. & care for me.
but it's getting harder to pretend.
xxmelodiezacloverxx 2 years ago
my life has been like this for two years o.o
except the cancer part :/ ..
why are people saying bad stuff about this video :S well one person XD
+glad your over all this happening :]]
xbeckieelisha 2 years ago
i feel so sorry for you.. i can't say that i know what you're feeling. But i had problems,and i still have.
My mom dyed when i was yonger and i think all the time: what if she was still alive? maybe things would be much easier and i would be happier.
i never liked a boy at the point i let him in, i always start to back off. my best friend, we changed schools so we don't talk as much.
I need my mom.. I'm always changing to be beautiful,bt i somehow can't.
I need her to feel loved, i missher
catiabranca 2 years ago 17
i also have a bff's but now she forget about me , its like about demi & selena
Ddisneyfann 2 years ago
wow, all that really happened to you? i feel so bad for you
dancegirl343 2 years ago
This made me wanna cry SO BADLY.
Your story, just made me extremely sad. Thank you for sharing, that life cannot be a fairytale. You have such amazing talent. I'm just so sorry. But I'm happy you've stopped cutting, and that you're now happier. Beautiful, and thank you so much for opening all of our eyes with your story. ♥
xnarnianwarriorx 2 years ago
@xnarnianwarriorx... why not? though i have unbelief i wish my life become a fairytale and i wish urs become one too.God be with us
iamalostchildofGod 2 years ago
this is a great video and i added it to my favorites list... Just one question...
How did you make the video?
peacelovepurse667 2 years ago
I think that your story is sad yet amazing
You went from this picture perfect life to rock bottom, but you brought yourself up again....and I wish I had your stamina for being there for yourself....no I have never cut or hurt myself....but I have changed into someone I'm not for a reason I can't even remember....and my friends have noticed too they wont tell me but its there in there eyes....an your story is inspirational....thank you
mojo9626 2 years ago 2
This comment has received too many negative votes show
Cutting really was kind of dumb. I mean, I would never think about that and I've been through much worse. I'm not saying what happened to you wasn't bad, but it's not "the end of the world, I'm gonna kill myself" kind of thing. I'm not trying to be rude or anything, I'm just saying.
xxJBxxLuverxx 2 years ago
xxJBxxLuverxx- when i cut, I NEVER thought of killing myself, self harm was a way of inflicting pain on myself to escape the emotional stuff, I never tried to hit a nerve to die, or thought "hey lemme cut deep enough to kill myself" thats the biggest assumption about cutting, is that its always about killing yourself. Its not.
prettyinpink987 2 years ago 8
alright sorry but i had to say something.
is it your business? (ha its weird of me to say that when im egtting in this, but thats not the point)
and why did you compare it to yourself?
Its not about you.
And leave her alone.
She hit a point in her life when she made a mistake.
leave her alone.
Shes not dumb.
she stopped and im proud of her...
this is amazing video and im happy you gpt your life together.
xoxshesolovelyxox 2 years ago
Whoa, whoa, whoa. I never said that she was dumb. I said it was a dumb thing to do. Smart people can do dumb things. I also didn't say it was about me. I'm well aware it is about her. I was just saying.
What the heck? She made a video. The video happens about to be what happened to her. You can post comments on videos. I said something about what happened. Don't say stuff like that to me like I'm a bad person. I'm proud of her, too. I probably wouldn't have been able to stop.
xxJBxxLuverxx 2 years ago
me too.
i wouldnt be able to stop.
this video has a great moral.
thanks for it.
xoxshesolovelyxox 2 years ago 2
This is so SAD ); well thanks for this video^^..its so touching and meaningful..Yeahh life's just like that..ups and downs..
j0aNneL0w 2 years ago
Oh my fucking gosh. This is your life story? I am seriously speechless. And so so sorry! :|
I had tears on my eyes when I was watching this. Thanks for sharing . Although it's sad it makes me realize that there are a few worse situations than mine. From now on when I say or think that my life is horrible I'll think of this and take back what I say. Seriously. This is amazing, touching and most importantly sad.
But, it really opened my eyes. Your like my rolemodel :)
FaanGrrl 2 years ago
Wow...this made me cry seriously.
:(
You're soooo talented!
I loved it!
<3
mbc242 2 years ago
*all need...
Always remember you're amazing and people can try to break you down, but they only will if you let them.
And if you feel alone, and sad, message me, cuz even being far I'll try to help you ;]
Just smile, and the world will smile along with you =]
pamhsmmcfly 2 years ago
Wow! I'm so sorry about your story, I mean the cutting&cheating thing...
Is times like this that you discover who your friends really are...
And I know you must've thought that your life was over and you had nothing at all...
But there always Something good, it can be really small, but if you look the bright side of things, there is always something... I'm happy that this boy helped you to forget the past and think about the future, this is really beautiful! He gave you hope, what we
pamhsmmcfly 2 years ago
God, you made me cry. You're amazing, and sharing your story with us was so brave of you. Your story looks a lot like mine, and it makes me happy, not because those things happened to you, but because i'm not alone. Hh, so thank you and this video is on my favorites :)
wrongSaint 2 years ago 2
who did the voiceover????
demilalaland33 2 years ago
Your so talanted :)
I love this video it made me want to cry.
I know i cant feel your pain but the part about the best friend i can relate to :( x
JonasBrothersXOLover 2 years ago
Omg this is AMAZING!!! It's like my FAV. video right now!! :) Your soooo talented!!
MileyFanForLife1234 2 years ago
Aw, I love it. :[ It's an amazing story. Just remember, you're amazing and whatever happens, it's really not your fault even though it may feel like it. No one is worth the suffering, and my gradpa passed away from cancer too, and it's hard, but I'm glad you're pulling through. I wish I could be a lot more meaningful and thoughtful with this, but I really can't do that with out crying. The scars may be the reminder, but it will be one of how you pulled through and changed lives with this. <3
4everluvinjb 2 years ago
i'm getting therapy right now haha.... things just blew over and got out of hand that i didnt want to be here any more.... i favorited this not just coz the video is amazing but becoz ur words actually, make me realize that i want to be a better person and not always be sad... but be happy =) so thankyou
livz911 2 years ago
loved all the one tree hill voice overs...loved it
toshnessa45 2 years ago
From witch movie is that when she cuts herself?
Ellii1994 2 years ago
Thirteen
prettyinpink987 2 years ago
about a year ago, my best friend's dad died. i cried my heart out. i am crying as i write this. his nickname was Chuck, and that's what i knew him by. i told mi sis y i was crying, and she thought i was talking about Chuck Norris. lol. :'(
alizatophat 2 years ago
Love this!
xCrazierCutiex 2 years ago
I've watched this nonstop, and you definitely are MY role model. You're so insipiring, even though some bad things have happened and you hit an all time low, you got back up and turned your life around, and not many people would be able to do that in your situation. I probably would've killed myself, to be honest. But if this ever happens to me now, after watching this video, I'll think of you. Thanks, you really are amazing :)
happyjanit 2 years ago
I haven`t Stop watching this
I know just how you feel/felt
my best friend and boyfriend did the same to me. My parents are gonna get divorce soon. I also haven`t seen half of my family in 9 years (they live in Mexico, I live in us)
oh and Thanks this video give me hope...That all thing aren`t as bad as we see them
OneTimeStudio 2 years ago
omg it´s soo sad but im really in love with this video
you did an awesome job ;)
Giirly14 2 years ago
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awesome video! :)
what song is that?
awkwardstuff 2 years ago
This Video Is So Sad
xxselena4joexx 2 years ago
you making this video based
on your real life experiences
make it really beautiful cuz
you really put all your heart
and soul to it. :)
porcelain13doll 2 years ago
wow like a million times
BTWILUJB 2 years ago
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happyjanit 2 years ago
(cont.) i just wanted to say ur really amazing to
be able to get through all that pain on ur
own...ur amazing, and alot of ppl look up
to u... :]
u really showed me that a person should
live life strongely and face their pain...not
stay weak and run away from the
problems happening....
wow, ur such an inspiration...
xMuzicDork 2 years ago
wow thank YOU so much. i dont think of myself as a role model, just a girl whos been through alot & wanted to share it with everyone. There are people whos lives were 10x worse than mine, but just knowing that just by saying my story its changed your life & others brings tears to my eyes, thank you
prettyinpink987 2 years ago
xMuzicDork 2 years ago
And this is an amazing video! I wish you the best with everything,.
You've definitely inspired me today because I've been going through some stuff that I thought was terrible but now I can give it a second look with a new attitude.
=]
And as always... brilliant video! =D
nazgurl92 2 years ago
ur an amazing person! u just inspired me
to be a better person. i thought my life
was horrible...but when i read ur story
i just had to cry, my tears wouldnt stop
cuz i thought you, the person who had
these things to go through, lived her
life and tried to brighten everything up for
herself while i, the person who doesnt
have much of a bad life, is complaining...
(cont.)
xMuzicDork 2 years ago
You're an amazing person and one of the strongest people I could say I've encountered in life. The fact that you were able to realize and try to change yourself... and the fact that you're here right now sharing this story... well this is the reason you're not ordinary. You probably just saved 1 person's life right now who's going through something like this.
SO thank you! Thank you for sharing your story and making all other's believe that life is worth living no matter what --cont'd..
nazgurl92 2 years ago
omg you are kind of my role model...
yeah maybe i don't know u but i just read all the things that had happen to u and i can't believe how someone can live that and don't kill herself....
....your video make me cry and i just want to tell u that u are amazing and that u deserve a happy endind really...
my granddad used to tell me that everytime that all seems dark all i have to do was keep the faith 'cuz the light was going to shine again :)
i wish u the best in ur life :D
kro17 2 years ago
awesome
demiseljonas 2 years ago
i wish you the best of luck.
its tough to share your life and make it public.
i hope you feel better :)
good luck <3
if you need anyone im always here to help even if you dont know me
dont worry im not a creeper lol.
jblover27 2 years ago
this story is soo sad , and i think its good that your sharing your experiences with everyone else.
i hope things brighten up for you, you deserve to be happy :)
ashleyxhuni 2 years ago
ow . wow.
ive lost 4 of my best friends. and with one i was best friends since the 2nd grade. and ive lost them all. beacuse all of me ): i was really sad. and can understand ur story.:).
i know.. life can be so sad & horrible. but sometimes so wonderful..
HoneyAnny 2 years ago
OMG !!
You brought me to tears. NO lie.
I hope your life is better. :D
Paranoid205 2 years ago
this brought me to tears.
you portrayed your emotions so well through this video.
im sorry you had to go through this, but then again im not because i can tell you have become a stronger person.
thank you for shareing your story im sure you have helped and touched the hearts of many with this video.
this inspired me to write one of the best songs i have ever written.
so thank you for that also.
good luck with things in the future and stay strongg!
oxilovemusicxo22 2 years ago
i am so sorry this happened to you. its like a real life nightmare. it usually happens in STORIES but wow. it happened to you in real life :l i'm glad your better though [:
xsunglossed 2 years ago
So good.
bubblyprincesskelly 2 years ago
i cried so haed and i really do understand why you cut its makes the pain go away for that time but when you look at yourself in the mirrior you feel disqusted the video was amazing and dont worry i dont cut anymore and im glad you got over it.
Jemigirlforeva 2 years ago
I fell so sorry for you but I'm glad that you are doing better :) one of my best friends friends had it really hard a couple of years ago and she ended up killing her self and I think of her life sometimes and wish I knowed what was going on and that I could help her but now it's to late....
DemiOSelena 2 years ago
aww that was amazing.. this really helped.. seriously. this has been my most painful year :| and last year... so this helped alot.. thank you. x
hannah1234112 2 years ago
I'm kinda crying right:[ but i hope your ok as lame as that sounds that was a beautiful video,and an amazing story. I hope that boy brings happiness back into your life
Miley2girly 2 years ago
omg. that was so emtional. you are a true inspiration. dont care if it sounds cheesy its true. all the best for the future. x
Kitkat0234 2 years ago
I really felt for this.
I understand. So much.
Completely.
I cut. I do. I get it. It's horrible, but it's so difficult to stop.
I understood this so well. I loved it. It was perfect.
:)
maloukiejonas 2 years ago
that's really deep.
I love the ending that says "she didn't need to be in a fairytale to have a happy ending"
that's inspiring to me.
MissDangelo 2 years ago
this is me.
jjohanna03 2 years ago
amazing.
DinMelluh 2 years ago
This was inspiring, my life's been fucked up, and I've cut, and sometimes you feel as if the pain won't go away, but it soon fades. No matter how hard times are, they get easier. The video was amazing, I felt like crying.
TeamLovatoDemi 2 years ago
i really understand how youve felt.
im going through a VERY rough time right now aswell,
but ive never thought of that when you hit the bottom, theres only one way to go
ZacAndLeoLover 2 years ago
oh hun i'm so sorry for you :( you had so many problems in your life .hope you're better now :):)
supergirlmileyfan 2 years ago
yhat was awsome!
jonaslalagirl555 2 years ago
omg this was amazing !!! <3
chuchiiiia 2 years ago
wow. you are inspirational. seriously.
i hope all is well now.
brilliant video too.
alltimesickestkidx 2 years ago
that was amazing and really deep! soo brave of u : ) u shud always believe theres a happy ending............ : )
iffyif786 2 years ago
LOVEEEE ITTT AMAZING
turnbloempje 2 years ago
(part 2) & i just realized how lucky i am to have you as a friend. You didn't deserve all this pain, & i felt terrible when i knew all that about your life, not cause i had some "pity" for you, but because you're my Ayay, my friend, someone who found a place in my heart, never ever do that again, cause people love you, I love you & even if some people hurt you, they don't deserve your tears.
Love you hunny ♥
babiisweetie 2 years ago