bud, i know its hard, im pretty much in the same place right now. just know there are people out there for you, if you or anyone else ever wants to talk, needs to vent, anything, hit me up, pm me. I WILL listen, i promise. <3 Ive been through a lot, but I'm not going to pretend to know your life or know exactly how it feels to go through what you going through. please message me if you need to talk
When you are starting to do that to your self it is whery hard to stop, Even when you know it is wrong what you are doing. AND YES IT IS LIKE A DRUG. So do not start do that to youre self, because scars will remain not only on the skin, but in the mind also. I made that mistake and now I regreting and can not stop.
When you are starting to do that to your self it is whery hard to stop, Even when you know it is wrong what you are doing. AND YES IT IS LIKE A DRUG. So do not start do that to youre self, because scars will remain not only on the skin, but in the mind also. I made that mistake and now I regreting and can not stop.
dude i fucking cried that was beautiful and i know exactly how that feels i used cut no... i still do but it felt like i wasn't alone thank you so much
First of all, are you a dude or a dyke? second, if people are this weak and stupid and full with mental illness that they have to do this cutting crap then why don't we just let them? I mean, it's their stupidity? Why are we going to waste our time trying to help these people?
@Boerlady Because this swamp creature is in deep personal trouble, therefore the need to attack others who remind him of his impending peril. I had initially only read his drivel at the top of this page, but now I see it is littered with this useless bile, it is quite apparent that a crisis is brewing.
@baddmaddogg Your comments demonstrate to others what an empty and fearful creature you are a very contemptible creature. Often we see people like you attacking the openess and honesty of others, it tells us all about you, now to check your page, I wonder what I'll find.
As for the uploader of this video, a very brave and illuminating individual, very very brave, well done.
@baddmaddogg And you would dare pass comment on another's appearance, that is really funny, I knew I'd find gold on your page, but no I didn't listen to a word, bad enough having to read them here.
You are total right. Emoguylove shut up. Keep on going, spread the awareness. Tomorrow (March 1) is Self Harm Awareness day. I have a problem with cutting. I've tried I stop, so many times. But I always keep going back. It's almost like I can't live without it.
i know most people couldnt possibly understand how i think pain is glorious - i guess its just because the only time ive felt good in a long time is when i hurt myself
i used to be addicted to cutting - now i dont cut so much - but i think about it a lot - i still think pain is glorious though (i havent actually cut in 2 months but i really feel like i cant keep it up)
i cut and it sucks and i cant stop, its shameful and embarrassing, dont do it people instead talk to someone about your feelings like your best friend, i wish i did before i started self harming. your awesome by the way and cool poem, have you stopped self harming im trying to stop.
You're an amazing writer. Being a self-harmer myself I can understand and relate to the metaphors. Please tell me you have a blog or something where I can read more.
thank u so much for sharing ur journal entry to us i listen to it and as BeJustinTime said i could relate to it and knowing that im not alone and feel the same way
That was really awesome of you to share something so personal & yet so true. I'm in my 30's and started to escape to the "quick fix feel" of cutting in my early 20's. The last cut...aka, 'fix', landed me in the E.R. and with two surgeries later. I hope your poetic true video is heard by those who need to hear it. Best wishes to you....and keep expressing yourself so you feel less likely to cut again-
Wow...I used to cut too... Like a lot, sometimes even during sex, which is very much dangerous!!! No one try it please, you could hurt yourself beyond repair...
but someone that has done selfharm a very long time just can`t stop doing it by hisself or herself. The person needs help from a therapist. I had a therapist that helped me to stop.
Thanks for reading something. And i admire you for your ability to share your life with people, and the most personal things of your life at that. Im always left with a lesson in my mind after watching one of your vids, so thank you
love this vid i know were your coming from i have been cutting myself sence i was 12 and now i'm 15 and this year i have made the choice that if i cant find something to live for with in a year i am going to kill myself so ya don't even pretend you have it bad be happy you can have depression alot worse
I have finally found a therapist, who is helping me deal with my depression. I spent most of my teen years with depression. It does get better. Life can get better. And when you get to your worst, it can only get better. My twenties have been a lot better than my teen years. Better times will come for you too. Isn't that worth living for?
get over yall selfs
JDchase07 3 months ago
bud, i know its hard, im pretty much in the same place right now. just know there are people out there for you, if you or anyone else ever wants to talk, needs to vent, anything, hit me up, pm me. I WILL listen, i promise. <3 Ive been through a lot, but I'm not going to pretend to know your life or know exactly how it feels to go through what you going through. please message me if you need to talk
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When you are starting to do that to your self it is whery hard to stop, Even when you know it is wrong what you are doing. AND YES IT IS LIKE A DRUG. So do not start do that to youre self, because scars will remain not only on the skin, but in the mind also. I made that mistake and now I regreting and can not stop.
SweetCupcake1991 8 months ago
When you are starting to do that to your self it is whery hard to stop, Even when you know it is wrong what you are doing. AND YES IT IS LIKE A DRUG. So do not start do that to youre self, because scars will remain not only on the skin, but in the mind also. I made that mistake and now I regreting and can not stop.
SweetCupcake1991 8 months ago
Great vid, Wow..
lobke0102 8 months ago
dude i fucking cried that was beautiful and i know exactly how that feels i used cut no... i still do but it felt like i wasn't alone thank you so much
dropxdeadxbarbie123 8 months ago
@dropxdeadxbarbie123 <3 you're welcome. keep your head up, it DOES get better, i promise.
MafiasCreation 8 months ago
Wow.....
Nice vid =)
DuckLovingGabz 8 months ago
thank you so much <3
The25Fuzz 9 months ago
@MafiasCreation Sorry, I have no sickness in my ass. I am perfectly healthy... So, you're not a dude anymore, but do you still cut?
baddmaddogg 9 months ago
@baddmaddogg so u wouldnt care if your best friend died from cuttin. maybe u should watch wat u say u dont have 2 be a jerk
rorogoldman 10 months ago
@MafiasCreation A Math Major used the term "Suck a fuck"? 4.0 in college and you don't even know how to capitalize your 'I's. Hmm...
baddmaddogg 10 months ago
@baddmaddogg wats wrong w u do u think ur helpin ppl who cut by sayin that i think ur not
rorogoldman 10 months ago
@rorogoldman I'm not trying to help... If they want to cut then they should cut a little deeper next time. We need to rid the world of these idiots.
baddmaddogg 10 months ago
First of all, are you a dude or a dyke? second, if people are this weak and stupid and full with mental illness that they have to do this cutting crap then why don't we just let them? I mean, it's their stupidity? Why are we going to waste our time trying to help these people?
baddmaddogg 10 months ago
@baddmaddogg if you dislike it so much why care? moron
Boerlady 10 months ago
@Boerlady Because this swamp creature is in deep personal trouble, therefore the need to attack others who remind him of his impending peril. I had initially only read his drivel at the top of this page, but now I see it is littered with this useless bile, it is quite apparent that a crisis is brewing.
davidoffon 9 months ago
@baddmaddogg Your comments demonstrate to others what an empty and fearful creature you are a very contemptible creature. Often we see people like you attacking the openess and honesty of others, it tells us all about you, now to check your page, I wonder what I'll find.
As for the uploader of this video, a very brave and illuminating individual, very very brave, well done.
davidoffon 9 months ago
@baddmaddogg And you would dare pass comment on another's appearance, that is really funny, I knew I'd find gold on your page, but no I didn't listen to a word, bad enough having to read them here.
davidoffon 9 months ago
@davidoffon I'm not a man trying to be a girl or vis versa.
baddmaddogg 9 months ago
Wow enoguylove1 your such a douche just leave her alone!
Cadymariestrickland1 11 months ago
wow! honey how old are you?
Beeboplily 11 months ago
no offense bt u kinda seem lyk the type of person to go arund and show ppl ur scars....i cut and i sorats agree with emoguylove
archiezgirl 11 months ago
You are total right. Emoguylove shut up. Keep on going, spread the awareness. Tomorrow (March 1) is Self Harm Awareness day. I have a problem with cutting. I've tried I stop, so many times. But I always keep going back. It's almost like I can't live without it.
Oscar0009991122 1 year ago
i know most people couldnt possibly understand how i think pain is glorious - i guess its just because the only time ive felt good in a long time is when i hurt myself
ImTyrantblade 1 year ago
Just reading comments,
Really moved by all of this, i dont see how pain is glorious, you guys were given this body to use, not to own and destroy, you're all in my prayers.
I can understand why you'd want to cut, i've been in really low situations, all i can do is pray for you guys
spamhead97 1 year ago
i used to be addicted to cutting - now i dont cut so much - but i think about it a lot - i still think pain is glorious though (i havent actually cut in 2 months but i really feel like i cant keep it up)
ImTyrantblade 1 year ago
i cut and it sucks and i cant stop, its shameful and embarrassing, dont do it people instead talk to someone about your feelings like your best friend, i wish i did before i started self harming. your awesome by the way and cool poem, have you stopped self harming im trying to stop.
mustang99190 1 year ago
You are awesome I really love your poem you're one talented kid.
ErlynnRadke 1 year ago
Wow. You're.. Amazing. Enough said.
ThatOneEmoChick23 1 year ago
wahahaha darkness.
AlexosMusic 1 year ago
totally emo!
Summer10683 1 year ago
You're an amazing writer. Being a self-harmer myself I can understand and relate to the metaphors. Please tell me you have a blog or something where I can read more.
budgiegirl6 1 year ago
what i hate emo people thier wierd
gun993 1 year ago
emo
gun993 1 year ago
@gun993 can you get anymore ruder?
TheXeternalblissX 1 year ago
thank u so much for sharing ur journal entry to us i listen to it and as BeJustinTime said i could relate to it and knowing that im not alone and feel the same way
i hope ur still doing wonderful :-)
kirratheumpire 1 year ago
humm... this is very interesting, there are a lot more things on youtube about cutting then i thought there would be.
but that was a really nice reading i could relate to it.
SnowWhite935 1 year ago
good writer. I hope yur doing well? ive been cutting for about 2 years ive been trying to stop, i think im doing better. I hope yur well.
Iddahoe 1 year ago
good i would never have the guts to do this !!!! you are so brave, keep it up !!!!
BabieEeyore 1 year ago
wow, amazing.
icancrankthat89 1 year ago
That was really great.
I relate to everything you said so much,
I've been trying to hard to stop cutting after being a cutter on and off for about three years now.
I think I'm doing pretty good.
I hope you're well.
BeJustInTime 2 years ago
i love ur poem its ammazing
LetellierPrincess 2 years ago
im done
duckcluck123 2 years ago
your poem was amazzing! i cut too, and i can totally understandddd. it's crazy.
Gymnast1709 2 years ago
thank you so much
xoxo, Someone NoOne Understands
OhMyEdwardAndBella 2 years ago
last cut.. 2 hour ago *siiiigggh*
ninjabunny112xD 2 years ago
That was really awesome of you to share something so personal & yet so true. I'm in my 30's and started to escape to the "quick fix feel" of cutting in my early 20's. The last cut...aka, 'fix', landed me in the E.R. and with two surgeries later. I hope your poetic true video is heard by those who need to hear it. Best wishes to you....and keep expressing yourself so you feel less likely to cut again-
ssolanoss 2 years ago
Your poem is absolutely wonderful.
FollyxXxFallen 2 years ago
Thank you...thank you for having these videos up...I am a college student and I identify as ftm...
Niketheplusle 2 years ago
I also want to say that I have resources if anyone needs them for quitting self harm- or how to tell if you are even ready to quit.
I've been self harming since I was 4 years old and I will be 28 this November. 17 months since my last major episode...hope I can keep it up.
*hugs to anyone who wants them*
Don't give up. Keep up the struggle!
LeglessMan 2 years ago
If I make it to next spring, it will be two years since my last self harm...not counting interfering with wound healing, that is. Keep up the fight!
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DecayedInnards 2 years ago
I stopped...for a while...now my friend's trying to help, she is doing better than me at stopping.
Any advise on how to stop cutting...
HadachiHyomaru 2 years ago
Go to Recoveryourlife . com and they have games, chat, forums and detracting things to help with stoping self harm :)
funkedgrl 2 years ago
My religion (Лунa Уpтaдaкz) says cutting is failng God's test (Life)
NDHLVideos 2 years ago
damn dude your brave
scrubsloverNoHomo 2 years ago 10
@scrubsloverNoHomo its a she lol. atleast i think so.
Rogu3ofAZEROTH 1 year ago
ive stop cutting i havent cut myself for a whole year
thx casey
lithiumninja 2 years ago 3
Good job! XD
I'm...trying...
HadachiHyomaru 2 years ago
Wow...I used to cut too... Like a lot, sometimes even during sex, which is very much dangerous!!! No one try it please, you could hurt yourself beyond repair...
Cutting is a temp fix, not worth the scars...
Much Love,
~Amy
GlaubenInGod 2 years ago 10
@GlaubenInGod how did u manage doing it during sex ps. you are just as brave ashim putting that message there
good luck with stopping amy --wish u well
ShuffleKing3000 8 months ago
thank u for sharing this..i used to cut too. I've stopped so far...
xxdeepchickxx 2 years ago 4
Thanks, I managed to avoid that dangerous habit, so far....
NaomiClareNL 2 years ago 2
but someone that has done selfharm a very long time just can`t stop doing it by hisself or herself. The person needs help from a therapist. I had a therapist that helped me to stop.
joker7312 2 years ago
casey rocks
thanks for helping us
though al knds of stuff
its people like you that make
this world better
askfank 2 years ago
Thanks for reading something. And i admire you for your ability to share your life with people, and the most personal things of your life at that. Im always left with a lesson in my mind after watching one of your vids, so thank you
radness19 2 years ago
Keep writing. Please take care of yourself.
xox
MonaGritch 2 years ago
wow , poigniet message.....sorry you had to go thru that...thanks for being vulnerable enough to share it with us.
flyer11234 2 years ago
Everyone goes through different phases in their life, however, only the wise people learn from their mistakes. "Live and Learn" Love you Casey.
fearlessjojo84 2 years ago
love this vid i know were your coming from i have been cutting myself sence i was 12 and now i'm 15 and this year i have made the choice that if i cant find something to live for with in a year i am going to kill myself so ya don't even pretend you have it bad be happy you can have depression alot worse
XxGayEmoKidxX 2 years ago
Don't do it, man. You always have something to live for. Always.
PALSTCB 2 years ago
I have finally found a therapist, who is helping me deal with my depression. I spent most of my teen years with depression. It does get better. Life can get better. And when you get to your worst, it can only get better. My twenties have been a lot better than my teen years. Better times will come for you too. Isn't that worth living for?
openbracket 2 years ago
(as a response to XxGayEmoKidxX )
openbracket 2 years ago
Oh... and... uhhh... very emotional
NDHLVideos 2 years ago
FIRST COMMENT!!!!!! YIPPEE!
NDHLVideos 2 years ago